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snekdood · 3 months

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#why did i spend so much time making this #i didnt have to idk #this is so dumb #wolfs rain #as soon as i found out it was based on a real flower i bought one #its a epiphytic cactus and its also sacred in india n called the brahma kamal😌#its care is like an orchid so its also called orchid cactus sometimes

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reds-skull · 3 days

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This took actually 4 hours, 3 of them just trying to make the easy way work (spoiler alert - it fucking didn't), last hour I just gave up and fixed the textures manually.

Thank you to @hauntedbubbles for the models and plug-in to import them to Blender! You can find that on this post.

You might ask why... I spend 4 hours trying to make this fucker dance. And that's because I wanna see them be silly and Activision is not gonna give it to me, so I'm making it myself.

#call of duty modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #cod soap #john soap mactavish #cod fanart #kinda? not really #cod gif #I got the model for Ghost as well just didn't want to spend any more time on this today #but I'll make that boy dance as well dw :)#Soap's beard took the fuckin longest like jesus christ why did they have to put so much detail on his damn face #I keep looking at this gif and smiling :) I love making things that spark joy #if you see the broken parts of the model no youre not #look what i used to make him move isnt made for... this purpose #but i forced it to. bc I really wanted to make this for some fuckin reason lmao

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soriastrider · 11 months

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science

#dirkjake #dirk strider #jake english #homestuck #jake nucleus surrounded by dirk electrons #the dirks repel each other but are attracted to the jake #the dirkjake atom #why did i just spend so much time making this. lmao #(this is a xenon atom)#(for jake reasons)#edit: the reblogs are now full of science lmao #dirkjake physics

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nektaarr · 4 months

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Tunisian honeycomb stich 🍯

#im in love #look at that pattern #i mean how cool is that #🥺#gonna make a case for my ipad with this stich inshaallah #im not sure if i should just use this color or biy another prettier color #like a warm orange or even a honey yellow #ahh #how did someone come up with such a pattern just like that??#and why am i turning into such a granny #been crocheting for hours the past few days #even prefering it over spending time with the guests and my friends #yxc #alhamdulillah #i junst enjoy it so much the repentance of movement #the rhythm you get once you‘re into the stiches #repeating it row after row almost like a mantra #crocheting #diy

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janeirl · 2 years

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starting off pride month with mike “i’d like whatever eddie’s having” wheeler

#so serious when i ask why tf did the camera focus so much on mike & his gay admiration and not dustin’s who’s gonna spend more time w eddie.#riddle me that #it served ”he makes me feel comfortable as myself and i’m so enticed by everything he does” and left w the universal celeb crush experience #ngl i could write an essay on how the hellfire club makes mike feel he can be himself more #vs how he behaved after leaving for cali. like honestly i feel for him #twyla moment #mike wheeler #eddie munson #st4 spoilers

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achillean-knight · 8 months

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ooUUUGHHH I FINISHED THEM ALLLLLLL

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symphonyofsilence · 4 months

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Learning about the Yunmeng Shuangjie and the Nieyao drama through Wei Wuxian's and Nie Mingjue's points of view.

#'AITA for avoiding my brother like the plague after being back from the dead after learning he's been looking for me this whole time #And denying him an explanation about how & why I accidentally killed our BIL & started a massacre that resulted in our sister's death #And orphaned our nephew. And talking back to him and telling him off instead of even looking slightly apologetic #when he berates me for telling our nephew whom I accidentally orphaned he lacks maternal education?#And then without even saying so much as a hi to my brother when entering his home bringing a stranger #(that I've been spending all my time with instead of going home and giving an explanation to the brother that has suffered so much bc of me #Bc it was the easier thing to do)#To his ancestral shrine and then teaming up with my boyfriend to beat him up in his own ancestral shrine when he gets upset?#And then telling him that all I did for him (& kept from him) was bc I owed his family and then leaving him behind bleeding #metaphorically & literally (both bc of me) and not even asking him how he is before running to fuck in the bushes with my boyfriend?#*sigh* I thought Jiang Cheng would always be on my side and Lan Wangji opposite us.'#'AITA for making numerous attempts on the life of my marginalized sworn brother and ex-subordinate who has risked his life saving mine #& kicking him down the stairs & offending his mother & going to kill him again #after I told him why he won't just kill himself for the betterment of the world after he refused #To risk his life & safety doing something he had no authority to do after he tried to explain his situation to me?'#mdzs #cql #the untamed #mo dao zu shi #chen qing ling #the grandmaster of demonic cultivation #nie mingjue #jin guangyao #wei wuxian #wei ying #jiang cheng #yunmeng shuangjie #jiang wanyin #yunmeng bros #twin heroes of yunmeng

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youngpettyqueen · 1 month

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“I was in a dangerous mood. Ever since that ridiculous holosuite program, I thought. The spy game. Well of course it’s a game. It’s all a game. But it’s not a holosuite program. And yet, the moment Julian wounded me with his ridiculous weapon, everything changed. I thought it was a magnificent moment. He showed me that he had the spine to play the game as it ought to be played. But why then did he back off? Why couldn’t he go beyond that moment? Why did our relationship end?”

im gonna scream my fucking lungs out Andrew Robinson when I get you

#star trek: ds9 #a stitch in time #elim garak #julian bashir #otp: I need to know that someone forgives me #WHY THEN DID HE BACK OFF #WHY COULDNT HE GO BEYOND THAT MOMENT #WHY DID OUR RELATIONSHIP END #I need to lie down.#this tied into what Garak said earlier in the novel- that the relationship ends when you no longer have anything to learn from each other #he KNOWS there's still more him and Julian can learn from each other #he knows there's more Julian can learn from HIM #but Julian doesnt go beyond that moment #and then well. we see Julian isnt spending much time with Garak at this point #so is that how Garak is seeing this? Julian ending their relationship?#leaving it incomplete?#god no wonder he's so mad #this is making me insane im chewing on this insight into Garak's mind #again. Andrew Robinson when I get you

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raveartts · 5 months

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i hate my life

#raveartts #akudama drive #i wanna smash my head into a wall #why did i spend so much time rendering and drawing a background #only to not make sure his face looked good #lifeless eyed cutthroat haunts me 😭😭#for future reference: get your shit together before rendering #make it PERFECT so you don't wanna die when you're done because it looks like dogshit #ugh UGH #and girl #that is TOO MUCH BOKEH #CALM DOWN

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w1tchybusiness · 27 days

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i could write a 100 page essay about what a fucking masterpiece warframe is. i will write many words in the tags. please readem if you want my 'tism.

#ive been playing on and off since 2019 but its only recently when i dumped destiny 2 (probably for good) and picked it up #to fill the grind-shaped hole in my heart #that i have uncovered just how FUCKING INCREDIBLE warframe is #everything about it makes me incredibly autistic #from its masterful utilization of an incredibly styled and individual soundtrack full of absolute bangers #to its seemingly unique understanding of how and why an MMO is special to and because of its players #and its truly special story- a uniquely human take on the “post-ruin scifi” tale #it knows exactly how and when to yank on your heart to make you weep like a baby #and it knows exactly when you're going to get angry and want vengeance #and it knows when to let you let loose and unleash hell #SPOILERS FOR THE NEW WAR AHEAD #IF YOU THINK YOU COULD PLAY THE GAME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO #SPOILER WARNING #i think the narmer corruption of fortuna was genuinely one of the most gutpunchingly horrible moments ive ever experienced in a video game #i started playing when fortuna was already in the game but the story of fortuna and vox solaris was really what made warframe stand out 2 m #i would drop into the orb vallis as gauss and dash around doing bounties and fishing and mining because i really loved everything about #fortuna and wanted to spend as much time there as possible #for me vox solaris was my proudest achievement (in warframe.) to say “i helped that! i did that!” was an incredibly good feeling #the story really spoke to me on a deeper level #and vox solaris has always been my favorite faction as a result #so to do absolutely everything that i could #to lift together with my tenno brothers and sisters and yet STILL fail?#and to have it rubbed in my face by the corruption of the greatest shining pillar of hope in the warframe universe?#felt like i got kicked in the stomach #i felt sad and angry. but most of all i was DRIVEN.#which is GOOD. because RARELY does a video game present you the “you lost” scenario and have it feel not only satisfyingly painful #but MOTIVATING.#my only complaint with the new war is that i didnt get to hack ballas to pieces by myself #i had real flashbacks to running around helping people as gauss while approaching the final boss with erra #and to step onto the ballas arena as gauss prime. i nearly came from the narrative significance

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permanentreverie · 1 month

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#ok so mini rant session #i am doing a bit better today - little less distraught over getting fired from a job i thought i was doing pretty good at and i was trying #really hard and genuinely enjoying #and just more baffled because truly i had no warning and i was completely blindsided #i was in the middle of a 3 month trial and i would have a review at the end in which i would be offered a permanent position if it went well #and i thought i was making my way towards that! granted i was still making mistakes but genuinely not of such a great scale i thought it #called for my immediate dismissal #that being said i was still VERY MUCH IN TRAINING. i had only been there A MONTH AND A HALF learning COMPLETELY NEW SYSTEMS #and i was told that i had been there a few weeks already and that i wasn’t catching on quick enough. that there were some areas i was #understanding and others i just simply wasn’t #and i asked what areas specifically so that i could learn more and try harder #and they didn’t give me a specific answer.#ok and so. so. i have this insecurity.#that at first impression people will like me. that they may think i’m pretty or kind or funny or whatever #but then they spend time with me or get to know me and realize that that’s all bullshit.#that i’m actually not pretty and im mean and loud and selfish and lazy and rude and etc etc etc #MASSIVE fucking insecurity in that like that’s why i genuinely don’t have friends or a significant other #and that genuinely i’m just a Bad Person #and when i was fired? i was told ‘a persons true colours show after a few weeks’#so that’s MAJORLY fucking me up.#when i was hired i was boasted to about my boss’s hiring process and how she’s ’only been fooled twice’#and the morning before i was fired in a meeting my supervisor told everyone that i was doing quite well.#so yeah i truly had no fucking warning. at fucking all.#hurt and confused and angry and baffled and did i mention hurt #anyways if you’re still here i’m sorry i know this is not a good look for me

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coffeeandcalligraphy · 8 months

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You knew my mother was here | Moth Work

Lonan has stopped paddling. The canoe sits in the middle of the lake, lifeless like a bone in the water. He’s turned so Harrison sees him in profile and can’t tell if it’s relieving or worrying to see his face. Lonan’s jaw is taut, like there are words he wants to say but can’t. Filling up the hollow bone. He blinks slowly, like he’s trying to re-centre himself, his chest quivering with breaths meant to steady him. The water laps at the base of the canoe, whirling like his head. Dark hair tangles down his cheeks like the fingers of a poltergeist.

“You knew my mother was here,” Lonan says.

“Yes.”

“How?”

“Research.”

LONAN PORTRAIT TO GRACE (HAUNT?) YOUR DASH!! <3

Excerpt circa 2019.