#-will haunt me for the rest of my days

[aberooski]

headcanon that came out of nowhere ; i think atticus is a Weird Cuddler. not in the sense that he’s weird about the touching but that he always always ALWAYS has to hear someone’s heartbeat when they’re laying together.

it started with alexis when they were kids, because he was always told that a big brother needs to be there for his little sister. so he was always there to watch her in the night when she would cry or have a nightmare, and he’d always know when she was panicking or not because of her heart rate. and all he would think in the darkness would be “you have to protect it. you have to keep her heart beating this strong.”

it was horrible when he was possessed. there was nobody’s heartbeat but his own to listen to. ‘his’ own.

when he’s finally back at school, he lays in the dark after a nightmare. he can’t get up, that feeling of a choking presence chaining him down into the bed. but into the sheets he taps, that familiar ba-dump, ba-dump of alexis’ heart.

No because I completely agree and I think this is entirely in line with his character.

I was just watching episode 173 the other day just kinda because I felt like it and I was I suppose you could say, studying, as I am constantly analyzing him, Chazz, and Alexis. And I came across a certain moment that confirmed that I write Atticus extremely accurately, but is also and more importantly, is incredibly telling about him as a character and a person.

So after everyone is lost to Darkness and Atticus is the only one left on the island stripped of his memories of anyone and everyone, he breaks down and says this:

Atticus, in his mind and in his heart, exists entirely for the sake of others. His purpose is to be there to guide and protect and care for others and to be needed. Every single thing we ever see him do is in the interest of someone else. Usually Chazz or Alexis, but a few others as well throughout the show. He never does anything for himself, or thinks about himself first. I agree, while he was alone in Darkness while he was possessed, he couldn’t be comforted by his own heart beat. If anything, it would only make things worse because he can't stand being alone and not having anyone to care for and protect. He yearns for connection with people, especially the people he cares for the most, and being cut off from them for so long would be destructive to him.

And to the point of him being a snuggler cuddler, I also agree! I think Atticus is a very tactile, tangible person. Both by way of physical touch, and having tangible representations of concepts and ideas for him to hold onto. Like a heartbeat.

And Alexis, being the most important person in his life, the one he's always held the most dear, would be one tangible representation of safety and comfort. And when he's in darkness, cut off from her and his friends, he can't hear or feel anyone's heartbeat. There's no comfort for him, no way to know if the ones he cares for are alright or if they need him, not that he could go to them anyway during that time. He would just feel alone and useless, like he'd failed somehow, even though what happened to him wasn't his fault and he never asked to be dragged into the shadows. He accepted the power of Darkness as a last resort so that he could survive and make it back home to his family and friends. But when he finally does come back, let's have a look at this shot from episode 30, shall we?

Now I may be stretching a little, but hear me out. I think when he comes back, one of the first things he can feel is her heartbeat. Now, normally he might not be able to because she's a girl so not to be crass, but I'm also a girl so I can say it, her boobs are in the way. But she just got her brother back after a year and thinking she'd maybe really lost him for good and they just went through a whole shadow duel, and she's sobbing. This girl's heart has to be POUNDING, so I think for him it's a feint feeling but it's there even while he's unconscious. And she's distressed despite the fact that it's good distress, sure, but the fact is that after so long spent being alone and cut off from any semblance of feeling or comfort and being unable to fulfill his need to care for and protect his loved ones, like his sister, feeling her heartbeat again would tell him that he's free. That he's safe, that she's safe. I think it would solodifty heartbeats as a source of strength and comfort to him. So I can absolutely buy that when he's being crushed under the weight of the dark and his fear and can't breathe and his own heart is racing, he could find it within himself to tap or somehow create the rhythm of his sister's calm, steady heartbeat to remind him that he's safe and that everything's okay. Or even if it's not, that it will be.

Not to mention the fact that he's a musician, and I think in that way was well, the steady rhythm of a heart would be very comforting for him and something very tangible he can hold onto in the essence of the concept because it's something he can wholeheartedly understand.

#in other words I read for too deeply into these characters for my own good #and atticus is such a deeper and more multifaceted character than anyone ever gives him credit for and the fact that they wasted him- #-will haunt me for the rest of my days #BUT AUGH THIS IS GOOD GOOD STUFF !!! #YOU COOKED WITH THIS THANM YOU FOR THE FOOD #OM NOM NOM #microwaving all of this is my brain like a microwave pizza 🍕 #you get it. you just fucking get it. #yugioh #ygo #yugioh gx #ygo gx #atticus rhodes #fubuki tenjoin #alexis rhodes #asuka tenjoin #I'm so normal (mentally ill) about the rhodes family ✋ #headcanon #yugioh gx headcanons #aberooski asks #I'd say I'm sorry for the novel but I think we all know I'm not #also it's just how I talk I'm a yapper so 🤷‍♀️

[cracklewink]

Harmony Syndrome Part 5/5

The last chapter of my mlp infection AU! Thank you to everyone who followed along. Some final thoughts on my twitter @cracklewink if anyone's interested : )

#mlp #my little pony #mlp infection au #mlp infection #twilight sparkle #Sorry for leaving the ending open ended but I genuinely couldnt decide on just one way for things to turn out and I liked the idea of #leaving it open the most #in my mind sunset's final message is like we found a recording from the later days of the infection and we dont know what happened in the #end because the recordings stopped/ended #In any case I think they were able to put twilight and the others to rest #but who knows who survived the “final battle” and who didnt #also yes Twilight created harmony syndrome but not on purpose lol #it was the result of her botched attempt to create a spell that makes ponies immortal #obviously it backfired lol #and the irony is that twilight ends up dying before any of her friends #if they didnt want me writing my little pony horse tragedy they shouldnt have left mlpfim off on the note that all of twilight's friends #were growing old without her #ending thats been haunting me for five years #if anyones seeing this this is an open au btw so feel free to adopt any of the ideas if you like! : ) #tw thanatophobia #thanatophobia

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

This is the start of something new

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#Poorly Drawn MDZS #MDZS #wei wuxian #lan wangji #season 1 #*I never knew that it could happen till it happened to me* #Listen there were so many good scenes I wanted to draw and maybe one day I will but dang #sometimes when there are too many good moments to draw in a summary comic you have to abridge them into something that gets the vibes #The teen boy shenanigans that wwx drags lwj into are fine and good and *funny* #but they are also 15 and 15 year olds will say whatever comes to mind whether its well formulated or not #Less of a gay awakening and more of a moment of realizing that theres a door labeled 'homosexual thoughts' in the back of the house #and someone just threw a baseball into the window of it #poor lwj for he now spends the rest of his teen and young adult years haunted by this moment #only to cultivate it into a garden in which he will one day marry this man #Live your life in a way that would make teen you implode -> my daily advice column wisdom #Side note: this comic is vertical because I...ran out of space on my page. I have been meaning to experiment though #might continue like this? Maybe...

[alpacacare-archive]

#what can i even add to this #tf2 #tf2 medic #tf2 heavy #tf2 scout #tf2 demoman #tf2 sniper #tf2 engineer #tf2 pyro #sorry for tagging all of them i dont want anyone to feel left out #this stupid idea plagued and haunted me and it would not let me rest until i spent half of my day off drawing it #u decide if he actually fucks or not #who cares #^happened before medic and heavy started.. *looks around* ... holding hands. #suggestive #cw suggestive #i love smart dumbasses

[gauloiseblue]

König's definitely the kind of guy who would give his wife the Lick Lick Schlurp Schlurp 9000 and then shame her for cumming 5 times under 20 as if like he didn't get mad at her for trying to cover her moans and not cum

WHAT'S WITH THE LANGUAGE AJEKKFKKFLF 😭😭😭😭😭 also, true. He'll shame her for cumming, but he'll get so mad if she doesn't cum on his tongue. Like, make up your mind bro.

#anon ask #cod #call of duty #konig x reader #the lick lick schlurp schlurp 9000 will haunt me for the rest of the day istg #I'm handing you my therapy bill for this 🫵

[oakdown]

JOHN SIMM as THE MASTER in BBC'S DOCTOR WHO

#doctor who #the master #john simm #dwgifs #tvedit #tvgifs #timelordgifs #mine #this man's big beautiful eyes in this scene will haunt me for the rest of my days

[kerosene-spill]

Tarn got sillified 😞

@ratpinkpunk

#shitpost #transformers #maccadam #mtmte #mtmte tarn #idw tarn #my art #??????? #this will haunt me for the rest of my days #just like the mosquito starscream

[opikiquu]

.Aventurine. Aventurine. Boy wh y

#★ arin rambles #★ my art #my best friend finished aventurines boss in 1 try #(i was stuck so i never knew what happened after) #wish she never did #im filled with so much sorrow #THE NOTE. THE NOTE THE NOTE THE NOTE #HE. CARES HE CARES SO M #IM DOOMED #IM TOO LITTLE FOR ALL THIS SADNESS #SO MUCH . TEARS . TOO MANY SAD. WHY. WHYYY MEEEE #The note……… Im never ever gonna drop this ever #Aventurine’s story will haunt me forever #(affectionately) #so good….. but like in a painful way. Like ive been crying for 3 days now #today was the worst offense. MY HEAD HURTS STILL #SAVE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE CALLED escape penacony obby! #ill stop rambling now . I need . Rest. Or a ratiorine overdose whichever i find first #i hope my best friends dont see these tags they’ll think im pathetic #And i am. But nobody has to know that #THE NOTE— Okay fine ill stop ILL STOP #hsr penacony spoilers #hsr penacony #penacony #dr ratio x aventurine #dr ratio #aventurine x dr ratio #aventio #ratiorine #hsr aventurine

[non4ry]

stalking insanity

#haunting ground #fiona belli #daniella demento #daniella haunting ground #hewie haunting ground #haven’t drawn haunting ground in a hot minute.. still figuring out how i like to draw everyone #don’t tag as kin/me/id #also double post bc today is my day off and i’ve just been resting and drawing

[axel-ambassador]

Only she gets to be mean to him 😤

#total drama #tdi 2023 #total drama island 2023 #total drama 2023 #td axel #total drama axel #td ripper #total drama ripper #ripaxel #axeripper #shitpost #the sillies #i colored axels belt wrong and now its gonna haunt me for the rest of my days

[valhelos]

Got a light?

Half goblin Holly by @eldewinddolly

#my art #this vision has haunted me for days #the rest of you have to see it too #my apologies #af #artemis fowl #holly short #julius root

[inbox-to-the-void]

Fresh's Theme: YOO I'LL TELL U WUT I WANT SO TELL ME WH Swap: FML

art source comes from here, fic made by @gaylordscooter

[IMAGE ID: A digital drawing of Swap Sans, visibly tense and hiding behind a broken wall. The wall is an almost-grey blue, the background is a slightly bluer and darker grey, Blue's background color is blue, and Swap's outlines are a paler version of his background. Behind the wall are rainbow all-capitilized words that switch color each line break. The words read "YOO I'LL TELL U WUT I WANT SO TELL ME WH", the words a reference to the beginning lyrics in Wannabe by Spice Girls. The rainbow words are cut off by the bottom of the broken wall. Swap's thought bubble background is his outline colour, while his speech bubble font color is colored in his background color. His thought bubble just reads "FML" in all caps. END ID]

#utmv #swap sans #fresh sans #i hate you btw i've been unable to listen to anything but wannabe for days since reading that fic #i couldn't get this idea out of my brain #it gnawed at me like a creature #i couldn't rest until i drew this #the chorus of wannabe is still stuck in my head #i switched my song to wannabe while writing these tags #this song lives rest free in my head please help #all of your fics live in my head but this song is haunting me #why is your characterization of Fresh so good he's also living in my head please make him pay rent #also i want to eat ALL of your fics and your art and all your character concepts and designs #your art is so good #your headcanons are so good i've stolen like at least 3 #and your 'nightmare is young' concept has also eaten like half of my brain by now so also i demand financial compensation #i can't stop thinking about the things you create oh my fucking god

[yvesolade]

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#i had an awful time during my undergraduate degree #i was so depressed and so so unhappy #but went back for a five year reunion today #and I didn't really want to go but i went and i shouldn't have #someone was racist to my parents #and i spent the whole day surrounded by people who loved it there #and how do you be like . i don't feel safe here I never belonged here the psychological consequences of the years I spent here #will haunt me for the rest of my life? #and i can't even tell anyone any of this #because the friends i know from undergrad will be like :/ because they loved it and the fact i had a bad time makes them feel guilty #and the friend i have from outside is like #always anti ****** university #in a way that isn't helpful and doesn't make me feel good #so I'm just like. sad #i feel like im being punished for forgetting what it's like there

[my-ruthless-zoyalai]

threads

hello so I just read the fragile threads of power (it arrived yesterday I sat down and read it in three hours) and I have SO MUCH to process but

SPOILERS SPOILERS SPOILERS

alright here you go

“there is nowhere you go,” said the antari to her prince, “that i cannot follow.” i have never cried at a book but I was SOBBING.

“you came” “you called”

kell thinking lila doesn’t wear the ring but her secretly wearing it audjsjcjakcnejdkabcs

v. e. schwab cannot go one trilogy without lila having a near death experience

anyway, can you tell i’m tired neurodivergent and obsessed with lila bard?

#lila bard #kell maresh #kellila #they are so in love and it will haunt me for the rest of my days #ve schwab #she is giving me unreasonably high standards for romance #the fragile threads of power #threads of power #antari idk that should be a tag

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

it’s been confirmed that it WAS little Nico shouting for Bianca in the background of the lotus casino scene

oh 😔

#Nico is the tragic hero character that will haunt me for the rest of my days <3 #pjo #percy jackson #percy jackson and the olympians #nico di angelo

[surr3al1sm]

Fuck it, i gotto get them in my head by tommorow morning so I might as well actively do something with them while listening to them in song form.

Random Just Dance coaches as Kenmerkende Aspecten

"What's a kenmerkend aspect?" I hear you non-dutch people ask. Well do I have a story for you: kenmerkende aspecten are sentences we have to know word for word for history that sort of summarize the events that happen. They are like split in different periods but I wont be looking at that. If you have a question about any of the concepts mentioned I would love to history nerd for a second. Everything's below the cut if I've piqued your interest.

Night Swan, our queen, as: "Het in praktijk brengen van totalitaire ideologieën communisme, facisme en nationaal socialisme." / "Putting the totalitaire idiologies communism, facism and national socialism into practice."

Jack Rose as: "De rol van moderne propaganda- en communicatie middelen en vormen van massaorganisatie." / "The role of modern propaganda and communication tools and the forms of mass organisation."

The Traveler as: "De moderne vorm van imperialisme die verband hield met de industrialisatie." / "The modern from of imperialism that related to the industrialization."

Selios as: "De hernieuwende orientatie op het erfgoed van de klassieke oudheid." / "The renewed orientation on the heritage of classical antiquity."

Cygnus as: "De industriele revolutie legde in de westerse wereld de basis voor een industriele samenleving." / "The Industrial Revolution laid the foundation for an industrial society in the Western world."

Si'ha Nova as: "Rationeel optimisme en 'verlicht denken' dat werd toegepast op alle terreinen van de samenleving: godsdienst, politiek, economie en sociale verhoudingen." / "Rational optimism and 'enlightened thinking' that was applied to all areas of society: religion, politics, economics and social relations"

Mihaly as: "De ontwikkeling van pluriforme en multiculturele samenlevingen." / "The development of plural and multicultural societies"

Sara as: "De verdeling van de wereld in twee ideologische blokken in de greep van een wapenwedloop en de daaruit voortvloeiende dreiging van een atoomoorlog." / "The division of the world into two ideological blocks in the grip of an arms race and the resulting threat of nuclear war."

Wanderlust as: "Voortschrijdende democratisering, en de deelname van steeds meer mannen en vrouwen aan het politieke proces." / "Progressive democratization, and the participation of more and more men and women in the political process."

Brezziana as: "De dekolonisatie die een eind maakte aan de westerse hegemonie in de wereld." / "The decolonization that put an end to Western hegemony in the world."

#I need to be stopped #This is just to help me study #you can ignore this post if you want #but I'm also curious what you guys think of this LMAO #this post is going to haunt me for the rest of my days and I already know it #just dance #jd #just dance fandom #just dance coach #just dance 2024 #just dance 2023 edition #I'm not even tagging the coaches