Life is nothing but a mere illusion. A hallucination in which
that you breathe. A mirage that blinds you from
the crude reality that threatens to smother you whole.
It has the power to take several bites out of your
already-bitter soul and spit them right back out, leaving it
beyond recognisable, as if it had left a nasty taste in its over-sensitive maw.
Life can be warm and bright, but is covered up
by the several worthless lies that lure you into the swirling depths
down the darkest crossroads of your sanity, the most ruthless torturer.
It has the power to bleed you dry, to force out the
warm red liquid fire that resides within your arteries and veins,
fresh as it blossoms scarlet against your droplet-splattered skin.
However, in great contrast,
despite that all, deep down,
it has the kindest heart.
I wanted to wait until my testosterone and caffeine levels were replenished before having a convo of this nature, but I showed up for it as best as I could anyway.
I miss you! Your energy your voice the way you had me out of body my first ever out of body experience while I was at work out of all places folding towels on fitness floor you were my angel you still are you save me everyday from myself you take the darknesses edge off and help me fight for myself on a daily basis even when you aren't here what my x did was some vile demonic shit but your voice your moment in my life is still saving me from what that pos did he almost took me away from life itself and your voice from 1292012 is saving me again from him giving me hope cause you are real hope in my world my heart and soul live because of the strength you gave me you are my balance my other half I need to survive in this world if it wasn't for you, you alone your energy, your soul the way you spoke to me, that crossing at lifetime fitness in Saint Louis park on 1292012 you alone save me thank you! I do miss you I think of you everyday
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