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If this gets enough notes, I will ask Callahan to make a video of him reciting the "meeting you was a disaster" and hopefully he'll do it.

Edit: By enough I mean (expect) at least 200, if I am to do something like this (I feel it's pretty embarrassing)

#soc #soc matthias #matthias helvar #calahan skogman

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thejudeduarte · 1 hour

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I really miss the tpt era. Like, it feels like so long ago we were all obsessing over our theories and tpt and now we're just...not. it feels kinda dead ngl 😭 CAN WE BRING IT BACK

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thejudeduarte · 1 hour

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Iris by Goo Goo Dolls is literally just what falling in love with a fictional character feels like

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thejudeduarte · 4 hours

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Last fictional character in your camera roll just adopted you.

Thanks for the tag, @hiddenvioletsgrow! 💙 As much as I love Coulson, I know what being adopted by him means, and I want no part of it.

No pressure tagging @brekker-by-brekkerr, @profwonderbearthementalista, @redvanillabee, @likea-black-widow-baby, @redwidow616, @aintinacage, @accidental-spice and @child-of-the-tardis256!

#i just KNOW someones gonna use the d**** thing at some point #<prev tag #i almost did ngl 💀💀

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Thanks for the tag 👀✨

POOKIE

npt ~ @agirlwiththoughtsandnegativity @starrynightsxo @viivdle @oomens-eyeball @kazbrekkersfedoraaintgotshitonme @love-and-books320 @xoxo-lenah @annamatix @cookieswithforksandknifes @chaiichait @hanelizabeth + anyone who wants to join in <3

Last fictional character in your camera roll just adopted you.

Thanks for the tag, @hiddenvioletsgrow! 💙 As much as I love Coulson, I know what being adopted by him means, and I want no part of it.

No pressure tagging @brekker-by-brekkerr, @profwonderbearthementalista, @redvanillabee, @likea-black-widow-baby, @redwidow616, @aintinacage, @accidental-spice and @child-of-the-tardis256!

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thejudeduarte · 4 hours

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It was so sexy and for what

when kaz says "my wraith would counsel mercy but..." like okay guess I'll just go kill myself 🫠

#i like my men sweaty and covered in blood #kaz brekker #soc

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thejudeduarte · 8 hours

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Are you ok since you seem to be so good at writing these things 😭

Can you make some sad libby headcanons? I swear all your other sad headcanons made me cry😭

sad libby head canons

YES! libby is literally the fucking best and she's so underrated. trigger warning for self-harm, suicidal thoughts/attempts, eating disorders, and sexual assault. hope you like them <3.

she used to apologize to her mother after she would hit her (in tig she says her mother used to hit her when she was stressed)

she's been self-harming since she was like 12. she used the blade in her pencil sharpener and cut the tops of her thighs (you can't see them even when she wears shorts)

drake convinced her that him SAing her was out of love, and that he knew she 'wanted' it so she should stop complaining. she'd be the one who ended up apologizing to him after he'd assault her

in high school, because of how tough things were at home, she used to do drugs (she had this really bad group of friends that sort of influenced her) (she didn't get addicted to the drugs though, if was more of a once in a while thing when she couldn't handle her life anymore)

at some point, her mom was doing really badly financially, and they were forced to move into a smaller one bedroom apartment. libby thought her mom deserved the bed bc she worked so hard so she slept on the floor.

she's so used to people hitting her that it doesn't even hurt anymore. when someone does, she sort of dissociates in order to not feel anything.

her mom used to tell her she was overweight (she was literally underweight, her mom was just jealous). libby then developed an eating disorder (bulimia)

the ED was sort of an on and off thing for her. every once in a while, she'd get the idea in her head that she was overweight and ugly and should do smth about it, but, then, avery or one of her friends would help her get better.

the reason she's drawn to men like drake is bc it's the only thing she's familiar with. her mom was a piece of shit too, so for her its what's normal/what she deserves (this is less of a head canon and more psychology but eh)

she'll do anything anyone asks of her. she can't say no even if it makes her uncomfortable/she doesn't have the time/doesn't like that person.

she sometimes gets so mad at the world that she punches walls until her bones almost break.

she hates getting mad at people bc she reminds herself of her mother.

she's terrified of becoming a mother (even though she wants to be one) bc she's convinced herself that she'll be like her mom, if not worse.

her mom used to get mad at her for ricky (her father) leaving. so much so that libby started blaming herself for it

drake used to tell libby that if she didn't let him have his way with her, he'd hurt avery. libby, of course, didn't want that so she would let him do awful things to her.

she hates taking baths bc drake used to waterboard her (if you don't know what that is, search it up)

when libby used to do things her mom didn't approve of/like (mistakes all children make and learn from like spilling a glass of milk), she would deny libby basic needs like food, water, a bed to sleep in etc.

idk if this one will make sense (it makes sense to me but idk), but libby dyes her hair a new color very often bc its a way for her to start anew. like lets say she breaks up with drake again and she hates herself for getting back together with him in the first place, she dyes her hair a new color to signify the beginning of a new era.

she will literally break her back to please people/be the person they want her to be. if they think she talks to much, she'll stop talking, etc (people's opinions of her matter a lot to her)

tw prob one of the darkest hcs i've ever written: libby ended up in the hospital once bc she slit her wrists trying to off herself. this happened right before she took avery in. the doctors didn't think she'd make it.

she'd considered offing herself multiple times before and after the last hc, but she doesn't bc just the thought of it makes her feel guilty. she doesn't want people to cry over her bc she thinks she doesn't deserve their tears, and she doesn't want to leave people she wants to help

she insists everyone get therapy but herself bc, to her, other people matter more

the only thing that brought her comfort as a child was this stuffed bunny. she used to press it to her wounds bc it would dull the pain (this might not make sense but whenever i get hurt (cause im ass clumsy bitch), putting pressure on the wound dulls the pain). she also found comfort in how soft it was.

drake threw that bunny away cause he thought it was worthless. libby told nash about this and he searched the entire fucking country until he found that damn stuffed bunny (idk how he did but he's a hawthorne so...)

when she has panic attacks, she'll either be very silent/still in a corner or she'll be clawing/pulling at anything around her (including herself)

she didn't do well in school not bc she wasn't smart but bc the students and teachers were so creepy towards her (would harass her constantly) that she felt uncomfortable even stepping into the school

absolutely hates it when drunk people interact with her/get too close to her bc whenever drake got drunk, he'd hit her

hannah's death hit her hard too. they were actually much closer than people thought they were. hannah helped her through a lot of shitty things that happened in her life. she would visit her grave every once in a while to tell her she wished she was still here bc her life (and avery's) was absolutely shit without her. she would breakdown in the middle of the graveyard every time

whenever she felt like hurting herself but didn't have a blade nearby, she would dig her fingernails into the already existing wounds to make them bleed again.

drake once beat her up so bad she ended up in the hospital with brain swelling and a fractured arm. the swelling in her brain was so bad they didn't know if she'd make it out alive.

here's a happy libby head canon to (hopefully) make it all better:

she used to be this supervisor at a daycare when she was younger (that's probably not even a thing but lets pretend it is). the kid would make her drawings all of the time with hearts and proposals and stuff. she loved the kids so much, she would hug every single one of them and bake them cupcakes. they were literally her best friends, and some of them still send her messages through their mom/dad (she would befriend their parents and give them her number/email)

not proof read bc i'm a lazy ass bitch. i say this in every post, but pls talk to someone if you need help (if there's no one in your life you can talk to, contact a helpline). sending lots of love to everyone <3.

#libby x nash #libby grambs #tig #no but seriously are you ok

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thejudeduarte · 8 hours

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#tfota #jurdan #come on guys 🙏

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thejudeduarte · 8 hours

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I'm wheezing this is the realest review ever 💀✋✋

Finished reading The Prisoner's Throne by Holly Black. 5 ⭐️, my favourite book of the entire series, loved it sm.

Spoilers below: (cw for disturbing eyes imagery)

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OMG WREN GOT WINGS AAHDDGDHHFJGJGJJGJGJJGJFJJJFJFHHFJJFJFF

Now she really is like the wren bird, this is soo fucking cool. Also, magical girl transformations are literally one of my favourite tropes.

Wren really was like:

✨️✨️Eeeenchaaaantiiiix, ooOoooOooOohhhh, ENCHANTIX✨️✨️ 🤣🤣🤣🤣

But also, in reality:

Bex

Wren

✨️Be not afraid✨️

*although honestly, if I witnessed Wren's flesh ripping and a winged creature emerging from it, I would be screaming in horror too, so Bex I feel you 💀💀💀*

#tpt #The prisoners throne spoilers

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thejudeduarte · 9 hours

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Men cuffing their shirts or rolling up their sleeves is the sluttiest thing known to mankind

#lmao fr #its so attractive and for what #grayson im looking at you pookie #grayson hawthorne

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thejudeduarte · 9 hours

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I just wanted jacks to be happy 😭

fuck it i ship donatella and jacks be mad abt it

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thejudeduarte · 15 hours

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Same fight me

fuck it i ship donatella and jacks be mad abt it

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thejudeduarte · 1 day

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You can hate on Malina all you want but you can't deny that "you're my flag, you're my nation" and "you came here for ravka, I came here for you" were both romantic af. If that's not love idk what is 😭✋✋

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thejudeduarte · 1 day

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Tell me why Kaz' little head tilt after knocking David out with his cane was sexy as hell

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thejudeduarte · 1 day

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What do you mean they are literally real what are you on 🙄🙄

them: are you okay?

me: *weeping, cradling body* someone tell me jurdan is real. please. *weakly* someone.

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thejudeduarte · 1 day

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SOMEONE WHO GETS ME ITS SO EW

IM SO SICK OF YOU ALL

No nuance allowed. please share for a bigger sample 💕💕💕💕💕

*by eat i mean how do you prefer your cereal.

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