#why was i born like this

[colacat53]

I was drawing the master detectives as cats but then got distracted by posting my Albino!Halara headcanon and then I ended up looking at Raincode textposts

ADHD why are you like this?!

My ass did not win the genetic lottery because I have ADHD, autism, anxiety and I'm very short like I think I'm only BARELY taller than Yuma

#rain code #cats #actually adhd #adhd problems #why was i born like this

[b3stg0r3b3stg1rl]

im so tired of being trans. idc how "ugly" (ugly women dont really exist but u get the point like not conventionally attractive) i am. i just wanna be a real "real" girl. i hate this so much. im so sick of this and just being trapped like this i hate it so much like i cant word how horrible it feels i genuinly feel so paralyzed by it i hate it so much. i hate being like this so much. i espescially hate how disgustingly hairy i am its horrible its how my mom is and my dad was im so fucked genetically. i would give just abt anyhting to be an attractive cis girl. i dont care what comes with that im so sick of this flesh prison like how tf am i gonna have dysphoria abt not having a period how of all things does that a negative ugh why am i like this.

#vent #tgirl #transbian #please come back #help #tired #im so tired #i wanna give up #im so digusting #i wanna be a real girl #why was i born like this #jesus im over dramatic #period dysphoria #trans woman #trans venting #i wish i was small #i need you #you made me feel like a real woman #its been nearly a year #when will i get over you #Spotify

[iwanttogivebirth]

Goooood it's so unfair I was born a man, I just want to be fucked until I am impregnated. I want to swell up with babies feeling their weight on my pelvis as my body plumpens and prepares for the birth 😖

#birth kink #fpreg #birth #i want to be pregnant #preg kink #fantasy #why was I born like this

[svftpup]

I don’t want to be in this body anymore

#need to be taller stronger prettier #more handsome #WHY WAS I BORN LIKE THIS #WHY

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[simon-snowing]

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#the way i managed to fuck up on 70000 different levels just because i cant shut down my brain #why was i born like this #personal

[hychlorions]

a what-if i've been thinking about for forever... trucy knowing the truth before anyone could tell her

#trucy wright #apollo justice #ace attorney #.png #ough ough ough how many times has she helped 'ruin' someone's life... #like what if when she was so desperate to help phoenix get acquitted she gets hit in the face with the realization that #she might just be ruining her new-found brother's life too #so yeah. how would she even bring that up #haha hey polly. remember that time i handed you fake evidence. well did you know i saw your bracelet and remembered my mom had one too. fun #by the way did you know she told me she had two and gave one to her first-born who she lost a long time ago #like do we know how much trucy remembers about their mom. no! that's why i think this could work #ough i've wanted to make this comic for so long but i never knew how to format it #well i drew the first panel as warm-up and then was like. why not go all the way.... #that way i'd be forced to really think about composition

[egophiliac]

new chapter 7 installment dropped how we feelin????

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

THAT'S HIS DAD

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers #BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON #i will take three thank you #god. lilia really has no idea how incredibly loved he is huh. #meleanor: (dies to protect him and her son) #malleus: (is literally born having a huge destructive tantrum because he wants lilia back) #silver: (bases his entire life and personality around how much he loves his dad) #lilia: wow i just can't understand why everyone is so upset about me dying #(somehow sebek ended up being the most normal about him and there's the most unexpected part) #man i really gotta redo lilia's um poster. i wasn't super happy with it to begin with but now there's like. fun shapes and context! #me: ha ha why is his magic called that. that's so weird. #me later: o-oh. oh i see. #SPEAKING OF SEBEK THOUGH there he is! THERE HE IS! #i was so afraid the armor was going to be a bad thing but NO he earned it! #he shook out his hair and turned out to have been beautiful all along! #episode 7 is about two things and two things only: dads and significant hair moments #and also speaking of dads! #i am taking lilia mistaking malleus for revaan based on his voice #as one more tick in the 'if crowley is revaan then there's going to have to be a really good explanation' column #the dulcet tones of dire crowley... #on the other hand if crowley tears off his mask and immediately starts sounding like malleus that would be THE funniest way to do it #auuuggghhhhh it's only been out for hours and already i'm like next part when #we've been cliffhanger'd again lads #idia finally came back to us and they were like 'please wait for the next release :)' #ortho did...did you somehow hack your way into silver's dream palace

[invisibleghostie]

13.9

#why am i so fat #why was i born like this #this is so unfair #nothing i do makes me lose weight #release me from this body #i dont want this body #mypost #dont rb

[punctuation-completionist]

since today is punctuation day, i figured i'd talk with you about my favorite punctuation that is sadly not in unicode

(my apologies if these crop weird)

these six marks were invented by french writer hervé bazin in his essay plumons l'oiseau (or 'let's pluck the bird')

while the essay also had aim to switch the french language to a more phonetic writing system, it also gave us six new punctuation marks!

from left to right and top to bottom these are, the acclamation point, the authority mark, the conviction point, the doubt point, the irony mark, and the love point. so let's go over what these all were supposed to convey! (or at least what i expect they were supposed to)

the acclamation point was meant for praise, goodwill, and enthusiasm (ie "Well done [acclamation point]")

the authority mark was meant to be used in situations where the exclamation was serious and involved a degree of command or urgency (ie "Get in my office right now [authority mark]") i think this— along with the love point and irony mark— shows how a lot of these punctuation marks were a bit like early examples of tone tags, i'll get into it more later

the certitude point was used to show sureness in a fact. (ie "It's absolutely positively true [certitude point]") i think this might be the most useless of the bunch but whatever. i digress.

the doubt point is kind of the opposite of the certitude point, used when you aren't sure of something (ie "It should be done tomorrow [doubt point]") also it should be noted that the example used above is not the only way you'll see the doubt point, some also have it looking like this

the idea of irony marks has been widely suggested, for example the poet/art critic/song writer (i think, this guy's only wiki page is in french and i am guessing a bit on the word 'chansonnier') alcanter de brahm suggested an irony mark that resembled a backwards question mark (not to be confused with the percontation point which indicated a rhetorical question) and belgian inventor (among other things) marcellin jobard suggested a point that looked like an upwards arrow (this △ on top of this |, i can't paste it)

^ de brahm's mark

all that to say, bazin's mark was based off of the greek letter psi (Ψ) which some of you may recognize if you are familiar with the greek language or comics that shall not be named. it's used in situations of irony (ie saying "Wow, that sure was brilliant [irony mark]" if someone did something stupid)

and our last point is the love point, known for being so adorable, and indicating love or affection after a sentence (ie "Thanks a lot bud [love point]")

now we can obviously see that some of these are very similar to tone tags! the love point could be like a /pos, the irony mark is kinda like a /sarc, the authority mark could be like a /srs . i just thought it was interesting i guess. i don't have a point (heh) here exactly except that i guess people might actually need these punctuation marks ? so unicode? give me the love point or give me death

anyways so that's some fun niche history for y'all! hope you enjoyed

#punctuation #not counting #i mean i know there's like. things you can use but i don't like them as much #side note. why are all of these people french. bazin was french. de brahm was french. jobard was belgian but he was born in french afaik #and belgium is a francophone country... is there something about the french language that makes everyone start just making new punctuation #i mean to be fair i am in french and i did try to remake the entire language with like seven grammatical genders #so maybe it's just a thing #punctuation day

[agentravensong]

...hey.

ritchie only dies after, right after, he takes off the nighthawk mascot costume. including the headpiece.

what blessing does a hatchetfield high nighthawk-branded baseball cap supposedly give to those who wear it, again?

"it's embued with the power of greyskull. as long as it's on your head, nothing can harm you."

:)

#starkid #hatchetfield #nerdy prudes must die #npmd spoilers #nerdy prudes spoilers #i think i've officially lost it #...unrelated thing from me going back to witch in the web to verify that the hat was a nighthawk hat: #why did they specify that holloway's car is a make/model from the year paul and emma were born. #like yeah she's all about the 80s #but google tells me they were making pontiac firebirds (oh. cause's she's immortal like a phoenix.) all through the decade #so. why that year.

[piratebluebeard]

now guys.... what does this fat ass rock on ed's bloody ass finger have to do with anything....

#ofmd s2 spoilers #i know he has been wearing this ring but why would we be needing to see it up close and personal like this #i mean so literally what does this ring have to do with anything #ofmd s2 #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #edward teach born on a beach #our flag means death #ofmd #you wear fine things well

[canisalbus]

Imagine if Machete was Muslim instead of Catholic. His name would be something like Saif سيف, and Vasco would probably be something like Dhahabi ذَهَبِيّ

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#I don't know Arabic so I can't weigh in that much but if you say so! #it seems like these mean “sword” and “golden” respectively that's neat #Machete wouldn't be able to cling to his Catholic guilt in that case #I don't think Islam has the same concept of original sin that Christianity does #I'm simplifying but it's a belief that humans are born with an innate tendency for evil sinning is part of our nature #and staying on the positive and in God's good graces requires a lot of repentance which can lead to excess guilt and shame #I could be wrong but I'm under the impression that this idea of a manufacturing error is a very Christian thing #sorry I know you didn't sign up to hear me try to talk about big theology things and I don't want to make it weird #but I find this stuff really interesting I unironically like to read and think about how religions work #and how they shape things they come in contact with #in Machete's case in particular his troubled relationship with God and his career choice are big parts of his character #and why he turned the way he did and thinks the way he does you know #answered #kachavashka #Dhahabi is such a regal sounding name #I'd steal that in a heartbeat if I didn't already have one extremely gold-coded character

[killthenonbeliever]

Maybe I would make fewer 9/11 jokes if they didn’t make me watch videos of people jumping off of the towers when I was in 1st fucking grade.

#9/11 #we were the first group of kids born after the towers fell and it made a lot of people mad that we didn’t remember #like?? hello?? why was I punished for not being born yet?

[doctor-disc0]

"Oh, you're trans? Are you mtf, ftm, mtnb, or ftnb?" Actually, I'm ftmtnbtftnbtmtnbtmtftxtnbtmtqtmftnbtmtfnbtmtxtmtmnbtmtnbtmtxtqtnbtmtfmnbtm-

In other words, I'm genderfluid

#this isn't even going into the fact that until I was born my parents literally thought I was a boy #I can't remember why they thought that though #I like to pretend it's because my gender in the womb was boy though #and after postponing my birth (i was 2 weeks late) i finally was like well I'm a girl. I guess I should get born now #and so I was born #anyway #genderfluid #genderfluid memes #genderfluid meme #funny #genderqueer #btw the x and q are there on purpose #they stand for xenogender and genderqueer #the mf is for when I'm bigender #the mnb and fnb are for demiboy and demigirl #the fmnb is for when I'm simultaneously a woman and man and nonbinary #genderqueer memes #lgbtq memes #queer memes #trans memes #transgender memes #nonbinary memes

[silvantransthranduiltrash]

Imagine a feanorian or a nolofinwean etc traveling back in time to the years of the trees-

And finwe, of all elves, clocks onto something being wrong before anyone else, bc he grew up in a time where it was killed or be killed and he wants to know why his grandkid(s) went from an elf who has never seen a day of strife in their life, to a hardened warrior with ptsd seemingly overnight.

#lord of the rings #silmarillion #lotr #the hobbit #lotr elves #finwe #feanor #sons of feanor #nolofinweans #finwe was a warrior before valinor ok? #he knows what it looks like when an elf has truama #and he wants to know why his grand kids #of all elves #have it seemingly overnight. #i know most of the time the -we’s are viewed as these passive sort of naive kings #but like they KNOW what it’s like not knowing if you’re gonna live through the day #you can’t tell me that the elves who undertook the journey wouldn’t immediately recognized the signs of a warrior with ptsd #like sure they don’t practise those skills as much anymore #and the elves born in valinor have no idea what it’s like #but those born in beriliand remember #maedhros #time traveling feanorians