#YOU BETTER GET READY TO DIE (READY TO DIE)

[markiza297]

you better get ready to die

you better get ready to kill

#my art #emh #fanart #tw blood #emh habit #habit everymanhybrid #everymanhybrid #slenderverse #evan myers #emh fanart #YOU BETTER GET READY TO DIE (READY TO DIE) #YOU BETTER GET READY TO KILL!!!!! #i love this song #anyway yaaayyy ive finished it #obviously it inspired by Andrew w.k.'s album cover #what do i say next #idk #please be normal to actors im begging on my knees #Spotify

[kiaxet]

Once again, the latest update from @somerandomdudelmao has left me fully in my feelings, and so I come to you with ~900 words of emotion.

(This one is a rough one: content warnings for death, sibling death, self-sacrifice, and just general despair. Y'all have read the update. You know what we're doing here.)

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It's supposed to be over.

Master Michelangelo-

(No, no, he's never thought of himself that way. No matter how many times he's been called Master Michelangelo, in his own head he's still just Mikey.)

-Mikey has given everything. He'd opened the portal, watched his own mystic energy - grown larger and stronger with each battle even as it consumed his youth and his very life as its fuel - tear through his arms, cracks traveling up his body until the force of it shattered his form, consuming everything that kept him bound to the physical plane in order to form one last-ditch attempt at setting things right.

He'd managed a wink and a smile, and then he'd died.

And yet he's still here. Why-

The promise. The caveat to the plan. Leo.

Leo had refused to leave him alone at the end, and Mikey will be damned before he refuses to return the favor.

Not that there'll be anything left to damn. The family's Ninpo is what connected them to the Hamato afterlife, and Mikey's is shattered, expended to give Casey a better chance at life. At this point, he's held together with the metaphysical equivalent of duct tape and spite - Donnie's favorite building materials when supplies ran short.

(Donnie's gone. Mikey failed him - failed to catch the infection, failed to cure it, failed to find his spirit amongst the Hamato ancestors. The Krang had obliterated him, and Mikey had failed to help until it was too late.)

(He can't find Raph among the ancestors, either. One more big brother failed.)

(He knows there won't be much left of Leo - not after Leo spent so long being Mikey's living shield, letting the Krang tear into his Ninpo time and time again in order to keep Mikey's intact - but he won't fail Leo. He can't. He can't.)

He's still here, for now, and that has to be good enough. He levitates, surveying a battlefield gone cold in the wake of an overwhelming Krang victory, and goes in search of his last remaining brother.

Leo's corpse isn't far - Mikey spots it near where the portal had been, face down in rock that had been blasted smooth and clean. Krang laser. There's no surviving those.

His gaze flickers upwards across the horizon, and he sees something glow near the corpse, a white outline coming into being before the color follows after, taking a familiar shape. It's-

It's Casey-

It's Casey, but he looks different. Better. His clothes are intact and clean - brand new, from the looks of it. His hair is washed and fluffy. His face and arms have filled out and his shoulders broadened, like he'd been getting good food and enough of it. He doesn't look like the Casey Mikey had made a portal for minutes ago; he looks like how they'd all wanted Casey to look, like he's finally getting what they would have killed to have been able to provide for him. He looks like a dream.

And that's how Mikey knows it's a lie.

It's the Krang. The Krang have done something, made one final twist of the knife that's been stuck in Leo's heart since the night they lost the Key - for all Mikey knows, they're going to use it to desecrate his brother's body, and he is not letting that happen. He zooms closer to Leo's corpse-

"We did it, Mikey, we got him out-"

-and feels the world tilt.

That's not Leo's corpse, because Leo's not dead. He's clinging to life, muttering nonstop in a voice barely above a whisper - he's not long for this world, but he's still here-

The lie cries out in Casey's voice and makes for his brother-

And Mikey lashes out, magic coming to his hands as easily as it ever did. It's not enough to incinerate the lie - the thing is too smart, too quick, and pulls back with only an injury to its arm. That's enough of an opening for Mikey to land in front of Leo, snarling at the lie wearing his nephew's face. "Don't. Touch. Him!" That's his brother. That's his brother. That's the only brother he has left, and he won't have him for long, but that doesn't mean the Krang can take him! "Whatever Krang trick you are-"

Spite, while fun, is no substitute for engineering. Donnie had told him that once.

The spite - and whatever else is holding him together at this point - gives out, the collapse manifesting as pain, and Mikey folds in on himself with a groan. He can fight - he will fight - but if the lie forces combat, then fighting will be the last thing he'll ever do, and Leo will die alone.

He can't. He just…he can't.

He drops to his knees, laying a spectral hand on Leo's head. Leo doesn't react - his Ninpo is shattered to begin with, and Mikey wouldn't be surprised if death's door has robbed Leo of his senses as it is - and just keeps talking.

"We got Casey through the portal, he'll be okay, he'll get to grow up without all of this, we did it, we- we- we did it, Mikey-"

Mikey kneels there, one hand on his inert brother's head as Leo's life slowly sputters out. Eventually he'll die, and what fragments are left of his spirit will disintegrate, too shattered by years of warfare to persist after death, and Mikey will let himself fade along with them. Together until the rapidly approaching end, like they'd promised.

He kneels, and waits for oblivion to come.

#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #future michelangelo #future leo #casey junior #cass apocalyptic series #no gods no betas we die like FUCKING EVERYONE I GUESS. IT IS THE APOCALYPSE. #/watches a Krang-shaped tumbleweed roll by #this one fought me every step of the way #and it's depressing as hell! but here we are #I've always loved those scenarios in which a character is beaten down and ready for everything to be Over #and it just won't end #not for the sake of torment but because things start getting Better #Cass has promised us Things Getting Better #so I can revel in the misery of WHY WILL IT NOT END for a little while longer #sometimes you just gotta write people being real sad and real hecked up about it #cw death #cw sibling death

[five-star-stay]

AAAAH SO

Lee know's vocal coach voicetuning (same coach as vocalracha!!!!) posted his autograph with the caption:

"ssaem~ could i go with my dongsaeng during lessons? leeknow's dongsaeng hannie~ ㅎㅎ"

Like the coach is teasing the way lee know asked for permission for han to tag along with him to lessons omfg, it's so cute😭💞

And from the messages they left with the autographs, maybe han will also start training with the same coach!

#man how GOATED do you gotta be as a coach to have half of skz at your door ready to learn your ways #voicetuning must be great especially by the improvement we see in seungmin and i.n and how highly Seungmin speaks of him?? #it makes me excited to know han might be taking lessons now too like wahhh if han gets even better in vocals I'll just die but yes plz #lee know #han jisung #minsung #vocalracha #kim seungmin #yang jeongin #stray kids #skz #skz thoughts

[kkoiishii]

cupcakes hd???

kokichi too???

hmmmm

BOOM BITCH💥💥💥💥 MAUAHAUSHAUAH

@grapefanta8669 you’ll maybe like this one :3!!!

#danganronpa #kokichi ouma #danganronpa drv3 #drv3 #danganronpa kokichi #cupcakes hd #mlp #my little pony #my little pony creepypasta #you better get ready to die!!! #tw blood #tw gore (?)

[swan2swan]

*Andrew WK chords*

#toonami #dr stone #YOU BETTER GET READY TO DIE GET READY TO DIE

[tvrningout]

writing kaiya's initial death and i'm clenching my fist bc i'm sad but also bc it's so good and makes me so!!! excited!!! to write again!!!

#might take an unexpected but fun new approach to kaiya's character and i'm VIBRATING!!! #i do still enjoy her original story but i like this new one bc ofc there will be guilt -- kaiya feels responsible for a lot bc of how she i #there is gonna be that element of 'i feel like a monster and can't accept that side of myself and i've repressed it greatly' #but it'll be lessened bc of her involvement with cyrillo perhaps?? #and she's going to be much more ready to fight for the people around her #none of this 'if i die it's fine i won't fight back' bc she has people she cares about and who rely on her #she will continue to fight and bite and crawl if she has to #guilt be damned -- she's going to protect her loved ones and the world she still feels so much hope for #I DUNNO IF I'M MAKING SENSE RN BUT I'M JUST SO EXCITED BC ALREADY I'M GETTING TO SEE A DIFFERENT SIDE OF HER #my baby girl my cinnamon apple i'm traumatizing you differently this time and i promise it's for the better ASDFGH #get ready to ramble | ooc

[chanyoungies]

my heart can’t beat without you !! // hyeongjun × i love you (happy birthday @wonjinist​ !! ♡ 2/2)

#cravity #song hyeongjun #EWIIIIIIIII DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #this is the normal looking gift . no more bad art i pwomise #i think i said most of what i wanted to say in the note in the first part . but . once again HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MY BELOVEDSTEST #i love you sosoosososososososo much i hope you always remember that AND i also hope that you can have a WONDERFUL day and weekend and month #(and then an amazing new year . 2023 u better be nice to eri or ELSE) #thank you for everything always #:< #*mine #there was a third one when i was originally gathering ideas . but i didnt find what i wanted for it yet nd its almost 9pm for me rn as i que #draft* this i dont believe in myself enough to manage to find everything i want nd actually get it all ready to edit nd get an actual draft #n manage to edit it all in the . 9? hours that i have left #not that its a big thing far from that but like HMMMM hm . #if i find what i want we might leave it for christmas . if i dont ... itll remain a secret between bie n i until we die

[kiwikeewan]

elon musk is free to come over and help me bake some cupcakes

#you better get ready to die

[croakings]

after 30 escape attempts i now feel like i'm qualified to have Opinions on hades game supergiant so.

WHY IS EVERYONE SO MEAN TO HYPNOS i love hypnos. for my first like 15 runs or so he's the only person i gave nectar to. i told my sibling this and got hit with "what the fuck is wrong with you he doesn't even give you anything" HE GIVES ME JOY.

and also his wallet. which is hysterical to me. HE JUST GIVES YOU HIS WALLET..... who could hate this guy. i ASK you

i do actually given that understand why his mom is like "uh,,,, hypnos has,, Things, and i'm ignoring him for the foreseeable future," but in his defense that is such a fucking funny thing to do. everything he does is such an incredible fucking choice. clown rights!!!!

i should mention i didn't bother checking what anything at all does or even is so i was collecting like basically nothing as i went along if i could help it. i was like "well that all seems like nonsense and a waste of time" and let me tell you. it wasn't

i like meg because i love mean people and i deeply respect how skilled she is in delivering as many low blows as she can think of but i DO wish her character design didn't include like, super saturated orange and magenta and lavender. i'm so sorry queen that's so ugly,,, you deserve better

dusa is cute but her voice hurts my ears. and i feel like they should have let her be mean. if i were her i would be at least a LITTLE mean

@ achilles you are my dad. boogie woogie woogie

@ hades fuck u. you are NOT my dad. especially with that boss fight. what the hell man. talk about a cowabummer it is OUTSIDE...... it should be a snowball fight. if it must be at all

also i was expecting theseus to be a lot worse speaking of bosses. i have more trouble with the stupid hydra i gotta be honest he's only got me like, once

orpheus is such a bizarre little gremlin man i was audibly like NO WAY when i finally checked what gemstones do and he showed up (yeah i didn't look until i had. the diamond. lmao). i support him stick it to the man king

on the topic of weird little gremlin men. NO ONE TOLD ME THANATOS WAS SO INCREDIBLY BITCHY,,,,,,, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS EXPECTING BUT NOT THAT. he's so funny i love thanatos also. if i could insert any item in the game it would be one of those megaphones with preprogrammed sounds and the button duct taped down on it so it just keeps blasting THATS MY BEST FRIEND every time he or hypnos shows up.

artemis is so cool it's a shame her boons Fucking Suck

dionysis athena and ares are definitely my top three gift pals. zues n hermes n aphrodite are all very close seconds because i only like them if i have some particular hammer upgrades also usually

i forgot to mention i'm like exclusively using the bow. i have everything else unlocked but like. she's the most bang for ur buck. to me

i also forgot to mention that charon is also incredibly fucking funny to me what the hell is nyx feeding her kids. they all rule so hard. he's just straight up smuggling. the question isn't who will let him it's who will stop him. and the answer is absolutely no one. he hustles so good it forms diplomatic relations i'm obsessed with him

i dislike demeter i'm revoking the bitchy rights card for her. banned blocked and reported she is not welcome in the club. her boons are also mid at best so far

i feel like i'm forgetting things even though this is super long. patroclus is great. eurydice is the BEST. i'm minorly suspicious of nyx. i hate poseidon he sucks.

OH ZAGREUS he rules too. adhd king, card carrying member of the bitchy club, rip for the parent situation. bisexual fuckup representation i support him also.

pretty game, great writing great music. the voice actors all went so hard. it's also nice how much effort they put into trying to keep things from getting too repetitive. it would probably be more successful with me if i used like, any of the other weapons at all

OH AND! i have been informed you can get stuffed animals. 10/10 no notes i understand why this game is so popular. true love IS giving someone your treasured little guy. vessel of your heart. hades game understands me i can't wait for something terrible to happen there is no way any of this ends well

#* #chatter #hades game #i do want to say again thanatos is SO fucking funny he's like hey idiot. fuck you. also hi i'm here for no reason to kill everything for u. #loser. this is NOT because we're friends. i'm MAD. anyway do NOT die if you do i WILL yell at you. because i hate you. xoxo #absolutely incredible wet paper bag of a guy he's only shown up like three times i'm still not over his whole. personality #SOMEHOW I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION HE WAS COOL THIS IS S O MUCH BETTER #anyway #aha #i wish i wasn't bad at video games i am so behind in all marriage counseling quests......... orpheus keeps getting yelled at 🥲 #IM SORRY BRO i was. uh. i'm working on it now!!!!! #edit: so true it's the autism. hoping patricide the video game the sequel is ready for me to shoot more of nyx's kids with the autism beam

[bonerey]

the thing about music in wbg is that i can feel it in my chest. the vibrations

#it just keeps getting better. ready to die ep i love you #WILDERNESS I LVOE YOU #wbg #woe.begone #w.bg #woe.begone podcast

[castielsupernatural]

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#my best friend and i were talking about therapy just now and how i wanna try going #and she was telling me her sister went because she was grappling with being bisexual (which i didn’t know) #and she was like explaining to me why a bisexual person might need to go to counseling for it #and i fought so hard to keep my face looking like. casually interested #and not like alarmed #because girl you don’t even get it #and that’s what’s scary to me. the fact that ppl i’ve known since i was in elementary school just straight up have no clue #i’m literally gonna just have to die with this knowledge. #BUT it makes me feel better that she is now much more open minded about queer people #seeing as when we were teenagers she said to me once that gay camp counselors are inherently perverted and should go to jail #like AS we were both getting ready to be summer camp counselors #so!!!!

[pepprs]

this is like stupid and selfish and gross and AGAIN it’s dangerous to post about this online / on tumblr atp but also i did a tag game about it before the decision hit so im gonna take the risk bc i can’t stop thinking about it. but like. aince i was literally like 6 i wanted to have a kid someday even if it’s like gross or scary or cringe or whatever and traumatic for me particularly due to personal reasons <3. like it literally is to the point where idk if i could even do it. but at the same time i did always kinda want to (and my reasons for wanting to have never been the right ones i don’t think and even for like being a mom at all even if the child wasn’t biologically “mine” there’s a lot of work id have to do mentally and emotionally to do that well bc i wouldn’t want my kids to be like… avenging me or anything or like only my kids because it gives me a chance to work through my own mom drama by mothering in the way i need(ed) to be mothered which is kinda my #1 issue LOL). but since this happened… like it’s SO stupid bc there’s a million reasons i shouldn’t be thinking abt this. and i mean my spiralingover national / world events in recent months has been in part bc of worrying about how cruel and unfair it would be to bring a child into a country / world that is so doomed (and feeling horrible for children who are already alive) because children deserve happiness and nurturance and comfort IN FULL and unconditionally and i truly think this world is becoming less and less able to give that to children not to mention some children never have and never will get to have that because of their race / ability / etc. but what im trying to say is all of this has made me realize.. damn i don’t think i can do this thing i always thought i would do / wanted to do actually because it’s too fucking dangerous now for parents and for children. and also it has further underscored all the other worries i was having about it (not that im in any position in my life right now to be able to like have a kid or whatever but still). and im trying to talk lightheartedly in this post even though none of this is lighthearted but it is actually so not lighthearted and genuinely horible on so many levels i want to cry and cry and cry and cry. like damn i thought there was this future ahead of me with this particular part of it i was looking forward to a nd now im too scared to even attempt to reach for it so i just have to say goodbye to it and make peace with that and it fucking sucks and there are people who were ON THE VERGE of doing it who can’t now and people who were going to use ivf (which im scared i would have to do and now maybe i’ll never know lawl 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪) who fucking can’t now and it’s like. lol

#purrs #also i don’t know if i can even like… idk. like how do you even date someone now. it’s stupid and cringe but literally how do you have a #relationship with someone or trust people sexually / romantically in any way. especially if they get rid of contraceptives LOL like what abo #about all of the reasons those are important outside of preventing pregnancies.. idk. this issue is so triggering for me and this is makingm #me hahe to think about it and talk about it so it’s like getting better somewhat but i still want to jump out the window about all of this #abortion tw #pregnancy tw #infertility tw #ask to tag #delete later #also i know this is exactly what They Want. but also like there are some things where it’s like yeah i could stick it to em but also i would #like to not die or come close to dying please. like lol. and this is assuming nothing went wrong in any way shape or form before i was ready #and… lol. it’s so bad. it’s so so so bad and i keep thinking about ivf which i shouldn’t but i am

[bredforloyalty]

i have to use tumblr less some of you are becoming like healthy stable fully realized people (or always have been) and i'm happy for you and cheering you on and acknowledging the pieces of advice that appear on my dash but tbh it makes me feel.. not good. due to my headspace these last few weeks or months or years

#feel shit about myself. i mean. as i often feel #like i can't be that. there are several things wrong with me on a deeper level but there are even more things wrong on the surface level #like everyday functioning and maturity you know. sometimes i get complimented on how articulate i am but if you look inside #you'll see that i am empty. a nothing person #with no real goals or aspirations or achievements. or hobbies #i have none of the qualities that someone who's ready for life has. do you know what i mean? #i'm scared all the time like i'm a coward and i don't sit with discomfort i just keep avoiding it #and it feels like every time i take a step forward it's followed by taking two steps back #and it feels like i can't talk about it with anyone because i cannot promise to become a different better person because i don't see a #precedent.. of me being able to make that happen. and i can't ask anyone to love me like this #it drives people away‚ talking about it but never fixing yourself or getting over your issues and i don't trust myself to fix it or stop #giving a shit #so what now #i'll just keep it all right here until i explode or die of old age i guess #kata.txt

[campirebites]

I don’t feel real and my family’s greatest talent is making me feel absolutely hated yeehaw <3

#I was supposed to go somewhere with my mom but got sad and then took too long to shower and get ready #the thing is still going on until liek 5 or something #but I heard her talk shit to my dad about how long I took and nobody ever cares about what she wants to do #sorry I was crying next time I’ll check your schedule before hands to make sure it doesn’t inconvenience you we just simply can’t have that #so now she’s passive aggressively hiding in her bedroom #whatever #I didn’t want to go anyway #sorry to inconvenience you I literally want to die and I’m being so brave about it sorry #you could’ve gone alone you miserable bitch #WE COULD STILL. GO. TOGETHER. #whatever. nothing I ever do is good enough. ever. #idk. I’m fine you know. like if I’m posting a visible vent I’m always way more fine than I seem. #don’t worry if I’m REALLY not okay u will never know <3 #that’s not really a don’t worry but .. basically if u see a vent post know that I am being dramatic about it in order to get over it #and I’m fine #this is like my way of leaving my besties a voicemail idk #shouting into the proper void just makes me feel a little better sometimes #anyway I’m gonna go obliterate myself with weed and maybe turn the shitty poem I wrote earlier into some shitty art #camshrieks

[celestialmancer]

U know what

I’m taking the current vibe & using it towards this one ramble I’ve been puttin off for a bit today

#the process of taking emotions & using them to fuel things never ends (i dont mean this in a neg way more just self observation) #(cause that’s just like my default sdlkfs literally just ‘fuck you -turns any neg energy into somethn creative instead- #refusal to let myself be stopped or somethn ig idk somethin along those lines— im supposed to be getting ready for bed dsjfls #but like yeah. i mean its better? plus it feels nice working on anything creative so like. win scenario) #also glad im leaving home early from work tomorrow (not glad its for medical appt but like. throat decided to tell me to die #& now im poss w an infection? idk somethn like that sjlkdfs) #ishtar rambles ;

[medicinemane]

You know... I was just struck by a thought, I wonder if it's that Sabe can compel people or if it's that he decides what will happen and then there's no choice but to do it (or more like, if the compelling is purely mental or if there's an element of shadow walking to it)

Because he's frankly ridiculously psychicly strong, and he's also actually an insanely good shadow shifter (like very nearly able to pull off x=x style stuff, it's just he has to make sure no one's looking including himself to pull it off... lot of grabbing things out of cupboards that obviously weren't there before except for the small fact that they've always been there as of now), so the thing is that if he tells someone to take a seat and they find out that's what they're doing regardless of if they wanted to... is it him messing around in their mind or is it that he's pressing on the fabric of things so that they were always going to sit down right then?

It doesn't really matter, and it's probably mostly the former for a number of reasons... but it did just kinda occur to me that he does a lot of the latter so that could totally be the case here too

(It's funny, but for a long time I hadn't noticed just how strong he'd gotten because it's all so naturally done, and then you start realizing that while he's just a very strong swordsman, that a lot of the more mental areas he's doing stuff far beyond what most people can do. I mean he's basically a living Arcana among other things)

(The other funny thing is while he was still in his own shadow, he was kind of a power hungry asshole, but the moment he actually got to see how things were by getting a bit of true power... he kind of realized he didn't care very much about being in charge anymore, became happy to take a backseat and focus on being the universal fixer, and once he didn't even slightly care about power anymore it turns out that it just kind of falls into his lap)

#of course he regretted being as much of an asshole as he could be at certain times; so he went back and took himself aside to say to chill #like just stepped in and said 'let's use less meatgrinders right now; like let's just pump the breaks on all this' #but I mean that's another place where he's very powerful is how second nature moving through time is for him #because he's realized that time is less a time and time is more of a place #simply open a window and know that you've already arrived when you want to #which is a good trait when you're the universal fixer #just grab a body that's ready to go through the motions of someone's last moments #reach out of the shadows just a tiny bit before their going to die and swap them with what's basically a corpse #and no one knows that they aren't dead; the nature of the shadow remains intact rather than splitting off because you've meddled too much #and meanwhile you get to keep a live version of the person that was supposed to die #all because you knew when you were going to #he's very good at just putting his finger on the fabric of shadow and making it so all roads lead wherever he says they do #so it doesn't matter what route they'll take; people show up exactly where they should when they should because that's a low point in fabri #if you just know you're going where you want to arrive; and that things are where you need them to be; and people do what you want them to #then it's just all already happened except for the part where it hasn't happened yet #the outcome is predetermined because you said it's predetermined #and then in spite of this he'll have fun sparing someone that's a better swordsman than he is; losing but putting up a good fight #because he's good enough he'd never lose to a normal person; but there's a lot of people who are just plain better than he is #and it's just a totally different thing... maybe he could just decide he's better and wins; but why would he? he isn't #if it were actually important then one; he probably is better than that person cause... the people at the top are all on the same page #if someone's being a prick then they're probably not even close to his league #like most of the people stronger then him physically are true immortals; or at least honorary immortals like him #but even if they were somehow stronger then... then he just wouldn't play #he'd just make them sit their ass down because he said so; or he'd Force choke them till they were down; or he'd use the spectral razor #there's just so many ways he can already have won that all he has to do is not engage in a way where he'd lose #I don't know... just a random rambling thought no one's gonna have an idea what I'm talking about with #mm amber