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bellarkefanfiction · 5 years
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in the woods somewhere
written by: Josephine / @selflessbellamy
prompt: Clarke has sex with Bellamy in the bunker instead of Finn and the snowball effect that would cause
word count: 8067
rating: mature
For now, we make the rules. 
His broad back is turned to her, his shoulders slumped, and yet the room seems to vibrate with his ragged breath. “I can’t protect anyone.” Running a hand through his chaotic hair, he cranes his neck to peer at her, dark eyes looming with thunder. 
How she ended up with Bellamy Blake in the bunker that she and Finn found during the acid fog is not exactly a mystery, but it still feels like one. He’s the wristband-cutting bully, the man who turned a blind eye to the strung up Murphy, but when it comes to leadership she knows that she needs him; the passion that seeps into every word he speaks, his ability to make the crowd roar.
“Why me, Princess? I’m just gonna get you killed.” 
Charlotte. 
The girl Clarke wanted to protect, even though she killed Wells. An hour ago, she flung herself off a cliff’s edge, and she saw the terror flash in Bellamy’s eyes before it morphed into pure rage, directed at Murphy. Now she wonders if it was more directed at himself. 
After taking another step forward, she’s close enough to see the emotion that’s carved into his expression. The king looks… defeated. 
“What happened isn’t your fault, Bellamy.” Biting her lip, she hesitates for a couple seconds before continuing, “You were right. This is on me. I should’ve never confronted him in public.”
At this admission, he turns around, facing her. His brow is furrowed, but he unclenches his jaw and fists. “I’m the one who allowed him to be hanged. I kicked the crate from beneath his feet.” 
Wait—he doesn’t blame her? At least not as much as she thought he did. 
Without thinking, she places a hand on his shoulder. “If we’re gonna work together, we have to share the responsibility.”
“The burden, you mean. Clarke...” 
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burninghoneyatdusk · 4 years
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Hey, just popping by to say that I really appreciate all of your support for 'sometimes (this has a hot, sweet taste)'. It really means a lot. Have a great day <3
Aw you’re so very welcome. I adore that fic, as well as comes and goes in waves & bite your friend like chocolate. It blows me away how good you are at writing complex emotions & relationships, you deserve all the kudos! 💕
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apocalyptist · 5 years
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snarky clarke remark #?
inspired by x
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brimay · 5 years
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the positivity revamp of my blog
(posting this even though people probably don’t care)
as we all know, season 6 of the 100 begins in a little over a month, and during this hiatus i’ve been thinking about how i wanted to run my blog, if i even wanted to run it at all. 
in the end, i’ve decided to do a positivity revamp to make it through s6 — here’s what that does and does not entail. 
it means:
i won’t be posting anything about shipwars. 
i will be writing more meta trying to analyze bellarke development 
i will try to do my best to cheer people up if things go wrong
it doesn’t mean:
that i won’t call out racism or other negative aspects of the show/fandom whenever i see it, because i will. 
i will respond with kindness to people who are rude in my inbox. in that case, i have all the necessary memes ready. 
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misseffie · 6 years
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I made a final one because I have no self-control  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
if i sound tired it’s because i’m dying
Here are : part 1 and part 2
Edit: Just realized I contradicted myself in the video. The scene has 23 shots not 24. Also... take a shot every time I say the words “close up” 😑
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octannibal-blake · 6 years
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💌 (i know we don't know each other that well yet, but i want to get to know you better bc you're amazing!)
jo, 
i’m amazing?! YOU ARE AMAZING! helLO! i’m so glad we’ve begun to talk here because you are such a beautiful person, inside and out. even if we don’t each other well yet, i can already see that. you have such a calm, tranquil presence about you on this chaotic site and it is so needed. and your writing, gosh, you already know i’m such a FAN. but i’ll say it again – it’s amazing! your way of telling a story, the depth and detail you write with is phenomenal and honestly, you inspire me! 
i’m excited to get to know you more. and to read every single thing you write ever. thank you for being you, because you’re a true beacon of light.
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chants-de-lune · 6 years
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5, 17 and 26 for the ask game :)
since how long did you write? 
I started writing for a Disney Channel ship back when I was like 14, and that’s kinda when I knew I wanted to be a fiction writer.  Then my parents  found out about it and didn’t like the idea of me wasting time on that when I should be studying  (my mom is still pushing me to write my original story instead of fanfic) and a bunch of issues in high school (academic and parental) kinda killed that drive.  But the 100 reinvigorated my muse and now I’m just trying to keep up with everyone else 
favorite AU to write 
ooh... canon divergent is great, I also like historical/fantasy AUs, since that’s the genre of my novel
story you’re most proud of?
Uh... I don’t know... I guess Strangled With Thorns for having the highest bookmark count at a whopping 20 people? I am proud of publishing that first chapter though, it took me three months to write (I am a GRRM writer to @asroarke‘s Stephen King) 
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richardmaddan · 6 years
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selflessbellamy replied to your photoset
*screams into the void* SEASON 1 BELLARKE SEASON 1 BELLARKE SEASON 1 BELLARKE
I KNOW!!!!!
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niylah · 7 years
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twinkle twinkle ⭐
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alwaysaprille · 6 years
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Happy birthday, April! I hope you have a great one
Thank you Josefine!
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cupcakeblake · 7 years
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ok but imagine modern Bellamy that's a history prof and owns a local book shop and has like seven dogs
this became a prompt idk if it is what you intended but i just had to.
The firsttime Bellamy meet Clarke he’s out with his dogs. He catches her stealingseveral glances his way. Feeling bold for once, he says “Can’t look away fromthese dashing looks, uh?” and he gestures to himself. By chance the cute blondesmirks and he can’t help but feeling smug about making her smile.
“I was staring at the dogs,” she says while nodding to them at his feet.
He looks down and remembers that he has seven dogs and that people tend to findit weird, for some reason.
“Oh” is all he can say and he blushes, mentallycursing himself for flirting with a girl in a dog park. She’s still smiling though.
“The good looks are helping though,” she saysshowing her notebook.
He takes it a sign to come sit next to her onthe bench. She opens the page she was working on and he can see himself withhis dogs on paper, a pencil drawing. She’s talented. He clears his throat alittle.
“Um, that’s good.”
“Thanks. I thought so too.”
She’s bright and lovely.
He doesn’t really know how to keep theconversation going but she seems fine with staring at him and he can’t help butstare back. While he’s a little uncomfortable about it, she studies him withoutshame.
“So.” He stretches his legs. “You often come tothe dog park?”
“I like to draw here.”
“I never saw you here.” And he blushes morebecause it feels more like an admission than anything else.
She shrugs and just says: “I moved here not longago.”
He hums in answer and takes a look at his dogs.
“I expect you come here a lot?”
He chuckles. “Yeah. Seven dogs.”
“That’s some Robin Scherbatsky’s shit.”
He laughs more and when he’s recovered: “Hope Iwon’t fall for a Ted Mosby.”
She nods. “That would be a shame, really.” She looksat his dogs too and his heart does a funny thing. “So, how did you end up withseven dogs? Not that it’s bad or anything. Just-”
“Weird,” he supplies.
“I was going to say ‘a lot’ but yeah,” shegrins.
“I always loved dogs, I had two first because Ilive alone and it was good company. One of my friends moved away and let mehers because I was the only one in our group friends capable of taking care of animals.I ended up with my ex’s after we broke up, but I can’t even remember why. Ifound a lost one and I couldn’t nottake her. And when my sister’s dog got her litter I just got two because Ialready had five, so why the hell not?”
She’s silent for a moment and he fears he boredher to death. He’s about to say she did ask for the story when she speaks again.
“And you live in town?”
“Um yeah. I have a pretty big house with a yardand everything. The dogs aren’t too unhappy I think.”
“They don’t seem so,” she says, her voice soft,just as one of the dog jumps and licks his hands.
“Want me to introduce you to them?”
She looks at him through her eyelashes and she’sbeautiful.
“Yeah I’d love that.”
He turns to his dogs again and blushes when hecalls them “Poseidon, Artemis, Hades, Hermes, Demeter, Athena, Persephone!”He needed a theme.
“Wow, nerd,” she laughs.
“Shut up.”
*
When he sees her for the second time it’s thestart of the school year and he’s meeting with a new student’s foster mother.He’s working on his lesson plans when he hears a small knock on the door of hisoffice.
“Enter,” he calls.
“Mister Blake, thank you for meeting with me.”
He gets up to greet her and when she turnsafter closing the door he recognizes her. She must recognize him too becauseshe lets out a small “oh”.
“Hello.” And he fucking waves like an idiot.
She bites her lips to keep herself fromlaughing and it makes him more comfortable for some reason.
“Hi. Um, take a seat, please.”
“Thanks.” And she sits in front of him.
She smirks a little and he doesn’t know whereto begin.
“I understand better the nerd dogs’ names now.”
He shrugs, used to this kind of jokes.
“I had to.”
“Obviously.” And they’re staring at each otheragain. He clears his throat.
“Shall we begin?”
“Yeah. Of course. I’m Clarke.”
He takes the hand she’s presenting.
“Bellamy Blake, I teach History.”
“I know.” She wears a small smile that gothis heart melting a little. He smiles back because he’s incapable of not doingso.
“You’re here to talk about… Madi? Is thatright?”
“Yeah Madi… I don’t really know how to start…”
“Don’t worry, just say what you feel isimportant.”
She takes a deep breath. “Okay. She never knewher father. Her mother raised till she was eight and then died from overdose.”
It hits him, the story a little too close to his, but he doesn’t say anything.
“She’s been living with her grandmother for awhile and it was good from what I heard but she was an old woman and soon shedidn’t have the strength to take care of Madi. She ended up in foster care.She’s been with me for a little over a year now. And it’s been… okay, I think.I don’t want to say good.” She has a nervous chuckle. And Bellamy resists theurge to take her hand in his. “We lived in a big city before we moved here but Ithought a small town would be better for her.”
He hums and lets her continue.
“She’s a great child. Really she is. She justhad a shitty childhood.”
And once again he can picture himself twelveyears ago.
“She’s smart but doesn’t like school, ofcourse. She had to leave school for a year so she’s older than her classmatesthis year. I don’t know if it’s going to be fine…” She bites her lips and adds, “History is her least favorite subject.”
He can’t help but smile at this.
“Have you ever met someone history was theirsfavorite subject?” She relaxes at his joke and it’s what he was going for so hesmiles more broadly. “Clarke… Can I call you ‘Clarke’?” She nods. “Clarke, I’mgoing to be honest with you. I never knew my father, my mother had a drugproblem and died from it when I was 15. My sister and I went in differentfoster houses. I know this shit.”
She seems profoundly relieved that this.
“I’ll take care of Madi the best I can. I knowhow to deal with teenagers.”
Her relief is written on her smile and it’sblinding. He will see more of Clarke Griffin, for sure.
*
He expects to see more of her at school, for parents’meetings and stuff but she comes to his bookstore the following week and he hasto go see her. She’s looking at a book in the classic section and he might fallin love with her already.
He comes behind her and takes a look over hershoulder. She mustn’t have sense him come because she jumps when he says: “Iwould recommend this book.”
She turns and takes him in.
“Don’t come behind people’s back like this!”
He laughs. “Hi Clarke.”
“Mister Blake.”
“Bellamy.”
“Bellamy,” she corrects and smiles.
“We have to stop meeting like this.”
“Like what?”
“Unplanned.” It’s bold but he feels prettyconfident. She laughs so it can’t be that bad.
“Wow. Smooth.”
He grins, a little smug about making her laugh.
“You have some game for a nerd.”
“Oy!”
She smirks and every damn look is a good lookon her, it’s frustrating.
“So, this is a good book?”
“Don’t change the subject, Clarke, I’m waitingfor apologies.”
“I said you had game I don’t see any offense inthis,” she says a little too falsely innocent.
“Get out of my bookstore, you’re banned.”
She blinks. “Your bookstore?”
He frowns, not understanding her surprise.“Yeah?”
“Aren’t you a teacher?”
“Well I also own this bookstore.” He shrugslike it’s not a big deal.
She hums. “You’re quite a catch, BellamyBlake.”
He starts blushing when Miller calls for him“Blake, stop flirting I need your help here!” And that would make his cheeks fullyred.
He lets out an awkward “sorry” and goes to seeMiller but Clarke follows him. He can’t say he minds.
They come to the counter and Miller doesn’teven glance at them.
“Clarke, this is Miller. I work in thebookstore Saturdays and during school vacations and he takes over during theweek. The books are the only company he can stand.
“Fuck you, Blake. You done with the flirting? We need to put the new books on the shelfs.”
“He’s not done with the flirting actually,”Clarke says and she takes his hand too and he might die from happiness really.
Miller glares at him, staring right into hiseyes. He huffs and rolls his eyes and goes through the back door to thereserve.
Bellamy turns to Clarke, not letting go of herhand.
“Sorry he’s pretty grumpy.”
“Oh I didn’t notice.”
He smiles and looks down at her.
“I fear I gave all I got in my game.”
He swallows when she links her hands behind hisneck.
“Good thing I have a pretty great game toothen.”
“Yeah. Good thing.” And he leans down tocapture her lips with his.
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bellarkefanfiction · 5 years
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Something So Flawed and Free
written by: Josefine / @selflessbellamy
prompt: ‘ok this is awkward but my last one night stand didn't seem to enjoy my hickey, you're my best friend and has more experience than I do, so I was wondering...may I give you one so you can tell me what I'm doing wrong?’ for anonymous 
authors note: I changed the prompt a little.
word count: 5070
rating: mature
Even though the sun is sinking beneath the horizon, coloring it soft pink and bright orange, the heat still hasn’t surrendered to the night. Because of this, Clarke has submerged her feet into the cool water of the pool. Closing her eyes, she can smell the rose bushes and hear the distant chirping of grasshoppers. If only her day hadn’t sucked so much, she’d be able to enjoy it.
Men, she thinks to herself. How disappointing.
In fact, there’s only a single one she likes. She pictures him: His Monet-like freckles and curly dark brown hair behind her eyelids, just before he shows up. The sound of the pool gate opening is what announces him, and she quirks up to see him walk closer.  
“Hey, I brought your favorite,” is the first thing Bellamy says, wiggling a large tub of Ben & Jerry’s Half Baked ice cream, but moments later his brow furrows and he continues, “Are you okay?”
Although she knows that doing so will probably worry him more, Clarke stands and runs to hug him, because she needs it right now. Bellamy wraps his strong arms around her waist, pulling her closer, and she buries her nose in the crook of his neck. The scent of sunscreen from his skin has blended with the familiar one of his cologne. It’s soothing like nothing else.
“You’re scaring me,” he croaks while rubbing comforting circles on her lower back. Then he pulls away just enough to search her eyes. His earthy gaze holding hers is not unusual, but the way he’s looking at her, soft as ever, makes her heart swell and her mouth go dry. “Did he hurt you?”
Once he’s asked that the corner of his mouth twitches, so she decides to reassure him right away, placing her hand on his forearm. “No—he was just a bit of an asshole.”
Bellamy’s jaw clenches. “That’s not a comfort.”
Well, it probably isn’t. With a sigh, Clarke leans forward to press her lips to his sleeve-covered shoulder. She lets her hands roam his back for a minute, running them down his spine and across his muscles until he shudders.
“O—Okay. Enough,” he laughs, pulling away to grab her hand and lead her to the edge of the pool again. 
Here, he sits down next to her, close enough that his knee brushes hers. “Do you wanna talk about it?”
Nodding, Clarke worries her lower lip as nervousness creeps into her bones. For the past six years, since she was twelve years old, she’s always talked to him about everything, and yet this is different, because it’s sex. They’ve dabbled in it before, telling each other about some things and people they found hot, but they’ve never discussed it in detail. Not like this.
“Did he make you uncomfortable?” It sounds as if Bellamy has to force the words to emerge, drag them out of their hiding. Knowing that it’s because he fears the answer, Clarke places her hand above his.
And he interlaces their fingers.
“No, but—” She cuts off when Bellamy winces. “But he didn’t make me feel comfortable either. I was very nervous, and he didn’t seem to care much about that. He just wanted to get laid.” As she speaks, her cheeks begin to burn, forcing her to look down.
“Clarke…”
Gently, he lifts her chin using his finger. When their gazes connect, she sees him swallow hard enough that his Adam’s apple bobs. “Did he ask for your permission before he did something to you, like before you guys...?”
“We didn’t have sex.”
Bellamy blinks, his jaw slackening a bit. “But I thought—”
“No. He wanted me to give him a hickey, probably so that he could brag about it to his friends, and then — after I’d done it — he had the audacity to tell me that I was bad at it. Do you think I was gonna let him put his dick in me after that?” Though her own choice of words has her cheeks feeling even more blotchy and hot, it makes Bellamy crack up.
Frowning, Clarke pushes at his shoulder. “You think this is funny? He said I was bad. It was so embarrassing.”
Placing his arm around her shoulders, he pulls her against his side. “Come on, Princess. You know you’re not bad at anything.” He mouths at her temple, which is something he’s done to cheer her up ever since they were kids, but this time he also presses a kiss to the skin there. “Don’t let that Tinder asshole get to you.”
“But what if I really am bad?”
He sighs, offering her an easy smile. “Then it doesn’t matter. Hickeys are overrated anyway.”
Sure, he might say that now, but if he thinks he has her fooled for one moment, he’s wrong. “You proudly showed off the one you had after you slept with Roma… She had one, too. Right here.”
She lets her fingertip brush the juncture between his throat and shoulder, causing him to scratch the back of his neck. Although he didn’t hide his hookup with Roma Bragg from her, they haven’t talked about it before, and because of this, it’s bound to throw him off that she brings it up now — just to prove a point.
Admittedly, Clarke thought it was weird seeing her best friend carry a bruise that someone else left. Even though she didn’t want to, she noticed and looked at it every day. It felt as if the mark was taunting her, though it was half covered by his shirt collar.
“That—“ he starts, biting his lower lip. “That doesn’t mean it’s not overrated.”
“Yeah, right,” she huffs.
At that, Bellamy grabs her shoulders to keep her from turning away. “Hey, I’m serious.” Despite the added force of his words, his eyes are still gentle, but they are more insistent. He’s doing everything he can to convince her, and yet it’s not enough, because she wants to be good at it. For some reason, it matters to her, even though she knows it shouldn’t.
As she looks at him, a dangerous idea enters her mind without permission; it’s unbearably loud, wants nothing more than to be heard. She has to bite her lip to keep it from flying out of her mouth.
“What?” he asks, his brow furrowing in confusion.
Shit. It would be so much easier to hide it if he wasn’t looking right at her, awaiting an explanation for her expression. In the end, she says, “Nothing. It was just a stupid idea that… popped into my head.”
“I’m sure it’s not stupid.”
Of course, he’s only trying to reassure her, but it doesn’t really help when she knows that it is — in fact — a horrendous idea, and even suggesting it could destroy everything, which is why she wants it to leave her brain.  
After a minute of persistent silence, Bellamy urges her, “Come on, you can tell me. I won’t judge.”
Oh, now he’s really set a trap for himself. She can tell him, and if he is offended by it then he went straight against his own promise, and he hates doing that.
With that in mind, Clarke forces herself to keep looking at him as she makes the suggestion, “Maybe you could teach me—How to leave a hickey.”
As she’d expected, his mouth drops open, but not for long. Quickly, he seems to gather himself because he wants to speak, and yet no words leave his lips. Instead of saying anything, he turns away a bit, rubbing at the back of his neck.
“Just forget it, Bellamy,” she rushes, trying to keep the desperation out of her voice despite the fact that it’s gripping her lungs, making it hard for her to breathe.
Once another few heavy moments have passed, he suddenly speaks up, “No, uh… I can do it, if you really want me to.”
Wait. Did she hear that right or has the unforgiving heat made her delusional?
When he turns his face towards her again, she notices the light pink tint that has crept into his freckled cheeks, and her heart skips a beat. As she nods, her mouth dries out.
“I’m only doing this because it matters to you,” is what he tells her next, but before she can decide how she feels about that statement, Bellamy lets his calloused fingertip travel down the length of her throat.
“You can’t just pick a random place,” he mutters, his eyes darting to hers. “Do it where the skin is thin and will bruise easily: the throat or collarbone or…” His fingertip moves upwards until it settles below her jawline. “Here, maybe.”
Although her heart is beating so wildly that it’s hard to focus on anything else, Clarke registers that his voice sounds gruffer than normal.
It makes her shudder.
“Are you cold? Do you want my jacket?”
She manages a smile, trying to play it cool. “I’m fine.”
Honestly, it’s a little weird that he would be this oblivious to the effect that his touch is having on her. Maybe he’s just doing his best to write it off as something else, so he doesn’t have to deal with the reality, which is that he’s more than capable of turning her on.
“Which place would you pick?” she asks him, and to her relief, her voice sounds natural.
Humming as he ponders, Bellamy touches her throat again; only, this time he uses his thumb instead of his index finger. He lets the pad of it brush her sensitive pulse, and a needy whimper falls off her lips, to her horror.
If he heard it, he doesn’t point it out, but he does make an instant decision. “This one.”
Just when she thinks that he’ll bend down to kiss her there, Bellamy pulls his hand back to her shoulder, which he gives a small squeeze. “How do you want me to do this? Show or tell?”
Because her breath hitches in her throat, her response is a mere rasp, “Show me.”
For a moment, he rubs at his jaw, and her eyes drift to the line of it, which looks sharp as a mountain edge. “Okay. On one condition, though: You need to tell me if you want to stop or if there’s anything you don’t like, alright?”
Clarke nods, feeling her heart pound against her ribs. It feels awkward sitting still, just waiting for him to make a move. Maybe she should do something with her hands, but what? Before she’s decided on anything, however, Bellamy leans forward, and she’s half expecting him to get right to it, but instead he nuzzles a sensitive spot below her jaw, coaxing her to tilt and expose her throat.
Once she’s done that, he presses his lips to her pulse point.
God…
She doesn’t know what she expected it to feel like, but it certainly wasn’t this: The touch is enough to make her body jolt from pleasure. His lips are full, warm and slightly chapped. After that first kiss, Bellamy hesitates for a couple of seconds, almost as if he expects her to push him away. When it’s clear that she’s not going to do that, he kisses her throat a second time, and a third. From there, he parts his lips, making the kisses more passionate.
It terrifies her how much she loves them.
Soon enough, he begins to suck gently at her skin, sending a pleasant thrill up her spine and causing her heart to spark like fireworks. Still, the sucking becomes harder, hotter, which is something that she didn’t foresee. A moan tumbles from her lips without warning, and she has to resist the sudden urge to grip at his hair.
“Oh…”
Bellamy pauses at the sound, but judging by the way he pulls her closer (almost onto his lap) it invigorates him. His teeth graze her throat until she whimpers. When she does, he lets the tip of his tongue dart out between his lips to soothe the sting as he kisses the sensitive spot.
Unable to keep her hands still, Clarke gives in, burying one of them in his soft hair. Mindlessly, she tugs slightly at the dark curls, letting them slip through her fingers, and Bellamy groans against her throat, which sends delicate tremors through her body and makes heat coil in her lower belly.
His lips travel upwards, leaving her neck to kiss a delicate place below her earlobe.
The bliss that comes with that sensation surges in her chest, and she can’t suppress the contented noises that pass her lips. By now, he must know what he’s doing to her, but it’s not holding him back: His fingers tangle in her hair as he kisses a rough trail down her throat until he reaches her pulse point again. He sucks at it with little finesse, rendering her breathless.
“Bellamy—” she gasps.
It makes him still.
No, please. Keep going, is her desperate, needy thought, but he doesn’t read her mind like he usually does. Instead, he pulls back, trying not to meet her eyes, which has her heart quivering in her ribcage.
The sound of grasshoppers chirping in the garden seems amplified as the silence stretches between them. Looking down, Bellamy brushes his foot through the water. “Hope you learned something.”
Even though he won’t look at her, she notices the fear that flashes in his eyes. Feeling a rush of pure courage striking her, Clarke slips out of her floral skirt and pulls her t-shirt off to reveal the black bikini underneath. She gives him a second to notice it before she slides off the edge of the pool, into the cool water.
After a whole day of sweating in the heat, feeling the soft movements of the water against her skin is amazing.
She doesn’t want him to miss out. “You gonna join me or what?”
For a moment, Bellamy appears to be apprehensive, but he can’t keep his eyes off her. In fact, he’s staring at her, though not in an unpleasant way; he seems to admire her, the way someone would admire an ancient, priceless piece of art.
He manages a smile as he tugs off his shirt and unbuttons his jean shorts before following her into the pool. Clarke wants to make a sassy remark, but she feels too breathless at the sight of his bronze skin and toned upper body. Her fingers are itching to greedily touch every inch of it.
‘Clarke’, he mouths, though he — much like her — has no air to speak. Now that he’s standing in front of her, leaving only a foot of space between them, she is struck by the desire to feel him against her.
They take a step forward at the same time. He’s close enough, so she places her hand on his forearm, and he responds by pulling her in until he can lean his forehead on hers. The heat radiates off him, and it makes her lips part around a low whimper.
“I’m gonna ask you a question,” are the words that break his silence. “But you don’t have to answer it.”
Feeling braver, Clarke lets her hands move to his lower back and trail along the waistband of his boxers. Because of this, his jaw slacks, so it takes him a long moment to speak up again. “How far did you go with this guy?”
Her heart jolts again. As her teeth dig into her bottom lip, Clarke slides her hand up his back and grips his broad shoulder. “He didn’t even see me naked,” she admits, her cheeks burning. To hide them, she presses her mouth to his collarbone.
His skin tastes salty, which is oddly intoxicating.
A dangerous question is lingering on the tip of her tongue, and she thinks about swallowing it, but her need to hear his response overpowers every bit of sense left in her mind, so she doesn’t hold it back, “… Do you wanna see me naked?”
Although she whispers it, Bellamy clearly hears it, because his lips part again and his dark eyes widen as they stare at her. Placing his hands on her shoulders, he moves her back slightly to search her gaze, but he won’t find any uncertainty in it, she’s sure of that.
“Fuck…” he mutters before he pulls her flush against him. Still, she barely has any time to realize what that feels like, because his mouth is on hers within the next couple seconds. For a moment, she freezes in complete shock, but when his lips make their first real movement against hers, she responds as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
Bellamy is incredibly nervous; the lack of finesse in the kiss gives it away: He sucks at her bottom lip with bruising force, their teeth clank against one another, and it’s just messy altogether, but somehow it still feels good. Kissing him like this, even though it’s chaotic, sparks a fire in her veins.
But it’s over as suddenly as it began.
Breaking away, Bellamy breathes hotly against her sensitive lips. “You can’t say shit like that,” he rasps.
“Why?” is all she can think to ask, since her brain has turned to jelly, same as her knees.
“Because I fucking want you!” It sounds as if he’s about to cry, even though the words are half thunder, and her heart quivers once again. Clarke is too affected by the emotion in his voice to understand the meaning of what he said until he repeats it, “I—I want you so much.”
Now, he’s more vulnerable than she’s ever seen him. The tears are welling up in his eyes, but he’s still looking at her as if she has his heart in her hands and it’s her choice whether she tosses it aside or holds it close. Usually, she knows exactly what to do to comfort him, yet everything is so different in this moment.
So she ends up rising to her tiptoes to capture his lips with her own.
This kiss is much sweeter, because she makes sure it stays that way. It’s supposed to be reassuring, not overpowering. When they draw back after a couple seconds, he gazes at her, and though a few tears still linger at the edges of his eyes the steady breath he takes reveals that he feels calm.
“I want you, too.”
She says it, not because it isn’t already obvious, but because she needs to, and because he deserves to hear it. Smiling, Clarke rests her hand against his freckled cheek, tries to battle the sudden urge to cry by touching him. To her relief, Bellamy smiles back and peers at her through his long eyelashes.
Encompassing her waist, Bellamy kisses her again, this time with every fiber of his being. His lips feel softer now, and their movements are controlled as opposed to frantic. He even soothes the invisible bruises that he left on her mouth earlier by grazing them with the tip of his tongue.
Woah.
Clarke shudders in pleasure when his hand travels up her spine to caress the back of her neck. After a couple of minutes, her lungs start to protest, and maybe Bellamy senses it, because he breaks the kiss, pressing his lips against her throat instead.
Knowing that he likes it, she tugs at his soft, damp hair until it pulls a hot groan from his mouth. Then he takes a small step back, which gives her enough time to unclasp her bikini top. “You wanted to see me, right?”
Of course, he never gave her a direct answer to the question, but what he did afterwards revealed his sentiment.
Bellamy swallows, pressing his forehead to hers. “Yeah, but don’t feel like you have to do this.”
“I’m doing this because I want to,” she assures him before finally letting the fabric slip from her body. It floats perfectly on the surface of the water. He doesn’t look at her chest right away, which she didn’t expect him to. Instead, he leans down to kiss her shoulder, and he lingers there long enough for her to wonder whether she’ll have to beg him to look at her.
But then he does.
He squeezes his lips together, as though he’s trying to keep himself from talking. In the end, however, the question emerges despite his efforts to retain it, “Can I... touch you?”
Oh, she’s dying for him to do just that. Sure, she would like to keep her cool, but the way she nods in response is almost frantic due to her excitement. “Okay,” he exhales before he reaches out to cup her right breast in his hand. Immediately, heat seeps into her skin from his touch, causing a moan to tumble out of her mouth.
The sound sparks Bellamy’s confidence, judging by his decision to touch her other breast as well. He’s gentle, using his fingertips to map and massage the ivory globes. For a while, he avoids her nipples entirely, but when he does graze them with the rough pads of his thumbs, a wave of pleasure courses down Clarke’s spine.
“That feels so good.”
“Yeah?”
His audible excitement is so sweet that it makes her heart flutter. Ignoring her flushed cheeks, Clarke gives him permission to kiss her chest and watches his expression brighten from the return of his boyish grin. Wasting no time, Bellamy bends his knees a little and sucks carefully at her nipples, switching back and forth between them every few seconds until she’s gasping for air.
“Please look at me.”
Clarke forces her eyes to open, and she finds him gazing up at her, eyes adoring. It takes her breath away, because she never thought he’d look at her like this, as though she’s of unearthly beauty.
When she smiles, he straightens himself up again. At first she feels heavy disappointment settle in her ribcage, because that must mean he won’t kiss her breasts anymore, but he asks her, “Can I carry you?” and the bad sensation evaporates from her body instantly.
Teasing, Clarke grins at him. “I don’t know, can you?”
Bellamy huffs out a short laugh before proving himself perfectly capable of lifting her off the bottom of the pool. To make it a little easier for him, she wraps her legs around his waist and anchors herself against his muscled back. While he carries her to the other end of the pool, she steals some sweet kisses, and when he puts her down to sit at the edge of the pool she’s trying to leave a hickey on his collarbone.
“You can do that later.”
“No, I—”
“Later, Princess,” he chuckles, moving a damp wave of hair behind her ear. “You have time.” With that promise, he leaves a lingering kiss on her forehead. This is something he’s done for a couple of years now, and she always interpreted it as his way of showing platonic fondness. But she’s questioning everything now.
His thumb brushes her jawline. “You’ve got me.”
After he said that, exposing herself completely to him doesn’t seem as daunting. Clarke makes sure her eyes are holding his while she lifts herself off the edge and pulls her bikini bottoms off. Although his gaze doesn’t flicker, she hears his breath hitch and watches his cheeks flush.
Despite this reaction, Bellamy places his warm palms on her thighs. For a minute, his fingertips trace invisible patterns on her skin, but soon he builds up enough courage to ask, “Can I kiss you?”
Something about the way his tongue curls around every syllable makes her think that he’s not asking for a regular kiss.
“Where?” she manages to choke out.
“Just along here.” As he speaks, Bellamy lets his fingertip follow the length of her leg, from her calf up to her inner thigh.
God, she wants that.
“Please,” she says, not sure why she feels the need to beg when he offered it to her — If the way his lips part is any indication, Bellamy’s surprised by it, too. Still, it doesn’t hold him back for long. He begins his trail, taking his sweet time to let every single kiss linger before his lips move on to the next soft spot.
In spite of his slow pace, he’s sucking tenderly at the top of her inner thigh way too soon for her liking. Her eyelids are fluttering through the pleasure, delicate flames are licking up her skin, and she mewls in need when he pulls back.
“You want me to stop here?”
Huh? He wants to go further? Nevermind the fact that his hot breath is fanning against her center, it still didn’t strike her that he’d want to put his mouth anywhere near… She bites the inside of her cheek, trying not to squeeze her thighs together, but the only way she can fight that urge is by spreading them more.
So that’s what she does.
“No. Just keep going.”
“Clarke— Are you sure?“
“Yes,” she says clearly, because screw nervousness. She trusts him to do this, wants him to do this, and nothing can stop it from happening. What she loves the most about this is that Bellamy has given her the full control to decide the things he does to her. It makes her feel empowered.
He looks at her for another hot second before his head disappears between her thighs. The first touch of his lips against her mound is but a soft, tentative brush, but she still gets the feeling that she needs to be anchored for this, so she wraps her hand in his hair.
Proving his patience, Bellamy builds a slow pace, adding more passion to each kiss as he places them lower and lower. Anticipation coils in her lower belly, fueling the fire that was already there.
“Oh—” she stammers when he massages her inner thighs with his thumbs. Hearing her moan seems to urge him on, as he presses an open-mouthed kiss to her folds.
Clarke throws her head back in bliss, has to blink away the stars that form behind her eyelids, because holy shit. For a minute, she’s blinded by how amazing it feels and the sounds that leave her lips are reduced to moans and gasps, but as soon as he starts using his tongue, it hits her.
He’s going down on her.
They’re having sex.
And in spite of everything, she tenses. But she doesn’t even have to say anything, since he pulls away immediately, most likely because he felt the sudden change in her body. “Sorry,” he blurts out, swallowing hard.
Fuck.
“Don’t—” she starts, choking on the rest of the sentence. “—I loved it, I’m just…” It’s difficult to hold the tears back now that the disappointment is weighing down on her chest and tying a knot in her throat. Bellamy offers her a smile, hopping onto the edge to sit next to her.
“You’re scared, it’s alright. We can—”
Shaking her head, she cuts him off. “No, not scared. You don’t scare me. I’m…” she takes a deep breath as his arm wraps around her. “Nervous. Really nervous.”
His eyes soft, Bellamy places his fingers under her chin and presses his forehead to hers. “So am I. But we don’t have to go any further. Let’s go inside, get warm and tuck into that ice cream that we completely forgot about.”
Clarke can’t help but laugh in pure relief. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
With that, he briefly slips back into the pool to collect her bikini. Because it’s obviously soaked, she doesn’t bother putting it back on, opting for her dry shirt, skirt, and no underwear. She can put on some panties once they’re inside the house, but she feels a little bad for Bellamy who wasn’t wearing his swimwear when he came here and had to jump into the pool in his boxers because she basically dared him to.
“Do you want me to turn around?” she teases when he tells her that he has to wring some of the water out.
“I’m not shy,” he replies, although the color in his cheeks tells a different story. To be fair, he just saw her naked, so this is all fair. When he takes the boxers off, however, she only looks down for a moment. Even though darkness has fallen now, the pool casts its silvery light onto his erection, and her face flushes immediately.
In the end, wringing the water out of his boxers doesn’t help much, so he has to go home to find another pair. In spite of the fact that his house is on the same street as hers, she insists on going with him, if only to hold his hand as they walk down the pavement.
When they come back fifteen minutes later, her dad’s car is parked in the driveway and the light is flickered on in the living room, which causes fear to grip them, although it’s not rational. They’re both dressed in a perfectly unsuspicious way, and it’s not unusual for Bellamy to be over at their house at this hour.
Everything’s fine. Don’t panic.
Just be cool. Oh, and don’t hold hands.
But as soon as they close the front door, announcing themselves, her dad calls out, “Hey, did you guys use the pool?”
Of course, Clarke’s first instinct is to tell a little white lie, but then she realizes that something must’ve given them away and decides against it. Instead, she replies, “Yeah. How’d you know?”
“Water leaves traces on concrete, Sweetheart. I saw two sets of footprints.”
Oh.  
Jake Griffin chuckles warmly. “Did you remember to turn on the filtering system?” When she nods, he looks at them for a little longer than necessary, curiosity flickering in his crystal blue eyes before he turns his attention back to the football game that he was watching. Finally feeling that it’s safe to leave, Bellamy and Clarke scurry up the stairs to her bedroom and shut the door behind them.
“That was close,” he mutters, placing the tub of half-baked ice cream on top of her dresser.
As she nods, Clarke glances to her left to catch a glimpse of herself in the mirror and discovers the fresh bruise blooming at her pulse point.
Well, shit.
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burninghoneyatdusk · 4 years
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while we're on the subject of old posts aging like milk in the sun, a random person seems to have gone through all of my old (well-thought out, highly analytical) meta and liked every post 😬 yikes.
😬😬😬😬
should we warn them? I feel like we should warn them 😭
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Goddess-Clarke’s Bellarke Masterlist
It’s finally here!!!! It took me literal months to compile this HUGE list of Bellarke fics but I felt like this was a good time to get it out to you guys. I feel like with the influx of canon bellarke information, we’ve gotten both validation and heartache. So here are some of my favorite fics (196 of them to be exact). I tried to group them first by canonverse/modernverse. Then by main trope (marriage, babies, canon divergent, roomates, etc). I also then put the smaller tropes in parentheses so you guys can find something specific you’re looking for like angst, fluff, oneshots or multichapter, bed sharing, smut, etc. I also wanted to write in trigger warnings (TW) when I could, though tbh there aren’t very many because most of these are fluffy. I also put a small warning when Bellarke is in other major relationships at any point during the fic because tbh I hate not knowing that. 
Canonverse
*Arranged Marriage/Marriage/Fake Dating/Grounder Bellamy
-Love Will Come Through by monroeslittle (Fluff, multichapter, Angst, Smut, adversaries to friends to lovers, arranged marriage, slow burn)
-In My Dreams We Are Always Together by andsowemeetagain (Angst, multichapter, arranged marriage, grounder Bellamy, Arker Clarke, SMUT, dramantic entrances, hurt/comfort, evil Finn, fluffy moments, King Bellamy and Queen Clarke)
-Bravery by citigirl13 (fluff, angst, multichapter, enemies to friends to lovers, slow burn, arranged marriage kinda? Clarke doesn’t know she’s married?, bellarke babies)
-And Now You’re Home by asroarke (Angst, Fluff, oneshot, strangers to friends to lovers, post praimfaya, grounder Bellamy, babies, hurt/comfort)
-Just As You Are Mine by @prosciuttoe (Fluffy Angst, oneshot, arranged marriage, grounder Bellamy, dancing, light smut, slightly injured Bellamy, jealous Clarke, power couple)
- Make it Through the Winter by Frea_O (fluff/angst, multichapter, Arranged marriage, skykru bellarke, dancing, grounders made them do it, hurt/comfort)
-And I Love This Place, The Enormous Sky by Chash (Fluff, Grounder Bellamy, Arranged Marriage, Fluffy Smut, Babies)
-All of the Love I See (Say You Feel It Too) by bella-my-clarke (Fluff, Fake Marriage, love confessions)
-Stars in the Water, Blood on Our Hands by @angelbellamy (Angst, multichapter Grounder Bellamy, Bed sharing, eventual marriage, babies)
-Must’ve Been Some Kind of Kiss by @carrieeve (Angst, Multichapter, Grounder Bellamy, arranged marriage, enemies to friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, sharing a bed)
-There Is No Fear by enoughtotemptme (Fluff, multichapter, Grounder Bellamy, Sky person Clarke, smut, gift giving, the one with the cloak)
-Facing Tempests of Dust by angelbellamy (Fluff, oneshot, werewolf Bellamy, Grounder Bellamy, human Clarke, bed sharing, smut)
                - Two follow-ups Creatures of my Dreams part 1 and Part 2 (BABIES)
*Delinquents on the Beach/Places other than camp Jaha
-Love is Not a Whisper (Or a Weakness) by monroeslittle (fluff, oneshot, delinquents on a beach co-leaders, smut, babies, lots of babies)
-Coastal Waters by Saem (Fluff, oneshot, Smut, platonic cabin sharing, co-leaders, love realization, two pining idiots, delinquents on a beach)
-Settle Down With Me by arthurpendragonz (Fluff, oneshot, delinquents on a beach, platonic cabin sharing, co-leaders, hurt/comfort, injured Bellamy, massages, smut) 
-Hot Springs by BlueWingedAngel (fluff, oneshot, Bellamy is a gentleman, platonic baths)
-It’ll Last Longer by theprincessandtheking (fluff, oneshot, flirting, platonic baths)
-Live a Little by ADbLOCK (fluff, oneshot, thirsty Clarke, post S3)
-But With You I’ve Learned Just to Let it Out (When I Used to be Afraid of the Words) by tryalittlejoytomorrow (Fluff, oneshot, friends to lovers, slow burn, delinquents on the beach, love confessions)
-Come Crashing Down by winterwaters (fluff, oneshot, 3+1, post s2, surrogate parents, hurt/comfort, injured Bellamy, beach setting)
-Not With Haste by winterwaters (fluff, oneshot, beach setting, confessions, mutual pining,hurt/comfort, dancing)
*Canon insert/AU*
-Thawing the Ice by Skeptical Believer (Fluff, oneshot, S1 AU, confessions, hurt/comfort)
- (You Will Always Be Holding) My Heart in Your Hands by @carrieeve (Fluff, oneshot, S1 AU, Drunk Clarke, Birthday Clarke)
- A Prayer by nadiaselite (fluff, oneshot, post S6 AU, Bellamy walks in on Clarke, light smut)
-A Mighty Fine Shindig by @talistheintrovert (Angst, multichapter, s6 AU, Clarke in a BALLGOWN, jealous Bellamy, protective Bellamy, smut in the RAIN)
-In the Darkness of My Night, In the Brightness of My Day by chash (Fluff, oneshot, post season 4 AU, Madi meets the gang)
-Mistletoe by Apocalyptica and dropshipheroes (Fluff, oneshot, little bit of angst, mistletoe, s2/3 era)
-Hold Me Closely by winterwaters (Fluff, oneshot, 3+1 fic, hurt/comfort)
-When the Sun Meets the Moon by enoughtotemptme (Fluff, Oneshot, post s2, pining, dancing, grounder festival, body paint)
-Dance With Me (find your own happiness) by orangecoconut (Fluff, Oneshot, post s2 era, drunk bellarke, dancing, unity day party)
-Faking It by winterwaters (fluff, oneshot, 3+1, fake kissing/dating)
-The Night (Trip) Before Christmas by @wellsjahasghost (Fluff, Oneshot, Post S2, Tiny bit of angst, dancing, roadtrips, pining)
-I’ve Got You Here by ms_scarlet (Angst, Oneshot, Post s3 AU, self-sacrificial Bellamy of course, Bed Sharing, Smut, Hurt/Comfort, Confessions)
-The Rule For All Terrors by @kindclaws (Fluff, Oneshot, Post S2/3 AU, Proposal, Marriage)
-Going Courtin’ by Frea_O (Fluff, 4+1 fic, Oneshot, Post S2, Misunderstandings, Fake Dating, Hopelessly in love but they can’t admit it)
-Forget The World by winterwaters (fluff, oneshot, 3+1 fic, falling asleep on each other)
-This Fire You Ignited by winterwaters (Fluff, Oneshot, 3+1 fic, catching the other undressing, baths, hurt/comfort, injuries)
-Unity Day by bellamie-blake (Fluff, Oneshot, S1 AU, unity day, drunk Clarke, bed sharing, confessions)
-Someday by wittchingswriting (Fluff, Oneshot, Post S2, drunk delinquents, midnight swim, bed sharing)
-Surrounded By Idiots by enoughtotemptme (Angst, Oneshot, S1 AU, Injured Bellamy, Love confession)
-New Beginnings by larry_hystereks (Fluff, Angst, Oneshot, Post S1 AU, injured Bellamy, Beach trip)
-It Just Makes Sense by yellowteapots (Fluff, Oneshot, Post S2 AU, sharing a bed, confessions)
-One Criterion in Particular by tacosandflowers (Angst,Multichapter Post S4, the ark is their bunker, baby making, like lots of it, denial, confession, babies)
-The Lost Myth of True Love by selflessbellamy (Fluffy angst, Oneshot, post S4 AU, Clarke on the ring, smut, confessions) 
-Your Voice Will Guide Me Home by harmonichearts (Angst, Fluff, Oneshot, Babies, Bellamy on the ring, Clarke on the ground, radio calls)
-I Feel We’re Close Enough (I Wanna Lock in Your Love) by prosciutto (Fluff, oneshot, S5 spec AU, Bellamy just likes Clarke’s short hair ok, reunions, confessions, 3+1 fic)
-The Harder the Rain, Honey, The Sweeter the Sun by fathomless (Fluff w/ a tiny bit of angst, Oneshot, Post S6, sharing a bed, slow burn, hurt/comfort, going for a swim, mild smut)
-The Bruise Won’t Heal (The Stain Stays Put) by @talistheintrovert (ANGST!!!!, oneshot, anti-spacekru, PTSD and overwhelmed Clarke, cathartic tbh, gabriel-clarke friendship, bed sharing)
-Like You Mean it (Like it’s Splitting you in Two) by talistheintrovert (FLUFF, oneshot, bedsharing, finally some relaxation, post s5)
-Come Get a Hold of Me by talistheintrovert (Fluff, oneshot, hurt/comfort, touch-starved Clarke, bed sharing)
-Narcissus by lilypottersghost (Angst, multichapter, S5 AU, hurt/comfort, pining, TW: suicide attempt, warning: b.cho)
-Clean Water by @important-metaphors (Angst/fluff, oneshot, Clarke came down as a child, Luna’s Rig setting, mild smut, hurt/comfort)
-The Price of Peace by @chase-the-windandtouch-the-sky (Angst, Multichapter, S6 AU, hurt/comfort, fake dead Clarke, grief)
-Darling Just Hold My Hand by bellamysgriffinprincess (fluffy angst, oneshot, PDA, post s4)
-Not a Word by winterwaters (Fluff, oneshot, various seasons, loopy bellarke, hurt/comfort)
*Ark AU
-Bound By The Secrets We Share by troubledpancakes (Fluff, Angst, Multichapter, Arranged Marriage, smut, bellarke baby, ark to ground)
-Faithfully by winterwaters (Fluff, Multichapter, Married Bellarke, friends to lovers, meet cute, hurt/comfort, ark to ground, coworkers)
- In His Heart of Hearts by bilexualclarke (fluff, multichapter, smut, enemies to friends to lovers, coworkers)
-Turn You On, Turn You Up, Figure You Out by @ponyregrets (Fluff, oneshot, smut, ark relationship)
*Babies
- I’ll Surrender Up My Heart (And Swap it for Yours) by muchmorethanaprincess (Fluff, oneshot, coparenting, adopting a grounder baby, bed sharing, smut)
-Thrown in the deep End of the Parenting Pool by crystalkei (fluff, oneshot, coparenting, Octavias baby, bed sharing, smut, bellarke baby)
-Nina by cresswell (fluff, oneshot, coparenting, adopting a grounder baby)
-If I Should Fall Behind by Lila82 (Fluff, tiny bit of angst, multichapter, babies, established relationship)
-The End Where We Begin  by katebishoop (Fluff, Angst, Oneshot, Adventuring on their own, babies, healing)
-The Little Piglet by bilexualclarke (Fluff, Oneshot, Babies)
-We Need a Little Sunshine by monkkeyslut (Fluff, Angst, Oneshot, Babies, established relationship)
-I’ve Been Homesick for You Since We Met by swishywillow (Fluff, oneshot, Bellarke + Linctavia Baby, pining, forgiveness, hot uncle Bellamy)
-And Now You’re Home by asroarke (Fluff/Angst, oneshot, Grounder Bellamy, babies, post praimfaya, strangers to lovers)
-Delivery Day by opheliaandthesun (Fluff, oneshot, pregnant Clarke, childbirth, Bellarke as parents)
*Smut
- Build Me a City (I Promise I’ll Annihilate It) by @indygoh (mild Smut,oneshot, platonic back massages lol)
- I Just Want You For My Own by merae2888 (Smut, oneshot, cabin in the woods, bed sharing, bath time)
-All That Was Good by winterwaters (Smut, oneshot, walking in on the other, post s2)
-Wash Over You Like the Sun by winterwaters (smut, post s2, arranged marriage, the grounders made them do it, love confession)
-Blank Canvases by winterwaters (Smut, oneshot, body paint)
Modernverse
*And They Were Roomates/Best Friends/Neighbors*
- Who’s Scruffy Looking? by @hiddenpolkadots (fluff, oneshot, the beard is a turn on)
-Seldom Make Passes by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, Clarke likes Bellamy in glasses, best friends to lovers)
-If You Wanna Reach Me by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, Best Friends to lovers, dreams about each other, dream journals) 
-The Girl Next Door by funfanfin (Angst, oneshot, Fluff, neighbors, Singing Clarke, Grief, Hurt/Comfort)
-Kept Going, Kept Rolling with Nowhere to Go by @marauders-groupie (Angst, oneshot, travel companions, meet cute, writer Bellamy, running away and finding each other again)
-There’s a Nap for That by goldenheadfreckledheart (Fluff, oneshot, totally platonic naps, sharing a bed, best friends to lovers)
-Just My Soul Responding by Realynn8 (Fluff, oneshot, pining, sharing a bed, friends to lovers, summer vacation, Smut)
-I’m Swept Away and my Heart Ensnared by twilightstargzer (Fluff, oneshot, enemies to friends to lovers, vacation, smut, beach trip)
*Fake Dating*
-(You Might Find) You Get What You Need by Chash (Fluff, Oneshot, Fake dating, escort Bellamy, bellarke at a wedding, sharing a bed)
-I Hear You’re Somewhere in the Sand by Chash (Fluff, multichapter, fake dating on a cruise ship, escort Clarke, pining, sharing a bed, smut)
- Only Fools Rush In by mad_magic (Fluff, oneshot, pining, fake dating, fake married, cruise ships)
-Time Enough for Rocking When We’re Old by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, Fake marriage, bed sharing, 2 weddings)
-The Buddy System by Kacka (Fluff, oneshot, high school reunions, first dates, friends to lovers, past cl.xa) 
*College AU*
-Coming Home to You by @nakey-cats-take-bathsss (Fluff, oneshot, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Fake Dating)
- She Does What the Night Does to the Day by twilightstargazer (Fluff, oneshot, Smut, Drunk Clarke, Parties, bad pickup lines) 
-The Cosmic Ballet Goes On by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, Best friends to lovers, Eclipse watching, roadtrips)
- The Man Who’s Working Hard For You by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, Friends to lovers, the delinquents set Bellarke up)
-Bedgate by Kay_emm_gee (Fluff, oneshot, Drunk Bellamy, bed sharing)
-Vienna Waits for You by panem_et_circences (Angst, multichapter, Fluff, boxer Bellamy, artist Clarke, nude model Bellamy, fake dating, former Flarke, smut)
-Wrapped it Up and Sent it by prosciutto (Fluff, oneshot, enemies to friends to lovers, christmas gifts, delinquents in college)
*Sports AU*
-Who’d Have Believed You’d Come Along by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, aquaintances to friends to lovers, baseball player Bellamy, volunteer Clarke, the one with the nursing home)
-Ice by rabiscar (Angst, Multichapter, Fluff, Hockey Player Bellamy, Ice Skater Clarke, high school AU, enemies to friends to lovers, Filipino heritage mention)
-The Odds Are Good by tacosandflowers (Angst, Multichapter, Fluff, Professional Kayaking, enemies to friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, smut)
-----> The follow-up, New Expectations (Fluff, Babies, Secret Pregnancy)
-To My Favorite Scar (To All of the Stars) by @prosciuttoe (Angst, oneshot, enemies to friends to lovers, team captains, Foxhole Court AU w/ Exy as the sport, delinquents on a team)
-Miserable and Magical at the Same Time by @pawprinterfanfic (Fluff, oneshot, Rock Climber Bellamy, Finn’s an asshole like usual, meet cute)
*Coworkers AU*
-When You Think Happiness, I Hope You Think of Me by @nakey-cats-take-bathsss (Fluff, oneshot, Coworkers, Grew up together)
-Feel it in the Space Between by marauders_groupie (Angst, oneshot, enemies to friends to lovers, accidental kiss, dance partners)
-A Song to Keep Us Warm by kindclaws (Angst, Fluff, Oneshot, Dance Instructor Partners, enemies to friends to lovers)
-If You Won’t Look Down, I Won’t Look Back by MeghanAnna (ANGST, multichapter, enemies to friends to lovers, bar coworkers, temporary roomates, WARNING: Bellarke in other relationships)
-I Don’t Wanna Dance (If I’m Not Dancing With You) by danahscott (Angst, Fluff, oneshot, proposal, enemies to friends to lovers, dancer Bellarke, coworkers)
-Under (The) Covers by @hawthornewhisperer (Angst, Fluff, fake married, co-spies, smut, hurt/comfort, worried Bellamy)
*Farm AU*
-A Place Called Home by @the-most-beautiful-broom (Angst, Oneshot, Enemies to friends to lovers, Farmer Bellamy, Eventual Farmer Clarke, Mom Clarke, Dancing Bellarke)
-Without Giving Anything Away by Chash (Fluff, Oneshot, Farmer Bellamy, Mail Order Bride but not problematic, not one but TWO Bellarke Weddings!)
-Willing to Wait For It by Layalioness (Fluff, oneshot, friends to lovers, fake dating, farmer Bellamy, Veterinarian Clarke, high school reunions)
-The Land was Godless and Free by @hawthornewhisperer (Angst, Fluff, Multichapter, Farmer Clarke, Mama Clarke, Madi, slow burn, hurt/comfort, proposal, warning:past c/exa and b/ina)
-I Choose You by winterwaters (Fluff, oneshot, kind of arranged marriage, regency AU, sharing a bed, smut)
*Married and/or Babies*
-Regardless Of Warnings The Future Doesn’t Scare Me At All by Chash (fluff, multichapter,  strangers to friends to lovers, roommates, pregnant Clarke but Finn’s the Dad and is a dirtbag, eventual marriage)
-She’ll Knock You Off Your Feet by AshesandDrums (Fluff, oneshot, featuring the delinquents, bachelor parties, married)
-Save the Last Dance (For Me) by @nakey-cats-take-bathsss (Fluff, oneshot, best friends to lovers, mom Clarke, kinda dad Bellamy?)
-Love You True by nakeycatstakebaths (Angst, Fluff, oneshot, unplanned pregnancy, soldier Bellamy, injured Bellamy)
-Spent a Dollar on this Ring by prosciutto (Fluff, oneshot, coworkers, friends with benefits, babies, love confessions)
*Coffeeshop/Diner/Small Town/Flower Shop/Vacation*
-Not an Average (Cup of) Joe by Kacka (fluff, oneshot, tea shop owner Bellamy, customer Clarke)
- Wrong Number by @bookwormforalways (Fluff, oneshot, Accidental Meeting)
-The Nature of My Game by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, Flower Shop AU Flirting via flowers)
-It’s Been Said Many Times, Many Ways by @hawthornewhisperer (Angst, multichapter, Smut, Small Town AU, big city Clarke, bookstore owner Bellamy, enemies to lovers)
-Of Coffee and Magic by @chase-the-windandtouch-the-sky (Fluff, oneshot, tiny bit angsty, Witch Clarke, Coffee Shop Clarke)
 -Just Cake by penguinofprose (fluff, oneshot, Baking show AU, enemies to friends to lovers, love confessions)
-The New Guy In Town by @bookwormforalways (Fluff, oneshot, meet cute, misunderstandings, flirting)
*Regency/Royalty AU*
-Traces of You by @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold (Angst, multichapter, Royalty, Adversaries to Lovers, Arranged Marriage, King Bellamy, Princess Clarke)
-Pride and Proposals by anniebibananie (Angst, fluff, oneshot, arranged marriage, loosely based on pride and prejudice, love confession, proposal)
-Intimacy by @useyourtelescope (Fluff, multichapter, Regency AU, Strangers to Lovers, Arranged Marriage, Eventual Wedding Night, Smut)
       -Sequel to above: Dutiful (Smut, Fluff, Babies)
-A Change of Heart by @queenemori (Angst, oneshot, Regency AU, Enemies to friends to lovers, body swap, sanditon AU)
-I Was in the Middle Before I Knew I Had Begun by kacka (Angst, oneshot, fluff, Regency AU, arranged marriage, enemies to friends to lovers)
-A Million Little Times by prvncess (Fluff, oneshot, Royalty, Drama, Princess Clarke, Knight Bellamy, Smut, Sneaking around)
- It Had to Be You by @useyourtelescope (Fluff, multichapter, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, a kiss in the gardens)
-All of Your Children Start to Resent You by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, marriage, regency AU)
-When You’re Alone With Me by @useyourtelescope (Fluff, oneshot, regency AU, arranged marriage, soulmates, soulmate dream sex, mild smut, proposals)
-Tell My Heart to Lie by @hiddenpolkadots (Angst,Royalty, Misunderstandings, Arranged Marriage, Princess Clarke, Exes)
-Worth the Trouble and Worth the Pain by Chash (Fluff/Angst, oneshot, Royalty Clarke, knight Bellamy, kind of arranged marriage, mutual pining)
-I Know That Fortune Is Waiting to Be Kind by Chash (Fluff, oneshot, Royalty Bellarke, Arranged Marriage, partners in crime)
-Reason and Rationality by Penguinofprose (Fluff, oneshot, Regency AU, pen pals, love confessions, two pining idiots, marriage)
-When You’re Alone With Me by @useyourtelescope (Fluff, oneshot, semi-arranged marriage, soulmates, light smut)
*Holiday*
-It’s Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas by @thelittlefanpire (Fluff, oneshot, Christmas, Babies, Married Bellarke)
-I’ll Be Home for Christmas (If Only in my Dreams) by @head-and-heart (Angst, Fluff, oneshot, Christmas AU, Based on Christmas Inheritance, enemies to friends to lovers, runaway Clarke)
-Wrapped It Up and Sent It by prosciutto (fluff, Oneshot, enemies to friends to lovers, college AU, christmas AU, Clarke gets the best gifts, librarian Bellamy)
-Light My Way, Lift My Head by marauders_groupie (Fluff, oneshot, flirting, Christmas, broken radiators= less clothing and more tension)
-Chance of Snow Increases by @kinetic-elaboration (Fluff, oneshot, Christmas, College AU)
-Gonna Find That Girl Underneath the Mistletoe by @carrieeve (Fluff, oneshot,  Christmas, Roomates, Sharing a bed, Meeting the family)
- The Night Before Christmas by penguinofprose (Fluff, oneshot, Christmas, roommates, Smut)
-Would it Really Kill You if We Kissed by arysa13 (fluff, oneshot, new years eve, everyone wants to kiss Clarke, new years eve kiss)
- Hold My Hand (I’m Lost Without You) by @bookwormforalways (Fluff, oneshot,  Halloween, Corn Maze, Best friends to lovers, confessions)
-Safe Harbor by elle_stone (Fluff, oneshot, a little bit of angst, halloween, friends to lovers, first kisses)
-Maybe Mother Told You True (and There’ll Always Be Somebody There For You) by @excuseyouclarke (Fluff, oneshot, Valentines Day, coffee shop Bellamy, Artist Clarke)
-Just the Way you Are by pawprinterfanfic (Fluff, oneshot, confessions, brief jealousy)
-February the Fourteenth by penguinofprose (Fluff, oneshot, valentines day AU, best friends to lovers, oblivious Clarke, pining Bellamy)
*Random/Fantasy*
- The Only Heaven I’ll Be Sent to (Is When I’m Alone With You) by excuseyouclarke (Fluff, oneshot, Greek Goddess Clarke, True Love)
-How to Save a Kingdom by @wellsjahasghost (angst, fluff, oneshot, Ancient Egypt, Arranged Marriage, enemies to friends to lovers, pining, soulmates, warning: Clarke gets married to someone else for a brief time)
-With a Mouthful of Thorns by @angelbellamy (Angst/fluff, Oneshot, Friends to Lovers, faerie Bellamy, werewolf Bellamy, human Clarke, sharing a bed, epic confessions)
-Oh Darling, Here’s Hoping by @angelbellamy (Angst/Fluff, Oneshot, werewolf Bellamy, Human Clarke, marriage, protective Bellamy)
-This is a Song about Somebody Else by @angelbellamy (Angst, multichapter, enemies to friends to lovers, post-apocalyptic, roadtrip au, hurt/comfort
-Hearts are Only Strangers After All by @useyourtelescope (Angst, multichapter, enemies to married to lovers?, regency AU but with magic, historian Bellamy, heist, married bellarke, mystery, miscommunications, mutual pining)
-Our Words are Not Yet Written by @she_who_the_river_could_not_hold (angst, oneshot, post apocalyptic AU, roadtrip, strangers to lovers)
-Don’t Look Back, You’re not Going that Way by andsowemeetagain (ANGST, multichapter, Viking Bellamy, enemies to friends to lovers to enemies to lovers to friends to lovers L M A O, soulmates, King Bellamy, Marriage, Babies)
-The Clockmaker (Fixer of Hearts) by MercuryM (Angsty Fluff, oneshot, soulmates)
*Smut*
-Sometimes I can’t Believe You’re Real by Venetum (Fluff, oneshot, Smut, College AU)
-Lost and Found by hawthornewhisperer (Smut, oneshot, deserted island, strangers to lovers)
-Calendar Girls by arysa13 (Smut, multichapter, Fluff I guess?)
-You Look Good In My Shirt by winterwaters (Smut, oneshot, Friends to lovers, strip basketball)
- Better to Give Than to Receive by Chash (Smut, oneshot, aka the one with the coupon book)
-In All the Land by Chash (Smut, Queen Clarke, PWP) 
-Phone a Friend by Chash (Smut, oneshot, Threesomes, hopeless idiots in love, minor Gina/Roan involvement)
-Sun lights Up the Daytime by Chash (Smut, oneshot, pollen, pining idiots of course)
-This is a Good Place to Fall as Any by missmarissa (smut, oneshot, magic Clarke, walking in on the other)
-Challenge Accepted by insideimfeelindirty (smut, multichapter, with plot, coworkers, sexting)
-Sparks Fly by winterwaters (Smut, oneshot, bartender Bellamy, hooking up in the bar)
-Stumbling Upon Cosmos by flirtingwithtrackers (Smut, oneshot, masquerade party, semi-public sex, family bbq’s get awkward)
-Lights, Camera, Action from orphan_account (smut, oneshot, some plot, dating, barista Bellamy, camgirl Clarke)
-Tastes Sweet Like Sugar by lightyears (Smut, oneshot, walking in)
-Game On by winterwaters (Smut, oneshot, basketball+drinking games)
*Based on other books/movies/TV shows*
-I Found Peace In Your Violence by @eyessharpweaponshot (Angst, multichapter,  Adversaries to Friends to Lovers, Protective Bellamy, Hurt/Comfort, Smut)
-His Moon, His Light in the Darkness by @andsowemeetagain (ANGST, ACOTAR AU, multichapter, fae Bellamy, Human Clarke, Magical powers, smut, evil Finn and Roan) 
-Waltz Through my Bloodstream by @talistheintrovert (Angst, Fluff, Multichapter, Princess Diaries AU, Princess Clarke, enemies to friends to lovers, the BEST love confessions)
-Power Over Me by @sparklyfairymira (Angst w/ fluff thrown in, multichapter, Smut, Witcher AU)    
-When the Wolves Come Home by @pawprinterfanfic (Angst, multichapter, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, WIP, Percy Jackson AU, Greek Gods, S/O to my girl pawprinter- you’re the best)
- Life As We Know It by @nakey-cats-take-bathsss (ANGST OOO BABY THE ANGST, multichapter, enemies to coparents to friends to lovers, eventual marriage, smut, babies, based on movie of the same title, warning: other relationships)
-Can’t Buy Me Love by @kay-emm-gee (Angst, oneshot, Enemies to Lovers, North and South AU, big love confession at a train station)
-Made Out Of Blood and Rust by Chash (Temeraire AU, multichapter, Dragons, Dragon Rider Clarke, Crewmate Bellamy, l.xa as a dragon? lol)
-Comfort and Joy by Chash (fluff, Harry Potter AU, oneshot, quidditch co-captains, oblivious Bellamy)
-Pro Bono by Chash (fluff, Harry Potter AU, oneshot, Slytherin Clarke, Gryffindor Bellamy, prefects, flirting via the points system)
-What’s a Little Quaffle Between Friends by @talistheintrovert (Angst, Fluff, Harry Potter AU, multichapter, healer Clarke, Quidditch player Bellamy, slow burn, hurt/comfort)
----> the follow-up, Finders Keepers (Smutty Harry Potter AU)
-Potions et Patroni by @chants-de-lune (Angst, oneshot, Harry Potter AU, slytherin Clarke, Gryffindor Bellamy, professors, soulmates)
-Oy With The Poodles Series by Kacka (features 3 Fics, Angst, Diner Owner Clarke, Gilmore Girls Setting, Small Towns, warning! Clarke dates Finn for a brief time)
-Take My Hand by winterwaters (Angst, So You Think You Can Dance AU, oneshot,  enemies to friends to lovers, dance partners, smut)
-Passing of the Skye Boat by @chase-the-windandtouch-the-sky (Angst, Fluff, Multichapter, Outlander AU but make it futuristic, arranged marriage, sharing a bed, hurt/comfort, babies, separations but happy ending)
-The Fire Is Coming by adelicatepeach (Angst, oneshot, Pacific Rim AU, enemies to friends to lovers, co-pilot Bellarke, hurt/comfort)
-Sleight of Hand by prosciutto (Angst, multichapter, Six of Crows AU, Enemies to friends to lovers, smut, heist AU)
-Who We Have to Be by xtimexturnerx (angst, Divergent AU, multichapter, WIP)
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brimay · 3 years
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YOU’RE ALL OF THE COLOR IN THIS ROOM (1/4) BY SELFLESSBELLAMY 
(LINK IN REBLOG)
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Bellamy Blake has spent the past decade with his bandmates, his family, touring the world in dedication to the glam rock revival and telling himself that he had to be happy. Then one evening changes everything.
The last time he saw Clarke Griffin, she was in a wedding dress.
Now, she's in the crowd. Stuck backstage with her adopted daughter.
And this is how they start over...
This fic was written as a prompt for @t100fic-for-blm​ And the beautiful edit was made by @poppykru​
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blyedeeks · 7 years
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selflessbellamy replied to your post “selflessbellamy replied to your post “someone save me from my...”
i'm sure your gifs look amazing, hon. i always adore the POP of color
aaaalfkjdsgfskdjgsd thank you bb
(loving colors is my doom tho, i need days to find the perfect balance and it drives me nuts)
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