#I’m incapable rn

[watchyourbuck]

Wip Wednesday | A.R.C.A.N.E.3

(snippet from upcoming chapter 4)

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Eddie woke up to water being thrown on his face. He gasped for air and spat out what had gone inside his mouth, then opened his eyes, moving frantically, but he couldn’t see. Blindfolded.

“Stay put, Voider,” ordered a man in a rough voice.

Eddie’s senses were heightened. He struggled against the restrains on his hands and feet, but the knots were tight. Camp of Voiders, he thought.

The man moved around the room, his steps resonating against the walls. This couldn’t be on the surface. He was underground. Somewhere underground.

Buck.

“Where is he?” Eddie asked, trying to force his wrists apart. “Where is he!”

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tagged by @spotsandsocks @honestlydarkprincess @hoodie-buck @jesuisici33 @exhuastedpigeon @wikiangela @disasterbuckdiaz @diazsdimples & @tizniz I haven’t been able to read your works yet but I will asap! Thank you for your love & patience 🥺🩷

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#wip wednesday #we’re all gonna pretend I haven’t been missing from these tag games for like a month now #I’m just so genuinely exhausted #the bar exam is taking every piece of me #I’m incapable rn #but I write when I can #and I’m going through my tbr list but I’m also a slow reader so bare with me #buddie #911 fox #911 #911 tv show #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #buck x eddie #buck and eddie #911 abc #buddie fic #buddie fanfic #buddie fanfiction #buddie wip

[rancidsugar]

#fallout show #fallout #fallout lucy #fallout the ghoul #the ghoul #fallout series #cooper howard #fallout lucy maclean #lucy maclean #art #digital art #fanart #fallout art #lucy x ghoul #ghoulcy #ghoul x lucy #vaultghoul #another cigarette bc apparently I’m incapable of drawing anything else #going insane #dead rn #fallout tv series #fallout tv show #fallout prime #how tf do u spell her name help

[cillixn]

#are you KIDDING ME LIKE FR ARE U SRS RN #he looks SO GOOD #i am physically incapable of being normal about that first pic #oh my god #i’m literally going to be sick #cillian murphy

[sugarsnappeases]

rita drives at least 20mph over the speed limit at all times and is constantly cutting in front of people, her driving is accompanied by a chorus of horns, it’s like a mexican wave of beeping following her as she moves

bellatrix is not legally allowed to drive anymore

#quillkiller #i’m in the car rn and i’m physically incapable of doing anything without relating it to them #also coming home from uni!! #the toastie maker awaits

[brookheimer]

sooooo much to say about tomshiv fight oh my god. holy fuck

#succession #succession spoilers #my mind is 48 essays mixed together all at once #little heavy handed at parts but still i just love shiv this season they like wrote her to specifically appeal to the kind of portrayal i s #desperately want to see #like… the scorpion…. the incapable of love…. #yes it’s on the nose but something’s gotta be. v necessary meta commentary imo #i could honest to god write a dissertation on this i mean it. vocalizing the Strong Female Character boundaries and disproving them all at #once. like that’s exactly what everyone online says ab shiv — she’s a scorpion she’s incapable of love she’s unfeeling #that’s what her character needs to be in order to be respected both in show and out #it’s the fact that tom said that to her while she was crying because he called her unlovable…. he didn’t know her and never could. #like the contradiction is right there in her reaction #she’s as much of a person as anyone else but people can’t view her as one bc then she stops being Strong and turns her into just a woman #not phrasing this well i’m like half watching half typing rn #but #much to say #fem theory shiv readings my beloved #casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy #(in the tags this time lol)

[cargopantsprentiss]

Okay fine maybe the news that Josh has left CM is the thing that will bring me back from hiatus.

#come yell at me in my dms #I’m still not actually vibing with *gestures* everything rn #but I’m incapable of staying away from juicy gossip #text

[friendlyengie]

I have!! So many asks in my askbox right now! I would like to say Thanks to people saying nice things and I am So sorry if I don’t answer some asks. I like to do my best to go thru and answer what I can but I try not to get repetitive … and it’s nice to keep some of the nice asks in there to look back at! Just felt the need to make this Known in case anyone has happened to send me something nice and wondered why I have not responded u_u <3

#And don’t see this as me discouraging asks either! #far from it !!! I love getting asks i like to see words and say things!!! #in case that wasn’t completely obvious by how incapable I am of not writing run on sentences and long paragraphs #I’m very ^_^!!! Rn!!

[pricemarshfield]

this fic is 4.5k and they havent touched yet. i hate their guts

#‘these other fics are too plotty lets try some pwp just to get something finished’ WELL. i’m incapable of being normal about tav. so #my life rn

[kimtaegis]

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#I’m so sorry you have to wait so long for my replies lately #both for asks and dms #there’re days like today where there’s just not a single cell in my body that wants to/ feels able to talk #and then suddenly I can respond to everything within an hour on another day again #I'm being weirder than usual in that regard lately #it really has nothing to do with your messages it’s just my own incapability rn #please be patient with me #I'll answer eventually I promise

[cherricloverr]

if you’ve messaged me about the twin peaks zine i just wanna say sorry i’ve not replied yet i got a nasty cold this past week and have been laying around the house in misery ill get back to you soon i promyis

#i’ve only just started to feel better now and i got sick on friday btw. bc im an idiot and didnt take enough time off work to begin with and #made myself feel worse #i’m not trying to ignore u i am just incapable of reading comprehension rn sorry

[wiser-girl]

Guys help I think I’ve genuinely read every good Wesper fic so now it’s time to go through them again with much lower standards

#sorry I’ve literally abandoned Byler but I’m literally incapable of reading about anyone except them rn #literally don’t talk to me if we don’t get the spin off #also you are SO welcome to send recs #especially if it’s a show wesper van Eck reveal I love those #but I’ve probably read them #I’ve read almost 200 #and I’m keeping track of my fics this year so I know that for a fact #wesper #six of crows #shadow and bone #my post

[deityofhearts]

y’all know how you follow really cool ppl and it’s like “wow you’re so cool I hope you never follow me/we don’t become mutuals because you’d find out i am entirely uncool and unhinged”

#deity dialogue #beaming ‘please don’t scroll through my blog I am very mentally ill on main’ at the cool butch person I follow who has been in my notes #because I’m p sure that one of my beloved mutuals who is already aware I’m a pathetic puddle of a person is mutuals with them #but yeah it’s like. if people I find cool follow me or check out my blog I live in utter fear of them going ‘oh they’re like actually sad a #goodbye forever’ ahdjfjtkt #idk how sad and weird it is to admit that every day I sit here and wonder if a beloved mutual is finally gonna go ‘okay I’ve had enough of #fae’ and unfollow me #this is also why I take a while to follow ppl back because I need to see if I’ve scared ppl off yet #I keep saying I plan to be less unwell on main #rn I’m getting back into tagging my sad posts (divine despair if you don’t know is the tag to block) #tbh I’m also just trying to make this year better but god I am so sad all the time the despair is like Bad #but today was good! so no super sad posts!! #hhhhh what am I even talking abouttttt #anyways shout out to my beloved friends and mutual ilyyy hiii if you read this far wow #actually does anyone read my tags because I talk so much like I’m incapable of shutting up (it’s terminal I fear) #<- the words of someone who is aware they talk so much and hates it and has had people try to silence them (my family also hates that I tal #a lot and use to bribe me into shutting up) #I must shut up now goodbye #see this is why cool people can’t follow me like

[cloverpicking]

eyes of yellow, scales and feathers, tails in tethers, turn the lights off

#feeling very normal about tally hall rn #also I love how I’m incapable of leaving a sketch as just a sketch #Joel #Joel Jamison #katc #Kristin and the corvids #ocs #oc #body horror #cloverpicking #cw body horror

[harleythealter]

Fun fact, I have a Bluetooth keyboard, which means it runs out of battery. I cannot express the (literally cannot find a word for this to express it. I swear I’m trying). It’s not anxiety, that it causes, when my keyboard starts dying, but it’s so upsetting and drives me to the point where I can’t help but NEED to snap it in half. It feels like what I assume it felt like when I was three and about to have a tantrum. I can’t handle the way the power light starts flashing blue. And then the keyboard starts flickering on and off and it”s all off since and I can’t even have five more minutes. I have to be off NOW. And it’s horrible. I can’t handle it and it makes me want to leave the existence of the world to escape it. But I wish there was a word to actually express what it makes me feel. It’s not panic. It’s just pure… *gestures aggressively around the room because I can’t find the ducking word*

It’s going to take forever to try to calm back down.

Edit: HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HEAR THE TAPPITY-TAPS OF MY KEYBOARD IF ITS DEAD. MY ENTIRE LIFE HAS JUST BEEN THROWN OFF THE RAILROAD TRACKS TOWARDS A CLIFF

#my keyboard is going to kill me #i just want to write #i want to diiiiie #I’m trying to work on my bad things happen bingo and then this happens. #!!! #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #bluetooth keyboard #dying keyboard #writing #I can’t even write to cope with the injustice happening to me because my keyboard is DUCKING DEAD #please. I just want to write. #I would eat a cough drop if that would recharge my keyboard rn or like. a tater tot dipped in cream of mushroom soup #i can’t control my tics rn. they’re absolutely horrible. I’m hurting my neck #and my poor fingers are so stressed out #I’m going to be completely incapable of holding anything int he gym tomorrow #tics #harleythealter #tics mention #physical tics #excuse the swearing #a mini rant #ranting #please save me from my *particular-ness*…

[mangora]

Sceather and Duncney voltron-combine to form the ultimate toxic polycule

#alex’s td rambles #idk what y’all are talking about but cheers I’ll drink to it #have I mentioned I’m sick and incapable of thinking rn btw

[blue-likethebird]

It’s a fundamental rule of life that if a video game gives me little companions who can get hurt that I will save-scum every time a single one of them dies

#bluebird.txt #I’m playing Pikmin 4 rn and rewinding every time even one Pikmin dies #if anything happens to my video game companions I’ll kill everyone in that level and then reload from my last save #incapable of being mean to video game characters disease strikes again