#I hope it isn't

[isfjmel-phleg]

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#random personal stuff #back on my soapbox feel free to ignore #ALSO it hurts enough feeling like married women my age won't want to be friends with me because I'm not in The Mom Club #but to be told that married women allegedly don't want single friends because single women have designs on their husbands...ouch #I was able to establish that I Would Never and I'm sorry Grandma had one bad experience but #...yeah that hurt a lot #it can't really be true #I hope it isn't #I do have some married friends and I've never felt that they regard me as a threat #but wow thanks now I have one more thing to worry about #(the conversation tonight was a rollercoaster)

[amysosamybeloved]

am i the only one who's kinda uncomfortable at just how much steven gets infantillized in the mk fandom like yeah he's very much out of his depth eighty percent of the time and he's awkward and shy and struggles to form connections but idk he's still an adult man and there's something kinda off about how people just treat him like he's a helpless little kid when he's repeatedly shown to be able to handle situations and is actually capable of holding his ground idk how to explain it it's just weird about how there's a certain sect of characters in media who are massively infantillized and for some reason as a result of that every other character who even looks at them wrong is not given a break by the fandom

#don't get me wrong i'm not talking about people stanning him in a wholesome way #i think he's sweet #it's the weird posts #and there's a lot of them #and these are the people who shit on other characters like layla and marc for not walking on eggshells around steven fully ignoring context #like in the mirror scene yeah steven was being a bit of a dick #and i know fandom loves getting attached to the guileless characters and putting them on a pedestal #he's coming from a valid place but still kinda dicksh #and it's similar with how some people talk about layla in reference to like the two moments where she wasn't in a headspace to be calm #anyway idk i like all the characters #but people's behavior towards marc a man suffering from a lot of trauma gets really weird #Moon knight #marc spector #jake lockley #steven grant #layla el faouly #moon knight series #this is an old draft so idk if it's still like that now #i hope it isn't

[eyeless-cunt]

What do I do if I just want to die and end it all...

i dont have a good answer cos everyone is different but my advice is that you wait a really long time and then think about it.

you wait a really long time again and think about it again. and then you give yourself some more time (im talking months) to think about it. and then a few more months. and you try to find ways to want to live during this time.

sometimes it takes a really long time and a change in environment and the people you surround yourself with.

talk to your therapist, take a walk, read a book, make a bracelet, eat some cereal. then do a chore. then watch some tv. eat a pop tart. color in a coloring book. try to make jewelry out of grass and whatever else is outside. spin around in your living room. do a chore. lay on your kitchen floor and roll around. take a shower. drink milk, then stretch. drink some water, then go through your junk drawer. fold some clothes, wash some spoons. then next week talk to your therapist again and continue. in that order, go. now.

i cant offer much more advice because i don't know your situation. this may not even apply to you because i dont know the full story. hopefully it helps though.

#tw suicide #tw #anon ask #ask #nn #this could be garbage advice but #i hope it isn't

[pangur-and-grim]

Pangur fanart is always so fun to receive, but I do giggle sometimes at the yassification

#pangur #she has ears that dish forward and an oblong skull and a Weiner dog body #silly creature #I hope this isn't taken as a dig at anyone! I really do love seeing the drawings people make!

[strongermonster]

god i love little kids, they're like aliens, they're so bizarre.

i hung out with some pre-k kids today and told them my birthday was yesterday and it was absolutely Not Computing to them that i didn't get presents so they were bringing me random shit (pinecone, tiny rock, crust from sandwich, some smushed blades of grass, etc etc) and one kid brought me a handful of sand and as he was holding it out to show me how shiny it was, noticed there was an ant in it, and his instinct for some fucking reason was to lean down and suck in a mouthful of the sand/ant???????? and sent himself into a coughing fit. literally what and why the fuck would anyone do that

#big shoutout to the kid who gave me unopened lip balm tho #hope ur mom isn't mad bc i DID take that one #jj stuff

[arabian-batboy]

Don’t play with me now, this better be for real-

#they FINALLY made the right choice #logic wins #although I really hope this isn't him here #and its just a random guy from the Earth Kingdom #because I'm not feeling this design #he looks like a background character in that Metal clan #Zaofu? #or one of Kuvira's goons #but I'm willing to overlook it as long as they don't make him a basic stereotypical Earth-bending Muscle-head #if you watched the show you would know what I'm talking about #Avatar #LOK #ATLA

[jewelpit]

"Gender identity" this. "Sexual identity" that. How about you just let me eye den titties

#is this anything #i hope it isn't #i hope this gets exactly one note #you know who you are #there's a 100% chance this joke has already been made by someone else who probably phrased it funnier

[florbe-triz]

Finally!! let me share with you the Trigun playlist I made! It's called NoMan's Land and you can listen to it HERE It's an evergrowing playlist, hope you enjoy!

#Trigun #trigun maximum #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #my art #and for the cover I had no idea what to do! #so I just did a redraw of the ost cover haha sorry #creativity isn't a very good friend of mine these days #oh but I hope you like the music !! #most of it talks about vash and the rest I leave it to your imagination uwu

[lylahammar]

IT'S FALIGON DAY BABYYYYYY I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF THIS DAY SINCE 2018 WE'RE POPPIN MASSIVE BOTTLES 🥳🎉🐉🍾🍻🔥

#these are all meant to be transparent but tumblr isn't allowing that oh well lol #it's yesterday when I'm scheduling this and god I'm so excited for the episode #it's really good right guys I know it will be #man I envy you future people getting to see the episode today #I still got one more sleep till faligon 😩 #anyways I'm rly proud of these hope u like 💖 #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers #oh man I won't have to tag spoilers on faligon anymore after today how exciting #my art #falin touden #falin dungeon meshi #chimera falin #faligon

[mienar]

stillness in these waking hours

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#artists on tumblr #animated illustration #2d animation #backgrounds #digital art #animated gif #environment illustration #myillust #cozy #office #workspace #rain #gifs #this was inspired by how i've been having to stay up all night to get some stuff done and one day #i was just looking out the window and watched the sunrise through the grey rainy clouds c': #everything felt so quiet and still - it took a lot out of me to not animate more things in this one heh #i love how it turned out - the serene-ness and stillness of it all really captured the feeling i wanted to recreate :') #(also this isn't my irl workspace lol maybe the blinds and as usual this is just my character not me) #but i nonetheless hope you'll like this! <3 wishing you a lovely day or night ahead!

[khalliys]

We're not so different, you and I. Part 1, Part2

From Critical Role C2 E92: Home Is Where the Heart Is

#I hope the style-change for this part #has the jarring effect it's supposed to have #and isn't just weird lol #critical role #crit role #critical role fanart #caleb widogast #yasha nydoorin #cr caleb #cr yasha #trent ikithon #obann #cr #cr2 #cr campaign 2 #the mighty nein #art #khalliys #I don't think I'm gonna do the whole dialogue #honestly I think I could already call it done here #I may do a little more of that scene in the future #but only after beauyasha-week

[samuelroukin]

Simon 'Ghost' Riley & John 'Soap' MacTavish in CALL OF DUTY: MODERN WARFARE II (2022)

#call of duty #codedit #gamingedit #call of duty modern warfare #cod mwii #john soap mactavish #soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #simon riley #soapghost #ben.gif #gradient text #the way i had to cheat with two of these to put them close enough to both be in frame 💀 hope it isn't Too noticeable #4th gif haunts me that shot is so... good lord

[inkskinned]

nobody ever gets the mugshot of gluttony right. these days you think it has nothing to do with bodyweight. what a good trick: that gluttony could take a shape. no, there was never any fault in finishing a meal or in taking second helpings. it was always in taking from others that there was an issue - the oil baron's fingers steepled over dead bodies and stolen lands. gluttony - twin of greed, although most think greed and envy are the siblings - gluttony is pleased with the experience of gaining, is thrilled just-by-having. greed is the one that stays hungry, that has to move forever like a shark. gluttony likes it - "a glutton for punishment" is one who is seeking the harm, who loves the rush.

gluttony is a mother using her daughter's body for a diet testing ground, sharpening the bone angles. gluttony is saying why, well not! to the seventh and eighth mansion or yacht. it is not just wanting the six white horses, it is making sure that the horses came from your stables. it is not just bathing in milk - it is bathing in milk while others are starving.

oh, it's true that some sins still blaze in their bright floral prints. wrath in a white woman yelling at a person of color for even daring to be in her neighborhood. the red, incipient rage of a neck tightened at even the thought we would take the guns away. wrath has laurels, and she is good at her job, and works hard.

but sloth wasn't ever the sleepy morning of depression, the hours spent begging a clouded body to please move goddamn it; the protestant work ethic claiming even rest is somehow demonic. it was never chronic fatigue. sloth was subtle, a grey mist. she is watching you get bullied and she is deciding it is none of her business. she crosses the picket line because - what! it's just chicken, isn't it? she is closing her eyes and turning her head when the next anti-gay legislation passes. someone else will handle it. not the tense freeze of anxiety or a lack of preparation - she knows you're hurting and would rather you stay quiet about it. she tells other people i just don't see what the big deal is.

sloth is a father that doesn't do the dishes. sloth is your boyfriend's innocent shrug you're just better at household shit. sloth isn't the missed opportunity - it is the purposeful desire to just get-someone-else-to-do-it.

greed and envy are doing body shots in the back of a private jet. they are the way they always have been, but are lovers in the age of the internet. greed just finished union busting, is rolling a bitcoin over his knuckles, is about to start another MLM. envy is in a broadbrimmed hat, showing off her instagram life, grinning about how if you want it, work for it.

okay, it's true. you have a soft spot for lust, gathering dust in a corner. so tame in comparison to the others. but how funny lust is always painted as being a woman in tight clothes. you've met actually lustful women - the ones that purposefully climb into your partner's lap, the ones that say lesbians are gross but ask bisexual women into bed with their husbands. a lustful woman is not donned in lace and garters and red: that's how men think lust looks, painting their own sins into frame. this way, the sin displaces as fog and hovers above her: a woman in a dress is lust; what the man experiences is just the natural consequence.

here is the thing: lust is doing just fine, save your pity. lust is running more circles than any of them. lust is shutting down safe sexwork sites while also making teenagers in knee-high socks sex sensations. lust is CEO of an advertising network where women never pass 25 years old. all the bras lust makes are pretty to look at but, when worn, legitimately hurt. lust has a podcast, his fur coat looped around his shoulders, sells the idea that only certain people have value, that sex raises some and destroys others. lust is tilting his head and asking what did you expect when you dress like that? lust shuns you, sneers that everything you want is disgusting and taboo - right until he can figure out how to capitalize off of it. lust has the midas ability: everything he touches becomes an object.

people usually say wrath is the scary one. you agree with FMA here, though: the real dangerous one is pride, and the shit-eating grin. the white cloaks and the nationalism and the inability to apologize. it is every partner who threw a book at your head because you don't respect him. it is every mother who said my son doesn't deserve to have his life ruined over allegations. it is the teacher that fails you because you talked back.

you worry you have this one. you feel guilty when you need help but don't ask for it. prideful. ashamed when you complete something and feel good about it. too proud for your own good. but pride is not the reward of hard work or accomplishment: pride is a twitter feed. it is the thing that has to mask i didn't do anything with look at me.

pride is your father's raised hand, his raised voice. how he was never there when you needed him, but he is still "head of house." he ruins dinner and blames it on you: you're an embarrassment to this family. this is the glass you walk around, the cuts in your feet. how he says this isn't how i raised you and you have to bite back the retort: that's because you didn't actually fucking raise me.

#i personally think having any of these desires is totally fine. it's when u use them to hurt others #it's why having ambitions =/= greed: as long as ur ambition isn't ''i hope i can take someone elses good things'' #writeblr #warm up #seven deadly sins

[arezk]

definitely them<3

#rhaenicent #hotd s2 #house of the dragon #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #i hope no one’s ever done this before #the og meme isn't mine!! #alicent hightower #rhaenyra targaryen

[cozylittleartblog]

worst way to start my new year, thanks. i have a lot of things to say about these companies but i'm tired and just keeping it focused to the pin side of things for this one. do not ever buy pins from these companies, literally ALL of them are stolen from small artists like me. if you want to buy enamel pins, check out etsy, and artist's personal websites and shops! (though even Etsy has some bootleg pins that ship straight from china, so tread carefully…)

Every pin I've designed is, thus far, EXCLUSIVE to my etsy. if you find it anywhere else, it's been ripped off! and once these stupid bootlegs pop up, it's basically a never ending game of whack-a-mole trying to get them all taken down...

#psa #art theft #pin theft #aliexpress #shein #wish #temu #deltarune #the bootleg pin is just over an inch tall. do you know how BAD this design looks at that size?? i'd know. i tested it. #they didn't even use the black nickel of the pin for the black parts of the design. and the listing says copper for some reason. what. #some people never even get their designs taken down. its really sad #so i might just have to deal with bootleg queens out there forever :( i hope nobody confuses the ripoffs for the real thing.... #my pin is so much nicer! its almost two inches big and it has two posts on the back so it doesn't spin #because spinning pins are the bane of my existence #im out here working my ass off out of my bedroom in my parents place trying to make a living and here come these pricks #i watermarked all my listing photos exactly so they Couldn't steal my fucking pictures so at least there's that #my new years is just full of bad luck so far i hope this isn't a bad omen #if my registration isn't accepted by the aliexpress copyright department I'm SOL and this will just. stay up i guess #i'm sad #bootleggers kys

[charlietheepicwriter7]

Red Hood stared down at the small child holding up a box. It was wrapped in newspaper and tied with twine, but was very clearly meant to be a gift. The kid bounced on their toes, trying to hold it up higher.

"I made it for you!" They exclaimed. "Don't worry; it's not a bomb, I promise!"

#dc x dp #dp x dc #dpxdc #dcxdp #dc x dp prompt #c: jason todd #the kid can be deaged danny or dani or even box lunch idc #but the kid is making presents and giving them to their heroes #always making sure the heroes know it isn't a bomb #jason: kid that's not reassuring i hope you know that #nightwing gets his first gift after hearing about the kid and opens it without caution #surprise! glitter bomb #nightwing has never been so betrayed in his life