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vampirepunks · 2 months

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I’m curious what do you think about Higgs and Lou having a connection? Something about her pod gets his attention and how Sam says “he said you don’t know a goddamn thing about Lou.” Sure he doesn’t clearly say Higgs said it but knowing Kojima use of the He usually means a important character.

okay okay okay so I have Thoughts™ about this. Let's start with textual analysis and then shift towards wild speculations. It's messy, but bear with me.

So, body language, tone of voice, facial expressions. Those things say a lot. Higgs' overall demeanor is very familiar overall, not all that different from how he behaves in DS1, but there are a few subtleties that give him away.

Firstly, how he moves his guitar to his back as soon as he initiates conversation with Sam. He could have done this a few moments later to free up his hands, but he specifically chooses to move it aside at what appears to be the very start of the interaction. He's removing a barrier between them by doing so, consciously or not. His shoulders fall slack and he starts off with very open, unguarded gestures (hands at his sides, head held high) and shifts to a self-protective stance after noticing Sam's gun (arms folded in front of himself, hands folded, head tipped lower to focus more intently on Sam.)

This brings us to the moment he takes note of the BB pod. He doesn't hesitate to make a move for it, arms once again held in an open position as he stands up and goes to take it. When he does grab it, he isn't rough about it, using only as much force as necessary to dislodge it from its carrier. Now, this is where it gets interesting: he immediately turns his back to Sam. Whatever his reaction, Higgs doesn't want him to see it. He's anticipating something and he doesn't want Sam to pick up on whatever that is. He holds the pod carefully--tenderly, even--and cradles it in his hands, touching the front of it with a very delicate gesture. The tone conveys a very private, almost intimate moment. The camera lingers, the music softens. We see the little whoosh of air when he does so. My guess is, that phenomenon is related to his DOOMS; he's sensing the ghostly presence in the pod.

When he speaks, his voice is slower, gentler. He takes a moment, ponders his observations, and his eye motions reveal a deep thought process. The very subtle, quick, back-and-forth motions of his eyes as he reacts is... interesting. Psychologically, those kinds of side-to-side micro-movements typically indicate memory recall in the brain, a sign of bilateral activation for information processing and consolidation from long-term memory. Whatever he's thinking about, he's remembering something and contrasting it with the situation in front of him. He's snapped out of it, of course, by Sam asking if he killed Lou. His immediate reaction says it all: the second he hears it, his brow goes up, his mouth presses tight, and he turns his head. That conveys genuine surprise, maybe even confusion too. Not the likely reaction of someone who murdered the child in question. That stone-faced expression sticks for a moment. When he says, "You still don't know, do you?" nothing about his posture, tone, or expression indicates mockery or ill will. In fact, it's almost sympathetic. Again, using a softer voice, and he turns his full body back towards Sam. His brow lowers and his overall countenance remains tense, as though he's somehow bothered by the situation. Hell, he seems tired, as though he's exhausted of Sam not understanding. Contrast this with DS1's "You just don't get it, do you?" which is spoken in a highly aggressive manner. Higgs never lies to Sam (thank you, higgssupremacy, for reminding me of this!) and repeatedly tries to bait him, get him to listen, and observe the truth for himself, separate of his established assumptions. Higgs isn't content with telling Sam the whole story, he needs him to actually see.

The scene cuts away here, as in the next shot, he's no longer holding the BB pod and he's standing quite a bit further away from Sam. So, we'll focus on that first interaction.

Things I've taken away from this:

Higgs didn't kill Lou. If he was involved in her death, it wasn't intentional and harming Lou was not his objective.

He doesn't intend to harm Sam either, at least not at this moment.

Based on this and the lullaby in the teaser, his relationship to Lou is a caring one, potentially parental.

So, naturally, this isn't the first time he's interacted with Lou separately from Sam.

Now, I might be reaching, but I could almost swear if you listen closely when he touches the pod, you can hear a very faint sound reminiscent of ocean waves. (If somebody who works with audio wants to try and isolate the background ambiance, I'll kiss you on the mouth sloppy-style.) So, two things: 1) Did Higgs interact with Lou on the Beach? If so, when? 2) Is his ka still on the Beach? If so, how disconnected are his soul and body? Does he remotely "pilot" his physical body, or was his very being cleaved in half in a similar manner to Bridget and Amelie?

Now, I'm gonna put on my tinfoil hat and make an absolutely batshit leap of logic. I'm considering this a possibility, not a certainty, but... What if it wasn't Amelie that sent Lou back from the Beach when Sam took her out of the pod at the end of DS1? What if it was Higgs?

There are two potential explanations I can think of for how this would be possible, especially given the presence of the quipu when Amelie was the last one to have it: 1) Higgs and Amelie spoke again sometime after the ending, at which time she either gave it back to him or he took it. Not the most likely answer, as we're led to believe she died when she blew up her Beach (to "be the sacrifice"), which we see her do with seemingly no time in between, and she had the quipu in that final scene. However, time works differently on the Beach (aka, it doesn't) and she could have taken a moment to speak with him/kick him off her Beach and send him back to his own. 2) Higgs was still on Amelie's Beach when she razed it. Through yet indeterminate means, he survived this and either inherited what was left or was irreparably changed by such a world-bending event when he landed back on his own Beach.

So, that leaves Higgs alone on the Beach, whereupon Lou washes up on the shore. In this scenario, this is the moment in which Higgs sings to Lou. He repeats the same choice that started the Stranding to begin with: save a child, create a repatriate. Cosmic consequences ensue.

Reasons I think this theory works:

Saying "I'll always be with you" to Lou carries a lot of weight. Whatever happened between the two of them, it was enough that he felt he'd always be a part of her story in some way or another.

Several things happen when Lou repatriates - the timefall stops, the rainbow is no longer inverted, the sun shines without the cover of chiral clouds, the baby BTs in that final scene are suddenly white. The world has been changed. Healed, it seems, but at what cost? If Higgs' new theme is creation + redemption, it stands to reason that this could have begun with saving a life and inadvertently reversing the course of the Stranding, at least partially.

In the first dream sequence in DS1, Sam is shown connected to Lou by a black, synthetic-looking umbilical cord, before she turns into a BT and heads towards the Seam. In the trailer, Higgs has an umbilical cord that is almost exactly identical to that one.

Eternal recurrence. Always, always, eternal recurrence. Higgs repeats the decision Amelie made with Sam and irreversibly changes the course of the world and fate of humanity in the process, just as she did. A choice made out of compassion, regret, and a need for connection. He didn't know any better, how could he know better?

Higgs textually parallels Lady Macbeth. If we assume Lady Macbeth is both villain and victim, and that she (and Higgs) did not in fact die off-screen/stage as the audience is led to believe, how does that narrative continue? Lady Macbeth's guilt is heavily tied up in her involvement with the death of children (and the loss of her own child in some readings) and her inability to rid herself of her bloodguilt ("What's done cannot be undone") and this aligns with Higgs' acts of terrorism after meeting Amelie (an explicit example being Mama's baby) and his act of violence towards Lou in Edge Knot City, in stark contrast with his original reasons for becoming a terrorist ("How tender ’tis to love the babe[...] I would, while it was smiling in my face[...] dash’d the brains out, had I so sworn as you have done to").

Higgs having turned Lou into a repatriate (and possibly have been accidentally responsible for "taking" her from Sam?) mirrors the conflict between Amelie/Bridget and Cliff. Someone who was (maybe, in Higgs' case!) responsible for a child's death, severing their natural connection to death, and proceeding to claim and love that child as their own, while the father rages on and demands to be given back his BB, trapped by grief for his stolen/lost child. Could that story end differently, this time? In a narrative about disconnection and opposition, could these two people choose to unite--to connect--instead, when it comes down to it? After all, Kojima implied that Higgs and Sam need each other. They are each the other's chiral counterpart, inseparable by their very natures and fates.

If Higgs was the one who said, "You don't know a goddamn thing about Lou," that sounds awfully defensive, doesn't it? Perhaps even protective/possessive? Like a parent defending their claim on their child?

I've also adopted GameLargo's theory that Higgs was the infant of the c-section in which the first true voidout occurred, inspiring the BB experiments to begin with. In this scenario, Higgs would have been "born" from a voidout. It can be inferred that BBs can possibly repatriate, in a sense, as long as they're in the pod, because they're not truly alive or dead and belong neither to this world or the other side. The world of the living staked its claim on him when he came back from the Seam, but his unique means of starting life inherently fractured his place in the usual order of things, thus turning him into a "natural" repatriate and explaining why his DOOMS powers are so different from anyone else's. Again, life from death. Logically, Bridges might have recovered dear baby Peter from the incident site when they investigated, studied him, and adopted him out when he wasn't of use to them, concealing/erasing the records of his existence as part of the BB experiment conspiracy. This overall concept further strengthens Higgs' ties to the human sacrifices committed by Bridges, his relationship to the extinction, as well as his potential to subvert these things and embody a creative force rather than a destructive one. A sudden connection with Lou makes a lot of sense in this context.

Ghost Lou possessing the samurai bot (the working theory among the fandom, as we're all familiar with by now) laughs joyfully while fighting Higgs, as if she's playing with him. He doesn't seem particularly scared, either, at facing such a clear threat, he's just alarmed and vaguely frustrated, like "wtf is happening right now, why is this thing attacking me, etc." You ever seen a baby throw things at their dad and squeal with glee at how he reacts? Yeah, this gives off that vibe.

...so yeah that's my absolutely unhinged take from what we know so far. Guess we'll see!

#this is peak insanity but i've been thinking about this nonstop for months and the full trailer only made me Worse #sorry this is so long 😅 it's giving 'oh good i get to explain this to you. you will regret this.' lmao #i've been studying higgs under a microscope for about a year now #just observing him in his natural habitat with a pair of binoculars. and taking notes #also thank you SO much for asking!!#ds2 theories #higgs monaghan #death stranding #ds2 #logan answers #love-bigboss1fan-me #logan.txt

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brookheimer · 1 year

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"The idea that Shiv and Ken have that Roman's apprehensive about -- it's a good idea, it's a good pivot, if it was just a good business decision. But I think it's for emotional reasons which you're not supposed to, like, mix up, and I think that's why we end up with the number that we end up with at the end of the fucking episode because they just get carried away, they lose sight of it. It's no longer a good business deal, it's not smart business, it's just "Beat him! Win!" and I think Roman doesn't want to do that for a number of reasons. I think he likes The Hundred, he likes having this separate from Dad -- don't want to go toe-to-toe with Dad on anything, 'cause he's probably gonna lose -- but also, I think by sticking with our own thing, just the three of us, there's no conflict, there's no enemy, there's no fighting. It's actually just us. There can be in-fighting, but that stuff is kind of fun. And also that gives us a way of, like, possibly -- at least for Roman it's important, I'm not sure about the other siblings -- it's important for him to keep up a relationship with Dad. He loves his Dad and I think that he still holds onto this idea of family that, y'know, since childhood -- whatever was there, I feel like he holds onto more so than anyone else in the family, this just idea of family and keeping it together... Maybe, maybe [his fear of fighting Logan] is in there, but it's, it's in there because, not like I'm scared of Dad or, y'know, like, we're gonna lose or anything, but more like, you know, that's our Dad, I kinda want to hang out with him. Like, y'know, it's his birthday today and we're not there, and I don't like that."

— Kieran Culkin on Roman's apprehension about the Pierce deal, for TVLine

#wrote up what kieran said in this clip bc i think it's sooo good and also i've seen a lot of takes on twt in particular saying it's about #rome being a coward and being afraid to go up against logan when really it's more his genuine love for logan and desire to do his own thing #with his siblings and have everyone be a big happy family together with no conflict. like it's not him getting cold feet out of cowardice #ugh. rome. u have so many issues . get help #roman roy #kieran culkin #succession #succession s4 #succession spoilers #100 #casey shut the fuck up about roman roy

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joeytime · 1 month

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noooooooooo Williams how could you?

#logan sargeant #he was doing so well in Bahrain before the wheel incident #and in saudi before Haas train 😭😭😭😭#logang will never catch a break 💔#what next?#want his apendix too?#his knowledge of the imperial system?#i take back eveything i said about logan being galex child #(until the next williams pr video)#only other driver/tp i see commenting is max #logax plsss 🙏🙏🙏🙏#i need my 2 fav drivers to interact #daniel pls introduce them #give it back alex....#also the girl on twitter getting into the Williams garage during qualifying #you are my idol #i have a whole analysis in my drafts but i think i am a bit bias so it will never get out of my drafts #perhaps i will write something abt logan #but i also have write a speech due on monday #and i have spent too much time talking in the tags #it is a 5 minutes speech am i cooked?#i have started writing quidditch maxiel pt2 but i am not a very good writer so i am not sure if it will be finished...#logan please come on F1TV broadcast tomorrow during race we miss you

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bitchthefuck1 · 1 month

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I will never understand the fanfic impulse to take characters with thee most coo coo bananas codependent/nuanced/toxic/insane relationship and turn them into love interests #1 and #2 in a generic romance novel. like what is even the point anymore

#i don't just mean 'bad' relationships that they're trying to romanticize or sanitize; this happens all the time with 'good' relationships #with some funk or flavor to them where they sand off all of the things that actually make them interesting and compelling #and you're just left with this bland ball of nothing like they're generic couple no. 4 in a clothing ad #like girl why are you even here then?? what was the appeal for you that made you want to write about these people in the first place???#you've taken all the flavor out???#it always reminds me of that one screenshot someone took of a tag on a succession fic that was like 'logan is a good dad au' and its like #okay well why are we here then? like that changes so much about the characters and the story (and also like the entire point #the show is making about power and abuse) that you might as well write about literally anyone/anything else bc you're sure as shit #not writing about these characters anymore #and like. there's nothing wrong with enjoying bland or formulaic romance i'm not gonna find you and come to your house #but if that's what you're into then why do you even like these people???#to be clear i don't mean 'take them and place them neroses and all into a suburban home to watch them chew the wallpaper and #confuse their neighbors' that's completely different

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dystopiagnome · 2 years

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Coming to a theater near you…

Or some queer households VHS player in 2022 or much more accessibly on AO3 and tumblr by @threecrowsinatrenchcoat also check out those tunes by @rustic-nocturne because hOLY FUCK.

Title: The Laws of Thermodynamics

Author: @threecrowsinatrenchcoat

Characters: Logan (left, image one), Remus (right, image one), Roman (top, image two), Patton (bottom, image two)

[ID] [IMAGE ONE] [A digital drawing based on the poster When Harry Met Sally (1989) replacing Sally (figure on the left) with Logan and Harry (figure on the right) with Remus. At the top of the image type saying “A FANFICTION BY THREECROWSINATRENCHCOAT” and the names of the characters listed as if they were actors “LOGAN LENHARDT” “REMUS DELGADO” Below the words are Logan and Remus are standing, looking straight forward at each other. Logan is Caucasian with short hair, a brown suit jacket over a black dress shirt with blue tie and grey dress pants. There is a brown messenger bag hanging across his torso. Between Remus and Logan is a light purple quote reading “…Like a whirlwind. He upsets every single aspect of his precariously balanced life…” Remus, on the other side of the quote, is Hispanic with curly hair going down to his shoulders, he’s wearing a wide open buttoned green shirt with a random paint streaks design tucked loosely into black jeans with a chain wallet and a black belt with a gold buckle. Remus has patchwork tattoos and an array of ear piercings. Overlaying their legs at the bottom is a gradient tan to brown solid generic cityscape with the title of the story in yellow letters “The Laws of Thermodynamics” followed by the ‘movie credits’ in purple “THREESCROWSINATRENCHCOATPRODUCTION soundtrackbyRUSTIC-NOCTRUNE betareadbyKAYTHEGAY2022 doodledbyDYSTOPIAGNOME” The background is white behind everything.]

[ID] [IMAGE TWO] [A digital drawing of a movie poster in the style of Mischief (1985) Roman and Patton replacing Jonathan and Bunny. Roman paying over Patton, Patton is halfway out of the car laying on his stomach with his hands outside of the frame of the car looking up in surprise and a leg propped to the side in the car. Roman has an arm around Patton’s wait and is laying on top of him. He has his other elbow rested on top of the car his hand turned. Roman is Hispanic with short curly hair and a red letterman jacket. Patton is black with kinky short hair, he is wearing a turquoise sweater with a white shirt underneath, khakis, and blue sneakers with green lines. The car’s exterior is red and the interior is a dark maroon and white, the steering wheel and smaller details are sliver. Below Patton’s hands is the title of the story in red cursive font “The Laws of Thermodynamics” once again followed by the credits as read above but in grey.]

#phenomenal #tss logan #tss remus #tss roman #tss patton #thomas sanders big bang 2022 #tssbb 2022 #THE END not really still got some stuff to post along the way #buuuuuuuuuut we're ending it with a (pun intended) bANG #Girlie the hype over this one????#Back when I did yearbook in high school I would make fun of how the drama kids would overuse a certain word #I thought it was silly how a bunch of creatives had a hive mind when it came to saying #Anyways I come here to say this story is phenomenal and GOOD GOD TAKE MY WORD #*SHAKES YOU* TAKE MY WORD #LISTEN TO ME #IM SHAKING YOU #ALSO THE FLIPS FROM PRESENT TO 80'S ARE SO HYPE #i wanted to draw a few more posters bc really I kinda wanna do more #However life killed me so dead man #intrulogical #royality #but only a little bit the fic is actually like moxiety but in the 80s things get interesting

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seesboy · 1 year

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draws the same facial expression and same pose yet again just with a different character

[image ID: a drawing featuring ted logan from bill and ted's excellent adventure from the knees-up. he has one hand slightly raised while the other is down by his side, and he is looking to the right while grinning. the background is a messy blob of pink paint surrounding him, but ted himself is outlined by a blob of white and an orange dashed line. there are also three scribbles of his head in the background, stretched out to take up more negative space. end ID]

#life lesson. if you hate your art make something in sai but make things a million times harder for urself for no reason #and then you'll like ur art again ^__^#said million times harder part is the fact that i decided not to take off my surface's keyboard before doing the sketch #but it turned out good. so -_-#my art #bill and ted #bill and ted's excellent adventure #ted logan #ted theodore logan #fanart #bill and ted fanart #also hoping this actually shows up in the tags because i'm pretty sure the last time i tagged something for bnt it didn't pop up </3

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horrorknife · 5 months

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ANNOUNCEMENT. i am watching 2001 for the first time in like an entire month. i missed her i missed her i missed her i missed her so bad.

#also i watched the taking of deborah logan and WOWWWWW IT WAS SO GOOD #i was really not expecting it to whip so hard but it was sad and compelling and disturbing #it fucking rocked #sorry. i love a Good Fucking Horror Movie.#jonah.txt

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pixelpeebs · 2 years

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Doodles I did last night when rewatching Austerlitz at 3 am... I love this show

#i'm back in my succession era yet again #rewatching it is so fun and so good #these are basically just lines from the episode but take it ig #also yea I know Ken looks awful I'm v bad at drawing him don't judge me #he just looks like a dude #succession #succession fanart #kendall roy #shiv roy #connor roy #roman roy #logan roy #austerlitz #succession s1 #peebsart

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lycanthian · 4 months

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#i am so in love its unreal. never have i ever before felt this wealth of human emotions so concentrated over the past month and a week #genuinely mind boggling how talking to logan more and more and then dating him has literally made me feel likr a new man.#not that im different or that i absolutely need him to function in my day to day life #but its the richness that being in love brought to my life that was unexpected #i had a thing with another online friend like 4 yrs ago and it never felt like much admittedly. i almost gave up dating when he broke it off #bc i thought there was something to online dating that wasnt cutting it and i didnt stand a chance at meeting someone irl #and that entire time i knew logan at least a little bit but we didnt really begin talking often until like #6 months ago maybe? and just the more we talked the more we clicked ajd i liked him so much but i was so afraid that it wouldnt be mutual #and i was so afraid that even if he is in what feels like a pretty open polycule hed never ask me out or anything #and then he did and my world felt like it exploded into a cacophony of colors and sounds and feelings and emotions #like something had been unlocked in me that hadnt been touched in years. my ability to love.#and with that came some of the most upsetting spiraling intense depressive states of my life. but it was okay. it still is okay.#its only been a bit over a month but it feels like so much more than that bc i feel like everything is so much more vivid now #i also think im beginning to take a very particular fondness to someone else in the cule but im so not stating who or expanding upon it #he also makes me really happy but i dont think im ready to take that step yet. even if it would be a dream come true.#i love what i have now and i dont want to complicate it yet.#a extremely loving and charming boyfriend and a couple of other close friends who happen to also be dating him is good. its awesome #i just. i dont know. i dont know how logan would feel abt it. i dont know abt how other guy would feel abt it.#sometimes im not even sure how i would feel abt it #aughghhhhhhhh. yeah. human emotion. love for my boyfriend who is beautiful and loving and charming and funny and talented. ueh #i dont think he reads these rambles. sometimes i hope he does. sometimes i hope he doesnt. i love him so much #i dont want to worry him with my shit constantly but it would also be nice to worry him with it occasionally #logan if you see this i love you more than words could ever describe. im so happy that ur in my life and that you chose me to be in ur own #gamey rambles #💜

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heffrondriving · 2 years

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brb getting sent straight to heaven by big time rush's immaculate harmonies?????

#THEIR VOICES AGED SO DAMN AMAZINGLY LIKE GAWD OUR MANBAND NEVER MISSES; THEYRE SO TIGHT HERE I COULD LISTEN TO THIS ON A LOOP FOREVER FR <3 #ISTG EVERYTIME IT PLAYS A PIECE OF MY SOUL BREAKS OFF AND ASCENDS TO PARADISE; I'M GONNA BE A RAPTURED PILE OF CLOTHES IF I KEEP THIS UP #ESPECIALLY!!!! WHEN THAT VERSE HITS AND KENDALL TAKES THE FLOOR AND!!!! GIVES US LITRALLY EVERYTHING!!!! GRAMPAPI I AM SO WIPED FOR YOU UGH #AND LOGAN'S PLAYFUL SINGING AND HEAD SHIMMY AT THE END LIKE THEY JUST DIDN'T LEAVE ALL THE GIRLIES (NEUTRAL) DEAD AND INJURED OKAY MISS SIR #I'LL NEVER STOP BEING JEALOUS OF THOSE LUCKY ENOUGH TO EXPERIENCE THIS LIVE. DO Y'ALL BINTCHES KNOW HOW TRULY BLESSED YOU ARE. PRAY FOR ME #ALSO THE DADS LOOKING GORJEOUS IN THEIR LIL REHEARSAL SHORTS!! <3 CRYING SHAKING FISTFIGHTING ANGELS IN A WHITE CASTLE CARPARK ETC. ETC. <3 #IT'S SO GOOD I'LL EVEN FORGIVE THE RETURN OF MR. MASLOW'S RATTY MOUSTACHE LIKE WE DIDN'T NEED THIS THROWBACK BUT WE LOVE U LOTS ANYWAY HEHE #btr #big time rush #logan henderson #kendall schmidt #james maslow #carlos penavega #fall #song #video #rusher #big time boys #stop it forever #sorry if anyone's witnessing my nonstop blog crimes for the first time ever but i was unfortunately like these for the last two song drops #and there's really no getting better from the rusher tunglr terminal braimrot metnal illinois. also smth like that one b99 meme abt how #i've only had this song for a couple hours but if anything happened to it i would kill everyone and then myself. that's the energy here #n e way no one else in this dangt household seems to wanna do it and hype btr up to the rest of this hellsite so. i gotchu fam #when their new album finally drops u can catch me collapsing myself like a lawnchair before anyone else gets affected by my bullshit #but also!!! if anyone wants to scream abt this song or our Boys in the notes or inbox or wherever pls do!!! i love to see that always (^w^)

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me-a-mess-morelikelythanyouthink · 1 year

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31 and 61!

31 - what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

too many to count tbh- also depends on the type of ass kicking I want to do, but some faves:

poet shirt + fancy vest + my dramatic dress pants + boots (giving that vaguely historical energy but rampant queer energy yk what I mean) (an outfit to make me feel fancy and good about myself)

cute a-line velvet dress + fishnets + my flannel that has all my pins on it (NEEDED pins to complete the fit are my “l+ratio” pin, safety-pin pronouns, pin that just says GAY in caps, and the little transit ones I have) + boots (/demonias i thrifted but haven’t had the nerve to wear outside yet) (an outfit that enables me to actually win all the fights I start)

black turtleneck + corduroy flare pants (+ a brown v neck sweater if it’s below -10C) (a bit basic but I feel simultaneously like a corporate villain, the main character, and like I would be someone’s bookstore crush) (an outfit that makes me feel put together and ready to do everything I have to do)

also needed essentials for all of these looks

fun earrings (pearls for a classic look, skeletons/mushrooms/spirited away for good vibes)

whatever rom&nd lip tint I have on hand (villain vest bc of the name and the shade’s cute),

and the knowledge that I’m cool as hell and am gonna fucking kill it

61 - favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

OAUGH you have to know I’m indecisive as hell and can’t do this

gotta give some rep to my roots

“i am not ruined, i am ruination” (ruin and rising)

“i would have come for you, and if I couldn’t walk i’d crawl to you,” etc etc (six of crows, OAUGH)

the entirety of the “zoya of the garden” motif in KoS

and just generally

“I’m sick of being told that love is all a woman is fit for. But… I am so lonely.” (little women, 2019, I ugly cry over this every other day at 2 in the morning)

“We understand the lights. We understand the lights above the Arby’s. We understand so much. But the sky behind those lights, mostly void, partially stars, that sky reminds us: We don’t understand even more.” (welcome to night vale)

“But then he puts his hand on the small of her back exactly the way he used to do to you. It means, “I’ve got you”, and when he did it to you it made you feel safe, and you realize he will never do that to you again.” etc (also known as almost every monologue from bojack horseman)

so so SO many more oh my god I’m actually-

#asks #silv’s back on her bs #no bc I have so many words and outfits rattling in my brain at ALL times LMAO #these were THE two questions you could’ve asked omg #I just like #oh my god #daily I think abt buffet etiquette by hieu minh nguyen #aubade to a burning city by ocean vuong is another one that’s always rattling around #*aubade with #sometimes I don’t know if I’m having a feeling (Matthew Siegel)#good bones (Maggie smith)#she’d laughed and if he could have bottled the sound and gotten drunk on it every night he would have. It terrified him (six of crows)#also going back to My Real Roots for a second #i thought I was your hero #Logan can you stop please #I’m not a joke #how many times can you say sorry until you just have to realize that they're bad for you (sanders sides)#um #sors for all of that everybody LMAO #but I take these games very seriously 🥸

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