Welcome to my tumblr, i'm posting some of my artworks and irl stuffs. I'm just a 28 years old full time factory worker who are chasing the broken art dreams.
Nothing have been drawing this week, so i just posting my old artwork. I really want to draw but i have to wait until sunday, traumas really stopped me to draw anything.
Back to 2020, before i got a new jobs, before i got a new tablet... i'm just a 20-ich child with no job and only living alone inside a poor house for 3 years, and this is everything i can share with you guys of my sketchbook which i still keep it until now, only 4 pages are "Reasonable" to share here after 6 months chasing art dreams, then i quitted, deleted everything and leave behind that failure art dreams.
Why?
Because i don't have tablet.
Since my parent doesn't support my art dreams, and of course i had almost 8 years of jobless and rely on my parent moneys... i know, i wasted almost a decade since i turned to 18 to live like a child no care about works and making money.
“You’ve been to the gates of the Underworld and back, and that didn’t change that it’s still you.” 🔥💙
I’m late to this trend, but I finally got around to drawing it! Idia was the perfect choice since he’s such a gamer and I know he would enjoy Undertale. I wanted to show his growth as a person and how despite everything he’s been through, it’s still him. Idia went from doing anything to escape his past and reality, to realizing that he can live, that there is still a future for him as long as he shows the strength to pursue it.
Anyways, enough of my Idia ramblings. I’m about to lose my mind over the new Vil event and cards, like I never redraw cards but I’m on my way to draw that new Vil card right now. Hope you all enjoy and get ready for many Vil posts 🤩
It's fascinating how tears change composition depending on whether they're from happiness or sadness, and that all they are, is an overflow of emotion and the body's way of balancing itself. Being moved to tears is actually really beautiful, when you think of it that way. 🥹
Another thing that makes me want to cry… my sister and I finished Tears of the Kingdom recently!! We took our time with it because we didn't want it to end. Instead of crying though, I just started a new save file to play it all over again LOL. Plus, I drew this as part of that feeling, but I want to draw more fan art!!
For now, there's an alternate version and a process video under the cut~
I still need more time to improve, i hate to draw hand poses because i just can't, but at least i learned some lighting stuffs a bit from an yt short videos...but don't hope about my quality...
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This is my artworks for my oc Sophie, i can say they are represent for my begining of my art journey from last year until now. Few of them i have been posted on social media before so i threw all of them in one post to save my time.
So this is my artworks made in 2023, i never post them on social media, many things need to fix but ended up with left over for really long time.
And this is what i did this year, so many things have been changed in my life, and my drawing skills are improved by the times, my Sophie have been changed a lot made me proud of myself for not giving up on my art dreams. But what's about you guys, which one do you prefer?
So this is my first post on Tumblr, and i love to shared some artworks which i can say "First time", but you can really easy to found out which one is "me", right?.
So let me to introduce myself since this post is not about artwork at all because ppl need to know about me, right? hehe.
In this world, you can call me as Priday (i like to pronounce as: prīd dā) for short, sorry for my broken english which i never proud of. I'm 28 years old until now, working at a factory company which 8 hours per day and only have a weekend leave is sunday. today is day 333 of my art journey and of course my artwork in future will better than this one, but i have been thinking of quitting long time ago just because i have to focus on my job to make money, and i have no support form my parent or anyone else than internet friends, i have to spend by my tiny salary to start my digital art dreams last year with what's i have is just a cheap Samsung tablet, and my time with art become more tighter when my job took over my free times and i never have a peaceful night after work because my job really complicated and heavy.
I'm not good at communication and bad to making friends with anybody, so i had a lot of trauma and stress just because i'm not good enough to talk with anybody and got ignore most of the time. That's why i choose to silent and ngl all of my best friends are grew up and got family for their own, i'm still single and no hope for my brighter futures when i have no friends to supports and became self hatred.
i'm not a good artist, not a perfect person, not young anymore. So i hope you guys can understand my situations and feel free don't need to follow me, i'm not forcing you guys to like anything when i can feel i'm not deserve to have more loves when i almost stop fighting for my dream when i basically "making for almost nobody" if you know what's i mean. maybe because i draw ugly make me hate my own artworks before, maybe because i'm too old, maybe because i'm not deserve it. if i keep "Drawing for almost nobody", i afraid i will bring hobbies become a torture things or even worst.
I'm not quitting yet, but i afraid i can't go anywhere further, my life right now depend about my company than my tablet, and i having less free time to draw whatever i want, so i hope you guys can understand if i'm not posting artworks for long time, i need to make money too haha.
If you guys still here and read all of this long words, thank you for understand and i just hope your journey will be brighter with loves and positives. <3