#THE FUCKING ANGST FROM THAT MOMENT

[a-very-tired-raven]

Something something the way luffy apologies and smiles at his crew on the execution platform season one episode 52 has me in absolute shambles

#please im already on season two but i cant stoo thinking about it #THE FUCKING ANGST FROM THAT MOMENT #i just started crying watching it last night #I AM IN SHAMBLES #RKWJSJSJEJEJWK #that scene means everything to me #hurts so good #jeep.jeep #spoilers #one piece spoilers

[turtletoria]

writhing on the floor in pain

#turtlearts #wordgirl #wg #dr two brains #hes rendered a little strangely since i was using jerma face cam as a reference. and as u all know that mans lighting- #is absolute dogshit #his facecam is like 144 hp with lighting that looks like hes streaming from chernobyl #but honestly thats the charm of jerma streams <3 the moment he fixes the cam its all downhill from there #also personally i dont think that 2 brains is stinky. hes a mouse/rat/rodent thing. and they tend to be very clean #maybe his clothes may be messy tho since mice dont um. wear clothes. so there may be less priority there #2 brains got a little snaggle tooth. teehee. crooked teethed guys for the win #you know when u look at something for so long that you can feel an art block coming on. becuase uh. uh oh #also the writhing on the floor in pain thing. its real physical pain not the hee haha angst pain #my bodys all fucked up man

[fandomestuff]

"What do you want then?"

"To die, buried under the weight of my own gold."

KAZ BREKKER I SWEAR TO GOD TURN OFF YOUR STUPID SASS AND YOUR STUPID ANGST AND KISS THAT BEAUTIFUL LADY

#i love his sass and angst #BUT COME ON KAZ #CHILL OUT FOR A MOMENT AND KISS HER #i know he wanted to later but still #also 100% valid of Inej to have some fucking standards #and him later offering jobs to girls from the Menagerie for Inej I can't #they are my babies #and i'm so sad we didn't get a kiss #THAT SCENE WAS STILL AMAZING THOUGH #AND THE FACT THAT HE'S BEEN SEARCHING FOR HER BROTHER THIS WHOLE TIME #I CAN'T #KAZ BREKKER IS A SOFTIE UNDER THAT STUPID ARMOR #AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR INEJ TO UNDRESS HIM #that took a weird turn #BUT I MEAN WHAT I SAID #kazzle dazzle #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #kanej #shadow and bone #shadow and bone s2 #shadow and bone spoilers #shadow and bone season 2 spoilers #sab spoilers #sab #shadow and bone netflix

[badolmen]

I wish we got more moments of the Walkers being Family like. The opening of “Brave New World” where Hesh says he let Logan sleep a bit longer because he figured he could use the rest set the bar too high for the rest of the campaign. You don’t really get anything like that line again - there’s the “Sin City” and “The Ghost Killer” cutscenes as well but those are both high tension, ‘holy shit don’t hurt my brother/I am dying son but I’m proud of you’ lines. And honestly Hesh’s “All or Nothing” Rorke File where he talks about his misplaced guilt after losing Elias…it’s almost a bit weird that he doesn’t reference how Logan is handling it at all (especially considering he was the one manhandled into shooting their father).

I guess the first unlockable Rorke File where Elias talks about taking the boys to the beach counts, and Hesh’s “Logan’s got my back, and I got his. He’s my brother.” but it just feels a bit stilted compared to the natural tenderness of the “Brave New World” opening.

#ra speaks #personal #cod ghosts #call of duty ghosts #david hesh walker #logan walker #elias walker #beans are you seriously complaining about a decade old game’s character writing? #yes. yes I am. #there’s way more to complain about to the whole. everything that is the ghosts worldbuilding. #but as someone with lil bros they really dropped the ball on drawing the connection between hesh and logan #hesh should have been panicking on comms more in the hunted that’s all I’m saying #or at least give me a post mission ‘jesus fuck thank good you’re alright we really need to get you an aac device bro’ moment #oh your nonverbal brother got separated from everyone in a fucking plane crash? no need to worry a friend saw him get snagged on some trees #(which he could very much have been dead for as you do see other soldiers corpses caught up in the trees) #also the Angst™ of Elias’ death being so focused on Hesh like…bro you didn’t pull the trigger. #speaking of like. did hesh even tell the other ghosts. elias is just listed as KIA in the file. #hmmmm #<- has spent all day achievement hunting and replaying levels multiple times

[bottombaron]

i kno he had a lot going on at the moment and he wasnt there for the Patton Oswalt-Batman event but i just know, deep down in my heart of hearts, 42 hours after he's been returned as a human, Guillermo De La Cruz is going to be spending a lot of time in that potting shed thinking abt Nandor's scary aggressive dom phase

#wwdits #what we do in the shadows #guillermo de la cruz #nandor #nandermo #i know it because thats what ive been doing for the the past 4 days #i have no other way to say this so im going to just say it: Guillermo is GAY gay ok #and a 6-foot tall pretty boy just loomed over him held his hands kept him in place to tell him he can kill him in his mother language #you just knoW Guillermo is having a crisis abt that when he's acquired enough distance from his angst #furthermore: it will take even longer for his pussy to catch up to seeing Nandor at the feast #literally ROLLING HIS HIPS with his arms braced on either side of him like a bedframe #like hes a fucking beast feeding on a gazelle #but Guillermo is going to kicking Laszlo out of the potting shed indefinitely when he does #like Nandor is never /that/ much of a vampire and he went to 100% monster mode and Guillermo is a certified monster fucker #you kno Nandor was fulfilling so many fantasies for Guillermo in those moments #my baby boy is going to be THIRSTY for the next 13 years fr

[rainofthetwilight]

have been seeing this going around so i decided to make my own!!

(just a disclaimer i havent rewatched some of the seasons in a while so i did this according to what i remember)

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #levi's ted talks #the most recent seasons ive rewatched r hunted and sog and theyre still as good and thrilling as when i first watched #a little of s1 too #i put it down there bc the writing was kinda weird BUT it was the starting point of ninjago so im never hating on it #plus the memorable moments like goddamn #i constantly rewatch s13 i love it too much #i cant bring myself to rewatch seabound bcaause knowing whats gonna happen next is so fucking PAINFUL 😭 #even tho im an angst lover the fucking seperation makes me bawl #my friend literally couldnt talk to me for a few days bc of the shock from the ending when it first came out #and to be completely honest DR is what got me fully back into the ninjago fandom #like id reblog posts n whatever but wasnt so involved #and id just rant with my friend abt it #but then when DR's release was announced i made my first post for it #(a redraw for an incorrect quote post: dig in my art tag and youll maybe find it . but beware) #and now im here with so many moots #art improvement and 3 fics and more coming aswell #how the fuck

[anxiously-sidequesting]

As much as I want Malorn Ashthorn to be 💖happy💖 all the time I think what he needs is just a good cry. Like Malorn really just needs one of those private yelling and heavy crying sessions to let all that shit out every once in a while because it will clear his brain and spirit and he so desperately needs it. Let me boy cry pleasel

#hashtag therapy4malorn #i made myself depressed imagining malorn waving his students off with a smile before going off somewhere- #-where no one can see him and he takes out a thick blanket before he covers his face with it and then- #he just screams. he screams and cries for a long time until hes hoarse and empty #over the years he stopped telling himself it would get better but rather he would get used to it #the cry helped. it lifted the weight off his shoulders but malorn knew it would be back on him before long #but he still musters a smile and a friendly attitude for his students the next day because he HAS to be okay #but malorn can still have at least a moment to himself. no one could take that away from him at least #should i tag this as angst???? because this is edgy as fuck #angst #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #malorn ashthorn #text post

[jeysuso]

SMACKDOWN OCTOBER 20th 2020 // ROYAL RUMBLE JANUARY 28th 2023

#jey uso #roman reigns #sami zayn #the bloodline #wwe #wweedit #wrestlingedit #wwe royal rumble #royal rumble #wwe smackdown #DOES IT EVER DRIVE YOU CRAZY #JUST HOW FAST THE NIGHT CHANGES #main event jey uso come to meeeeee #the turmoil the angst the hurt the heartbreak #also i'm tempted to gif that whole jey hits roman moment cause damn jey is acting his ASS off #it's so fucking raw #pardon the pun #but i'm officially on my jeysami bullshit lets gooooooo #this is the last rumble gifset i'll make i promise #i'm still In Pain from it #this is how i cope #mine*

[lovesickeros]

☆ we dance to the pull of our frayed strings upon our graves

{☆} characters la signora {☆} notes yandere, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings yandere, unhealthy relationship, isolation {☆} word count 0.5k

You were going to be a knight. Ever since you were a child, you had swore you'd become a legend amongst men, sword in hand as you defended the land that provided for you. That day you'd promised your family you'd return safely, make them proud to call you their child. What a fool you were - young and naive.

You never did make it back home. You wonder if you would find a grave there with your name on it - but who would want to remember the naive child who swore to come back a knight, only to never return at all?

Hands tug at tangled strands, a brush pulling at your hair painfully a she hums. You try to bite down the urge to flinch, but it only takes one failure for her to pause, the sudden silence like a heavy weight upon your shoulders. Fear swells in your chest, suffocating you as you tremble, growing lightheaded and dizzy the longer the silence stretches on.

You do not realize you are crying, tears rolling down your cheeks as you stare at yourself numbly in the mirror, until warm hands wipe them away. Her voice is nothing but soothing and warm, but to you it is like a blade against your throat.

"Oh, darling..did I hurt you?"

She coos at you like a cornered, frightened animal, cupping your cheek as she steps around to your side, the soft click of the brush against the table making you flinch. She tilts your head to the side, kissing your cheeks and forehead, ignoring the way you tremble beneath her, unable to look into her eyes. She is so soft, so gentle with you, that you almost forget.

But you can't. It haunts you, even now - watching your fellow knights in training drowning in flame, the smell of burning flesh filling your lungs, and the sound of their screams intermingled with her voice ringing in your ears. You can never forget the way she looked at you - lips pulled back into a smile as she stepped over burning corpses to cup your face between bloody, searing palms.

You could not forget the name of another on her tongue as she called to you.

"There we are. No need to cry any longer, my heart."

You sink into her touch, too weak to find the will to resist her - her hands are like brands upon your skin, but you still lean into her, eyes closed as she kisses your brow. You do not know anything else but the searing heat of her palms and the softness in her voice reserved for someone you are not.

How naive you had been, when you had once thought that maybe, maybe, once you became a knight you'd be honored with a gift from the Gods - a vision that burned against your hip, lighting the way forward as you protected the nation you had once adored.

Now you cannot help but think it only served to reveal to you the rats hiding in the darkest corners of Mondstadt, sealing your fate amongst the bitter cold of Snezhnaya.

What a cruel joke, the God's have played on you.

You hum along to a song you do not know, sheltered in a cage of fire - a songbird who sings, despite the smoke that fills its lungs.

Till death do us part.

#genshin yandere #genshin impact yandere #yandere la signora #yandere signora #la signora #signora #fic tag #so. um. yan!signora w a reader she thinks is rostams reincarnation am i right........... #IM NORMAL I PROMISE. IM SO NORMAL #everyone look away i wrote this in a moment of weakness /j #i just think we need more actually fucked up unhinged yan women okay :( #I JUST THINK. THE ANGST. THE DRAMA. ITS SO GOOD. #i love making my favs suffer by never healing from their trauma #platonic!yan!ei + reader who she thinks is makoto's reincarnation is also good food :) #re-traumatize them for flavor!!!!!!! #(i am a normal well functioning member of society)

[ehlnofay]

I've been having fun dipping into martin's perspective lately... it's helping me flesh out my interpretation of him and he never fails to be suffering tremendously in a way that is excellent to write

#whenever I get to mention pax from his pov I go HEEHEEHOOHOO like a giggling little beast of a child #their dynamic is. so fucked up kind of. but in a subtle enough way that pax #(who routinely addresses traumatised middle aged men's sad little angst moments by giving them stolen food) #(and does not know any other way to cope with anything ever) #doesn't ever really register it #but martin spends the whole time going 'oh god oh fuck jesus fucking christ that is a small child. and that is a horse.' #'and I am going to cope by projecting onto the horse. and I am in a very cold mountain house. and this is hell. fuck.' #'and we sent the small child into actual hell. again. and she's way too excited about this. and nobody has any concerns.' #'and the child is threatening to die for me. uncomfortably common as of late. and all I can do to protect the child #is keep my sad middle aged angst in my head. and hope that he doesn't actually die. fuck. everything is awful' #and pax is not perceptive enough to realise just how much he's holding back in an effort to shield them from the only thing he can (himself #and then they die (more or less) and nothing is ever resolved! the end!!! #someone talk to me about them I love them so much. blease and thank you #oc tag #pax #martin septim

[lovecolibri]

I know I talked about a "near the dock" cruise ship disaster would be a great opening because the firefam could help with the rescue and run into Bobby and Athena but also, I kinda think a ship crash/lost at sea story could be fun to have everyone THINKING Bobby is dead so we get some MCD angst from the mains but we see him and a few survivors together and eventually getting rescued. I just think it would be delicious and after this season said Bobby is Buck's dad and then did fuck all with it after that, it would be nice to have Buck just absolutely lost and I would love to see Athena lose it a little bit too and them supporting each other, and then finding Bobby and giving us more momemts like when Bobby was exposed to radiation and Buck was worried about him but dialed up to 10.

Bonus points if his gf *tries* to help but we already know she's got zero empathy about death and Buck realizes it's not what he wants and we never have to think about that again.

#911 #911 spoilers #evan buckley #bobby nash #you can't drop that he's bobby's son and then not let him take buck home from the hospital or see him during his recovery #or let them have any conversations after that moment #also i desperately need something for bobby to do and i ADORE the angst of a big death only to get to have the joy of them being okay #fuck mcd i don't want it but i DO want the characters to occasionally think they are gonna die or someone they love did #remember that vm hen left for karen in s2? instant chills #more of that but always let them be okay

[arolesbianism]

Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner

#rat rambles #oc posting #warriors posting #spiraling upwards #long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds #I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated #and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them #oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much #and for good reason get his ass #alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones #aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit #so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another #honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that #most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will #and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan #but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot #she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic #but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated #some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them #instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding #it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming #out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits #that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion #she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit #so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards #now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while #for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place #she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy #but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up #and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly

[fatummortem]

#robbie #comics spoilers #avenger forever spoilers #welp here have angst #all rider vs doom #i think ghost goblin is here? #or fuck if i remember the name #goblin rider ghost goblin idek #is here too #he's actually fighting them both #but yeah the comic is just being dramatic with the angst robbie doesn't die #spoiler alert he's stopped from from doing this at the last moment #but wow is this angsty #so much in his head boys got issues from this war #watch the comics not know what to do with his recovery after it's done

[citrine-elephant]

unhinged thoughts with leon and simmons for some reason and now my mind is going wild via last rebloig iaosdmk

#i uh.... that uh... 18+ thing i will refrain from further comment #BUT secondary urge there #and non-explicit too via previous posts involving angst #but that would follow details of leon being confused as fuck with clara and her revenge plot #and chris and ada and sherry.... #eughhh.... sherry finding out leon wasn't dead and her boss actually just blacksite'd his ass #thought about helena betraying leon too.... even with his guard up..... learning about debora.... #and this bleeds into a thought of hunnigan with a rocket launcher for some reason #imagining tho leon needed to be the fall guy bcuz of how skilled he is + well the plot of re6 outlines it perfectly why he's a danger to #simmons and all that #im tag ranting because i'm feral for leon being tormented by the baddies #the idea of his mind being fucked with by betrayal and this weird version of ada #and probably being infected and used by simmons as a weapon #and the idea of him being aware of the hurt he will cause #and then chreon moments and aeon moments and AHHH

[gil-notskajla]

[OC] related to helrobu: running gig where new people enter his silly little hideout/chambers for the first time only to stumble upon bodies upon bodies upon bodies and freaking out

#like WHAT THE FUCK ARE THOSE CORPSES?!?! #and hes like WELL not YET #THERES POTENTIAL THO #idk if i said it before ever but he would find people in severe condition and wouldnt be able to help them at the moment so he would just #put them in deep stasis kinda like uhhh throw them into the freezer #like idk maybe i will fix them in 100 years #not like it makes a difference to him with that lifespan #so this guy has like 50 people in there #maybe more #imagine #helrobu #oc #lore #and yes i considered the part where it does make a difference to those in-stasis people that angst is totally the part of the appeal >:) #like hi man ive found you in th- stop freaking out. ive found you in the desert bleeding to death ur fine now tho. #everyone you ever knew is long dead. maybe besides vastaya if you knew any #anyway you cant stay here but its been nice talking to you #(next thing the person knows they wake up at outskirts of some village with some supplies and things they could sell to get money but its #actually 300 years later and nothing is the same anymore and they need to rebuild their life from the ground up)

[vveissesfleisch]

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#oh my god what the fuck was that. what the actual fresh fuck. was that movie #literally who was that for #I’m fucking!!! distraught?!? #I don’t even know where to begin #why did they continue the story like this?? we all know the history here we know how uhtreds story ends. we didn’t need to be smothered with #a watered down half baked unsatisfying angst fest #the story was so insanely rushed. the new characters so incredibly underdeveloped. and old faves barely got a word in #there wasn’t enough history in there for the history buffs and there wasn’t enough story in there for the fans. and fuck me there was ZERO #fan service. fan violence only #so many out of character moments! #if they were going to continue the story after ending the show so beautifully #they should not have done it like this #there were 3 moments I loved and they were each a split second long #and I have so much fanfic to write to make up for that #good fucking fuck I’m about to call out of work so I can write some emergency fixit fic. #man I did not expect it to be so disappointing. #I’m not gonna tag it because my sentiments are negative as hell but let’s just say tlk ended for me with the series finale #this movie is bullshit. except the fics that rise from its ashes. #they did us sooooo dirty after doing us so so so SO good #oh man what the fuck. #sigh. #at least my boys looked absolutely gorgeous #SIGH!