#you have every right to hate me

[kaiko55]

lowkey umm

forgot how to draw tk art and those inanimate objects altogether lol uhhc tehe

#you have every right to hate me #SORRY #No I'm not quitting #Yet #i don't rlly wanna relearn but feel like I should for y'all- #I joined tumblr to post this very type of art but I'm losing the skill and motive HAHAJAHAHA

[radio-venom]

no. listen. a twin fight is different. you’re the same, you’re nothing like them, you’re enemies, you know each other better than anyone, you will never understand them, you’ve been compared since birth, you’re each other’s oldest companion, you’d kill each other, you’d kill for each other, you’re each other’s reflection, you know everything that’s hurts them the most and you can tear them to shreds better than anyone on earth and they can do the same to you. you are hurting yourself.

#this is about trigun lmfao #apply this to whatever twins you want tho lol #it’s also about me and my twin irl #trigun #yes it was a sibling fight but a twin fight is different it’s so hard to understand unless you have a twin #you’ve been at the exact same stage of everything every moment of your life #you have almost a psychic understanding #you want to kill them for what they did to you or rather what your circumstances made you do to each other #you are both each other and so far removed from each other your relationship to them sickens you #trigun got the twin fight right #nai is dead you killed him killed vash more than actually killing him could #i don’t hate my twin anymore but we tore each other apart as kids #lol sorry kelsey #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #millions knives

[travelingneuritis]

the fact that xie lian is out of data for almost the entire series. making his friends turn on hotspot. they’ll do it but they’re gonna bitch the whole time

#as a person who was constantly mooching food and cell phone use throughout high school......... i felt that #you gotta turn off your sense of shame because you feel it EVERY time you ask. you know everyone hates you for it. you just have to not care #i've never felt so close to his highness #broke xie lian rights #ling wen: Let Me Google That For You #tgcf #xie lian

[darubyprincx]

cold world out there, kids, grab your coats

#ray's tag #AvA #ava victim #victim ava #alan becker #animator vs animation #ava fanart #keys' art #undescribed #i'd like to thank this song for getting me through my freshman year of high school #anyways i like making these posters. especially of the sticks- anatomy is a bitch and i hate it and it's way easier to just . Lines #yknow? #because let me tell you right now i do NOT have the energy to fight torsos every time i pick up my phone to draw. #procreate halftone tool you will always be famous #but uh. yeah. been thinking about victim lately. their actions make So Much Sense when u remember their history #im gonna eat lunch now byebye!

[fluffypotatey]

A Thought:

As Emrys, Merlin is a very powerful sorcerer.

However, his utter lack of any formal training means Merlin is not a very good sorcerer.

The magic he does should be theoretically impossible, but he's got enough raw fucking power to just make it work. Infant demigod smashing blocks together and creating a Lego Death Star.

Merlin: *does magic that Should Not Work*

Other sorcerers:

AND THEY ARE RIGHT TO FEEL UPSET

IMAGINE YOU'RE A SORCERER. YOU'VE BEEN PRACTICING YOUR CRAFT, SHOOTING THE SHIT, LAYING LOW, PLOTTING PLANNING.....THEN THIS FARMY BOY TWINK SHOWS UP AND NUKES THE FUCKING PRIESTESS OF THE LAKE OF AVALON

I'D FEEL PISSED TOO

like, bro, you meet him, you're apprehensive of him bc 'shit that's emrys'. the emrys. the dude that's said to be the greatest sorcerer to ever walk the earth. you meet him. you can feel his magic and like holy shit, what the fuck was that??? you ask him how the fuck he gained so much power by the age of 21????

merlin: you mean....y'all don't also just have magic doing shit when you're a toddler

you, the sorcerer who has had to spend years getting control to fucking heat up a teapot: .........no.......no our magic doesn't do that

goddamn do you wanna just chuck this adult child into the lake and be done with it. better yet, you wish for the sprites to just pick you up and use your body as a sacrifice for entrance into Avalon.

and then, and then

you see how this motherfucker fights against bandits and "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU JUST PUSHING THEM AWAY??? WHERE'S THE SHOWMANSHIP??? THE PIZZAZZ??? HOW MANY SPELLS DO YOU KNOW???"

merlin, who forgot he can freeze time and space and can launch lightning bolts at people: uh....3???

it takes the triple goddess to restrain you from murking the prophesized warlock right then and there.

"NO, NO, FUCK THAT, FUCK THIS, FUCK ALL O' Y'ALL!" you scream as you jump on a ship and move to a place that doesn't have op young adult children who didn't study shit and yet still get an A+

#i could post this later.......but i won't so here we go #i am delirious it is......1:30 in the morning i should sleep and yet....here i sit #i hope this was enjoyable because this is the best fucking thing i've ever been granted the chance to read #headcanon fully accepted #this is canon #sorcerers hate merlin because he that's guy who always passes the class with flying colors but you know that bitch #sleeps during every lecture and never studied a day in his life #i know for a fact that gaius would have smacked merlin when they met but didn't bc this kiddo was too pure and sweet for this world #honestly a sorcerer who worked their ass off to be th best meeting s5 merlin who's tired & seen shit but only knows 7 spells #they would walk right out bc 'who tf does think think he is????' and merlin has had this interaction one too many time by then #bbc merlin #merlin #merlin emrys #headcanons #i want me screaming into the void at the witching hour to be my legacy

[vigilskeep]

i need to wynnepost. somebody has to

#its crazy how people will assume she is all the tropes she subverts and then ignore her #also how sympathy for circle mages’ indoctrination only lasts until they get old i guess and then fuck them #because its not as if they were ever a terrified child who’d never had anything better than a single templar’s mildest kindness and any kind #of home even if it was the tower #so an orphan kid who had no memory of anything but scurrying between farmsteads and hiding in barns #didnt want to leave. what a shock. you guys dont get the place comfort has in keeping circle mages complicit #so it’s violent and terrible and you never have privacy and your children get murdered and you’re always watched and hated #its also a warm bed and community and a chance to succeed #do you honestly think every kid from fucking THEDAS knows theres anything better out there #that doesnt make the circle good. it makes it horrific that they prey on vulnerable kids to teach them the world hates them #and only the circle is ‘safe’ #i just think there should be some sympathy for those kids and what they grow up into #its easy for the player to walk in and say their character would hate the circle and never have listened to the templars #its easy for say an amell or even a surana with a family back home to not fear what they left behind #wynne genuinely thinks without the circle mages would all be murdered and she’ll fight and die protecting her fellow mages #from the right of annulment #yes its a flaw that she goes on to teach others the circle must be tolerated and that is precisely how the circle is perpetuated ove #over generations #but its amazing to me to just act like its her fault #well. this is more tags than i expected it to be

[lady-merian]

While I remain a staunch cold weather defender, can’t we all get along and recognize that different bodies react differently to the opposite ends of the spectrum?

#I mean for well over a decade my skin condition got so much worse over the summer and I was thus conditioned to hate it (even now that it’s #not quite as bad anymore as long as I’m eating right) I usually feel like I can’t get enough air when it’s hot and humid out #And the sunshine just makes me sleepytired #Also I hate yard work and mosquitos. I have friends with allergies which get worse during every season but winter #BUT #I know enough of you thrive in sunshine.. somehow don’t bake in the heat.. have poor circulation.. for some reason are opposed to layers.. #I’m willing to stop bringing up the defects in y’all’s favorite season if you do likewise #(This is all very tongue in cheek I just hope it stays that way and the arguments don’t get real)

[companion-showdown]

hey, if you want to leave tags on these about how much you hate such and such character, or you think the show is shit after whatever point, uhhhh, maybe don't

#i know i don't have to read all the tags #but i do #and well #you should be able to guess i don't hate any companions #and that i like the show #and maybe the tags of these polls isn't the right setting #and its really quite annoying and frustrating for me #basically if you don't have anything nice to say dont say anything at all #its just weirdly prevelant today #its like every other note #(i mean thats an exaggeration)

[yelow-heart]

I've been seeing a growth on hatred towards Tubblings (Tubbo's community) in here. Aswell as some explicit hate towards Philza.

It's not a huge issue yet, but before it is: know that we don't tolerate plain hate in here and u will be reported. Tumblr HAS a report system that works.

You ARE responsible for the things you say online.

Doesn't matter if you're famous, or a public figure, or just a jane-doe. You're not just another number or comment and u will be held accountable.

Be gone trolls

#qsmp #tubbo #honestly I don't know where it's coming from or why #and I don't want to know either #qsmpblr is a safe space or God so help me #And I'm not talking about negative opinion toward a behavior or criticism #people have the right to disagree #it's healthy even #but hate speech? nah uh #not here #i also saw some weird hate to phil and the crows and immediately reported #and I'll say if the internet is causing such strong emotions and stress on ya it might be wise to take a break from it before u become sick #but don't make it other peoples problem #remember that there is a lot of kids and minors in this community #it's not cool to expose them to such behavior #you know what? I'll tag every streamer/community I can think of that has had hate thrown at them recently around twitter and here #badboyhalo #qsmp dapper #cellbit #oibagi #pactw #mikethelink #brazilians #quackity #philza #qsmp admins #qsmp empanada #qsmp sunny #qsmp leonarda #qsmp richarlyson

[heartorbit]

NICCORI CORI CORI CORI CORIANDER

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #that trend where you draw wxs in your clothes except i only did emu and they no longer look like my clothes bc i put a gradient map on it #its fine ill draw them all together once i find something in my drawers horrendous enough for rui to wear #I hate csp and their stupid company but i missed drawing in it #it helps thr i have an analog tsblet so unlike procreate im not zooming right in on everything and losing my mind #so i draw a lot more fast and it's always more loose and fluid but i dont have a good workflow since its been such a long time #so for now... am stuck in the procreate mines for anything that i want to look nice #The bug master chart is making me so sick btw i do worse every time i play it. help. #im currently in a saw trap where if i dont draw and post an emu at ungodly hours of the night st least once a week i explode #its awesome #WHYS IT SO BLURRY UNLESS YOU CLICK IT. SHOULD I DIE? i lied idgaf goodnight #my wrists HURT WAAAAH WAAH WAAH. BOOHOO. THE AMULETS CURSE BEFALLS ME

[mbat]

you know, i just wanna say that if were gonna put any word up on the high shelf, 'nazi' should probably be one of them. very heavy word that people throw around way too lightly, i think

#also literally anything relating to hitler #i love my good friend [redacted] but every few months he posts that one meme about steven universe trying to redeem hitler #and it. feels so bad to me for reasons i cant put into words #like. people have gotten way too comfortable with stuff about the holocaust i think #my post #people throw around nazi accusations and comparisons so much and i. hate it #there are real nazis out there. right now. maybe dont accuse randos online of it because they said an opinion you dont like

[sivvan]

whipped | /wipt/ adjective

kim do ha

#userdramas #kdramaedit #kdramanetwork #mine #my lovely liar #lextag #udeokmis #roserayne #swiftletinthecloud #I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COLOUR DON'T LOOK AT MEEEEE #pretty sure every gif here has a different colouring but none of them even look good #anyway #the way he put up no resistance #“i want to see you” okay “i want to go camping” okay i'll hire equipment so we can go right now #like WE GET IT YOU'RE GONE FOR HER #i have been inspired by this scene #i want to make a whipped boys series lmao #sounds fun but it won't happen you say?? you're correct #also ps hated me with this set omfg the text effects and everything >:[ #ah man i need to change the colouring ksh looks so whitewashed on mobile 🤧

[silver-horse]

baldur's gate 3 is weird because I genuinely like and care about every single companion character and I think that must be a first for me

#and I have played a good number of rpgs and this is unheard of for me #I don't think it's just me? right? #in other games there are always those “meh" characters or the ones that I just don't like because they don't resonate with me in any way #in bg3 even the guests at our camp and the side characters are so good... and the pets!! (ok I love those in every game to be fair) #but some characters are barely there and yet they have such personality... they are still memorable #even the antagonists... they are enjoyable... you either like them or you “love to hate” them... you know what I mean? you will be invested #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #video games #my post #bg3 mine #my posts #text post #textposts #about me

[notecapn]

so. Faruzan was in Liyue at one point

#genshin impact #xianyun #cloud retainer #faruzan #notecapn art #is it ship art? it could be #you know how people ship anemo twinks? well its like that #old anemo ladies feat. collei yaoyao and layla in the bg #and you know the thing old people do when they either love or hate each other on sight? #they’ve never met before but they will make their opinions on each other clear? no? #anyway they should have heated debates about technology and then have tea right after #look. i know collei wasn’t there but just bear with me: #what if she was? #(every old anemo lady gets a dendro grandchild) #(it happened twice it's practically canon)

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Growing up in an extremely ultra religious, cult-like family was a mindfuck for multiple reasons but that doesn't stop unfortunately, even when you escape. For example, see: The overwhelming feeling of boiling hatred and shame for who you used to be.

The angry hatred for the past person I used to be, the version of myself that mindlessly parroted my family's beliefs and listened to their every command, constantly simmered under my skin and invaded my every thought. I was embarrassed of what I used to be- even as I made friends of different ethnicities and faiths, as I listened and explored new ideas and worlds that I never knew existed, as I started the first LGBTQ+ club at my school and volunteered with kids who deserved so much more- there was always a little voice in the back of my head.

"They would hate you if they knew what you were. They would hate the horrendous teachings that were seared into your mind, the things that you used to say and believe. You are nothing but a pretender."

And it is true that my beliefs were bigoted in all the worst ways. It is true that I believed truly heart-wrenching things without a second thought and judged others in such harsh and unfair ways. I told myself that there was no coming back from that, not really. There was nothing I could do to ever make up for it.

Then I remembered that the person who said those things wore velcro light up sneakers and collected finger puppets that the librarians handed out as awards for reading picture books. The person that held signs at pro-life rallies and anti-LGBTQ+ protests had a cherished sticker book and hunted minnows in the creek after school and adored their puffle on club penguin and was really into greek mythology and had skinned knees from climbing trees at recess and knew every Disney song by heart and was absolutely terrified of the dark.

That person was a child.

I was a child.

It took a really long time. Years and years of reflection and distance, but I've decided that I can't hate the past version of myself anymore. I feel pity and remorse, I feel anger- I feel so much fury and violent rage- at what my childhood was and I grieve what could- no, should- have been, but I no longer resent who I was.

I'm not ashamed.

I am so, so, so unbelievably proud of that little kid. For being brave enough to leave the comfort and safety of what I was told was right. For not being afraid to be wrong. For seeking out information and knowledge in a culture that praised ignorance. For questioning everything, relentlessly.

I am by no means a perfect person, I never have been and I never will, but I am proud of myself in every iteration that has ever existed because I know that I have never stopped trying to understand and learn and grow, and I never will.

If you have ever been in a similar situation and feel similar things, first of all: My condolences on your lost childhood. Second of all: Please be nice to that past version of yourself and recognize all the hard work they did to make you who you are today. That person was a survivor and an inspiration. They deserve nothing but love.

#started anti depressants recently. kinda had an epiphany. i can't hate who i was. if i met me now i wouldn't blame that tiny child #for their rancid beliefs or for being dragged to protests. because thats a CHILD. i HAVE met kids in that position and i feel nothing but #pity and anger on their behalf. so why am i holding that version of myself to a higher standard? #i could not have known what i know now at 6 or 8 or 10. the same way that i could not have written a college level essay at that age #but i did what i could. in my own 8 y/o way. i believed in love and humanity and happiness. i was just misguided in the 'hows' of it all #and i am so so so so so proud. of every single microscopic step that i took. every question i asked. every thought that i hid and protected #and pondered secretly at night until new ideas and doubts bloomed like a dandelion through the pavement #and I'm so proud that i chased that doubt. that i asked why why why why until their ears bled and their voices were raw #until their answers stopped adding up. until i sought knowledge elsewhere with a mind dehydrated and malnourished and begging for knowledge #in any form i could get. i just. if i could hug that kid? if i could right now reach out and give that terrified and lonely child a hug? #i would. a million times over. #anyway sorry for the intense personal rant I'm just going through it rn and I'm like.... actually feeling alright #its wild. did you guys know about this??? anti depressants make you NOT depressed??? shits insane fam #irl #personal

[lestappenforever]

Just in case nobody's told you yet:

It's okay if you don't enjoy going to the gym. Even if you go regularly, it's okay if you still hate every single second of it.

#Look I've been going to the gym regularly for 8 years #And the whole time I've had people tell me I'll grow to love it eventually #And guess what? 8 years in and I still hate it #My sole motivation for going one day is so that I DON’T have to go the next day #I'm so fucking tired of seeing fitness influences yapping about how much they LOVE going to the gym #Painting it like it's something you have to ENJOY start to finish in order to do it right #(Not to mention trying to convince you that you HAVE to go 7 days a week) #And I honestly would have loved having someone tell me not everyone ends up loving it and that it's FINE if you don't #Because I've been waiting YEARS to stop hating every second I spend at the gym and NOTHING #So yeah #It's okay if you don't enjoy going to the gym #And it's okay if you prefer other ways to exercise for your physical and mental health because the gym is NOT the only way to go about it #(I just overheard two girls at the gym saying 'they didn't understand the point in going to the gym if you don't enjoy being there') #(And it rubbed me the wrong way) #If you love it then great! I'm so happy for you #But if you don't? That's completely fine too #Influencers*