#worst day of my fucking life

[dumbbitchawards]

TEA SAPLINGS NERFED.........

#worst day of my fucking life #theyre still profitable but not as much as before <//3 #sigh #stardew valley #sdv #mine #dumbbitchawards

[txmxkis]

four hours and one totalled car later

#worst day of my fucking life #someone rammed into the back of my car so hard that it made me hit the car in front of me #head hurts so bad #dont know what to do cause i cannot afford a new car but i need one to get around where i live #trying not to have a complete and total meltdown but i cried like 3 times already #idk i guess for tonight im just gonna try and calm down #but idk how many more times life can fuck me over before i just. lose it completely #im still a bit in shock too i think cause i just keep staring into space #anyways gonna try and find something comforting to watch or listen to or something #damn dude #[☂] — bunny babbles

[naomiosakas]

#worst day of my fucking life

[tinakiheart]

I Need To Know More About Paranoid Roght Now AND NO ONE FUCKING ASKED ABOUT IT

#worst day of my fucking life

[nogodsbutrhea]

I cry every single day still. You’re so missed baby angel. 1 year and it still hurts like it was yesterday.

Yesterday, this little dog stopped his walk w his owner so he could come check me out and get some love. I started bawling. Thankfully the lady was cool and the dog just tucked in closer to me. Dogs are so special.

#Princess Otto pup #i love you #with all my heart #i miss you more than anything #i don’t think I’ll ever get over this #Baby Angel Otto #worst day of my fucking life #adgth

[mahoushojoe]

sns fucking LOST?

#worst day of my fucking life

[lifeintheworldtocome]

FUCKKK

#WORST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE

[wiselittlebitch]

you're having the worst day ever and suddenly every single person you know is busy.

#idk what to do anymore #i feel like crying #rel@pse #im a terrible person #friends #humans are weird #i feel like shit #bad mental health #worst day of my fucking life #no one cares #no one talk to me #i feel empty #i feel so fucking alone #mental illness #spilled tears #what the fuck

[felixooriginal]

today is my birthday omg I hate this day I'm anxious i'm gonna explode

always at the end of that day everything goes wrong and I am the culprit all the others were like this

I want to stay curled up in the corner of my dark room until the day is over I really wanted to do that

the desire to freak out, run and scream is very strong. The sunlight and the noises are making me anxious I'm going to explode

I DON'T EVEN RECEIVE GIFTS, WHAT IS THIS DAY FOR?? TO MAKE ME SUFFER????

#im gonna cry #im gonna explode #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #help for the love of god pls help ( actually dont help #watch me suffer #this is my life #this mess is my life #worst day of my fucking life #birthday #happy bithday to me #im gonna insane #im going to kms

[dykegonzo]

my beautiful haggard shoes finally unwearable after 5 years cause theres holes in the soles 😔

#worst day of my fucking life #i was recently thinking abt mending them bc theres also holes in the sides but ig its good i didnt on account of the this #it okay though ill just have to form an emotional bond with a new pair of shoes

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[knifearo]

being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍 #hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well. #obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it. #realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway. #so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct! #and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want... #best case scenario. is what i'm saying. #every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day. #fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :) #aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself. #FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

[tryingating]

this afternoon i almost did the damn thing. i cant fucking believe the amount of hate and genuine carelessness in that fucking message like i straight up was about to not exist i’ve never hated myself so much like what would make someone say suuch horrible things while im telling them how much i feel like im losing the battle to depression

like go fuck yourself that shit was so vile and uncalled for 

i never want to fucking hear another apology, you need help

guess you theres so fucking space in the world for being depressed while black with a vagina 

i fucking hate you ive been nothing but supportive and empathetic towards you and your go off on me completely unprovoked go to hell 

#txt #worst day of my fucking life #never felt so low

[raidenssblog]

Y'all......I cut my own bangs in a rage and I FUCKING LOOK LIKE I HAVE A BOWL CUT. everything you think could go wrong went wrong. Istg. First they didn't cut evenly so I brushed it out and cut it agian. But than it was WAYYY to far back and it was still uneven. Btw I just got out of the shower so I was butt ass naked cutting my own bangs because my parents were yelling at me for taking to long in the shower and I raged, saw the scissors and cut my bangs. THAN. Yeah there's more. I have really fucked floors so they get slippery and I fucking sliped and fell in the side of my bathtub and now my ass is gonna bruise. But that's not the end. Nonono. IT WAS STILL UNEVEN SO I CUT IT MORE UNTILL IT CAME BELOW MY EYEBROWS!😭 and I really fucking thought that when they dry they were gonna fluff up like I wanted them to. Short answer is no, no they didn't. And my hair fucking curves in so like ((())). THATS HOW MY FUCKING BANGS LOOK AND I HAVE SCHOOL IN LESS THAN 2 WEEK😭😭😭 KILL ME

#messed up #school #raging #hating myself #i wanna die #istfg #worst day of my fucking life #anger issues

[clingyduoapologist]

>Be me, freshmen, chilling in dorm

>decide to go on discord call, what a great idea

>HavingAGoodTime.jpg

>Look on your desk while talking to friends

>See tub of G-Fuel and a couple loose bills

>scheme.jpg

>turn on your camera and make a line of g-fuel, as if it is cocaine, proceed to snort a tiny line of it

>discord server loves the joke, overall successful bit

>forgor to clean it up, and move on

>couple hours later, RA comes by to do room check

>you talk for a sec, then he leaves. All good

>suddenly, RA opens back your door and locks eyes with you

>”Anon what the fuck is that on your desk.”

>confusion.jpg

>Realization.jpg

>look over to your desk

#GUYS THIS ACTUALLY FUCKING HAPPENED TO ME JUST NOW #I’m gonna end it all fr thisnis the worst day of my life #swagever

[philhoffman]

“Hoffman is unshaven, nicotine-stained, and endearingly zhlubby. He has a tendency to lean forward confidingly—although it’s hard to tell how much of that is conspiratorial giddiness and how much just bad posture. He’s not glamorous, but he’s undeniably cute. And his magnetism comes not least from his talent: He’s an actor’s actor and a shockingly good one.”

Philip Seymour Hoffman photographed by Martien Mulder for New York Magazine, 2005

#SEXIEST MAN EVER!!!!!! #spending $10 to get this magazine so we could have a high res version of this photo is the best purchase I've ever made #philip seymour hoffman #psh #* #words #having the worst fucking day of my life but thank gd for him #UNDENIABLY CUTE! I want to bake him into a pie. I want him carnally.