#(( i didnt read over this t-t so if there is grammatical errors...

[fruit-of-infidelity]

WHAT DREW ME TO YOUR OC??

everything. SERIOUSLY EVERYTHING. okay but nah fr:

your blog came up in the recommended, when i first made my acc; so i took a look and was BLOWN AWAY. you dedicated so much, and it PAID OFF?? Ryuuto is such an enchanting character, and seriously is canon in my head by this point. You’ve done such a great job?? And its a CRIME that rejet hasn’t putting him in 🙄. (im not lying abt the canon part btw. seriously you’ve done an amazing job making him unique, and YOURS. but also making him FIT IN to the DL universe. he fits in so well. so in my head, he is real and canon. i wanna make so much fan content for him please 🤲)

BUT ALSO. i stumbled upon your main once or twice while getting my blog set up, and was like “OH THIS IS THE SAME PERSON?!”

So i read through so much of your content. and absolutely fell in love with your writing.

Then I read through all. and i mean ALL of ryuuto’s content. (deadass scrolled all the way down don’t come at me). AND WHEN I SAY I FELL IN LOVE? WITH HIS CHARACTER.

Not only am I just an absolute FOOL for hot people, he was alluring? like a ‘oh i wanna see what goes on inside his head but also i dont wanna DIE as a consequence’ Y’KNOW?? HES SO???

But also: you.

You’re such a fun and amazing person, and its been so wonderful getting to interact with you. Especially when I first sent in an ask you were so sweet >< REALLY MADE ME FEEL WELCOME AND CONFIDENT. AND HONESTLY IT HELPED ME BRANCH OUT TO OTHER BLOGS AS WELL.

Also the content you create— From art, to writing, to official content?? GOD ITS SO.

I’m just regurgitating the same points over and over but JUST IN GENERAL. both you and your character are amazing. and its so fun seeing how much progress you’ve made, just from the 6-ish months i’ve been following you. I adore you, and Ryuuto ig 🙄♥️ but you’re more important, SO PLS. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK.

GOD I RAMBLED SO FUCKING MUCH IM SO SORRY. My brain’s been dead for DAYS, so words are nonexistent T_T. BUT JUST KNOW: what drew me to you was your talent. and your character. and YOU 🤲♥️. and while i was intimidated at first, i’m glad to have met you 💪😎 you’re one of my favourite people. ily 🤲♥️

Also, ps. Your blog’s pretty. And i cant *not* follow blogs with pretty layouts.

What drew you to my OC?

// SAY SIKE RIGHT NOW, NAH BUT SHUT UPPP WHIN, YOURE GONNA MAKE ME CRYYY I LOVE YOU SM 😭😭😭

I'm 👉👈 I've gotten all shy now, darn you- I wanna just gush about YOU instead, because you deserve all the praise and love for your creativity and Gwen ♥️ But, sincerely, thank you so so much for being so supportive and kind, Whin, I'm re-reading over this again and again and I'm so so touched 🥺🥺

I'm beyond ecstatic that you really think of Ryuuto that way! I always get super pumped when I see you in my notifs, you're so lovelyyyy, aaaaaa 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ I'm super duper flattered, I really really mean it

DONT- AAA- MY BLOGS EARLIER CONTENT IS SO 🤮🤮🤮 MY EARLY ART NOOOO PLS DONT (but youre gonna get the biggest smooch for it still, bc AAAAA 🥺♥️)

I'm so so touchedddd, with every single little thing you say, I'm SO close to sobbing happy tearssss 😭 I am trying to find different ways of saying it all too bc I just cant express with enough words how much your message means ♥️

Just to know Ryuuto's being interpreted EXACTLY how I want him to be, with you is??? an absolutely amazing feeling. I want you to be drawn in but then also, just, A TAD SCARED 'cause he's intense and dangerous. I want him to be JUST like the canon DiaBoys but i also dont want him to be too off-putting (well--- just a lil admittedly, cause, villainous boy-) BUT NOW IM RAMBLING-

You're so so SO lovely, Whin, thank you for being always so supportive and also a huge reason for me branch out more with Ryuuto. It's always a treat having you in my inbox, on my dash, in my DMs; THANK YOU FOR EXISITING (and making Gwen, ofc ofc)!! ♥️🙇‍♀️

#retelling-of-ragnarok #admin #ask #(( i didnt read over this t-t so if there is grammatical errors... #(( no there isnt- lololol #(( MUCH LOVE AAAAAAA

[sparklinpixiedust]

Coffee

A/N: charmcaster x ken, basically how they met. Not proof read, sorry for any grammatical errors.

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" WHY...WON'T ....YOU...WORK ...YOU ...LITTLE" The silver haired witch screamed as she repeatedly kicked the coffee machine at the end of the long hallway.

All she wanted was a nice cup of joe before heading up to her room to start grading the papers her half- brained students had turned in. Unfortunately fate had other plans for her , plans that frustrated her to no end.

Not to mention Freidkin's strict rules on the use of magic on the coffee machine, not after the 'incident' last semester , she couldn't even use a spell to fix whatever on earth was wrong with the appliance.

"uh excuse me , um would you like some help?"

"Well unless you're some coffee machine fixing genius, no thank you!" she snapped , still fixated on the metallic object.

Why did this place have only one of these though? It makes no sense!

" No but I am a major in mechanical engineering, I guess I could have a look " the man voiced again, hoping he could be of some help.

Charmcaster turned to look at the voice this time, only to come face to face with the greenest eyes she'd ever seen. He stood there leaning against a pillar with his hands in is navy blue jeans, his black t shirt making his deep red hair look bright.

Her breath got caught in her throat , the butterflies swarmed in her stomach as she tried to get the words out.

" well then, fine I guess, take a whirl at it red" she said finally, rolling her eyes for an added 'whatever' effect, trying to play it cool. The boy didn't need to know he had affected her now did he.

He gave her a small smile as he walked past her to the machine, pulling it forward and inspecting the mechanics of it.

" I didnt know this place offered a course in engineering" she began , trying to make small talk to pass the time. And also to get to know him, for she was sure she hadn't seen him around before. If she had, she definitely would've remembered.

" Actually I don't go here, but my little sister does. Just here today to drop off some things for her."

" oh I see"

She couldn't feel any mana on him, he was a human through and through. There were quite a few non magic humans here studying history and other magic related degrees that didn't require the actual use of mana, perhaps his sister was one of them.

She went silent for a bit , trying to come up with something to say. It dawned on her that for the first time , she had nothing. She's had crushes before, dated a little bit too. However it seemed like for the first time someone had actually made her mind go blank.

"what about you , do you go here?" he asked shattering the peircing silence.

" Not really, I'm actually a professor here, since the last 6 months"

The redhead looked at her wide eyed, " you're a professor? No way. Wow you must be really smart to have become a college professor at such a young age"

She felt her cheeks redden. She was pretty skilled for someone her age , though this was the first time anyone had ever really told her that. It felt.... nice.

" So why'd you want to become a professor?" he continued on as he crouched down to better look at the wirings.

She leaned back on the stone pillar, recalling what led her to do this job.

" Well I was ruler of this place, it's called Ledgerdomain, it's..It's this place of magic. Anyway I was bored and on my occasional trips to earth I came across an opening for the position. So I thought I'd give it a try. "

And so far the job despite it's shortcomings , wasn't half bad. She would even go as far to say she enjoyed it, especially when it came to passive aggressively torturing her favorite little redhead. She smiled thinking back to when she handed over an A- on her end of semester last year, watching her face fall.

He got up from his position and turned to her, " So you're basically a queen too? Man you're so cool."

She tucked a lock of hair behind her ear as she smiled at him, " yeah I guess I am"

Now it was time for the butterflies in his stomach to take flight.

" so um ," He said sheepishly as he ran his fingers through his hair , " the machine's fuse isn't working right."

Technically the fuse was fine, the machine just needed a quick reboot. He knew that, she didn't need to.

" Oh I see. I was really looking forward to that coffee though, I have a long day ahead of me of grading papers. "

The boy's eyes lit up , a thought occurring through his head.

" hey you know there's a cafe off campus that sells amazing coffee. it's only a 15 minute drive from here if you're interested" He asked, secretly hoping she'd say yes.

The witch smiled. " I'd love that "

The boy gleamed, " after you m'lady"

She giggled as she began to walk with him. Was this sort of a date? They both hoped it was.

" it's Ken by the way " he said.

" I'm Hope"

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#ben 10 #ben 10 uaf #ben 10 ultimate alien #ben 10 alien force #ben 10 omniverse #fanfic #my take #ao3 #gwen tennyson #love #ken tennyson #charmcaster #hope #coffee #kencaster

[hxt1b]

Come Around 

Yuta x Reader 

Requested Prompt 74 "get closer"

Warning: 18+, mature content, minor dni, reader discretion is advised, explicit language. 

Genre: Smut [some public finger fucking, masturbation, teasing, orgasm denial? finger sucking, gagging, chocking, safe sex, some sexting I guess… it just a lot of sex stuff guys] Idol AU, no seriously there is no plot, it's just sex. 

WC: 4.7k

Masterlist 

requests open for 1k event, click here for new prompts ----> taking requests until the 26th 

A/N: i hope you guys like this, it took me a few days to write it tbh and i didnt have time to read it over so im not too sure about how it is, but hopefully it isnt trash. there are probably grammatical errors so i hope you guys can ignore them and still enjoy reading it. please let me know what you think, or by filling out the feedback form i have. 

You glanced at Yuta as he sat across from your on the counter the undecorated cookies spread across in between you. Yuta was so concentrated on his that you could get by with all the staring you wanted. 

You thanked your friend for wanting to decorate sugar cookies randomly for this hangout.

You hadn't been able to keep your eyes off of Yuta from the moment that he strolled in behind Johnny, Taeyong and Doyoung. He was in a pair of black sweats that sat low on his hips and a white t-shirt, his hair was messy and falling into his eyes and damn for a second you really couldn't breathe. 

"What movie are we watching?" Johnny asked him and a few of your friends were sitting at the dining table decorating their own cookies. 

"It's Y/N's turn to pick today," Yuta said looking up at you. You snapped out of your daze the moment his eyes met yours. Turning your head to look at the table full of people you nodded. 

"Yeah let's watch grown-ups!" You exclaimed happily. Your best friend groaned from her seat next to Johnny. 

"Dude no, we've seen that movie a million times." 

You pouted at her, Yuta laughed from across the counter at your expression pulling your attention back to him. 

"How about Venom?" He asked you, you nodded your yes. You'd seen that movie before as well but if Yuta wanted to watch it again it was okay with you. 

You couldn't really pinpoint when your crush on him had begun, you'd been friends for such a long time at this point that it was all muddled together. 

You silently fell back into decorating your cookie, still stealing glances at Yuta the entire time. 

"Oh my god, I'm done with these fucking cookies." Your best friend groaned before getting up, "let's start the movie."  

You frowned slightly at your cookie, the icing was a mess and honestly, your decorating skill were better usually than what you'd done. 

"Are you coming?" Yuta asked his body was angled towards the exit of the kitchen everyone else had already filtered out to the living room. 

You nodded and followed behind him towards the couch, you sat down next to Yuta on the love seat. Your friends were pulling up the movie as you adjusted to make yourself comfortable on the couch. 

"Can I sit here I don't want to sit on the ground," Doyoung said indicating the spot beside you. 

Yuta pulled you inside his side forcing you to scoot over and give Doyoung room, his arm staying around you tucking you into him. You didn't complain and let yourself relax into his side as the movie started. 

"Get closer" Yuta murmured in your ear his hands tugging at your hip to get you half onto his lap, his hand guiding your leg so what it was tangled over his.  

"You know babe, you're not very good at being subtle with your staring." He breathed in your ear, his breath causing a shiver to run down your spine. 

Your face heated at his comment, a part of you wanted to jump out of his lap and go hide in the bathroom, but with the way Yuta was currently drawing circles on your thigh with his finger, you were glued in your spot. 

You glanced at Doyoung, his head was angled comfortably onto the couch and he was engrossed in the movie. 

"Maybe I wasn't trying to be subtle." You replied letting your head tilt back so that your face hovered dangerously close to his. 

Yuta narrowed his eyes at you, he grabbed for the blanket that was settled behind his head and covered you both with it. His hand returned to its stop on your thigh instantly. 

"You want me, babe?" He asked his head dipping close to yours again. Your breath hitched at his question, your thoughts short-circuiting as you took in his darkened expression. 

His hand moved further up your thigh until he was hovering over your clothed core. 

"Yes." You mumbled back, the word barely a whisper. 

"You're gonna have to wait for the movie to end then." You narrowed your eyes at him but he was probably right. Slowly you turned your head away from his. 

Letting your head rest on his shoulder as you watched the movie you realized that this movie was going to be way too long for you. Yuta's hands were still over you. One of his hands was at your hip, his slender fingers drawing circles on your skin that was peaking out due to your shit riding up. His other hand was still close to your heat, your mind drifting to everything dirty you wanted him to do to you. 

You squirmed slightly in your spot, Yuta moved his head closer to yours again, his lips brushing your ear.

"Uncomfortable?" He asked, his hand moving towards your waistband. You shook your head but adjusted the blanket as his fingers slipped past the waistband of your sweats. 

His fingers didn't immediately do what you wanted to them, instead, he tried his fingers through your folds ignoring your clit or even pushing them in, he would only dip in enough to gather your wetness on the tip of his finger before continuing to move in a slow circle around your clit but never touching it. 

You bit your tongue to keep yourself from groaning at the torture that Yuta was subjecting you to. Your head lulled into the crook of his neck. 

"Keep watching the movie." He mumbled to you, you turned your eyes back to the screen holding yourself back from bucking up into his hand to get him to touch your clit. 

You focused on keeping your breathing even as he continued to tease you, but it was hard to keep your hips still. You gave in for a second, getting desperate for him to touch you where you needed him. 

"Are you uncomfortable?" Doyoung asked, his head turning towards yours. You looked at him and shook your head. 

"No no, I'm just a-adjusting." You tried to reply steadily, halfway through your words Yuta decided that your clit was lonely, his fingers began to draw slow figure eights over your neglected nub. You wanted to grind into his hand, you wanted to let out a moan that was bubbling up in your throat. But Yuta's fingers dug into your hip keeping you in place, and Doyoung's eyes on you kept you from making any stupid sound or facial expression. 

"Okay," Doyoung replied and turned back to the movie. 

You let your head fall back over Yuta's shoulder your eyes closing as you let your mouth hang open from the pleasure you were feeling. 

"Close your mouth babe," Yuta said, right before letting his tongue run along the shell of your ear. 

Taeyong suddenly sprung up, his abrupt action caused you to push Yuta's hand away from you. Yuta turned to you with his eyebrow raised and his lips turned up in amusement. 

"Going to the bathroom," Taeyong announced and bounced off. 

"Should we pick up after the movie? Would that be better for you?" 

Reluctantly you agreed with Yuta's questions because even though you wanted him now, fucking him in front of your friends wasn't going to go over well with them. 

So you suffered through your movie, wondering why you guys picked such a long one. 

When the movie ended it was around midnight. You stayed seated as everyone got up, your brain was in overdrive thinking of what would happen next. Would you guys go back to your apartment that would be the most practical right? Seeing as you couldn't go to the dorms. 

Yuta moved first his hands moving off you and slowly pushing the blanket away from him. You had to move for him to get up, so you quickly got up turning to face him as you did so. 

"So you want to come to my apartment?" You asked lowly, Yuta's eyes flashed with lust at your question. 

"Yo Yuta let's go!" Johnny called from the other side of the living room, his car keys jangling as he spoke. You looked back at Yuta as he looked at Johnny.

"We've got a lot of schedules tomorrow," Doyoung added. 

"See you guys soon." Your friend said putting her hosting abilities to use and shoving bags of cookies at them. Yuta shoved his hands in his pockets and stalked towards the boys, an apologetic look flashing across his face as he left you in your spot. 

You got a bag of cookies when you left as well, but you couldn't say that they were what you wanted to be eating today. 

——— 

Back at your apartment, you sighed loudly as you fell back into your bed. Your body heated still from your encounter with Yuta, you could still see him when you closed your eyes, his fingers still stinging at the skin of your waist. 

You groaned loudly. You grabbed your phone from beside you on the bed you'd have to distract yourself maybe YouTube would do the trick. 

Instead, you were taken by the text you had from Yuta, he'd send a picture of himself in sweats, his cock hard against the cloth of his sweats. 

You were the type to make fun of guys when they sexted, typically sitting there and just entertaining the boy, but you couldn't lie to yourself this time. You were already turned on and this was adding to it. 

'You've got me fucked up.' He texted a second later, you quickly exited the photo and replied. 

'Cause I'm just fine right?' You could feel your body heating again. Your blood was rushing as you waited for him to reply. 

'If I was there rn you wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow.' You rubbed your thighs together, your hand drifting down your body towards your waistband. 

You could feel the moisture gathering in your panties, Yuta's words weren't doing anything to curb your desire. 

'Make sure you aren't busy tomorrow night.' Yuta texted quickly followed by a goodnight text that was accompanied by a winking emoji. 

You groaned again as you let your hand sink past the plastic of your sweats and underwear. You dropped the phone on the bad and let your mind drift to Yuta as you got yourself off. 

———

Some texts were exchanged over the course of the day, all of them teasing all of them working you up. Not to say you weren't working him up in return, you'd sent him a photo of you in black lingerie before you went to work in the morning letting him know you'd be wearing it all day. 

He came at exactly eight like he said he would, you were fixing your hair in the mirror, like it would stay like that, when he texted you to let him up. 

Your blood rushed as you waited, pacing your living room for him to come up to your floor. It didn't take him long, but to you, it felt like ages until he was knocking on your door. 

You pulled it open for him, your teeth nipping at the corner of your mouth as you did. 

Yuta froze once his eyes landed on you, his eyes drifted down your body taking in the loose t-shirt you were wearing and your bare legs. You knew he already knew what was underneath it, and seeing his reaction in person turned you on more than you could have imagined. 

He walked towards you slowly, shutting the door behind him his eyes never leaving you. You stepped backwards into the living, no words spoken yet. You were content on looking at him forever, it wasn't new for you. 

"Fuck," Yuta let out under his breath before he grabbed you, his hands tugging at you until he had you tightly pinned against him. 

His hand gripped the hair at the back of your head as he looked down at you, his breath fanning your face. 

"What the fuck are you doing to me?" He whispered before he pressed his lips to yours. 

He kissed you like he'd been dying to kiss you all day, and you couldn't complain you had been dying to kiss him all day. 

You let his lips control yours, your mouth moving against his the way he wanted his tongue moving into your mouth pushing against your tongue and tasting you. He pulled a moan from you as he pushed you towards the kitchen island. 

"Jump." He commanded as he let his hands roughly gran at your hips. You obliged and he lifted you onto the counter the back of your thighs meeting the cold counter caused shivers to run your body. 

Yuta leaned into you forcing you to move your weight onto the palms of your hands as he continued to kiss you. His hands roamed your body, pushing your shirt up so that his thumbs could trace along the underwire of your bra, he let out a low moan that you muffled as you kissed him back. 

He pulled back so that he could look at you, and give you both a chance to breathe, you watched as Yuta took in your black lace bra and matching underwear. His tongue pushed against the side of his cheek as he narrowed his eyes at your body, he looked like he was ready to eat you. 

The hand holding your shirt moved to your mouth, nudging the cloth into your mouth he pressed a soft kiss to your nose. 

"Your so wet for me." He muttered as his hand traced the outside of your panties feeling the wet spot, you groaned into the t-shirt stuffed in your mouth. 

"Show me what you did to yourself last night." He muttered, you looked up at his your eyes widening for a second before you shifted your weight onto one hand, slowly bringing your left hand to his. 

Yuta kept his eyes glued to your face, slowly you moved your hand under his pushing your underwear aside to run your finger through your wetness. Your eyes fluttered shut as you moved your finger along your slit, teasing yourself like you typically did. You let your head fall back as you moved a finger into your heat, gathering more of your slick onto it before bringing it out to swirl it around your clit. 

You breathed softly into your shirt, your ears sensitive to all the sounds Yuta was making his shallow breath, his slight gulps as he watched you. You could imagine the look he had on his face right now.

But you didn't have to imagine though, slowly opening your eye you look up at him, his eyes were turned down as he watched the movement of your hand. 

Your breathing became shallower as more and more moans leaked out of you, you could feel your sex clenching as the knot in your stomach tightened, you added your middle finger as you picked up the pace of your movements, rubbing harsh circles on your clit. 

Your hips stuttered into your own hand, Yuta moaned at the act causing heat to flood your chest. 

"Are you close baby?" You asked, his voice low. You nodded your head, your hand moving faster as you chased your orgasm. 

Yuta grabbed your hand pulling it away from you. You whined at the lost contact your hips bucking up trying to regain the touch that you lost. 

Yuta brought your fingers to his mouth, sucking on them as he hummed. His tongue wrapped around each digit to clean them off. 

"I like how you taste." 

You moaned loudly at his words, he brought his hand back down to your core, dragging his middle finger through your folds he gathered you onto his finger. 

"Want to taste?" 

He didn't let you reply, simply pulled your shirt out of your mouth before pushing his finger into your mouth. You sucked on his finger, tasting yourself, sucking on it Yuta pushed his index finger into your mouth as well. You worked them like you would his cock, moving your mouth around his fingers. 

Yuta moved his free hand to your clit, continue to smear your wetness around as he rubbed rough circles against your nub. Your hips moved against his hand as you moaned around his fingers. 

Your eyes watered as Yuta shoved his fingers deeper into your mouth as you tried to swallow the spit that was starting to gather in your mouth. Some of it slipped out past your lips and down the side of your face. 

"How dirty." Yuta tsked, however, he still didn't remove his fingers from your mouth. He instead pumped them into your mouth further, you gagged as he did so. Your eyes watering more than before. Yuta moved his fingers back onto your tongue giving you a chance to breathe. 

His fingers on your clit slowed as he leaned down towards you, his lips pressed into your cheek. 

"You look so hot right now." He muttered into your heated skin. He pushed his fingers back into your mouth, you swallowed around them again trying your best not to gag, but failing. Once again he pulled his fingers back but not entirely out your mouth. 

With his other hand, he moved his fingers down your slit, slowly pushing two fingers into your heat. You let out a loud moan at the stretch, your walls clenching around his fingers. The knot in your stomach was dangerously tight. 

Yuta trailed open-mouthed kisses along your jaw as he slowly began to pump his fingers into your core. He pulled his fingers out of your mouth leaning onto the counter with that hand. 

Your lips found his as your body heated, the blood in your veins rushing as your head became fuzzy; your orgasm coming up quickly. 

"I'm close." You muttered against Yuta's mouth, he moaned into your mouth before nipping at your bottom lip and then pulling away from you entirely. His fingers slipped out of you and his lips left yours. 

He took a step back from you, his shoulders moving from the way he was deeply breathing. He wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb. Your shirt fell down your body, covering you up on its own. 

"Show me your room." 

You were flustered from your lack of orgasm again, your legs felt unsteady as you got off the counter and nodded for him, wiping at your own face. 

You motioned for him to follow you as you lead the way to your room, he walked closely behind you. You could feel the head of his body the brush of his chest against your shoulder. 

"So this is your room huh?" He asked pushing past you, he looked around. You'd had your friends over before but only your closer girlfriends had been in your room. 

Yuta trailed over to the wall that you had covered in photos of you with your friends and family, he slowly moved his eyes across the collage commenting on a few photos he was in. 

Your fingers tensed at your side as you watched him act like you were in the middle of something like his fingers weren't just in your throat. 

"Yuta, what are you doing?" You asked walking over to him slowly. 

"Looking at your photos." He replied, throwing you an amused look. You groaned quietly. 

"Well can you stop?" You asked your arm looping around his waist as you moved in front of him. 

"You want me to be doing something else?" He asked. 

"You know what I want." You answered. 

"Do I?" He asked, "You may have to specify." He brought his hand up to your face, pushing some of your hair behind your ear before his thumb caressed the soft skin under your ear. 

You bit your lip, "I want you." 

"Want me to what?" 

"To fuck me." 

You kept your eyes locked with his, his lip tilting up in a smirk as you finished saying the words to him. 

He tilted your face up to him, very gently it was the opposite of how he treated you in the kitchen, his lips meeting your bruised ones moving against them softly and slowly. To you felt like the calm before the storm. 

He pushed you back, your back pressing into the photos that you'd taped on the wall. His hands moved to your ass as he deepened the kiss.  

"Bed." You muttered against his mouth pushing at his chest. He listened, his hands gripping your ass roughly as he spun you around his lips digging into your as he did the kiss turning rough. 

You gasped when he pulled away from you, his hands quickly taking your shirt off before he pushed you into the bed.  

You laid on your back, breathing heavily looking up at him as he got rid of his own shirt. Your mouth watered at his abs, forcing you to shoot up as he climbed onto the bed. You met him halfway, your hands itching to touch his body, to drag your tongue over the hard plains of his body. 

But it seemed that Yuta came with a plan, because the moment you reached out to touch him he grabbed your hands, pushing them away from him. He leaned into you until you were flat on your back again, his body hovering over you with your hands pinned above your head. 

"Maybe next time you can take your time with me, but not today." 

You groaned at his words, your thighs rubbing together as you imagined having Yuta under you, as you sucked bruises into his skin. 

Yuta laughed lightly at your display, his teeth caught the skin of your collar bone biting lightly before sucking on the reddening skin. He let go of your hands as he kissed and sucked on your skin down to the soft flesh of your breasts. 

"I really like this, but I have to take it off of you now." He muttered, his tone almost sad as he spoke about your bra. 

"It opens in the front." You muttered to him, he nodded as he licked his lips and grabbed for the clasp. He didn't let you process that your bra was off before his lips were sucking on your nipple. He was rough with it, his hand pulling at the other one. 

He bit at your nipple pulling moan after moan out of you as he continued his assault, your back arched up, you pushed yourself at him. Yuta moaned as you did so, the sound sending a shiver down your spine. He moved to the other side, repeating his actions until you were begging for him for more. 

Yuta kissed down the centre of your stomach, his fingers looping into the elastic of your underwear, he slowly pulled it off as he pressed wet kisses right up until your navel. 

Sitting upon his heels to get your panties completely off, you stared up at him already out of breath, your eyes half-open as you looked up at him. 

 He chuckled the black lace somewhere in the room once he had it off, his body coming back down over yours. His lips latching onto yours again, he kissed you roughly. His lips bruising against yours, his hand trailed down your stomach to your clit, his touch leaving fire in its trail. 

Your hips bucked up into his hand as he faintly brushed over your swollen nub. 

"You want me bad?" He asked into your mouth. 

"We've already established that." You replied, your eyes closing as his fingers pressed down into you. 

You moaned as he created a steady rhythm with his hand. You could hear the sound of his fingers pumping in and out of you as his thumb moved against your clit you body burned, your nerve endings stinging as you got closer to your orgasm again. Yuta's name fluttered on your tongue as you let him know that you were close. 

He pulled his hand away from you and sat up once again. 

"What the fuck." You groaned, he smirked down at you as he stood up to shuffle off his pants and boxers. 

"Be patient baby." He spoke lowly, his voice heavy with lust. 

"I have been." 

You took in his cock as it stood up hard and angry, seeing it for the first time your mouth watered at the sight. He was a good size, thick and veiny. 

A part of you wanted him in your mouth, but a bigger part of you needed him somewhere else. You met him halfway as he leaned onto the bed, your arms looped around his shoulders your fingers tangling into his hair so that you could tug at the strands as he licked into your mouth. 

"Wait, wait." He grumbled. 

"What?" 

"We need a condom." You shook your head at him. 

"I'm on the pill and I'm clean." 

"I'm also clean." 

"Then you're good." 

With that you pushed your mouth up against his again, your tongue fighting against his. You widened your legs as you pushed your hips up towards him again. 

"Please." You whined. 

Yuta didn't tease you this time, he palmed his cock before grabbing it and guiding it towards your centre. 

He slowly pushed into you, your head knocking back into your pillow as he did. He sighed as he bottomed out. 

"Ready?" He asked, his hand cradling the side of your head forcing you to turn your head back to him. You simply nodded for him.  

His teeth grazed the skin of your jaw as he began to thrust into you, his pace picking up as he went. Your brain quickly turned into mush as you breathed heavily into his ear. You could hear him moaning into the crook of your neck. 

You nipped brushed against his chest causing your body to heat faster, your overdue orgasm was approaching fast. Your fingers dug into the skin at his back, your toes curling as he hit the perfect spot inside you.  

Yuta's hand circled your throat applying pressure, and it was just what you needed as you came. Your head lulled to the side as your body arched up into him. Yuta kept on moving abasing you through your orgasm, but you were too gone to really notice. Your fingers gripped the sheets pulling at them roughly as your sex clenched around his cock. 

Yuta pulled out of you as you came down from your high. 

"Did you finish?" You asked, your eyes glazed over as you looked at him. 

"Not yet." He replied and flopped onto his back beside you. 

"Get on top, reverse cowgirl style." He demanded. 

You breathed heavily taking a second to oblige his command. Slowly you got and moved so that you were straddling him. 

You grabbed Yuta's cock, your hand shaking as you did, and you lined it up with yourself. Slowly sinking down on him. His hands were at your hips guiding you down.  

You were sensitive from your recent orgasm, the stretch from his cock causing you to whine. 

Yuta pulled you back down onto him, your back flush with his chest as he began to rock up into you. His hand returned to your throat choking you as he fucked up roughly. You whimpered your head against his. His other hand held both your wrists tightly against your stomach. Pressing you into him tighter. 

You moaned loudly as his cock dragged against your walls. Incoherent words spilled out of you as he cursed in your ear. 

"I'm close." He growled. You moaned again, your walls clenching around him because of his words. 

"Fuck." He groaned as he came you could feel his cum in you as his hips stuttered against you. He continued to move into you until his orgasm subsided. His hands let go of your throat and your wrists choosing to wrap around you instead. His lips pressed soft kisses into the side of your head. 

His cock still deep inside you. 

You turned your head towards him, catching his lips against your in a slow kiss. There was no way you could let go of Yuta after that. 

"Fuck Y/N," Yuta groaned, "there is no way we don't do that again." 

because i love this gif of yuta i had to include it.....

-neocain ♡

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[atsuwiee]

Can I request a yandere manipulative jungwon x reader, jungwon didnt hurt his s/o but more like doing something that will break her mentally like threatening her that if she didnt obey something bad will happen to her parents or friend or sibling, she have to obey him so that no one will get hurt, his s/o loves him too so she doesn't have a choice but to accept the fact that jungwon is a yandere

not what you seem to be :: y.jw

genre: angst, established relationship, yandere au pairing: yandere!yang jungwon x gn!reader

warnings: manipulative behavior, mental abuse, possessive behavior, (subtle) mentions of harmful threats, grammatical errors, and not proofread tel's note: ah yes sorry if this took longg T-T my fever was really bad anyways i hope you liked this!!

while reading listen to: xanny by billie eilish , bust your kneecaps by pomplamoose

DISCLAMIER: this is all based on pure fiction. this work does not reflect on the person's actual attitude, if you are uncomfortable reading this then please exit.

jungwon's look at you was different, sure he still looked normal- but no- the look on his face right now was not normal. just a while ago when you were hanging out with your friends and you included him, and from the looks of it, something about that set him off.

"wonnie, are you alright?" you ask gently, approaching him slowly. "of course, love..." he says and turns to you- the innocent look on his eyes are gone. "are you sure?" you ask in genuine concern. "you aren't allowed to see them anymore" jungwon says, making you give him a confused look.

"excuse me? jungwon, what has gotten into you?" you asked. "don't you think they were too touchy with you?" he asked back. "they're just friends- it's their nature!" you reason with him but to no success. jungwon raised a brow and then sighed.

he ran his finger on your cheek, softly and smiled. "you're so delicate... that's why i don't let anyone touch you" he said in a low voice, grabbing your face- but not too hard.

"you'll have to obey me, when i say don't, then don't. you got that?" he says while all you could do was slowly nod. this part of him was very unfamiliar to you, he was never like this.

"why? why do you want me to do so?" you asked. he scoffed then came closer to your face. "are you questioning the ways on how i care for you? pathetic" he says as you felt your chest tighten to what he just called you.

he didn't seem like the sweetest boy you were dating, no- he now looked like he had all evil schemes up in his sleeves. "if you don't obey me... then i'll be sure to wipe all the people who have touched you... gone" he said with a smirk and let go off your face, you took a step back as soon as he did.

"jungwon... what do you mean?" you asked, fear becoming evident in your eyes. "classmates, friends, and... even your family- they've touched you enough, didn't they?" jungwon says with a small chuckle while stepping closer to you. "y-you're crazy- jungwon that's crazy!" you say, accidentally raising your voice out of fear, and tears spilling from your eyes.

he glanced over you and smiled. "oh dear y/n, don't be scared. it won't happen if you obey me, hm" he says stepping closer to you and bringing his hand to your face, wiping the tears of your face. jungwon wasn't what he seemed, he wasn't like a while ago.

"you promise to obey me?" he asks, placing his hands on yours, gently holding them. you nod slowly while he smiled more and laughed. "stop crying, y/n, you know i'll never hurt you... well if you follow as i say" jungwon says softly as he pulled you into a warm embrace.

an embrace you once loved, but now it wasn't as it seemed. it wasn't a familiar warmth like before- it wasn't the embrace where you knew you were safe in them, no, it was an embrace where you were trapped with no easy escape.

#enhypen #enhypen imagines #enhypen scenarios #enhypen x reader #enhypen angst #enhypen oneshots #yang jungwon #yang jungwon oneshot #yang jungwon x reader #jungwon angst #jungwon imagines #enhypen yang jungwon #jungwon scenarios #jungwon x reader

[knowledgefulbutterfly]

PSA

*cracks knucles*

*cracks neck*

*pulls hair back*

*starts to type*

So, id like to address the topic of depression since it seems to be attacking me on media lately. I’m not going to say that i have clinical depression, not at all, and those who do, please, tell someone. They can help you. But, i know most of us have gone through a session of it. At least like a day or something, or maybe a month.

I had a couple serious bouts of it non-consecutively. I have a few friends that had it for years and they said that i “don’t understand” or that i’m “way too cheery to have depression” 

Bull. Shit.

Anyone can have depression, honey.

There’s a whole spectrum for it, thank you.

But what i mainly went through is the numbness.

The numbness that wouldn’t go away. i couldnt feel anything. I was uninterested in everything. It was almost impossible for me to get to sleep without working myself to the bone or exhausting myself so that i just fell asleep immediately. I’m still trying to get out of those habits from at least a year and a half ago.

But what really hit me was how i just felt like a bottomless pit of nothing. I absorbed any feeling i could just so i could emulate feeling again. That’s when my romance fiction obsession started, along with my late-night reading benders that kept me up--on a school night--to like, 4 am.

And the thing is, i read so much all the time because i didnt want to sit and think for so long. I never really listened to music then, but i’ve found a few tracks that ive associated with a good night sleep or somehting happy. (its actually bluegrass, haha)

When i was numb, though, i was going through unchecked bullying at my old school. The kids that were bullying me had been slapped on the wrist and sent back into the classroom to make a class-wide shun on me. The only times they would condescend to talk to me is when i was actually having a good day, sitting in the corner, trying to make something positive.

It also didn’t help that the teacher treated me like a pity case. She didnt even try to throw me into uncomfortable situations like middle-school teachers are supposed to. She didnt even call my parents when i was having a bad day and locked myself in the corner bathroom stall.

Then all the girls proceeded to trickle in and “try and comfort me”. I basically stopped talking to anyone by the time i left.

That experience put some scars on me that i cannot erase. Just thinking of being there now (four years afterwards) brings me to tears. One snide comment and my brain shuts down.

Annnnyyyywayyyyy, getting back to the point.

I’ve been told that I don’t have any of the things i claim to have (ie. insomnia, ADHD, depression, severe anxiety, panic attacks) but just because you arent medicated in it doesnt mean you don’t have it. You can have bouts of everything. Lately, i’ve been having severe anxiety/panic attacks in the middle of the night  because of graduation which is an actual year away, thank you very much. 

And then there are just days that i black out and loose time. I totally forgot how i got to a place. I have intense deja vu. I have bad migraines when i get to wound up.

All i’m saying, is that, just because i’m a chipper, wittty, kinda mean person that seems to have all of her shit together in a perfect suitcase, doesn;t mean i’m not internally panicking about everything going on like, ever.

(sorry for all of the grammatical errors with the capitalization and apostrophes, i just wrote fast and couldnt bother looking it over.)

#sleep deprived #depression #psa tag #health #self healing #take care of yourselves #true things #i cried when i wrote this #bullying #migraines #anxiety

[queenlifegoals-blog]

Kopya

Hi USF admin and readers. I already sent it for the nth time and siguro makukulitan na si admin to post it. (Sorry po!) To everyone, it maybe time consuming to read my confession but I hope it will be all worth it. (Pasensya na if may mga typo grammatical error.) To this guy, he graduated as CumLaude of his batch this year 2017 who studied BS Tourism. Proud to say lang. Hehe! It's been four years.. When we're in 1st year HS, we were classmates back then. I was the secretary and you were the escort of the class. Eventhough, we're in the same section, di tayo close at bihira lang din magpansinan. Mahilig tayong asarin ng mga classmates natin noon and very opened ka naman na may gusto ka sa akin (I think, you had a plan pa ata that time to court me) Kaso nga, you werent my type, ayoko na isang Batangueño ang makatuluyan ko though parehas tayong Batangas babies. I hate the fact lang na all of our classmates ay inaasar ka saken. Syempre, nahihiya rin ako. For the whole school year, I disregarded you. You just accepted that things will get better if we'll stay as friends. Alam ko yun kasi di mo naman pinilit sarili mo sakin kahit you still have feelings for me, that time. (Based on our friends) Time flies, 2nd year HS, we're not classmates na, as usual, I'm not affected naman kasi nga I always disregard you, di pa rin pinapansin pero okay na tayo sa ngitian lang. 3rd year HS, for the entire school year di ata tayo nagpansinan nito and obviously, may kanya kanya na tayo pinagkakabusyhan. Nabalitaan ko na lang din na you were in relationship, same to me (PUPPY LOVE DAYS😂) 4th year HS, I saw you from the corridor but I refused to say "Hi" to you. Instead, I passed by na parang walang nakita. I dont know why pero I remembered the time nung binalewala kita although it has nothing serious feelings kasi bata pa naman tayo nun, 13 years old palang ata tayo nun (TSK! TSK, MGA KABATAAN NGA NAMAN HAHAHAHA) pero I know even we were younger that time, nasaktan kita noon, oo, mababaw lang pero maaalala pa rin. You deserve to get an apology from me pa rin. But I had no chance to say sorry to you. *GRADUATION DAY* I saw you again. I know, this is my chance to talk to you. I just need to go near to you but then again, I refused to do so. Why? Kasi feeling ko, di na tayo close enough para lapitan pa kita at mukhang nakalimutan mo na rin naman. I KNOW THIS MOMENT, THIS TIME IS WHERE I STARTED TO LIKE YOU. I DONT KNOW HOW AND WHY? I JUST KNOW I LIKE YOU. 1st year college, I saw your post on Facebook. I have this urge to chat you. Nagkamustahan at nagbiruan lang tayo. END OF CONVERSATION *Fast forward na* 2nd year college, 1st sem. We were both busy on school. Madaming activities na dapat asikasuhin. Madaming time to make gala & bonding with college friends. I have no idea whats happening to you. One thing is for sure, I still like you and nothing changed. We've got time to do some chitchat, "Hi" "Hello" "Kamusta?" & "Okay lang!" I think nabanggit ko din sa conversation natin na I was in relationship and after 2 months we broke up agad. I was in pain but I chose to moved on rather to cry and cry then I asked you, "Eh ikaw?" Then you've told me na you werent into commitments because you're busy to study & doing some school stuffs. (Sorryyy, can't remember the exact convo. I deleted it kaya di ko mabackread) 3rd year college, 2nd sem. We've got back our conversation. Nagkwentuhan, kamustahan, biruan & asaran. Sabi mo rin nakita mo ko nung nakaraang araw nun. Medyo that time, na-feel ko bumalik na yung dating AKO at IKAW na kilala ko. I've got the chance to be close with you unlike before na tinatarayan at sinusungitan kita. Ngayon, karma hits me! Ako na yung nangungulit at laging kumakausap sayo. Ganun pa rin, I maybe got into relationship, pero mananatili ka pa ring crush ko, the ideal one ika nga. Next thing I knew, I already started to write our Day 1 of our conversation even the day na di tayo nag uusap. I always dont forget to write everyday. Sabi ko, tatapusin ko to before ng birthday mo pero natapos na birthday mo, nasa akin pa rin at di ko nababigay. Edi tinuloy ko na lang magsulat. I enjoyed this thing naman eh. December 2015, I got your number (sa tagal nating friends, ngayon lang ako nagkanumber mo. Hahahahaha), I texted you but you didnt reply. It was alright to me. Nakausap kita through chat & you told me na busy ka with your relatives & friends kasi may reunion kayo that time. Enjoy na enjoy ka while you were in Batangas. I can't demand anything to you. I dont have the rights to feel jealousy or anger kasi nga "WALANG TAYO" at bukod pa dun "AKO LANG ANG MAY GUSTO SAYO" kaya nakuntento na lang ako sa Napakarami kong text vs. One Phrase reply mo. Pero minsan, bumabawi ka naman, nagkakatime kang magtext, makipagbiruan at magshare. Kinikilig ako pag ang bilis mong magreply (Normal lang siguro yun diba?) Pero syempre I must know pa rin my limits kasi nga UMAASA NA NAMAN AKO SA TAONG DI NAMAN AKO GUSTO AT DI NAMAN AKO PINAASA. IN short isang kong t*ng* The night before new year, magkausap tayo nun over the phone. I felt kilig na naman kasi feeling ko sabay natin sinalubong yung bagong taon. Nagpapalitan pa tayo ng bati nun. (Syempre si crush kausap) Aminin ko man o hindi sa sarili ko, I'm happy that time. Oo, nagaassume lang ako sa mga bagay bagay pero alam kong hanggang dun lang yun. Nothing more, nothing less. Wala namang masama siguro dun?! Alam mo naman na gusto kita at alam ko ding di mo ko gusto. Okay na ko dun. After that, kinukulit kita kasi ibibigay ko na yung regalo ko sayo & I'll wait for you hanggang sa lumuwas ka ulit dito sa Mandaluyong but you've told me na sige pero mukhang nakalimutan mo na ata at di ko na naman nabigay. March 2016 chinat ako ng friend ko, she said she has something bad news to me. I am thinking na it was all about her problem kaya sabi ko, sige. She told me wag daw akong mabibigla and I said go. Then she forwarded a printscreen. Yes, it was you. I saw your name being in relationship with someone. My mind was literally blocked out talaga. I dont know what I felt. Immediately, I deleted your number, I deleted our conversation & I deactivated my fb acc. I was really hurt and cried the whole night (OA KO LANG HAHAHAHAHA DAIG KO PA NAKIPAGBREAK SA JOWA HEHE) For one week, nagluluksa ako sa feelings ko sayo. Buong akala ko, nalimitahan ko sarili ko sayo. Akala ko naiintindihan ko na kung ano lang tayo. Akala ko gets ko na di mo ko gusto. Akala ko, okay na ko sa friends lang. Hindi pala. Hindi pala talaga. What I did, iniwasan kita. Di na kita kinukulit, kinakausap, chinachat, tinetext or tawagan. Yung regalo ko sayo, tinago ko na lang. Instead na magmukmok at magdrama ko, I made myself brand new (Taray! Bagong edition si atengggg) August 2016, I saw your post in fb having a love problem & it has something to do about a broken heart. Akalain mo yun, broken hearted ka. I knew you were obviously in pain. Naisip ko nung nakita ko yun, buti nga sayo. Dejk. Sayang naman kayo, akala ko relationship goals na kayo. At alam kong mahal mo naman sya. I chatted you (DUMADAMOVES SI ATE MO GIRL, AT WALA DING KADALA DALA) This time, sabi ko sa sarili ko, di na kita gusto. Wala na kong feelings. I asked you if kailan ka free, it has something to my gift for you again. Pero sabi mo, di mo alam kung kailan at busy ka pa. October 2016, we had this convo Ako: Uy bes, gusto mong sumamang hiking? Ikaw: Kelan? *Nagpanic ako. I'm not expecting that you would reply kailan sa tanong ko.* Ako: Hala. Sorry. Mali! (Nagpanggap na lang ako na wrong send pero para sayo talaga yun eh) Pero gusto mong sumama? (Para di halata! Hehe) Ikaw: Ay, wag na. Wrong send pala. (Sana pala, di ko na sinabing wrong send. Sayang!!) Natawa na lang ako sa sarili ko. "Hindi pala nawala feelings ko sayo, tinago ko lang pala pansamantala." Pero updated version na ang feelings ko eh mas alam ko na how to handle it with tender, love and care. Lol. December 2016, I had the chance to talk to you again. As usual, yung sa regalo naman, yun lang naman dahilan ko palagi. It was 1 yr ago nung ginawa ko yun and now di ko pa rin nabibigay. We've talked about the plan para sana sa bonding natin and if we will have the chance, skating sana basta may ipon ka. Kaso DRAWING bes, drawing! February 10, 2017, I posted to My Day sa messenger yung sentence na "ALAM MO BA, CRUSH PA RIN KITA HAHAHAHAHA!" at dahil alam mo nga, nagreply ka sabi mo "ALAM KO HAHAHA" Kinilig naman ako and syempre nagulat din pero hinayaan ko lang. Sineen ko lang. March 2017, we had this convo Ako: May free time ka ba? May iaabot lang ako. Dont worry! Di ako nagnenetworking (BAKA KASI AKALA MO DIBA!!!) Ikaw: Hahahahaha. Networking agad. Hahahaha. Sige. Kelan ba? Hahahaha. Di ko alam eh. Ako: Baka kasi akala mo nagnenetworking ako e. Ikaw magset, ikaw busy haha. Ikaw: Hahahahahah. Hindi naman. Sige. Chat na lang kita kung kelan. Bago tayo grumaduate. Mabibigay mo din saken yan. Ahahaha. Graduating ka din ba? Congrats pala. Yan na yung matinong last convo natin. BUKOD SA HALATANG WALA KANG FEELINGS SAKIN AT PATULOY AKONG UMAASA SAYO KASI NA-ATTACHED NA KO, ALAM KO DING ITS MORE THAN SA CRUSH CRUSH LANG. SIGURO MAS MADALI KASING SABIHIN SAYO NA CRUSH KITA PARA DI HASSLE. PARA DI TAYO AWKWARD. One week before grad mo, sabi ko ibibigay ko na yung regalo sayo. Syempre nadagdagan ko na yun ng kung ano ano. Alam mo yan. Nakiusap ako sa common friend natin na iabot na lang sayo kasi di ako makakapunta kahit gusto kong ako magbibigay. BABAE AKO PERO PARANG AKO YUNG NANLILIGAW. SA SOBRANG LOYAL KO, PATI PAG PURSUE GINAWA KO NA. HAYS. (Nakarelate tuloy ako sa post dito sa USF na "Para sa aking manliligaw" Kung kasing tapang lang ako ni ate girl, liligawan din kita kahit ako pa babae. Hehe! Minention kita pero emoji lang nireact mo. Half meant kaya yon!) April 18, 2017. Graduation nyo na!! Late akong nagising pero I saw your recorded vid ng live sa fb, nakita ko sa feed so I watched it. Binati mo ko, I mean nag-thank you ka saken. Kinilig ako syempre. Natuwa kasi naappreciate mo. I saw your posts din sa my day mo, nakita kong pinicture'an mo lahat ng binigay kong regalo and naappreciate mo. Nagsend ka pa saken ng long message. Nakakaoverwhelmed syempre pero sineen ko lang. Di ko kasi alam sasabihin ko. April 20, 2017. It was around 1am or 2am, nagtwitter ka! Nagulantang ako. Yes, nagulantang talaga. I am thinking na replyan kita, so I dmed you saying "Hi captain!" Malakas loob ko kasi di ka nagoopen ng twitter. Pero mas ginalingan mo, tumayming ka. Sobrang timing. Lahat ng tweets ko na tungkol sayo, pinusuan mo. Nagreply ka pa sa dm ko. Nagpanic ako. Kabado. Di ko alam. Pero I ended up kausapin ka ulit. Nawalan ka ng data so nagchat ka through messenger at dun na natin tinuloy convo natin. Around 3am, ako na ang huling chat. Naglaho ka na. Yung active now naging active 1 hour ago. Oo bes, inantay kitang magreply. Nakatulog ka na pala. Hanggang sa di mo na ko nireplyan pa. Akala ko ikaw na lang magchachat kasi sabi mo, babawi ka at madaming beses mo pa kong kakausapin. Thats for sure. Walanjo. Paasa ka talagang tunay. Kaya ngayon, lumilipad na naman utak ko. Iiwas na ko for real, bago mo pa masira ng tuluyan ang puso ko. Nakaahon na ko e, nabawi ko na puso ko sayo. Tapos bigla kang nagparamdam. It has been four years, ITS MY TURN TO CHERISH MYSELF, TO LOVE MYSELF NAMAN. IT'S ME TIME! Kahit kalahati ng puso ko umaasa na marealized mo naman na ako yung gusto mo ulit. But hanggang kailan ako mag aantay? I've decided na I'm letting go my feelings for you and let God to handle it. I shall not depend to anyone's decision, it always be my own decision that will matter. Hindi masamang i-treasure yung memories na meron kayo pero mas maganda kung mananatili na lang itong kwento na may mapupulot na aral kaysa kwentong paulit ulit kang masasaktan at aasa ulit. Sadyang pinagtagpo lang kayo pero di kayo ang itinadhana. LIFE IS A CHOICE. WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO FORGIVE, YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW TO FORGET. LEARN TO SAY "YES", LEARN TO SAY "NO", LEARN TO "STAY, LEARN TO "GO", LEARN TO "HOLD ON" LEARN TO "LET GO" KNOW THE DIFFERENCE OF "WHATS RIGHT" TO "WHATS WRONG" Trust God, Pray harder, Have faith & Spread love. PS. Yung blog mo, i-check mo ulit. Di mo pa nababasa yung notes & yung mga additional posts ko.