He keeps asking me to talk to him but then he interrupts me and yells at me for talking to much “you talk to damn much!” He screams “just get to the fucking point!” “Quick and clear communication is all I want from you”
How can I do what he wants when he yells at me 3 words in
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Would you even believe this was a post about me?
I hardly believe it. Wow I miss this.
12/4/16;3:04pm
I don’t know how I’m gonna feel in twenty years, I don’t know how I’m gonna feel in ten, I don’t know how ill feel in a few months from now. right now though, even if she never gets better, I want not to spend my life with anyone else
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I’m getting back on medication again, I need to regain some control in my life and I don’t think that’s possible without anxiety and ADD medication….we’ll see how this goes.
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“I’m not ready for marriage!”
You’re 25 years old
I’m 23 years old
We’ve been together for 7.5 years
Are you just stringing me along?
Do I keep waiting?
Do I leave because of all the issues.
I was 15 when we started, I was 16 when you moved me out of my dads.
What do I do
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I finally said the words to you!
I don’t wanna be with you anymore….
But then I got scared so I just
Took it back and said I’m sorry this is my fault , I shouldn’t have made you mad, I was just mad too…
But in reality….
I almost made it out
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My constant anxiety , of wondering if he’s sneaking around or not is absolutely killing me,,,,
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The Soup Fork 10.16.23
We were already arguing over something idk what, some stupid thing about doing the dishes.
But then we stopped and tried having dinner together.
“Which bowl is mine?” Either, wait no, the blue one is mine it has a fork”
I thought he was fucking with me…..We were having soup and sandwiches for dinner.
“Really? Why? You made such a big deal about the dishes did you or could you not wash a spoon for yourself!??”
He started yelling at me saying he was confused he always eats his soup with a fork.
Again….wow he must be fucking with me.
No…..he proceeded to yell at me because I need to stop fucking arguing with him he’s serious he eats his soup with a fork all the time I should know that.
He eats his pasta and his soup and his cereal “with a fork just like any other fucking normal person”
He’s gaslighting me?
“He’s gaslighting me”
Over a fight about a fork and the dishes.
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“He makes me feel like giving up”
j.h.m
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