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I want to be so loved that they write poetry about me.

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I want to be happy.

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Living mentally ill is so energy draining, especially when no one in your real life is aware of it.

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Wow, this low feels a little bit concerningly low.

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[insaneyve]

It's messed up when you can't imagine anyone loving you.

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[insaneyve]

I need someone to hug me. I am not going to make it.

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[insaneyve]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I am the worst.

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[insaneyve]

People act like I am evil, I just want to be loved.

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[insaneyve]

Why am I always the one giving complements? Why don't I ever receive them?

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[insaneyve]

I really think we are meant for eachother but I know you that don't care about me.

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[insaneyve]

Imagine being together with a hopeless romantic as a hopeless romantic.

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[insaneyve]

It hurts to see so many people relating to my posts.

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[insaneyve]

He definitely like her more.

It's okay, I get it. I wouldn't love myself either.

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[insaneyve]

I crave deep love.

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[insaneyve]

I dont know how longer I can survive.

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[insaneyve]

A day doesn't go by without my mother body shaming me. What can I do about the fact that I am tall?

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[insaneyve]

Tomorrow is going to be DAY 1 of acting like the version of myself I deserve. I will update here daily.

Waking up at 5 a.m., engaging in some form of workout (going to the gym on alternate days), avoiding binge eating, studying for at least 3 hours, and sticking to my skincare routine.

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