#7 days until drop!!

[criticalcrux]

#online #I'm here #gonna do a bit of blog organization #other than that - let's get some stuff flowing! #7 days until drop!! #excited! #bleach rp #multimuse #anime rp

[soracities]

Why are you inclined to wait for the hype to die down before listening to the album? just curious, no need to answer:-)

honestly it's just a v distinct feature of my brain in that for god knows WHAT reason i just do not get w things at their peak (if i do at all). i've been like this since i was like 8 so i think its partly just preferring to do things at my pace rather than because everyone else is (also i feel like people get weird w hozier online and i want to be away from that). but also if i'm partaking in / discussing something i much prefer to do it intimately so before anything else i will absolutely be flooding @agapebynicholasbritell and @dearorpheus DMS when i finally listen to it 💗

#i am like this for everything. didn't want to read hp at age 7. refused to watch breaking bad. didnt get into GOT until everyone was already #on s3 and then only watched the first 3 and the last season. no interest in barbenheimer. watched hannibal 3 yrs after everyone else. #only finished derry girls 3 days ago still havent started the second season of yellowjackets even though i loved the first <3 #watched house md on and off and absolutely not in chronological order #literally sure fire way to get me NOT to watch something right away is if everyone is dont ask me why im like this i just AM #only exception was twilight (lol) & bridgerton #but even then i also tend to just drop a show in the middle of its run zero explanation like i did for person of interest so there's that #my viewing habits are an enigma #ask #anonymous

[onthejadedjournal]

had a whiplash..... poke.pasta pe.rdition updates whereareyouuuuu

#i suddenly got so nostalgic #i remember when the game dropped and i was on the hype stream and they uploaded the download link #and after awhile i hopped straight into streaming the gameplay with nero #we all went batshit at steven's prologue song and the actual somg and and and #me getting excited over carmine and redwood because they're the ones with the least leaks #and then getting jumpscared by carmine lovingly #and then nero finding out the a4 easter egg with that song (it's actually my favorite song aside from creepy black) #and then us lookin for glitchys song but we didnt know how becahse it kept crashing on us ironically so we watched it on yt instead.. #it was like 5am... stayed until 7 or smth it was such a joyous time #and then we went snooping into the game files and found so many tidbits #finding the phantom mike file.... ugh.... we thought it was miki but it was mike..... #and then the RICHARD MEME 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪 AALSJDJDHBSJSJSJSJSJE VETERAN ACCOUNT MOMENT #sorry im relieving how much excitement i had for this game i really love it #its so much more underrated than lullaby #im still very excited #silver.... tarnished gooollldddd pleaseeeee please i am so excited for it #i still haven't stopped listening to all their songs btw like to this day i still listen to it ehehrhherh #but curse and a4 are my favorites for sure wkwkekjdjjddj #someoneee annoy me abt the mod pls i miss it so much ahhhhh #might rewatch the rhys reskin later wkekekekwkekek

[imekitty]

Normal people: I'm not worried about it.

Me with a debilitating anxiety disorder:

#anxiety #i worry about everything alllll day long lel #I dropped off a kitten to get fixed this morning and I've only ever had one cat die during a spay/neuter #out of hundreds #and that cat had a weak heart I wasn't aware of #but still it traumatized me and now I just freak out all day long waiting to hear that my rescue babies survived surgery #and yes it really does take all day long for me to find out because we have a contract with the animal hospital #and we just drop off a bunch of rescue cats right at 7:30 in the morning and then they fix them all throughout the day #and often they're not ready to come home until closing time at 6 #anyway this is my life just constantly scared to death about everything lol

[pepprs]

ok. giving myself 4 minutes to make this post and then i finish my homework. i just am so deeply miserable. i really think i made a mistake. i should not be in grad school. i only took a year between this and undergrad and i am still so burned out and mentally ill. im working full time. im only taking one class and this program is supposed to be so good and aligned with what i want and all of that. but i just cant stand having homework. i just cant stand it. i think i am not cut out for academia even though i work in academia. i think i will never get better as long as im still living at home but i have to get better before i can no longer be living at home but i cant get better until im not living at home and every day i still live at home saps away at my will to live quite literally. i should not have started doing grad school without regaining my will to live. without restoring my love for reading and writing that i used to have voraciously when i was younger and less deeply miserable. without recovering from the burnout. i think i made a mistake. i need a masters degree so bad so that i can be safe but i need to not have fucking homework when i already struggle to get through my days without school. i feel so stuck in my life and hopeless and helpless. i dont know what to do

#purrs #i cant drop out or anything because. lol and this class isnt even that big of a deal like i TRULY am freaking out over nothing. but my life #situation is so bad rn bro like i cant get my parents to take me out to drive and i cant get myself to get my parents to take me out to #drive and every day i am guilt tripped berated etc etc and i feel like i am never ever ever going to be able to have my own life where i a #stable and safe and happy. it can happen for other people except for me and my siblings. i dont know. im not explaining anything well. #i just cant do this. i need to not have this one more thing on my plate but i have to because if i dont have a masters degree in my field i #am nothing even though everyone is telling me that isnt true and all of them are credible but im just so mentally ill i cant believe anyone #and icant accept any advice or hope or whatever good about me i just. am stuck. this is as good as it gets and its not even good. #delete later #that was 7 minutes not 4 and i didnt even write anything substantial. nutshell. i just have been so fucking depressed lately oh my goddddd #this is maybe too strong of a thing to say but like. i know it isnt technically neglect if i am an adult but... i think i may kind of be #neglected by my family in some ways a little bit and always have been but like. emotionally. like in the ways in which im never a priority #and the things i need are seen as burdens etc etc. and theres nothing anyone can do about it even myself because im an adult but like lol. #24 year old dependent moment <3 #well there is one thing i can do about it as an adult actually. its called move out. but that requires strength i will #never possess unfortunately due to the inherent flaws in my character and constitution so. guess this is it lawl 🥰 #side note (and i swear im done after this lol): i think i was doing a lot better mentally over the summer. funny how when the semester #starts i get depressed and the depression just gets worse and worse until the end of the semester 😻 funny how this is my seventh year like #this. willingly subjecting myself to this. that should be a clue no? but i love my job and if i could just have my job and be stable in it #would be happier but also im lying to mysaelf and i will always be unhappy but its because of my mental illness not my job being bad or #anything its like. i am just sick in the head with impostor syndrome and thats how i got myself into this whole mess. lol #well that and the not moving out thing which is partially my fault but also because i live in hell as described earlier! <3

[highmagician]

about to be me if this girl gets me kicked out of this class

#i've missed 4 assignments because of her #got an email from my professor saying hes gonna drop me if i dont turn them in tomorrow #literally waiting for her rn to do 7 assignments today #if she doesnt show im gonna lose my shit!!! #and then she'll email me 4 days later 'sorry dawg i got busy :)' #GIRL IM TRYNA PASS THIS FUCKING CLASS #idk about her but i fuckin chose this class i want to learn #if i get dropped im going to the dean come monday im not getting a bad mark on my record my FIRST SEMESTER IN COLLEGE #not to mention if im dropped i lose my status as a full time student #bc my 4th class doesnt start until the end of october #im fighting for my fuckin g life out here #said

[age-of-moonknight]

“Box,” Moon Knight (Vol. 7/2014), #3.

Writer: Warren Ellis; Penciler and Inker: Declan Shalvey; Colorist: Jordie Bellaire; Letterer: Chris Eliopoulos

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight vol. 7 #Moon Knight 2014 #Moon Knight comics #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #heck yeah heck yeah heck yeah #it’s a GOOD look #but imagine being on a team with a dude who everyone keeps calling “crazy” and “psychotic” (although you’re not exactly sure #what the last one even means) but he seems like a pretty ok dude if a little intense #until one day he drops the “oh hol’ up lemme grab my ancient Egyptian ghost punching armor” ???? #and it WORKS

[yessu]

small late update i realized i should clarify: my mom has miraculously pitched in to cover our rent at Least until I can finally land work, i’m racking up a tab with her to pay off later. Things are still Severe but we’re at least not at risk of losing our apartment which is why things haven’t been quite so desperate

#yessutext #also sorry if this wording sounds weird i rewrote this three times. it’s 7:20 i cant sleep bc i’m spiralling #which is. normal. happens every couple weeks. especially since i’ve spent the last year in a constant state of stress. #but ig you don’t realize how [redacted] until a completely Normal breakdown catches up to you #but yeah i haven’t felt like the post Needed pushing since working this deal out with her bc it wasn’t Our Only Option anymore #and then uh. i have been losing track of days very quickly. did not realize how it just kind of dropped off

[zenjestrr]

i do not enjoy my summer job

#THREE people quit without warning so I'm covering all the shifts because *I'm the best person they have* #so I work from 7:30am until 6pm but I need to leave my house at 5:30 to get there on time and I make it home at around 8:30 #and then I need to coordinate with a separate group of kids for 1 on 1 tutoring on the weekends #and I was assigned 8 kids from different schools so that basically means I work literally 7 days a week #and during the day job I have to run a summer camp solo with kids from ages 4 to fucking 16 #and it has to be educational I can't just put on Netflix all day #but because the intellect gap is so huge I can't just give everyone the same assignment #so i need to make personalized lessons for 30 kids (by myself) #while also preventing the younger more chaotic kids from destroying the building and choking each other's eyes out #bro some lady dropped off her 2 year old son with me and I was like ????? #ma'am...

[dykekakashi]

:( missing my mom and i wish i could be home lol. but starting to come to terms w the fact i won't be home for christmas this year

#tickets are so so expensive like $1000 #and i can't drop that much money when i only have like 7 days pto #w remote work days and holidays i could push it to 2 weeks maybe but that is STILL not enough. ugh. miserable lol #i don't think i'll be able to go until march at the earliest. but probably not until like the summer or fall tbh

[sluttyten]

So I’ve been given the potential opportunity in a few weeks to either 1) go visit one of my close work friends who moved 2.5 hours away like 6mos ago, but if I do that it means working with her and our other work friend at her store, which means working 12 days straight, 2 of which would be at a store that is absolute insanity, OR 2) I could not do that and instead possibly get last minute Taylor Swift tickets with my best friend and head 2.5 hours in the opposite direction

#I’m stuck on this decision #especially since right now neither is set in stone or definitive in any way #bc we won’t go visit the work friend of our manager can’t let my work friend I currently work with off for that weekend #but also we can’t buy Taylor swift tickets until like the day of the concert #but since my best friend implanted the idea in my head yesterday now I’m like #damn I wanna do that I love going to concerts and I really don’t like the idea of working 12 days straight for a total of something like a #92 or 94 hour paycheck with 12 or 14 of that being overtime #which would be a nice paycheck I’m sure but fuck like I would want to drop dead #I’ve never had to work that many days straight through #I think the longest I’ve done is like maybe 7 or 8 days in a row #but also that’s only ever been at my store where even our busiest days are less busy than the store we’ll be visiting’s average days #BUT I do want to see my friend and help her out because they need help that weekend specifically bc they already know they’re going to be #insanely busy and that makes me want to cry a little like I feel like our store gets busy when I do 50 cars through our drive thru in a #little less than 2 hours but they’re store as far as I last heard does like 500 or 600 cars a day which like fuck #if we go up there and they put me on drive thru like she made it sound like they’re gonna do then I better JUST be working like order taker #OR the window but not both because I will keel over

[pansyfemme]

dont talk to me until ive had my morning antipsychotics

#missed em two days in a row. not on purpose and i am trying to get better abt it #but man. i do not function without them #being on antipsychotics is weird bc ive been on em since i was twelve and when u say that u take them ppl get all freaked out and its like. #would u rather i was unmedicated bc im gonna be psychotic either way #ppl get so weird when they find out someones psychotic and they couldnt tell #miss my antidepressants . #im fine. as long as i get my next dose i dont even notice #my antipsychotics? you might as well blindfold me bc i cannot keep my vision straight #i get all jittery and loose and floaty and start depersonalizing at the drop of a hat #not a coherant thought in my head. just like the same three words repeating themselves over and over #its like a waking dream. crazy to think that used to be how i lived 24/7. #obviously. if i miss a lot of doses it gets worse and worse until the real bad symptoms kick back in #but like. #missing one dose just makes shit really frustrating. missing more makes me pretty much unable to leave bed #idk how to discribe it. its like being very very dizzy but instead of a phsyical dizzy its a mental dizzy but like. not brain fog and not #distracted just kinda. dizzy and jittery #im professional diagnosed psychotic but man i could not tell you actual terms for any of my symptoms #like. is this psychotic stuff? maybe. idk it could be anything #but im psychotic and when im off my meds thats whats goin on. thats all i know #i will say. the good part is when i have surgery and #have anesthethia it is such a familiar feeling bc thats what being off my meds feels like almost exactly lmao

[toastsnaffler]

lol handed in my forms and they looked them over and were like ok give us a call later this week and I was like ummm I can't bc im deaf I said on there and they were like ohhh well just come in on friday then.. girl I work full tiiiime 😭

#i think im only working until 4:30 this friday tho so it should be okay #if im working until 5 itll be tight.. but if the bus isnt late i could probably get there 15 mins before they close #whatever ill figure it out thats a problem for friday #honestly its a sign my meds do actually work bc if theyd given me forms and told me to fill them out and come back later while i was- #unmedicated i wouldve given up on doing it today and been like well ill wait for the next day off im not doing anything #which off the top of my head is like. july lmao #they have an online service for appt booking tho so hopefully itll actually be accessible. so many gps hate when u cant call to book #and theyll ask me to get someone to do it for me but thats not always feasible man #anyway thats all over for today im getting cake and then going home and watching a movie 👍 #.diaries #just lucky i changed my bus service recently bc if i hadnt theres no way i would ever be able to drop in after work 🫠 #maybe i should ask abt changing my working hours to like 8-4 (+ 30 mins overtime) instead of 8:30-4:30 (+30) #i could start at 7:30 but realistically im not waking up that early every day sorry..

[dykecadence]

the scheduling at my workplace sucks like they never check to see how we're staffed til the day of. after months of working 6 day weeks the gods blessed me with an inexplicable 4 days off in a row so i didnt say shit. i wake up this morning the first day of my few days off to a message from my boss saying "ummmm idk why youre not on the schedule more this week. anyway could you come in today. and tomorrow. and friday please?" like??? no??? and also fuck off????

#im so fucking mad #we get our schedules 3 weeks in advance they had AGES tk notice this and ask me politely if i could come in #instead they dont pay any attention until the last minute and then expect me to drop everything for them like #no actually it was your mistake so im just gonna take my SCHEDULED days off and let them suffer #i checked and we arent even poorly staffed these days j just worked 3 days in a row with less than 7 people to cover the whole store #sorry i try not to rant to much about work on here but they insist on making me feel like a bacteria #shut up em

[brutal-out-here]

Damn you old ass dorm pipe lines

#raineyrambles #I have to wait until tonight to go home and shower and come back early tomorrow #all cause the hot water isn’t working and I have a floor meeting at 7 #so guess who’ll be waking up at like 6am so my mom #can drop me off in her way to work #but who knows when the water will be fixed and I’ll have to go back home tomorrow #at least then I can leave and be back before the day ends #college stuff

[sugume]

HELL BENT — RYOMEN SUKUNA

✧･ﾟ The Incubus King finally claims his intended.  

( TW ) f!reader, incubus king!Sukuna, major size difference (Sukuna’s 8ft tall!), harem, group sex, fingering, cunnilingus, biting, rough sex, bleeding, forked tongues, cervix fucking, mating bonds, reader goes in some type of ‘heat’, explicit content. 

word count - > 1.5k

author's note: PLS don’t take this seriously Idek what this is!! unedited + I'm trying a new writing style

Can’t stop thinking about Incubus king!Sukuna who finally finds his intended after centuries of looking. Who finds her in a place he never thought to check, the human realm. Who he kidnaps and brings down to his realm, telling you how you are to be his queen and rule his subjects alongside him. You have a mental breakdown your first week. The change of scenery, coming to terms that this is real, the differences between you and Sukuna’s species he calls Incubus. You’ve heard of them before, but you didn't think they were real—who did? They’re eight feet tall, winged creatures who liked to fuck 24/7. Half of them roam around naked and you can’t turn a hallway without catching two or more in sexual activities. So, hearing that you're some type of ‘mate’ to the king of the creatures? You think you’re dreaming. Sukuna brings you food every day and talks about how the mating bond has been activated now. How the several next week's you’re going to be restless until he ruts and claims you. 

You scream and cry how this is his fault. He leans over the buffet of food and smacks your thigh with a grumble. You refuse to speak to him for the rest of the night even when he undresses and washes you. Making crude comments like how he can’t wait to breed your human body full of his offsprings. Sukana who doesn’t have the time for your refusal to talk to him for he has a kingdom to run, so he drops you off to a group of naked, pierced women who he calls his harem. He gently pushes you into one of the tall women before telling her to take care of you or else.  

You can’t find it in your to be jealous of the women for being his ‘harem.’ You don’t even like Sukuna right now and the women, they’re so kind and mature that you would much rather spend your days lazing around with them than sitting on Sukuna’s lap while he laughs at his people who come to him with misfortunes.  His harem teaches you all about their lands, how sex isn’t taboo instead something they need just like oxygen is to humans. How when they fuck, they release some type of energy that’s built up in their body that causes their kind to go insane and terrorize the human realm.  

Sukuna’s harem who are utterly obsessed with how small you are compared to them. They used to spend their days lying around on rich cushions and blankets waiting for Sukuna but even they got bored of him—if it were up to them, they’d lock him in their room and never let him out. His harem who was supposed to be teaching you more about their king but instead chose to spend their days lazily eating you out with their long-forked tongues and fucking you dumb with their big fingers. They make you suckle their breasts and grind on their faces. They’re so gentle after, hissing at each other when one speaks too loudly after you had fallen asleep, washing your body clean, wrapping you in the softest blankets to carry you back over to your room with Sukuna. Some days they happen to catch Sukuna in his room, and they smirk and giggle when they see his jealous face. They take it as the highest compliment their queen has decided to lie with them before the king.  

Incubus king!Sukuna who feels the mating bond grow stronger with every second you're in his castle. He feels himself shifting. He unable to stay away for long periods of time. He forces you to bathe with him before making you sit on his throne with him while he talks to irrelevant people, his hard cock jumping every time you move. You want to get away, moaning and grumbling how his you want to go play with his harem, it’s uncomfortable sitting on muscular thighs for hours while listening to him talk in several languages you don’t understand to people you don’t know. Sukuna who hisses and grumbles at you before going back to his subjects who kneel at the bottom of his obsidian throne.  

 Throughout the week you can’t help but get hornier and hornier until your unable to walk without liquids dripping down your thighs and wetting your skirts. Despite Sukuna's harem playing with you can’t help but plead and cry for him. You barely know the man but your body aches for him, for his cock, his bond. Sukuna who finally comes to see you one day. Who picks you up to set you up top of the cushions so you can watch him fuck his harem. He does everything he could think to the women, he wants to see what makes you twitch and ache and cry. By the time he’s done—hours later—you’re in a puddle of slick panting and crying how you want him. He doesn’t take you though, he can smell that you aren’t ready for him just yet, and he can’t risk injuring his mate who he’s searched for centuries. He won’t allow himself to bring you any harm, so he just holds you in his lap and makes his harem play with you until you pass out. 

Sukuna whose balls deep in one of his women when he sniffs that air and smells the scent change in you. The women he’s fucking laughs when he yanks himself out of her and goes to you. He picks you up from the drenched cushion you're sitting on. You wrap your arms around his neck and sob and the feeling of his body. You try to wrap your legs around his huge frame but you’re too tired, so they just hang as he walks you back to your room, your thighs rubbing against his cock. Sukuna lays you down on the huge bed before ripping your silky dress and ding his head in between your legs. He brings you to several orgasm, but his mouth and forked tongue isn't what you want. You want his cock. You want him to fuck you pregnant while he bites you and claims you as his. You scream and kick and pull and at the pair of horns on top his head, but he just shushes you before going back to eating you out.  

Sukuna finally deems you ready to take his cock but before he kisses and drags his teeth all over your body. He suckles at your breast, commenting on how you’ll be feeding him with said breasts soon. You cry out when he finally turns you ass up. You don’t even think about how much bigger he is than you, how his cock might not fit inside. Sukuna pushes your head into the blankets, grabbing the base of his cock and rubbing it over your pussy. You scream at him, but he ignores you enjoying the sight of your pussy against his too big cock. When he finally pushes into you scream into the pillow. You scream for more, for him to slow down, for him to breed you, for him to fuck you harder, for him to stop and let you catch a break. He’s too out of it to listen. He never knew what it would feel like to claim a mate but this? If he had any doubt the little human underneath his wasn’t his, he didn’t now. He finally felt whole. He felt your essence flowing into him, making him stronger, more aware, if he concentrated hard enough, he could feel your emotions and hear your thoughts. He fucked your impossibly harder. 

Sukuna leans down and whispers for you to open, and let him in. You don’t understand what he's talking about until his cock shoots some warm liquids and you feel your cervix open. It hurts so good when he pushes deeper into you. You orgasm again before he releases his seed into you. The tension leaves your body at the feeling of his seed rushing to your womb. You’re about to succumb to the sleepiness before Sukuna jolts you awake saying this is just the beginning.  

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