#I’ve still not stopped crying

[maaikeatthefullmoon]

Just had the most heartfelt Ineffable Husbands-related shower-sobbing moment when Ladyhawke’s Wild Things came up on my playlist.

Related it to them & the story but also tried to keep it positive for myself that there’s going to be a happy ending.

Lyrics (pasted rubbishly as I’m new to tumblr posting!)

Your heartache is not forever

It’s another road that we walk together

And our lives become much stronger

As the world goes on much longer

I wandered far to find the answers

What keeps me alive while taking chances

When you’re always almost lonely

You forget to take it slowly

There’s a fire

In the heartland

We dance around it like the wild things in the night

There’s a fire

In the heartland

We dance together like we’re wild things in the night

I met you in the midst of madness

You pulled me out then followed me in

To the night where we both wander

'Til our world goes on much longer

I’m hoping for a light in the dark

It’s getting closer, it’s who we are

When we’re almost always lonely

We forget to take it slowly

There’s a fire

In the heartland

We dance around it like the wild things in the night

There’s a fire

In the heartland

We dance together like we’re wild things in the night

Smoke in the distance

It pulls me inside it

We dance round the fire in time

There’s a fire

In the heartland

We dance around it like the wild things in the night

There’s a fire

In the heartland

We dance together like we’re wild things in the night

Wild things in the night

We dance together like we’re wild things in the night

#good omens #good omens 2 #aziraphale #crowley #good omens s2 #there’s so many tears #ineffable husbands #ineffable divorce #neil gaiman #michael sheen #david tennant #ladyhawke #the acting was so amazing #I’ve still not stopped crying #gotta stay positive #it starts as it ends in a garden #Spotify

[chappelroans]

missing someone bad for you

trista mateer / trista mateer / sue zhao / u.k / u.k / clementine von radics / trista mateer

#web weaving #webweaving #on loneliness #on grief #on missing someone #on love #quotes #poetry #text #i miss them so bad it aches! i want to cry in their lap again! i want to tell them about everything! i want the world to stop ending! #i was treated like a dog. i left on my own but i still miss the doghouse in the backyard #it wasn’t much but it was something. i should’ve taken what little i could get. i didn’t know that i would leave and get nothing instead #the decision to eat nothing instead of the scraps on the floor is insane. and now i’ve got nobody and we’ll never talk again #there’s a person with half of my soul walking around and i can’t do shit about it #i forget them for a moment but then i see them in my instagram notifs and i blow up the world

[crowskullls]

Minute said “I am not your puppet.” In his SMP civilization video and I ran with it.

#something about puppet minute makes me go crazy #I think he said it because Tru and Flame asked him to do a dance? #but still. so insane #and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it #the hand is Wemmbu’s btw #because who else would the puppeteer be? #hehe. anyways #ignore that this is messy #this was just supposed to be a warmup sketch honestly #but then I got lost in the sauce #especially ignore the hand I’m crying over it #minutetech #wemmbu #kings duo #can we decide on a duo name for them please #I’ve seen like 4 different names for them #lifesteal smp #lifesteal #kings smp #this is mainly inspired by kings smp s1 #also! minute has a purple stop watch #it’s a gift that wemmbu gave him #crowskulls art

[swiftie-as-a-coursing-river]

Xmen ‘97 just BROKE ME I need AT LEAST 3-5 business days to recover

#the Loki finale still is the most I’ve ever cried at a marvel thing #but honestly #this comes in second 100% #literally couldn’t breathe I was crying so hard #marvel stop making me sob my eyes out challenge (impossible) #WHY TF WAS THAT OK #marvel #MCU #marvel cinematic universe #xmen #xmen 97

[francy-sketches]

Still haven’t seen a single person explain why making alicent more sympathetic is bad beyond “well it was different in the book and book good tv bad always no exception” What’s so compelling about a one dimensional evil stepmother character that makes you throw a tantrum when she’s changed to have depth lol

#.txt #hotd #and don’t hit me with the ‘they’re misrepresenting the true characters!1!1!!1!!!’ bc these are not real people lol #who gives a shit about ‘misrepresentation’ #I need y’all to understand book accuracy isn’t inherently the best option #are you just upset you look deranged when you call this teenager a scheming hag. be honest #targ stans on twitter test my patience everyday #saw one of them getting thrashed for their shit take and then cry about it like ‘noo stop explaining f&b to me I’ve read it more than you’ #you must be a pretty shit reader then if you didn’t catch the whole ‘biased accounts’ thing #’the show is only good if you haven’t read f&b’ false lol I’ve seen plenty of people who’ve read it and still enjoy the show #it’s so weird to me holding up f&b as this perfect bible that must not be contradicted #when the majority opinion I’ve seen it’s that it’s pretty mediocre #imagine being this toxic over a fake history book lol

[sableeira]

Neptune by Sleeping at Last // Fifteen Manga // Fifteen LN // Fifteen LN // Dark Era LN // Fifteen Manga // Storm Bringer LN // Neptune by Sleeping at Last // BSD Manga // Eight by Sleeping at Last // Fifteen Manga // Fifteen LN // Dead Apple Manga // Storm Bringer LN // Storm Bringer LN // Storm Bringer LN // Eight by Sleeping at Last

Teen Soukoku as told by the songs Neptune and Eight by Sleeping at Last

#kinda crying and throwing up over that caption everything is bsd except the 4 lyric snippets #calling this a web weave would be kinda offensive to all other web weaves #I’m lacking too much in regards to diversity in my media palate for proper web weaving #<- I need to read more (something I have been telling myself for the past 5 years) #but I hope I still managed to communicate a vibe… whatever that vibe may be… #I’ve just been listening to sleeping at last songs again and when I listened to those two songs I was like wow this is so teen soukoku core #it’s not even really ship related but more about their individual struggles as teens #and kinda how these struggles shape their partnership #I had some other quotes that would’ve been more partnership focused but those were way too long and this already is a massive post #does sleeping at last music fit my little mafia guys? not necessarily. will that stop me? nope #also ignore that eight is about enneagram type eight and Chuuya is the quintessential type eight…. that’s not the only reason that song fits #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #bsd osamu dazai #bsd dazai #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya

[flintstill]

I don't know what it is about this lil 'stache on him, but it makes me absolutely feral

#Good God #*bites fist* #I came across this pic a couple of days ago #and have not been able to stop thinking about it #like the Phileas 'stache always did it for me #but I thought part of it came from the waistcoats and period dress? and wet cat nature? #none of that here.. and yet... this pic is significantly more powerful #this window of the month is not helping matters #HNNNNG #ok backing away #David Tennant's moustache #come yell at me about it #David Tennant #i also didn't sleep much last night so cut me some slack #Phileas Fogg #thirstposting #screaming crying throwing up #etc #also does he have v mild hetetochromia? or is it just the lighting and/or me? #I apparently saved this in my drafts #yesterday evening #I’ve since had some spearmint tea and calmed down #(it’s all still true) #whatever—send it #no tag editing we die like men

[babyfairy]

it takes about 5 seconds of thinking about my personal life before i start to cry now i think that’s really cool and good. fun too

#said literally 3 words earlier to my mom and started to cry so i stopped immediately like i’m so tired dude. #i don’t want to think about any of it anymore. i wish i could just go on autopilot. i’m so mentally checked out #from everything and everyone. i feel like i’ve given up on almost everything i enjoy doing #i just work go home watch tv sleep and then repeat it all over and over. i can’t be still. i can’t live in the moment anymore really even #because that means i have to be present and absorb what’s actually going on around me. all the change #i feel like i’m fading into the background more and more every day #i don’t even care either it’s just kind of like …? good lol #the more i fight my grief the worse it gets #if i can outrun it until my time here is up then that’s fine. i’m sure i won’t but. lol #anyway if you read all this i’m fine i just don’t really like being alive it’s whack imo nothing brings me joy long term #it’s all fleeting. mostly i just feel blank and disconnected #and that’s it. and tired lol

[that-was-anticlimactic]

one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap #bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU #lol idk why my head is so bad today #the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it #i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!! #but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do #oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse #sorry guys needed to rant #the inadequacy was strong today #something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like #i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me. #and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but #my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m #missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids #who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me #for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just— #sorry #that felt good actually #idk what came over me #imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags #sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh #okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is

[cerealmonster15]

Jamil is so funny anytime someone mentions octavinelle on purpose. He doesn’t even hide his distaste, he’s just immediately blatantly like 😒ew. why. 😒

#I can’t tell you how many times I’ve rewatched that part of caters union bday story #always had me CRYING laughing #the visual comedy of Jamil politely smiling #then IMMEDIATELY FROWNING the moment caters voiceover says ‘octavinelle’ #he’s so fucking funny #why the fuck us he so annoyed about what dorm CATER would pick dndngngnfjdjfnfng #he’s still got azul trauma #silly behavior. there was no need for him to be like that and yet hsjdjfngjggngjtng #number 1 fish hater Jamil viper #I would say riddle but riddle picked Jade for his birthday brother on purpose. so. #that’s the other union bday scene I’ve watched 900 times #the shock from azul. the shame from riddle immediately. dhdhcbfbfbfbfhyht #second years you are so silly and weird <3 #that first parts funny too #who are you getting gifts fo-OCTAVINELLE? ew. gross. why. #then he adivises you to stop being friends with anyone from that dorm LOL #awful boys lolol

[skoulsons]

uh idk post ep8 baylan and shin drabble idk I’ve been crying 🤠🤠

Shin sat alone at the fire. The bandits she’d made good company with went to sleep hours ago. Shin stayed, intently watching the darkness over Peridea.

“Little one? I’m not here to harm you.”

She drew her saber off her belt, turning it over in her hand.

“This is a padawan braid. It’s an old Jedi tradition used to show one’s rank.”

She gripped the hilt tightly, rubbing her thumb over the iron.

“They hurt you.”

“Is that why…”

“Don’t look, Shin. We need to fix you up.”

She ignited her saber, closely watching the orange glow in front of her and how it illuminated the dead grass.

“As long as you’re safe.”

She pulled at the braid over her right shoulder, passing and twirling it between her fingers.

“Will you ever leave?”

“Shin-“

“Will you?”

“Absolutely not. It’s never once crossed my mind.”

She pulled her loose hair out of the way and brought her saber up, cutting the braid off as high as she could.

“One parting lesson, Shin…”

He left her—no connection to her any longer.

She’d leave her last connection to him behind, too.

#forgive me. I haven’t written in a while. #but I’ve been uh. crying over a lot of thoughts. #I’m also still trying to get a handle on them #in terms of writing #because MAAAAAAAAN I want to write them so badly #but my brain and capabilities and brain said no ma’am we will not allow you to #I know I said ‘oh she’d keep it the braid!’ #but then I saw triangulore ‘s post and was like #oH WAIT ANGST #alls to say: I want to be hurt in the worst way possible #anyway. #I cant stop thinking about them and having Feelings #this is call for help. #ahsoka tv #ahsoka spoilers #baylan skoll #shin hati

[bilestat]

.

#I wish I could stop caring as easily as her #but unfortunately my feelings are just going to constantly get hurt over and over forever #when it’s obvious she doesn’t value our friendship as much as I do #I’ve learned to stop texting beyond holidays for the most part because it hurts getting disappointed when I don’t get answers #but it really fucking sucks she saw my insta story about my birthday but couldn’t bother saying anything to me #good to know where we stand #but again: idk why I’m surprised when she has not told me directly when she: #moved to my state from the opposite coast #set a wedding date and also got married #and moved a half an hour away from me #had to find that all out from the internet #so why would my birthday matter? lmao I’m an idiot #like at least she’s remembered in past years and does answer on holidays but #she hasn’t texted me first beyond my birthday last year in like two years #anyway wish I didn’t feel like crying rn #personal #to be deleted #and I feel conceited for caring but I know it’s not #and it extra sucks to still be hurt about another ex best friend that ghosted me years ago that shares my birthday so the sadness is just #inevitable #especially when combined with the fact that my dad’s birthday is in five days #so I’m just kinda sad around and on my birthday every year

[dreamyprinx]

[insert interesting and relevant art caption here]

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#whimsy whispers #crystalart.png #crystals ocs #dnd #d&d #dungeons and dragons #dungeons & dragons #cashmere #cashmere heartfilia #ngl I don’t like this or anything else I’ve made still and am very much feeling like nothing I make is or will ever be good #I feel uncreative and untalented and like I should just stop trying to make things #it’s stiff and bland or I have to sue a mirror tool to make something slightly acceptable (as seen here) #I just hate my art and I hate how useless my characters are because i can’t write and have nothing to do with them #just grrr I hate everything I wanna cry about it (and I did)

[dilfsisko]

Artists giving Spock a slight green blush: 👍

Artists giving Spock very obvious green undertones and bright green blush to match: 👎

#els.txt #i knowwwwwww I’ve made this post so many times I know I know I know #but people. still keep drawing him green. #like they Martian Manhunter his ass #Jewish people getting on our knees beggjng and crying gentile Star Trek fans to stop drawing Spock green #and the gentiles laugh and continue to color him like a little green man

[seongclb]

#prob will delete later #this is a rant ☹️ #btw that ss isn’t from me #all of the people who reposted that including the person who ss it are my ex friends #so i js know they’re talking ab me #this made me cry so much #why do they hate me like what did i even do.. #they literally reached out to me not that long ago as well #i just cba anymore like #it’s been a whole year now #i’ve done sm to apologise and i still feel like shit #i don’t get it like i’m not the only one who did smt wrong and i’ve tried to apologise numerous times #what more do they want #someone teach me how to stop caring

[truly-quirkless]

[ @modeinthemiddle | From here!]

Fin sighed quietly, glancing off towards the side at the comment.

"...thanks." They didn't believe her, but it was nice to hold on to all the same. The brunet wasn't willing to look at Mode as the two walked side-by-side, feeling the breeze moments after it danced through the tree leaves nearby.

"Well...yeah." He couldn't let anyone know about the extent of what his Quirk was, after all. "But Yagi is quiet from time to time...and it's not that awkward silence where I'm tryin' to find somethin' to say. It's always...nice. I guess he just likes having some time where he doesn't have to speak, since he's so used to having to pick and choose his words with the public." Though Fin hoped that Toshi never felt like he had to pick and choose his words around them...that was probably asking too much.

"...y-yeah...apparently,...his eyes glow when he experiences a really intense emotion...I'm pretty sure it's a side affect.." And by God, did that make their heart skip every time.-- Well. Their face was blazing now. Fuck. "--It's so cool."

"...'m not 'cute'. But...thanks. It's kinda hard not to be smitten for him..." Fin grinned a little. "...I hope you get to find someone too, Mode.- You're the best catch I know, after all!" They turned their head towards the other, smiling up at her. "And if anyone ever breaks your heart, lemme know and I'll stab 'em." They were joking, of course...

They were just glad Mode was willing to put up a little with them rambling- even if it was over their simple love life.

"Oh! Do y'wanna head to the cafeteria? I heard Lunch Rush was making boba tea for whoever heads in today." And they'd absolutely be trying to snag some with popping pearls instead of tapioca... While it wasn't the least quiet place to hang out, it was still food- without having to venture into the streets right now. The last thing Fin wanted was a paparazzi swarm.

#Can’t drag me under/Too long I’ve been on the run || Finley Well #Taking all my will just to run alone/Until I bring you home || Verse | Main #I can pick you up/When you’re heading down/You can make me laugh/When I wanna cry || Mode #//F1n got moved over here so yeetily deetums! #//also I figure the two can bump into Yag1 in the lunchroom #//and then group bonding! #//if'n you'd be down for that feel free to head to somethin' else weeeeeeeeee #But I’m still on a mission/And I can’t let nobody stop me now || Thread Start