#Untold feelings

[someoneyou-knew]

Another story ended

Ended with a full stop.

A conclusion,

An answers to all the why's.

My soul learned the bitter lesson

Why it was not for me

Why it didn't meant

Why for all the cries

And my heart understood

Why to be quiet ...

#poem #untold feelings #original poem #poems and poetry #heart been broke so many times

[mariathea]

Stay lowkey. Not everyone needs to know what's happening in your life. ❤️

#country side #feelings #nonchalant #nature #untold thoughts #untold feelings

[wisesoulsummer]

A Warm Embrace in the Cold Night

Different feelings swirl within,

Skin to skin, a gentle kin,

Innocent eyes, bright and bold,

Busy cities, stories untold,

And as the night turns cold,

A warm embrace to hold.

It begins by describing different feelings swirling within, as if there are many emotions at play. Then, the focus shifts to a tender moment of skin-to-skin contact, suggesting a close and intimate connection between two people. The innocence of someone's eyes is then described as bright and bold, perhaps contrasting with the hustle and bustle of busy cities that are home to untold stories. Finally, the poem ends by mentioning the night turning cold, but with the promise of a warm embrace to hold, a comforting and intimate moment to counterbalance the coldness.

#twobirds #warm #cold #friends #untold feelings #embracesadness

[youmakemefeelblue]

I didn't like what I did

but

I don't regret it.

#Untold feelings #spilled thoughts #thoughts

[peacevee]

I am being real

I feel unsafe

You make me feel

Unsafe

Anxious

You have to go!

(These are the chronicles of the anxious)

#Anxiety #untold feelings #feelings #toxicity

[kairithemang0]

Yknow what, here's a silly thing for yall

Give your top 5 musicals, and then a musical recommendation, then tag your mutuals <3

Spies Are Forever

Hadestown

Twisted

Falsettos

Next To Normal

My recommendation for yall is The Notebook! It's really great, the cast recording just got released to spotify a week ago and it's just incredible.

no pressure tags <3 @mangocheese37 @cindytoast404 @pangothepangolin @paranormaltheatrekid @androgynous-sack-of-flesh-3 and anyone else who would like to join :D

#musicals #tag game #spies are forever #hadestown #twisted the untold story of a royal vizier #falsettos #next to normal #the notebook musical #idk im bored yall #feel free to join #or dont #idk

[botanautical]

"I don't understand what anyone's thinking! I'm scared! It feels like I'm surrounded by monsters! It doesn't matter what I say - nobody understands me! My parents were the only ones who did, and they're dead!"

#bsd ranpo #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanart #the untold origins of the detective agency #bsd spoilers #bungou stray dogs spoilers #eye strain #i originally drew this at the start of december after reading untold origins and it has been sitting in my drafts ever since #i can't believe so soon after reading it i am now seeing this story animated!! i hope everyone is enjoying it - they've adapted it nicely #ranpo is so dear to me - his feelings of alienation really hit me where it hurts :( #the quote is from pg. 121 of the english yen press edition of untold origins #botanautical

[alexispink31]

“It is not the bruises on the body that hurt.

It is the wounds of the heart and the scars on the mind.”

#can you relate #the truth untold #remember #tumblr fyp #past love #feelings

[ahdriking]

I've been thinking a lot about Porsche post season 1, and it's honestly taken me a really long time to come to terms with what I think the future holds for him (and a potential season 2, my version of it anyway), but I think i've finally figured out that niggling feeling at the back of my mind telling me that this is the calm before the storm.

This isn't Porsche's happy ending. How could it be? The show went to great lengths to demonstrate to us and remind us time and time again that Porsche hates loan sharks and predators, and that's exactly what he's become. And it is what he's become. The show may never give it to us in explicit detail, but we're made aware that the role of the second family is very different to the first family. Their role is the dark, bloody, messy bullshit that the first family can't afford to sully their hands with. It's the racketeering, extortion, drugs, torture, gang wars, murder and violence that is typical of the real mafia world. Porsche, an orphan who spent his entire life under the yoke of loan sharks, is now responsible for operating a bloody and violent criminal empire. And that's supposed to be his happily ever after?

In reality, I don't think Porsche would ever have accepted the role and the ring if Kinn hadn't been the one offering them to him, and even then I don't think Porsche would have accepted the role unless he knew that if he didn't, he would lose Kinn. Because, as much as Kinn loves Porsche, as much as he wants him and would never hurt him willingly again, as much as he would never choose to leave him, Kinn was raised an heir. Kinn was shaped and molded to take up the mantle of his fathers legacy. Kinn bears the full weight of the responsibility for his family on his shoulders, and he has for the majority of his life, a life that has never completely been his own. Kinn cannot walk away from it, he would never be able to live with himself, he wouldn't be himself, and I think Porsche knows that. Kinn may be soft and loving and affectionate in private, but in public, Kinn is cold, calculated and ambitious-- but there can't be one without the other. Both are what makes Kinn who he is.

So Porsche accepts the ring and the role as head of the minor family because he knows that if he doesn't, he's forcing Kinn to choose between his family and Porsche, between his dark side and his lighter side, and I think Porsche, rightfully, is terrified that he doesn't know what Kinn would ultimately choose.

So the choice ends up being Porsche's, and he chooses Kinn. We know this, because he explicitly rejects the idea of belonging to the second family, emphasizing that it's Kinn's side he's on, demonstrating that his position is entirely contingent on Kinn. He makes the sacrifice of becoming everything he once hated, just so Kinn doesn't have to make an impossible choice.

But how long can that last?

How long will Porsche be able to cheat and lie and extort and murder before it starts to really get to him? How long is he going to be able to act like the tough, unaffected mafia boss when he hates everything he now stands for? How long will it be before he starts to resent Kinn for it? How long before he loses himself?

THAT'S what I think would make for a fascinating season 2: Porsche's descent into darkness, his abandoning of himself, for the sake of the man he loves. Porsche trying to reconcile the things he has to do and the man he has to become, all for the sake of Kinn. And Kinn watching Porsche's joy and brightness and goodness slowly flicker, fade and die, knowing that it's for him. Because of him.

I think there's only one way that it all ends: Kinn has to make a choice. Kinn has to choose. Either he becomes the man his father meant for him to be, following in his footsteps and adopting the mantle of ruthless criminal leader, or he rejects his father, and by proxy his family, and chooses Porsche. The longer Kinn waits to make his decision, the more of Porsche he will lose.

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche meta #JUST SOME RAMBLING AND PONDERING #JUST HAVING FEELINGS #honestly this may just be me projecting my darkfic thoughts #but id love that version of a season 2 #dark and gritty and fucked up and messy #its not lack of love that becomes their challenge its not infidelity or poor communication or any other bullshit trope #its the harsh and cruel reality of the life they live #and the untold toll that it takes

[githvyrik]

I hate hate hate when I give the mild critique of “yes because a woman in this terrible situation would be very worried about upholding the beauty standards of modern society even though she lives in a Fantasy Realm” and people are like “yeah well maybe it makes her feel better that’s her choice 🙄” like no actually it’s not her choice because she’s not real

#I’m like yeah sure if I had just witnessed a bunch of people being ripped asunder by giants and accidentally released untold ruin from #its ancient imprisonment I totally would take the time to pluck my eyebrows #and it’s like ‘well maybe self care makes her feel better’ why is THAT self care. can’t she just take like a warm bath #(the thing I’m specifically talking about here is a fanart lol she is not described doing intense self grooming in the book) #also why does every fantasy protagonist have to be the most boring artbreeder yassified model #can’t she either be a) Just Some Lady or b) at least look more interesting #ALSO she sweats a lot and lives in a low tech society and is constantly covered in crud. AND she’s a teenager/early 20s. WHERE is the acne

[carrotkicks]

it's because Mori is so good at manipulating the situation so that it's his way or no way. He's so heartless and conniving, but it's all for the greater good. the man is literally the definition of "the road to hell is paved with good intentions" he's one of my favorite characters. Hence, I obsessively thought about what if he actually acted on empathy AS WELL as his morals. ADA Boss Mori going through a self reflection/ growing a heart arc during the war and realizing how fucked up both the war and himself are, abandons the whole "Immortal Regiment" plan halfway though after seeing all the psychological damage it put on Yosano and the other soldiers.

And after the war he invites Yosano to stay with him as his ward and work at his underground clinic with the offer of never having to use her ability ever again if she doesn't want to. She takes the offer but only because he began treating her kindly in the later half of their service. So they have a really fractured relationship but Mori puts in a lot of legwork trying to repair it. Eventually they get a father-daughter sort of bond.

At some point they find Oda who wants to leave his assassin past and is being framed for a murder. So there's a mystery to solve! eventually the three of them (plus Elise ig) leave the Yokohama underbelly and start the ADA. To save people and solve crimes. Once Dazai joins the detectiving only intensifies.

#sorry i feel so insane about this idea specifically #an lo the birth of my insanity brain reverse fukumori au #meanwhile fukuzawa's still being a lone wolf and eventually stumbles upon a very smart boy with nowhere to go and hates the world #much later than how it went in untold origins #fukuzawa eventually becomes the old boss's body guard. Ranpo and him come up with the plot to assassinate him. #ideas posting #reverse au

[mariathea]

My love for you was passionate and genuine but traumatizing.

#nonchalant #quotes #poems #sad thoughts #feelings #untold thoughts #untold feelings #poetry #feed me

[aroacehanzawa]

i'm going to be real with you guys for a moment. i don't think i'll continue following bsd much after this point

#i take back what i said about being excited for what's to come. i mean i am. in a very general impersonal way. #but the way the series is going. if the ending of the anime is going to be followed by the manga in a similar direction #is just very different from the silly armed detective agency vs port mafia authors with superpowers slightly high-stakes slice of life #that i originally signed up for. i've felt this way the whole decay of angels arc and just stuck around to see what happens #and because i care about the characters. bsd was always a character-focused manga for me #but the direction it seems to be taking is this massive epic entire-world-at-stake military scifi drama #where super epic power-up style ability weapons (and one-off overpowered nameless ability users are introduced and killed off in the same #scene. like the time manipulation catgirl) take the forefront at the expense of actual character focus and character development #like why are most of the (original) cast completely unaccounted for in what was meant to be a satisfying ending. #did asagiri forget that atsushi is the main character. why did tachihara's and sigma's arcs get cut short like that. #and frankly i feel like bsd started to take this direction from storm bringer onwards. the focus and scope of it is very different #to for example the untold origins or dazai's entrance exam or even 55 minutes. but if i were to theorise i would say that the scope of #the current direction of bsd must have started germinating during the 55 minutes light novel. if you can see what i mean #anyway more importantly i find that the tone is now entirely different from early bsd. it's just not the series that i fell in love with #so i think it's best that i stop here before letting it turn sour like jujutsu kaisen is to me now. #i have the manga (and anime) that i can reread (rewatch) up to the perfect crime arc whenever i want #i can reread the sskk fight of volume 20 whenever i want. i can revisit sigma and nikolai's chapters. there's wan. there's the light novels #and there's the wonderful fanfics and fanart and so many metas to read. that's what brings me joy more than the series itself nowadays. #that's all. end of era i guess. to an extent

[aliceisaperson]

Twisted, and I say this without exaggeration, is honestly probably one of the most genius musical I’ve ever seen in my god damn life.

#idk I feel like because of what it is people in the general theater community don’t really give it a chance #it’s so fucking good though #I feel like I could write a whole essay on how amazing this musical is #twisted the untold story of a royal vizier #starkid #musical theatre

[aprylynn]

Receiptify Time!!! I was tagged by @raplinenthusiasts @epiphanytear and @sevencoloredstar to post my receipts from last month 🥰🥰🥰

Tagging @lauraperfectinsanity @summerwave @hopeinthebox @cosmicdreamgrl @cordiallyfuturedwight @lightedwindows @zerotolove to post your receiptify if you want 💗

#sorry if you’ve already been tagged i just love you all so i tagged you anyway #did i wait to post this until today so that love of a girl would be number one??? #yes yes i did #it has been on repeat while i laugh and cry at the same time #the avett brothers are very close to my heart and make me think of my family and i know my dad would have loved that song #also i agree with that person on tiktok who said if you don’t like le sserafim’s easy than sorry you’re not a bad bitch #obviously completely obsessed #as you can tell by don’t forget me and love untold that i love feeling like i’m being stabbed in the heart as i listen to songs #i’m going to see enhypen in may so i have to learn everything about them before them #and lastly mic drop and wake up appear because i continue to share my spotify account with my 6yo #receiptify

[circle-around-again]

"TD-D9 hobbled back into the chamber carrying a tray that held plates covered by domed lids. The droid set the covered plates before the seated figures, then said, 'Are you finished with me, Master Sidious?' 'Most definitely,' Sidious said. Keeping his eyes on Maul, Sidious waved at the droid. TD-D9 lifted off the floor, flew across the chamber, and smashed into the wall." (Windham, 70).

And so Sidious looks directly into Maul's eyes as he kills his proto-mother.

I'd like to talk about the class + gender dynamics of this little scene.

Deenine is obviously a British aristocratic servant, if we use the domed lid as a reference. She has served as Sidious' butler throughout the text, with the expected stoicism of the role having morphed into actual faceless steel.

What is interesting here is that she naturally doubles as another role; a mother. She controls the domestic space of this fortress while Sidious goes abroad. She raises and tyrannises Maul, but they must both bow to the patriarch.

Like the stay-at-home-mum and the Victorian nanny, she is dismissed once the little bird flies the nest. All power she once held evaporates.

#The Wrath of Darth Maul #notes & quotes #chapter 6 #I know this is a major trauma scene for Maul here #the severed parental bond #but I just wanted to focus on Deenine here in her last moments #and her own untold tragedy #it must be truly awful for your killer to be smug #anyway #sidious made sure that she had no further control over her boy #but somewhere in maul's psyche its there #he uses a spider form because when he was dying #spider legs is what made him feel safe. #and he kept her accent too. #maul's a mother's boy #the mother in question is just Deenine #Maul #Deenine #Sidious #an unholy family