#almost 20 hours of work total 😬

[fieldsofview]

20 Questions (for fanfic writers)

I got tagged by the absolutely lovely @sarah-sandwich Thank you!!

1. how many works do you have on ao3?

17 :)

2. what's your total ao3 word count?

157,867 (2/3 of that is SMH hahaha)

3. what fandoms do you write for?

atm all my WIPs and upcoming fic ideas are Spidey related, but I used to write a lot for MLB and OL:BA (and A:TLA back on ffn in hs but we don't talk about the dark ages hahaha)

4. top five fics by kudos:

Under The Moonlight - OL:BA smutty oneshot of what should have happened after the charity ball scene 😳

Crushtomer - MLB coffee shop AU one-shot with Barista!Adrien and Overworked Uni Student!Marinette (heavily inspired by my barista days in College, when I was writing this) ☕

King Agreste - a MLB AU oneshot inspired by the Grimm fairy tale Allerleirauh "all-kinds-of-fur" 🏰

You Said You Loved Me - an MLB kwami swap identity reveal wip i never finished and probably never will sorry 😬

Spider-Man: Homesickness - My take on what the MCU Spidey's life could be like 5 years post: No Way Home and his journey into letting people back into his life and not being so alone (My CURRENT BABY and WIP that I'm ALMOST DONE WITH - it's so fucking long alskdhasasjdkhksdjhfkfh my hope is that it ends up in the no. 1 spot someday when it's complete) 🕸️

5. do you respond to comments?

So I didn't always, but nowadays I try really hard to respond to every comment thread at least, even if I don't always have the last comment on the thread. I really REALLY appreciate each and every comment and I actually often re-read them when I'm feeling insecure in my writing (is that cringe? maybe lol but it's true)

6. what is the fic your wrote with the angstiest ending?

Definitely The Beauty of Green. 268-word OL: BA drabble that smacks you out of nowhere in the last two sentences. I never write things that short anymore but it just worked

7. what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

A lot of my one-shots back when I was writing for MLB like 5 years ago have happy endings. I prefer more *complicated* endings now, but a genuinely happy ending can be nice too. May I present Drops in a Pond for consideration though? Not traditionally fluffy or sweet, but I like to think it's a soft and hopeful kind of ending.

8. do you get hate on fics?

I haven't yet. I think I'm too small of a creator to get hate lol

9. do you write smut?

I've posted one smut fic before, Under the Moonlight, listed above. It's my top-rated fic so I guess I know a little of what I'm doing. OH and my side-wip I'm working on when SMH is too angsty for me is all fluff and kinky Parkner smut and I'm so excited to post that someday when SMH is fully out and done.

10. craziest crossover:

I haven't written any crossovers, unless you count pulling from marvel canon across different adaptations to make SMH (it's got Gwen and Harry and Miles even though they're not in the MCU 19999 as of now). But I used to write a lot of aus

11. have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don't think so

12. have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but I would be so honored if someone did! I once had a full conversation in the comments with someone in another language by using Google Translate and that was fun!

13. have you ever co-written a fic before?

I think my writing process would be a little too unconventional to co-write with someone unless we were trading chapters and perspectives. I go back and edit my drafts a lot as I move forward and I would be too tempted to edit their writing too, which feels mean...

14. all time favorite ship?

I LITERALLY CAN NOT PICK DO NOT DO THIS TO ME!!!!! I will be a multi-shipper until the day I die, in basically every fandom.

15. what's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have an idea for a series of long fics making an MCU HS AU inspired by Degrassi, but I think it would be just too many hours and too many words that I won't ever commit to. I love a good HS AU every now and again, but I feel like a lot of people (across fandoms with hs aus tbh) write the characters as if they already have a lot of the canon quirks the characters have as adults. I would want to write them truly as their HS selves, acting like real teenagers and all the dumb shit teens do, as the reader follows along on the journey of their growing up.

16. what are your writing strengths?

I think I really like detail and trying to portray a level of reality with the characters, even in more fantastical settings. I want the character's choices and motivations to be both complex and clear to the reader, even when they're making choices that the reader disagrees with. I also think this is a skill that is more and more prevalent in my recent writing, so my earlier MLB stuff doesn't have as much of it. My OLBA stuff and now my Spidey stuff though? Yeah.

17. what are your writing weaknesses?

Staying motivated to finish WIPS. (This is something I've improved a lot on though and at this point, barring some kind of life-or-death calamity in my life, I will absolutely be finishing SMH. I'm literally 120k of a predicted 150k words deep and going strong sooo).

OH ALSO comedy! I'm so bad at writing funny characters and making them actually say things that are both funny and make sense. Sucks when writing Spidey cause he can be such a little shit with his sarcastic comments and each dialogue point takes me 3-5 business weeks to come up with.

18. thoughts on dialogue in another language?

I do it very rarely and only when it feels 100% necessary. I had a small bit in Spanish in ch 6 of SMH because Jeff and Rio were literally talking about Peter right in front of him and he could hear the words they were saying, even if he didn't understand them. But it was very brief.

I did it because the POV character literally didn't understand it, so it made sense to have it written out. In fics where the POV character understands what's being said, I prefer it all be written in the fic's primary language, for reader ease.

19. first fandom you wrote in?

A:TLA, like I said. That was back in the dark ages of my Junior Year of HS on my old ffn account that will never see the light of day again hahaha

20. favorite fic you've written?

Every current WIP has always been my favorite because that is what I'm thinking about. So SMH is definitely my current fave. It's my baby and I've put literally hundreds of hours into it (I keep a spreadsheet lol, it's nearly 150 hours of sheer writing, not including the early days of brainstorming and outlining.)

HOWEVER, back in the day, I was really proud of writing Answer Me and it's literally my lowest-rated fic, but I was such a fan of the genre and the Night Circus inspiration. Plus, I love Alya as a character and it was really fun to write from her perspective.

OH, and I'm still proud of Under the Moonlight because it taught me that my acespec ass can write smut and is also good at it, lol. I just have to write smut that's rooted in ~*~feelings~*~ and also has an element of humanism and imperfection. Which is the type of vibe I'm putting into my side-wip rn.

Thanks for tagging me, Sarah!

no pressure tagging: @seek--rest, @abcd-em, @missamyshay, @pbpsbff

#fic writing #fic writer ask #ao3 #foviewpoint #This was so fun! #some of these works are literally so old I'm a whole different person now #writer ask #Spider-Man: homesickness

[imsodishy]

I saw that coffee poll and tell me your cold brew secrets…. I’ve tried to make it before since I mostly drink iced coffee but it tastes so acidic almost and plain bad when I make it

I'm not gonna be totally helpful because my ratio is based on this random jug I have 😬 So I use a bag of dark roast beans and then I just fill the jug with water and it works out perfect! Seriously though, I make concentrate, so the ratio is roughly 1 part grounds to 4ish parts water by weight, but I'm not one of those people weighing out grounds by the gram.

Why that particular jug you ask? Because it came in a two pack, and their necks interlock perfectly so I can just flip 'em and let it strain unsupervised.

Speaking of straining, I use a nut milk bag (yes, that is actually what it's called), which is like a giant tea bag for straining like almond milk or whatever. You soak it so it doesn't absorb all the coffee, and then you pour through it (you can also just use cheesecloth, but I find this much less hassle).

I put it in the fridge for about 20 hours to brew, so you do need to plan a head a bit, but once brewed and strained it lasts in the fridge for like 2 weeks, so if you get a good sized jug you can make a big batch once in a while a coast.

Since it's concentrated you DILUTE IT TO DRINK IT! You don't drink it like a cuppa joe, it's more akin to an espresso shot. You either water it down like an americano, or I dilute it with milk to make lattes, and sweeten to taste! You can drink it cold, or you can heat it up.

You gotta tinker a bit, I think. Play around with beans, ratios, and brew times til you get your perfect recipe. 💜

#dishy answers #anon #happy brewing!

[trainer-aer]

Life Update: Valentine's Day Edition

02.14.2023

💜

Today marks three months to the day from when I began the process of getting away from my abusive ex-fiancé.

In the past three months I have done an insane amount of healing that trauma, physically and emotionally.

While in that toxic relationship, I gained over 60 pounds and went from being very physically active (20k+ steps a day and on my feet for 15+ hours with ease, despite having mild symptoms of POTS) to suffering from barely manageable POTS, vertigo, crippling anxiety, agoraphobia, and severe chronic pain to the point of needing a mobility aid almost constantly.

In the three months since leaving that relationship, I have worked tirelessly to get my health back in my control. A strict diet and daily fitness regimen has helped me lose 20 pounds since November 14th, putting me back under 200 pounds for the first time since 2019 when I started dating him for a total of 48 of those 60 pounds down. Thanks to my new routine, in addition to medication management, my POTS and vertigo have significantly improved and have become essentially a non-issue again. The pain is improving slowly, it's not perfect, but it's under control at least and that's better than nothing in my eyes! Oh, and the agoraphobia/anxiety? Turns out both were directly caused by being in a super toxic relationship where my body was constantly in fight or flight mode. Honestly, the first time (and unfortunately not the last time) I uttered the words "I am afraid of you" in 2020 should have been when I kicked him to the curb but. I guess we all make mistakes. Hindsight is 20/20, quite literally this time 😂

Because I had to leave the apartment that I shared with him, I began the search for a new place to live pretty much immediately. My agent (who is the sweetest woman alive I love her to death) immediately jumped on it and started the search again. I knew she'd find me something amazing because she found that place I was moving out of, too!

And oh my god did she pull through! I just finished completely unpacking at my new place and you guys! Stunning! Not only is it exactly perfectly sized (2.5 bedrooms, 1 bathroom, and about 1200sq feet) I got everything I wanted and more!

It's in a very safe and progressive neighborhood, close to my family, on a quiet street, very private, and it has enough space for all of my things with areas to keep all of my pets (current and future) separated appropriately, huge storage area in the basement so I can store my holiday stuff out of the way (I'm very proud of the fact that I got rid of enough stuff during the move - SIX full cars worth of donations and more in garbage, that I no longer need to keep anything but holiday decor and a couple extra furniture pieces waiting to be sold down there), washer/dryer IN UNIT, parking included with snow removal in winter, top floor of a newly renovated pet-friendly luxury space, and a HUGE YARD with full permission to landscape to my hearts content! Plus, I get to keep the big trampoline in the yard! It's a literal dream come true! My old place was big, but that was all it really had going for it. It was in a not very safe neighborhood, next to a busy road, and had honestly very crummy appliances and was basically infested with flies and other insects (ants, centipedes) that constantly came in through the huge gaps in the baseboards most of the time I lived there. No wonder it was so cheap 😬

My business has been booming, I've got clients lined up and I've actually had to start a waitlist! I've got some other exciting career stuff happening as well! More on that to come as I get more details together!

I'm spending tonight taking a well-earned cozy evening with my kitty and my bunny after working so hard for three months straight! After dinner, I'm gonna get some crafting time in, too!

#aer talks #life updates #tw: abuse mention #tw: chronic illness #3 months #valentines day #I've never been so happy to spend Valentine's Day alone #i'm finally free #it's so nice to not live in fear anymore #my mental and physical health is flourishing #and my career #big excite

[jeldyap]

IRONMAN WACO 2022 Run Leg (26 miles = 42 km) As much as I want to do a quick transition, I can't. My energy was depleted in the bike leg. So, i took my time, wore my @on_running socks and shoes, the cloudboom echo, and checked my watch to see much how much time i have left before the cut off. It is almost 6pm. My cut off time is 1:04 am. At this state , I can't do a run. I would just do my usual post to post walk-jog combo. So, off i go. I was just walking the first 2 miles but after snacking the potato chips and coke in the aid station, i kind of got back at the present moment, and i was able to do my run-walk strategy. At this point, I was already catching up to those who were in front of me. My pace is slow. Its survival of whatever you have. I was feeling good until i hit the wall in between mile 12 and 13. I was in zombie mode. I was walking with eyes closed. I BONKED!!!! AGAIN!!! 😬😬😬 SO, i made the decision to take a break. I sat down on the bridge, closed my eyes and bowed down my head. I had a power nap for 20 minutes. This was from 9:11 to 9:31 pm. I am used to power naps as i work night shifts as a nurse and after the nap, i would be renewed. So, i took the gamble and It paid off. I felt refreshed when i woke up. Checked my watch, i have almost 3 hours and 30 mins to complete 13.5 miles. So now, there is pressure. I see athletes walking but there is a sense of urgency. Everyone is hurrying to meet the cut off. I went to an aid station, took my @surphyto Pills and off im back at it. On the 16th mile, my battery died. Im running blind now. I have no way to check the time. I just kept on chasing the other runners in front of me. On mile 20-25, i saw runners in agony, cramping and barely can make a step, but they are still pushing. It was inspiring!!! I talked to them and everyone was encouraging everyone. I offered my @baseperformance salt to some who cramped up. Finally, as I was about to go up the bridge for the finish line i cant help but feel the sigh of relief. I finished the race with a total time of 16 hours and 35 mins. 25 minutes before the cut off. This was painful and its worth it! #onroc #discoverouterspaces @on_running_nation (at Waco, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cj4Yz_3raK_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#onroc #discoverouterspaces

[hootydoot]

Fives and Echo with lightsabers again. This time, featuring Captain Rex!

Bonus

Part one

Part three

First two pictures without text below the cut

#domino twins #arc trooper echo #arc trooper fives #captain rex #fives echo rex #clones with lightsabers #i just love them a lot you know? #anakin skywalker #ahsoka tano #watching on like proud parents #tcw #the clone wars #star wars #hootydoodles #almost 20 hours of work total 😬

[aleksa-sims]

My RL gameplay (18+)

CW addiction, drugs

My annoying mother came home from work and the first thing she can think of, is yelling at me! Ana, Sandra and I had some fun last night.  Ana’s boyfriend, this “vampier” guy, he brought us something to smoke. And so, that this little party in my room, doesn’t get too boring, I of course invited Philip and Ana’s boyfriend also had his brother with him. Who got along pretty well with S.! 🤨  Since Sandra was pregnant, she didn’t smoke with us, so the rest of us went out on the balcony. Just.... my parents had their bedroom window open, so my mom could hear Ana and I giggling all the time and later on also male voices. But ok, she knew Philip & Ana’s Boyfriend were with us. But my drug test was positive today, because of last night and yeah, my mom totally freaked out about it & also because of a few other reasons. 

Oh, and my dad wasn’t home last night. He had to drive his stupid brother to my cousin’s college. But maybe this was a good thing, that he wasn’t home. 😬

Mom: What's all this crap? I work all day long and when I get home I have to clean up your mess and cook for you because you can NOT do anything alone. Seriously now! I’m not your cleaning lady! You couldn’t even do your own laundry. I was just ironing your laundry for three hours last night!

Me: Nobody told you to do my laundry! 🤷‍♀️

Mom: You know, I wonder how you did all this when you lived alone with Nico.

Me: He was definitely NOT as annoying as YOU! 😒

Mom: I’m so disappointed in you A.! What did you three do in your room last night? And who was with you?

Me: What’s it to you? I’m almost 20 years old  and I can be with whoever I want!

Mom: Ana! 🤨.....TALK! 😒

Ana: Nope! 😬............Ugh, it was just us! 🤷‍♀️

Me: It was the three of us, Philip, David & his brother.

Mom: Ok, so that wasn’t Sandra’s boyfriend who she kissed when she went home? I saw you out the window, S.! You 6 made so much noise, that I woke up.😠

Sandra: Shit! 💩 🤦‍♀️ .....David’s brother & I, we felt a bit alone & he’ s cute. 😬.... A. was busy with Philip and Ana was busy with David, you know?

Mom: Are you three insane? 😦 😠 I thought you guys were grown up now, and you were acting like adults? But that’s just stupid! You’ve been acting like crazy teens. And you brought drugs into my house! Who the hell gave you this shit A.? Your fucking drug test is positive! And you Ana, you are now IMMEDIATELY taking a test too! And you Sandra, Idk what to say? 🤦‍♀️ You’re fucking pregnant! 😠 😠 😠

Sandra: I didn’t smoke!!! We really just had some harmless fun.

Me: Come down, ok! I didn’t take this other shit! So....chill! 😒

Mom: I don’t give a shit, A.! You’re a drug addict! And you put your sister into this shit? 😦 😠 Where did you get this stuff? And that Philip would do something like this, I would never have thought of him!

Ana: If you only knew what P. did with A.....🤣 And it wasn’t A., who got us weed, it was my.....boyfriend. 🤷‍♀️

Me: Ana! 🤦‍♀️..... Listen! This was just weed! Nothing special! And Philip just wanted to relax a bit! He’s really stressed out about all this shit that happened. You have no idea how bad he feels! So, please, just keep P. out of this!

Mom: If he needs to relax, then he should....., Idk, meditate or do yoga or read a book instead of just playing soccer or gambling, but he shouldn’t smoke weed with you! 😠

Ana: Oh no! She said Philip & Yoga! 😄

Mom: Yeah, and? 🤷‍♀️ Wouldn’t hurt you either! If I can do this, why can’t you?

Ana: Philip doesn’t do yoga! He only does it with that yoga girl-bitch.🤨

Sandra: 🤭 🤣......Sorry, A.! 😬

Me (to my mom): Just because you started this yoga shit, doesn’t mean that I want to or have to do it!

Mom:  I do this during my teraphy! I became mentally ill because of you & your problems! And you Ana, you will be tested regularly from now on. Just like your sister! And letting you alone in your room with your boyfriend, that’s history for a while!

Ana: We’ll see! 💁‍♀️

Mom: How dare you talk to me like this? Just wait till your dad gets home! And now you A.! You’re not leaving the house alone anymore! I mean with Philip or Ana & Sandra! That’s over now! 

Me: I’m not going to live like a prisoner here. 😠 And if P. can’t come to see me, I’ll go with him! He & I, only belong together from now on.

Mom: You've really lost your mind, haven't you. 😦 You can’t keep running away with someone just..... because your life sucks! Finally do the right thing before you make the same mistake again & again! And what should happen to your apartment now? 🤷‍♀️ Where should all these things & furniture go? Take care of this first! Put an ad on the Internet or something! I don’t care if Nico continues to pay the rent or not! It’s been 3 months now! In the end, everything will stick to me again and I have to take care of all these things & furniture there. 😠 😩

Me: I want to keep my apartment for as long as I can! And maybe I’ll go back tomorrow? Here with you, I can’t stand it! 😠

Mom: Oh, I’m sorry it’s so bad for you here. You live here like in a 5 star hotel! You don’t do anything! You come home from work and lock yourself up in your room with Philip right away. You do NOTHING! And I’m tired of cleaning up after you and Ana. You have no respect at all! This will change from now on! 😠

Me: I don’t give a shit! I’ll just move in with P.. 🤷‍♀️

Mom: Maybe Philip doesn’t want this? I mean, the first time, it didn’t work out because you used drugs all the time. And that’s why Nico left too!!

Me: I don’t care about N.! He should just stay away forever, I don’t want him anymore! I just want P.!

Mom: Now you just want P.? 🤨 Sure! I got it! Now that you can take drugs with Philip, it’s clear you want him.

Me: What kind of bullshit are you talking? P. doesn’t want me to take drugs! Come down! It was just weed, hell! 😠 🤷‍♀️

Mom: I noticed that Philip has changed a lot in the last 3 weeks. He won’t talk to us like he used to, when he got here. No, he’s just leaving with you in your room, to do..... whatever.

Ana: The two are just in love! Let them be together! Take care of your shit! He loves her and he doesn’t want to talk with you or your husband! Why would he? 🤷‍♀️ 🤨

Mom (to Ana): Who asked YOU? 🤨

Ana: I’m just trying to keep you from driving my sister away! And now stop it! We have NOT done anything bad!

Mom:  Under my roof, I do not tolerate drug parties! 😠 Do you understand? And that you three are locked up here with 3 guys in A.’s room for a whole night, this is also forbidden from now on! Who knows what kind of shit you 3 did? 

Ana: We certainly didn’t have sex all with each other if that’s what you think! .....Six of us! 😦 🤦‍♀️ .....🤣 🤣

Sandra: That would definitely be the craziest thing we’ve ever done! 🤨

Mom:  No, I’m not that naive anymore! The past has taught me that everything is possible with you 3! I also never thought A. would go to bed with two men! And instead of her ending this thing, she just kept going and.....ugh! 😩 So please, don’t tell me I’m exaggerating.

Me:  I’m going to my room! P.’s coming to me. And if you say something wrong to him...then, I am immediately gone! I swear! 😠

Mom: I’m not talking to anyone today! I’m sick of everything! But I want to know what’s going on with Philip because something has changed here!!

I was thinking if I should move out here again? I asked Philip to move in together and he said yes. Still, I wasn’t quite sure? I was afraid that Philip & I would fight as much again as we did at the beginning of the year, when I lived with him. But now our situation has actually changed. 🤷‍♀️  It’s just the two of us! And P. will soon have to go abroad, but between him and me, it won’t end like it did with Nico. And my mom was right! Something has changed here. 😢🤦‍♀️

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[exlibrisfangirl]

Character head canon thing: Teen Wolf + 5, 10, 19, 20, & 49

5. Who is always befriending animals?

I feel like this is canonically Scott, but Isaac strikes me as the type who goes around petting every dog and cat he sees, especially after Deaton shows him how to take the dying dog's pain at the end of Season 2. Sometimes he shows up at the animal clinic when Scott's not there because he's feeling particularly restless and just... wants to help someone or something so badly, but Derek nobody is doing anything useful, and Deaton lets him take the pain of whichever animal is in worst shape at the moment because he recognizes that hunger in Isaac, that need to feel like he's making a difference. When Chris and Isaac go to France, there's a cat that sits sunning itself in the window of the boulangerie they frequent. One day, the shop owner comes running out screaming that the cat has been hit by a car. Chris offers to drive the wounded animal to the local clinic, and, on the way, Isaac cradles the cat in his arms, taking her pain. The cat survives, and every time they visit the cafe after that, the cat sits in Isaac's lap and purrs while they drink their coffee and eat their croissants together. The shop owner insists that the cat NEVER does that with anyone else but her daughter, the cute French girl who works there after school, and Isaac eventually asks the girl out, and THAT IS WHY HE DOESN'T RETURN TO BEACON HILLS WITH CHRIS IN S4 OKAY, DO NOT TOUCH ME I AM EMOTIONAL.

10. Which two characters would make for the most entertaining body swap? Why?

I feel like Stiles and Derek would be the most comical, mostly because the two of them are already so slap-stick comical together, but also because HELLO TOTALLY DIFFERENT BODY TYPES. I'm just imagining Stiles doing flips off of buildings and stuff whilst yelling, "PARKOUR!" with an increasingly winded and infuriated Derek chasing him, shrieking, "STILES, I SWEAR TO GOD... IF YOU DO ANY PERMANENT DAMAGE TO MY BODY, I WILL WAIT UNTIL YOU'RE BACK IN YOURS, AND THEN I WILL KILL YOU."

19. Who is the best with kids?

20. Who is the absolute WORST with kids?

Chris and Melissa. They're the Pack Parents for a reason. *shrugs* I can just imagine them, taking in kids who have been orphaned by Monroe's hunters post-S6, collecting this growing herd of supernatural disaster children who follow them around everywhere like a flock of confused ducklings. The Argent-McCall Halfway House for Homeless Teens. Someday I will write that fic... but it is not this day, lol.

49. Which couple/ship is the kinkiest? The most mushy/romantic?

Peter. Oh my goodness. Even when he was a child himself, he was an absolute terror with the other children. He definitely played some horrible pranks on his little cousin Derek which got him in BIG trouble with Talia. 😬 One time, he played "hide and seek" with 5yo Derek and, as a joke, left him in an abandoned coyote den in the middle of the forest. It took Talia and the rest of the family almost 24 hours to find him... after they realized he was lost. (Peter waited a good 4 or 5 hours before coming home, claiming that Derek wandered off while they were hunting for rabbits. When Talia discovered the truth, her entire pack had to hold her back and prevent her from doing her brother severe bodily injury. She wouldn't speak to Peter for weeks afterwards.)

I see Stiles and Lydia as being exceptionally mushy... buuuut it's almost entirely from Stiles' end. 😆 I mean, this is the guy who showed up at Lydia's house for her 16th birthday party with a beautifully wrapped box so big it barely fit through the door... and that was back before they were together, when he just had an unrequited crush on her. You think this guy is gonna rein it in now that they're in a relationship? Pfft. Nope. Stiles "Go Big or Go Home" Stilinski goes all out, all the time. Lydia pretends to be embarrassed by his romantic antics, but she secretly adores them, even if she would never admit as much to anyone. The one time he goes the subtle-but-sentimental route is when he proposes, and he does so by wrapping a green string around her ring finger ("green for solved"). Lydia refuses to take it off until he buys her an actual engagement ring, and then she has the green string set in a locket, so she can wear it always as a reminder that Stiles will never give up on her, leave her behind, or forget her. Even after he develops dementia later in life, the green string always brings him back to her... OMG, NOOOOO. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT??? Oh, wait... *I* did that. *slaps hand* DAMMIT, ME.

In terms of canon couples? I'd be willing to bet that Chris and Victoria were preeeetty kinky. (That woman was 100% a dominatrix. Sorry, I don't make the rules.)

50 Fictional Character Headcanons Ask Meme

Non-canon couples? Derek and Chris somehow manage to be simultaneously kinky af AND disgustingly sappy. I mean, come on. "I believe in Derek Hale"...??? SO GOSHDANG ROMANTIC. You might not think so to look at them, but both men are hopeless romantics, even after all the trauma they've been through and the painful, failed relationships they've had. They are SO SOFT with each other, and they make each other cry - mostly the good kind - all the time. But don't be fooled into thinking that their tenderness with each other doesn't mean that bondage and gunplay don't make up a significant chunk of their bedroom repertoire... because they ABSOLUTELY DO. No, I will NOT be taking any criticism at this time, thank you and goodbyeeee.

#sterekxhale #answered ask #tumblr friends #and the meme goes on #fictional characters #fandom #teen wolf #isaac lahey #stiles stilinski #lydia martin #otp: remember i love you #derek hale #chris argent #brotp: you saved my life #melissa mccall #otp: the hunter and the healer #i guess i have to tag #victoria argent #even though i loathe her lol #oh man i went deeeep into my feels on this one

[aleksa-sims]

My RL gameplay (18+)

!CW! addiction, drugs

I did something very stupid! 😞 😢And tomorrow just before Nico flies away again, he will break up with me. After that, I will not see him for almost a year. 🙁.....I had an appointment with my gynecologist, because I still did not get my period. Actually, Nico was supposed to drive me there, but I just left and met with Sandra. 🤦‍♀️  I just left him a short message, that I went to my gynecologist with S.. After that, sandra and I went to this bar where I used to be, when I lived with my parents.

There I saw some people from earlier and a bit later D. & his friend, this one guy Z., who is a drug addict. Z. is together with this waitress, Irena, who works there and her shift started, that’s why the 3 were there. I remembered what Philip told me when we were at that club the other day. He saw this guy Z. taking drugs and D. was with him too. So I came up with the stupid idea of asking D., if he could get me something. I knew that when Nico left, I would be locked up with my parents for over 4 weeks, because of all this drug shit. One last time, before I finished with this shit. That’s what I thought!.... Sandra & I, we had fun as usual. But then Nico called on Sandra’s phone and he was totally mad at me! He wanted to come pick me up. So I didn’t have much time. 

CW: From here on, it’s about drugs! 

Me: Hey, S. I’m going to D.! I want to know why he’s not talking to me? 

Sandra: Who knows what Philip said to him on the phone? That’s why you shouldn’t talk to him! Just some free advice from me.🤨 ....................A.? 😦 🤷‍♀️.......Ugh! 🤦‍♀️

Me ( to D.) : Well, don’t you know me anymore? Hm? 🤨

D.: I don’t want to cause you any trouble, A.!

Me: Just forget about that shit!....You know, I need something, only you can give me. 😕

D.: I guess that doesn’t mean anything good. 🤨

Me: You know what I want! You told me the other day, what your friend Z.’s doing....

D.: Um, well! 🤔...... NO! 🤨 Stay away from this shit, A.!

Me: Listen! 🥺 I’ll be locked up for 4 weeks at home, starting tomorrow, and this is my last time....If you don’t want to help me, I’ll ask him myself.

D.: NO, A.! Please don’t get involved with him! Believe me! He’s gonna take advantage of you, and make you hooked  to this shit, so you can fund his drug addiction.😟

Me: Like I said, this is my last time! 🥺 So help me, or I’ll do it myself.  Please, D.! For that..... I’m going on a date with you? 😬 (🤥🤥)

D.: No! 😠 ....This is kind of ....desperate what you’re doing.

Me: Fine! I’ll ask him myself! 😒

D.: ....A.! 😦 Wait! I swear, this is the only time I do you a favor with this shit! WHAT do you even want? 🤷‍♂️ Maybe he doesn’t have that stuff you’re taking?

Me: You know what I want! 😔 🙈  I’ve told you before once.

D.: Seriously? 😧 This stuff you’re taking? Are you insane? 🤦‍♂️

Me: Yeah, I guess.... I am! 😬

D.: I’ll be back in 20 minutes! And I’ll go with you. I want to see how you do it!

Me:  Why the Hell? 🤷‍♀️ 😒 Does this turn you on or what? 🤨

D.: You are seriously twisted! 🤨 🤦‍♂️

After half an hour, D. went to the bathroom with me & he watched me take this shit. I think he just wanted to make sure, I didn’t take this stuff in this really bad way. I mean, everything is bad when it comes to this stuff, but still...I didn't get that far (or low actually) and never will!

D.: I hope this was really your last time! Honestly, never ask me again! And stay away from Z.! Otherwise, you’ll end up like him, if not worse! 😟

Me: D.!... Wait! How did you get it? I mean, what did you tell him? 😕 😔

D: Well, you just leave that to me. And now I have to go! Take care of yourself, A.!

Me: The same goes for you!

When I got back, Sandra came at me ! She knew what I was doing.

Sandra: How could you, A.? 😧 🤷‍♀️ I thought we were friends? But you only used me, so you could take your damn drugs again. 😞 I thought you wanted to spend time with me?

Me: We are friends! Honestly! I’m so glad we’re friends again! Believe me.😟

Sandra:  What’s wrong with you? 😟 I was so shocked, when you told your dad everything. He was so devastated by all that, A.!

Me: The last few weeks have been so hard for me without N.! I mean it was nice with P.! But at the same time hell! I just can’t stand between the two anymore. 😞 😢

Sandra: But did the three of you get this straight?

Me: Yes, but still! I’m just so scared! Idk what to do anymore. 😰

Sandra: I’ll tell you what your problem is. You have to decide, A.! Philip or Nico! 😟 😕

Me: With that, I would hurt one of them and this I will not do! I love them both! And a decision is impossible! 

Sandra: Also for this problem, I have an answer for you! And you know the answer, too! It’s Nico! Clearly! He always has been and always will be!😳

Me: I never thought I could love any other like N.! But then Philip came, S.! And with him it’s just like with N.! I can’t hurt P.!...Never! 😔

Sandra: Believe me! It’s Nico! You’ll see. I didn’t like N., as you know! And yet I’m telling you to choose Nico. He loves you so much! 😕

Me: P. loves me too, S.!

Sandra: Maybe I have to see you with P. more often? But my feeling says, that it’s N......Sorry, A.! 🤷‍♀️

Me: No, it’s okay! I know what you mean. I’ll give myself some time, and if N. comes back from Italy, maybe everything will be fine?

Sandra: Fuck, A.! 😨  Nico is coming and he looks really angry!

Me: Oh, no! Shit!  😬 I totally forgot N. was coming. Ok, S.! I think it’s better if you leave now.

Sandra: Are you sure, A.? Idk? 😕

Me: Oh, come on! Don’t be silly!

Sandra: No, I know he won’t hurt you! But I hope he won’t screw up. 🤨

Me: Hm... It would be too bad for these beautiful walls here. 😉

Sandra: 🤭 😄 That you can still make jokes about that!....But what if he really hits a wall again?

Me: No, he’s not that stupid! He has to play soccer. You know?

Sandra: Oh, he’s here! Ok, call me later A.!...Hi N.😬....And bye!

Nico: Come on, let's go, we'll talk at home! 😠 😠

Me: Ahh, let go of me! Everyone’s staring at us! 😠 😧

Nico: No-dicks here, just you & me! 🤷‍♂️ So, come on NOW! 😠

Me: Let go of me! Please! 

Nico: You screwed me again! 😟 😠  You were in bed with me and then you waited for me to fall asleep, so you can sneak out. 😠 😠 THIS, kind of shit you’ve done with me before. This isn’t the first time!!! 

Me: No, this with Sofia in your apartment was different. 😟 🙁

Nico: You hurt me so much with this! And now again? I don’t trust you anymore! 🤷‍♂️ 🙁

Me: Let’s go home and then I’ll explain everything.😞

Nico: Then come FINALLY! 😠 Now! I want you to go first..... At home you can explain to Philip & me, why your fucking ex was here! 😠

Me: Ok.😢 😟

Nico seems to be the same again? If, then it’s my own fault and why Philip is with us at home, I will explain this later.

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