Putting in my own thoughts and feelings when I first saw her most of it is in the tags
When she’s anxious I feel like she’d hold her own tail or wrap it around herself as a barrier between her and the outside world. She prefers softer things due to wearing rags for so long and doesn’t have to wear so many layers to keep herself warm but it switches sometimes like it’s too cold one moment and too hot the next moment. She has a hidden cubby hole on deep space nine where all her drawings are and a bunch of soft pillows and blankets are, she feels better there because she can see all around her and nobody can hurt her there :,)
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could use some cuddles and an edible rn
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my fave chengxian reconciliation scenario is wei wuxian slowly realizing that the life of a wanderer isn’t actually what he wants and lotus pier is his home and more clearly, living in a world with jiang cheng but not actually being something to jiang cheng isn’t what he wants either
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Well I guess the good news is that the mental illness has been conquered to the point that I can have awful things happen and not actively want to die as my first response. at least there’s fucking that
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so so glad we got to do this vault track puzzles for 1989 tv but seeing how different and unique this was from the previous ones just makes me grieve for the sntv puzzles more :((( imagine if she had it all planned out differently for that one too and was so excited for us to play and dissect them only for some assholes on twitter to leak it. speak now tv washing machine, you are missed <//3
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How do I go out and be social and meet people and stuff if I don’t drink anyway. I guess public clubs or other events? How can I ever hope to fight loneliness when agoraphobia controls my stupid life
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WHO WAS GONNA TELL ME BATMAN AUDIO ADVENTURES STOPS AT SEASON 2 I’M SOBBING WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH MY LIFE NOW 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Don’t think about Devo and Zoox knowing Amber might be dead, and that even if she’s alive they’ll probably never see her again.
Don’t think about them looking at her “no boys allowed” sign and not going inside, ostensively to obey the sign, but really because if they don’t go inside, don’t have to clean her things out, they can pretend she’s not really gone.
Don’t think about how quiet the ship is without her, or Devo kicking himself over the fact the last conversation they had was a fight, or Zoox feeling like he could have prevented this if he’d just told her about the blink sharks sooner.
Don’t think about everything changing, both of them taking on new roles in the city, and they miss how it was but they know they can’t go back, not without her.
Don’t think about the fact they never had to even say it out loud, they both knew they had to do everything to try and get her back, even though deep down they both feared it was hopeless.
Just don’t think about them missing her, okay?
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