#actual journaling

[chrismerle]

My sister had to put her dog down this summer, so for Christmas I'm giving her a tiny version

Theoretically I'm open to similar commissions, but you would actually have to pay for the 25 hours this bastard took and no one is gonna pay that much for a stuffed animal

#actual journaling #crocheted #crocheting #crochet #amigurumi #dog #dogs #pitbull #pitbulls

[dreamingincerulean]

Five Yrs Ago: A Journal Prompt From Gemini

I asked Gemini what I should write about here and here's what it said:

Imagine you have the chance to give your younger self (from 5 years ago) three pieces of advice. What would that advice be and why?

(I then asked which year was five years ago and it said 2019.)

I'll do a bulleted list.

1.) Never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever work for your sister.

2.) You'll regret working for your sister. I don't care how much money she dangles in front of you. It's not worth your self-worth.

3.) You're going to be ok. The future is gonna be super bleak. The entire world will undergo a very life-altering shake-up and you'll freak for a while. You'll eventually lose your ability to go to your favorite therapist. It's gonna be ok. You have the tools you need. You have the knowledge you need. You can make it through, just believe in yourself!

4.) You'll enjoy doing Tarot. Maybe learn more about the meanings behind the cards, though.

5.) You will forget about the protective layer to your ipad's protective layer. For an entire year.

6.) You will get an Ipad. It's gonna change your art process. Somewhat. You'll love it.

7.) Don't believe the hype.

8.) You're safe. You're loved. Just remember that, and you'll make it through anything this life will have for you.

9.) 2022 is gonna royally suck. 2023 will suck too. 2024 will be bad, as well. Here's lookin' at you, 2025.

10.) You will make things happen. You will be where you want to be. Just have faith in yourself, and follow your dreams.

11.) There really is going to be enough hours in the day.

12.)Meditate more often.

13.) Listen closely.

#More than three #I didn't read the whole prompt #I'm good at this #And by 'this' I mean sarcasm #actual journaling #Who is she?!

[neurodivergenttales]

The ‘you’re mature for your age’ to sleeping with a bed full of plushies in your mid twenties pipeline is real

#mental health #neurodivergent #neurodiverse stuff #mental illness #journaling #actually autistic #late diagnosed autistic #asd #autistic life #autistic adult #actually autism #autism #unmasking autism

[almostsweetangel]

NYT article abt goncharov has comments like 'what is the purpose of this film's existence these kids are just lying' motherfucker how do you think our ancestors survived. how do you think folklore formed. culture. music. art. PURPOSE????? do you think everything must be commodified? sold? weighed to be valued? has the rot in your soul spread so far you cannot find value in anything not spoken in numbers??? it's FUN. THAT'S WHY. THE PURPOSE IS THE ACT, THE MESSAGE IS THE MEDIUM, THE SYMBOL IS THE STORY. it brings people joy for its mere existence and that IS the point. existence is its purpose alone

#goncharov #not unreality an actual reaction to an actual comment on an article bc corporate journalism has decided to breach gonchcontainment #god i fucking hate people being like blah blah blah but what's the point of this thing SHUT THE FUCK UP #GO PICK UP A HOBBY YOU DROPPED BC YOU THOUGHT IT WAS TOO CRINGY FIND JOY IN IT OR SMTH AND MAYBE YOU'LL CALM DOWN #JUST BC YOUR CAPACITY FOR HAPPINESS DIED DOESN'T MEAN OURS DID #anyway back to regular gonchposting #shut up levi

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[batshaped]

finished reading dungeon meshi and started watching the anime

i can't be the only one who was saying it fae-lynn

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #marcille #marcille donato #falin #falin touden #art #comic #comics #journal #achilles #plushie #plush #04152024 #april 2024 art #2024 art #my argument is as follows #faeLYNN is the only way to pronounce this that actually sounds like a name #fallin' fallon failin' felon these are all not names

[csms-jpg]

For all the missed shooting star wishes

#mine #journaling #scrapbooking #artjournal #art #nature #the star is actually another handmade zine with a few pages

[dissociativecollective]

Grieving, grieving, constantly grieving. I mourn what could have been, what should have been, what will not be, what I cannot save.

#writing #spilled ink #creative writing #journal #mental health #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #poetry #prose #poem #dissociative identity disorder #actually did #did system #ptsd #grief #loss #anger #writers on tumblr

[luzho]

i’ll delete it in the morning but i wanna know: do u guys like this little suki?

#is this the first fucking time i actually post a sketch?? wow #anyway the thing is: i am doing a comic right; isnt a pun its a…. ;) anyway i was stuck on the face i wanted suki to make here…… #its a sort of ‘wait… what ARE you Doing’ situation… and i wanted to make it silly. this is the first time i draw her and she DESERVES SILLY #im mostly sure about this final iteration of her face but u know i like being told ‘yes! thats it!’ and my brother is asleep so #thanks. #ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ #my journal

[chrismerle]

my blood sugar: slightly low but, eh, mostly fine me: also mostly fine my blood sugar, five minutes later: three points lower me: I Am The Unceasing Hunger, Never Has The World Known Such A Hunger As This

#actual journaling #t1d #diabetes #actually diabetic #//inhales food from the fridge like kirby

[autisticfiend]

A quick reminder that the bullet journal method was designed as a disability tool by a person with ADD. It's meant to be practical, and can be helpful especially to neurodivergent folks. Don't let the Instagram pictures or grind culture make you believe you cannot use it. The method will not work for everyone of course, but it is largely what you make of it.

#fiend's post #fiendish disability tag #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #actually adhd #actually autistic #adhd #add #neurodivergence #disabled #actually disabled #disabilities #papertag #bullet journal #bullet journalling #bujo #journal

[neurodivergenttales]

Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them

Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were

The shame makes me want to rip my skin off

#mental health #mental illness #sadcore #bpd problems #actually bpd #journaling #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd stuff #actually borderline

[thedeerestdoll]

the urge to make a fashion magazine like these >>>

#girlblogger #girlblog #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #femcel #female hysteria #female rage #coquette #bambi beauty #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #im just a girl #girlhood #tumblr girls #just girly thoughts #this is a girlblog #fashion #fashion magazine #fashion journalism #vogue magazine #waif core #waif chic #waifspo #waif #model chic #2000s #im mentally ill #im going insane #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #this is what makes us girls

[candle-scm]

my takeaway from natla is that og atla zuko is hot topic flavored gay and natla zuko is barbie flavored gay

#atla #zuko #avatar the last airbender #natla zuko really does give YOU RUINED MY DREAM JOURNAL #thinking of natla as a weird fanfic that occasionally has some oddly clever ideas #but drops the ball pretty often #makes it a lot of fun #spoilers below #we fucking died when it was revealed that jet was going to actually blow up the mechanist and bumi #like its so bizarre and weird and hilarious #even typing it out i cant believe thats a real thing #we're only on episode 3 and i'm excited to see the other wacky shenanigans #natla #natla spoilers

[grlfreak]

in another life, i find out i am autistic at 12 instead of at 29. i am still bullied, but my parents put me in another school. i get the support i need. i find friends who love me for who i am. my mom and dad don’t yell. instead, they comfort me during my meltdowns. they support me. i grow up knowing who i am, what i am, and i learn how my body works instead of wondering why i can’t speak the language of everyone else around me despite having english as my native language.

#personal #journal #autism #autistic #actually autistic #being autistic #autistic pride #actually autism #autistic burnout #autistic adult #autistic culture #autistic feels #autistic problems #autistic things #autistic experiences #autistic community #autistic spectrum #late diagnosed autistic #autistic women #autistic life #hope #hopecore

[batshaped]

six comic updates in two weeks

#art #journal #04212024 #april 2024 art #2024 art #i actually did 9 comics in that time but some of them weren't for HFHH #i try to do 100 updates a year on the comic so every time the anniversary starts getting close i have to get Real