#I can’t think of other tws

[nick-close]

Sometimes you need a good trauma vent au and for me that’s with Glenn, after prison where instead of wanting to kill his dad in revenge he just is so tired of how his life went to shit and decides to see if he can just. Be with his dad again and run scams like they used to because at least he’s with him, that’s all they used to have anyways- not like Glenn has anything else.

I like the idea Bill shit talked Christine to Glenn a LOT. She had to do the hard parts of parenting while he did all the fun stuff- took Glenn on random vacations- was also immature and kept the kid upstairs in his room while throwing a party with some friends- but overall it could be explained away as fun and chill ‘loosen up’ shit. Christine meanwhile was ‘always nagging’ (trying to be responsible) and ‘bleeding him dry’ (asking for financial support for their child.) In my heart I think Glenn was always kept under his thumb Yknow? And the fact he didn’t see his dad super often emphasized the appeal. He was a daddy’s boy who maybe didn’t start unpacking his trauma until his dad DIED. Only realized he might’ve sucked after talking to Morgan about it. I mean we see Glenn jump between aggressively hating his dad and thinking his dad was chill BEFORE prison- he had mixed opinions on that guy.

So something about falling back into that same thing of. Now he recognizes how fucked up his dad was. But he also knew his dad made him feel loved in a really fucked up way. And he kinda needed it Yknow? They both need to get out of a shitty situation- and Glenn can sometimes ignore how bad he feels because the authority and decisionmaking is out of his hands- he follows orders and gets praised for it. And really what else does he need? (Therapy)

Idk that’s my 6 am thoughts

#gonna tw this #grooming tw #grooming cw #<- nonsexual but I think it applies #abuse cw #abuse tw #Iimm gonna be careful and overtag #bill close #this isn’t canon but it’s my heart #<- also not really that but feels like a tag someone might have blocked if they don’t wanna see this #I can’t think of other tws #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads odyssey #dndads s1 #glenn close #I have a lot of aus for my boy #sorry I’m so mentally I’ll #and like I don’t think bill was physically abusing Glenn #or even verbally in the traditional sense #it’s more so abuse of power #and manipulation #ykwim? #idk sorry

[batwynn]

Listen. The moment you get an older than 45 queer romance going in media I’m thrilled and I just don’t gaf if it’s sad, ‘Bad Rep’, light and happy, plot B, not ‘serious enough’, ‘too serious’, Can’t Happen Because One of Them Only is in Love With the Other Inside a Mind Split Work Place, Not Safe For Work, etc. I don’t care. I want it to exist and I will thoroughly enjoy it.

I grew up hearing about all the friends my mom lost in the queer community. I grew up knowing that those people would never have a romance that aged with their bodies. That they’d never have these kinds of stories. That the people who did survive still face hatred and violence just for holding hands in public even after living through this shit for so many years. So, yeah. I want to see the older queer couples in love, ok? I don’t care if it’s not the Young People Aesthetic or ‘Good Representation’ or wtfever. I just don’t care. They deserve to age, and love, and be messy, and be real people, and have stories told about it.

#lgbtq+ #queer community #SAGE #queer elders #severance #mention #anyway support your queer elders and their stories #we are lucky to have those stories #we are so lucky they can be shown and shared #we are LUCKY #shout out to #fellow travelers #Our Flag Means Death #as well #just you know #people. existing. aging. being queer #tw: death #aids crisis #my brain farted out and I can’t think of the others I wanted to tag #but hey tag your favorite not 20 something queer couple #any media #go for it

[hawnks]

Enough dancing around it.

I need a loverboy. One who is insane though. Plans out in excruciating detail all the firsts (firsts dates first kisses first oral fem receiving), loves to gift roses and champagne, says I love you every ten minutes and always means it sincerely and with his whole heart. Takes everything incredibly seriously, cherishes every moment with his lover, would literally kill someone for hurting his little puppy and probably already has.

#SIGH. #once again. #tw yandere #cw yandere #one day I will dismount the yandere horse but for now it Carries me onward #perhaps I will make this boy #call me daddy Frankenstein #I’m just thinking about like #you give him your hand and he lights up like a dog with a treat #like it’s a GIFT #like every moment you spend with him is incredible and important and he loves to gush to you about how much EVERYTHING means to him #like the character concept is Romantic Dialed up to One Hundred #the trade off is when things are going poorly. well. he feels his feelings. #yknow? #Jasper is ALMOST this but like. he’s too willing to be unromantic #he’ll bang in the back of his car and think the sounds the suspension is making is HILARIOUS #this other boy-type…. will still bang in the back of the car but would instead be focusing on how strong the love must be that they can’t #even wait to get to a bed #squawk tag

[aspd-culture]

Aspd culture is listening to someone vent for the 100th time and telling them to kill themselves already cause they’re annoying as FUCK

Massive TW for sui talk here obviously

God this was tough to have pop up as a notification. Whilst I understand the frustration leading there, I can’t condone that kind of thing. I’ve spent way too much time su1c1d4l myself to encourage that. Even with ASPD, we need to be careful of what we’re saying to other people. If this was about thinking it, absolutely I could understand, but doing it? No that’s not ASPD-culture at least not in my eyes. Please don’t tell anyone to hurt themselves. Even if it’s just for the reason of legal liability, don’t do it.

Edit: someone noted a completely valid point here that saying this “isn’t ASPD culture” rather than simply saying that it’s triggering to me and I’m not comfortable having on my particular ASPD culture blog gives off the wrong idea, because this kind of thing does fit the definition of ASPD.

So just to clarify, what I meant here was more in line with the idea that it’s too serious and personal of an issue for me and I’m sure for some pwASPD too who have had this done to them for me to be posting to this blog. I in no way meant to invalidate this as a symptom, because it IS a part of ASPD to have these thoughts and actions. It’s just not something I want to encourage or platform here because of my personal triggers.

Apologies for phrasing it the way I did, it was a post done quickly and in a triggered state and wasn’t thought through as well as the posts I make usually are. In the spirit of honesty and accountability, I’ve added this edit rather than covering the original language. To avoid this issue in the future, I will be deleting posts discussing the action of (not the thought of) telling people to hurt/unalive themselves.

In no way is this apology saying I condone the actions here though. Acknowledging that they are a part of the experience a pwASPD may have with their symptoms is not the same as saying it’s okay, and part of the mistake I made in the first place was believing one was the same as the other.

#too serious for me to ignore #sorry about that #because I try not to respond this way to any asks because it’s a part of the disorder to have urges and thoughts on this line #but I just can’t support this kind of thing when I know what it’s like on the other side of it #and I think a lot of other pwASPD have probably been there too #if for no other reason than being clear of legal liability do not tell people to do that #TW sui #tw sui mention #tw sui ideation #tw sui talk #ask to tag #ask to TW #aspd-culture-is

[shaykai]

“I love any man willing to birth a little more slithering, wet malice into the world.”

#I keep thinking about that letter gortash sent to Franc (the one that quote is from) and how uncomfy it is djdjdjdjjd can you imagine the #kind of shit he must’ve told durge? cause I can’t imagine it was anywhere near normal #anyways they bring out the worst in each other while simultaneously finding odd bits of solace in each others company have a good day #doodle #bg3 #durgetash #goretash #enver gortash #the dark urge #oc #Vat’il #tw blood #ask to tag #baldurs gate 3 #baldur’s gate 3

[ask-ranma-and-ryoga]

#ranma 1/2 #ranma #ranma saotome #ask ranma and ryoga #ask blog #ranma rp #ranma ask blog #girl Ranma #corset #iron corset #tw: malnutrition #tw: starvation #I have a feeling this was all the same anon requesting this lmao #drawing request #not main #I was never gonna fit these asks into the main story but still wanted to give a crack at drawing it 🤷‍♀️ #I think I’ll try doing that more for other asks that I can’t work into the plot

[yantao-enthusiast]

damn girl sorry for being a byproduct of your shitty parenting, emotional negligence, and pessimistic viewpoint that’s on me fr

#@ my mom #just woke up from a 12 hour sleep #i’ve rested on it #time to make jokes about it!!!! #i try not to talk about these things too much here #but this is kinda funny and real so #mommy issues #mother issues #family issues #generational trauma #emotional neglect #tw mommy issues #there’s probably other tw but i can’t think of them rn so just tell me

[sketchingstars03]

…

guess who learned about what just happened with tumblr 🤚

#it.. can’t be dying right? #I just got here #I want to share splattertale here #this is where UTMV was BORN #I have other social media but…. #I… don’t think I can use them for the same kind of posting #textpost #venting? #tw vent #? #tumblr #skeleton crew thing #I’ll still be posting stuff until it finally dies but #I’m scared

[the-last-quest]

Shadow was tired.

He just needed to wait until morning.

He just needed to not look at the mass in the center of the room.

(Sonic dhmis au)

[1456 words]

Tw: Major Character Death, brief description of injuries (it’s mostly left to imagination)

Shadow was tired

Kneeling on the tiled floor of the kitchen it was taking every bit of him to not close his eyes. To not let himself succumb to the cool release of sleep.

Or death.

Whichever came first.

Today’s lesson had been a brutal one, though Shadow supposes most of the lessons were brutal.

It started when he and Tails were cooking lunch, when the kid had accidentally nicked himself with the knife. Of course that caused a lesson to start. The teacher, this time taking the form of a talking knife block, preached to them all the joys of kitchen safety. Which then, of course, led to the two of them having to dodge multiple sharp kitchen utensils.

Shadow didn’t come out of that unscathed. He took a hit from a knife that was clearly aiming to take out Tails. At the time it was worth it to him, saving the fox from the pain from the blade. The large gash on his side bearable as long as he saved the kid from death at that moment.

Now though he wished he let Tails die then.

Gritting his teeth Shadow pushed himself off of the floor. Shooting pain emerged from his wound, but he bore through it. He’d handled worse before, not joking when he said lessons were brutal. He just had to leave the kitchen. If Shadow was going to bleed out he wasn’t going to do it with that looking straight at him.

The lesson didn’t end with the knives. They never ended with the knives. With Tails being the one who started the lesson the teacher’s attention was solely on the fox, and with Shadow already injured there wasn’t much he could do to protect the boy. He doesn’t know if he should be happy that the lesson ended at the blender before the teacher even acknowledged the overheating oven.

Using the wall for support Shadow kept his eyes glued to the ground as he made his way out of the kitchen. He didn’t want to see what remained of the fox again. It was bad enough the first time, as he watched the unfolding of the lesson, not being able to do anything about it.

As Shadow was just about to reach the doorframe, just about to leave the chaos forsaken room he stopped. He could feel the eyes on him, watching him as he left it all alone. He couldn’t do that, as much as he wanted to leave and wait until morning, to have his memories of this day fade into a dull ache in the back of his mind. He just couldn’t leave. Sighing he mentally prepared himself, turning to look at the center of the kitchen.

Shadow couldn’t call it a body, refusing to even think of the life the mass used to hold. The only thing that remained intact was the head. It was a cruel joke he supposed, something the teacher did to ensure the lesson stuck.

Blue eyes seemed to haunt Shadow.

First it was Maria on the Ark. Even with his memories of the outside world growing fuzzy he still remembered his sister and her eyes. He remembered the wonder they held when she looked down at the Earth, the love that he left when she looked at him, the pain as her life faded away.

Now it was a different pair of eyes, but to him they meant the same thing. The eyes that at first marveled at the new world they found themselves in, before either of them knew what it held in store, the eyes that constantly sought him out for some semblance of stability after they figured it out, the eyes that he had to watch constantly fade because he couldn’t save him.

That's how they were now, a brilliant blue faded to a dull gray.

Tears gathered in the corner of his eyes. Swiping them away angrily, Shadow growled at himself. He shouldn’t feel like this. He knew this was going to happen. He knew that by the end of the day one, or both of them would end up dead. He’s been through this enough times by now that he knows he can’t change anything. He knows that he can’t save anyone.

So why does he feel like this? Why does he feel a paralyzing helplessness whenever one of those damn teachers comes to life? Why does he feel so guilt ridden over something he knows he has no control of because he himself is a victim? Why does he feel the same way he did back on the Ark?

Shadow sinks down against the wall, as those same questions swirl through his mind. Over and over again. The same questions never relenting. He knows the answer to them. He knows why, but he can’t bring himself to admit it. If he does things would change. It would just give them more ways to inflict pain and there was no way that he would ever give them that opportunity.

Right now though there’s nothing they can do. The lesson for the day was done, the sun having already set below the horizon. Morning needs to come again.

Knowing this Shadow gives up. He allows the tears to flow down his cheeks. His sobs irritated his already sore throat, his heaving breaths causing even more pain to spout from his wound. He doesn’t care though nobody is watching him, the only eyes open right now are ones that don’t matter.

Those eyes aren’t seeing anything. They won’t think he’s weak because he failed to protect someone. They won't remember it in the morning when they seek him out for comfort. Right now he can let everything out. He can fall apart and by morning he’ll be put back together again.

He cries until his lungs give up on him, when the blood loss finally makes itself apparent. He opens his eyes and finds the other ones staring back at him. He knows his will look the same soon.

Shadow lets himself drift off, the night finally winning.

~~~~~~~~

Somewhere, up above, gloved hands pick up two figures out of a small model kitchen.

They take care to fix them up, the fox figure having more repairs needed than usual, while the hedgehog only had a scratch.

Placing the figures into a model bedroom, the hands making sure to tuck the fox into bed. It’s the least they can do.

Sighing they begin to turn the crank.

The model house spins around while distant piano notes play a repeating tune.

It’s morning once again.

~~~~~~~~

Shadow was in his bed again. A small bit of light shining through his eyelids told him it was still early, the sun's rays just peeking over the horizon.

Taking a deep breath he let himself enjoy the moment. The peace that came with the early morning the only time he could find himself getting the closest to a semblance of relaxation. He knew the silence wouldn’t last forever so he took this time to enjoy it.

As if right on que soft footsteps made their way over to Shadow’s bed. Without opening his eyes he lifted the blanket, inviting Tails in. The bed dipped as the kid crawled under the blanket, curling up against the hedgehog, gripping onto his dark fur as if his life depended on it. As if Shadow could save it.

Lowering his arm, Shadow pulled Tails closer. He doesn’t know for whose benefit it was, they both needed it.

Time continued to pass as they lay together, the sun coming up over the horizon, the alarm ready to go off in any moment.

Tails shrunk into him, shaking as it drew nearer for them to leave the comfort of the bed. The kid didn’t cry though. He hadn’t cried in a long time. Shadow doesn’t think that’s a good thing.

Running his fingers through yellow fur Shadow tried to calm the fox, even though his anxiety was also rising. He doesn’t remember exactly what happened yesterday but he knows it was bad seeing that Tails sought him out this morning.

Today he’s going to make sure he takes the brunt of the lesson. He’s made this vow before, but this time he’s going to try harder, to draw the focus of the teachers towards him.

Because deep down, even if he would never admit it, Shadow cared for Tails. He cares for the kid that is stuck in this eternal torment with him. Even though it will kill him, Shadow will try his hardest to protect him.

Tails was his brother now and he’d be damned if he had to watch another sibling die in front of him.

#me writing for my au??? #it’s more likely than you think #had this idea for a little while and decided to get it down on before it faded away lol #anyways #they’re both totally okay at the end guys 👍 nothing to worry about #they’re totally not in a loop where they only rely on each other #and totally don’t worry about the mysterious hands I’m sure they can’t do anything to change the current situation #it’s just one happy family :) #anyways (x2) #this was my first time writing for shadow and to make that harder on myself I decided to write him in the middle of extreme mental torment #idk what to tag man I’m just real long at this point #sonic the hedgehog #tails the fox #miles tails prower #sonic tails #shadow the hedgehog #ark siblings #sonic dhmis au #tw major character death #tw injury #❄︎♒︎♓︎⬧︎ ♒︎♋︎⬧︎ ♑︎□︎■︎♏︎ □︎■︎ ●︎□︎■︎♑︎ ♏︎■︎□︎◆︎♑︎♒︎ ●︎♏︎⧫︎ ⧫︎♒︎♏︎❍︎ ♑︎□︎ #-. --- - / -.-- . - / .... . -.. --. . .... .. --. #.. / ... - .. .-.. .-.. / .... .- ...- . / -- ..- -.-. .... / -- --- .-. . / .--. .-.. .- -. -. . -..

[quietwingsinthesky]

Dean is such a paradox for me because on the one hand, I have been actively triggered by him in the show, there are moments where, intentionally or not, the writers managed to create a portrayal of manipulation and abuse and control issues that it sets off actual alarms for me. And on the other hand, I would not have him any other way. There is something — not comforting, that’s too soft a word — about knowing where Dean’s actions stem from, having seen and learned all that we do about his childhood neglect and parentification and the trauma he goes through repeatedly in the show, and that he doesn’t come out clean. He comes out a goddamn mess who ends up hurting the people around him in reaction to his own pain!

There’s a reality there that’s. Almost nice, actually. Distressing to watch, but it is a fucking mess, it’s a good mess! He’s got zero healthy coping skills and a healthy relationship with say, his brother, is terrifying because it leaves him open to abandonment!

I’m not sure I’m wording this correctly. There is a way to be a good abuse victim. Take the pain, martyr yourself on it, and then, even if you have no support or idea how to, then you have to become a Good Person who never hurts anyone the way you have been learning to your entire life. Simply toss everything that shaped you out the door and emerge a saint with a tragic backstory. And Dean is not that. And that’s so fucking good. Everything that he has gone through continues to effect the way he treats the people around him, and he can’t fight the behaviors he might recognize as harmful because he also sees them as protecting him (or protecting Sam by keeping Sam with him.)

And sometimes, idk. It feels good to see a guy who didn’t heal the “right way.” Who mostly didn’t heal at all, just keeps the wound open because it’s easier that way.

#there’s a whole other bit to this about how like. it’s hard for fandom to hold the idea that someone can be both a victim and abusive #at the same time. that the ways someone has been hurt don’t always shape them into kindness and wide-eyed sympathy. occasionally it just #makes them hard to live with. and I think most obviously is the thing that a lot of what Dean does is an expression of love. of protection. #he’s very much his father’s son in that way. that’s why Sam. the guy he’s been Told to protect his whole life. is also the person he ends up #hurting the most. it’s tragedy. it’s realistic. it’s a good fucking mess. #and that’s why I don’t get interpretations of dean that are determined to shave off the ugly parts of his character. to me those are the #parts that make him a character worth revisiting. he’s so full of love. and he uses it to hurt people. he means to sometimes. a lot of the #time he doesn’t but hurts them anyway. he has been shaped by violence his whole life. and it’s just. I get why someone might take this #part of him away. to make him easier to love. because I get that he’s stressful to watch also like I get that. but he is. #he is compelling. in his anger and his controlling behavior and his strangling love. he is compelling in all the ways he has become this. #Dean’s degradation into these behaviors can be both a failure of a show that ran to long but also the believable trajectory of a man who #can’t heal. and I love him for that. I love him for emerging from pain as a angry sharp thing. I love that it brings the glimpses of him #being gentler and recognizing his actions as bad into stark relief. I love that this recognition often only lasts until he is hurt again and #then he backpedals into the safety of behaviors he knows will allow him to control a situation through force or manipulation. #it’s good fucking mess. you know? dean winchester everybody. #maybe I should have put all that in the main post. oh well. too late now. #spn #dean winchester #tw abuse

[maggi-cube]

What can you even say to this?

TWs for death, child death, blood, and things of that nature. I’m not sure what other tags would help

#There are so many stories here so many tragedies some I didn’t hear about before now and some that have stayed with me. #i think about Reem when I try to sleep #And I have to do the little I can and continue to live while there’s so much happening daily #every second another life is lost and when we are crying out for the world to see their humanity they go aww :( so sorry we must kill them #i am in a warm bed and they are not #i have food and they do not #i am safe and they are not #my friends are alive and theirs are not #my family can find me and they don’t know where theirs is #i am not trying to make this about me but it’s like. living is a reminder that others aren’t even surviving #and when I ask what could possibly merit this kind of horror there’s no reason that makes sense #i feel like I’m going insane #i am donating i am boycotting i am buying secondhand at best #i spent my last bit of money on esims #i just. god why is there such suffering for a people who have done nothing but live why is there always pain for those just trying to live #why is it so hard to live quietly? why can’t we make things right right NOW #tw death #tw child death #free palestine

[lewdo]

Lando speaking about being attacked and mugged after the 2020 Euro Final, this is so sad to read and the people who did this are such disgusting humans

#i remember first reading about the attack and crying my eyes out #my heart hurts for him so much right now #i can’t even imagine how hard it must have been for him to live through it #this is also one of my main reasons for ********* *** #come to think of it this is how it started #i hope that he now has some closure and that this man will be locked away #lando norris #tw robbery #tw assault #if there’s any other triggers that i should add please let me know

[pupcuck]

have been ill since i was a kid it is not going to get better or pass likeeee sick of people telling me otherwise

#🏩.diary #I’ve always been this way #like there is no fixing it it’s not even like #idk my mental illness isn’t even something i can use as an excuse it’s just me now like idk #my friends are insufferable they don’t get it that #it’s not the fucking same like im so upset why do they always make things ab themselves #im the one that has no other friends no job no love life im failing uni with no social life like no you don’t get it #and they’re always like oh i wish I wasn’t known on campus like you talking to people is so draining I hate it #I hate it so bad i need to kill myself #I’ve been suicidal since I was 11 like that’s it’s not gonna change #and then they wonder why I don’t wanna talk like sorry im too suicidal to hear ab you having multiple jobs and boyfriends and driving sorry #like im too bitter #why don’t you just do this I CANT!!! im ugly and repulsive and can’t go outside #I’ve been made fun of for my weight and face by family n school friends like why would k want to go outside when it’s not even. me that #thinks I’m repulsive but everyone around me too #my parents don’t ever call me pretty unless I have makeup on they’re repulsed by me I know they love me bc they have to love me but im such #a loser there’s nothing to be Proud of #I don’t know what to do at all it’s like I’ve fucked it over so badly I can’t fix a single thing #it’s like I have everything wrong w me and it’s humiliating #tw vent #sorry im worked up godddd #I hate when people talk me like it’s my first time feeling this way and that it’s easy to get over #just try getting ur license or doing this I psychically cannot bc I’m crippled by anxiety and facial and body dysmoprhia like fuck off #whatever whatever im too pussy to kill myself so I’ll just live in this fucking cycle forever and ever like bc im literally a fucking . #pussy what’s wrong w me #in other news my sisters separation anxiety is back and she won’t let go of me I can’t go to the bathroom without her coming she’s sleeping #in my bed again #she’s so clingy I love her but I can’t do anything

[that-was-anticlimactic]

well i just bled on my sheets for the first time in awhile. i was SO CAREFUL and took SO MANY precautions,,, guess i’ll just pass away😀😀😀

#if you know me you know i hate stains #they FREAK me out #like feel nasty can’t function freak me out #and i think all my other sheets are dirty #idk if it’s worth just doing it now but like #imma Freak out #it’s either clean them now or sleep on the couch ngl #shoot #sorry guys like i said stains freak me out i hate them SO MUCH #tw periods

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

backstory that no one asked for but I originally left tumblr and went on a semi-permanent hiatus because of skk discourse back in like 2017 and then came back when they all fled to Twitter, and seeing the shipping discourse now is making me all :/

#dw I’m not going anywhere because certain other factors are not present this time #but this is why I can’t participate in ships #because I end up just thinking of what happened #and I don’t get *triggered* per se but am definitely disturbed #Kat rambles #tw: discourse

[kendallroygf]

i once read something that described kendall as taking up maximum space at the dinner table, scoffing everything down and even picking at the food stuck between his teeth at the end . and it’s like. what a wild misunderstanding of the character. he’s constantly wilting, has literally never finished his plate and it’s actually. odd how absent he is at every dinner table , constant dissociation that’s framed as normal as everybody chats around him

#like don’t get me wrong he can definitely put on a show. and he probably likes to. but it’s so obviously fake. like you can #pretend the whale is a shark but at the end of the day it’s still a fucking whale . constant moaning and wailing etc #like i cannot think of any dinner scene in succession where he is fully present. family or otherwise #idk how much sense this makes really. but that bit about him disassociating even in the credits made me think #like . this stems from me writing 1k abt kendall ed the other day. but like yeah he’ll order the 8 ounce steak in front of you and eat it #like he’s normal but the meat stuck between his teeth will drive him crazy #he’ll go to the bathroom for a straightener that doesn’t work and he’ll want to blow #his fucking brains out bc he can’t stick his fingers down his throat here but my god he wants to #sorry. anyway #tw ed #.