#wow i sure do talk a lot

[skitskatdacat63]

Fernando Chair Lore: 2013 edition(no lore, just pics haha):

#100% normal not derangement post what are you talking about!!! #you guys: 'wow she really likes this chair huh....' #itll all come full circle i swear to you #but also just like this is a comp post i really feel passionate abt CAUSE HE LOOKS SO GOOD OKAY #like....theres 30 pics...i cant even BEGIN to comment #so just let me know your fav yknowwwwwwww #or just join me in appreciating these fine photos #i want to be the ferrari photographer who was just lurking in the garage waiting for nando to sit down #anyways 5th one down on the leftmost side...i hope you know what my thoughts about that one are.... #these pics have incredible range: brooding...puppy cute...super villian sexy mastermind... #bro is COZYYYY #also these are just from getty. im sure theres more but i wasnt ready to get into alladat. it was a lot already #fernando alonso #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #we do a little bit of f1 #fa14

[pocketramblr]

Absolutely love your writing for all the AU/5 headcanons asks. Can I ask: AU where Rei cheats on Endeavor with All Might? It happens after AM's injury, so she doesn't recognize him, and he ofc doesn't know that she's married in the first place, much less to whom

you make this very difficult for me by giving me a window of 6 and half years for them to have an affair and for every single moment of that window, Rei is institutionalized. how am i supposed to get them to meet, much less take their clothes off. ok. think. there are other fic writers who specialize in this kind of thing, surely. what would they do....

1- ok so. The fire alarm at the hospital goes off. Rei doesn't know if it's a drill or not, but she's been there for seven years and generally does not need a lot of support during something like this like other patients do, so the nurses wave her out and she stands around outside a bit waiting for the fire alarm to stop and them to go back in. (It isn't a drill, they wouldn't have evacuated everyone if it was, but Rei is on the other side of the building and facing away from seeing any smoke) (This smoke is from a villain attack that All Might is taking care of, though he's only got seconds left of his power to use that day. he quickly rushes off, deflating and stumbling out on the other side of the hospital. Where Rei is.)

2- Rei is like "huh that guy doesnt seem to be in good shape" and kinda waves attention at him, and a nurse who's passing out water to patients and keeping an eye on the road gives Toshinori some too, getting more concerned when he dazedly answers that he's All Might and coughs up blood, but the nurse figures he's concussed since he smells of smoke and must have been closer to the fight, and is just reeling from being able to see the number one hero in person. Then they get distracted and wave Toshi to wait nearby, where Rei offers to chill his water and asks if he's alright, if he breathed in any smoke.

3- They chat and then go back into the hospital as it's un-evacuated together, Rei hanging out in the lobby where he sits as the hospital staff focus on getting everyone else back to their rooms. It pays to be low priority sometimes. Eventually she tells him her name is Rei and that she's in room K18, if he ever wants to visit or call. She doesn't get to talk to anyone except doctors, family visitors, or other paitients, and most of them don't stay nearly as long as she does. It's been seven years, and she's very lonely. Toshinori is lonely too, and when he's out of time for a day and feeling useless with nothing to do, he likes to talk to a friend.

4- Rei has been in the hospital for eight years when it gets physical. At that point, Toshinori knows a bit about her family. She has kids, mentions visits from a son and daughter, and then quietly mentioned when her son turned seventeen- her daughter's already twenty. She's been there for so much of their lives. He asks if she's married, and she admits she isn't sure how to file for divorce in a hospital like she is, if she even can, if she wants to because she'd lose custody, if it matters when she's not raising them anyway. He doesn't ask much more, knows there is a dead child and a baby she says isn't safe with her there. Toshinori never called Nana 'mom' to her face while she was alive, and had a reason for it, and has a similar reason for not asking more, not asking for the other names when he gets Fuyumi and Natsuo's. Yes, the doctors and nurses all know Rei has a boyfriend who visits. they don't say anything. who would they even tell, anyway. I debated the humor of reusing the bit from candlelight shoto that Toshi and Rei could have a kid with a fire quirk, but yeah here? Rei ain't getting pregnant, absolutely not.

5- When Natsuo turns eighteen, Rei does actually file for divorce, or at least tries to get the ball rolling on that. Toshinori's trusted her that her marriage is over in all but name, but he's more at ease with it ended fully. Fuyumi is crushed but burying it all deep inside. Natsuo is like 'what are you talking about. divorce is the most normal possible outcome here.' But anyway, Rei also begins to bring up being discharged- something she never bothered with earlier, when it seemed like she'd never be able to go home while Shoto was there, and never would want to go back anyway. (Her parents are absolutely not an option either so where would she go once discharged? the hospital was her only security.) Toshinori then tells her at this point about his diagnosis, that he's supposed to be terminal, in a way. He doesn't have a lot of time he can give her. Rei says that's ok, she'll take what she can get. She moves in. Fuyumi still goes out to eat with her once a week, though Rei doesn't say she's moved in with a boyfriend, just says she's in a safe place and it's not Fuyumi's job to worry about it, please, let her do that, relax, be her daughter instead of a mother. Natsuo adds her to his cellphone plan and gets her one. Rei doesn't tell Toshinori her ex's identity. Toshinori doesn't tell her about OfA, though she does know he's mentoring a student for heroics and is very proud of him. (Toshinori is a secretary at Might Tower, he's a great mentor. Oh huh, he got a job position at UA at the same time as All Might, she wonders if they carpool.)

+1- OK THE REVEAL so the reveal is. Toshinori gets home from the SF. And Rei almost knocks him out by the door, eyes wide and panicked, asking if he's ok, if Shoto's ok. Toshinori is like "... young todoroki? yeah he's alright? i know his fight with young bakugo looked bad but- Rei???" And that's when it all clicks for him, he's having dozens of horrible realizations at once, all while Rei weeps over her youngest. Toshinori's been a hero for a very, very long time. He's felt hopeless, before. But even then, he's known what needs to be done, he just isn't able to do it. But now? he's at a complete loss with no idea what he should do.

#quick poll here. um. do we think shoto knows his parents are divorced #because i mean theres a lot of things he doesnt know about his family that he should #its not like they're really talking at that point #on the other hand. would enji have told him out of frustration for him clinging to his ice when rei left them? #basically. which one is funnier #Shoto going 'mom divorced you??? OH HELL YEAH GOOD FOR HER IM ONLY USING ICE TO CELEBRATE THAT i mean i know she hates me sure she should. #as long as she isn't tied to YOU anymore either we are going down hand in unlovable hand old man!!!' #or #shoto having no idea of the divorce and so when the truth comes out #either from toshinori or rei #hes like 'HELL YEAH YOUVE BEEN CHEATING ON DAD WITH ALL MIGHT???? HIGH FIVE MOM THATS THE BEST POSSIBLE REVENGE DABI WISHES HE'D #ORCHESTRATED THIS BUT HE NEVER HAD THE CREATIVITY TO!!! wait what do you mean its not cheating anymore because youre divorced' #these tags are funny because wow theres a lot of yikes and heavy stuff in the main post. ah ha ha. ah. #pocket talks to people #ask game #anon

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

[transmascutena]

these lines hit different when you read utena as transmasc

#i mean the first one is really awful regardless. #pretty sure i read somewhere that the words akio uses means something along the lines of 'you really should remain a child' #as opposed to 'you really should remain the gender that you are.' which speaks to his whole thing about keeping these kids from growing up #and there's So Much in anthy's line even without hypothetical misgendering #anyway the au where utena has already transitioned by the time he gets to ohtori is really good #and i of course have lots of headcanons about post-ohtori utena and gender #but i've been thinking about one where he's actively questioning while he's there and is not out to anyone. #and i guess not a lot would really change but akio's attempt at making utena more feminine would have a whole other layer of awful to it #and unfortunately i think in this scenario the first person he would come out to would be akio. which is so sad #like maybe it could be anthy but idk. i think it would be something he'd be apprehensive to be open about with her #(in the show utena does tend to be more vulnerable with akio than with anthy. at least the vulnerability with him comes first. #he's her go-to person for advice in the black rose arc and utena doesn't really begin opening up to anthy like that until the third arc) #maybe i should write something for this au. i can see it so clearly. #utena talking about his confusing gender feelings in one of those black rose scenes in the planetarium #and akio doing that thing where he sounds supportive and helpful but absolutely isn't. #that fake sympathy that's actually really patronizing and condescending and dismissive but subtly enough that utena doesn't realize it #and THEN the contrast when utena finally talks to anthy about it and she empathises by talking about her own confusing gender feelings #(transfem anthy realness !!!!!) #oh wow i did not mean to write so much in the tags #revolutionary girl utena #utena tenjou #my posts

[traitorsinsalem]

i sound like the youngest boomer on earth whenever i say this but it really was a mistake for baby gays to learn about the term fruit. idk what it is about the internet that makes kids see a derogatory term for a marginalized group they’re part of, or even just adjacent to, which they’ve never been targeted with and decide it’s just their new Special Inside Joke Swear Word. some 16 y/o online calling a picture of a celebrity wearing a gaudy sweater fruity or faggy isn’t “reclamation” it’s just parroting homophobia and not funny in the slightest.

speaking among onesself or close friends is one thing but when it gets to the point (and it has) where people are calling real life people they barely (or don’t) know homophobic terms, it doesn’t matter if the person saying it is gay or not.

#succ speaks #also i thought people were only like this online but being at a lac. people really just do this to people they know irl. #like they actually just say things. having to listen to a girl call ross gay 'fruity' in a poetry class and then like a week later... #...a guy who i was kinda friends with but also hung out with a total of like 5 times decided yeah sure i can call the group chat faggots #just......wow. people really live like this. and not even 8th grade gsa attendees who are still learning. young adults in the workforce. #i also think this sort of faux solidarity is why this same demographic desperately tries to express personal parallels to experiences... #...they have never gone through and/or cannot possibly go through. something about slowly losing the ability to listen and needing to talk. #<- also sorry to sound like a psych major but egocentric approaches to social media has done irreversible damage to so many young ppl... #...but at the same time we (young ppl on social media) are to blame because social media platforms are egocentric by design. #being invested in onesself isn't a cause of shitheadedry but a lot of people have really just gotten so dismissive of others it's insane. #also idk pretend i made a solid link between this and The Lost Art Of The Sincere Apology And Taking Accountability #this is just me parroting a convo i had w some friends at lunch 2day btw. posting it online bc someone probably needs to see this. #<- AS IN. ppl have definitely thought the same thing and need to see it articulated not that someone needs to feel called out by it #feeling called out by this would be like. a personal problem to sort out

[roostertuftart]

Also, and in complete fairness I haven’t seen this said yet, but if anyone does think it’s OOC for Kyle and Tolkien in this episode (as I do see on a surface level an argument for it being so since both of them are not particularly known for indulging in kinda “silly” stuff) I think, idk. Consider reevaluating the characters a bit. Assume you’re wrong in your interpretation of them before assuming it’s the creator’s who don’t know what they’re doing! I’m not saying Matt and Trey are flawless about character consistency by any means, but I do think they’d be proven to put a lot of care and effort into characterization especially recently and especially with the kids. There’s a number of reasons this makes sense for both Kyle and Tolkien and may not seem obvious at first, not to mention they are still just cringey kids above being the serious “mature” ones in their groups and it makes sense they’d be silly sometimes or indulge in fun things like TikTok, cringey or not. It’s honestly really nice to see them do so, especially with their personalities not changing otherwise, because it creates so much more of a well grounded basis for them as characters. Real people are never the serious ones all of the time, and honestly that’s never even exactly what Tolkien and Kyle were written to be!

They’ve always had less serious sides, had moments where they placed the less elegant and mature part for fun, and we see that here in such a real way. We see them goofing off and making fun stupid videos and enjoying the attention and making of them, and taking it seriously and Whatnot- But we also still see them being themselves in the same vein outside of when they’re making their videos which is natural and really nice! Nothing has changed ultimately! It’s just a new side to them both and I love seeing them just be… Happy! Relaxed! Chill! And indulging in an interest they found they shared and loving each other’s company. It’s really sweet!

#if it’s not obvious #this is coming from some projection admittedly! #again not at all bc I find this ooc #but there’s a part of me like wow! these characters? did not expect it from THEM specifically #and if I’m feeling it #im sure others are #so I want to talk about it before it comes up #kyle broflovski #tolkien black #cupid ye spoilers #South Park meta #kinda #cupid Ye #I’ve always felt that unless given no other option accusing a creator of being ooc is lazy #rather we should work to adjust our own views and see where we might have misunderstood a character #this is especially relevant in characters who change as much as sp ones do #and who aren’t generally apart of a greater storyline that generally necessitates a single line of character growth #with the long running slice of life nature of South Park it’s going to have a lot of oh! wow okay that character likes that? #and usually this makes sense if you think about it long enough. it’s like learning new traits to add to your idea of a character #I really enjoy that aspect of sp actually. just the expansion of what these characters are and yet a consistency #plus Kyle especially needs to be given more interests so this is rly good

[insomniac-pbparker]

rambling in tags

#tried to talk about it on vc but no one's paying attention haha #talkin about it here cuz I've been meaning to share with. someone #hi if you're reading this:) #peter prattles #anyways. started a new project recently; i got a model for my mask so I'm thinking about printing it out? #got the STL (STereoLithography (file format for CAD software made by 3d systems)) files fhe other day; they look like they'll fit well toge #ther after i print them; so that's good. not a lot of sanding ill have to do on the main face shell; 8& #augh #*; it's already textured #i keep pressing comma. stop #anyways. got the files; it took FOREVER to splice but that's alright. i haveta do it regardless #*slice not splice #the whole process of slicing something (FOR 3D MODELING BY THE WAY) is really interesting; i should look more into that #the thing is; the files and info I got on them didn't say what orientation to print the mask in? that was odd #it also didn't say what fill / support types to use. but I'll figure that out in the morning #oh! my favourite part I'm working on for the mask is that it is able to attach / detach in specific sections; so it's easily disassembled #I'm using neodymium magnets (specifically 10mmx1mm or 1/16in discs) to connect it all together #I'm thinking about making it disconnect in about 4/6 different places? four for sure #not sure about the last two though. thinking about making the LENSES of the mask detachable; but i feel like they're more likely to fall of #uhoh i think i did something wrong #i printed (or started to print at least) the domed mesh on the 3d printer instead of the specifically labeled resin printer. i don't have j #I don't have a resin printer #wow there's a lot of tags. okay #so many thoughts in my head apparently #eh whatever. hear about my 3d prints boy #there's an option to make a ventilated mask; or one without the vents at the front #the vents are just small cavities near the front of the mask #right near the nose / mouth would be #ohh it's actually lined up beautifully; it blends right into the webbing on the front of the face #face? mask? eh

[whisperwillyou]

I finally watch the last two episodes of the owl house and I cried.

They were not happy tears.

#the owl house #toh #hunter the golden guard #the owl house finale #for the future #watching and dreaming #luz nodeda #wow that was really just bad rep after bad rep huh #I mean I new they were gonna spit on my Aro Ace corpse #but the ‘healing Hunter of his disability’ was an unexpected knife twist for sure #all the pride flags they had in the final three episodes but they couldn’t have an in canon confimation that Lilith is AroAce?? #yeah I’m officially allowed to be pissed #I’ll probably do a full post about my feelings when I stop feeling like shit #I also have a lot of fix it ideas for when I graduate from horrible sinking feeling into SPITE #so stay tuned #fox talks

[tomwambsmilk]

really curious to see how people's finale opinions will develop once we get some distance.... personally I feel like I'm still reeling so hard from the gut-level emotional response that it's difficult to really assess or analyze it esp. within the framework of the whole show and I kind of wonder if others feel the same

#I think it was overall EXCELLENT but there are specific nitpicky things i have gripes about i think? #but whenever i try to express them i actually talk myself into liking them lmao #so I think its an emotional response #ngl I'm a little surprised by just how bleak the ending is bc I dont think the show has ever been so unreservedly bleak #usually there's always a silver lining. a glimmer of hope #like the s3 finale - they fail but they fail together #and so even tho I expected a tragic ending I expected. something??? some tiny little glimmer of something positive?? #and I think that feeling is amplified by the abruptness of the ending #but like. all the individual plot beats and character arcs are 1000% yes. make sense and are thematically coherent #so im like. i dont actually have a reason for my gripes about the ending beyond. huh. not what i expected #and even then gripe is a strong term because i do LIKE it im just like. wow. that sure is a lot to process #still not 100% sure how i feel about it i think

[alternia-confessions]

⇈-11 ((Goldblood-8.5-Ass11gned Male At Hatch11ng)) Do Not Know 11f 11 Am Really As C11sgender As 11 Thought ==> My Mo11ra11l ((8-Ol11ve)) 11s A Trans Male And 11 Don’t Know 11f 11 Should Ask Them For Gender Adv11ce Or Not ((He 11s St11ll A L11ttle Mad At Me For Tell11ng H11m He Was 11gnor11ng H11s Ol11ve H11story))-⇊

⇈-But 11 Am A Staunch Supporter Of The S11gnless And 11 Bel11eve That Focus11ng On Tr11v11al Gender Troubles Takes Away From When 11 Can Be Study11ng H11s Teach11ngs ==> So 11 W11ll 11gnore 11t For Now-⇊

⇈-𝓢11𝓰𝓷𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼 11𝓼 𝓛𝓸𝓻𝓭-⇊

⇈-𝓐𝓬𝓬𝓮𝓹𝓽 𝓗11𝓼 𝓣𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱11𝓷𝓰𝓼 11𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓟𝓾𝓶𝓹𝓫11𝓼𝓬𝓾11𝓽 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓦11𝓵𝓵 𝓑𝓮 𝓢𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓭-⇊

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Question: I (Goldblood - 8.5 - Assigned male at hatchIng) do not know if I am really as cisgender as I thought. My moirail (8 - Olive) is a trans male and I don’t know if I should ask them for gender advice or not (he is still a little mad at me for telling him he was ignoring his olive history)

But I am a staunch supporter of the signless and I believe that focusing on trivial gender troubles takes away from when i can be studying his teachings. So I will ignore it for now.

Signless is lord

Accept his teachings into your pumpbiscuit and you will be saved

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#okAy wow.. lot to UnpAck #first of All the olive history comment is.. weird #Unless hes literAlly pretendin to be A different blood color he isnt ignorin shit.. hes jUst bein himself #i think yoU jUst hAve some internAlized shit thAt mAke yoU feel like yoU need to constAntly feel gUilty for bein An individUAl #And seein someone yoU cAre AboUt bein open And honest AboUt who they Are is threAtenin to thAt belief #yoU shoUld Apologize.. hopefUlly for yoUr sAke he Accepts yoUr Apology #Also i wont disclose my thoUghts on the signless or his followers here.. bUt i will sAy this: #for someone who preAched eqUAlity And self love for All.. do yoU reAlly think he woUld wAnt his followers to mAke themselves miserAble?? #Are yoU not A troll?? Are yoU not someone worthy of self love?? why Arent yoU Allowed to be who yoU were Always meAnt to be?? #is thAt not the greAtest Act of defiAnce?? to find hAppiness in A world As bleAk As oUrs?? #Um.. AnywAys i think yoU shoUld jUst tAlk to yoUR moirAil Anon. im sUre theyll sUpport yoU.. even if theyre mAd right now #unreality

[spacedustmantis]

sigh. yet another incredibly improtant self discovery that i won't be able to tell my parents about....

#god #i wish i could actually see my parents as like #people who i am close to #who raised me and sheltered me and will love me no matter what #and it's not like they didn't do that #but to me they're just #two people who live in my house who i'm on fairly good terms with most of the time #i think the main reason it feels like that isn't even the neglect or abuse #i think it's that they just #don't know me #not really #like. they know things about me #more now than they ever have in the past i'm pretty sure #but still #i haven't told them about the possible autism #and i haven't been able to tell them about my complex queer identity #and i can't really talk to them about my interests bc they do not care about the same stuff i do #and i won't tell them about probably having npd either #it's incredibly alienating to have no one in your close proximity that actually knows what you think about ever #oh wow this turned out to be a lot more venty than i planned #buggy thoughts #buggy life #buggy vents

[happyk44]

Todoroki: I don't understand. You asked me to be more active on my account. You said people want to see my daily life.

PR Agent: Yes, I did. However, I meant posting pictures of your breakfast, workout routines, candid videos of you and your friends.

PR Agent: Not audio of your father and Hawks having sex with the caption, "I wish they would be be quieter."

Todoroki: Well, I did wish they would be quieter.

PR Agent: I don't think you'll have a problem with that anymore.

#dated december 16th 2022 #you might be thinking wow happy you sure do have a lot posts from december 16th #and to that my answer is yes because i was recovery from surgery a week prior and bored out of my fucking mind #from the twitter archives #endhawks #todoroki shouto #happy talks mha

[monstrsball]

im still thinking about hq characters as merpeople btw. some more tail headcanons.

i think i want asahi to be a shark of some kind too, to fit with him looking intimidating to other people when he's really not. tiger shark, maybe?

ok. hear me out. tsukki with a dolphin tail. short-beaked common dolphin? yes? i like it... :p

striped marlin tail for kiyoko? i wanted to give her a fast fish that was still kind of pretty so i think this fits. and i think it would suit her.

i think i want to make daichi just a regular guy bc i love making him just a human in aus with supernatural elements. but if i were to assign him a tail, i like yellowfin tuna for him.

i may come back with more. i kinda want to do the rest of karasuno.

(i also realized that the fish i assigned suga is a freshwater fish so i think i'm gonna change it... i'm gonna look around but also if anyone has any suggestions based off of my original pick i am open to it.)

#hq mermaid au #<- sure? im gonna go back and tag the other post with this too #also im not saying sharks aren't dangerous or anything btw. just that mer!asahi isn't lol. just want to make sure that was clear #sorry i am allergic to the word merman i mentioned this the other day but i just do not like it. ITS SWAGLESS!!! #somehow merpeople sounds fine to me though... don't ask me to explain it #cause i can't #WOW i talked a lot in the tags whoops #(always does that) #it was kinda late when i did the first round of tail assignments so it didn't hit me at the time that i should probably only assign #saltwater animals lol. #and maybe this is something that only bugs me but oh well

[polaraffect]

found my old ipod... tell me why I forgot about the absolute BANGER that is Back To Earth (feat. Fall Out Boy)

#damien.txt #THE BRIGHTEST THINGS FADE THE FASTEST!! #brb putting this on my current playlists omg #why do we collectively as foblr never talk abt this song omg #anyways scrolling thru this ipod is WILLLDDDD #i had it from like. 2014-2019. long ass time. was using ipods wayyy longer than anyone else lmao #there are some. real interesting selections on here dkdgwjhdk #nothing that's weird just a lot of things that are like omg.... i forgot abt that... #it has all of the old brobecks albums like happiest nuclear winter & understanding the brobecks which like #tbh i dont even really know how to access now! i definitely dont still have the files from when #i originally put them on this ipod. but wow. banger songs #also have all of the original waterparks albums/eps lmao crazy #it also has all of my ripped from youtube panic 'singles' lmaooo like mercenary & c'mon & the live version of karma police #absolutely went hard to that cover of karma police and honestly?? still do #this is such a time capsule lol it has all of 21p's discography too which like. lol. sometimes i forget i was like that #has a lot of ripped from youtube english covers of vocaloid songs too lmaooooo real of past me #looking at this... pretty sure all the panic albums on here are t0rrented too lmaooo real of me. before i even knew #why i think this is bc under vices & virtues it has oh glory & stall me & turn off the lights just. in the track listing #this is so fun wow i love. music is so good you guys #I HAVE THE LIVE VERSION OF BANG BANG BY GREENDAY WHERE THEY SAY #'No Trump No KKK No Facist USA' THATS SO FUCKING REAL OF ME SKGDKSHDJDB #and of green day. ofc. #this is so much of a trip down memory lane #bruises and bitemarks by good with grenades..... omg......... #anyways ill stop listing things in the tags but. omg. this is so fun. #bout to go put so many of these songs i forgot abt back into my playlists djhdkshdjd

[voidcoretxt]

okay wah oh i remembered the Outfit Interest. man i need to find more fashion youtubers that dont suck

#i found a girlie posting these incredible shorts talking about like. shopping for quality vs aesthetics #she covered brands that are considered more high end but still affordable-ish in canada and the us #and fuck she Knew what she was talking about i was so obsessed. i actually learned a lot from her !!! #one thing i remember rn is like. her advice for buying sequin dresses and tops and stuff #and how you gotta like. look at the edges and the seams to make sure the sequins arent gonna drive u insane in like 2 hours max #anyway yeah she was smart. when i checked the rest of her videos she was obsessing over skincare and retinol and botox. ugh #my favourite fashion youtuber started doing vlog content after she graduated from uni and now im FUCKED... #theres this one ange girlie and god her fashion advice is so good but i . really disagree w some of her beliefs wow #her winter fashion video was good. OH ALSO i liked what she said about slavic women in her winter bimbo guide (that title tho... ugh) #ahhh idk what am i talking about. tiktok of a woman in fashion uni styling her set of armour for a whole week save meee... #voidcore.txt

[rosicheeks]

Been thinking about you hon, missed seeing you around. Glad to have you pop up in my feed again ❤️

#thank you so much for the kind message #idk how much I’ll be on right now tbh #I’m struggling a lot #I know I say that all the time #but it’s been bad like really really fucking bad lately #today has been especially bad because of my period and my emotions and hormones or whatever being all whack #might just be my period talking and how whack my brain is right now #but I’ve been seriously thinking about admitting (committing? idk the right word) myself to some sort of hospital #I don’t know where to go or look at…. I just want to go into some hospital and be like ‘hi I’m extremely mentally ill and I need help asap’ #but I don’t think it works like that #I would talk to my parents about it but I already know what they’re going to say #99.99999% sure they’re going to say something like ‘well have you been praying?’ #trust me i WISH praying would magically heal me but it doesn’t #anyway I was hanging out with a friend today and we watched a show and I barely even remember what it was about #the entire time I was thinking about how to get myself into inpatient or some sort of help #also freaking out that I’m almost 26 and then I’ll be off my parents insurance and feel like it’ll be 10x harder to do anything like that #I just don’t want to live like this anymore #everyone else is growing up and doing things with their lives and I’m just the same old depressed girl with nothing to show for my life #I’ve been surviving which is good don’t get me wrong #but when I die I don’t want to be like ‘wow what a good life I really survived well’ 👍 #anyway thinking about texting my sister and asking her to help me but I don’t want to be a burden or anything #lol forgot I’m probably going to get criticized for bitching in the tags so I should shut up #anyway I’m very very very unhappy #and I’m going to go eat some cereal now ✌️ #ask #anon