#Oh a fall afternoon

[acourtoflostandwanderingstars]

just enjoying a quiet Saturday morning in which I got to study some poetry, drink some coffee, write a letter, and deep clean part of my apartment <3

#Oh a fall afternoon #Quiet #dark academia #academia #chaotic academia #alone with my thoughts #letters #fountain pen #Saturday morning #coffee #poetry #fall #autumn

[veone]

🥡Sun Bleached™️

Act 1: Schism—Beginning--- Previous---Next

#tw:drug mention #simblr #sims 4 #ts4 #sims 4 story #ts4 story #story:sunbleached #donovan randez #nicolas ishida #i'm happy to continue this honestly. its been a while #will add more thoughts to this its 1am for me rn i might just post now #dons exhausted from a long passion night of watching old horror movies with nick and talking #it’s like 1 in the afternoon they slept in well don did nick didn’t really sleep he was just trying to fall asleep and then the train woke #him up a reminder of hey we got work to do #the context of this text is that Jamie went on a date with her boyfriend and he orders some weirdly tall fastfoood meal and they shared it #think of them bloodmaries with a whole damn chicken on a stick in the glass like some extra shit #oh my god I forgot to mention those two are gonna go jump someone over a bike them babies violent #that kid deserves it though be a menace

[thekidsare-not-alright]

asking "what's the best fall out boy album" feels like asking what color is the best at coloring. they're all colors made for coloring different things!! one can color trees the other can paint the sky blue! I love them all so much, but I use them at different times for different things fhdsrhjaksdgh dont make me choose i really cannot

#fob #fall out boy #pete wentz #patrick stump #joe trohman #andy hurley #if I look at them purely as a collection of songs. then maybe #like as individual songs and how much I like those. and which album they happen to be a part of. #otherwise no I literally don't know how #like yesterday afternoon I was like “oh god I need to listen to mania Right Now.” and then later I was like “oh I NEED to cry to ab/ap” #and an hour ago I was feeling “wait SRAR will make me feel whole again” #they are all different crayons in my crayon box #<3 #miss missing queue

[bluffmotel]

as dusk falls, interior night / homosexuality in "dog day afternoon" (1975) : televisual surfaces and a "natural" man, christopher r. brown

#hi. guess who finally watched dog day afternoon aka one of the biggest pieces of inspiration int. night used for adf!!! #when i tell you this shit is HEAVILY INSPIRED i mean it. like caroline wasn't kidding the whole game is practically a love letter @ the film #and it became increasingly obvious that tyler was pretty much formatted off of sonny the main bank robber ... insane #from things like desperately grasping at straws to fix this situation and win ( aka the helicopter ) to the panicked lashing out #to the FUCK THE SNOW! ( smth jay echoes at tyler like oh you hate the snow ) ... like i??? #anyway they're also alike physically hence this post. the wide eyes and rather pink pouty lip look which DOES portrayal an innocence #so tada #i saw this part and gasped btw im like YES. LITERALLY. BIG SORROWFUL EYES #the amount of jokes ive made like oh tyler is always so wide eyed abt everything! ha ha #and then this hit me like a train. anyway! watch dog day afternoon amazing film and the adf themes is all over it a little #as dusk falls #tyler holt

[nyoomfruits]

don't you worry about any of that! you write so well that I'll gladly read whatever you decide to publish 💛 I've been thoroughly enjoying not only your amazing lestappen, but everything you've been writing – you do you, and thank you!

aaaah deb please this is so nice ;-; <3

i've not completely abandonned lestappen (i did just come up with wholeass fake dating au that included a lot of clothes sharing between max and charles including the infamous quali pants) but i did suffer some serious writers block at the end of may (which i dont think i really talked about??) which left me not wanting to write anything and i got super frustrated with it.

anyway i've now gotten back to a point where i actually want to write things again so for now i'm just indulging myself writing whatever silly little stories i want in the hopes i'll eventually get to a place where i can write the Serious Big Fics again (like. you know. the roommates au lmao)

but i'm really happy to hear that there's people who will read anything i write it makes me feel very ;-;

#like lestappen is still my home base #but there's something delightfully fun about the lando/oscar dynamic that is just. curing my writers block in ways i cant explain #i think its the possibility for sillyness #like one of the ideas i have rn is a fic in which oscar does a lot of stress baking during race weekends #and like he leaves the baked goods in the mclaren hospitality #lando eats one at some point and is like. i am in love i NEED to marry the girl who made this #and oscar who is like harboring a serious crush for lando at this point is like. well i REALLY dont want to deal with the dissapointed look #on his face when he realizes its not a GIRL but ME who's doing the baking #so he says nothing #and then lando goes on this insane james bond esque mission to find out who mystery baking girl is #ropes oscar into it as well #and then during afternoons staking out the mclaren kitchens and patrolling the cafeteria or whatever lando thinks up #he slowly starts falling for oscar instead #oh and then there's also the werewolf au lmao #but i've been rambling for long enough and maybe like 2.3 people are insterested in this so you know #landoscar

[lostjonscaves]

im currently reading “just like home” which has a plot set up that instantly reminded me of “a fathers love” (in that a young woman recalls her girlhood being raised by a serial killer father but also there is supernatural horror afoot in the house where murders take place). but it also has a number of scenes reminiscent to me of “tucked in.” now . personally tucked in has never been a scary statement to me in the way i know others think of it. but the scenes in this book absolutely got to me and i know i cannot relisten to tucked in the same way. this is a book rec.

#im not done yet but yea several terrifying scenes of being in bed and relying on made up rules to keep you safe #imagine tucked in but. you wake up without the safety blanket. where did it go? oh its under the bed with just a corner peaking out #shall we retrieve it? #or. you have a little superstitious ritual to keep safe. you snap your fingers. something snaps back. #somehow i managed to fall asleep reading this this afternoon in an unintetional nap. how

[leos-regression-cove]

Me: I am losing my motivation to write. I am so distracted. I can't even remember what these characters sound like... I am doomed.... At least I only have 40 chapters left... :/ If I can get through that I never have to do this again. I am losing my love for this property. I can no longer even remember how they speak or pick out their characteristics. :( I have no interest in Marvel anymore and I never will again :(. It was fun while it lasted....

Me after I have a hot bath and open up my laptop at the kitchen table: THESE BITCHES??? 🥺🥺🥺 THEY'RE GAY???? and they have a lil baby Sylvie and a Thor??? And they love each other and the littles are menaces??? 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🥺🥺 And in every universe these 4 are built to be a happy found family together and that is so special. Let me write about them in all universes... Let me write about them in every situation and configuration. 💚💚💚💚 I hope after this 40 chapters, the new season will come out and I will be so inspired that there will be another 40 more. 💚💚💚💚

#agere fic inspo #agere fic update #relaxing and taking self care is one hell of a drug #swearing tw #My week this semester looks like this: #Sunday: 4 hours work in the afternoons #Monday: school + work 8AM-6PM gone. #Tuesday: online school #Wednesday: Monday 2 #Thursday: finish up online school #Friday: vibe day. Weekend day? Self care #Saturday: family and errands and chores and friends and oh my god all my social life is condensed into 1 day a week #so all my creative energy is packed into Friday nights pretty much is what I'm saying #so I get dramatic because I'm scared #like 'oh no what if I never fall in love with this the same way again?' #and I think that but like.... #idk even though I write Miss Peregrines or Transformers or 30 Rock fics anymore #I still love those properties #and I still love P&R and WWDITS #and Good Omens #even if that honeymoon phase is gone (which tbh I don't think it is. I think I'm just working a lot) #I still love and keep up with and get excited about those properties #Hell I even STILL would like to write for these properties #I just... don't because I don't have story ideas #(but if you want to request them 👀) #Like... I'm still thinking about Transformers when I say this #(this is coping btw these tags are me talking to myself don't worry) #I watched that when I was 6. and the 80's series had an upsetting ending and I didn't like any of the other versions #but now that nostalgia is such a big market #I find myself now

[euphor1a]

Best 4 hours of my life, with the loml ♡

#googie 🐰 #i know i always say this but i can never really explain the way i feel about him </3 it’s so hard to put into words #i feel so complete now god i love him so much 🥺!! even that is an understatement 😔 #i think it was like? 10:30 pm when i saw the weverse notif... and now it’s past 3 am jdghbcbn #i felt so many emotions throughout everything (the wv live; the ig live; and then wv live again) but god. #i’m just way too happy that i got to see him again 🥺; i missed him a lot! #crazy how just yesterday afternoon i teared up watching a reel on ig about missing him </3 and then 6 hours later!!! he shows up 💖 #lol and i had so many mini breakdowns bc of him 😭 he’s a flirt FLIRT huh 😔✋🏼! WHAT ABOUT MY WEAK LITTLE HEART SIR??? #i really have no defence when it comes to jk </33... sigh. but he sang sooooo many songs 🥰🥰 #including txt! svt! nwjns! i’m one happy bitch 🤩☝🏼 #what a great day to be alive honestly! just hope that he gets some rest bc goddamn it’s nearly 7 am at sk now 💀 #oh and!!!! WE GOT TO SEE BAM MY BABY AFTER SO LONG IM SQUEALING THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG #HOW DID I ALMOST FORGET TO MENTION THAT LIKE WHAT #it was such a bonus to see tae too 🤭 #!!! i’m just really happy #i’ll add more tags later... i just want to fall asleep now bc my eyes literally can’t anymore lol #anyway... ik i’m being very delulu here but like. sorry if it bothers you; i’m like this. 🤡 #will always be jeon jungkook’s bitch <3 #bye bye ~ my eyes hurt 🙁 #see you guys tomorrow and i love jungkook 😆... and y’all too <3

[opiodae]

#vent #opiodae #peter #emo peter #mental illness #i clearly have not smoked enough weed this afternoon #i can still think and feel emotions #oh no #ever feel like youre one dissociative breakdown away from becoming a gabapentin addict and falling off the grid for a year #just because you are craving your biggest ego death ever

[kangaracha]

💛🧡🤎

(for the ask game 🤗)

💛 Do you have any piercings?

no i personally am anti needles for no reason so it will not be happening to me

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

there's a very specific reason why it's yellow but currently it's yellow lmfao

🤎 What color is your hair?

it's blue babey though currently also this truly delightful sunbleached green because i truly haven't had time to fix it

#my boss the other day was like 'have you thought maybe it's time to redo the blue' #like sir you have me here from four in the morning until dusk #what kind of opening hours do you think hair salons have #am i supposed to go home and try not to fall asleep while the dye sits? what a delightful evening #and now it's sunday and i'm still working so like xD #'oh roo take an afternoon off' who is going to feed the nags cause i tell you now #the other girl will be there all night #anyway this isn't a rant xD #funny that hair came up twice in two days here #it's also relevant because today is a Big Day and i'm going on tv with my hair in possibly its ugliest colour stage #but it's okay #my horse is very well shampooed hopefully he'll blind the cameras

[dirt-str1der]

Love the thought of kiryu losing nishikiyamas lighter fucking instantly after he gave it to him. Like he leaves it in the car and nishiki is nice enough to re-gift it to him when they meet up again and then two weeks after that whole fiasco kiryu loses it again and nishiki just buys him those cheap packs of like fifty plastic lighters because this is why they cant have nice things and he hates (loves) him so much

#Yakuza loveblog #like as sweet as it is to have kiryu hold on to that thing forecer (his lighter now) i think he really has a problem with commitment. its #not like he doesnt treasure it. he just does a lot of backflips and jumping around and things inevitably fall out of his pockets #i believe in my heart that kiryu is always losing shit and taking nishikis without permission and breaking it sometimes. like yknow #younger brother behaviour. thats why nishikis always hounding him because hes suffered greatly from kiryus whims #his whimsicality. his ability to wander literally everywhere. i think kiryu played truant in school a lot #like very early on he knew it wasnt for him so hed stalk the streets in his school uniform and climb up or under fences and rip up his skirt #and knees and then when he meets up with nishiki and yumi again hes like hey wanna come lepak in this abandoned building i found ? and theyd #be like YEAH !!!! and bring yuko along too because i love her and she should get to cut her arm open on a rusty metal screw and have to be #sent to the hospital as little girls are prone to doing. i love talking about kiryu in his school uniform god .. i really ... like i just #know he would use it to its fullest like i have a very clear image in my minds eye of kiryu as a kid all covered in dirt from climbing into #gardens and dusty old buildings morning to afternoon and carrying cool rocks around in his skirt and when he gathers them all in a pile he #just dusts off his skirt and its literally still covered in dirt and mud and dust but he does not give a shit. like it would literally be #ripped up the back because hes always sliding down concrete slopes and banisters and im sure hes cut his leg open before and just bled. #all over his nice boue uniform and then limped home and soaked it in a bucket to wear tomorrow. like i see kiryu with a lot of free time and #he never does homework and is failing all his classes by choice because he alrrady knows what he wants to do. like hes only failing because #he doesnt show up for exams and hes literally the bad boy that the girls always ask nishiki to introduce them to like omg is kazuko your #sister ?? can you give her this letter ... and nishiki opens it and reads it first and its a love letter and he just gives it to kiryu like #there are hot girls in your area who want you desperately and kiryus like oh. neat. im skipping school again tomorrow btw do not tell oyasan

[silv3reyedstranger]

you know that moment when you realize it’s fall?? there’s nothing more magical than that.

you hear the ducks and the squirrels, you feel the way the crisp cold air sink into your lungs, you feel the wind biting at your cheeks and hands and you burrow deeper into you scarf and coat

you can see the warm crunchy colors of the leaves and you realize that sometimes dying can be beautiful

#it’s officially sweater weather!! #i spent the afternoon with my best friend outdoors and oh it was glorious #autumn #fall

[the-travelling-witch]

trying to gauge the time zones of new moots is always such a gamble bc the chance that their sleep schedule is just fucked up and not representative of their time zone is pretty high

#chatter spell #it’s so cute though when i fall into somewhat of a rhythm though #like #‘oh it’s morning that means they will be awake as well’ #or #‘it’s late afternoon so this person is probably asleep by now’ #‘i can’t wait to see their response when i wake up tomorrow’ #i can’t be the only one who does it

[are-we-really-doing-this]

Y’all would not fucking believe the day I have had.

#haven’t gotten real hard sleep in a couple days #traveling is all fun and games until your flight gets cancelled at 2 am and you have to stay in the airport for hours until the next flight #and it gets even better when said flight involves two connections that put you where you’re supposed to go at 5 o’clock the next afternoon #lemme tell you I had plenty of time to catch up on some artist’s catalogs and organize my IWTV watchlist #OH AND DON’T FORGET the bag they lost because of course it’s lost and not eating at the airport because I’m too tired to feel hungry #did I mention they moved my gate to the absolute fucking farthest possible one? #I looked like goddamn Leonardo DeCaprio in the Revenant trekking over there at 3 am #nothing quite like bugging your eyes out of your skull for fear of falling asleep and missing your flight #all ​while some bald tatted up dude stares at you and a guy asleep on the floor snores like the busted engine that cancelled my flight

[iwantyoursexmp3]

this post really is the blueprint for RR felix vs lover boy felix 

#literally RR felix is like an annoying piece of shit at first because he thinks hes got his life under control #and then he realises he doesnt and hes like omg everything is falling apart nothing matters let me get hedonistic and silly with it #then hes like wait no i want my life to be okay i want to be a good person :( #ASTRONIMIC crisis over that because he thinks hes gone past a line #(so much of RR thematically is feeling like you're a 'lost cause' bc of childhood trauma hehe) #and then lover boy felix is like oh i made positive progress with myself #but its just made me feel fragile because i feel like i have more to lose #mfs with trauma will finally reach a sense of peace in their life and its the opposite of peace because it makes them so scared #but its still funny because RR felix is like doing cocaine in the bathtub on a wednesday afternoon #lover boy felix works at a kindergarten and is probably well hydrated #i dont think he realises how much progress he's made and when he does that's when he gets scared #especially because now hes more intentionally unpacking his trauma which is a lot #but like instead of fucking people and fighting people and breaking into houses to cope he like gets a caramel frappe and has a cry #LMAO #because he's like one wrong move and ill go back to how i was and ruin everything (which he does almost do exactly that BUT) #he will return to being messy at some point though....gotta have him falter which will scare him so much #also has a mild gender crisis between all of this too #that's my infodump on tumblr of the day so many thoughts in my head that i cant do anything with #thats really cool dallon have you been evaluated for autism #lover boy is like the normal spongebob of my wips because its tragic and emotional #but the characters dont feel like theyre basically or literally fighting for their lives every day LOL #it's refreshing i cant lie

[moinsbienquekaworu]

Hmmm maybe I have issues in my life

#i've been really tired for about. a year now? #i'm linking it to the time i got covid and that was end of july-beginning of august of last year #i've been feeling tired a lot more #which isn't cool because it means when i get home from uni i just sleep #and during holidays i lay in bed instead of doing things because i feel too tired to want to do things #but recently i've been having trouble sleeping :) #i'll just. stay in bed. not falling asleep. for hours. when i got into bed to fall asleep. #i think oh i'm tired let's take a nap to feel revitalised! and then it's 7pm and i haven't slept and i'm still tired. #so here we are. 3:30am. and i put on a new ep of daredevil because i am Tired of being tired but not sleeping #shit i have WORK tomorrow #it's in the afternoon but i gotta wake up a bit before 1pm. it's almost 4am and i need at least 8-9 hours! #ugh #wow i have a ramble tag now