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the19thduckpotato · 4 months
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"You once admitted to me that she was like a mother to you. So why can't you say that he feels like your son?"
It suddenly clicked and Sorahiko sighed an old man's sigh.
The blond squeezed his eyes shut. "Did she ever..."
"Toshinori. Would you believe me even if I told you?" Sorahiko wasn't trying to be cruel now, merely honest.
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2aceofspades · 2 months
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TW: Blood/Injury, Implied Death
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With you
Lil one-shot I guess...??
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After the dust cleared, it was dead silent. The air was thick with moisture from the dark clouds looming above them all. Someone, probably Raphael, yelled out something Two didn't quite process, his ears still ringing as his vision slowly cleared.
A faint blue glow flickered in the near distance, not too far from where Two was slumped on the ground. More muffled shouts rang out as Two attempted to collect himself, staggering to his feet and trudging over to the source of-
No.
Just the image alone was enough to bring Two collapsing back to his knees. Stupid, he thought.
"H-hey..." One's weak voice just barely got through to Two, snapping him right out of his thoughts.
He stared down at the dimming blue glow, watching it flicker and fade in and out. How the hell are you still here, breathing?
His thoughts became flooded in his head, even more so as he felt his arms cradle his brother's near-lifeless body.
"Did we win?"
Two felt his jaw clench at One's question, feeling frighteningly close to grinding his teeth until they were flat.
Did we win?
The question echoed in Two’s head, as if that would better help him process this moment. In any other instance, he would have deflected and scoffed at such an empty, meaningless question. Did it matter? he thought as he titled his head up, looking around briefly at the wasteland that surrounded them. It was over, that much was apparent.
"Yes,” he huffed, looking down at his brother in his arms as he continued, “Now, shut it and save your strength. Your heart-"
"I know," One croaked out in between a few sputtering breaths, interrupting Two in more ways than one. Two tried to ignore the cast-off of blood coming from his brother's mouth, despising the sickening feeling settling in his stomach as it hit his chin. One smiled weakly up at his brother, his eyes dull and unfocused.
How dare you, Two thought to himself.
His eyes flickered from One's exposed heart, bleeding out and hardly beating, and back to his brother’s face. His brother looked beaten, bloody...broken. It wasn't a look he saw from him often, if at all. It was that damn smile that he watched waver as One's heart beat softer and softer. What cruel irony, Two couldn't help but think, a metaphorical expression brought to life by his stupid, thoughtless, idiotic brother.
Two could still fix this. Even as he held his brother tighter against his own plastron and felt his shirt get soaked by the horrid mix of blood and empyrean; he thought to himself how he'd be the one to fix this.
There was no other choice left.
“Good…” One let out the softest of chuckles, “…we…we can s-start over.”
Something in Two’s own chest faltered, even just briefly. It was enough to shut out the feeling of One’s pathetic coughs and wheezes against him. He watched how One's eyes dulled further, his gaze wandering away from Two's face.
Starting over? That wasn’t ever an option, not one that Two had ever weighed in his mind. He wasn’t sure if that was even an option now. After everything he had done, everything he sacrificed, worked for…his brother still wanted to burn it, bury everything down and out of Two’s reach. One wanted this win, he wanted the impossible.
“Impossible…” Two muttered under his breath.
He heard yet another faint chuckle. And then the dense silence that followed.
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~bonus doodles~
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mushiimune · 6 months
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We have lost so many friends, Chica. I cannot lose you as well. I cannot forget them.
I enjoy illustrating my own miserable ahh fanfics. for your entertainment of course ^^ yipee
⭑ linktree ⭑
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havockingboo · 2 years
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My observation from reading the rp asks from these blogs……they’re so damn goofy (with a pinch of angst)
@officialpapyrus @sansofficial @gasterofficial
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slavhew · 2 months
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always covered in your tears and their blood.
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simp-for-long-hair · 1 year
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Another fanfiction tropes bookshelf sketch! 📚✨️💕 click for better quality
Pt.1 • Pt.2 • Pt.4 @swayamev
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hallowsden · 1 year
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Have some Child of Freeze AU doodles!
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:D
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bugsinshoes · 1 month
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here !!! have some angst-filled laurie doodles. for the soul !!
(more under the cut !! i just dont wanna clog anyones dashes lmao)
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OKAY SOOOO these two here are concepts i had for the laurie mindscape thingy !!!
dipper, mabel and ford enter laurie's mindscape (FOR SOME REASON IDK YET) and they explore a bit. ford ends up walking deep into her subconscious, entering her repressed memories. he finds a picture frame that catches his eye and that he feels weirdly compelled to, and enters the memory, only to find laurie on her bathroom floor, shaking, crying, with blood dripping out of her right eye. ford is extremely concerned and he's all: "... laurie?" but laurie SHOOTS UP and instantly PANICS !! shes extremely confused and afraid, as she's got no idea whats going on. she tries to get AWAY from ford, but the bathtub is behind her so she can't MOVE, and so she tries to stand up and grips the shower curtain for support, but the force she was pulling at dismantles the pole from the wall and the shower curtain comes CRASHING DOWN and that scares her even MORE and its all too overwhelming and all she can do is just sit on the floor, staring with wide, petrified eyes at ford, her breath coming out in short gasps.
the worst part is she THINKS ford is trying to hurt her because she doesn't realize this is a MEMORY and shes so paranoid and afraid I CANNNTTTT
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also laurie had more frequent nightmares after weirdmageddon. she was finally healing after 27 years, but the apocalypse rolls around and it completely DESTROYS all her progress. she tries to calm down by telling herself that bill is gone and that hes dead and that he cant hurt her anymore. alsooo shes got more experience with handling nightmares and stuff now, so that does really help
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this is based on the lyrics from the song "shakin' all over" by the guess who !!! (theyre a great canadian band i thought fit laurie well !)
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AAANNND a mini comic idea thingy !! this is when lau and jossy are still together and jocelyn is mega concerned for her gf because she isnt acting like herself anymore and things are different and i just dkjfhsjfhurih
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my girl is Going Through It :(
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Surprise!
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moxtoons · 1 year
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I recently saw your LudDice idea, and a new song from one of my favorite artists made a new song yesterday, and I think it works (maybe not)
Do you think that "This Is What Losing Someone Feels Like" would work (Dice singing)?
OKAY SO The lyrics from this are so perfect for their breakup in my headcanon and I'm INSANE
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This was perfect thank you! Also - Thank you for this I'm so glad to see some of my moots/followers like my LudDice content!
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iamchaos1234 · 9 days
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Day 1 of June of Doom: Help me: fetal position (tw blood, self blaming, and subtle s/h)
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Hunter couldn't think straight. With the thoughts flooding his mind, the scratches across his body stinging like needles in his skin. It took all of his pathetic willpower to stop himself from letting the tears flow.
All he wanted was to help. That's all he ever wanted. He wanted Belos to love him, to praise him, most of all he wanted to be useful. And believe me he tried. But today had been different. He hadn't expected his trip to Eclipse Lake to be so successful with so little recognition.
When he had returned with the key, battered and coated in abomination goop, he expected his uncle to be proud, to be happy! Even if he did go against his wishes, he had gotten such a vital thing for the portal Belos was struggling to complete! Even if some of the titan's blood had leaked, it might still be enough! But he was terribly wrong.
The moment Hunter burst into Belos's portal room he felt the mood shift. His hopeful thoughts quickly faded with how Belos wiped around to look at him. Walking up hopefully he had explained the situation, that he had found titan's blood! Belos snatched the key out of his hands, causing the kid to flinch harshly. "Go. Now." The emperor hissed coldly. Hunter opened his mouth to protest but quickly shut it at the nasty glare Belos was giving him. With that, he had bowed slightly, than quickly fled back to his room.
And now, curled up here in the fetal position, he wondered why he ever thought this was a good idea. He had directly gone against Belos's orders. Even though he was trying to help, he was still in the wrong. This was his fault, the feeling of shame and uselessness. He had to try harder. He had to follow the orders given. It didn't matter what he thought about the matter. He was failing.
Hunter dug his nails into his leg, shutting his eyes tightly a couple tears rolling down his cheek. Why couldn't he be useful? He just... needed to be better. He curled up tighter on himself, the cold breeze from his open window sending chills up his spine but he refused to pull his blanket up on him. He didn't deserve that kind of comfort. Hunter's thoughts continued around like this in never ending torture until his consciousness started to fade, leaving wake to terrible nightmares and more insomnia than he already had.
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@juneofdoom (hehe art and writing 'TvT')
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cochineal-leviat · 5 months
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"Taranza blossoms into his role as one of the castle gardeners. But, he is still uneasy around Kirby and the rest of King Dedede's family - preferring to stay away from the persistent goddess killer. Unfortunately for him, his employer has an ace up his fluffy sleeve."
Heyo! Sorry, it took so long for this chapter to come out. It got so long, and when I finally finished the draft, I got to 14k, which is a lot to edit through. (and well, life getting in the way, you know, the usual) This chapter kicked my ass, and for it have this doodle I made. Please enjoy, cuz I'm going to bed. Have some sad man spider.
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cinnamontoastcroonch · 6 months
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Plsplspls any laurance headcanons to feed the starving?
oh but of course my sweet.. eat up
laurance ideas to feed the starving <3
- when laurance was brought back from the nether by ungrth, at least in cannon, he was unconscious. however, I believe he was in a state of shock induced by pain/trauma and obviously the experience of transcending realm barriers. picture wide, fear stricken eyes, with deep purple and grey circles beneath them. the striking color of his bloodied body and bruises are only accentuated by his extreme lifeless pallor. he’s frail and not quite human. something is off.
- following his escape, he spent much time recovering with the help of zoey. due to this, he catches himself feeling shy or ashamed around her, mainly after his recovery. this is largely due to how she was the first to see him in his worst state, and in a way he feels she should not have had to “deal with” his issues at that given time.
- another piggyback—laurance never got time to mentally recover from his time in the nether. he spent months enduring both physical and psychological torture, he was out, and then zane came along and brought a war with him. then garroths interesting little side quest (betrayal) and the irene dimension ordeal. 15 year time skip. HE IS BEING WHIPPED AROUND IN THESE EVENTS LIKE A RAGDOLL (heheheh…the council might laugh at that) anyways, he had absolutely zero time to collect his bearings and quite honestly is very lost. deep down, he wonders if it all could have been avoided somehow.
- because of this, he doesn’t recognize himself. his flirty confidence is just a facade that he wears to remind himself of who he used to be. to be truthful, his breath catches when something brushes against a particularly bad scar, or even if he looks at a flame for too long.
- laurance pops his knuckles as a sort of nervous-tick.
- laurance can braid hair beautifully—yet another thing he credits to cadenza. whenever there is downtime, he might be seen braiding the hair of those he is close with. its a comforting task for him, and reminds him of home.
- when he and katelyn were imprisoned during the werewolf wedding arc, the two of them were obviously extremely restless and stiff with stress. as time dragged on, he eventually ended up braiding katelyn’s hair. at first she was annoyed, asking him “what the hell are you doing”, to which he did not respond. she was exhausted, and to be quite honest it calmed her nerves a bit, so she didn’t argue. she pretended not to notice how the task seemed to rid his hands of their trembling.
- his favorite animal is a hawk. he likes to believe its his father watching over him whenever he happens to see one.
- sometimes, if he has a particularly bad night, he can be found at the beach , on his knees at the edge of the water. the moonlight on the water is blue and tranquil, and it helps to calm him. amidst the shore he can pretend that his salty tears are merely sea spray.
- after about half of the s2 events, this man needs a massage. he is to tightly strung and he hardly realizes it. once he was looking particularly stiff while donna was around, and she practically forced him to lay down so she could “work out some of those knots” he protested, mainly scared of his more gnarly scars being exposed, but donna, being the mother she is, didn’t mention the scars and artfully dodged them. he will never admit how much he needed it.
- when the group was exploring ruins on the island, he was grateful to have something like the historical environment to distract him. that’s part of why he was so fascinated.
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strawberrybouvine · 11 months
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small doodle of Quinn and Darlin’ cause their dynamic and relationship gives me that good angst brainrot
Quinn has a phd in gaslighting fr and Darlin’ is at the end of their rope
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carsaadi · 4 months
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Recent doodles ive been proud of featuring @guard-en 's LumberJackAss/Jackie!!
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kkyop124 · 2 months
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note: the infection one would be similar to having an infection, but, in this case, it is not contagious. you're born with it, yet in some rare cases, you can be infected by someone or something powerful.
SUGGESTIONS ARE APPRECIATED !! 💌🙌🏼
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