#What is this about?

[forestshadow-wolf]

I too often think about them holding it together until they get home/safe and then they just break down, absolutely devastated. And the other ginds them like that. On their knees, sobbing, eyes puffy and red-rimmed, they hadn't even made it fully through the doorway...

#what is this about? #honestly idk #el rambles #soapghost #ghostsoap #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #call of duty #cod #cod mw2

[frownyalfred]

I’m not a toxic fan, I just know in my heart that a 14 year old on ao3 could absolutely do it better

#and that’s on god #what is this about? #you guess #honestly most media #some tv writing is so lazy #or just uncaring #ao3 #fic #fanfic #fandom

[pebblysand]

Someone with a h*rry p*tter house in the bio should keep any opinion to themselves.

coming from someone who won’t put their @ to their own opinion, i find this incredible. why don’t you come off anon and we can talk about my HP house, eh?

#also #WHAT IS THIS ABOUT? #is this about #selling sunset #or tumblr #i have too many hot takes mate i’m so confused

[i-am-a-fan]

There’s something almost… undiagnosed about his vibes.

#speck rambles #what is this about? #no idea #either me #or your favorite guy #honestly actually #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #vash the stampede #lmk mk #lmk wukong #this is actually about me trying to read 5 books at once all while missing lmk

[scrollwyrm]

Do you know what you're doing when you're doing that you're going to offer yourself to some self transactions I hope sometimes if you'll be providing info language alarms though she says the obvious buzz of procrastination results you're all in your allowed like a white there isn' You know me motherfucker white man I mean by the fucking nightmare I just want you to say it's fucking quiet underneath it Already come on and they come up walking back and what comes you knowDo you know what you're doing when you're doing that you're going to offer yourself to some self transactions I hope sometimes if you'll be providing info language alarms though she says the obvious buzz of procrastination results you're all in your allowed like a white there isn' You know me motherfucker white man I mean by the fucking nightmare I just want you to say it's fucking quiet underneath it Already come on and they come up walking back and what comes you know

Someone tell me what this means because I have no clue. Please only send asks if they’re serious and/or at least semi-coherent?

#I’m literally some rando on tumblr #I’m also laughing at you #what is this about? #why. just why #small artist problems #Spam

[canyon-of-chaos]

I try to be nice.

I help you and i save you when They hurt you.

I try to be helpful

Why do you always run from me?

"Your snout is much too short."

"You walk on only two legs."

"You're too scary."

"You speak too loud."

"And where's your tail?"

"You're the problem here. So go away, human."

You find me terrifying. Disgusting. Wrong

So I stay out of your way.

But every moment i glance at you, you stare back and whisper.

Whisper about me.

i don't know what I did wrong.

it was something They did.

but i'm not Them.

i try to come back and make up for the mistakes.

mistakes that i didn't make.

but you don't forgive me.

#what is this about? #it's for you to decide #this isn't about my relationship with a real person thought. #dw #humans #animals #i mainly wrote this bcs i was pissed off at ppl who think humans are a curse #or that humans are too evil to be liked or cared about #the they in question is probably companies #or climate change #or pollution

[spocksgotemotions]

I am so normal. People WISH they were half as normal and well adjusted as I am. Just a real normal regular Joe guy here. Normal with a capital N

#captain’s own #dumb bitch hours #what is this about? #good question I’m not sure #I’m not wizard high anymore #or at least it’s wearing off

[dbphantom]

Frustration is getting bigger

#What is this about? #A lot #Swatting my autism with a Broom #Cruddy rambles #Near posting

[ashmaenas]

I must not get upset that someone has fundamentally misunderstood the character I kin. Getting upset that someone has fundamentally misunderstood the character I kin is the mind-killer. Getting upset that someone has fundamentally misunderstood the character I kin is the little-death that brings total obliteration.

#what is this about? #guess you will never know #also tbc I mean general new age kinning—not old school Tumblr kinning #fandom vent #dune #fandom stuff #fandom

[sardonic-the-writer]

the 1st 2 are not official, the first one is fanart and the second one is edited to make Murdoc’s hair longer

what

#i'm confused #what is this about? #sardonics anons

[gothic-mothic]

First, I like your font too, especially the colours. 💗

Second, are you into other fandoms?

First, Ty :3

Secondly, so. Many.

Fnaf and tf2 are the first things that come to mind, especially fnaf:Security breach since the new dlc come out recently (by the time I’ve posted this I have probably already drawn art of Eclipse, I love my boys). I tend to fixate on characters and I’ve always loved the tf2 comic so Medic has been on my mind with Engineer also making his way in there. Oh !! And Deltarune :3 love deltarune, especially Spamton. I love seeing AUs about it too, people are so creative. I really love HLVR:Ai too, just recently I got the Frenrey Pink-to-Blue fan Zine! In that series I heavily fixated on Benrey, my sona is actually heavily inspired after my own design of him!

Other offhanded fandoms I’m in are Call of Duty, Spooky Month, the ARG and Analog horror community, homestuck, Steven universe, and probably a bunch of stuff that I’m missing. I love a lot of things !

Ever since I got into tsp (over a year ago) Ive mostly been paying attention to that and not much else so I haven’t given my other fandoms much attention. However I still do love them dearly

But anyway ! TLDR: Tspud has taken over my life, I can’t focus on much else, it’s a problem but we’re still living laughing and loving

Despite that, I like video games (like fnaf, tf2, and portal) and webseries (like HLVR:AI, Spooky Month, and ARG/ analog horror stuff)

And I love to ramble

#Suzuki-notsonormal #apologies for the word vomit that I just dropped on you haha I don’t get to talk ab myself often so I tend to go a bit overboard #like I need to say all these things in a short amount of time bc people won’t listen for long !! go go go !! #lmao that’s probably why I’m always going off in my tags #bc I can say can what I didn’t have time to in the post #I can expand on thangs #ESPECIALLY if it’s about my boys (Stanley and Narrator) #i loveeee talking about my boys #this ain’t ab them #what is this about? #FANDOMS yes yes #I’ll leave it here before the tags get longer than the actual post again haha #apologies !! #.txt

[janeway-lover]

Arson but in a good way

Wha- what?

Please clarify.

#asks #anon #van is this you? #what is this about?

[seaverity]

Nepeta would most likely be a really muscular girl when u think about it

I agree.

Also, hi…?

#what is this about? #damn i got an ask

[draculagerard]

party

#HI MARR #what is this about? #moose asks #mar

[deadlysprinklez]

A young explorer travels around the world in search of magic in a world that demands magic does not exist.

The young explorer travels across mountains, deserts, any insurmountable challenge, simply to reach their goal and find magic, any magic.

The search goes on. Months. Years. The explorer is not so young anymore. And their hope is fading, not fast, but fast enough to cause doubt.

One fateful day, the explorer travels to a spot of the world long forgotten by, if not all, then most. And there they find their magic. Be it a genie's lamp, a pixie's hollow, a great fairy, a god, none but they know, but the story they tell is that they met a grand being. And after a bout of formalities and excitement, they asked a question.

"Would you grant a wish for me?"

And the grand being was impressed by the tenacity of the explorer, who had found the most remote of remote, who had found this place after millennia of it being hidden. And the grand being saw the passion in their eyes, the fulfillment of finally being so close to the goal they had ached to reach. And the grand being relented, "I cannot promise anything, but I will try."

And the explorer responded. "Can you change me?"

"From what, to what, for what? Would you like your youth back, that you had spent trying to find me? Would you like wounds healed that you had gained over your journey?"

"No. No, I'm afraid it's nothing as simple as that."

"Then...?"

"I would..." The explorer hesitates. "I would want to change a part of me. A barrier that I worry I cannot cross on my own. I have sought you out for years because I fear what would happen, what could happen, and what hasn't happened yet."

"I believe I understand you, and I believe I can help. But if I am to help you, you must know that everything comes with a consequence."

The being continued. "I am no trickster, as many would like to believe, so I will not turn you into a newt, nor will I cause something horrible and drastic to happen to you. But if I do this, it will rob you of your journey. And I fear that will make it seem unearned, and it will leave you dissatisfied for the rest of your days. Would you accept me taking your journey from you, to help you reach your goal?"

And the explorer pondered for a moment. And when they were ready, they responded. "I have lived for years. I have experienced turmoil due to the parts of me I could not change. Strife. Struggles. To one such as you, I am not sure if it compares, but this is all I have known. And I have fought to find you, this is my journey."

"But," the being retorted, "was the journey to change yourself, all this time? You fought, to your hardest, simply to find something you didn't know existed. Was the journey to find me, or to prove you had the strength to do what you had to do?"

The explorer hesitates.

"I have been here, hiding away for...much longer than your cities have stood. But I have seen what has been accomplished. Medicines that those who walked this planet mere centuries ago couldn't have dreamed of."

"So then," the explorer says, shaking, head turned down, "what huge joke is it that I haven't access to the medicines I need?"

The explorer continues, tears forming. "What divine joke is it that, though these medicines exist, I need to fight to prove that I have these problems in the first place? A fight I cannot put up on my own. A fight against a system stacked against me."

The being hesitates for a moment.

"And what a joke it is," the explorer, wheeling around, unrelentingly goes on, "that the challenges and difficulties can be so easily solved by these medicines, that they are held for reasons I am not told, and then go on to research, only to find no good reason! What a great laugh it is that I have to worry that people will think of me differently, that I am at risk of being looked down upon, or worse yet, attacked for how I am!"

And the explorer looks back to see the being's reaction.

But there is no being there.

And there is no explorer.

The fantasy fades.

And I get up, and go to my computer. And I start typing.

"There's a flaw in there, you know." A voice rings in my head, persistent. "In the story, you portray the explorer to be alone. Now that's not very fair, is it? You have people in your life who want to help you, who are willing to help you."

"And what good is it if I cannot help myself? I don't have a lot of money. I just started a new job after not having one for months. I can't do the things I want to do because I'm always so far in my own head," I think back to myself.

"And what good is your head if you do not allow yourself to use it?"

And I struggle to come up with a more meaningful end.

But the struggle, I tell myself, the struggle is the best part. It shows you want to keep going. That you haven't given up yet. That because - not in spite of you having to, no - because you fight, things will get better.

I promise.

I promise.

And I hit post.

#writing #inner fantasy #inner monologue #sorry this one's kind of long #I've been struggling a lot lately but. this helps. #what is this about? #depression #adhd #trans #anxiety #a lot but also maybe none of those. idk. #mental illness #that one for sure #also it's probably a bit cliche #I don't care much tho just warning you lol

[lesbiciousbeginnings]

Paunch implies being actually fat xoxox

???

#mine #ask #what is this about?