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Trust No One p.12 - B.B

warnings; bondage, squirting, breeding kink, praising kink, daddy kink, overstimulation, mention of drug abuse, mention of violence, DV(slightly), gun violence (slightly), angst, torture, mention of drugs, mention of death, mention of kidnapping, mention of rape, death, violence, MAJOR fluff.

w/c: 6463

a/n: sorry this took me so long to upload as it is a very long chapter and I was moving in the process, I will be uploading on a schedule more. Sunday's and Monday's are my two days off from work, I will be posting on either one of those days, just depends:) thank you for your patience and here is part 12:)

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"Its me, open up!"

You frowned at the unfamiliar voice and looked back at Bucky. He stayed quiet for a minute until he smirked and remembered the voice. He uncovered your mouth and you looked back at him, "Rebecca! The money is downstairs on my desk!" He pulled out until only the tip was in you then slammed back into you. You moaned loudly, your back arching. He heard her huff and walk down the stairs. "Mmm! You gonna cum my little princess?!" you nodded your head moaning as he thrusted into you hard.

"Yes daddy! I wanna cum!" your legs started to shake again as you felt that knot in your stomach build up again. He thrusted into you faster pushing in deeper every time. "God! You are so deep daddy! I'm gonna cum!!" You pushed your hips back against him trying to get more friction. "More! I need more!!" Bucky reached into the box and grabbed a vibrator, he turned it on high and reached underneath you and pressed it right by against your clit. You let out a high pitched moan as you came all over his cock and the vibrator, "Thank you daddy! Thank you!" you whined and tried pulling away from him as you were getting to overstimulated. "Bucky, mango." he pulled the vibrator away from your clit and shut it off. He rubbed your back as you breathed heavily trying to relax a bit. That wasn't the first time you used that safe word. You and Bucky had two safe words, 'mango' means, 'hold on give a second to breathe,' 'pineapple', which is your other safe word, means, 'stop.' you came up with them because sometimes you would use 'pineapple' but then you would go back to have sex, so you needed another word that just meant for you to take a second then get back into it.

"Just let me know when you are ready baby." he leaned down and kissed your back up to your neck. When you finally came down from your high, you looked back at him and nodded, "Are you sure? You can take more time if you need it." you shook your head no. "Alright baby. How many times have you came already?"

"Three times daddy." you bit your lip.

"Don't you think its time for daddy to cum?" he smirked and you clenched around his cock, getting excited.

"Yes! Yes, please! I want your cum deep inside daddy!" you moaned a little. He pulled out a little and unclipped the cockring from his cock. He put it on the bed and he sighed in relief.

"Fuck i cant wait to fill your pussy up baby." he pulled out then slammed back into you moaning. He thrusted into you as fast as he could. You moaned loudly then yelped as he flipped you over onto your back. He grabbed the back of your thighs and pushed your knees towards your chest as he thrusted into you harder. He groaned as you clenched around his cock which only made him go harder. "Fuck! Keep doing that baby!"

"Oh my! GOD!" you moaned louder arching your back off the bed. "Shit! Bucky! I'm cumming! Im cumming!!" He grabbed your legs and pushed them down until your knees were on either side of your head. He thrusted into you faster then pulled out of you and rubbed your swollen clit with his index and middle finger fast as you screamed loudly in pleasure, squirting all over yourself and on Bucky.

"Mmm fuck baby more!" He rubbed your clit faster biting his lip as you squirted more then stopped breathing heavily as he pulled his fingers away and slapped your pussy. "Mmm that was so fucking hot."

"T-Thank you daddy."

"Come here baby." he slides back into you and thrusts into you hard trying to catch his own orgasm. "Mmm i wanna cum in my pussy baby!" you felt yourself getting overstimulated but tried to enjoy it.

"Mmm cum in your pussy daddy! Mmm you feel so fucking good!" you moaned loud as you felt him twitch inside you, "Yes! Yes give me cum daddy!"

"God! Fuck i love you!" he grabbed the sheets on the sides of your head and pushed deep inside you as he came hard inside of you.

"Thank you for your cum daddy, thank you." you smiled a little, loving how much he filled you up. He looked down at you breathing heavily.

"Fucking cumslut." he smirked at you then pulled out of you. He put his boxers on and sat you up untying the rope from your wrists as you stretch your arms out and then rub your wrists, "that didn't hurt did it?"

you looked up at him and shook your head, "No im fine." you smiled.

"come on let's go take a shower." he grabbed your hand and helped you up, but you winced and waddled over to the bathroom with him. he looked at you and laughed. you slapped his arm frowning. "Why are you walking like that?"

"Because my fucking back, you practically fucked my back out." you shook your head at him.

"I mean, it's been like a week since we've had sex, i had to make up for it." he smirked, "how about we take a bath since you can barely stand?"

"Please?" you pouted, "Ooohh we can use my new bath bombs." Bucky smiled and turned on the water as the tub started to fill up. you walked to the cabinet and grabbed a purple bathbomb. you walked to the tub and dropped it in as it started to fizz up. Bucky walked behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his head on your shoulder.

"I love you y/n."

you smiled and rubbed his hands leaning against him. "i love you to Bucky."

there was a knock on the bathroom door, "Bucky it's me." you heard the voice again. He quickly grabs you a towel and you wrap it around yourself. he walks to the door and opens it.

"What do you want Rebecca?" he frowns at her.

she looks at you then back at Bucky, "Who's that?"

"That's my wife y/n. Y/n, this is Rebecca, my drug dealers daughter." You waved at her and smiled.

"Your wife? you're married? since when?" she frowned.

"Since like 3 weeks ago. anyways, what can i do for you? did you take the money?" Bucky said leaning against he door frame.

she gave you a dirty look then looked at him, "Yeah i took the money. but like what the fuck Bucky? what about my parties? i can't throw them anymore if you're married now."

"Why do you say that?" he frowned.

"Is she going to let me use the house to do it?" she frowns.

"Who said she was in charge?" he smirked a little.

Rebecca frowned and rolled her eyes, "whatever goodbye Bucky." she left the house and Bucky shit the door and looked at you. you stood there wrapped in the towel but frowning at him.

"What? don't look at me like that." he frowned at you.

"Who said you were in charge?" you crossed your arms on your chest.

"I did, since i just fucked the shit out of you and made you squirt and now you're limping. so l think i'm the one in charge here." he smirked at you. you blushed a little and dropped your towel and turned off the water getting into the tub. you laid back and relaxed as Bucky got in front of you and sat between your legs putting his legs on either side of you. "Oh don't be mad y/n."

"i'm not mad." you closed your eyes, the room smelling like vanilla and lavender. you relaxed into the warm water. Bucky watched you and he leaned over and rubbed your tits squeezing them a little as they were above the water since the tub was filled up until about your tits. you moaned at the touch and bit your lip. "What are you doing Bucky?"

"Your tits look so good. I wanna play with them." he smirked and got on his knees and leaned down and sucked on your left nipple while pinching the other. He swirled his tongue around it and then sucked on it. you moaned throwing your head back, your nipples being very sensitive from still being turned on.

"Bucky, please." you moaned as he pulled off and took your other nippple in his mouth sucking on it while squeezing the other tit, "Oh my god Bucky." you felt his hard cock against your leg and you whined, "i'm still sensitive baby."

he pulled off your tits and pushed them together and he buried his face in between them licking them, "God i love them so much."

~later that night

You walked into Bucky's office as he was in there trying to work, "Hi baby." you walked over to him and sat on his desk on his side facing him.

"What's up princess?" he was typing on his computer.

"Sooooo i was wondering..." you swung your legs back and forth, looking at him innocently.

"What y/n? spit it out." he looked at you.

"Can I go to my friend Fran's party tonight?" you pouted.

"A party? Where?" he frowned sitting back in his chair.

"It's at her house. i'll give you the address. Please Bucky. i wanna go." you pouted. "you can come to if you want."

"No it's fine i have a lot of work to do here. but you can go. just send me the address just in case." he looked at you.

"Oh yay! thank you!!" you got up off the desk and hugged him kissing him all over his face. he hugged you back holding you close to him.

"you're lucky i love you." he smiled.

...

You finished getting ready and walked downstairs. Bucky was standing in the entryway talking to Sam. He looked up at you and smirked, "You're going dressed like that?" you were wearing a short black dress with a leather jacket and heels.

"Why what's wrong with what i'm wearing?" you frowned, "i'm covered up."

"I know baby i'm kidding. have fun tonight, send me and Sam the address, if you need anything just call one of us, please." he kissed you as you kissed him back.

"i will Bucky, i love you."

"i love you to baby."

...

~three hours later

you were still at Fran's party. you were drunk, you had to admit it, but you wanted to have fun. you need this time to relax and enjoy life. you were currently on the dance floor dancing with your friend Ashley. She turned to you, "y/n you want a drink?" you nodded your head and continued to dance to the music. Ashley walked away and you quickly grabbed your phone and texted Bucky.

you

Bucky i'm having one more drink then i'm gonna have Sam pick me up

hubby💍

alright he said he will be there in 20 mins

you

okayyy thank you babyyyy😘

hubby💍

i'm in bed, i'll be here when you get here

i love you 💕

you

i love you 🖤

you smiled then put your phone back in your pocket. Ashley walks up to you and hands you a drink and a shot. "Come on let's do this shot y/n." you took the shot then chased it down with your drink. you continued to dance then started to feel dizzy and lightheaded. You kind of stumbled a little in Ashley, "Y/n, you alright?"

"I-I don't feel good." you stumbled back into someone and they grabbed your waist as you went limp into their arms. you closed your eyes, but before you passed out you heard a voice speaking.

"Get her in the van, hurry up!" it sounded so familiar to you but you couldn't figure it out. you passed out.

...

Sam POV

i pulled up to the house party y/n was at. She asked to get picked up instead of calling an Uber to bring her home. i don't mind it, i like to drive. i texted her letting her know i was outside but i got no response. The party still looked like it was going on so i decided to go investigate myself where she was. i got out of my car and walked into the house. Alcohol and weed was all i could smell. the music was so loud i could barely hear myself think. i started looking around for y/n but couldn't find her. i saw this girl dancing with some guy how had a birthday shash one so i walked over to her tapping her shoulder. she turned around and jumped when she saw me, "Yo you scared me. Can i help you?"

"Yeah have you seen y/n?" i said in her ear so she could hear me over the loud music.

"Who's y/n?" she frowned at me.

"I'm sorry am i at the wrong house? You're Fran right?" i frowned at her.

"Yeah but i don't know anyone named y/n." she shrugged. Was i at the wrong house? There's no way y/n would send the wrong address.

"I'm sorry for wasting your time. have a good night." i walked out of the house and called Bucky, he answered in two seconds.

"is she alright?"

"I...i think i'm at the wrong address."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm at the address she sent, but no one here knows y/n apparently."

"So where is she then? Did she lie to me about going to that party?"

"I don't know Bucky but she's not here. i looked for her."

"Hold on, she just texted me." he sighed.

you

Bucky, i'm going to sleep at my friend ashley's house

i'll be home in the morning.

"She just texted me and said she's sleeping at her friend Ashley's house." he sighed and texted you back.

hubby💍

send the address

i'm having Sam pick you up

hello?

y/n?

he sighed, "Shes not answering me. just come back to the house, we'll just have to wait for her to come home."

…

Bucky stood up all night waiting for you to call or even text him back and he got nothing. It was the morning and he was sitting in a chair a few feet away from the front door waiting for you. He was exhausted but he was getting worried about you not being at the party and you not answering him all night. The door opened and Bucky looked up and saw Sam walk in. He was just as tired as him. Sam went out and looked for y/n all night and couldn't find you. Bucky's leg started to shake as he started to get anxious and worried. he ran his hand through his hair and sighed. He got up from his chair and grabbed his gun, "Let's go." Him and Sam both walked out of the door.

...

The door to Fran's house opened as she walked in coming home from work, "Kyle, i'm home." she got no response. Kyle's car was in the driveway so why wasn't he answering her. She frowned and walked into the living room and gasped dropping her keys and purse. There was Kyle, tied to a chair, bleeding and beaten up. Bucky was sitting on her couch behind him, while Sam was standing by Kyle. Bucky looked up at her, his leg shaking as he was biting on his nail. "Bucky look..-"

He looked up at her, emotionless eyes, "Where is she, Fran?"

"Bucky I-I.."

"Say you don't know," he pointed his gun at Kyle who was unconscious, "I'll fucking kill him. Where is she?"

"I don't know Bucky I-I swear." She looked at Bucky in fear, "Please don't kill him."

"You lied to my buddy Sam here. You said y/n wasn't here last night and you had no idea who she was. So i'm gonna ask you again, where is she?" Bucky got up and put the gun right up against Kyles head.

she started sobbing, "I don't know! All i was told was to put drugs in her drink so she would pass out and that they would take care of the rest!! please don't Bucky!"

He looked at her confused, "Who's they?"

"I don't know some random guy! he paid me a thousand dollars to do it! him and some other random guy took y/n and left! i don't know anything more than that! Bucky please!" she pleaded.

Bucky looked at her and shook his head, "What was his name?"

"Uh..um... Rich or something like that i don't know Bucky he never told me his name!" She cries. Bucky runs his hands through his hair and sighs.

"If i find out you're lying to again Fran, I'll fucking kill you both." Him and Sam walked out of the house.

...

Bucky was sitting in his office trying to figure out who would take you. It wouldn't be miguel, he had nothing to hold over you or himself. He couldn't figure it out and who's ashley? He has never heard of Ashley before. His leg was shaking as he ran both hands through his hair sighing. he wasn't going to sleep until he found you. His head shot up when he heard a soft knock at the door, "Come in." the door opened and it was Rebecca. She looked at Bucky concerned and walked in.

"Hey, i heard what happened to y/n. You'll find her Bucky." She walked over to him and he sighed rubbing his face.

"I don't understand who would take her. i should have never let her go to that party without someone being there." he sighed as his voice cracked a little. He sniffled as tears started to form in his eyes. Rebecca started to rub his back.

"It's okay to cry Bucky, you'll find her." She rubbed his shoulders. Bucky got up from his chair and walked to the front of it and started to pace back and forth, getting anxious. "Bucky, calm down. come sit down."

he stopped and looked at her frowning, "Calm down?! Don't fucking tell me to calm down when my wife is fucking gone and no one knows who took her! Don't fucking come in here and try to say everything is okay! For all i know she could be dead in a fucking hole right now! So shut the fuck up Rebecca!!" He was crying at this point. He didn't know what else to do. He sat down in one of the chairs in front of his desk and cried into his hands. "I don't know what to do anymore."

"Why do you care about her so much?" Rebecca spat. Bucky looked up at her in disbelief.

"What?!" Bucky stood up and took out his gun from his back pocket and pointed it at her, "The fuck did you just say?!"

"So what if she was dead in a hole, why do you care so much about her?" She frowned. "You changed Bucky. You never used to be so attached to one person. the Bucky i know would have 6 girls lined up right now, getting ready to have sex with them and not caring about anything else. She changed you."

"Shut up Rebecca. That was the old Bucky. i changed because i wanted to not because she changed me. She needs someone who's going to protect her, love her and cherish her. She has lost to many people in her life, she needs me like i need her." Bucky frowned at Rebecca.

She scoffed, "You used to care about me like that and now that she's in the picture, you threw me to the side like i was garbage."

"Rebecca, i didn't give two shits about you and you know that. You've been trying for so long to get with me and i always chose someone other than you! Don't you get it?!"

"Well, i hope she's dead." she frowned. Bucky walked up to her and grabbed her by the neck and pushed her up against the wall and squeezed her neck cutting off her air. "Bu-Bucky, stop!" she gasped for air as she grabbed Buckys wrist to pull him away. He looked at her in the eyes, anger in his eyes. He stayed quiet as he squeezed her neck more, almost cutting off all of the oxygen in her lungs, "Bu-Bucky...." her face started to turn red as she gasped for air.

Sam walked into the room and saw what was happening and ran over to them, "Bucky!! Let her go!! Come on man!! let her go!!" Bucky let go of her neck and walked backwards away from her as she gasped taking a long breath of air and she fell to her knees holding her neck. Sam put his hands on Buckys chest and looked at him, "Hey, hey relax okay. Just sit down and relax." Bucky sat down in one of the chair and his leg started to shake along with his hands. Sam looked back at Rebecca as she was still trying to breathe.

"I know where she is, and you, Bucky, just costed her, her life." Rebecca said as she looked up at the both of them. Bucky looked at her with rage in his eyes as she smirked at him. "Bet you wish you didn't try to kill me now.

"The fuck did you just say?! You know know where she is Rebecca?!" Bucky got up from his chair and Sam held him back, "Where is she Rebecca?! Tell me where she is!!"

"She's probably 6 feet under the ground right now and you don't even know it." She stood up fixing her shirt and rubbed her neck. Bucky tried to pull away from Sam as he was staring right at Rebecca with rage in her eyes. She smirked at him, "How does it feel not knowing if shes dead or alive? Does it hurt Bucky?"

"Bucky ignore her. Shes trying to get in your head. Relax Bucky we will find her." Sam said trying to calm Bucky down, "Shes lying, she doesn't know where y/n is. Shes just trying to get a rise out of you."

"Oh, you don't think i know where she is? Of course I do, im the one who kidnapped her." She smirked at Bucky.

~Flashback to the party

You smiled then put your phone back in your pocket. Ashley walks up to you and hands you a drink and a shot. "Come on let's do this shot y/n." you took the shot then chased it down with your drink. you continued to dance then started to feel dizzy and lightheaded. You kind of stumbled a little in Ashley, "Y/n, you alright?"

"I-I don't feel good." you stumbled back into someone and they grabbed your waist as you went limp into their arms. you closed your eyes, but before you passed out you heard a voice speaking.

"Get her in the van, hurry up!" it sounded so familiar to you but you couldn't figure it out. you passed out.

A few hours later, you woke up tied to a chair. You looked around, you were in a dark room with the only light from a lamp at the top of the ceiling that was right on you and you groaned as you felt sick to your stomach, "Hello?" you pulled at your wrists and looked down at them and noticing that both your wrists and ankles were tied to the chair. You struggled a little and you heard a chuckle come from in front of you. You looked up in fear as you tried to make out the black figure hiding in the shadows, "Hello? Whos there?"

"Hello Y/N." the person came into the light and you looked at them confused and then frowned. "Remember me?"

"No, I don't." you smirked, "Oh wait, yeah i do, aren't you that girl that is obsessed with Bucky and cant take no for an answer?" you shook your head and chuckled at her. You felt a hard slap across your face as you gasped and looked at her.

"Shut up bitch!" She grabbed your chin and made you look at her, "Before you came into the picture, I was so close to getting him, so close to making him mine, but you had to take him from me."

"I didn't do shit. Bucky never liked you and he never will. Youre just as obsessed as Steve was. You are both fucking crazy and look at where at ended Steve. The same will happen to you and you know that. He wont stop looking for me, you know he wont." you smirked at her, "So do whatever you want to me, torture me, beat me, hell, you can kill me, but just know Bucky will NEVER be with you." Rebecca let go of your face and frowned down at you then smirked.

"He would do anything for you? Anything to save your life?"

"Yes he would."

"Perfect." she smirked.

~End of flashback

"You would do anything for her wouldn't you Bucky?" She smirked at him.

"I would do anything for her, she's my wife, i love her, you fucking bitch!" He yelled at her.

"You wanna see her Bucky?" she took out her phone as he nodded. Sam looked back at Rebecca and frowned.

"Dont fucking play around Rebecca." Sam frowned at her.

"I'm not, im not. Here take a look." Sam took the phone from her then handed it to Bucky and he gasped as he saw the live video recording of you getting tortured. You were sitting in the middle of the dark room with a bag over your head. Two guys were standing on either of you. One of them poured a bucket of cold water on you. You gasped loudly and shivered because it was ice cold then the other one took a taser and put it on your neck and send shocks throughout your whole body as you screamed in pain. Bucky looked up at Rebecca and had tears in his eyes.

"Rebecca, please, ill do anything. Please tell them to stop." his heart dropped when he heard your screams. "Please! Tell them to stop Rebecca!!" he sobs as he falls to his knees, "Please im begging you to make it stop Rebecca!"

"God you are so pathetic." she grabs her phone from him and calls someone, "Stop, im on my way." she hangs up the phone and looked down at Bucky, "You want her back?" he nodded crying quietly.

"Too bad, i think ill keep her for a while. Have some leverage over you." She smirked and slapped his cheek a few times. "I'll send you my demands later, but right now, i have to go have a long talk with my girl y/n." she walked towards the door and Bucky stood up and pointed his gun at her. She looked back at him, "If you kill me, you'll never know where she is. Nice try though." She leaves the house.

...

"Wakey wakey whore!" Rebecca slaps your cheeks a few times as you woke up. You were exhausted from the pain. You were completely soaked from the water being poured on you and you have bruises from the taser all over your neck and arms. You look at Rebecca with your eyes half open, you were breathing heavily.

"He is going to find me Rebecca and when he does, you're dead." you said with a raspy low voice.

She giggled, "Oh, is that right? You see y/n, he could never kill me, because if he does, my dad would go after him and so would half of the fucking city. He cant kill me y/n, so i will haunt your guys forever." she smirked. You spit at her and it lands on her face. She frowned and grabs your throat squeezing it as she wipes her face, "Did you just spit on me?! You know i could kill you right now if i wanted to."

"Oh yeah?! Then do it bitch!" you smirked at her as she let go of your neck and frowned.

"But i wont."

One of her men walks into the room and she looks up at them, "He's here."

She smirked, "Oh perfect timing." she looks down at you, "You're gonna wanna stay awake for this one. You think Bucky cares about you, lets just see how far he would go for you." she walked out of the room and you sighed throwing your head back against the chair looking up at ceiling. Your body ached, your wrists were bruised from pulling at them. You had been tortured for hours. A few minutes later, the door opens behind you and you try to look but you couldn't and you sighed and then looked at Rebecca and Bucky as they both came into view in front of you. You looked at Bucky and he looked a mess. His hair was all over the place, his eyes were red from crying, his cheeks were stained from his tears, he looked exhausted. You gulped and tried to move and Rebecca smirked at you then grabbed Bucky by the face turning him towards her. "You would do anything for her, right Bucky?" he nodded looking down at Rebecca, "Then kiss me." your eyes went wide as you looked at the both of them. Your heart sunk into your stomach and you felt like you were going to be sick.

"N-No, Bucky. You don't have to do that. Bucky please." you started to cry, "Bucky please its not worth it. Its not, don't do it." you felt your heart start to ache as you looked at the both of them. Bucky put his hands on her cheeks and looked her in the eyes. He bit his lip and looked down at her lips then back up at her eyes.

"Come on kiss me, if you love her." she whispers. Bucky leaned in and stopped before he could touch her lips as he heard you sobbing. His heart broke at the sound of your cries. He couldn't do it, he couldn't kiss her, knowing you were right there in the same room a few feet away, but he had to. It was the only way she would let you go. He quickly put both of his thumbs on her lips and turned her to the side so his back was facing you and he leaned in whispering in her ear.

"I wouldnt fucking kiss you in a million years." Bucky took out his blade from his pocket and stabs Rebecca in the stomach. She gasps and pushes Bucky away falling to her knees holding onto her stomach as the knife is still in her stomach. Bucky turns around and walks over to you untying the ropes from your hands and feet. Sam rushes inside of the room and looks at Rebecca who is still on her knees, trying to pull the knife out.

"We gotta go!" Sam said. Bucky picks you up bridal style and walked quickly out of the room, they walk down a long hallway and out of the building. Sam runs over to the car starting it, as Bucky gets in the backseat with you. He gently puts you down on the seat. Sam drives away. You lean over and cuddle into Bucky's side. He wraps his arm around you and pulls you in close kissing your head.

"You found me." you said softly.

"Of course I did, I will always find you baby." he holds you close to him.

...

You get back to the house and Bucky carries you inside. He walks upstairs to your bedroom then places you gently on the bed. You sit up then wince in pain. He looks at you concerned, "Whats wrong baby? What hurts?"

You started to cry, "Everything hurts Bucky."

"I know baby, I'm so sorry." He gets down on his knees in front of you and cups your cheeks wiping your tears away. "I'm so sorry y/n." he tears up as you start to sob. "I love you baby, im sorry they did that to you." he rests his forehead against yours as tears run down his face as he closes his eyes.

"I'm just so happy you found me Bucky. I dont know if i could have taken anymore pain." you continued to sob looking up at him as his eyes were still closed and tears continued to run down his face.

"I-Its okay baby, i'm here now. I got you." he pulls you into a hug as you bury your face in chest hugging him back. He kisses the top of your head resting his head on yours. "Let me run you a bath. You feel cold." He pulls away from you and opens his eyes looking at you, "I'll be right back." you nodded and he got up walking to the bathroom and ran you a warm bath. After a few minutes he walked back over to you and picked you up carrying you to the bathroom. He sat you down on the sink and reached behind unzipping your dress taking it off of you. You winced in pain as the fabric went down your sensitive skin. He looked at your body as saw all the little marks from the taser and he sighed. You turned his head to face you and smiled a little.

"Its fine baby they will heal." you reassured him and he nodded. He picked you up and placed you in the tub as you slowly sat down in the water then laid back. You finally relaxed against the tub and closed your eyes. The warm water against your skin felt amazing as your body started to warm up. Bucky sat on the floor outside of the tub and leaned his head back against the wall looking up at the ceiling as he pulled his knees to his chest. You both sat like that for a while. You opened your eyes and sat up looking back at Bucky. He looked down at you and sat up. "Can you wash my hair for me?" you said softly. He nodded smiling a little and got on his knees outside the tub. You dipped your head in the water to get it wet then came back up. He grabbed the bottle of shampoo and put some on the top of your head and started massaging it into your scalp. You closed your eyes at how smoothing and comforting it was. Once he was done, you dipped your head back in the water and he reached over and helped you rinse it out. Once it was all out you came back up and he put conditioner in your hair and massaged that everywhere. Then you dipped your head back and he helped rinse it out again then you came up smiling at him, "Thank you Bucky." He smiled and got up grabbing a towel for you. you let the water drain as you stood up and wrapped the towel around your body. He helped you out of the tub then lifted you up into the counter of the sink. you sat down and looked at him smiling. He grabbed your skin cream and he put it on your face rubbing it in for you. He grabbed your toothbrush putting paste on it then hands it to you. You start brushing your teeth as he grabs your hair brush and waits for you to finish. once you do you spit out the paste then rinse your mouth out. you clean off your toothbrush then put it back in the holder. You take your hair brush from him and brush out your hair. You looked up at him as he has his hands resting on your thighs, "Thank you baby." you lean in and kiss him, he hesitated for a second then kissed you back. you wrap your arms around his neck and rested your head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around your waist holding you close to him. He kisses the top of your head and sighs. "Stop blaming yourself Bucky, you didn't know that was going to happen."

"I could have prevented it. I could have had Sam there to pick you up sooner. I-I.." you cut him off by looking up at him and placing a hand on his cheek. he avoided eye contact with you as his eyes started to tear up.

"Look at me..." he turns his gaze towards you looking in your eyes as tears fell down his cheeks. you wiped them away and kissed his nose, "Bucky, i'm alright, i'm here with you now. Always and forever baby."

he nodded, "Always and forever." he said softly kissing your forehead. he lifted you up as you wrapped your arms around his neck and legs around his waist. He carried you over to the bed and placed you down on it gently. you let go as he pulled away and walked to his closet grabbing a sweatshirt for you to wear. he walked over to you as you took off the towel and put the sweatshirt on. you crawled up the bed and got under the covers cuddling the blankets. he leaned down and kissed your head, "I'm just gonna clean up and i'll be back." you nodded and closed your eyes. Bucky cleaned up the bathroom and then got undressed himself leaving his boxers on. he shut off all the lights and walked over to the bed getting under the covers behind you and he laid down behind you pulling you back into his chest as you relaxed into his hold. his thumb rubbing small circles on your stomach. he kisses your shoulder and closes his eyes cuddling you, "Goodnight y/n, i love you forever." he said softly.

"Goodnight Bucky, i love you always." you cuddled back into him. After a few minutes of silence you thought he had fallen asleep, as you could hear his faint snores, but he was still awake. You sighed and turned around cuddling his chest as he wrapped his arms around you holding you close to him. "They raped me..." you said softly, sniffling.

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