#Lil Stars Universe

[jinxxpal]

#gif #lil nas x #steven universe #star wars

[aria0fgold]

Finally done with my version of The Universe's design!

#ariart #isat #isat spoilers #the creechur... btw the stuff written on their back veil are lyrics (chaos version) to fleeting words and beautiful song #they have a mouth. but itd be best for em not to use that. i like to think that the Universe communicates via telepathy #cuz if they use their own mouth itd be like an absolute order that cant be broken (like how wishes are granted via wish craft) #the rest of their body is meant like-- a tree trunk. cuz world tree and all that! also favour tree! #hollow stomach with a single floating star aaannd the lower part of the back veil is meant to be a butterfly when whole #yes those are two faces as well. drawing the lines for that nearly made me lose my mind a lil. the angle was painful... #it aint as obvious but the stars (egg and rectangle specifically) dangling on the front veil is morse code for i love you #also in a way the reason why i decided to make their middle pair of hands in that form is that inside their palm is the country #north of vaugarde. so its like theyre holding the country protectively. a star formed to keep anyone from lookin in!

[swordheld]

hi! your blog is one of my favourites and i absolutely adore reading your thoughts. my grandfather recently passed away and it feels like i lost myself with him. how do i continue living after this? there is this constant weight on my chest and it feels like an emptiness has made a home inside of me. how do i go on when it feels like the world crashed on my shoulders?

hello, love! this is so very sweet and kind of you, and i hope you're treating yourself gently and kindly right now - there aren't words for a loss like this. that heaviness is difficult, and hard, and painful. it's okay if things don't feel okay, right now, or even soon - i think that's something that a lot of the people i know that have gone through similar grief feel: like they should be able to get back to a relative 'normal' in a [insert far too short period of time].

but it's okay if it hurts. that's where i'd like to start. you're allowed to feel that emptiness, that world-crashed feeling that goes beyond words, beyond time. don't feel like you have to rush this to feel some sort of better. things get easier with time, i promise you this, but sometimes painful feelings are important to feel, too. cry, scream, feel your emotions. they're a part of you. grieve.

it's perhaps a little silly, but when i think about death i always think about a couple of space songs: mainly drops of jupiter by train and saturn by sleeping at last. there are perhaps others that speak to the emotions better, but these two have always hit something a little deeper for me, and are popular for a wide-reaching reason.

and while personally i don't know much about grief like this, i do know a lot about love; and i think they're a lot of the same thing.

the people we love are a part of us, and this is why it takes from us so deeply when we lose them, because it does feel like we've lost a part of ourselves in the wake of it. but it's because they were so central to our experiences of living - our lives, that the separation introduces a hollowness - a place where they used to be. a home that now goes unlived in.

an emptiness, like you said.

but just because they're not here physically, doesn't mean he's not still there, in your heart, in your life, your memory. you can hold him close in smaller ways, as well: steal a sweater, or cologne/scent for something a little more physical and long lasting for remembering. hold onto the memories you cherish, the things that made you laugh, the ease of slow mornings and gentle nights. write them all down, slide a few photographs in there, go through it and add more when you miss him. keep them all close, keep them in your heart.

you're not alone, in this. he's still there, with you, it's just - in the little things.

he's with you in the way you see and go about your daily life, in doing what he liked to do, in the ways he interacted with the world that you shared with him. the memories you recall fondly when the night is late or the moment is right and something calls it into you like a melody, an old bell, laughter you'd recognize anywhere.

but i think, perhaps most importantly above all others - talk about him. with your family, your friends, his friends, strangers; stories are how we keep the people we love alive. the connections they've made, the legacies and experiences they've left behind, and so, so many stories.

how lucky, we are - to love so much it takes a piece of us when they go. grief is the other side of the coin, but it does not mean our love goes away. it lives in you. it lives in everyone who knew him, in the smallest pieces of our lives.

the people we love never really leave us, like this: they're in how we cook and the way we fold our newspapers, our laundry, in the radio stations we tune in to and the way we decorate our walls, our photo albums. they're in the way we store our mail, organize our closets, the scribbled notes in the indexes of our books. the meals we love and the drinks we mix, the way we spend time with one another. they've been passed down for generations, for longer than history - and we are all the luckier for it.

think about what you shared with him, and do it intentionally. bring him into your life, like this, again. whether it's crosswords or poetry or sports or anything else. if one doesn't help, try another. something might click.

i hope things feel a little easier for you, as they tend to do only with time. i hope you find joy in your grief, even if it is small and hard to grasp at first. know that your hurt stems from so much love that there isn't a place to put it properly, and that it is something so meaningful and hurting poets and storytellers have been struggling to put it into words and sounds that feel like the fit right for eons, and that it is also just simply yours. sometimes things don't have to make sense. sometimes they just are - unable to be put into words or neat little sentiments, as unfair and tragic as they come.

but i promise it will not feel like this forever. your love is real. and perhaps, on where to begin on from here - i think it's less on finding where to begin and just beginning. and you've already started. you've taken the most important and crucial step: the first one. wherever you go, after that, from here? you'll figure it out. you always have, and you always do. it'll come, as things always do. love leads us, as does light - and you're never alone in your hurt. in your grief, your missing something dear to you. i think if you talk about it with others, you'll find they have ways of helping you cope as well - and they have so much love of their own to spare, too.

as an aside, here is the song (northern star by dom fera) i was listening to when i wrote this, for no other reason more than it makes me think of connections, and love, and how we hold onto the people we love and how they change us, wonderfully and intrinsically. it's a little more joyous than the others i've mentioned, and plays like a story, and it made me think of what is at the core of this, love and stories and i am here with you, and maybe it'll bring you some joy, if you'd like it. wishing you all my love and ease 💛

#q&a. #birdsong. #wishing u gentle ease; the death of a loved one is near inexplicable to put into words and i hope you take care of yourself gently <3 #i hope this will make u laugh: when i was a tiny child in middle school there were times i would go outside in my tiny suburban cul de sac- #in the rain and sing along to my lil ipod nano and i only remember doing this to drops of jupiter. can you imagine going out to get the mai #after a long day of work and you just hear this kid singing train in the streets. in the RAIN.... it makes me laugh like i really. #i really thought i was so cool and deep and emotional ghjkd but i find it v funny that i only remember it w/ that one train track. #and saturn just. it's my fav s.a.l. song for a reason. that slow violin opening? the piano coming in gentle and easy? #it feels like light. like hope. like something new - a dawn after the long dark. that beautiful things can begin again even where #it hurts. and there is nothing more human than a sentiment like that. #how rare and beautiful it is to truly exist. what it is to be alive and get to be here and live with other people. with those we love. #i think your grandfather was so lucky to be able to know you. to have you in his life for the time you had together. #i'm no spiritual person; but i like to believe when you're thinking about him? he's thinking about you too. #the second law of thermodynamics (physics nerd mode) is that no energy has ever been created/destroyed since the beginning of the universe. #so it has to go somewhere - it's that carl sagan quote of 'we're all made of stardust'. because we are. we used to be stars; planets; etc. #i think it's why i think of these space songs - because they're a part of everything; once more; when they go. us and everything else.

[wulfhalls]

screaming crying they look like they're staring in the most mediocre network procedural ordered directly to series only to be cancelled halfway through the season and then relegated to vod for the last 5 eps approximately 30 people in total watched to then unexpectedly gain a cult following half a decade down the line due to the unconventional plotting (writers room was a disaster) and avant-garde filming techniques (they had a none union crew and no budget). anyways. IM IN LOVE

#LOOK AT JIMJAMS HE IN A JACKET AND JEANSSSSSS #they really gonna have alternate!kirks exclusively huh sksjdhdjkdek bitches we aint even getting proper universe spirk first meeting #calling it now. #which. ngl would be so outta pocket youd have to respect it. id clap tbh #star trek #snw #strange new worlds #jim kirk #james kirk #jim kirk my silly lil genius boyfriend 💞💘💕☺️💗💝😚💞🥰 #txt.me

[bumblingbabooshka]

T'Pel/Uhura - our dear poll winners!

#T'Pel #Uhura #Uhura art #st voyager #tos #st tos #T'Pel and Uhura COULD have canonically met since Tuvok seems to be in Starfleet at the same time as her when she's a lieutenant commander(? #And I bet she woulda thought T'Pel was cute hehehe...she is SMALL and her lil frowny face #Also once again pushing my funny headcanon that Tuvok had a small crush on Captain Sulu HEHEHE #why'd you make him tea Tuvok~?? #Tuvok can sing and canonically played the lute for T'Pel so I think she'd appreciate Uhura's musical talents~! #Tuvok: This is T'Pel my betrothed. #Spock: (somewhere in the universe) It's happening again. #Vulcan women see Uhura and forget the tennets of logic v_v start waxing poetic about moonlit lakes #star trek art #bea art tag

[christiangeistdorfer]

anyway happy valentine's day to my one and only 💝

#choo choo !!! here he comes on the pookie train 🚂 #look at his lil tummy !!!! mr geistdörfer . . . I ADORE U #maybe i love him mire than life itself #my moon !!! my star !! my universe !!! #christian geistdörfer

[keeps-ache]

they put me through this big industrial machine and i came out the other side kind of older 👍

#just me hi #hello i am. an adult #no handshakes at this time hbvhf #/gtg to mass rn but !! weow #/also i've been stressing how to change my bio which is a liiittle bit funny #like 'oh my stars what am i going to do about this!!!! i'm a legal adult tomorrow and i don't know what to do about this!!!!' my guy relax. #because i still don't know HFbvhfs #and it's suuuch a lil thing #//and i've been asked today what i want for a present #top ten unanswered questions in the universe #i think i want.. s... uh...... #ehhmm.... #you know what we'll figure that out later no biggy #//now i've got a Very busy day of adult things to do!! like falling asleep on short car rides and having an inner debate over soda or water #you may reach me at this number: 1-800-a-phone-number-.org ! the .org is very important don't forget that part okay? okey #tOOdles !! :D

[jayvrontio]

A veeeeery late B-day gift I did for @baylardo beacuse she is an icon and beacuse why not?

I know these are very cringe but I hope you’ll like them girl :P

#salamander #salamy kathryn #mama janeway #threshold janeway #threshold au #alternative universe #kathryn janeway #lil liam in his froggy costume owo #liam #baby liam is too incocent TwT #artists on tumblr #digital art #art #fanart #my art #b-day gift #happy birthday #late :’) #star trek #star trek voyager #janeway’s fabuous long hair is just wow #BABY LIAMMMMM OwO #BLEP #baylard #baylardo #sorry for being so late #cringy stupido doodlez made by moi

[trollbreak]

Junie and fishys old friends do u kno

#< got emotional over the fact they saved for ages to watch the sun rise one time with a lil portable sun shield that wasn’t made to be #durable it was just made to get the job done and they couldn’t repeat it but um #the homoeroticism of sitting under an oversized umbrella with someone who sees the world with as much love as yourself. and watching the #world around you go to sleep. wake up. it’s just the two of you in the contained heat and the near silence. you watch the stars fade out of #view. you watch the sun rise- even through the heavy tint it’s painful to look at for more than a moment. so the two of you take to watchin #the sky around it. it’s so hot as the sun rises but the two of you cling to each other. it’s visceral just how aware you are of your own #vast smallness. it’s terrifying. it’s inspiring. some part of you wants to brand the moment into your brain in spite of the way it makes #your eyes ache in your skull. #fishys needs glasses after that. junie closed her eyes. they held each other until it was unbearable and then it was exhausted giggles as #they used the shield for its intended purpose- to get to whoever’s home is nearest. #it’s warped from the heat- it was rather cheap after all- but you keep it. it stays in its designated spot even as the two of you find #yourselves galaxies apart. #fishys still tries to paint the sunrise from memory sometimes. among the depictions of alien skies and constellations and simply a view fro #the void looking out into the universe #Jundes norcel #fishys #fishys astral

[kraviolis]

if i had to guess, i’d estimate that only about 1/3 of all the fanfiction i’ve written has been posted.

#krav talks #i have posted 2 star wars fanfics that equal about 20k-28k words altogether iirc #but i estimate myself to have written probably like. 80k words worth of star wars fanfic #also i have like 200k words worth of gravity falls fics ive never posted #and 25k worth of steven universe fics #and you dont even wanna KNOW how much ive written for half life/hlvrai and never finished. #i was fucking insane in 2020. i was riding a high that im forever trying to recreate #a lil 18 year old freshly dropped out of high school right before the pandemic hit so i never had to do zoom school #i had just stopped going to therapy but at the same times just started taking adhd meds that actually worked after 2 years of duds #sometimes i wonder if i have bipolar disorder just because that whole entire era of my life could be classified as a manic episode #maybe i just hibernate in the winters actually. bcus consistently every single summer for the past 4-5 years have felt similarly #oh my god wait. no im dumb i just have seasonal depression. #i cant believe i was thinking that feeling good and motivated and happy and being full of life was mania

[actuallyitsstar]

have u seen the top gun 3 leaks/rumors?? GOD i hope it's true 😭😭😭 i need to see miles teller bradley bradshaw again

aaaaa hi there nonnie!! omg yes i have!! i'm just a bit 50/50 on the whole idea if i'm being honest- on the one hand, i would love so so much to see our favorite old man and the daggers and ofc bradley ;) again, and there are so many things about top gun/tgm that i think can rly be expanded upon and explored!! but on the other hand, i am worried that so close together and with it seeming a bit like a studio rush due to money or contracts or bargaining, idk. it might not turn out how i'm/we're hoping and i'd almost rather keep what we have now than have something we don't like become canon as a result of something like that 😭😭 i guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens! i am excited, but mostly, i am cautious, and very very nervous lol.

everyone has varying interpretations of our current canon material, and in their own way and their own universe everyone is right- but i do fear what would happen if they made a third movie that drew the line. someone will get alienated no matter what, and who knows what they could decide to do! they could rule out or include a relationship we consider basically canon or to be an ick, or they could directly contradict a beloved fandom headcanon that we all hold dear and turn those of us already quite committed to it into au participators all at once.... etc. of course, on the other hand, they could do exactly what we hope for- you never know- we just all hope for such different things. i worry that there's no way to make as well done and well received a movie as tgm due to the loss of the nostalgia factor and the rush and the split fanbase demographics, but at the same time i am excited by the possibility of seeing the things i'd want to see! it's all quite up in the air, but we'll have to be patient i suppose!

(thanks so much for the ask, nonnie! have a lovely day!! <3)

#star unasks #Anonymous #top gun #so sorry to be like. a lil bit negative nonnie #I AM EXCITED FOR U TO SEE MILES TELLER AGAIN TOO ALDHFKFHFJG #its just i worry 😭 #what if they make a third movie and like. they say that mav and bradley didnt rly know each other growing up #and everything i stand for becomes alternate universe akdhfkffhgjg #if mav is bradleys pseudo dad became au i think i would have to walk into the sea #i dont mean to be dramatic but ive already written 200k+ words of it. u must understand my commitment lajdkffhgjg #not to mention icemav or hangster or idk. what if its none of the same actors or if we're just missing tom cruise #like i think we all forget that if they make another top gun they will most certainly have mav married to or otherwise #committed to penny too #like. akdfhfkfhfgjgjg #im not sure if we truly want this !! be careful what u wish for !!! #but im excited for the good possibilities nonetheless <3

[heymacy]

Cameron put a pic of Van Gogh on his ig story... so now I'll be spending the rest of the day re-reading Your Question Has Been Received bc it's my fav

#i have fully collapsed on the floor and will proceed to wail for the next 500 years thanks!!! #can you even believe??? #the universe is so beautiful sometimes i swear #ty cam ty anon happy fucking sunday 😭😭😭 #also! ty for the yqhbr love!! it makes my heart swell 🥹💛 #also also — if you’re a yqhbr fan i miiiiiiight have a lil surprise for you this afternoon! #juuuuuuuust sayin 😉 #stay tuned little stars ✨ #macy babbles #anons #yqhbr

[vocalovely]

WOULD YOU BE DOWN FOR A RWBY CROSSOVER AU WITH VOCALOID IN IT

I'M NOT SUPER INTO CROSSOVERS BUT IF I WAS I WOULD LOVE IT /genuine

Unless it's crossover art but it's just not the AU trope for me ^v^ people make some really cool stuff with it tho

#aggressively genuine i promise #it's just not really my thing #the closest i usually come is roleplaying characters in the same universe as something else #but without interacting with the story or characters of that universe #its like borrowing their world for a lil bit jhfdjk #i did do a keeper of the lost cities/star guardian crossover au rp once #but i just liked mentally designing star guardian outfits for the keeper squad djhdjkj #that rp was VERY short lived

[monthertongue23]

Marvel characters and their musical tastes.

#marvel #ucm #marvel cinematic universe #steve rogers #capitan america #artie shaw #peter quill #star lord #the spinners #t'challa #black panther #wakanda forever #lil wanye #peter parker #spider man #post malone #steven strange #dr. strange #adele

[bixiaoshi]

man. everything i read abt luocha convinces me more and more that he is star rail's otto

#i wanna say that the fact that they have the same voice in both hi3 and hsr makes it more obvious but #ayato should be added to that mix bcs he has the same voice actors in japanese and chinese #anyways. if luocha rlly was hsr's otto would b v interesting for the fact that every hi3 character that is in star rail has kept their name #with some minor changes like bronya for example but luocha is all different from otto #i know hsr and hi3 r connected and u dont need to play hi3 to understand hsr but i would like to know HOW connected they aree #are*** #like same universe etc etc but. how connected are they #i love the fact that hyv plays like that w their games bcs all of them have a bit of each other #i love when companies do that. i love when they put a lil of their earlier games into newer ones #jo.txt

[notthewriteryourelookingfor]

*had a random thought about how technically the Star Wars theme tune doesn't exist in the Star Wars universe and how that kinda sucks cuz the theme rocks.*

So I've decided that it does exist in universe and it was the Galatic Republic's anthem and then the Rebellion's "one rebel song" that all dystopians must have.

Idk who saved the sheet music maybe Bail Organa he ses like the kind of dude who would save as much art as he could.

Imagine if they could transmit sound in space and the Rebels are rolling up to the Death Star and start blasting the Star Wars theme like that scene in Star Trek Beyond.

#more in universe theme music as intimidation tactics plz #star wars #star wars a new hope #im watching star wars w a live orchestra #cuz thats a thing that they do #my family wanted to go see it cuz we're all nerds #i got a lil emotional when i saw Carrie #also the music is so loud I have a bit of a headache and they only just reached the death star #rip me #thank god for intermission tho