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i might just be in lo-lo-love | hawks x fem!reader

summary. Bumping into him one time was an accident then the second time, until it gradually turns to coincidences. Yet, you've never realized to have your heads over heels for this man.

genre. fluff. sfw.

word count. 600+

warnings. none. just pure fluff <3

notes. inspired by so american by olivia rodrigo <3 it was initially supposed to be long but it was slowly diverting to angst for no reason 😭 anw! enjoy this short one shot! <3

A burst of enormous laughter leaves between both of you. The atmosphere dances in the joy of your relationship as grins plaster on your faces. The music on the radio blasts its harmony as you and him sing forth, enacting gestures and movements.

The speed of the car reaches for the wind as it refreshes the both of you.

Keigo looks at you, a charming smile forms on his pretty lips. You were in a joyful mood, bopping your head. To keep up with your energy, he does the same thing you do.

"You look pretty in my clothes," he smirks as he places his warm hand on your thigh. You feel your face burn as your cheeks are soon painted red, and you clear your throat to focus on driving.

"Stop teasing me," you blush. Keigo only chuckled as he squeezed a squish of your fleshy area. You giggle at the his response. Then, hum with the song.

Soon, you arrived at your destination and the both of you got out of the car. You breathed in the fresh air as you smiled widely and your eyes beamed at the scenery before you.

Being on top of the mountain gave you shivers but from exhilaration. The sun is falling slowly to sleep as it emits a glow of golden light. The trees swayed with the wind with its fluff of colourful variants of leaves. After the fence, the city comes into view.

You sprint with giggles towards the fence before grabbing a hold of it, in awe of the city under you.

"Keigo, this is so beautiful! Come, look at this!"

He watches you run forward as he lets out a grin then follows in pursuit, standing beside you. You had your mouth agape as you carefully studied the cityscape.

As a foreigner in an unfamiliar place, you will never forget how you met him initially, he showed you directions to the restaurant you've been dying to dine at. It took a few bumps of coincidence for you to have the courage, and ask him for dinner. Surprisingly, you and Keigo vibed with each other. Thus, the second date is followed by the third, the fourth, the fifth, and so on.

After all the shitty break-ups and worthless exes you've dated, Keigo was the only man who made you feel like you were a dream to him—it sounds absurd but it's true. However, being in this dream, you fear that sooner or later, you'll wake up to a nightmare... and you don't want that to happen.

"Isn't a heavenly scene? Kei, look there—hey, stop looking at me." You tapped his shoulder rapidly as your gaze lingered on the city.

"I am already looking," you shift your attention to your right side, only to find his eyes on you. You felt a rush of red flowering your cheeks instead you pushed his face backwards.

"Stop it."

"Okay, okay, I will," he chortled as he faced forward.

You place your elbows on the fence as you palmed both of your cheeks, trying to calm the butterflies that emerged in your stomach. Your eyes glance at him on your right side. You spot the corner of his lips tilted upwards subtly as a soft gaze crosses his face. The light of the sun adorned him as it gleamed on his golden-brown eyes. His blonde hair was brushed against the wind and his chin held a bit of a goatee, giving him a suave, chill look. Especially with that casual attire; a clean grey shirt and brown cargo pants matched with numerous accessories.

Oh, why is he so damn handsome?

You feel another rush of butterflies swirling in your abdomen as you abruptly look away.

Oh god, it's just not fair of him to make you feel this much. He is so unfair. Finally, a realization hits your mind that explains your wonders as you let out a silent giggle, enjoying the feels of nature.

You might just be in love with him.

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dashitsxx · 19 days

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if only | various male characters x fem!reader | mha

summary. Maybe leaving him wasn't the best decision to ever do.

genre. dark. explicit smut. nsfw. 18+

word count. 1.7k

characters. aizawa shota (eraserhead). chisaki kai (overhaul). takami keigo (hawks). todoroki touya (dabi).

warnings. dubcon/noncon. all in an established relationship. quirk au. vulgar language. cunnilingus (aizawa). rough fuck. penis in vagina sex. overstimulation. multiple orgasms. creampies. stomach bulge (dabi). manhandling. forcing. evident male dominance. yandere themes. possessive. obsession. mentions of killing (dabi). selfish behaviour. egoistic behaviour. indicated the use of quirk. breeding kink (dabi). praising (dabi).

notes. finally done with this! been itching to post this as quick as possible. i definitely didn't like how i wrote them but enjoy sluts, tried to make it spine-shivering as much as possible! reposting 'cause i found out that tumblr didn't kind of added it into the no. of my posts?? idk why

shota aizawa (eraserhead) — If only you weren't clumsy enough.

Oh love. That was the biggest mistake you have ever made to him. Do you think that you could easily slip away from his sight? Oh my. How dumb of you. You may have a strong quirk but it doesn't surpass his level... and he'll make sure to let it stay that way.

A trembling shaking rattled on the bedframe as you arched your back from the pleasuring sensation. Pants and moans vibrate against the wall of the room. No matter how much you want to try to push the head away from your cunt, your hands prevented you from doing so as it is tightly tied by his binding cloth, whereas with each forceful pull you create, it suddenly stiffens its fabric.

You moan loudly as you squirm under his touch. "Stop moving," he ordered in a vicious tone. Then, a warm wet long stripe was placed on your cunt, making you hold your breath. A strangled moan left your lips as you attempted to break the cloth that was chaining you.

"I-I can't—ah! No, n-ngh! Ah! no, s-stop. Aizawa!" you exclaimed, panting in the process.

"I said stop squirming." he painfully held your hips in place as he halted his motion. Your eyes slide down to him as you find him with a raging fire, "You wouldn't been in this position if only you had been obedient to me."

Then he slowly rises from his position as he continue to glower down at you, "You know you can't escape from me, love."

You heard a rapid swish of fabric as you found your legs bound up in a lewd position, wide open for him. "N-not like this! A-Aiza—" A painful feeling slapped your pussy which made your back arch. "Shut up."

A sinful smirk slowly formed on his lips. Who would have thought that his fantasies would come true? He was thankful that you attempted to escape, but it still does infuriate if you wanted to leave him. He didn't like that idea, nor would he let it happen. Maybe... it is time to mark you.

Then, he quietly placed his hands on the middle of his pants before unzipping it. A look of fear and shock was evident on your face as you knew what it meant

"Aizawa! No, no, no!" you attempt to back away from the raging man, but he grabbed your thighs and pulled you down to him to let you feel his hardened cock with your bare vagina—you moaned at the sensation. Pride was evident on his face as he spoke in a possessive tone.

"I'll always find you, love."

kai chisaki (overhaul)— If only you were fearless.

Darling, darling, darling. Why did you ever think that you would be able to escape from his grasp? He didn't do all those cheesy courtship with no purpose just for you to leave him. He did it all in his satisfaction to have you caged within him despite that you were a great benefit to the yakuza. Hence, you are his possession—and there is no way for you break free.

"Fuck—so... t-tight. Fucking tight." A deep growl emitted from his chest as he thrusts his fat cock into your gummy walls. You moan from your taped mouth and warm tears fall on your cheeks from the overstimulation.

A pleasured moan left his mouth as he stared down at you, a contemptuous smile was plastered on his face. You looked so pretty taking his godly size dick—it fits well with your pussy. Although he's been fucking you for who knows how many rounds, his rage hasn't been satiated yet.

The fact that you tried to leave him really fucking blood-boiled him. He has never felt this way after the heroes attempted to meddle in his business. Upon the thought entering his mind, his eyes darken immediately as he pushed the back of your thighs to your chest.

Your felt your eyes widen at a new sensation as your chest rose, heaving at the new position he put you into. It was the position you knew that would make you feel his size.

Feel him more.

You attempt to push his hands from your thighs with your taped wrists, but it keep slipping off from the body sweat formed. Then, he harshly flicked his hips onto you. Your body jerked as you felt the tip of his dick kissed your womb.

The smile remained on Kai's face as he leaned forward, "Feel that, darling? You're not dumb enough to know what it means." a chuckle erupted from his chest as he pulled out until his tip before slamming back deeply, making your body jerk again and a moan leaving your lips.

Then a sudden shivers crawled on your body under his, making his cock more slick from your cum. Kai lets out a short deep laugh before he slides his hand from your thighs to your clit, having one of your legs hanging on his shoulder.

You try to take in deep breaths as your eyes make contacts with his lust-filled ones. He tilts his head slightly with a naughty smirk.

"You can release one more, right darling? After all, you deserve this punishment."

takami keigo (hawks) — If only you weren't slow.

Sweetheart, you knew that you could never outrun him—so, why did you still do it? You are one dumb girl with a mediocre quirk, but he still loves you. It's just that your stupid mind persuaded you to leave him. Says who? He gave you no order about that—in fact, you have no rights to step away. Once he laid his eyes on you, he knew that he had to fly and catch you.

"Ngh-ah! Fuck! K-Keigo!"

"That's it. Moan my name, sweetheart."

He grabbed your hips before pulling it to his hips with a tight grip, hitting your g-spot perfectly. You hiss at the sensation as you gently place your forehead on the wall, trying to catch your breath. Hawks continued to thrust in your pussy, but it wasn't the usual way he does. He never would have acted so rough to you if you hadn't tried to hide and run away from him.

It aches his heart to put you in this position, but you need to learn your lesson.

Pants and groans escaped his lips as he pushed you more to the wall, drunk in bliss. He snakes his arms around your chest, grabbing one of your tits to twist your nipples and waist to hold you—he wants to feel your skin. Only moans are emitted from you as you try to pull away from him while clawing his arms.

"Ah, ah, ah. Sweetheart, you'll only make it worse. Hah... s-shit. J-Just allow me–ngh–to fuck you like this," he pauses as he pulls his hips until his tip is in you before slamming it deeply to your cunt, you arch your back greatly as you moan—uttering curses beneath your breath. "You'll eventually like this..."

Yes, you will like this. He'll do anything to keep you and a good hard fuck may help him hinder your ability to walk and run.

Maybe, that is a good idea—it'll let him keep watch of you. The thought of that made him more aroused as he slowly quickened his pace. Yet, you were too fucked up in pleasure to notice the malicious intent your boyfriend had in mind.

But it's okay, as long as he has you—he'll do anything.

"Sweetheart, you know I am the only man for you, oh—ngh? Ah—fuck... hmm, right?"

todoroki touya (dabi) — If only you were strong enough.

Dilly dally doll, such a beauty you are. Yet, you are such a fucking pain in the ass. You dare to escape from him—were you insane enough to consider that he'll never find you? Doll, you are wrong there. You have such a weak body with a weak quirk, he definitely doesn't want you to go to unknown places because he actually fucking cares about you. Maybe... there is another method to keep you by his side.

Deep grunts and vulgar words escaped the scarred lips of the villain as he gripped your plump sides, shooting thick ropes of white sticky liquid in your womb.

"Take it all like a good girl, doll. That's it." he licked his lips in satisfaction as he watched the erotic scene before him.

You look so pretty under him, just being a perfect cumdump for him. Although, he just hated your pettiness—who told you that you could leave him? Just because he accidentally put on a show of his ruthless killings of heroes in front of you, you had the nerve to escape. He is just doing his job, it's not really a big deal.

His eyes darken at the thought.

He pulled his dick out of your swollen pussy, letting the cum leak from your hole and giving a painful smack on your ass. A smirk forms on his face as he slides the leak sensually back into your hole, "That's the right place. Keep it in, doll. I really don't want you to piss me off again after that silly little stunt you've pulled."

You yelp in pain when you feel a stinging heat place on your clit as you comply with his order, carrying your body in a doggy position.

A boost of confidence fires in Dabi's core as he looks at your pussy clenching to hold his essence in you. But his ego wasn't the only one that fired in you, his huge cock was standing up again. He contemplates methods

Maybe, there is a way to let you stay with him.

Before you even attempted to get up from your bruising position, your face was suddenly pushed on the bed mercilessly, your ass at a higher height with an inviting pussy, and you felt a prodding tip in your entrance as it was gone in.

A loud moan from you echoed the room smelled of sex and sweat as Dabi let out a hiss to your tightness even if your mixed essence with his served as a lube.

"Touya! Wait, I-I just came!" you exclaimed, turning your head to the side.

A deep chuckle emitted from his chest as he snapped his hips against yours. You felt a protruding bulge on your belly when he snapped, jerking your body in reaction. His eyes held a purpose behind those lust and temptation as he leaned down, marking you with hickeys.

"I need to make sure that my baby mama doesn't waste a drop of my cum. I am certain you'll be a great mama, doll."

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dashitsxx · 1 month

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dear | maki zenin x gn!reader

summary. It all took one question for your girlfriend to breakdown. The struggles and problems shed light of truths on the darkness of your curiousities.

genre. angst. hurt/comfort. sfw.

word count. 1.3k

warnings. curse user!maki. citizen!reader. major spoilers ahead from maki's past. crying (maki). cursing. comfort.

notes. dedicated to @theprismyyy! i hope you loved this—i think my writing isn't that much good enough here 😭 i also apologize for the very late post! it took so long for me to write and post this (fuck uni :) ), but omg, i kind of teared up here with this oneshot, my babygirl hasn't had anyone to release her pent-up feelings :(( thank you for your request, it was fun to write this!

Your attention shifted upon hearing the main door opening with a quiet ding. You quickly wiped your hands on your apron as you switched the stove off before walking towards the living room. A giddy feeling erupted in your veins since it had been a while since you'd seen her. After almost a month of waiting, she's finally back.

Heavy footsteps echoed against the wooden floor as a tall green haired woman with glasses peeked from the wall.

Your lips curl into a smile as you open your arms, offering a hug. The corners of your girlfriend's lips lifts up as she quickly walks to you, basking in the warmth of your arms as she wraps hers around your waist. Solace greeted her as a sigh of content and relief left her mouth.

You place a hand on her chopped hair (or maybe burned), carressed it on the process, which calms her down. It has been a long time since both of you have been together, just peacefully enjoying each other's embrace.

You both slowly pull away, but still in each other's arms. "I missed you, Y/N."

A cherry tone adorned your cheeks as your eyes twinkled by her words, "I missed you too, Maki," you gently place your lips on hers as she returned back the kiss with the same emotions you've both been feeling and you knew that it was finally time to have a discussion regarding Maki. You had numerous questions flying in your mind as time passes by. Although, you respected by waiting for your girlfriend to open up to you—seeing her scars was a different matter.

It terrified you.

You actually thought she might die after she returned home. Her face was all battered up, her skin was painfully flesh of red burns, and blood stained all over your body. You felt your heart dropped upon seeing her state. If only you never had the experience of first aid and the powers she attained, your girlfriend would have probably died.

Yet, you never asked her what happened.

After a short while, you and Maki walked to the dining room to eat for dinner. After preparing everything, you sat together instead of facing each other. Then, it was quiet, only the clanks of utensils against the plates sounded in the corners of the room.

Your throat was itching to ask Maki questions. How was she? Are there people following her? What happened to her? Why did it take her so long to come home? Despite your urge to ask, you just couldn't. Maybe, you were afraid of learning something you'd rather close your ears off and ignore. However, you knew it would hurt both of you in the long run.

"Y/N."

A tender tone called your name as you snapped out of your thoughts before shifting your full attention towards your girlfriend. You raise your eyebrows in curiosity as you hum.

"Are you okay?" Maki worriedly asks. She had a slight frown evident on her face as you smiled, "Of course, my dear. Well, how about you?"

You hear a short take in of breath, indicating her hesitancy, but she nods in reply, "Yes, I am too."

Then, silence greeted between the atmosphere once again, but this time you felt a bit awkward. Maybe, it was just you because of your overthinking. You continue to spoon yourself a soup to pretend the awkwardness is not present. This is what almost a month of no contact may do.

"Actually, no. I am not."

Your head quickly whipped in her direction. You saw her—her eyes staring down at her fumbling fingers placed on her lap. One of her legs bounced repeatedly against the ground. You conclude that she was nervous and scared as you reach your arm before placing your hand on top of the thigh, "It's okay. Take your time, Maki." You assure her in the most gentle voice. "I am just here."

You pulled your seat closer to hers, still holding her softly. Around ten minutes has passed, yet both of you still remain in the same position as you wait for your girlfriend to talk. The food has gone cold as the clock ticks above the doorway. Despite the surroundings still resuming its role, it was different between the both of you—it's as if it stopped, so suddenly, you didn't know what it was.

"I have a sister..." Maki begins. A gasp almost escaped your lips instead your jaw dropped and a hand was above it. Yet, that didn't really bother your girlfriend. "Her name is Mai, she is my younger sister. When we were young, we were pretty close with each other. There was a moment that we ha—no, that I promised I would stay with her forever. However, I broke it since I was ostracized in my family for not having cursed energy unlike my sister. I couldn't handle it anymore until I left," a pause emerged before she continued. "It was difficult being away from her until I went to Tokyo High and started training there, it helped me a bit to not always think about Mai."

A shaky deep breath was exhaled from her lips. She was still bouncing her leg as you glanced at her scarred fingers to only see them twiddled and trembled. You were not gonna lie, but you have never seen Maki in this state. She had her eyes roaming around except you, her skin went pale, and she just felt fucked up with her mental state. You didn't know what to do in this situation. but just listen to her.

"Then things were being fucked up recently. I had to go back to my clan just to get tools but my own father decided to attack me and my sister. My own father! How preposterous. He was killing us... then my sister—Mai sacrificed her life for me." A trembling tone emitted from her voice as Maki fisted her hands tightly, resisting the urge to burst out. "W-what I just hate about is that I knew Mai hated me for leaving her and I wanted a chance for us to be okay again like when we were children. I want—oh gosh, why?" Warm tears fall on the back of your hand as you quickly pull Maki's chair in your direction before leaving your seat to crouch down and look at her. Your hand was still on her thighs.

"T-that's why I-I look like t-this and g-gone f-for a month," an unstable, stuttering tone was evident as salt teardrops descended from her face to her thighs and your hand. Her shoulders shook with her cries.

"Just cry it out, Maki," you whispered softly. You attempt to stare at her face but she averts your gaze. You pursue your lips as you reach your hand out to hold her chin, facing towards you. "It's okay, Maki. You don't need to continue. I am sorry I wasn't there when you needed someone the most. You don't have to act tough, just tell me—I will always be there to listen." You comfort her as your hand slides from her chin to her cheek, wiping the streaks of warm tears. Her eyes still looking down.

"I may not know your sister well, but I am sure she cares for you despite what she felt. You both protected each other from your father until the end," you paused. "She loves you, Maki. That's... maybe why she sacrificed for you."

Finally, Maki's eyes took a glance at you as a homely smile formed on your mouth as you stood up and wrapped your arms around her shoulders, pulling her to your warmth. "She loves you, Maki." You spoke in a tone that mixed with assurance and a hint of sadness for the death of her sister.

There was sudden wetness spreading on your shirt as Maki hid her face on your abdomen as she clinged to your body tightly. A loud, muffled sob emitted from her lips as she bawled. You rubbed her back and her head repeatedly to comfort her, whispering to cry it out.

You bent down before kissing the top of her head, "I am always here for you, my dear."

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i'll wait for your love | gojo satoru x fem!reader | (I)

summary. If only you had given attention to the emotions your boyfriend felt in your relationship, it would have never reached to this point.

genre. angst. sfw.

word count. 1.4k

warnings. modern au. messy plot. in an established relationship. toxic relationship. toxic!gojo. mean!gojo. toxic!reader. prob workaholic!reader. inconsiderate behaviour. mentions of actions of neglect/abandonment (reader). invalidation of feelings (reader & gojo). fighting. mentions of past arguments. cursing. yelling/shouting. a bit of egoistic behaviour (reader). miscommunication. abrupt toxic break-up. party. light drinking.

notes. ngl, i love ariana's eternal sunshine :(( it's her best album, i fear! her songs are so pretty especially this one--but i might have probably used the painful interpretation in this song, but i kind of didn't like the plot i thought tho... but anw, have fun!! also, there might be a possibility of continuation of this one-shot. not sure about it yet :))

"You know what? Fuck you," Satoru cursed at you aggressively as he stormed out of the living room. Your jaw dropped, taken back by what your partner said. Did he just curse you? He did. He just told you to go off. You feel your blood boiling, you cocked your jaw as you pursued his steps to the bedroom.

You push the door open forcefully as Gojo sits on the bed with his head in his hands.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" You questioned him firmly with crossed arms. However, he didn't give any response to you while you waited. Annoyance soared through your body as you spoke in the same emotion you were currently feeling, "Do you have a problem with me? Talk to me, Gojo. You are really pissing me off!"

A huge snort left Gojo's lips as he lifted his head, tilting it in the process. " 'What's wrong with me?' That's what you are asking? God, Y/N," he vexes at you. This time, your expression transforms into confusion, which makes your boyfriend feel exasperated. "You really don't know?"

He turns his head away from you while your expression remains unchanged. "It's always like this, isn't it? You don't even know…" A sudden pang shoots through your chest as you hear a trembling tone in his voice. What does he mean? You wonder. What have you done wrong? You walk closer to him but keep a certain distance. "Please, Satoru, talk to me."

Another snort leaves his lips and looks up at you, behind his bright ocean eyes were burning in rage red flames. He was angr—no, furious.

"You are so unbelievable. I can't even imagine why I am still dating you."

Your current emotional state was abruptly replaced by a look of shock, causing your mouth to hang open and your eyes to widen. The corner of your lips twitched as you exclaimed, "Why are you getting so angry at me for no reason? What's wrong with you?" Your voice rose in volume as you spoke.

"For no reason?!" Gojo stood up abruptly, deathly glaring into your eyes. "I am fucking infuriated because of you!"

"Then, what the hell did I do? I have never done anything wrong!"

"Yes, you did!"

"What is it?!"

"You abandoned me!"

Pain flashed through your eyes as the tension brewed more bitter in the atmosphere. Stinging silence surged between the both of you, but a heave of breaths sounded in the room. What did he mean?

"I—w-what?" You stutter, yet your boyfriend sarcastically chuckles. "Remember the time when I booked us for dinner? I waited for 2 hours, but you never came. Why? Work. Oh, how about the other time when I asked you to pick me up? Another 2 hours wasted, again. Why again? Work again! What a world record!" His hands turn into fists as veins pop off underneath his skin.

"Also, the time when I fucking needed you the most because I was going through something—where were you? Over at the club, having fun with you coworkers and just getting fucking wasted, just for me to bring you back home." There was a bitter taste present in his voice.

You shake your head as you approach him carefully. "I-I never mean—" But he cuts you off and dares to continually speak.

"By the way, I love the part where you just went batshit crazy on me for no reason last week! I love the time you stormed out and ignored me for the whole day while in the same house. I love it, really. Now, who is being unreasonable between us?" Gojo gives you a full hand clap as if you have achieved something innovative. A puzzled expression was displayed on your face, you didn't know how to react or what to say. You didn't know Gojo was feeling this way, well, he should have told you sooner then.

You opened your mouth shakily and asked, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

A loud, ridiculing sound escaped Satoru's lips. "It's because you never listened," he gritted through his teeth. This time, you rolled your eyes. "I would have listened if you had told me sooner."

He placed his hands on his waist, making a mocking face and said, "Well, I tried! And you never did! Because you are so focused on your stupid work!" You noticed his voice raising in volume and his words made your blood boil hotter. "Stupid work? I work because I want us to live a life where we do not have to worry about money! I work for us to have food on the table! Are you not proud I do that for you, for us?!"

"I don't even give a shit about the money!"

"But I do! I want to live a comfortable life!"

"But how about me? Have you ever thought about my feelings, Y/N?! My feelings."

You clamp your mouth shut and bite the insides of your cheek, unsure what to say. The once-forgotten silence lingers once again. A sudden urge to escape emerged in you and honestly, you were tired of this arguing with Satoru. With that, you let out a defeated sigh.

"I don't want to talk anymore, Satoru. Come on, let's go to bed. We can talk about it tomorrow morning," you attempt to persuade him, yet your boyfriend widens his enchanting eyes in disbelief. He couldn't believe you.

Satoru gave a sarcastic laugh as he mutters the word, 'unbelievable.' This only made you frown as you walked closer to him. You reach your arm out to touch him, but before you are even an inch closer, he aggressively slaps it away. Your jaw dropped open at his action and this time—something in you snapped.

Shouts after shouts echoed in the room, bursting in anger. Words were thrown against each other. The stress accumulated from the relationship and work got the best of you.

"I'm done with you. I'm fucking leaving you," Gojo walks out of the bedroom and you sit down on the bed, placing your head in your hands. "Go on then, like I care." You utter under your breath. You were so exhausted and your throat was feeling sore because of the yells you voiced out a while ago.

A huge bang reverberated throughout the entire house, which indicated that your boyfriend left the house. You lift your head before a tired sigh escapes your lift. You didn't want to deal with all the stress you are currently feeling instead you brushed it off by settling yourself into bed. You figured that Satoru would be back in the morning.

However, you were wrong.

A year later...

You take a sip of your wine as you give a huge grin towards the capturing camera, flashing brightly in your direction. You giggled as your friends cracked a laugh. Conversations continued before you informed them to leave for some breeze.

There were some hazy-looking objects as you tipsily walked, the wine glass being supported by the hold of your hand. It took you a while to find a room with a balcony til you encountered an open door. Currently, you were invited to an event hosted by your company in a 5-star hotel. You were definitely enjoying the night you deserved. However, you got a bit carried away with your alcohol intake.

Your heels clack against the floor as you enter the empty room before proceeding to the balcony. You sigh in contentment once the wind brushes your face, your hair dancing with it. You lift your head up to stare at the gleaming light between the vast ocean of darkness and luminary clusters. The moon had a very light shade of blue around its rim as your eyes continuously gazed at it.

You leaned your arms on the railings of the balcony. No matter how you try to push them to the back of your mind, even the celestial body reminds you of him. That darn white and blue shade, you curse.

Nevertheless of your daydreaming of missing him, progressive footsteps vibrate through the ground, which you had not given attention to.

Until they spoke, "Y/N."

Your eyes widened at the familiar voice behind you as you turned your body to find the source of the voice you were now facing upfront. A disbelief expression replaced the tranquillity you felt a while ago. You feel your body nervously shake at the figure in front of you, not in fear but in anxiety. You shakily move your mouth as you utter the name you have never attempted to leave your lips.

"Satoru."

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thank you so much dear!! you are so sweet!!!

gentlewoman | maki zenin x fem!reader

summary. In a world of boys, she's a gentleman.

genre. fluff. sfw.

word count. 1.2k

warnings. none

notes. dedicated to @theprismyyy! thank you for your request, i certainly enjoyed gushing over maki completely in this, i added some elements to make it fluffier, hehe. i do apologize for the late post, huhu but have a great day love! <3

You quietly enter the library, the smell of books hits your nose. It wasn't a disturbing smell rather it was a relief to the mind. You inhaled deeply as you spot a certain dark green hair at the front desk, talking to the librarian. But before you even got to wave, she had her eyes on you, a huge grin evident on her face. She ushered a gesture, signalling you to come to her, which you followed happily.

Once you were near her, you bumped her shoulder purposely with a playful smile. Maki returned a joking glare at you as she chuckled quietly before grabbing a soft hold of your wrist as she led you to where she was staying. When you got to your table, you placed your bag on the table as Maki gently pulled your chair behind you to let comfortably sit.

A red rush flowered your cheeks as you opened your mouth, "Thank you, Maki." You sit down as you pull out your notes to study a material. Maki walked around the table as she sat in front of you, doing the same.

Then, pure silence emerges between the two of you, just a serene atmosphere embracing the air. As you glide your fingers over your written keynotes in ink, you slowly shift your eyes to Maki.

There she was; her face contorted in a focused gaze as she moved her lips, muttering the different forms of words. Her bangs slightly covered some parts of her face that you couldn't deny that she looked calming to look at, especially since the orange-yellow light of the afternoon sun softly hit her skin, blending perfectly in color. She was shining in the sun, always was.

The corner of your lips curled slightly at the scene before you, and then you return your attention to the material.

After half an hour, Maki decided to take a rest from taking notes as she was about to call your name, she halted herself. There you are; arms folded on the table to act as a pillow for your head as your eyes are closed, your eyelashes fluttering your skin.

What a sleepyhead, she thought.

A small smile formed on Maki's lips as she noticed that strands of your hair were blocking your face then formed into a small frown. It looked like it was annoying you. She lets out a small puff.

She pulled her body up and reached her arm out to yours. Her hand was centimetres away from your face as she carefully brushed the hair off your face. While she brushed, her hand came in contact with your skin and upon contact, she felt an electrifying feeling erupting in her chest. It startled her, but she didn't retract her hand back.

The smile was still on her face, eyes soft. She silently watched you as she propped her elbow and placed her chin on her palm, appreciating the scene before her.

You stretched your arms as you felt some bone cracks, releasing tension. Maki followed you behind as she adjusted her shoulder bag. You narrowed your eyes before turning away. "You didn't wake me up, you bonehead." You frown.

Maki let out an entertained laugh, which made you turn your head at her and glare. The librarian shushed towards your direction. Maki slapped a hand over her mouth, but the shaking of her shoulders didn't even try to hide it. You only rolled your eyes as you walked forward, leaving her behind.

"Y/N! Wait, I am sorry, I didn't wake you up... you looked really peaceful. Just didn't want to disturb you. Come on, I'll bring your things and walk you to the dorm."

You only pouted and gave your little bag to her because you knew Maki would keep pestering you insisting that she carry your things, which eventually led you to give up. You didn't mind it at all. In fact, you love her actions.

Maki went ahead of you as she opened the entrance door, "After you." She gently says. You blush slightly and skip towards the exit, Maki following in pursuit.

While on the way to your dorm, waves of laughter and teasing were voiced out between the two of you, delving into topics that concern teachers, homeworks, and schoolmates. The both of you showed clearly the happiness you both emit when together.

Everyone knows the feelings you harbor for each other--it was actually annoying the shit out of them as they wonder when you two will finally be together. But maybe both of you were just waiting for the right time.

Each step you both make echoes through the halls as joyful voices bounce down the wall. Arms brushed against each other so slightly, yet it made you feel butterflies flutter in your stomach. It will definitely be an interaction you'll think about for how many weeks.

Once you arrived at your door, you took out your key and unlocked your door. You turn around as Maki hands you your bag, "Thank you for carrying it, you really didn't have to."

She shakes her head, giving you a playful grin, "I wanted to."

A light red tone flushes your cheeks. Then, silence suddenly bores between the both of you. Shifting bodies and fiddling fingers were the actions you were giving.

"Maki-"

"Y/N-"

A surprised expression crossed your faces before bursting into peals of laughter. It formed tears between your eyelids as you wiped them, "What were you gonna say, Maki?"

She massages her stomach to ache the laughing pain, "No, no, no, you go first."

"No, you first."

"No, you."

You gave a death glare at Maki who suddenly put her hands up in defense then let them down as she clasped her hands behind her. It is something she does when she is nervous, In fact, she is very nervous to the point she might hurl. Yet, she shakes the thought. Maki was silent for moments.

You patiently wait for her to speak up as you stare at her intently, this makes even her more sweat until she inhales deeply to prepare herself. She tries to keep eye contact with you before opening her mouth, "I was wondering if you'd like to..." She trailed off.

Yet you had the same movement, just waiting. This made Maki's palm sweat even more, "If you'd like to go on a dat-"

"I would love to." You cut her off, shocking Maki with your quick response.

She finally sets her eyes on yours, which displayed sparks of anticipation and excitement, this made her grin widely at your reaction. She tries to resist the curls on the corner of her lips. A red tone softly paints her cheeks.

"I would love to, Maki. Text me the details." You repeat as much as you want to jump around in exhilaration, you prevented from doing so. You didn't want to overwhelm Maki.

Maki decides to go back to her dorm which was actually four doors away from you as both of you forbade your goodbyes. Maki was certainly in the heads of clouds, happy with your answer. However, before she was two steps away from your door, she recalled something.

"Y/N!" Maki calls your name.

You peeked out from the door and raised an eyebrow.

Makit tilts her head slightly and opens her mouth, "What were you going to say a while ago?"

A furrow on your eyebrows formed, wondering what she was saying until it clicked. A mischievous smile formed on your mouth, your eyes squinting slightly as you placed a finger on your lips.

"Secret."

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gentlewoman | maki zenin x fem!reader

summary. In a world of boys, she's a gentleman.

genre. fluff. sfw.

word count. 1.2k

warnings. none

Then, pure silence emerges between the two of you, just a serene atmosphere embracing the air. As you glide your fingers over your written keynotes in ink, you slowly shift your eyes to Maki.

The corner of your lips curled slightly at the scene before you, and then you return your attention to the material.

What a sleepyhead, she thought.

A small smile formed on Maki's lips as she noticed that strands of your hair were blocking your face then formed into a small frown. It looked like it was annoying you. She lets out a small puff.

The smile was still on her face, eyes soft. She silently watched you as she propped her elbow and placed her chin on her palm, appreciating the scene before her.

"Y/N! Wait, I am sorry, I didn't wake you up... you looked really peaceful. Just didn't want to disturb you. Come on, I'll bring your things and walk you to the dorm."

Maki went ahead of you as she opened the entrance door, "After you." She gently says. You blush slightly and skip towards the exit, Maki following in pursuit.

Everyone knows the feelings you harbor for each other—it was actually annoying the shit out of them as they wonder when you two will finally be together. But maybe both of you were just waiting for the right time.

Once you arrived at your door, you took out your key and unlocked your door. You turn around as Maki hands you your bag, "Thank you for carrying it, you really didn't have to."

She shakes her head, giving you a playful grin, "I wanted to."

A light red tone flushes your cheeks. Then, silence suddenly bores between the both of you. Shifting bodies and fiddling fingers were the actions you were giving.

"Maki-"

"Y/N-"

A surprised expression crossed your faces before bursting into peals of laughter. It formed tears between your eyelids as you wiped them, "What were you gonna say, Maki?"

She massages her stomach to ache the laughing pain, "No, no, no, you go first."

"No, you first."

"No, you."

Yet you had the same movement, just waiting. This made Maki's palm sweat even more, "If you'd like to go on a dat-"

"I would love to." You cut her off, shocking Maki with your quick response.

"I would love to, Maki. Text me the details." You repeat as much as you want to jump around in exhilaration, you prevented from doing so. You didn't want to overwhelm Maki.

"Y/N!" Maki calls your name.

You peeked out from the door and raised an eyebrow.

Makit tilts her head slightly and opens her mouth, "What were you going to say a while ago?"

A furrow on your eyebrows formed, wondering what she was saying until it clicked. A mischievous smile formed on your mouth, your eyes squinting slightly as you placed a finger on your lips.

"Secret."

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bakugo katsuki

don't you ignore me | fem!reader, angst, smut, 18+

hawks (takami keigo)

i might just be in lo-lo-love | fem!reader, fluff, sfw

various

if only | fem!reader, dark, explicit smut, 18+ | eraserhead, overhaul, hawks, dabi

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don't you ignore me | bakugo katsuki x fem!reader

summary. Maybe if Bakugo wasn't being a piece of shit to you, you wouldn't ignore and be bothered by his treatment towards you. However, you need to make him realize his actions, yet his temper always creates the most unexpected outcomes.

genre. angst. explicit smut. 18+

word count. 1.7k

warnings. dubcon. in an established relationship. adult!bakugo. hero!bakugo. citizen!reader. lots of cursing. arguments. aggressive behaviour. bitter and painful words (bakugo). communication issues. hints of possessiveness. a bit of egoistic behavior. degradation. dominance. manhandling. fingering. cunnilingus. slight choking.

Silence bore between the two lovers, yet it was not the quietness of peace. It’s as if one of you stands waiting to be ignited before exploding. You crossed your arms and legs as you swung your foot back and forth, an annoyed expression crossed your face while in front of you was a glaring red-eyed man staring at you with a temper much worse than yours.

Bakugo clicked his tongue in annoyance, “Oi, aren’t you going to talk? Are you listening to me?" You only glared at him. It was his fault, anyway. So, why should you be bothered to communicate with him when he has no will to do it with you? It was always his profession, here, there, this, everywhere.

You understood him, always.

Yet it was unfair in your case; every time you asked him to do something for you, he would always reject it and prioritize his job before you. You even wonder if you were still his girlfriend or just a fucking maid. You didn't have to explain yourself with that, he should realize how he treats you. You sighed disappointedly at his response as you stood from the couch noiselessly before dashing upstairs to your bedroom. Bakugo stared at you with wide eyes, furious at your disrespect to him, especially your silence. He lets out a chuckle as he follows you. "Y/N. Talk to me, come on. What the fuck is your problem? Come on, babe. Fucking talk to me! You are making me look like a fool." Bakugo complained angrily. You pick up your pace, still ignoring him. "Stop fucking ignoring me!" Finally, Bakugo exploded.

A deafening reverberates in the bedroom as you harshly close the door. A shout followed once you entered your room. There were loud and quick strides that echoed behind the door. “Oi, Y/N! Don’t you ignore me!” Bakugo shouted aggressively. You ignored the loud voice of your boyfriend. Consequently, this made Bakugo bang on the door like a lunatic. “Hey, I am fucking talking to you! Stop being a bitch and open up the door!” He demanded furiously.

Your jaw clenched upon hearing his words as you sit up before inhaling deeply. “Leave. me. the. fuck. alone. Katsuki. Just go and do your job by fucking other women!” You screamed back at him with a tone emphasising the words.

You stomp loudly on the ground as you heavily lay your body down on the bed. The shouts and screams by Bakugo continued as he continuously bangs the door. He can blast your door with his quirk at any moment, but despite his irritable temper, he is never reckless with his actions.

This situation resumes between you and your boyfriend for 5 more minutes until the banging stops. You waited a few moments to expect another banging, but it never came. When you feel like Bakugo has given up, you reach up to grab your pillow to place it on your face before gripping it and screaming as loud as you can.

“Asshole! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" Your muffled screams vibrated through the pillow. You were frustrated at your boyfriend. In a relationship, generally, people expressed that communication is the key to a healthy relationship. You agree with that perception while hoping to experience where you and your significant other are open towards each other, with no shyness or fear present. But with Bakugo, it was the opposite. He was loud, but it meant that he never listened. There were a lot of circumstances you can name where you tried to get him to listen to you. He always wanted people to follow him, including you. You love Bakugo, but you hate that part about him. His pride was a problem to you and the relationship itself. It hinders you from attempting to be open with your lover.

Sometimes, a thought passes by saying it would be better if you weren't in a relationship. You remove the pillow from your face as you blankly stare at the ceiling.

Should you break up with him? Suddenly, a frame appeared in your view. A loud gasp left your lips as you propped your elbows. The man in front of you had a deadly grin and eyes that were blazing fire as if his stare would kill you in seconds.

"The fuck did you just say, babe?" He gritted through his teeth. Your eyes dilated upon seeing your boyfriend. Your lips shake from fright as you try to form your words, "H-how... w-what, h-how did you..."

A chuckle left Bakugo's mouth as he trapped you between his body and the bed, slowly climbing up, "Babe, you are not the one who is only living here, hmm? But I want to know what you said a while ago."

You frown upon what he said—did you say it out loud? You never meant it. It was the heat of the moment. In a million years, you never wish for that to happen even if it passes in your mind. You back away slowly, "What do you mean? I didn't say anything..."

Another sarcastic chuckle was emitted by your boyfriend as he pushed himself up on his knees and cracked his knuckles soundly. You feel shivers spreading through your body as you wait for his turn to speak. His silence was fearing you.

Suddenly, he yanked your ankles towards him, leaving you to yelp in surprise. As he climbs between your legs and then bends down to you. With that, he begins to your face with his right hand, drawing in a ticklish manner. Gently, his thumb stops at your lips. You stare at Bakugo's face, only to see him, licking his lips sensually. He unhurriedly pushes his thumb between the gap of your lips as you allow him. The push of your tongue down made your back arched, your crotch inches away from his.

"You know, baby? I admire your courage, really do." Bakugo snickers as his hand leaves your mouth to slowly slide down to your neck, the saliva trailing your chin.

"It is one of the things I love about you... however, you can't fuck with me with that foolishness of yours."

A sudden, rough placement was rubbing your clothed pussy, and you gasped loudly at the sensation. Pleasure soared through your body despite the brutish action of Bakugo. He sneered at your reaction, it was definitely satisfying to see you squirming at his touch below him as always.

His right hand proceeds to lift your shirt up to free your breasts from the confinement of the fabric, "You say you wanna break up with me, huh? What the fuck you have been drinking for you to say that?" He mocks.

As his other hand hooks your shorts and panty to the side before sliding a finger up your slit. A moan erupted from your lips, "Oh my gosh, Katsuki!" You could not reply to his mocks due to the unbelievable satisfaction that he always gives you.

"This slut can't even give an answer." Bakugo grabs a nipple by his lips, sucking it harshly before switching to your other boob. You hissed in response. Bakugo always knows how to make you shut up, it wasn't your fault you couldn't answer.

"Perhaps, I should fuck you hard to get that pissy attitude out of your pussy... and I'll make sure that you would never think about leaving me. I guess this is what you deserve after fucking ignoring me the whole day." A deadly grin formed on Bakugo's lips as he let go of your nipples.

Your eyes widen as you quickly place your hands on his huge forearms. "W-wait! Katsuki! Ah!" You moan loudly as your boyfriend inserts two of his thick fingers in your cunt, making you feel full.

Like the expert he is, he harshly thrusts his fingers with his thumb circling your clit rapidly. You suck in a deep breath as your back arches greatly. The squelch of your pussy entertained Bakugo as he felt this great pride overpowering him.

"Look at how wet you are, babe. No one will ever get you this wet other than me."

The words of Bakugo only passes through the other ear as you feel dizzy at the pleasure. While you attempt to at least decrease the sensation, Bakugo notices it as he chuckles.

He then placed his palm flat on your pelvis area, pushing you to prevent you from moving away from him, but this didn't help you one bit. It made it more difficult for you to resist the upcoming hurl around your stomach. You squirm around his hold, "S-slow down! F-fuck, Bakugo!" You plead while leaving long streaks of red marks, digging your nails.

Yet, your boyfriend ignored the pain. He only curved his lips upwards as he continued to finger you at a merciless speed. You were a mess; beads of sweat formed all around your body; hair was in a dishevelled state; and a fucked-up pleasure expression crossed your face.

As you are in bliss, you don't notice your boyfriend go down on you. Then you feel a long wet stripe along your hole, and you take a sharp inhale. "Oh fuck, Katsuki!"

A snicker left his lips as he licked your slit deliberately. His red eyes stare at you, "You're lucky, I'd be the one fucking you like this. A lot are lining up just to get a taste of me."

His thumb continues to rub your clit. "But no man will be able to satisfy you like I do. Well, I don't plan to let them either." A possessive tone was evident in his voice.

You open your mouth to retract back at him, but he laps his tongue on your sensitive bud, making you twist. You slid your hand from his forearms to grab his hair hard.

He was ruthless as he pushes your hips down to prevent you moving carelessly. Katsuki sucks your clit repeatedly. Yet, you only gave moans and whimpers until a sudden twist feeling quickly emerges, releasing in your stomach as you heave.

"Oh, I'm cumming! I'm cumming!" You muttered repeatedly, which made your boyfriend laps his tongue in a much brutal pace.

You shiver as you release. Your chest rises up and down as you try to catch your breath. However before you gather yourself up, a hand stops you by pushing your neck down. You cough in the process as you struggle to breathe.

He glowers down at you with intense eyes. He is portaying his dominance over you. Little by little, he leans to your ear, lips slowly tickling the small hairs.

"I am still not done with you."

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something stupid | maki x fem!reader

summary. If only you hadn't fallen in love with someone who wasn't stupid enough to fall for you.

genre. angst. sfw.

word count. 900+

warnings. overthinking. unrequited love. regrets. self-blame. implied past drunken confession.

"Y/N!"

A shout shot across your ears. You turn upon hearing your name as you spot the person you have waited to see for more than a year at a distance. A simple wave was enough to put you in a joy. You smiled widely, returning a wave at her before jogging in her direction quickly. After coming to her, she held her arms out which you jump into.

"You missed me too much, eh?" She teases you.

You face up at her and frown at her teasing. "So what? It was a bit lonely in our hometown, and I missed being with you!" You crossed your arms in a joking manner with a pout on your lips.

Maki lets out a laugh. The wind blew her hair, flowing with her joy. The breeze was fresh, it wasn't cold nor warm, but refreshing. It kissed your skin ever so lightly. She was beautiful. She always was.

In a moment, you snapped out of your thoughts before looping your arm with Maki, "Let's go! I am starving."

You and Maki took a taxi to her house to drop off her things before deciding to hang out in her favorite restaurant. It was the same place where you and her were kids. It was unimaginable how your friendship was lasting this long. You might have thought that friendships that were made during grade school would eventually fade away once in high school or even college.

But Maki being Maki, she was stubborn, fierce, tough, and intelligent. She was straightforward when she told you that she wanted you to be her friend, and you loved her courageous act as you were the complete opposite of her.

"How was Tokyo, hmm? I haven't heard much from you!" You exclaimed to her once your orders arrived. She groaned as she rolled her eyes, yet a smile was plastered on her face.

"There are a lot of people in Tokyo compared to here. But there are a lot of attractions that you can buy tickets from..." Maki delved into her story, which you closely listen to while uttering some comments and expressions here and there.

A resonated laugh emitted from the both of you, "You are very adventurous, Maki. Why didn't you mention this to me?"

Maki shrugged as she continued to speak. Suddenly, your attention diverted to a figure behind Maki, walking towards your table. The figure placed a finger on their lips as once they were near Maki, they put their hands over her glasses, obstructing her sight. "Guess who?"

Maki grabs the wrists of the figure, "Yuta!" A giggle left her lips as she stood up before hugging the man in a tight embrace, to which he returned the gesture. Yuta nodded at you as you responded back the motion he made. You watch as Maki closes the distance between her and Yuta by kissing him passionately on the lips.

You quickly turn away as you feel an ache boring through your chest. After the lovebirds' reunion, they both sat down together as all three of you caught up with the past year of your lives.

After the dinner, all three of you had to go as you walked out of the exit. "Maki!" You called her name as you opened your arms as she chuckled and snaked her arms around you, hugging you.

"I missed you so much, Maki." You softly whispered above her ear. Maki smiled only as you both pulled away. "See you tomorrow, Y/N."

You beam at her and nod as you both wave goodbye and then Maki runs to her boyfriend before looping her arm around his. Now, you were left alone as you painfully stared at the couple, one of whom you'd love forever. The aching hurt circulated through your chest as you clenched your shirt, trying to soothe it. Yet, it never worked.

You feel the breeze harshly brushing onto your skin as if it's reminding you to move on and forget her. However, you couldn't, you never could. Shivers embraced your body.

You watch them slowly getting smaller and smaller as they walk together. Even from afar, love surrounds them in the air. It was what everyone longed for... what you deeply wished for.

You carried yourself to walk in the opposite direction from them, heavy feet forcefully dragged along. Every now and then, you'd always reminisce the times that you and Maki would giggle around walking home together, she would always bring you home first as she insisted that it was a responsibility she made as a friend. She had this confidence in her aura that made you admire her more.

You laugh at the memory before it dies down.

Sometimes, you'd wonder—will things change if you've confessed when sober? What if she wasn't drunk at the same time? What if she was never to leave Tokyo? Would it be you in his place?

You keep thinking and wishing, but it never happened. There was never Y/N and Maki in a relationship, but Y/N and Maki in a friendship. At times, you'd want to scream at the outcome, it was supposed to be you, you! Not Yuta, not him. You did confess first, but he made the move first. Who is to blame then? You. Just you.

No one else.

If only, you were courageous enough to do such an act.

If only, you were straightforward enough to tell her what you feel.

If only, you weren't stupid.

Stupid enough to fall in love with Maki Zenin.

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