#after their lives get threatened

[astrhae]

#crowley only tells aziraphale to retire the act #after their lives get threatened #because crowley has always drawn the line at endangering lives #but magic with its deception and tricks and imagination #really fits crowley's m.o. of mild chaos with minimal lasting damage #and it's always fascinated me how #aziraphale finds so much joy in #doing this very human form of deception #but you see doing a magic trick well means he's succeeded in #getting away with lying a little #for the greater good #and isn't that just akkdfkdfsksd #especially with the context of job's children that we've been given now and how scared aziraphale was about lying #anyway #neil gaiman deserves everything for writing that crowley lonely GI act #and david tennant and michael sheen also #deserve everything for it akksdsks #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #goodomensedit

[batfamhyperfixation]

Dick and Jason talking on a rooftop

Dick: So you just, like, told that crime alley kid you guys are family now?

Jason: look Dick, if you don't like someone's family, you gotta become their family. If I'm those kids' big brother, then I know they have at least one family member who cares about them.

Dick: You're turning into your father

Jason:

Jason: I will give you 5 seconds before I beat you to a bloody pulp

Batman: *suddenly standing over them* You will do no such thing

Jason and Dick:

Jason and Dick: *both hanging onto the roof, trying to pull themselves up*

Jason: I can't believe you summoned him

Dick: Me? It was you and your 'beat you to a bloody pulp'

#it was actually that batman was nearby on patrol and thought he would stop over to say hi #cause he doesnt get to see his two eldests as much now that they moved out so he uses every opportunity he gets to say hi #he only heard the end when jason threatened dick though #also dick and jason go out for smoothies every once in a while #they used to do it when dick moved away and Jason was still living with Bruce. they recently started it up again for brotherly bonding #they just get smoothies. sit on some random rooftop. and talk to each other. usually talking about life and whats been going on with them #dick didnt want jason to get isolated so he was like even if im towns over i still gotta be here for the kid #now he just likes to talk to jason and again the brotherly bonding after everything that happened #jason todd #dick grayson #bruce wayne #batkids #batfam #bat family #incorrect batfamily quotes #batman

[brainrotcharacters]

A Zonami Post

I'm just realizing

Episode 7

When Nami saw that the boys were there and she told them to fuck off

It was long after this

This

And this

Now.

this shot where zoro was watching nami. someone explain to me why did my brain interpret this shot as Zoro guarding his emotions now, after nami already betrayed them. now, as opposed to nami guarding her emotions the entire time she sailed with the boys. Zoro could tell she was hiding something, but never knew it was a Luffy betrayal of this caliber.

why did i read this scene as Zoro internally ignoring every memory where he felt "Hey she's OK. Maybe I can work with her." why did it feel like he's compartmentalizing their teamwork and the strange dream he had that she left them. Zoro can see that Luffy is entirely involved in persuading her back and possibly decided he's in charge of being emotional. As his first mate, I need to keep a level head.

this scorpio son of a bitch (affectionately) put his emotional walls up.

She's the same person who betrayed Luffy. She stole Luffy's map, which Luffy needs to fulfill his dream. If that gets compromised, Zoro's own promise with Luffy is as good as gone too. He's guarding his emotions now; don't look me in the eye and tell me he wasn't upset with himself for taking his guard down and learning to trust Nami (Luffy as mediator or not).

Listen. Listen. *uses jingly keys*

It's the same expression. It's the 'my feelings are now guarded from you' expression.

With that said,

I didn't watch the anime. I learned second hand that any zoro + nami content is few and far between. and even I felt catharsis at seeing her hug him + usopp sorry sanji you'll get that hug at season 2

#zoro x nami #one piece live action #zoro #one piece #one piece Nami #Nami #i didn't have a point to this rant #i just realized when i was rewatching opla #zoro's episode 7 detachment was after episode 1-6 bonding with bestie #when a cancer deals an emotional wound to a scorpio (half joking) #on an unrelated note #I keep getting threatened with the gif limit thing #lmao this is a PowerPoint presentation rn Tumblr I NEED THE PICS #lmao look at zoro's face in the last pic #let her hug you she's avoidant. physical touch is rare for you two #zonami

[probablyhuntersmom]

Extraordinary luck :O

#my Flapjack plush will get to visit 6 countries this year #my Hunter with his cute lil' apron would've visited 4 by end of the year (counting the local sightseeing here where we live) #we're visiting Vietnam after Christmas since my brother's decided he's never moving back here #after the heap of traumatic stuff from this year? extraordinary luck #the only good thing about contracting a life-threatening physical illness (C word) is ironically it's opened more doors in this way #as long as that fucker doesn't metastasize in my body again lol #and the dual citizenship hiccup means I gotta pass through Thailand to get to my aunt's for Halloween. can't fly directly #which means! more fun sightseeing with my plushies #(I am definitely n-o-t a person who can just hop on a plane regularly so..) #loz says stuff

[bumblingbabooshka]

The Doctor turning into women and having romantic dalliances with men is every kind of queer...to me.

#EMH (pretending to be B'Elanna after having just SPRINTED down the hall): You wouldn't shoot a pregnant woman would you ??;; #Tuvok: (in the most 'give it up' tone possible) ...Come with Me doctor =_= #Tuvok gets docked points for falling for the ol' 'cough cough im sick' excuse but gains them all back by getting suspicious and starting #an investigation all on his own in the background <3 #Also Janeway being held captive and being just kinda pissed about the whole situation...yeah #HEHEHE I like this episode it's funny but also the stakes are high #Janeway sort of smirking and doing the 'come here' motion when that alien man was like 'do you know how to fix this?' - her swag..... #Janeway (captive and stressed beyond belief about the warp core): Yeah I have time to serve dom vibes #Tuvok - Chakotay - Janeway: Each having uniquely bad days #(Worst Security disaster ever - Got put in a morgue for hours - Held captive and threatened with death: + Voyager stranded) #I know Chakotay was unconscious for the morgue thing but still #Chakotay: -opens his eyes to see Tuvok standing there- #(they share a look like 'yeah it's some LIFE THREATENING scooby doo bullshit again') #Hey Chakotay maybe next time don't tell the imposter that you know they're an imposter right to their face <3 #Just some tactical strategy for next time <3 <- I love him I'm just being a bitch HEHEHE it was funny to me #Doctor: Hey I know we're in the middle of a serious thing here but like. Why don't we. You know. Hang out??? #Janeway: -sharp intake of breathe- ......ohhhh I don't really...DO hanging out. #YAY NAR~!!!!! GET HIS ASS~!!! #Nar I hope you live a simple but fulfilling life as a junk dealer or whatever it is you were talking about god bless <3 #Doctor: Now that I might die I have some last requests v_v Captain...throw my diary away. DO NOT. READ IT. Tuvok...I told Neelix about that #rash you got on your ass. We laughed about it for weeks. Sorry. #and then I smile and giggle and ass 'ass rash' to the Tuvok lore #SNRKEHEHE DAMN. HE GOT HARRY TOO??? #'Sorry I said you sucked absolute shit at playing the saxophone. I should have phrased it more delicately...damn it. It all becomes so clea #when you face the end.' (Harry: You said w hat????) SEVEN-!! #Seven: Stay over there computer boy =_= #SNRKEHEHEHHEHHAHAHAH #Janeway:....Is he...? / B'Elanna: NO. I've got him =_= I just deleted all that spam. He's FINE. #livetweeting

[alphacrone]

i don’t WANT to live off grid i don’t WANT to have to homestead i don’t WANT to have to buy a generator and a water filter and stock up on canned goods for the next crisis i want to be able to rely on my community and my government during hardships but apparently that’s not a viable option anymore

#the community part is somewhat viable but it’s just like #our current communities can only do so much #my dad is buying a generator bc the winter is gonna be really bad and #that’s almost a guarantee the texas grid will collapse again #bc it didn’t really get winterized after 2021 #i’m not actually sure id be able to get to their house in a winter emergency either and my apartment won’t be purchasing generators lol #they keep threatening to shut our power off this summer which worries me #bc it’s been so goddamn hot #i live across from a retirement home i’m more worried about them than myself #i’m young i can get a little heat exhaustion yknow? #and like my paranoia has made me a tiny bit of a prepper so i have a respirator for the wild fires #and iodine for water and some army rations and camping gear and a crank radio #but i wish it didn’t feel necessary

[strqyr]

i gotta wonder where raven got the "salem only uses people until they're no longer useful" bc she makes it sound like salem will kill those who aren't useful anymore, and before that happens she won't leave them alone until their purpose has come and gone.

bc that doesn't really seems to be the case? salem was ready to leave watts rot in atlas prison, and only sent someone after him when he proved he was still useful to salem in atlas, but there was no tying up loose ends or simply getting him out for no reason other than he works for her (i.e. the whole "won't leave them alone" part).

...do i dare to connect this with the "what does she have on you?" and salem threatening the survival of raven's people....hmmmm....

#rwby #raven branwen #salem #beepboop if salem has someone raven cares about #and is threatening their life to get raven to cooperate / prevent her from intervening #(if this person is working / is useful for salem) #in a ''cooperate and this person will live even after their purpose has come and gone'' kind of way #but raven has ZERO trust so it gets translated into ''salem only uses ppl until they're no longer useful'' #oh the silly little theories that live in my head rent-free

[wolfblood-of-anubis]

“not you too.” she is so done with rufus, she just wants to find a way out of the hole she’s dug herself in

#vera subtlety changed sides to victor after rufus got a fake mask and then not subtlety threatened her life #remember his whole ‘or you will enter the afterlife the old fashioned way’ #besides the god talk was waaaaayy too much for her #she’s more of a catwoman type; in it for the jewels and money not some weird ritual shit #so she figures to stick w victor who she’s safer with to get the mask and double cross rufus #that is until her cover is blown #i never watch hha but i do know that in that one vera dies w rufus via amneris #was she also half on victor’s side or was that letter she left him a just icoe if she had to go back to him some time in the future? #i say i never watched it but then i say i know about that #i found english subtitled links but there’s SO many episodes that i got curious over the finales to see how different they might be to hoa #so i just watchef those and wow. just wow. yup. vv different. #thats not a bad thing. i just wasn’t expecting to see dutch corbierre explode and the kids live to tell about it #i also like that nienke wasnt the chosen one vv different and cool and we can treat hoa like some english au of ‘hey what if she was?’ #this is too long for a vera clip #house of anubis #hoa #victor rodenmaar jr #vera devenish

[abyssmarked]

so like, i haven’t really talked about neph’s experience at the brothel she was a slave at much ( and i don’t plan on going into any gruesome detail here, mostly just how i perceived the environment and the strict rules she lived by for a decade, but trigger warnings just in case ), but i imagine it was tailored to the higher class. the setting was a massive temple-like, stone building, multiple stories, cells in a dingy dungeon underground. anywhere where rich clientele might inhabit within the building was lavishly decorated— a common area where drinks and ‘live entertainment shows’ would be held, all of the rooms which could be paid for and used were better than a lot of the best inns in the realms.

it was crawling with guards. the girls’ personal sleeping quarters weren’t nearly as fancy, not in the slightest, but they were clean. they had to be clean, it was a rule. clean rooms, clean bodies— prim and proper. often there were four to six girls in one very small room, sleeping in bunk beds with thin mattresses and thin blankets. each girl had designated tasks, chores to have completed throughout the building, keeping it clean and looking presentable— making beds, cleaning blood, they were even responsible for a lot of the cooking, given limited resources to make enough food for each of them to survive.

regardless of having mostly free reign of the place, no place was private. someone was always, always watching, in every room, in every corner. if girls were seen trying to speak to one another in a secretive manner, or caught trying to plan some kind of escape, examples were made of them. the girls weren’t even allowed to become too close with one another, no touching, no ‘fraternizing’. the men in charge often would put some girls in positions of authority overs, these girls were treated slightly better— they found ways to make it incredibly difficult to build trust with one another. i also imagine nepharia was definitely one of the girls to climb that inner hierarchy of fuckery, anything for the slightest amount of relief, and maybe to try and build a rapport with the higher powers of the brothel— prove that she can be trusted, so they she might one day have some kind of upper hand, regardless of the girls she needed to throw under the bus to do it.

fuck, the other girls probably hated her.

on the business side of things, the doors would close to wealthy clientele at the beginning of the week, then reopen at the start of the weekend— giving the girls about five days to prepare for the next. every single girl is to be accounted for and dressed in the proper attire that was assigned ( usually, the attire was modest in nature, which somehow made it more disgusting in neph’s mind ) at the exact time the beginning of every weekend before the doors are opened. they’re already paid for in advance, waiting in assigned rooms for their client to arrive, and any girl that might be patron-less is assigned to the common area, to offer their services there.

if any of the rules were broken, or any of them got out of line in any way, the first warning is a lashing, then you’re sent to solitary confinement underground, in a small, windowless room, sealed with magic, only a small slot in the door to receive enough food and water to live for days, sometimes weeks, depending on the punishment. you sit with nothing but a bucket as a toilet that doesn’t get changed and cleaned the entire duration you’re there, and a mat on the ground for sleeping. the walls are thin and you’re close enough to where they send the really strong-willed girls who just couldn’t conform, and have to listen to their screams as they are tortured, healed, and tortured again. and if none of that works to break you?? well, they simply kill you.

after making a deal with a devil ( one of her regular clients, who only ever bought her to speak riddles at her ), and acquiring her warlock powers and learning of her true nature from said devil, he showed her what she could really do now. she didn’t immediately go ape shit, though. she was smarter than that. she had worked her way up, the owner of the brothel himself held her in high regard, well, as high as you can regard someone you literally keep as a slave. she probably used mad charm spells to convince him to take her out somewhere, away from the brothel, just the two of them. should would kill him quick, and his guards, and then just be so fucking elated that she can just…. go. be. she honestly probably doesn’t even go back to the brothel, not even to save anyone— she hadn’t made friends, but enemies. friends weren’t allowed. she might have tried to tell some kind of authority what was going on, and she just was unlucky enough to find the authority that was involved in keeping that place running— basically just murdering her hope that justice actually existed in the world, or that good men existed.

#headcanons. #i definitely feel like i’m leaving a lot out #and this is kind of all over the place lmao #but yeah #just some reasons why neph is the way she is lmao #living under such strict and abusive conditions in such transformative years of her life #and why after *finally* getting out with such chaotic newfound power #she’s basically just a feral #abused animal wreaking havoc on the realms #lmao #she couldn’t do anything without being afraid for so long #and she’s still afraid #very afraid #but SHE CAN DO EVERYTHING NOW #SHE CAN GO ANYWHERE #and if anyone makes her feel slightly threatened #she knows that she can make herself *scarier* #her empathy for others is pretty much nonexistent unless you can appeal to #that scared little girl she still is on the inside #if you can make that kid feel safe #she’s as soft as a kitten

[ei-mugi]

school is ridiculous. they give you so much holiday homework in highschool that you effectively have 0 break for 6 years straight and then its immediately into fucking uni. that 1 or 2 month gap after highschool and before uni was the only break ive gotten since i was 12. only time my periods werent painful. i dont give a shit if break week in the middle of the semester is meant to be for "catching up and getting ahead" im not doing that. im taking a fucking break

#i lost all my shits to give this year groaannnn #man i shouldve taken the opportunity to have another couple weeks off school after my mum died (in grade 8) #but nooooo i was like id rather be in school than sitting around at home doing nothing #what was i on #this year i was like i want a gap semester. like just a semester and my dad threatened to kick me out over it. fml #then again he also threatened to kick me out if i dont answer his questions fast enough so like. whatever #its gonna happen inevitably i dont know why he keeps wanting my opinion on what house to get #i dont give a shit what house you choose obviously im not gonna be living there #vent #i guess. sorry

[alternis]

my awful brain coming out of nowhere to throw third eye thoughts at me. i see a good meta and my brain goes "hey, you know this means in third eye au-"

#mostly that third eye au tim is really a Nightmare Scenario for him #jack and janet both die before he gets to reconnect with them or find any kind of stable living situation. #he has to deal with the ramifications of having (unintentionally) killed somebody in self defense. and the Shiva of it all #he has pushed down his desire for normalcy so deeply. compartmentalised himself into Before and After so strongly. #that he cannot emotionally handle anything that threatens the boundary he's drawn between 'tim drake the normal kid' and his current self #to the extent that third eye is really hard to write because he no longer thinks of himself as 'tim drake' #it's a whole complicated mess of shame and grief and self-aware self-disgust. tim v robin identity crisis turned up to 11 #no idea if it makes sense. compels me though! #third eye au

[todderwodders]

My durge and Gortash’s relationship is like. Two horrible little best friends who put an amazing amount of trust in each other despite their positions and generally horrible personalities making it more or less impossible. They’ve known each other carnally and robbed a few supposedly unrobable places. It ain’t true but it is love.

#also my durge is a huge dnd pot head and a deeply capable monster of epic proportions #Aku is like cercei Lannister motivated by love to even more psychotic extents who also thinks hunting people is a delightful pastime #something something volo said all spawn are coins landing on their sides #he swings from being totally okay #even happy #with his occupation as anti christ #only to fall into short lived but deeply tumultuous periods of meloncholy or breaks INTO reality #where he may not regret his choices but he does regret bhaal and knowing he will never see an end to being father dears perpetual servant #no escape no life beyond this tiny little existence he didn’t get a choice in #he fully slides up to my quasi immortal tav multiple times #still brain damaged #and is like the things I could do to your body over and over and over again baby… #tomoko voice are you flirting with me or threatening me? #Aku voice oh baby it’s a prommy #anyhow durge is a funny tyrannical god complexer who says shit like ‘you approached the blunt with a heavy karmic debt’ after eating #an inn keepers face off and doing some very suggestive tongue stuff before he sucked out his eyeballs like other people suck out gogurt #has had like twenty kids tried to give Enver a kid (his? not? does it matter #take the honor you little worm) a kid only to be bitterly disappointed each time #would love to do some laundry and taxes #nic plays bg3 #they show up to the function (post bg3 events where gortash lives) lookin real good only to go hooooow could you cheat on me like this #(they are both fucking or wooing different people now)

[stupid-dyke]

stayed up til 3 when I have an 8am again. I do this because I hate myself so sos sososososososososo much. It's really funny because I don;t fall asleep in class thanks to my meds but I've noticed every time I go to class after 4 hrs sleep people act weird around me which is how I know im acting really weird. And I am so extremely angry at myself. I spent 4 hours. well 8 hours. Well all day. Pretending I'm going to do homework and distracting myself with various other things on my laptop or crying on the phone to my parents. Got zerooooo work done at all i stayed up most of the nihght for literally no gain whatsoever this is pure self harm. Which I do becauase again I hate myself. Because I didn't do my work. Which i won't do tomorrow either because i'll be so tired I wont be able to string a sentence together even though I'm supposed to give a presentation haha. My favorite activity is staring at the clock on my laptop getting later and later and later. new high score etc. Who's a hypersomniac now. Imagine how much easier this semester would have been if I'd gone to bed before 2am ever. I'm so fucking angry at myself I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep now even. If I fail my classes again my parents are gonna make me live at home forever and say im too crazy to live on my own. I know I was supposed to get a therapist but I hate them all so, so, so much. I think people get that job bc they feel powerful telling some pathetic person what to do knowing I literally cannot do it and will come back week after week admittingn failure and paying

I know I was supposed to take the new experimental FDA approved drug for IH but the list of side effects is fucking terrifying and I live and sleep alone so i really don't want to take a super powerful sedative that can make you stop breathing. So I'm gonna keep taking stimualnts and lying to myself that today is the last day I stay up extremely late for no reason.

#it's really sad I'll skip the meds sometimes to try to sleep and it doesn't even help. I just feel worse while awake. #The real reason i can't sleep is because im screwing myself over by doing no work and im terrified im going to fail my fucking classes #and theyre all going to say im crazy if I fail my classes. theyre going to say im crazy and I self sabotaged on purpose #bc i dont want to succeed. Dad says that every day #Dad loves telling me everytjhing wrong with me multiple times a day every day so i never ever forget #hes so helpful. He's trying so hard to help. If i dont answer the phone he starts worrying ive committed suicide #again i was suicidal one week in 2019. Get the fuck over it. You've literally threatened to kill yourself multiple times. Fucking hypocrite #a bunch of my friends are going to graduate this semester and best case scenario i graudate next semester and then I'll lose touch with eve #ybody #and then the good times are over and life is boring and hell forever and ill get more disabled every year until I can't work and then I'll #run out of money and die #you know when I talked to my genetics professor about the alzheimer's results he said somethign will kill you eventually and it #wont be that unless you live to old age which will be good! #so true bestie. so ture #Guys lets be real here. Why the fuck. Do we live. why. It is so goddamn hard. Maybe it;s easy when u get sleep . But that hasn't happened t #me for a while #all my classes end next week and i havent done most assignments since spring break #also over spring break my parents met w a lawyer to revise their will adn afterwards dad told me im executor and explained to me what will #happen after each person in my family dies. #the assumption is that I will outlive everyone. they don't think my sister will live to old age adn they are already old #the lawyer apparently has clients with the same disability as me and all of them had the same thing happen. Once they get another disabilit #and get older it becomes impossible to manage IH and they cant work til retirement age #i just spent an hour typing this shit instead of sleeping. 4am-730am sleep lets go. I should kill myself #i hate my parents fucking advicce bc they;; be like well when i was ur age I was married it sure must suck to be single!!!! fuck you guys f

[orcelito]

Omfg I never actually posted about this but just like 2 days ago I realized that no it is Not normal to experience lightheadedness near daily when I've gone just a little too long without eating

I looked it up and apparently lightheadedness/dizziness CAN be a part of fibromyalgia (which I think I have for a number of different reasons), so like. It all makes sense.

Fuckin fibromyalgia. It's the source of like 95% of my physical problems, I swear. Every Damn Thing can be traced back to it. What a pain.

#speculation nation #'what a pain' haha get it bc chronic pain #frankly speaking the chronic pain part of it isn't the Worst. it's only a few times a month that i get my arm and leg aches #(though sometimes ill have bouts that last longer. like in january i think when i had arm aches for over a Week) #then again my rib cartilage inflammation is a permanent thing. my ribs Always are fucked up. #and i dont know 100% that it's bc of fibro but this condition has been linked to fibro and it didnt go away with anti-inflammatories So #in the end the pain isnt my biggest concern for treating my fibro. aside from the frequent headaches. i Would like to counter those. #what i really need is help with my chronic fatigue and weakness spells #i hate how fragile i feel so much of the time. bc im NOT weak. for my size im actually surprisingly strong. #but im quick to tire and if i push myself too hard then im practically bedridden #i will literally get symptoms of sickness if im too fatigued. including nausea and coughing and headaches #all fixed after ive gotten some rest. so im not Actually sick. #im tired and fed up with how finicky my body is and how i have to eat on time always or i'll be threatened with passing out. #havent passed out Yet but ive had some times where i end up Having to sit bc i get tunnel vision and my scalp is prickling #and it feels like my brain is squeezing and i know i Have to sit down Right Now #idk. there are many things like this. and i am sooooo tired of it. #i want a fibro diagnosis so i can actually get some help for the things that make life so hard to live. #im not depressed im just chronically fatigued. and so very tired. #give me some Energizing Meds or smth. help me please 😭😭😭 i hate living like this 😭😭😭😭😭 #i wanna be able to do things without being bedridden for the rest of the day 😭😭😭😭 please 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[sundialheart]

thinking about patroclus and achilles makes me want to crawl under my bed and weep

#LET THEM ALL PERISH EXCEPT WE TWO!!!!! MAY WE TWO ALONE MAY LIVE IN THE GLORY OF TAKING TROY!! #patroclus literally mirrored cleoptra. get fucking real.. #? ALSO??? TSOA??? #I COULD RECOGNIZE HIM BY TOUCH ALONE? BY SMELL? I WOULD KNOW HIM BLIND? #BY THE WAY HIS BREATHS CAME AND HIS FEET STRUCK THE EARTH? #I WOULD KNOW HIM IN DEATH? AT THE END OF THE WORLD? #DEVASTATING. #also achilles literally said would that i could tear the meat from your flesh and devour you raw for the great ill you have done me. #has anyone here threatened to eat another man after the death of a loved one?

[kickbutts-singsongs]

YOU LIKE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!

what is your favourite song omgomg

OMG DONT MAKE ME CHOOOOOOOOOOSE

Obvi the title song slaps, All I Ask of You is so sweet, Think of Me makes me jealous of sopranos cuz I can’t sing all the high notes, Prima Donna is fun, Music of the Night uhh did things to me lol, Angel of Music is so soothing, and Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again made me tear up a bit.

I can’t narrow it down to just one, so imma say my top three are:

Music of the Night (especiallyyyyy the Ramin Karimloo version from the 25th anniversary)

Phantom of the Opera (nuff said)

and Point of No Return (the movie version)

It’s so good to see a fellow Phan!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩

#I was absolutely infatuated with The Phantom after I watched the movie (three times in a row) #I mean he checked all my boxes #aesthetic? check! #musical talent? check! #lives in a place with secret passageways? double check! #but then I had a dream where The Phantom was revealed to be my father and I think my brain was tryna tell me smth 💀💀💀 #phantom of the opera #poto #man I was totally obsessed with this musical I even got to see it on Broadway before it closed! #I made an entire spreadsheet analysis on the different melodies and where they were used and what they meant #you know there’s one melody that always plays after the Phantom does or is mentioned to have done smth crazy or amazing #but then someone says or does smth that really just reminds the audience that the Phantom is not a demon or an Angel #he’s a human #I called the melody ‘true colors’ cuz idk what else to call it lol #it doesn’t have its own song it’s just used in spurts #its used after Erik gets after Christine for taking off his mask and Christine hands it back to him #(and we see him go from anger to vulnerability and then it plays) #and again in the preamble to All I Ask Of You when Christine goes #‘yet in his eyes / all the sadness of the world / those pleading eyes / that both threaten and adore’ #(and we see Christine go from ‘he’s scary’ to ‘he’s wonderful’ to ‘oh u know what he’s sad and lonely’) #and more but I digress #anyways sorry that was a rant but I don’t really want to delete all that so there u go 😅 #asks #Thanks for reaching out!! ❤️❤️❤️