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pop-punklouis · 2 months

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re: your anon from yesterday bc im lazy and havent updated my dash, that's why folklore felt so refreshing to me (as a middle school swiftie who lost interest when she went pop and was pulled back in by folklore). by that point she was 4 years into her relationship w joe and started expanding past just writing about public facing stories into creating new worlds and stories to write about. paired w the new genre and much more poetic lyricism (especially compared to lover) it was a breath of fresh air. in the last year or so it's like you said, tired. it's felt like we're moving backwards, we're back to taylor swift's newest relationship and all speculation about that and the last boy she dated being the main thing both we (the culture, in news articles and social media posts) and she (in songwriting) are writing about as if we're back in 2010, or 2012, or 2014, or on and on and on. as if no one learned or grew in these 10 years

i would agree. i, personally, believe there are layers to taylor swift's resurgence in popularity (to the insane extent it is now) and how it got a head start due to folklore. besides it being an album that kinda dropped in the perfect moment where we were all at home and resonated with music like folklore during the pandemic.... and besides it being a pleasant surprise to see taylor step outside of the comfort we all know her music to be with an album that is, largely, considered an indie/folk project.... it was in the songwriting, for me, that ultimately brought me around.

and, during that time i had, had a tumultous relationship with her as a celebrity and as an artist. the rollercoaster i had felt since 1989 with her image and music was fascinating when i look back at it, and Lover is the record that brought be tentatively back into enjoying taylor swift. yet, folklore is the album that sucked me in entirely. and it was because there wasn't any nonsense revolving around the release or the lyricism of the project. it was so detached from her life that you could actually focus on the music and her songwriting without being distracted by easter eggs or references to relationships/controversial songs/lyrics that would be broadcast in the headlines. i felt at ease listening to it and creating my own world and own interpretations out of this universe she spun around both evermore and folklore.

so, i do think that is such an important observation to see as her popularity skyrockets how she is digressing (imo) in her sound and lyricism. almost devolving into what she was beforehand, making pop music which is fun to listen to but really doesn't grip you or keep you coming back around because the lyrical content isn't as rich. i remember when folklore came out, i was on a podcast with a few writers that used to write for the same music publication as me, and we discussed all of this. and the one who wasn't as big of a swift fan previously, really enjoyed folklore because of the difference in pace and her songwriting. then, just last year a group of us in the same publication had a roundtable just to discuss all things taylor swift (from both those who enjoy her and those who don't see the hype), and the conversations touched a lot on this dynamic with her songwriting and the differing of opinions of her since like reputation to folklore to now the second era of overexposure of her with the eras tour and the disappointment a lot of people felt with midnights etc. so!!!

all in all, i agree. i think everything she/her team is doing now feels so dated? like we've been here in this loop before, and i do hope tortured poets surprises us all and makes me shut up, but idk all signs are pointing to the same marketing and sound she did at 21 and 24 and 27. it doesn't feel new. not to quote the girlie herself but i feel like ive seen this movie before and i didn't like the ending lmfao

#grey #taylor swift #damn i got to work at 7:35 this morning and said lets write a think piece right away

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eddiiiieeee · 5 months

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life update

so this month has been shit. my grandpas anniversary came up on the 8th. and the problems i mentioned before with my mom, oh and today. i cried again since Eddie (my ex). Saul broke up with me, i had two panic attacks, one in the middle of my arabic class, and another during english. yesterday i told him how i havent been feeling well and he told me to figure what i want out and text him but till then hes tired and going to sleep (we were doing long distance because he lives in argentina and i live waaaaay far away.) today during my arabic class i texted him and he told me hes breaking up with me, said that he loves me and cares for me but yet he thinks its whats good for us both. he proceeded to continue to tell me he loves me while i begged him not to and i ended up telling him that i will not forgive him for what hes doing and that i hate him for how hes hurting me, i logged out of the account and then in the afternoon during english, i checked and he ended up saying that he couldve up and left me but he didnt because he cares about me and loves me which is why he talked to me about it. and he replied to my other texts saying "sorry bye" and he removed me on snap as well as tiktok because those are the only things he had me on. (i checked snap on my laptop rn and his accounts gone, idk if its the same on my phone). i went to the bathroom while im shaking and like trying to breathe, and i called my best friends but only one picked up because she had a study period. after me and her talked for a bit anout what happened, i suddenly couldnt breathe, just completely couldnt for i dunno how long and then i just started sobbing. then when i was able to calm down, i got to class again and afterwards had a smoke session with the best friend i was talking to's sister. i met up with my best friend who didnt pick up and we walked back to our building, cuz we had class in a diff building. we found some of our close friends in this little garden area we have n sat there because after the smoke session i was gripping the railing in the staircases, as well as my best friends arm because i felt like throwing up and passing out. and at that moment i just started sobbing again and shaking, after a while of my friends attempting to calm me down, my business teacher saw me and i told her i was fine she said obviously im not if im this distraught but if i need her i know where her office is. i had a talk with my old chem teacher because i trust him and cuz my music teacher (was mentioned before) had a lesson. everyone tried to get me to cheer up, one friend just held me (which i needed i love being held), one jumped up and kicked his feet while impersonating mickey mouse, the friend who answered my call sang arabic lulibies for me and then niki manaj, my friend who was at the garden area started singing cupcake songs, my friend who didnt pick up my call just stuck with me the entire day and made sure i drank enough water even tho i didnt eat at all even tho she tried, my other friend checked up on me every five minutes and during our lessons together, a bunch of my other friends tried to cheer me up. but nothing worked and i dont think i can just explain how exhausted and tired and drained i am rn.

#eddie munson × reader #80s aesthetic #animated gif #classic rock #eddie x fem!reader #eddie munson angst #eddie munson #wayne munson #corroded coffin #robin buckley #stranger things s4 #guitar #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson fic #stranger things imagine #stranger things fluff #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson × female reader #80s rock

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what-if-nct · 2 years

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joyce! how are you doing? what colour did you decide for your hair? i might be very late in getting this update im sorry

Hiii!! I'm doing fine, I hope you're doing well and not yet right now it's just blonds, I dyed my roots and the brassy parts and i like it a lot more. Also I learned I didn't need to use a high lift dye. Regular blonde dye lifts my hair a lot. I've been watching a lot of blonde christina ricci movies, i watched legally blonde 2 yesterday and the house bunny and I've grown more closer to stay blonde cause the only other color i really want is pink but i havent found the perfect pink just yet. I stare at my hair Pinterest boards every time I think about it. And every time I look at them I'm still torn,

like Blonde or Pink or both? I don't know Blonde feels safest till i make up my mind. here's my pinterest boards to show the exact shades i want. the blonde shade is easy the pink one is just so pastel my hair would have to be white but i want it.

Blonde board

Pink board.

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winterdusktales · 1 year

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i've been binge watching xg videos since yesterday and can i just say, as a viewer im sauuuur satisfied w everything! like the 7 girls being SO AMAZING is one thing (multitalented + trilingual queens w strong stage presence? DAMN), but also the team behind them is doing so great. the songs are bops! (fun lyrics w sick beats LOVE THEM) the choreography is a feast to the eyes, theyre all so well planned and the girls are giving them justice w their synchronized and powerful dancing (+ rlly good and natural facial expressions). makeup and styling—CHEFS KISS!!! mua and stylists rlly know what theyre doing. comeback concepts are so creative, socmed promos arent lacking, the camerawork and editing on their vids are so good (update: even their tiktok vids are dope!!), graphic designs—AMAZING! u know they were well thought of and werent rushed (at least for shooting star era, didnt rlly see the previous eras) also the animations on their twitter!! if u havent seen them yet, U SHOULD NOW ! A++++ FOR EFFORT AND CREATIVITY

like,, everyone knows how to do their job right and it feels like they all love what theyre doing and it shows. the management, i'd say (for now) theyre doing great too since theyre giving each member a chance to shine and theyre rlly trying to give more exposure to the girls. so as new fan, i am OVER THE MOON, its all so satisfying to see. theres rlly nothing to complain about (and i ult junhoe... i DO complain a lot 💀) so i can just sit back and enjoy everything they put out and be a FAN

i hope they all keep this up and be consistent abt it tho cause i see the vision. n e way i still have some mascara and shooting star lives to binge

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bbarican · 2 years

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august 28, 2022; 7:10 pm - long weekend

long post ahead! i feel like i havent really had the time again to just sit down and update my tumblr (and even myself tbh) with everything thats going on with my life so fair warning this post is going to be super long but feel free to read along

work:

i hate how work is all i ever think about nowadays kasi wala naman akong jowa, all my friends are busy too, tapos na yung board exam pumasa na ko and everything so talagang when i have problems at work, its all my brain can think about and its really exhausting

ill try to go in depth again about work in another post next time pero all i can say is its both really fun to be challenged but also its just really tiring too kasi it isnt the most ideal way of being challenged (if that makes any sense)

im just really thankful for my work friends kasi they constantly remind me na oo nga pala im not alone and they understand me more than anyone could kasi theyre living through these challenges too

family:

my tita and tito are leaving this week and its really bittersweet! i love having them here kasi nga its a great break from the mundane but its also very tiring to constantly have to be a host every single day so all in all im just really glad they got to visit and that they had fun here during their stay!

sana most of my cousins could come to our house tomorrow for my little celebration kasi i really do miss them plus ang daming pagkain na balak lutuin/bilhin ng nanay ko and i dont want that to go to waste

i miss my kuya so much and i wish march would come sooner para nandito na siya for a few months of vacation

i love my family and our dogs so much and im forever thankful for all the blessings we receive everyday and that we're always safe

personal:

where the fuck did this rain come from? it was partially sunny from yesterday to this morning and now its pouring again - i love the rain, not so much the lightning, but i really hope it doesnt rain tomorrow

im so excited for tomorrow kasi my brain is already making a mental to do list of the things i want to accomplish tomorrow before guests start arriving

im so emotional and extra bloated kasi magkakaroon na ulit ako ng period and most of the time naaamaze parin ako sa flor app kasi sobrang accurate niya when it comes to telling you how long before you get your period again (that is, if you make sure to always update the calendar once you do get your period)

i dont exactly know what to wear yet tomorrow - and yes inisiip ko parin yun kahit na sa bahay lang naman kami magcecelebrate

i got the tiny spray bottle that came with my keyboard cleaner to work! akala ko sira talaga siya ever since i got it pero i think i just havent been pushing it correctly all this time lang

i kinda want a cute mousepad too kasi ang panget ng mousepad na gamit ko whenever i use my laptop

music:

talk that talk is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better than pink venom when it comes to comeback singles

im so so so happy about twice sounding more like they did around mid 2019-2020 kasi thats my favorite era from them and im just really happy na talk that talk fits that sound ive always been looking for from them

super love the y2k mv, the choreo is AMAZING, the song is really cute, and i really love how maganda yung distribution of lines nila in the song

theres this particular song i recently fell in love with and instead of gatekeeping it (even though im sure some of you might already know it) im going to share it with all of you kasi its one of the loveliest songs ive discovered in a really long time - golden hour by jvke; reminds me so much of call me by your name and feeling like youre in italy and falling in love and being outside, basking in the sunlight with your lover - i really hope someone, someday, remembers me when they hear this song

and thats it for another update post! again if youve made it this far, thank you again for reading my updates; i hope you all are doing okay and are staying safe and dry!

happy long weekend, tumblr! sulitin na natin to!

#bbarican #prsnl #personal #thoughts #writings #updates #life #recently

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iggurichan · 4 months

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now that 2023 is over (and i didnt overslept like yesterday), i figured it was time to properly talk about my thoughts during the year. back in early march i decided that i wanted to make my art accounts more active by doing weekly drawings. honestly i thought i would've stopped after the first month, but surprisingly i kept up the weekly upload schedule up until the end of september. obviously i didnt keep up with my weekly schedule after that, but it is pretty crazy looking back on all of the drawings i did, easily the most i have done in a single year. just looking at my archive on tumblr speaks for itself when you see the content from the years.

as for what's next in this year, it's hard to say if i would keep up the weekly schedule since it probably isnt too realistic without leading to eventual burnout like last time. however, i do enjoy drawing whenever and that is something i dont want to stop doing, i just wont be too hard on myself with deadlines to avoid that same mistake like last year. i also decided that this year i want to start up a small comic that i will be doing throughout the year, obviously im not expecting a lot of people to read it but hey it would fulfill that desire i had last year of keeping my art accounts active while doing something im interested in. i havent decided how the pace of the comic will go yet and i dunno how soon i can get that started, but maybe it will start in february? dont hold me to that, i get distracted easy whenever it comes to any side project as some people might know (doesnt help that i've recently been playing granblue versus last month). also i have a few unfinished sketches i never finished last year, i dont really have any plans on finishing them, but at the very least it cant hurt to share them.

however, i also decided that weekly i'll be answering some year old questions i have in my tumblr ask inbox as a way to buffer some doodles while working on the comic. though i only have 4 or so questions to last me a month, so if you want to ask me anything (within reason), feel free to ask me anonymously if you want to ask me multiple questions, i have no idea it would be you anyways. just know that your question wont be answered until february since i want to answer these really old questions first. this lets me do some fun doodles while keeping my art accounts active during drawing downtime. speaking of accounts, i still gotta post my past drawings onto bluesky, pixiv and etc, i've just been really lazy so honestly it's hard to say when those will be at the same status as my twitter and tumblr. but they'll serve as more options to show my art in the scenario that either site randomly dies one day. whenever i do update them, i'll also make a new pinned with my current accounts to reflect that as my current one was just a placeholder so my pinned wasnt a wall of text like this one is.

thanks everyone who checked out my art last year, it means a lot to me. doing drawings is a fun hobby and i enjoy looking back on the drawings i've done.

tl;dr upload schedule wont be consistent for my sanity, but i plan on making a comic this year, also ask me questions on tumblr to give me an excuse to do doodles weekly

#blog #update #ask me anything

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swiftlydolphin13 · 1 year

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Eras fanfic (updated)

here y'all go!!!! An updated rendition of the eras fanfic... Updated as the shows go along!!!

My attempt an an eras fanfic lol Lol my fanfic era haha

"Its been a long time coming!!!" Lover exhaled at the sight of her first order of crunchwrap burritos rep had plopped on the table. "You owe me, Love" rep uttered dryly, through a smile. "Ha." chuffing coyly, lover could see right through rep, as always, knowing her edge was just for show. "I cant make any promises, but ill make you a drink" she shyly dragged the warm package close to her.

"FOOD????" A disasterous cacophany of cowboy boots stomped down the spiral staircase. A Barely brushed, half-haggardly stumbling, debut.

"Not for you 'bu!" Rep waved over to her. "But sharing is caring!!!" debut exclaimed, "y'all know i was the first to move in here but the perks??? Dryer than snakeskin in the sahara desert. cant i get, like, special dibs on food????"

"'Bu is right, sharing is caring" lover scrunched her face in endearment toward debut. After all, being the youngest of the bunch, she rarely goes out too much on her own, and is always looking from the Outside. "get over here."

Wild curls, reveling in their early morning pre-brush reign, rattled and bounced as debut skipped across the living room into the kitchen.

"I ordered double, triple. Actually ...i knew you and fearless would catch me now" lover winked.

You can bring that extra burrito to fearless. So she can eat like...

" a princess" lover and debut chimed.

'Bu beamed. She always had a soft spot for lover. After all. Shell never forget when she asked for all her old journals and had them organized and read out. She always had something wise to say about debuts wild shenanigans. She saw debut's wild fire almost as much as….

"HAS ANYONE SEEN THE BUTTERFLY I LEFT ON THE WINDOWSILL!?"

jars clattering and clanging can be heard from the kitchen, but its origins are far from it.

"Folklore what did you bring in the house THIS TIME!?" Rep exclaimed.

"IT WAS A RARE MORPH!" Her Footsteps slow ombre toward the kitchen, clatter and clinking of jars accompanied her.

she appeared with her typically umkept hair, yet somehow still harmonious with her tattered nightgown, always trailed by moss or leaves, despite always swearing she slept in the house the entire time (almost, at least)

I found a dead monarch morph yesterday and left it by the windowsill, i hadnt preserved it yet cause i was due to go out to get some more supplies… Have any of you seen it…

"Listen i may be the snake of the group but i havent seen your butterfly, fol."

Debut uttered a small squeak and looked at lover, while pointing to speak now's room.

Folklore caught the subtleties.

" speak now took my butterfly?"

"No…" Rep caught on.

Low rumbling Sounds emerged from speaknow's room.

"Oh…."

" its her time of month, isnt it?"

Smoke rose from the door as it slowly creaked open….. Who emerged was far from a cat… but a dragon, barely fitting the size the door nonetheless.

"Yup" all three said in unison.

"Looks like you skip breakfast today speak," Rep said.

"Yall never get me my cravings before they start!!! So i had to resort to folklores room!!!" Speak rumbled, before coughing up some ash over folklore.

Omg Sorry!!! Morning voice :(

Nah, folklore waved a hand in the air. "Im covered in dirt anyways."

"But….i didnt eat the butterfly, swear. Snacked on some of the wisterias though. Sorry :("

"Thats okay, i planted those for you :)"

Speak now: ……(:

"Well, then if you didnt then…." Rep trailed off.

Sounds of a cat heaving were audiably going down the stairs.

"Speak now isnt the only enchanted one here …"

Yeah, we got merideth olivia, benji thats taken care of by…

An auburn cat emerges, looking sickly.

"Evermore…"

"EVERMORE YOU KNOW THOSE ARE POISONOUS!" folklore exclaimed.

"reeellalaax, im not THAT fucked in the head." evermore said through the coughs, " the butterfly? Oh thats GONE," evermore explained. "Emergency spell last night, i have to show up for work today, and i cant show up LIKE THIS, im a monster on my time of month you know….. im not some fae that sprout wings once a month," she glared at folklore playfully.

"Ha, ha." Well, in MY OPINION… you should show up to work in whatever form of your nature."

"Im just as dignified;" evermore adds. but the spring lunar cycles are always that damn season…."

Folklore teased a smile. "Either way, i guess you can pass my wrath this time."

Smoke suddenly filled the room as a golden orb appeared around evermore, growing until she returned to her human form again.

"Thats MUCH BETTER. As a high sorceress you think i'd get used to this by now, but im ashamed im probably still fucked in the head. Ill never remember to prep for these spring allergies."

-CHAPTER 2: JUMP THEN FALL-

Now that the dust had settled, the eras scattered to their respective morning dues.

Debut skittered upstairs with the breakfast burrito lover gave her and her plus one, eager to share it with her room neighbor.

Debut slowly peeked into fearless' room slowly creeped near her bed and… "…FEARLESS! BURRITO!!!"

fearless' wild curls covered her whole face, looking like a golden shrub that took over the sheets.

Debut tossed the burrito over any way, getting absorbed in the golden shrub.

"The scent should wake you up sleepyhead!!! commiting to the princess motif, arent you?"

"Mmmmhhh… whats going on…???"

Her mind caught up to the added warmth over her shoulder, and felt for its location without raising her face.

"Cmon!!! We can eat together by the patio. My burritos already getting cold!!!

Fearless finally turned over, sighing. Shes always one of the last to wake in the mornings, but was hardly ever grouchy. She tossed her hair out of her own face, and beamed deviously at debut.

"Its speak nows enchanted week right? Her time of month?"

"Yeah. She was the center of folklores butterfly fiasco this morning… Until it was evermore….."

"But thats a great excuse…." Fearless smiled, " to have her fire our burritos"

debut burst out with a laugh " see ive always liked the way you think," "RACE YOU TO THE BATHROOM??? looks like ill win this time i got a head start!!!!"

"NOT ON MY WATCH !!!!" fearless sprang out of bed, and suddenly two wild golden streaks lined the hallways.

thinking they reached the bathroom, they. Burst in .

They bumped into the newest member of the family, and her room

Oh where are YOU TWO little rascals up to???

Ooohhh sorry midnights!!!!! We keep forgetting this rooms repurposed." Fearless looks flushed as she and debut look at eachother.

"No worries," midnights assured. She quickly turned to the tweaking artisan grandmother clock she had been working on.

Ever since she moved in, Midnights room has been an enigma. Always hearing a plethora of creaks, tuning and turning gears in the middle of the night. None of the eras ever took the time to ask what was going on, and only assumed that midnights never desired to be bothered by such a question.

Now… debut and fearless wouldnt had dared step in hadnt they been serendipitously distracted by their competition… But now that they were here….

debut backed and turned away, with fearless hesitantly… turning back.

"What-…. Whatcha workin' on????"

Clinks and tinkering sounds of a pleaseant volume accompanied their conversation.

Ohhh, just a bit for a trip im taking…

"Ooohh!!!! Where are you going?? " fearless asked.

Debut tapped fearless on the shoulder. " more like when…. "

Suddenly what fearless hadnt noticed took form around her. A moving board of Maps of several time periods of each era mapped out on its cork wall, along with various equations and calculations. The room in fact was leviathan, ceilings raised up higher than the roof of the lover house itself, as well as its shape greatly mismatching. Rounded, it looked like a library belobging to an ancient castle rather than the refurbished bathroom fearless and debut had mistaken it for previously. walls stacked with books upon books, wooden bookshelves with a coat of midnight blue yet faded, despite midnight new addition, it was as if time ran its course over them. wood embedded dividers of each section, portruding as intricate wooden carvings, lines parallelling then intertwining and streaking in parallell yet again. The heart beat of time echoing through the ceiling taken from a cathedral. The whole ambiance was crisp, yet cold, as if the air from the room originated from elsewhere, as if midnights room was enchanted itself.

"Can we uhh… Take a look at your room??? Uh, weve never been here before and … It looks pretty neat." Fearless voice echoed, bouncing off the cielings. She mustered up some more confidence quickly, upon detecting midnights chilled nature.

"Sure, just dont touch anything."

Midnights spoke in a calm yet slightly stern voice, carring wisdom effortlessly with each intonation. A voice that could get even Fearless and debuts' fire to settle.

"Okay, " debut and fearless agreed.

The motiined across the room to a far corner, that had ancient looking artifacts that seemed engulfed in lore and story. Debut and especially fearless could not resist, swords of different eras displayed, each with its set place to rest.

"Wow…. I never knew we had this much stuff…" Debut said in a hushed tone, in awe of the sythe before her.

"Omg look!!! Theres one for evermore and folklore too!! ….woah…. Does that mean i have one too??"

Fearless pitter pattered ahead of debut to the second aisle, And caught the glint of a golden sword..

"LOOK, Debut!! I HAVE ONE!!!!"

Debut caught up with fearless , careful to stay a safe distance from the swords.

"Lookk this is soooo cool and look you have one!!!"

Fearless' sword looked like an intricate key, while debuts looked mirrored lije the surface of a lake.

She leaned in for a closer look.

"This is so neat…. " fearless' voice seemed to trail off.

"Yeah. I never knew we had this… Pretty cool. We can look more later though fearless, im actually kid of hungry…."

"Me… Tooo…." Fearless was entranced by the gleaming glint of her sword, which suddenly started glowing.

Oh my gosh, YOURE glowing!

"Yeah, its cool, the sword is doing that !!"

"No, YOURE GLOWING!"

fearless looked at her own hands and arms. Slowly, the glow overtook her whole form and brightened, enveloping her in golden light, glowing just under brightness that you could still see fearless astonishment

"Debut!!!! Whats happening!!!"

"I dont know!!!"

From the bottom up, fearless started disintegrating, becoming glitter flecks that began to funnel into the fearless sword.

"FEARLESS OH MY GOD!!! MIDNIGHTS!!!"

Midnights overheard the commotion and sprang to the scene in the back of the room, taking a few moments to reach the far corner where fearless sword was.

Skittering through the last aisle, midnights exclaimed " I told you not to touch anything!!!"

"We didnt!!!" Debut and fearless said in unison, before a partly departed fearless whollly dissapeared into embellished gleams of light, warping into the center of the fearless sword.

"FEARLESS!!!!!"

debut cried. " WHAT HAPPENED TO HER!! SHE DIED, IM SURE SHE DIED!!!"

"You NEED to calm down, debut" midnights somberly put her hand on her shoulder

" i shouldve taken this into the equation..."

"What do you mean??"

Well…. Quantum entanglement. You wouldnt-

Debuts eyes glared for awnsers.

Midnights sighed. " you know that each of you have a ceartain quality to you that makes you unique right?"

"Yeah."

"And like attracts like?"

"Yeeeahh...???" Debuts brows furrowed.

"Well what if i told you... ive been masterminding with other versions of each of you that exist through space time???"

"Uhhh… Wouldnt you need PERMISSION FOR THAT???"

"well…. Thats the thing…. I didnt have time to ask for permission…."

What do you mean??? Are we in trouble???

….sort of…? You have…. A chance to be locked in this house forever if i hadnt stepped in…. Well. Except lover.

Permission was taken from us…why is just lover safe??? Whats so special about lover??? (except the fact that she is literally my MOTHER compared to y'all. Debut thinks to herself.)

"Its…. A lot to explain." The important thing for you to know is that where fearless is, is safe…. Shell be taken care of, by … Herself."

"WHAT!? SHES TRAPPED THERE ALL ALONE??? OH MY GOD HOW COULD YOU!!"

Debut please! Im telling you… Shes not alone…. Shes with herself…. Her other self…..

-CHAPTER 3 THE FEARLESS REALM-

HEY GUYS…? where- where am i…???? Guys????"

An eerie silence filled the grass clearing.

Fearless sat plopped on the grass limbs still spread as she sat up.

A grumbling noise caught her attention.

"…Damn it. I never got to eat the breakfast burrito. "

#Fearless #Taylor swift #Taylurking #Taylor swift midnights #taylor swift debut #the eras tour #Taylor swift eras

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kirby-is-good · 1 year

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So ive got stuff going on at my house and have been working on getting it fixed all week, this has included hiring two companies and getting with my insurance

Company 1 was simple and quick, the guy came by, got his stuff finished in 20 minutes and all was fine there

Company 2. Today. they were called yesterday after being talked to earlier in the week. Im told his guys will be here at 10 AM, so i get off work at 9:30, grab some cheap breakfast for me and the wife and get home around 9:55. Im thinking perfect timing! I just have to take the puppy out and everything will be great!

10:30 comes and i havent gotten a call or seen the people, so i text their boss who said he would check on what was going on

I FALL ASLEEP UNTIL 12:50 WITH NO CALL OR PEOPLE YET. I text the guy asking about updates and he calls asking if they were there yet or if they had given me a call, i say no and he says they're on their way

They got here at 1. ONE. Not only were they three whole ass hours late, either one or both of them smell like weed

#its been a week.

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itheume · 2 years

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smth smth “fang birthday”

#maximum ride #( using krita again bc i needed to draw smth quick and fast and didnt want to like ;;; Actually Work Too Hard @ It #used a brush for lines that i hadnt used in a finished piece bc it reminded me a little of azaceta's brushwork and i liked it #so maybe i'll line w krita more often ;;; use sai to do colors or smth idk i'll figure it out later #anyways i dont think abt maxride super super often but i Didnt want to miss this so i hope it shows up in the tag bc i had fun drawing it #wait wait now that i think abt it ;;;;;;#what if it was yesterday and i just havent been updated yet )#arting

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barfscarf · 2 years

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#i am riding a wave of anxiety right now #yesterday at work we had a meeting and basically the company is gonna pay an app to do the work of the team i support #so my job will be eliminated in 4-8 weeks #theyve said theyre going to try to find us new roles in the company but it was very vague and nobody knows anything for sure yet #team is in full panic mode updating resumes asking for refs etc #extra bad bc ive been working from home since the start of the pandemic too so i havent even talked to anyone outside my department #no idea what im gonna do just kinda in freefall rn

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twinanimatronics · 2 years

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I dunno if it sent, so here's the Summary >

Summary:

Your role in life is nothing short of boring or even average. In fact, you’re just one of many in the retail pool working forty plus hours with little pay. That all changed when you submitted your design, in a competition, for a new animatronic, to Fazbear Entertainment … and WON!

💌🦋💌🦋💌🦋💌🦋

((If you'd like more, please let me know.))

No I saw the first summary you sent .o.

My ask box has just been flooded since the updates yesterday fhehdhejdjej

Havent gotten the chance to reply to everything yet

And the summary is great and all but where is it posted and what the name? XD

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pupboy-denial · 3 years

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day 5 - day 6

didnt rlly have time to write anything yesterday! i went out to eat and had to do homework so i didnt spend too much time edging. i did edge a bit, but i think it was mostly soft edges and nothing too intense..

ive also edged a bit today! if i make it through tomorrow, that’ll be the same as my last record (roughly?) and i’m really excited!! it’s almost been a week with no orgasms and i’m still so excited about it!! sometimes i rlly wanna cum, usually when im close to the edge, but most of the time im happy being like this. it’s nice to just relax and touch myself without having to worry about cumming. i think i’ve gotten a bit past the urge to cum all the time. im kinda used to just playing with myself and then stopping ig? it’s very nice!!

my toy should have come in today and im gonna go get it from the mailbox later tonight owo!! im sooo excited to fuck myself with it! <3 it’s gonna feel soo good to use a toy, my hand just doesn’t satisfy me enough and it makes it hard not to touch my cock when i do it like that.

i have that nice, relaxed feeling of being horny rn talking abt it all hehe. i kinda wanna condition myself to associate the feeling of being rlly turned on and edged with, like, happiness and comfort and bliss. that way when i cum, it’s so upsetting that i just wanna keep myself edged.

i feel like i’ve been happier since i started edging. a night or two ago i had a huge mood drop but i think it was bc i spent most of spring break being unproductive. i think im over that now and i actually kinda feel in the mood to be productive. im gonna do my best to make sure i have to be productive in order to edge myself since break is ending. tomorrow i can start the edging challenge i have!!! im excited about it!!! and i can spend tonight edging as much and as freely as i want and fucking myself with my new toy <33

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IT CAME IN AAHHHH. I HAVENT PLAYED WITH IT YET BUT I WASHED IT OFF SO IT WOULD BE ALL CLEAN AND READY TO USE AND ABAJABAB!! it’s bigger than i expected it to be!!! i think i’ll be able to take it tho. the knot might be hard but i can work up to it!

either way, it’s gonna take a lot of edging to prepare for it. im gonna attempt it later tonight, when people are asleep and hopefully after i get my work done. i need to finish up some homework i didnt realize i had abwnsidh but then hopefully i’ll be good to go. oh fuck im so excited to get so filled up. it’s so pretty and squishy and i just want it inside me so bad. it’s exactly the colors i wanted too!! the base is black and the rest is red and it’s hnnnn so so pretty i wanna fuck ittt

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anwksidhsv WOW that was really intense fuck.

im rlly tired after that lol but i’ll do my best to summarize! so so i started edging and all and i managed to get ready enough to take the toy and. WOW.

it kinda hurt and it’s not that long yet but it’s still REALLY nice!! i edged on it a lot of times idek how many i just. i got RLLY close to cumming, like RLLY close. for a bit i was like “but cumming wouldn’t be so bad right?” and like for the first time since i’ve like started denial i could rlly just. IMAGINE exactly what it felt like to cum and i was so sure i was gonna. there were a few rlly close calls and im so glad i didnt accidentally cum bc that would have sucked a lot. but. yeah.

i stopped when i started getting too close and now im all cleaned up and stuff and i feel empty and needy <33 im kinda over sensitive enough rn to not be too bothered by it but yeah that’s my update hehe

#nnn im gonna watch youtube n pass out gn #denial journal

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