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sil3ntm0th · 4 months
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ahh the constant and neverending urge to make animatics despite knowing I do not have the drive for making them tbh (& unfortunately have even less for making them "look good" (as in not sketchy as heck and thus likely hard to look at I feel like))
#i also get burnt out quickly with animation unfortunately & have to be in the right mood for stuff like that#i have confirmed at least comic pages seem more comfortable for me in the long run (which yay! i was worried about that)#but there are some things that feel like theyd only work as an actual animatic and not just a comic page?#unsure unsure#on another note of something good though story work has been going well so far (at least now with a new angle on things since i had to-#-restart again but i still have the building blocks rather than starting from scratch!)#even if this has resulted in big “kill your darlings”-type blows .-.#well one of them could end up just as a separate au comic for funsies if it's not canon at least since the problem with it is-#-that it's too big actually & would either need to be cut up in a way that idk if itd be worth it or just. make it its own thing#well hopefully things go well this year#princus speaks#felt like talking into the void#oh - also while i do enjoy the editing process both audio & video i have no motivation in like... getting better#compared to the urge to get better at making comic pages#animatics just take too long in a different and less bearable way than comic pages despite me having been working on this 6 page redraw for-#-a good while now (early december) but theyre singular images that im willing to spend that time on rather than drawing again and again#even if i Do enjoy making animatics#ahh...#can only keep going#nonstop train of ambition in regards to art
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junglemindless · 9 months
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okay, so. i have loved pjo since i was 12 and this can definitely be explained also by the fact percy is so freaking hot. this days i was thinking about our boy and just have to share some of the stuff i thought about him in all this years. here we go with some headcanons of bf percy and percy in general;;
• i have a thing for silver chain necklaces. you know, one of this things every hot guy has? yeah. percy does wears one. his mother give it to him probably. and he never takes it off. it reflects the sun when he's surfing, stands out on his tanned skin, touches your face when he's on top of you kissing you or whatever else
• percy IS an nba obsessed. he will invite you to watch the games with him and will give you his personal opinion about the players, the moves, even the uniforms if you want to know.
• he secretly is zodiac guy. like, in front of his friends or any public conversation he will deny it. but if you're into it, and just says something like "our zodiact signs are compatible!" he'll be happy about it and feel like he's part of something magical, you know? like he's known all along that you're supposed to be together.
• talking about interests: he definitely will listen with heart eyes whatever you talk about. books? shows? basketball or another sport? celebrities drama? taylor swift folklore's love triangle? he's here for it. laying on his bed with you sitting by his side telling him about it, and he's just staring at your beautiful eyes and playing with your hair
• he also love movies. he has an letterboxd account which he is religiously active on. also, he give extra stars to the movies you watch togheter just because he is on a good mood.
• btw, when he's calling you to watch a movie, it is to watch a movie. boy take the movies thing really serious.
• he will be watching barbie AND oppenheimer. and he will take you to both.
• percy can't sleep without being tangled with you. he's an huge touchy guy, bear hugs, forehead kisses, hands on your waist, head laying down on your chest. he just loves the feeling of your body with him
• bro is an biology princess. is the only thing he really found interesting. he loves nature, the sea, the animals.... everybody knows he's going to do marine biology. he's not an working-on-office-all-day type of person so 99% of chance of him working saving marine animals on an research group.
• his instagram profile would totally be about animals he saved. him just doing ✌️🤘👉👍with some type of turtle or an aquarium of clown fishes
• you gave him different marine stuffed animals and he keeps it on his shelf, right on the side of a picture of you and him on a beach day.
• as soon as he gets money, he will take you to a summer on greece.
• he is so fucking loyal. he CAN'T like anyone else. he just thinks about you. in a way that is almoust obsessive.
• also, kind jealous. okay, im trying to be nice with him, he's very very jealousy guy. not because he doesn't trust you or your love for him, but because he doesn't trust other people. at least, thats what he says everytime he sees this one friend of yours
• percy is a tattoo guy. he will have symbols, greek words, abstract stuff, strong animals.... and your initials on his chest once he knows for sure you're here to stay.
• i saw that jeremy allen white keeps a letter of his wife with him to read when he's missing home and i just can't get it out of my mind. percy will totaly take a small peace of paper with something you wrote to him when he's traveling to research or smth and read it before going to sleep 😫😫😫
humm alright. i think that's it for today. i love percy he's so fucking sweet. also, english is not my first language and i had never write for tumblr before soooooo sorry for anything.
hope you enjoyed and stuff 💪
HEY! we have a part. 2 :)
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yourlocalstranger123 · 11 months
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Tignari & Cyno
Reader as kind of a sugar daddy/mommy [the atmosphere while typing this is so fcking awkward 🥲]
Warning:NSFW,
Apologies advanced: I'm sorry if you didn't want to use a strap, but right now, I'm not in the mood or have enough energy to write a separate one for F! reader and also F! Reader strap, it has fake cum as she has a button to release it.
This is the backup writing for you to enjoy since im going to take like more than a week to write the flirty villain [kinda?], Creator writing.
Characters: Tignari & Cyno.
Content/parts:
First: crack with sugar daddy/mommy reader. [Kinda?]
—NSFW—
(1.) Cyno's punishment [you're here!]
(2.) Cyno with tignari and care taker Reader. (Or nurse/doctor reader)
(3.) Tignari aphrodisiac mushroom
(4.) Tignari's heat.
(5.) Cyno & tignari x Eremite Reader
Note for content: cyno & tignari x Eremite reader. Ik, it sounds random, but the idea from it was: HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE EREMITES? THEY. ARE. H0T. 😳 YOU CANT SAY NO, THEY AREEEE. PLEASEE. I WOULD LITTERALLY GO ON MY KNEES FOR THEM—
[That what my friend told me to put. Honestly, I would do the same...]
— ○ —○ — ○ —○ — ○ —○ — ○ —○ — ○ —○ — ○ —
Tignari + Cyno
Cyno litterally makes 10x more jokes than usual around you. Even though it doesn't really make you laugh, you think it's enjoyable. While Tignari....not so much- Which he is glad at. Oh, his reaction is so cute and funny when you gave him limited edition cards. Except when he said that he'll pay for it even though it's a gift...
"This...is for me? W- wait! I'll pay you 1 million mora tor these!"
"Cyno. It's a gi—"
"2 million mora?"
"...." *friendly but firm holding of his shoulders*
"It's. a. gift."
"..."
"..."
"2 million, 500 thousand mora—?"
"Cyno, if you keep talking about giving me mora for a damn gift, I will literally go around Teyvat and even sell my f-cking soul to get more."
"Yes ma'am/sir-" *feeling shivers down his spine. Although....why does he feel hard down there—*
Dang. He made sure he'll never make you mad. Tignari is just mentally slapping himself on the forehead at this. You still give him the limited edition cards everytime it was released.
Tignari always thanked you for your kindness for playing supplies to do what he needs as a forest watcher. Although you still pay and give him stuff even though he has more than enough already....
"Ah, [name]. I already have more than enough. Thanks for offering though—"
"Accept. It."
Tignari with trembling hands as he accepts your forceful gift. Yeah, he ain't going to be on your bad or evil side. Hope to the archons that Cyno doesn't go too far.
....At least he can spoil himself with your gifts.
~`♡°•—~`♡°•—NSFW—~`♡°•—~`♡°•
(1.)
CYNO'S PUNISHMENT
"Hah....how many times have I told you, don't touch yourself?"
Cyno whined. He struggled trying to get free from the ropes and touch you. "M' sorryy!" and "Please!" Comes out of his mouth.
"If you keep whining with that mouth of yours, I'll gag it."
Cyno immediately shuts up when you say that as your hand tightens around his thigh. Letting out a whimper as a plea.
"First, you went home injured without even stopping to get a doctor or even at Tignari's. His house is way closer! And now you're breaking our rules? Touching yourself without permission. Now that's not what good boys do."
Cyno whined, wanting to beg for your mercy and forgiveness, but you didn't let him. He choked on a moan as he felt your knee rubbing against his crotch.
"Aren't you enjoying this too much? Maybe I shouldn't touch you for a whole week...."
Cyno cried a plea to keep touching him. He leaned onto your shoulder, sobbing in pleasure as it overwhelmed him.
Suddenly, Tignari came in. He paused as he saw the sight of Cyno tied up on your bed, and you pinning Cyno down on it. You turned around seeing tignari cover his drooling mouth as his ears slightly tilted downwards. His face is red as his ears twitched.
Tignari just stands there, watching the lewd scene of Cyno panting as he begs to have your touch. Tignari snapped out of his thoughts when you told him to come here. He kneeled beside you, gripping his pants in hopes you don't know. You rub his ears as he softly moans. Biting his lips to refrain the noise further but failing. His ears twitched when he saw Cyno already looked fucked out when you finally start stroking him as you finger him, kissing his prostate. You can feel his hole tightening and his cock twitching for attention, knowing that he'll cum.
"P- please? Wan- Na- cUuM!!"
Tignari tried helping him get over the edge, but you stopped him by tugging his tail, which maid him yelp as pre-cum sticks onto his pants. Cyno's eyes shot wide open as you stopped your movement, edging him. He squirmed as he clenched around nothing. He started sobbing, spreading his arms open and closing and opening his hands, wanting you to come over to him and touching him :(
He was laid down on the bed as Tignari got on top of him. Leaning in to kiss him. You let what Tignari wishes and desires to do with Cyno as you watch in amusement. Cyno pants in heavy blush, silently whining at Tignari to touch him already. Tignari easily gave in his pleading, taking off his pants and undergarments. Pumping both of their cocks.
Tignari's ears twitched as the fully tilted downwards. Cyno's legs started to tremble as he covered his mouth. They both rolled their eyes, saliva running down their chin as they both looked fucked out. Tignari finally fell on Cyno as his body gave up, supporting him.
Cyno flinched when he felt a cold medal going into his hole. He moaned into the sensation as he squirmed. It was a butt plug. You started fingering tignari as he whined but didn't stop you. Instead, he slowly tried thrusting back to make you go deeper as his head was thrown back when he felt your fingers abusing his prostate.
"Ngh— [name]...! Stop teasing me and put it in already– UgAhhH~!"
He felt his mind gone blank when you started pistoling his hole. He bit Cyno's shoulder to refrain his desperate moans, leaving a mark. Cyno soon felt pleasure overridden pain, whimpering in pleasure. Cyno watches everything drowsily with lust as he gets hard again. He kissed Tignari, making out with him.
"Mnm~ ah!! W- wait, slow down! I'm cuMinG!"
He came, ears twitching as Cyno grabs him and kisses him. The last string snapped when Tignari clenched around you, making you cum in him as he whined from being do full
F! Reader: You decided to finally give him his little reward [unlike Cyno, who broke the rule] pressing the button as Tignari drooled at the feeling of being so full
You put Tignari on the other side of the bed. Cyno starts to kneel on his knees, obediently waiting for you. He laid his head on your legs, eyes practically saying that he wants to have his turn to be ruined and fucked.
He teased you and tried to rile you up by showing the butt plug you put in him.
"Please....I've been good, haven't I?"
Pouting for your attention. You pretended to be thinking about it even though you'll give him a reward anyway.
I- I'll ride you! Pleasee? I just want you in me!!"
And here he is, riding you like it's the last time. He felt so full of you, touching the bulge that was caused by you, made him closer to the edge. You put your hands on his hips, helping him get to his climax as he cries a silent scream. He flopped onto your chest as he snores and slept soundly. You should probably wash them early in the morning, but for now, they will sleepily cuddle you.
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the-s1lly-corner · 3 months
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jax with an s/o who is sweet n kind to everyone, handles jax’s bullshit,,,
until one day, one of his pranks just causes them to lose their temper and lash out 🤔??
or like a jax x reader who has anger issues ykyk
Jax x sweet!reader finally snapping
was gonna write this last night but i wanted to draw + im still having some stomach issues that (at least for now) have calmed down a little so!! think imma write this and one more thing then imma get right back to working on art written with you guys already having a good relationship established, can be read as platonic or romantic!
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jax doesnt really know when to stop, and when he does he tends to double down because he thinks most of the stuff he does isnt that serious
that in of itself is an issue, since it leads to some conflict between him and other circus members
and today, for the first time youve finally reached your limit
be it jax just being in a pestering mood and you already being overwhelmed from being in the circus; or he took one of his pranks too far with you and ended with hurt feelings.. i think either are likely! maybe even both, the combination pushing you over the edge?
kind of visibly jolts a little when you whip around to look at him, probably also telling him off... eyes wide, maybe his shoulders are a little hunched up in surprise
i mean you usually let his bullshit just roll off of you, and youve never raised your voice at anyone in the circus. ever... so this was definitely new to him
usually, if this were anyone else he might egg the other person on; theres only few exceptions to that.. but i dont think hed be able to bring himself to do it mostly out of shock that you finally got fed up with him
once you two are separated he might spend some time trying to dismiss his guilty feelings and try to mentally frame it as you taking something too hard
again, not the best thing, but jax doesnt seem to be the most mature out of the cast
but i think over time (and after being berated by ragatha for his actions) hes going to admit that he really messed things up, so he might try to patch things over with you
if ragatha getting on his case doesnt push him to fix things, you avoiding him is going to really do it
hes not going to just. not be an asshole overnight, thats going to take time, but i do think it would be obvious that hes trying to not piss you off again.. you can definitely tell hes struggling a bit
i think word would get out about what happened so you two are gonna have fun with that gossip and people sticking their nose in your business, ect ect ect
i dont think he would outright apologize, at least not verbally.. but he will show it in his actions; doing stuff for you that he wouldnt normally do for others like doing some favors for you as well offering you things he knows you like. stuff like that, you know?
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stuffeddeer · 5 months
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hello deery, back like i promised lmao
as much as i love silly goofy buddy dazai, deluded possessive and lowkey scary dazai is my fav 🙏 he's such a silly guy with reader, then turns right around and destroys their entire life. then hes like :O omg thats so horrible, so what im hearing is you have more time to spend with me? seeing as all your friends left for reasons unknown, your family wont even look at you. but dw, i'll never leave :)
BWHAHA im not good at this stuff, but your characterization of dazai is my fav in general, such versatility, we love to see it
have a great day :D
-🩵 anon
HES MY least FAVE TOO ugh 🩵anon you get me
“I’m sorry, lovely. That’s so horrible…” Dazai’s knuckles softly rub against your jaw, his skin soothing you as you try to halt your tears.
“It just— ” you hiccup, “ —just feels like everyone’s leaving me!”
The brunet pulls you closer, practically sitting in his lap as his hands move around your torso. “Shh, shh…” He gently wipes away your remaining tears, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “I’m here, aren’t I?”
You let out an embarrassed chuckle before nodding. “You’re the only one. Not even my boss wanted me around, I can tell. It’s like she was waiting for me to mess up so she could fire me.”
“That’s not true…”
“How would you know?” The words were genuine, like you were looking for him to explain that it was the work of fate or your shitty coworker you always complained about.
Well, it's because Dazai was the one to get you fired. Your boss was too fond of you, something he simply couldn't have. Plus, work hours always took up your time, time that should be spent with him. Honestly, you didn't need a job, anyway: Dazai would be happy to provide for you and make you dependent on him.
Instead of explaining any of this, he pressed another kiss to your head before pulling you in for a tight hug. “You’re a hard worker. And you’re a wonderful person. If none of your friends want to be in your life, well, I do. So I guess you’ll just have to spend time with me.”
It’s his attempt at lightening the mood, you’re sure of it. A chuckle passes your lips before you can stop it, shifting in his hold so you can hug him back just as tightly. “You’re all I have, so now you’re stuck with me.”
“That’s all I’ve ever wanted.”
oh he’s the worst i need him
he’ll cradle you so sweetly, telling you alllll the good things about yourself!!!
n when you get all confident and hey! maybe you are good enough, maybe you should look into making new friends! ones that won’t leave you so easily 🙄
well,
he’s there to remind you just how heartbroken your last ones left you. your very own flesh and blood cut you out so easily! maybe dazai is the only one who can truly love you for who you are.
he’s not saying it to be mean! he just wants you to know what you’re getting yourself into. he’s always been so smart, too…. well, you guess he’s right.
if you’re a bit more stubborn or masochistic, maybe you don’t gaf!!! put you back in the ring you wanna try again!!!!!
ugh. okay. i mean, dazai did so much for you... y’know, when you lost your job and he insisted let you move in with him, dazai was trying to be a good friend, but... whatever, if you don’t need him anymore than you can just get your own place. oh, you still haven’t found a job? well, since you’re so sure of yourself, you can just get a new one. you can be out by tomorrow, right? you know dazai would’ve liked to go out and make friends during the time he’s been working to keep a roof above the both of your heads and keeping you company after everyone left you. maybe he’s starting to see why they did, since you’re so selfish— 
...
you decided not to go out!
that’s probably when he realizes he should begin moving your relationship along a bit quicker. he’ll flirt with you in the exact way he knows you respond to best (whether that's words of affirmation, teasing, physical touch, etc); he'll bring you back pastries and cute trinkets he saw on his way home from work… his courting is a little eerie, bc he also acts like you two are already dating???? "you're staying in my home, of course i assumed we'd be having dinner tonight. i even learned to cook your favorite— " like he 100% just assumes shit but it always works out bc . well, what else were you doing?
this includes sharing a bed btw. he probably started w having you take his and he takes the couch (a true gentleman) and then maybe he gets another bed and makes a guest room for you... but, well, since you both are so close and it's so cold in his apartment, maybe you can just spend one night with him? It Was Not One Night
if you catch on and reciprocate, oh he's over the moon!!!! his love giving him affection? oughhh.. you're staying in his room in his arms and he's just breathing you in, reminding himself you're still there... it'd be actually kinda sweet if he didn't orchestrate this whole thing
if you catch on (or don't lmao) and deny him? .............
desperate times desperate measures or whatever they say
he locks you in his room for mandatory cuddles, will not give you food if you stick to one side of the room and refuse to let him hold you, he starts pulling away and spewing words he knows will hurt you so you feel so alone and unloved only to turn around and love bomb you.... it's horrific tbh
i'm so sorry . just... go along w it for now pls ❤️
also i mentioned that he'd bring up how you don't have a job and he's the one working hard to pay for your expenses but he's just being a brat. he caught you looking at help wanted ads one time and pretty much cried in your lap about how upset he is that you don't feel his care is adequate enough and only stopped when you promised not to get another job
he's gross :( get out of there
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rinja-espurr · 6 months
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so ive said i wanna talk about tadc since i have a LOT of thoughts on it so here it is. tagging @ermine-57047 since they asked for that too!!
SORRY IF THAT THING DOESNT LOOK VERY....... ORGANIZED AND ALL THAT? thats literally just some of my thoughts about tadc put in textual format. aaand it may have headcanons
i was basically thinking. so. thats confirmed that you WILL go insane in the digital circus eventually if you stay there long enough and all that. but this made me start thinking "but what if you LOVE that kind of stuff like circuses and digital stuff and everything" since i do love all of it. those are some of my HUGE special interests which made me think "well then its probably gonna be possible to stay sane here if you do like that stuff-" but ive started accidentally overanalyzing it and. no i dont think you can even if youre like me and you love that type of stuff
you know how nothing feels real in there? well ive kinda overanalyzed. that. I DID saw gooseworx' answer that its possible to feel pain, but, looking at everything I saw already, I imagine that when its NOT stuff like glitching out, then its not a REAL sensation of pain but the..... phantom touch in vr kinda thing? and. imagine feeling that every time instead of a usual normal kind of touch. or like the virtual sensation of food. i imagine that it feels similar to the time I had a dream where I ate a chocolate cake. and it tasted EXACTLY how it should taste. but it didnt feel REAL in any way. imagine feeling THIS every time too (tbh doesnt sound too bad for me but i think it does fuck you up in a way)
the fact that you dont need to sleep, drink or eat may sound alright too but its also. very fucked up in a way? like. imagine going from your normal life and needing all of that and then you just suddenly..... dont need this. you CAN do this, but it wont really do anything to you and it must feel really. really fucking weird. especially the sleep part. I feel like this feeling of neverending energy (basically, having no need to sleep) can and will mess you up
and BECAUSE OF IT i dont think that its going to be really possible to sleep even if you tried. also ive had a hallucination one day WHEN I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP and it was like MY WHOLE ROOM WAS DIGITAL CIRCUS and I couldnt sleep for a whole hour because of that. i dont know what was that
and then the fact that youre pretty much always forced to be in this colorful circus place and theres adventures and everything going on even when youre in a bad mood or when youre tired or anything like that. and you dont really have any other choice but to do those things and be there
oh and not just that. you know what would feel REALLY bad in that place? overstimulation. i dont even know how youre supposed to deal with that in the digital circus
OH AND ALSO........ I FEEL LIKE THERES MUSIC PLAYING CONSTANTLY. Or at least a LOOOT of times. imagine if its the tadc main theme for most of the time
would I still like to be there though? YEAH ABSOLUTELY at least I probably wont have my toothache anymore or my diabetes and im also understimulated right now and i feel like it will give me the right amount of stimulation. it wont probably be good for me in the long run but hey
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gale-gentlepenguin · 11 months
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Gale Reviews: ML Season 5 episode 22 Collusion
Spoilers below
-Gabriel doing his usual bit of talking to a corpse
-Dude really showing he's desperate
-Emilie knows her husband is batshit crazy
-The Adrinette is so f***ing cheesy I love it. THEY CALL EACHOTHER WHILE BRUSHING THEIR TEETH. UGHHHHH. Its dopamine
-And Gabriel just f***ing ruins the mood. The shift in adrien's expression, Just distraught.
-ADRIEN. MY BOY. HE CALLED OUT HIS S*** PANCAKES. I am so proud
-Plagg be spitting facts. Too bad neither of them know Adrien really has no choice in the matter
-They are trying to kiss but they both cant. Its cute but also... FUCKING KISS ALREADY! JUST KISS! YOUVE KISSED ALREADY. YOU CAN DO IT!
-Rose representing all of us right now
-" YOU TWO KISS OR I WILL KISS BOTH OF YOU?" Rose I dont think thats the threat you think it is
-Oh kwami they ARE INSUFFERABLE and I love it. If this was real I would HATE THEM SO MUCH. I feel Rose so much.
-Chloé and Sabrina are no longer friends after last episode, and Chloé just now a mean girl alone. Its just sad now.
-Lila (if that is her real name) still be out here plotting.
-So mendeleiev is the new principal, and just like before Chloé has the principal wrapped around her finger. This is getting really boring
-And cue Lila's plan
-Oh my gosh is this going to make Ms.Bustier go into Labor?!
-Ms.Bustier still trying to appeal to whatever organ is pumping the blood in Chloé's body. But this is season 5 Chloé, not season 2 or 3 Chloé.
-So Ms.Bustier got fired and I think Marinette is expelled. Sure feels like a recycled season 3 episode.
-WAIT... IS MS.bustier going to get akumatized and then they have to fight a PREGNANT WOMAN?!
-Ms.Sans-Culotte? Interesting reference
-Oh damn, she broke free. Impressive. She said no thanks and just broke the akumatization
-Monarch got akuma blocked
-So Ms.Bustier is leaving with a moderately attractive woman on a Motorcycle... Guess everyone is a Lesbian this season.
-Has no one seen robocop before? I know they have since there is an akuma parody of him. Its a bad idea
-OH NO ITS EVIL MARINO (lila as a waiter)
-Chloé now is just a mindless mean puppet. This is sad, At least before Chloé was mean and it was her choice and she did her own stuff, now its more like she is just a muppet to be used. Its sad really
-Lila manipulating Gabriel here, I respect the play, but im still annoyed by how dumb this is. Is chloé actually going to become the mayor?
-Tomoe out here just reminding Gabriel every chance she gets he's dying
-Rose, I love where your head is at, but not right now
-Andre talking to Gabriel about the good old days. Oh if only I cared about Gabriel in the slightest.
-Andre has a point, but he really should put a stop to the BS.
-And Gabriel creates Edited out of context videos using Alliance rings. Next time, deep fake images
-Gabriel selling out his homies like the bitch he is
-Yep, lesbians. Not surprising
-And now Bustier is going to get akumatized
-And just like that she gets akumatized
-Oh man that... that is just tacky. I dont like this at all
-And using the pig power
-SHE TURNS THEM INTO BALLOONS
-THE STAY PEACHY BIOGRAPHY IS BEING MADE INTO A MOVIE. HYPE!!! I HAVE BEEN SAYING SINCE SEASON ONE THEY SHOULD BE DOING THAT.
-Did... did she just advocate for state propaganda?
-Adrien was probably going to tell her... BUT interruption
-Lila really acting like Chloé's braincell. Is Gabriel really going to make Chloé mayor? They pulled this whole Villain is the Mayor s*** in Danny Phantom and it was stupid then
-Well Gabriel and Tomoe were right about one thing, the cops are useless here
-I feel like this message is hitting a bit too close to the French revolution
-Ladybug and Chat noir really just clowning on these akuma these days
-Ah some Zoebug, interesting
-So the mayor just quit, did not see that coming
-That was anticlimactic... something is not right here
-That was an onscreen kiss. Oh that is getting censored in the other areas
-THE LUCKY CHARM WASNT FOR THE AKUMA, IT WAS FOR CHLOÉ!
-And Chloe becomes mayor/dictator
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This dumb, this is really dumb.
I love the lovesquare stuff, but this show really jumped the shark. Chloé became Mayor with Robots, Lila/Cerise or whatever has multiple identities and puppeteers things is just already too much. This has just started going off the rails WAY too fast.
The show just feels so... off.
The episode was 5/10
I cant say I hated it, but i just cant find any enjoyment from this arc aside from the Lovesquare.
I cant say I feel as enthusiastic about this season as I was during Elation.
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gabessquishytum · 1 year
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that person with the ABO true mates thing has the right idea tbh. on a similar note, imagine instead dream is the 3rd child of some important medieval noble family. he's resigned to live a life of boring diplomacy and living in his father's shadow and probably being married off for some political alliance (he is the 2nd son but he's also the 3rd child and imo death is generally a lot more well prepared for anything he might have thrown his way as the "spare" but we already knew that)
but one day dream and some of his family are in the town square, perhaps returning from a long journey. they maybe were off trying to negotiate a deal for dream's hand in marriage, but dream was so miserable about it that the talks were useless and everyones coming home upset. theres a lot of people around and its generally very busy, so it isn't very surprising that dream brushes shoulders with some stranger, but before he gets the chance to tell him off for it since he is still a bratty little prince, he gets thrown into a full blown heat. like, falls to the ground, clawing to get his clothes off because theyre too much, panting because he cant catch his breath type. (i personally am a huge sucker for bottom dream regardless of whether he doms or not, but after seeing an ask about househusband/alpha!hob i really cant get the idea of dom bottom omega dream and service top submissive alpha hob out of my head)
anyway, he gets back home just fine to wait out his heat, and as soon as he's done he's hell bent on finding whoever it was that sent him into that. night would probably want him to go find whoever it was (thinking of night in overture making a whole pocket dimension for dream and a lover), but maybe time would want to still get a political alliance out of this. he ends up doing some cinderella type thing to find hob back and he's so in love he conveniently ignores that hob is a mercenary/thief/sword for hire/bounty hunter/whatever and has probably most definitely also stolen from dreams family before. besides, who cares about a little bit of money when you can order your new alpha mate to fuck you halfway to hell and back? all im gonna say is they have NOTHING to worry about when it comes to heirs
-🖋
I see submissive alpha hob? I go feral. Literally this whole thing is GOLD.
I’m imagining after his heat, Dream uses his status (maybe with Night’s help if she’s in a good mood) to summon all the unmated alphas in town to his family’s home, and has them all walk past him while he smells every single one. Hob literally only showed up for the opportunity to steal some stuff from the place, so imagine his shock when little lordling Dream pounces on him and declares that they are true mates!! Hob obviously isn’t mad about it because Dream is the prettiest little darling he’s ever seen… he’s also an absolute terror, spends half his time snarling and the other half sulking. Hob loves it, loves him within about an hour (especially when Dream drags him off and takes his knot in a store cupboard - they’re not even married! the scandal is delicious!).
Dream is insatiable, but Hob is more than able to keep up. Hob doesn’t give a shit about manners or being respectable, and he’ll gladly join Dream in skipping out on diplomatic dinners and other dull things. The “honeymoon phase” doesn’t show any sign of stopping after a year of being mated - Dream rarely shows his face outside of their bedroom before noon, because he’s busy. It’s a good thing that Hob has access to high quality food now, because otherwise he’d be dropping a lot of weight with all the strenuous activity Dream expects from him.
Dream’s family aren’t best pleased with the match, but even they can’t stand in the way of true mates, and Dream is only the third child so it isn’t the end of the world. At least Hob keeps Dream out of trouble and full of pups.
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mersei47 · 6 months
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Since you asked for an update! Im doing mostly good, just some family stuff going on.
Something I should've probably mentioned in the last update (im sorry I forgot it) but when I first wrote that thing I was going through a lot of stress just in general and was not in a really good headspace at the time. While I am still kinda stressed(nothing new), I'm okay. At the time, the situation kinda broke me down and made me think, while clearly also carelessly because I thought I would die. I didn't even think you would respond to it and thought you would just read it, so I guess I was kinda surprised.
However, there are people who have suffered more than me in this war, I had come to realize that you are supporting the country Palestine through your posts and even though I'm supposed to be on the opposite side I do agree. It's only hamas that isn't right. I had thought about convincing my family to move out of here but most of my roots refuse and also the situation of people who started to hunt jews in airlines and just in general around the world had left us kinda stuck, I try not to keep up with the news as I fear it adds farther stress for me and tend to hear from people more so my information might be a little outstretched but I have confirmation that it at least happened in Russia.
Other than that and personal concerns, seeing your posts and stuff helped my mood a little and helped me distract myself. Thank you, and sorry for making you worry so much. Hopefully, I wouldn't need to update any other situations, and everything would calm back down.
I understand that. I already see some people being antisemitic because of this. (they just saw this as a chance which is disgusting) also, there's nothing to be ashamed about noticing what happens in Palestine no matter which country you are from and I think it's nice of you to think that
Lastly I wish you and your family all the best
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yanderu-deredere · 1 year
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a/n: another one! hope you guys like these loool cus im just queuing them up without really looking at how good they're doing lol ooof neway next on the list is our boy! i know he has at least one fan
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warning: gender neutral reader, mentions of drug trafficking, mentions of stalking, mentions of breaking and entering, non consensual touching while reader is asleep
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it was just another day at the creamery
and by another day at the creamery, ryuu meant that it was another day that the drugs were selling slowly. so slowly that ryuu was needed more here at the shop than he was at the docks
it wasn't as if he didn't enjoy hanging out at the shop though, especially since the aesthetic was fun and he liked serving the nice customers
it just wasn't his usual fun
(looking back, he'd totally be grateful he was there when he was there because oh my god he couldn't imagine not being there)
usually, either the shop was super busy or it was super dead, there was no in between. and there was usually only two workers. today, it was ryuu and ryouta. ryouta, however, was in the cooler, getting hotboxed so it was just ryuu
the shop was literally dead dead so ryuu was sat himself on a stool and was reading a manga he picked up on the way to work that day
the door dinged and he looked up and it was like the entire world went into slow motion
if he was in an anime, there would be the pink filter, with flowers everywhere and his eyes would be really sparkly and-- you get it.
you'd probably order some ice cream or get some flavored milk and it doesn't matter what you order cus ryuu would literally praise the hell out of it
rum raisin? the most genius choice! rum raisin is so good oh my god, holy shit, of course he was in love with you! you loved rum raisin!
cotton candy? the most aesthetic choice! oh my god, if you love cotton candy, does that mean you love him, oh myo god--
vanilla? a classic! nobody could ever go wrong ever with vanilla! why, did anyone say anything because if anyone ever said anything to you, he could do something about it--
all of that aside, when you go to pay, he'll literally be kicking himself under the counter, trying to get himself to talk to you but he's an absolute weeb so he won't be able to talk to you at all
and it'll be the most mad he's ever been and he's never hated himself more than he does at that moment honestly
thankfully, fate has something else in store for him...
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"Hey, the band-aids and stickers on your face are really cute." You gesture to your face as you wait for him to push buttons on the register.
When he heard your voice, he definitely faltered. Were you talking to him? You were talking to him right? Cute? Him? Cute? He was almost scared to look up. Still, he looked to you and you were smiling so sweetly and gently at him that his heart stopped in his chest.
"Oh, yeah, they cover up some gnarly burn scars." He blurted out, the tip of his finger fiddling with a peeling corner of a sticker as he pressed the back button on the register to fix a mistake he accidentally made.
Great going, idiot. Way to bring the mood down.
"Oh, I think they look great anyway." You weren't put down at all! His heart soared as you continued to talk to him! "And the style... it's Decora Kei, isn't it? Like, Japanese street fashion?"
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you really were meant to be!! there's no way you weren't flirting with him now! he'd totally check you out (both at the register and also maybe with his eyes a little bit) and, after, he'll write his number down
what really hit the final nail in the coffin is when you comment on the manga and tell him u liked it and that u hoped he liked the ending cus u liked the ending and that u thought the manga suited him
a lot of times, a lot of people judge him for the stuff he was into and the manga he read
they said it didn't suit him cus he was a muscly thug and he shouldn't be into that kind of stuff and it always brought him down but then, there u were! saying it suited him! u were so perfect for him!
as soon as u left, he'd totally drag ryouta out to take over for him and then he'd follow you
he already left your conversation to chance! he can't leave anything else to chance! he has to make sure that he keeps an eye on you
like yeah, you were in love with him and he was in love with you but what if something happened to you before you could text him?
takes down your address, your car license plate (if u have one), your home phone (if u have one), your cell phone number, etc but he patiently waits for you to text him back
he is but a mortal man though and, if it takes you too long to get back to him, he might get too impatient
he has your address after all! he might just visit at night, when you don't know he's there, just to check up on you, to see if you're okay, to see why you haven't messaged him
he'll check if you still have the receipt he gave you
if you threw it away, he'll tuck it safely back into your wallet or place it crumpled onto your desk, somewhere you'll find it and think oh, i definitely left that there!
if you keep him waiting even longer than that, well, a man has access to you sleeping! he might get even more impatient! and then who knows what'll happen....
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After what felt like the hundredth night, it was way too easy to jiggle the lock to your window. Ryuu needed to take note of that when the two of you got together and you finally officially invited him over.
Maybe he could pretend to suddenly notice it and offer to fix it for you-- Or, maybe, for his sake, he should keep it broken--
Before he could continue that train of thought, his eyes landed on your sleeping figure and he felt his cock chub in his jeans.
Oh, you were so ethereal in your sleep; so unguarded and innocent, just laying there without a care in the world. He'd never tire of the sight.
Your hair was all messy and haphazard! He wanted to fix it for you, wanted to kiss the drool at the corner of your mouth, wanted to do so much!
He settled for laying beside you. He laid on his side, his head resting on his elbow and his knees pressed together. He was turned to you, of course, his brown eyes trying to take in every single detail on your sleeping face.
Before he could do anything, you turned in your sleep! Towards him! You were shuffling closer, your cute little nose wiggling as you dreamt about something, your arms pressing into your chest and your legs splaying open! You were so.... vulnerable!
Ryuu's mouth watered. Still, he wouldn't do anything... to you at least. His fingers itched to do something but, for now, he tucked your hair behind your ear, let himself map the skin across your arms, your legs, your hips, your waist.
He'll jerk himself off to this image of you spread and open. Then, he'll leave.
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it'll definitely keep escalating and escalating til he won't be able to hold himself back
and the entire time, he won't see anything wrong with it because he thinks you love him and he loves you, that the two of you are consensual soulmates, meant to be together for the rest of your lives!
if you do end up calling him up and having a date with him, he ends up being the perfect boyfriend! he's sweet and kind and caring, if not a little bit overprotective... but who doesn't love a boyfriend who cares a bit too much?
just don't wonder why he knows the layout to your apartment a bit too well
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After so many nights sneaking over, this night was child's play. Ryuu didn't have to jiggle the lock this time; it was so easy to open that it slid like butter for him.
He should probably be more worried about that. He was more focused on the thought of seeing you.
And there you were, still as gorgeous as the first night he snuck in. This time, he didn't have to tip toe around! This time, he could take off his shirt, his pants, he could push your stupid comforter away, he could slip in behind you.
This time, he could touch you.
He wrapped his arms around you, one of his calloused hands cupping your chest while the other pressed against the inside of your thigh, trying to push your legs open for him.
At first, you only squirmed against him, your hips pushing back and forth. It certainly didn't help with his growing erection. The way your ass pressed against him made him grind back against you, his cock hard in between your ass cheeks.
Then, it seemed you realised what was happening because, like Sleeping Beauty, your eyes finally fluttered open and met his. He smiled at you, all handsome but coy "Good morning."
"Ryuu?" You groaned out, one hand coming to rub at your eye so cutely before lowering to grab at your phone "It's not even morning."
"I know but I missed you." Already too impatient, Ryuu reached in between the two of you to free his hard hot cock to sandwich it in between your soft naked thighs "Just a few rounds and then we can cuddle, I promise."
You sighed before pressing a quick kiss to the underside of Ryuu's chin, all too used to how insatiable your boyfriend was.
"Wait, how'd you get inside?"
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elisedonut · 4 months
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fic author interview
Thank you for the tag @mirrorofliterature I'm tagging whoever feels like doing it!
How many works do you have on AO3?
33.
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
42,741 words.
3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Raspberry Muffin Flintley - 139 
at least we're trying Flintley - 104
Rhododendrons and False Indigo Harry/George - 102 (why its only been up a week wtf)
Anyone But You Draco/Percy - 98 
Storytime Naps Perciver - 96 
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yeah! unless it's just asking me to make more then i tend to get annoyed and ignore it but i don't get very many at the moment so i tend to stay on top of it pretty well
5. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
Deceased. i guess? it's really the only one I got
i don't write angsty stuff much
6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
most of what i write barely even has AN ending I do a lot of open endings
i think the closest I've gotten to a complete story story have been A Shell for a Mate and Camera Cutie and they both end pretty happy
7. Do you write a cross-overs?
I have not as of yet! if I ever do it's probably going to be an isekai type scenario because it seems like the most fun to me
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
I still have not shockingly
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Sometimes im not very good at it and am still learning on that front most of it tends to cut before smut really happens or is just jacking off
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope.
12. Have you co-written a fic before?
Also no.
13. What's your all time favourite ship?
I'm a big multi shipper so don't really even have one within one single fandom and you want an overall??
right now 99% of what i think about is Percy ships
14. What's a WIP that you want to finish but think you never will?
hmm if i say all of them do i lose my writer card?
jkjk
but i do have alot of things I've started because the mood hit that i just can't see myself going back to like i have 3k for an amnesia memories au that has just been gathering dust since that original sprint of inspo hit
15. What are your writing strengths?
??? i come up with fun concepts i think? or at least they're fun to me
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
the writing part really I come up with far more ideas then I would ever be able to write hence why I still post alot on here but also like making the idea an actual story story and not just a small slice of a story
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in fic?
I'm too lazy for it overall.
18. What's the first fandom you wrote for?
Harry Potter so far it's the only fandom I've written for
19. What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?
I'm not sure i ofc have a list of Percy ships i want to try which is currently
Dudley, Seamus, Justin and then ofc the two that constantly give me trouble when i try to pair them with Percy, Remus and Harry
but like outside of Percy ??
i have fandoms but most are dormant as of now like i love Idolmaster and stay caught up on the music but the idea of writing fics for it is like eh if anything it would be Makio/Soichiro tbh i miss them
I finished rwrb and enjoyed it a ton but with the firstprince being canon my brain just doesn't care that much to even seek out content for it because that's how my brain works
its canon so i don't feel the need to read (or by extension write) like 1000 different scenario's for them to get together
like people who stay fully invested in canon couples are powerful because my interest in them in a fanon sense goes out the window every time
i feel like if i ever did do something with rwrb it be an isekai since they are both into HP so it be a very typical get transported into your favorite series story i think that would be fun
i will never do it but fun idea
the ships i like for Danganronpa would probably get me killed/j
like i am with Percy now i was a big Chihiro multi shipper in my DR days before settling on ChiMaru as my favorite for them
20. What's your favourite fic that you've written?
controversial pick but Secret Fantasy 
i put so much work into it KNOWING no one was going to care about it because it's incest but i care about it damn it!! its the longest fic ive written as of now and i had so much fun with it and still think about it alot
less controversial pick is Camera Cutie  because I'm Colin kick at the moment though it is a bit more like messy since it was a pretty early one
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g-kat423 · 2 months
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That's a lot, I wish I could take half of all that so it'll be a little easier for you, I cannot imagine feeling pain all the time while also having other problems like looking for a job that provides safe environment, having to rely on people and then dealing with a Mom that's a narcissist, I'd be burnt out just by thinking about all of that stuff...
You're so tough, I wish things get better soon, I'll gladly be here and lend an ear! I really do wish I could do more. Also, I'm happy that you're also taking care of yourself, sleeping on time and all that? That's very good, it does help the mood! I speak from experience, also, I am sorry, my english is not that good, but I am learning bigger words with the help of online searching!
I really appreciate it! It kind of is what it is at this point. And my mom’s mood swings are so frequent that right after the incident she was acting super sweet to me and taking interest in what I was doing and asking for tv show recommendations. She’s incredibly hard to read lol. I’m mostly doing okay my neck is really stiff and it’s causing a lot of pain down my arm, but I took pain pills and im going to go for a walk since it’s nice out. The one good thing is my hip issue was fixed so I can at least walk without pain now. I’m hoping that eventually the same will happen for my neck and I can mostly be pain free. Also, your English is really good! I wouldn’t have known it wasn’t your first language unless you mentioned it. I envy people who can speak more than one language. In the US they don’t really prioritize it in schools. In the public school system, at least the district I was in, we didn’t start foreign languages until 7th grade which is pretty late considering children tend to learn faster when they’re younger. Then they only require it for 2 years so anything beyond 7th and 8th grade is a choice. I took Spanish and then was in honors Spanish, but it’s been so long that I hardly remember the basics. Even then the way they teach it is very formal so I doubt I’d be able to ever carry on a conversation. Wow, I’m rambling haha. Anyway, thank you for checking in, it means a lot to know someone cares.
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xian-1502 · 3 months
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And i felt bad about that. To me, what i thought was my blunder made my brother feel like being open was a possible minefield, which is something i also needed get real about since it’s so painfully evident that what happened there was NOT my fault and i somehow made it that way in my head. But that among other spots of shaming or shunning from family and poor friends made me wrongly assume how the world was and what i should be as a person. Woe was me 🤯. But i’m out of the woods now at least, or understand a facet about myself that i left unquestioned better, and i hope that’s a certain forecast of progress.
For reference everything prior was stuff that’s been drafted and noted throughout January. Not chronological or anything just complied into a sort of megapost. What follows is solely related to last night, february 3rd-4th
I’m feeling a lot of things. Im glad i don’t have work today, because i feel like going there in the mood i’m would only make me more upset considering how customers and management have been getting on my nerves lately. but that’s irrelevant, what i’m saying last night wasn’t the greatest. It wasn’t extreme, nobody is damaged or harmed, and everybody made it home so nothing active or ongoing concern. But as a whole just going through the time wasn’t fun to me. Firstly it was an opening party at a club an hour away that i knew next to nothing about the details surrounding other than the fact that the invite was from a afrobeats dj who’s a regionally known family friend. I was originally just hoping there would be good music but on the way after we picked up everyone who was riding in the car, i was told some family friends in the kenyan circle who were my age would be there (they were not, i was one of 3 people under 25 from what i could see if not, highly unfortunate for some people). We got there and the venue was filled with crowd that was notably older than me, but the music was alright. So i figured it would be tolerable at least. I spent my time at the bar drinking lemonades when this dude came up to me and asked me if he met me before and how long i’ve been in the country(since the majority of the club goers that day were immigrants among the last 20-40 years and shared the moving experience). i answered and then the talk ended shortly after when someone else he knew came to say hi and talk to him. I will spare the fluff on this accord but this story ends with me getting grope/humped on the dance floor by this dude when i got up to dance to a song i liked. it dawned on me later that he was definitely eyeing me after the initial interaction cause i did see him looking at me when i would walk around or when i was waiting in line at the bathroom but i just thought it was like the look of knowing more so than sizing me up to act since i didn’t clock that he was reading me as a girl. (i was standing in the wrong spot at this point which is likely what contributed to my fate since if i was in the right like that dude probably would’ve stepped off immediately) That ruined my mood a great deal and i really wanted to just go home at that point but i didn’t know where the people i came with were and i knew they were inebriated so i had to ask my younger aunt who was sober (since she was driving herself and her boyfriend) to help me find everyone and get ready to leave. I will not that or less significance in my mind, some drunk lady i swear i don’t know but somehow knows my name tapped my shoulder and was like “heyyy christian i didn’t know you’d be here!!” and went for a hug so i just opted cause that’s the normal reaction but then she went to do the french double cheek kiss thing and didn’t move far enough on the second swing leading to almost straight on my nose. So i twisted my head and tried to step away as a little whiskey scented spot was planted on my cheek. This being before airport casanova set up his game plan to cop a feel. But those two events contributed to making that experience unfun and i’m even more upset with myself that i let myself end up in that situation. im happy that nothing really bad happened and that i could go home fine unhurt and all, but it’s what’s stoking my frustration at myself is that i let myself get convinced into going, knowing i would rather stay home. I really wish i could go back and unfold under the pressure but that gets me nowhere as i already know yet im still bitter at myself over it. I at least know for certain i’m never gonna allow myself to end up in that situation again so that’s good, but as it stands now, i am just not in a great mood over it. I’ll get over it though for certain though so it can culminate to be whatever at the end of it all.
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fictionfixations · 3 months
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funny haha
MAJOR HAZBIN HOTEL SEASON 1 SPOILERS (aka episode 7 and 8)
okay. so. i know that its probably not the point. and that heaven probably has a lot more forces
but like
LMFAOOO BRO GOT FUCKED OVER AND ALL WE ENLISTED WAS THE CANNIBALS (and cannibeths) HELP. LIKE. THATS NOT EVEN ALL OF HELL. THERES SO MANY OTHER RINGS OF SO MANY SINNERS OF VARYING POWER THAT ITS SO LAUGHABLE THAT THEY FAILED AGAINST SO LITTLE PEOPLE! (and maybe thats because theres less good people then there are bad people? but i dont know how many good people would be willing to kill with the exception of some) BUT HAHA.
and i mean. maybe that wasnt all of them (except the moment they retreated the extermination was cancelled? so they only attacked the hotel first. unless there's more of them that will be coming in 6 months where the extermination normally happens-- actually wtf. how will the date work. is it 6 months or a year? in which, ITS STILL NOt cORRECTEd because it'll be in the middle of the year in another year)
and i mean, sure, lucifers there. and charlie (who i think probably has some stuff since she's like half-angel at least)
but man maybe heaven was right to fear that hell would go after them. and the reason they didnt before was because like
heaven was portrayed as this all powerful thing that they cant fight? like, if you were chained up for years you'd imagine it was still as strong as it was against your younger self, and wouldn't bother trying to get rid of it because whats the point, right?
so hell thinks heaven are these powerful beings, when they can be taken down
plus plus. i dont know how exorcists are chosen but imagining that they come from the people who appear in heaven. thats a small amount probably (kids would probably end up there too but lets just pretend its all adults)
and then of the people willing to kill. thats even less people. unless im idealizing angels too much and theyre not that nice?? which. oh. awe man.
so anyway. i had to rewind because i started laughing when they retreated and it probably ruined whatever mood i was supposed to be in. i mean, i guess it was meant to be victory? still funny tho
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prettynhot · 3 months
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13.01.2024 Sat restarting,revolving n readjusting.
new day,new me:) i’ll start talking about last night first. after i logged in here with my journal update, i left my course place n got home. while i was walking though, i witnessed the first snow falling in my city for this winter!
the snow was incredibly pretty and delicately falling with a slight cold breeze. the breeze moved my hair quite romantically, i was blushing from the cold so with my cute red cheeks n red nose, delicate snowflakes in my hair n outfit, i looked and felt like i was in a movie. people were passing by with literal awes and someone even offered to carry my bag for me! people are so nice <33
after i got home i ate my dinner,got some sweets and as i sat down to relax,i fell asleep😭 i woke up to a call from my sister, facetiming me to ask what to wear for her bday celebration. she just turned 30 this year! i still cant believe she is 30 now,she has that young aura n energy which makes everyone feel like she’d be in her 20s forever. crazy that shes stepping into her 30s now. im excited for this new chapter in her life, feel like its going to be her best one yet:)
after talking to my sister, i got up,changed from my outdoor clothes to my comfy sweatpants n thin,soft long sleeve,grabbed water n cleaned up my room a bit. after that i shopped online for a while and danced for at least 2 hours.
it was soo much fun!!! i hadnt danced in a quite long while n totally forgot how in touch with my femininity n grounded it makes me feel! while i was dancing ag’s new song played, titled ‘yes and’ which i quite liked!! then i saw that time flew by n it was nearly 12 am, which i was waiting for in order to celebrate my sister’s bday:) we facetimed at 12 exactly n i even blew candles for her! she got so happy n told me all about the presents she got n how her bday celebration went. we talked a bit but i needed to study so i had to hang up :(
then, since i had not studied at all ever since i got home,i sat down n studied for a good 2 hours, brushed my teeth n my hair n had a nice night sleep😴
woke up in a good mood, drank my morning water n had a filling, delicious breakfast with a good load of veggies, a whole lot of protein n some carbs. it was soo yummyy^^
then i got ready, decided to postpone the glamming for my little tc thing, since i didnt want a crush to get in the way of how my exam goes, knowing i wouldnt be as comfortable in all glam.
so i took the exam! it went quite nice at first but as time went by, nearing the end of the 3 hrs, my focus got harder to maintain n i didnt even realize i had a headache from constrating so hard! even though i didnt feel like i did as good as i was capable of, it still wasnt horrible n i know the result will be decent. so im pleased yet eager to do more!
after the exam, i had a class with my teacher:) the one whom i have a little crush on:) he was exceptionally smiley today! he asked me how my exam went, kiinda checked me out(i mightve even made it up honestly😭but lowkey felt it though!) chatted with us for a while. then his class starts, as usual hes very interactive with with everyone n me, jokes around n stuff.
one thing i really like about him is that he always looks at me while he’s telling a story about himself or anything personal really. its as if like hes telling that to me only as he is only making eye contact with me. it makes me feel super special!
it was quite hot in the classroom so i wanted to open the windows yet he was cold so he didnt want me to,and joked about that the whole class.
and he even came rlly close n sat beside me.specifically right beside me. just to talk to me.
UGHHHHHHHH
losing my pretty mind over that.
this man literally tried to sit on the heater to talk😭hes also absurd sometimes.
AND ALSO!!
HE TALKED ABOUT HOW HE IS TRYING TO NOT BREAK STUDENTS HEARTS NOW. WHILE LOOKING AT ME. HE WAS LIKE ‘IM WATCHING MY WORDS NOW SINCE I DONT WANT TO BREAK ANYONES HEART’. WHILE LOOKING AT ME. CUZ I TOLD HIM HE HURT ME THE OTHER DAY??
look, i might be delusional(likely) but come on, what would you think in my shoes?
i’d like to think that it was intentional so i will:)
n that was all for my little crush talk.
after his class i stayed on the place where i took my courses to study a bit more. while i was there, one of the founders of that place, offered me fruits n even cut them up for me🥹 hes usually an unusually cold man so i was quite suprised! but it made me very happy nonetheless!
after i was done, while i was leaving the course i came by the owner of the course place n chatted with him for a while, he’s the bestest! hes very intelligent and sweet!
that’s all i have for today! i texted with one of my best friends as well, we promised to meet this monday to visit our national library. we’ll see how everything goes!
im trying to readjust n revolve, into the girl who is disgustingly overeducated, into the girl who is balanced and feminine, into the girl who has everything together in her life<3
same time tomorrow?
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Hello hi longtime lurker first-time asker, I am very sorry that your inbox is being filled with people being not nice about the whole...everything going on right now :-/
I know essentially nothing about boats and sea related stuff and I am always in the mood to hear about someone else's special interests, so do you have a favourite interesting or positive (inasmuch as facts about shipwrecks can be positive) fact related to that topic?
I love that story about the people on the Carpathia (because it's kinda heartwarming and bittersweet in the middle of a tragedy) but that's literally all I know about any kind of big boats tbh (also as well I would love to know what got you interested if that's okay to ask??)
aw thank you anon <333
its probably a bit cliche but my favourite ocean liner ever is the ms stockholm.
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unfortunately, there arent too many good quality photos of it back when it was first launched in 1948 since you know, it was 1948. but its this beautiful, sleek ocean liner. she was the smallest passenger liner on the north atlantic run in the 50s, and idk, i just love how she looks. theres a lot of ocean liners that looked gorgeous like the ss france or ss united states, but they were both still a bit too bulky for me. compared to the stockholm which was just perfectly balanced for her small size.
you might also notice the very angular bow (front bit) and she had that bit because she sailed near the arctic sea so she needed a strong bow that could break ice.
unfortunately, it also broke a ship. im not gonna get into all the details of the collision between stockholm and the ss andrea doria, but off the coast of nantucket in july 1956, the stockholm collided at an almost 90° with the andrea doria.
this happened due to three reasons: fog making it harder to see, the stockholm sailing in the wrong lane (ships have ocean lanes like cars have roads) and the andrea doria attempting a starboard-to-starboard passing to avoid the collision despite the accepted passing being port-to-port.
(imagine youre about to walk into someone. if you both take a step to your respective lefts, that would be port-to-port. its starboard-to-starboard if you went right. but say you went right and they went left, youd collide)
the collision caused the andrea doria to begin to list to port and eventually shed capsize. the list made half the lifeboats unusable, but the crew of the stockholm were already rowing over in their lifeboats.
and the cherry on top was the arrival of the ss île de france, who took on the bulk of remaining passengers and was labelled the hero ship.
out of the 1705 people aboard, 1655 people survived. a much higher survival rate to titanic.
like the titanic wreck, the wreck of the andrea doria is the gravesite for the 51 who didnt make it. their bodies were never recovered.
unfortunately, the wreck is a popular diving spot and looters have taken everthing worth anything from the wreck over time. and even more unfortunately, at least 22 divers have died on the wreck.
once again, these wrecks should be protected by law like the fitz is or like the uss johnston is.
also, the collision completely crushed stockholms bow:
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but away from the tragedy of the collision, the stockholm went on to have a very successful career. shes had 12 different owners and 12 different names:
stockholm
völkerfreundschaft
volker
fridtjof nansen
italia i
italia prima
valtur prima
caribe
athena
azores
and astoria
she was also sometimes labelled "the ship of death" due to the collision with andrea doria.
in 1989, 41 years after her launch, she was sold to star lauro lines and was converted into a cruise ship. and considering shes currently still up for sale today, she must have been a very reliable and very good cruise ship.
when she was known as athena, she was attacked by pirates in 2003. the crew prevented the pirates from boarding by firing high pressure wate Mr canons at them, but at one point twenty-nine pirate boats surrounded her. and then she was just fine and carried on with her voyage to australia m
in 2009, she got detained in france because the company had unpaid bills, and it just makes me cry laugh when they detain a whole ass ship. i just imagine some officer trying to handcuff a ship.
after the quick dip into the criminal world, she continued to sail until 2021 when she was bought by a company planning to convert her into a hotelship.
afaik, the plans were scrapped and shes back on the market, so if you somehow have the money to buy a boat, the stockholm/astoria is up for sale.
and it is fucking wild to remember that the ship that sank the andrea doria in 1956 is currently on the market and might be fixed up and ready to continue sailing.
the carpathia is a story that almost always makes me cry because its such a good example of the good that humans do. the carpathia sailed through an icefield at night at top speed, despite being much less safe than the titanic, to get there. its both heart-breaking and heart-warming.
i had a phase as a kid where i really liked big boats as well as whales and sharks, but im an afab trans guy and many family members did not think it appropriate for me.
i got back into during lockdown actually. im pretty sure i was lonely because me and my flatmate were trapped at least two hours away from our families and i hadnt seen my mom in so long. back in my first year of uni, i called her everyday.
and so there i am, feeling lonely and also being insomniac at like 3-4am maybe, and i dont know what made me think of it but suddenly i was thinking about the titanic and how lonely it must be down there all alone. im the poster kid for object empathy. and then i was just as lonely like i was reflecting that loneliness onto myself and i was near tears and just couldnt sleep.
so i gave up on sleep and realised i needed to distract myself to feel better so i just started looking up shipwrecks and ghost ships and all manner of these things. and then suddenly im watching every documentary i can find, every video on youtube and im reading someones very long essay explaining why the titanic olympic switch theory is wrong.
and here i am. it started as a hyperfixation and developed into a SpIn, and then when i could finally visit my mom and brother, i made them watch disasters at sea on the tv.
if you ever wanna learn about this sort of thing, disasters at sea is a good show to watch (its all on youtube) and oceanliner designs and big old boats on youtube are very good channels for beginners.
thank you for this ask anon <333 i really enjoyed infodumping about my favourite ship.
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