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blackberry-gingham · 3 years

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wassup :) what abt a situation where john or paul is teaching you guitar or bass and you fall for them- like just the two of you alone in a room at a music store playing guitar- AGH... anyways, your writing is amazing love 🥰

DKDKSKSKSK you have chosen like the MASTERS of who would pull a move like that while giving the reader some "music lessons", honestly lmao.

Like literally both of them would do this irl, so I can't choose 😂 I guess I'll go with John for this one, so I hope that's alright! Also, I did a little interpretation of this ask. Welcome to the Beatles music store au! This can be read as either young or old John tbh, whichever you want, so I tagged for both.

Enjoy :)

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The shop bell chimes merrily as you enter the Beatles': Music and More music store. It's a nice little place, owned by four best mates who know their stuff. You've been going for a few months now for guitar lessons, and you must say, it's been worth every cent.

Your tutor is none other then John Lennon himself, one of the four owners. He can be a bit harsh at times, but you've come to learn that teasing is really just his idea of fun. Rarely does he ever mean anything by it.

Besides, all his pushing has improved your skills better then anyone else you've taken lessons from, so you decided to stick around.

And, if all that isn't enough... Well, you must admit, you find him rather handsome. Not to mention he's charming and sweet under his prickly layers, a form of himself that very few get to know.

"Well if it isn't my star pupil!", John stands up straight from where he was leaning on the counter and exchanges some hellos with you. When the pleasentries are over, he nods towards one of the practice rooms and becones you on, "Come 'ed"

He holds the door open and you take a seat before breaking out your trusty old Fender Strat. John chooses the same old Rickenbacker he usually does and has a seat across from you.

"Now where did we leave off...", He tunes up the instrument while you do the same.

"Practicing riffs, right?"

John thinks for a moment, then remembers and agrees. Before getting to the main lesson, you always do a little warm up first. At first it was just chord progressions, but now that you're getting more advanced, you play a whole song or two together.

Sometimes he even breaks out a new one, just to switch it up, "You know, I think today we'll do one of Paulie's songs... It's rubbish of course, but the guitar part is easy enough. This one's called 'I wanna hold your hand', goes like this"

Hm, he seems to have a thing for learning love songs, you think. He's introduced you to quite a few these past weeks after all...

Regardless, you pay close attention as he does a run through of the whole song, then replays the chorus for you.

"There, think you can do just that part?"

"Seems easy", you nod and take to your Fender. With a bit of guidance on the note pattern, you make it through in one go.

"Well done! Ready to try the whole thing?"

You nod confidently, it's one of his favorite traits of yours. You never do anything half assed, and you don't seem to have any fear of failure. He loves that.

John plays through once, slowly, as you follow along to get the chords. There's a few slip ups, but nothing major. You do one more play through and then time for the main lesson.

You've been doing well on your little riffs course so far, so today John throws a tough one at you.

He plays the section again. And again. And again... But you keep messing up on the one particular chord sequence. Once again, you hit a sour note and John heaves a sigh, "No no no, like this. Here let me show you"

John stands up and puts his Rick aside before dragging his stool behind yours. He slips his strong, rough fingers over top of yours, "Now start strumming"

Your heart leaps into your throat at the whole ordeal, but you obey. As the chords come, John guides your fingers by moving his, just as though he were playing himself.

"Here, here, then here... Like that, you see?"

"Uh... Yeah, yeah I think so", you swallow and give it a try on your own. You pass through the first few hurdles fine, but from all the pressure from John's proximity, you slip up once again.

You stop playing and look ever so slightly over your shoulder.

"What's the matter, you nearly had it. Try once more"

"Actually, do you think you guide me through it... Like you just did? I-I want to make sure I have it"

Never in a thousand years would you think to ask something like that. You're normally so used to doing things on your own and John so use to you doing as you're told, especially when he says 'try on your own', that you're afraid of his response.

But, whatever you were expecting, it wasn't this...

John clears his throat and wipes damp palms on the thighs of his slacks, " 'Course", he mutters, leaning back in.

His solid chest barely grazes your upper back, and yet you can still feel his heart hammering beneath all the muscle. John's hand feels warm as it cups over yours once again, his heart continuing to flutter as he leads you through the motions.

"There... Beautif- Uh, I mean, good", John clears his throat and scratches his scalp, but nothing can distract from the blush creeping up his cheeks.

"...Are you alright?", You venture, trying to be polite, but... Well, it's almost too much to hope... It's just, you've been thinking about him an awful lot lately. More then in just your guitar tutor setting, that is.

So to even have a slight chance that he might fancy you back...

"Fine. Just need a drink... Take five, will you", he gets up abruptly and struts out of the room.

And just like that, your heart drops like a stone to the pit of your stomach. You've embarrassed him, surely. Oh why did you have to say anything! Now you've ruined everything, you must have.

True to his word, John leaves you with about a solid five minutes or so to ruminate on the debacle you think you've made. Just as you begin considering where you should go to find a new tutor, John walks back in holding two styrofoam cups of water.

You're both silent as he takes a seat, then, "Here", he hands you a drink.

You accept it, but you simply can't stand the awkward tension, "Mr Lennon, I'm sorry, I-"

John interjects, "No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have walked out like that. And... also... I'm afraid I haven't been very forthcoming with you, and I can't keep it from you anymore. Er, I shouldn't, that is"

You give him a confused look, but remain silent as he takes a sip and licks his lips.

"I uh, this is very difficult for me to say, but uh... Well, over the past few weeks, I've been having some... Feelings for you... Now i'm sure you don't feel the same way, but I jus-"

Before he can go on, you hastily cut in to set him straight, "What? No no, I do!"

John snaps to attention, looking quite shocked indeed. You continue, a small smile gracing your lips. It feels good to get this off your chest, "I completely understand how you feel... I uh, I didn't want you to think I was strange or unprofessional... I was also scared you might not like me, but I understand, really! And, well, I... Have feelings for you too"

Now it's John's turn to smile, "Not like you? Who'd be daft enough to turn you away? All that talent and charm... Almost as good as me", he laughs, and you join him.

The tension has completely evaporated, and suddenly you feel as though you're hanging out with a friend instead of at music lessons, completely at ease.

John huffs one more chuckle at his joke, then looks shyly down to his hands. "Say... Would you like to, maybe...", He brushes his fingers over yours, touching ever so lightly, as though he might get burned, "Ahem, maybe... Get some real drinks? Down the street, perhaps?"

He looks up at you from under his brow, too nervous to sit up and face you in full, and he bites his lip as he waits.

Your heart absolutely melts. A second or so goes by as you rein in your emotions, and at long last you take a soft grip at his hand, "I'd love to!"

John peeks up immediately and rubs a few quick little circles on the back of your palm, although whether it's to offer thanks or to soothe himself, you don't know.

But when he holds your hand tightly, like a childhood sweetheart, as you both stand and walk out of the building...

When he chatters with you excitedly all the while you're on your little date, showing you a whole new, fun side to him that you're eager to get to know...

When he pays for your drinks, says to hell with it, and takes you to dinner too...

And when the night is upon you and he brings you back round to the store to grab your things, slips you his personal number, amd waits up with you to see you off in a taxi home...

All you can think of is, this wonderful man you feel you've just met for the first time. You can't wait to get to know him.

#the beatles #john lennon #john lennon x reader #old john ❤️#music store au #old john x reader

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juniaships · 3 years

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Actiontoongorlz's Top 8 Canon x OC Ships 💖💖

I've been looking at OTP/Couples memes for a while and decided that it's time for me to make my own! For an extra surprise I'm not putting Ben Tennyson x Jora Holiday on this list because I focus too much on them anyways & I want my other OCs & their loves to have the spotlight for a change. The timing couldn't be more perfect as we're close to Valentine's Day!!! If you don't support canon x oc or find my ships displeasing then move along because this is a Happy Place! 😁😁 Again these are couples that I consider my personal OTPs in regards to canon x oc. That and making more content with my ships in general! Be warned the text is long and contains spoilers for certain shows and such!!

Clarify: these are my own ocs so there's not going to be anyone else's oc/canon. I might have to save that for another post in the future! 💚 But yeah these are characters that I came up with :]

Alright I'm done ranting, let's get started!

1. Sonic x Lani: I never quite gave much thought into this pair as I should so I promise to do something with them in the future! I promise! What I appreciate about SonLani is that there's little drama, like everything is super chill because both parties are chill. It's not a big deal and they don't need grand gestures to show how much they care about each other. Unlike Preboot Archie with its carts full of poorly written romance and strangely OOC moments on Sonic's end, SonLani had a lot of time to grow, while keeping his established personality in check. They actually communicate with each other, and stick by each other thick and thin. Lani loves Sonic for who he is & has no plans on changing him. Likewise Sonic has someone he can rely on when things get tough; not to mention he can really be himself around her without going all "iLl sLOw dOWn fOr U." Plus the ship name I gave them is a huge nod to the games ^_^

2. Jason x Vanessa: A recent pair due to Vanessa being a new creation but I'm honestly in love with them right now. In-universe they are regarded as the prime example of 'Opposites Attract' in Odyssey. They didn't get along very well in Jason's first couple of months in town due to his hardheaded self and her aloof demeanor. But through events such as Blackgaard and Novacom they gradually learn to trust one another. They see each other in a different light, Vanessa realising that Jason is a lot more thoughtful than he lets on, and Jason discovering her hidden fun side and kindness. Vanessa provides challenges and a sense of normalcy Jason can enjoy away from spy business. Meanwhile Jason fulfills her thirst of adventure & simultaneous desire for a peaceful life as well as spirituality. They're a equals, regarding each other as such and not to mention the BANTER! Hard to believe a former nun can keep up with a secret agent both physically and trading barbs XD. There's also the Forbidden Love factor of Vanessa being the duaghter of Regis Blackgaard, Jason defending her because he KNOWS she is nothing like her old man. Their friendship and romance overcome so many obstacles. I can honestly say that if Vanessa was canon she'd be the type of person Jason would like to be with especially over Jillian Marshall *gags*

3. Kaysha Wallace x Leo Hamato: Now here's a ship that I want to get more into 😁😁 Honestly I love the idea of this pairing: the serious leadee x bubbly spirit! Kaysha is very perky yet understands Leo's feelings on shouldering so much responsibility (she being the oldest child in her family). She's very willing to support him because she doesn't want to see him get all weary from burden. Likewise Leo can be himself around her, and teach her to be more responsible. He doesn't doubt her potential and sees her as an equal even during those periods where she was not on par with the other ninja. Kaysha shows Leo it's okay to relax and let other people help him out and not shut everyone out. When Leo expresses his ability to give her a safe life she simply laughs it off; the way she sees it him simply there in her life is enough. The most interesting facet is their dynamic varies between shows, so you'd see different scenarios and reactions as well as similarities and differences in their romance subplot.

4. Artie x Rhodanthe: Another couple I seriously need to give more attention to, they're meant to be is the foil to Shrek and Fiona in several ways. Artie and Rho may come from different social classes but they're both searching for a purpose to prove their haters wrong. Artie lacked confidence while Rho was overconfident believing she didn't need help. Together Artie learns to stand up for not only for his kingdom and loved ones hut also for himself; Rho's pride gets tempered by Artie's kindness and willingness to compromise. Another thing I like is that Artie has someone who loves him for him not because he is attractive and of royal blood. Likewise Rho has someone who respects her in spite of her social standing & shares her beliefs in making life easier for the poor & outcasts. While both lacke the physical prowess of Shrek and Fiona they rely on each other's resourcefulness and strategic thinking to get by. Unlike Shrek and Fiona they don't get married at the end of their focus movie, resolving to figure out where to take their relationship next. They still have their own life goals and don't want to rush into a relationship which sends a pretty good message. However they have their disagreements - in fact they got a huge argument that became a plot point in Shrek Forever After - but through it all they rediscover the things that made them fall in true love with each other. I'm really loving the subplot I have planned where they forget their memories and slowly fall back in love again.

5. Finn x Alma: Surprise! Yes8 I have a Cars OC (that was originally a fanon Disney Princess) who is the niece of Tow Mater in my verse and she enters a relationship with Finn McMissile. The thing I love about this pair is that it allows Alma to use her skills to flourish, treating amd healing injured spies. She's also into travel and adventure so she can pretty much keep up with Finn. Likewise Finn realizes she is more than just a pretty face or a one-off fling but someone with the passion to face challenges head on; Finn seems to love a good challenge! But overall they'd make a nice pairing, Finn showing Alma the world and Alma showing Finn some of the more simpler things in life.

6. Alexander Paine & Qiu Jin: Well well well look at what the cat dragged in? If it isn't our first villain pairing? XD Just kidding only one half is a genuine villain. What makes this couple so unique in that their storyline goes way back to before the events of the show, he being a agent and she a mechanic. They loved each other deeply, even to the point of starting a family, but forced apart due to some troubling events. When they do get back together it's not so much a bittersweet reunion as Paine became a full villain and Qiu Jin had spent years in&out mental institution before being released There's visible pain & regret, Alexander desperately wanting a semblance of what they once had. He seeks power not just for himself for to heal her. But Jin refuses to go along with his schemes wanting nothing more than to move on and see their children. Jin is a huge Mortality Pet for him, but his own selfish desires for power is a major obstacle their love can't overcome. It's the more bittersweet of my pairings but an important one nonetheless.

7. Bruce Wayne x Nicola Holden: Ok the Brooding Guy/Gentle Girl trope is a mixed bag these days but I really like this trope in regards to Brucola. Like with Artie/Rho, Bruce and Nicola come from different social classes but has that same compassion and drive to help others. Nicola is someone Bruce can trust but at the same time she lets him know there are boundaries (aka don't use my weaknesses as a contingency plan). I also feel like Bruce needs a sort of normal love interest, while he has canon normal girlfriends most of them were pretty boring. At least with Nicola she has has a life outside being a love interest her own goals and motivations. She also loves Bruce for him, not because of his money and good looks. It's a generally healthy dynamic built on honesty & empathy. Another reason why I find this pair adorable is that it actually matches with the rest of the Trinity; you know, like how Superman is with a journalist and Wondy is with a soldier/agent. Nicola & Bruce having different ways of pursuing justice while still sharing similar moral codes. It helps that Nicola is actually a hero rather than an antihero/villain/straight villain (Bruce dating a villan would only make him look like a hypocrite). Nicola sees all facets of Bruce's life and makes the choice to stay; provides some much needed light not just in his life but also the rest of the Batfam. In turn Bruce has another connection to the normal world that is willing to be in his life and see him genuinely happy. They're mature adults who ground each other and build each other up.

8. Optimus Prime x Malina Lovelace: Okay is it just me or do I think TFA Optimus Prime needs more love? What's funny is that at first Malina didn't like the thought of being outshined by newcomers in her superhero career. Spending time with Optimus makes her realize that there's more to being a superhero than fame. Optimus doesn't look down on her, and is more than willing to work with her and appreciate her work. She becomes touched by his friendliness and aceepts him and the other Bots. At the same time Malina reminds Optimus that it's okay to make mistakes and move on, and that it's okay to cut toxic people out. I even wrote a noncanon ficlet where Malina calls out Sentinel and Blackarachnia for the way they treat Optimus. OptMalina is a romance built on respect despite the obvious differences. Not to mention they have each other's back, and they learn about each other each time. And just like with KayLeo and BatRose there's different continuities which means unique versions of the Optlina pair. The Bayverse *chortle* and Prime versions are a few I'd love to explore in the future!

Miscellaneous

- Chad Charming x Soraya Nedakh: Essentially snobby rich kid who learns to be self sufficient and see past appearances through a positive influence. Soraya helps Chad to understand that being royalty isn't just pretty clothes and parties but actually using that status to help others. And Chad actually has his views challenged: Soraya doesn't back down easily.

- Jetta x Zane: The concept of JettaZane (or A Touch Of Snow/IceMagic) is that the robot teaches the human what it's like to be human. Jetta started out as an extremely cold person and a loner, but her time with Zane - the literal ninja of ice - gradually melts her heart & she becomes more caring and accepting. So the robot programmed to be human helps the human raised to be a cold machine unlearn her toxic traits and reclaim her humanity. Also Pixane is kinda boring imo, like they're only together because they're both robots. Not very compelling if you ask me.

- Brian Crown x Kelly Arbol: The wellmeaning goofball and the beatnik poet are something I rarely see much of, but that pretty much sums up their ship. Brian may be a bit self centered but he has a heart of gold and through Kelly's influence he becomes more confident in being a worthy successor to his dad. Meanwhile Brian respects Kelly in and out costume and teaches her how to have fun. Not to mention Kelly interacts with someone outside her circle, which is a welcome change from the trope of only dating someone within your circle.

- Janus Lee x Lenora Rose: Another pair from the same show as Paine and Qiu Jin, there's not much to say on them other than it's one of the most tragic couples. Lenora died a long time ago due to circumstances beyond her & Mr. Lee's control and it's her death that was the catalyst to his gradual descent into evil. As the show goes on we see glimpses of their life together and realize that Lenora is more than the Ghost, she was someone with her own dreams and motivations. She and Janus were outcasts who found companionship in each other, and were able to build a life together using their hard-earned resources to help others. Even in the last few months of her life she didn't go down without a fight, wanting her legacy to be one of love and hope. It's her memory that may be the key to redeeming Mr. Lee in the future of A.T.O.M.

- Ben Florian x Paige: Again not much else to say but they're the antithesis of Mal x Ben. One thing that bothers me about Mal & Ben is that they are supposed to be equals when it's pretty darn obvious from the scenes they were not. With PaigeBen it's clear that they ARE equals who respect each other. Ben's agency isn't reduced to just love interest, he has someone he has good communication with and wants to see him succeed. Paige has someone who shares her interests and see her more than just that One American Newbie. They LEARN to work together without love potions involved. Plus we haven't had a commoner Disney Princess in a while so Paige fills in as someone who works her way into high status then uses that status to help others with Ben at her side.

That's enough of my Canon x OC OTPs! I hope to explore them more throughout the year :) I work hard to flesh out my OCs and their romantic storylines as if they're real 💚😌

I do have KayLeo week planned for Feb 14 to Feb 21 so don't be shocked when I start posting rottmnt stuff or art of Kaysha! Anyways these are my personal ships that I enjoy despite the lack of content I made of them, so hopefully I have the creative juices flowing to make more stuff! Final note I'm working on a platonic oc x canon meme to show that love doesn't have to be romantic. A

#canon x oc #oc x canon #otp #multifandom #actiontoongorlz #oc meme #oc x canon meme #long text tw

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raihou-zuishuu · 3 years

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Tell me about your Jujutsu Kaisen, Fire Force, amd Bungo Stray Dogs ocs, I dont care how long the explanation is

Oh dear lord

Okay so I'm entirely uncreative when it comes to names, so my jjk and ff names are similar, and because I haven't experimented with my bsd oc that much they're unnamed (I actually haven't thought about a bsd oc until now? Bc they're based off of books and idk books that much lmaooo)

1) Jujutsu Kaisen: Kaimu Kageyama

So Kaimu is a teenager that does not want to be involved with the shaman world at all whatsoever. They've been able to see curses since they were a child, however they don't come from a clan of shamans, so everyone they told just thought they were hallucinations. Because of this she was in and out of the hospital and eventually she just gave up telling people and just accepted they were there.

Sometime during their junior year they attend Satozakura highschool and become part of the band club, where they meet Junpei. They only meet Junpei bc once the movie appreciation club and the band club had to share a room. They never talked to Junpei, and all they knew is all the sudden he stopped coming to school, there was the big attack at the school (they just so happened to be absent that day) and all the sudden Junpei was dead.

Now all the sudden Kaimu is being haunted by Junpei. Now they both think it's because Junpei is a guardian angel and Junpei thinks he's been sent back to earth to find Yuji, but it's ACTUALLY because Kaimu has the ability to summon shamans that have passed on to the afterlife.

So this whole ordeal begins because now they have this broody goth boy following them around on TOP of the curses that's pestering them about this pink haired idiot they've never heard of. Finally they give in and end up stalking Yuji's instagram to find out where he is so that MAYBE Junpei will leave them alone. Chaos ensues and they end up at an occult shop Yuji frequented before eating Sukuna's finger.

Now once Kaimu gets there, they're forced to take a cursed Kusarigama they don't want. When they refuse to take it, the shop keeper, which is actually a high intelligence curse, attacks them and forces them to fight back.

This queues Nobara and Megumi to show up (idk why they're there tbh just pretend it's a good reason). The kids are trying to get the Kusarigama away from Kaimu, the curse is trying to get them to fight, and Kaimu has no idea who to trust. Finally they go to give the weapon to Nobara, when the whole damn thing starts to wrap itself around them and absorb into their skin. Once their body has literally absorbed the weapon, Kaimu becomes "possessed" similar to Yuji, although they can't control it at first and they go feral. They kill the curse instantly and move on to Nobara and Megumi until Yuji and Gojo show up on scene. Gojo uses his weird power thingy to knock Kai out and on with the story

Kaimu totally wakes up in the same room Yuji does btw

In the beginning, Kaimu doesn't want to be there. They run away every chance they get, only to be chased and successfully caught by Gojo. They really hate Gojo at first too, because he's so sarcastic and smug and seems to be laughing at their pain, when rlly he's just trying to keep them on his side bc with proper training they might just be the strongest student either technical college has ever seen. They do have a power like no other.

Finally Gojo gets through to Kai and they decide to stay. Instead of Gojo adding them as a fourth new year, however, he decides to have the first and second years teach them everything they may need to know. It's kinda urgent they learn everything they can because now they have a target on their back larger than Yuji ever did.

Maki teaches them more about the cursed weapon their body possesses, bc it's kinda only happened once before. They learn that the weapon, in a sense, controls their body. It reacts more to anger and agression (for example, Megumi punched Kai, and while it did make Kai angry, they didn't have control when their arm punched Megumi back twice as hard.) Maki teaches them how to use the weapon once they summon it out of their body as well.

Yuji is in charge of helping regulate Kai's emotions so the weapon can come out at will (when Junpei isn't distracting them; no one else can see Junpei bc Kai hasn't made a formal contract with him yet). Sadly Kai has to go through the same movie training as Yuji does and gets punched many, many times.

Nobara is only in charge of teaching Kaimu to imbue their cursed energy into curses through their Kusarigama, but is inadvertently teaching Kai to come out of their shell. She also assists Panda, who's only function is strength training.

Megumi and Inumaki get the most important jobs: actually teaching Kai about their technique, and sign language. Hear me out

Megumi and Kai's techniques are very similar, because they're both creating contracts with things they can summon that help them in battle. While Megumi uses hand puppets, Kai has to sign the shaman's name they want to summon. So really the first person Kai even interacts with st the school is Inumaki.

At some point Sukuna gets involved. The Tokyo trio gets badly injured in battle, and Kai has only known Sukuna for a little bit but knows for a fact that Sukuna will only heal Yuji and leave the rest to die, so they decide to make a deal with Sukuna: they'll do whatever he wants as long as he kills the curse and helps save the rest.

Sukuna agrees, and the only thing he asks is that Kai saves everyone themselves, and he gets to call them into his domain to chat whenever he's wants. He unbinds the last seal on the curse inhabiting their body and watches him take over. Sukuna uses the same Abraxis curse btw.

Kaimu is able to control curse better now, and Sukuna informs them it's actually their dad from a thousand years ago and they're actually a half curse. Sukuna is indifferent on which side they choose, but he informs them that they can also summon and create curses, which is why a lot of shamans want them dead as well as the curses.

The story low key becomes Kaimu having to fight against their dad persuading them to be evil, and Yuji's protag abilities to make them good.

It's a mess.

Also this Kaimu is non-binary considering transitioning, and everyone is very supportive of it. When Kai gets their uniform, they're very worried that Gojo is gonna give them a skirt like the other girls bc they're afab, but they're very happy to learn they get pants with a bad ass cloak and hood that stops just below their elbows. Kai also gets a choice as to which dorm they get to stay in and they choose the boys dorms, who accepts them with open arms.

2) Fire Force: Kaimu Kusakabe

Yeah okay we Shinra and Shō's cousin

So this isn't revealed until later on in the story, but when Kaimu was a child, her mom died in what was believed to be an infernalization, but was actually a cover up. This was Shinra's aunt. Kaimu never got to meet Shinra until later on when she seeks him out.

Now Shinra's grandma refused to take him in after his mom died bc of his ability and because she thought he was a murderer. Grandma Kusakabe takes Kaimu in begrudgingly because Kaimu was able to suppress the ability she developed and Burns uncovered her step father had set it up to look like an infernalization when in reality he was abusing her.

Grandma moved Kaimu out to the country, away from people. There she meets a little boy around her age because she's sitting at a bus stop and the other neighborhood kids are making fun of her. The boy shoos them off and tries to make friends with her, but it doesn't work out well. She reveals she's waiting for her dad to come back from the military on the bus like he used to when she was little, but she doesn't realize that he's been dead for months because no one told her.

After a few weeks pass she begins to trust the boy she still doesn't know the name of. He's sorta pushy about being friends with her without being too overbearing. She stops pushing him away when she's sitting at the bus stop snd it starts to rain. She was just gonna sit there and suffer until an umbrella appears over her. The boy explains that he saw on the news it was going to rain and he knew she would be there. After teasing him for knowing there would be two people but only one umbrella, she accepts his offer to walk her home. This is a hint. Take it.

The kids really bond when she takes him to a desert full if skelton's that they really aren't supposed to go to but go to anyway. The boy thinks they're creepy, but Kaimu talks about how cool they are. They find a skull and Kaimu decides to keep it. This is also a hint.

Grandma Kusakabe ends up passing away, leaving Kaimu alone. She ends up being dragged away to an orphanage, where she lives until she's eighteen. The boy finds out when he noticed she hadn't come to the bus stop for a while and finds the house deserted. He takes the skull, which is one of the only things left behind, to what appears to be a workshop. There's a montage of the boy growing old, making the skull into a face mask, dying his hair, getting tattoos, etc. It's Vulcan. It was always Vulcan.

The story actually starts with Kaimu being kicked out of the orphanage. She decides to go on a hunt for this famous Devil's foot that she's heard about for thr past ten years because her grandma always talked about how terrible he was. She was furious when she learned she was being put into an orphanage while she still had a living relative (she just did not understand he was only a year younger than her).

When she arrives at Company 8, she's actually kinda rude, but Ōbi admires her spunk and finds it "cute" because she looks as innocent as Iris with her small frame, but is rlly fucking vicious. She's trying really hard to explain she's related to Shirna (look!! Red eyes!!! Pointy teeth!!! We look alike!!!) And it's going very poorly.

While Viktor conducts a dna test, Kaimu tries to find literally any reason to stick around, and she decides, for the first time since she developed her ability, to use it in front of others.

Kaimu is only a second generation pyrokinetic. She has the ability to take a flame in her hand and mix it with any type of metal and smelt it to whatever she needs. It's not a very offensive technique so she's mostly used it for defense in the past, or making cool trinkets. Vulcan is actually the one who persuades Ōbi to let her stick around, bc he has an odd sense of familiarity with her and can't place why.

I haven't really thought of a story for her yet other than backstory, but I've experimented with having her get bitten by a bug and being turned infernal, only to get shot by Hinawa and... Turns back. Low and behold the first first generation with the ability to go infernal at will-

3) Bungou Stray Dogs: ???

Yeah I haven't actually thought of an oc for this one? But I have had ideas in the past of a girl who has the ability to make people fall asleep and stay asleep as long as she wants. The only downfall is for every hour they don't sleep, that's an hour she doesn't sleep. I'm not sure if I want her to be a former Mafia member or part of the association, but I know I want her to be tied in with Dazai some how because of his absolute cancel ability. Just him tapping her shoulder and her being able to instantly fall asleep sounds cute to me idk

Have fun reading this shit show

#long post #if anyone actually reads this #wow #holy shit

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sleepyxdarling · 4 years

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New Anon here. How would yoshi yoshi to a bold foreign darling that retaliates by giving him spicy food instead of normal food?

Sorry for lack of writing y'all..been in a slump!

Also have I stated that I love darlings that are dominant or fight back..cause...ahhh! 💜

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"god you are so useless!"

"excuse me..?"

Yoshi has always been a degradimg one and this landed him either in a lot of fights or a lot of admirers. You were on the right side but you were different and it drove him insane, when he tried to lower your self esteem you would shake it off like it wss nothing! Yoshi hated but love this about you. You were so different from the other bland losers..he wanted you.

"hey stupid...since you annoyed me so much why don't you get me lunch tommorow..and maybe I'll go easy on you" he purred out with a cocky stare as his eyes traveled up amd down your body...that asshole!

You were about to put him in his place when an idea popped in your head "yeah..fine.." your grumbling made Yoshi smile and he petted your head like you were some dog. The moment you got home..it was go time.

You broke out all the hot sauce and peppers you could as you made him a box lunch filled to the brim with so many spices and seasoning that he would probably die..wait you don't wanna kill him! You decide to also pack a few bottles of milk in your bag incase this goes very very wrong.

The next day during lunch Yoshi was extra rude and when you presented him the lunch he snatched it out your hand and ripped off the lid before looking at the food "..I guess a monkey can cook" he mumbled before he started to eat it

You smile sweetly at him which made him scoff at shove more food in his mouth and at first you thought it wasn't going to anything but the moment he gulped everything changed. Yoshi dropped the food and started to cough harshly.

"what was that Yoshi? A monkey can do what? Hmmm?" Your reason tone caused the male to get up and glare at you but the spices really kicked in and he curled over while panting heavily. You figure you can make this more amusing and you took out a small bottle of milk "I heard milk can help with spices..but I dunno if I should give it to you without having you beg"

In an instant Yoshi dropped to his knees and looked up at you with tears pouring down his eyes and his tonguewas sticking out while he drooled and grippes your shirt desperately.

[n..name]...ah...p..please..it.. hurts"

Why was he so cute!? You dunno why you felt a sadistic urge but you reached you and moved his bangs and saw how vulnerable he looked and it was simply too delicious..you couldn't help but take your phone out and take a picture before yanking him up and dragging him away

"not yet..lets go the nurse first"

The walk there was difficult mostly cause ever so often Yoshi would whimper and cling to you for an attempt to swipe the milk bottle in your other hand and each time he failed he would let out a louder whimper.

Who knew spices would turn him into a brat..it was totally cute and something you will use more often.

When you both arrived at the nurse's office you noticed they were away so you took this time to lead Yoshi to a bed and make him sit before you eyed him and that moment you felt as if an arrow was struck in your heart.

Yoshi was laid back on the bed panting softly while lightly sweating and he was so hot that he unbuttoned his shirt and his black undershirt was exposed. The way he looked at you was full submission..dear lord.

You gave him the milk and he sat up before opening it and starting to chug the milk but he looked at you before holding the milk in his mouth and getting up before Slamming his lips against yours hungrily. He forced your mouth open and you both shared the drink before he pulled back and wiped milk off his chin that dripped. He glared at you in anger his face flushed

"you...I'll get you back for this...just..just you wait" he mumbled softly and he walked past you and you dropped to your knees completely shocked..what the fuck was that?!

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im-tops-bottom · 5 years

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So....

Ever since Tony accidentally stumbled upon fanfiction while googling himself to catch up with the news, he's been seeing Bucky in a whole new light. He had always been a soft top and never thought about bottoming. Even when he was with men.

It started off as a fic where he topped both Steve and Bucky. He started gazing at both their asses. Mainly Bucky's. He found it weird that he never got turned on. He did however think about slapping it just for shits amd gigs.

Then Clint caught him while he was reading one about him topping the crap out of Bucky. He was the alpha to Bucky's omega. Clint laughed at the red faced Tony and told him to check out the 'bottom Tony' fics because alot of them a real good.

"how do you know about all this?"

"anything related to you taking it up the ass really gets me and Nat going. Oh all the things we did because of you"

"thanks? I guess"

"no problem. Have fun"

That is when things really started to kick in. It started off as the fic Clint suggested and Tony couldn't help but blush and/or stutter when he was in the same area as Bucky.

After the whole civil thing, Tony tried to use his anger on Steve and Hydra and Bucky to calm himself down but it never worked. Sure he forgave Bucky because it wasn't him but surely his anger towards Steve and hydra should have kept him sane.

Well as sane as one could get after he spent a whole night reading everything on ao3 where he was the sub to Bucky's Dom. And oh shit did he have trouble keeping calm around Bucky.

He told Clint after he spent 3 days pent up in his workshop, not because he had work to do, no he was already ahead of the game, but because he checked out the bottom Tony tag and the omega tony tag only looking at anything to with him and Bucky.

"I thought the angsty stuff would help but even then.....holy shit fans can get crazy and know too much"

"yeah well when your life has been plastered all over the news since before you were born, people tend to know stuff. It also helps when you say them on live national television"

"what do i do Clinty boo? I feel like I'm having panic attacks whenever he's around me but I can't leave the room. My body isn't allowing it"

"well you can start off by not calling me Clinty boo"

"cliiiiiiint"

"okay okay calm down. how are things between the two of you?"

"hopeless. I can't talk to him. I am still angry with what happened in Siberia. Well I forgave Bucky but the fight still haunts me. Watching that video still gets to me. I can't be around Steve without starting an argument. I think Bucky hates me because I attached his best friend which I'm pretty sure who he is dating because why not. The love between those two knows no bounds. Have you seen the old tapes? They clearly were in love. I also think Bucky thinks I hate him. Steve doesn't like leaving him alone with me. See! Romance of the ages"

"in that case use that to help keep you going. You are in the same room, remember what you just told me. Alone together, use that. If Steve is in the room, keep your attention on Steve and thr anger can keep you going"

"but Everytime im in the same room as the soldier, nothing but adult content plays in my mind"

"god i don't know if that is lust or you are"

"you finish that sentence and i swear to God"

"oh god your falling for your parents killer"

"hey it wasn't his fault. Hydra made him d- you were just saying that to rile me up weren't you?"

"and it worked. You are a hopeless cause"

At that moment Natasha walks in and sits behind Tony to cuddle him.

"who's a hopeless cause? Because I'm seeing two in this room"

Clint looks offended and Tony just laughs at Clint.

"Tony is thank you very much"

"and who are we blaming?"

Clint's eyes widen as he looks up and Nat follows them and raises a brow. Tony is completely oblivious as he has his head dowm and is currently playing with his fingers.

"Bucky"

Nat looks at Clint and Clint nods his head. Nat sighs as she hugs Tony tight.

"and what did our residental brainwashed assassin do?"

Tony with a redface explains what's been going on for pass year and never once looks up. Never once notices Clints sad face or Nat's smirk or the shocked faces of two people by the doorway.

"so you are pissed off with Steve still and madly in love with Bucky?"

"I'm not really pissed. It's just that he hurt me and I don't know how to come back from that. I was so gone with Steve and then the lies came and he chose his side. The anger helped me get over him but it changed me in more ways then one. I feel like I can forgive him but I don't ever want to go down that road with him ever again"

"have you ever told Steve this?"

"are you kidding Nat!?!"

"Clint shut up"

Tony jolts in surprise and looks up to spot the two super soldiers. Steve walks up to Tony and gets on his knees and grabs Tony's hands softly.

"Clint, Nat can you guys leave the room?"

"hell no!"

Nat drags an annoyed Clint with him. Clint screams out "I don't trust you guys even for a second. Friday make sure they don't hurt Tony"

"will do Mr Barton"

Once the spies leave, everything gets intense.

"Tony look at me"

Tony looks everywhere but at Steve.

"please?"

Steve pleads causing Tony to stare at him in surprise. Steve looks hurt, scared, worried, pained, guilty. Tony looks away again causing Steve to sigh.

"I know that I lost your trust amd I'm wary around y-"

"please don't"

"Tony"

Tony rips his hands out of Steve's and stands up shaking.

"not now. Just please. Not now"

Tony knows he's being a coward but he can't help it. Not when it comes to Steve and Bucky. He runs all the way up to the penthouse. Running up the stairs because there's less of a "oomph"

Tony feels pain and also his body being rolled over so he's on his back. He notices that panic had taken him up to his penthouse and he had just made outside his room before he could even tell Friday to lock the penthouse up. His body is shaking amd he's having trouble breathing.

"hey hey hey easy there fella"

He feels the body on top of him grab a hold of his shaking hands and hold them against a naked chest. A flesh is holding both his hands against it while the metal hand is rubbing his hip softly.

"Bucky?"

"it's me buddy. No talking. Just breathing. Follow me now. There we go"

Moments later after following along Tony begins to breathe normally again. He feels Bucky pick him up and carry hjm to the bed. He feels Buckys hand lay his head onto the chest and the sound of Bucky's heartbeat lulls him to sleep.

When Tony wakes up he stretches and it's not until he opens his eyes when his body decides to jolt and he let's out a Yelp causing the body under him to wake up. He becomes shocked as Bucky pulls tony against him as he holds out a gun scanning the area while growling. Tony places a hand on the stretched out arm.

"easy there four seasons. No one is here. I was surprised, that's all. Hey hey hey James look at me"

Bucky turns his head and looks Tony dead in the eye. Tony smiles as he manages to lean back.

"look at me! I'm alive. I'm in good health shut up Friday"

"yes boss"

"now put the gun down. I'll even let you check me over"

After a couple of seconds contemplating, Bucky puts the gun down and checks over Tony and calms down knowing that he is indeed okay.

"now Buckaroo, mind telling me what that was about?"

"I thought I heard you screaming"

"yeah I was surprised to find you here that's all"

"but I was the one that helped you through your attack"

"I know I realize that now. Why did you come after me?"

"to make sure you were okay and it was a good idea anyway"

"that's sweet and all but if you were there for the whole thing then you would know that things aren't really going well at the moment"

"Winter was angry"

"and why was he angry?"

"because of everything that's happened. We were both sad because even though you forgave us, you did everything you could to either stay away from us or look at us in disgust. It hurt"

"okay fair enough. But that wasn't directed at you. It was really directed at Steve and Hydra and myself"

"but you said"

"I know what I said. But did you hear the part where I said I tried but I couldn't so I was disgusted with myself be-"

Tony is surprised as he gets cut off by Bucky who is kissing him. After what felt like forever Bucky pulls away and smiles as Tony leans his forehead on top of Bucky's.

"heres what we are going to do genius. You, in all of your Stark confidence is gonna March down there and talk it out. it's been long over due and I think you killed the man after every thing you said"

"but"

"no buts Tony. Then after that we are gonna have our long over due talk. Once everything is said and done, I'm gonna take you out"

"with a gun?"

"on a date?"

"but why?"

"because it has come to my attention that you didn't notice how I acted around you because you were to busy reading fanfiction and thinking that I was dating Steve"

"aren't you?"

"no. He doesn't even swing that way. Just be glad that you never told him your feelings in the first place"

"I guess you are right"

"great"

Tony yelps as Bucky slaps his ass hard and pushes him off the bed. Tony goes red as Bucky smirks at him.

"what the hell was that for?"

"you amd Clint aren't the only ones who read that Smutty crap. That's okay though because we can make up for all that after our date"

"so we just come back and read?"

"you ain't thr only one to read bottom Tony fics. There are a few there that have given me ideas on what to do with you"

"what?"

"from what I heard"

Bucky still smirking, stands up and slides behind Tony before embracing him. His dick which had gone hard pressed up against Tony as he pulls tony against him. He leans down to whisper sexily into Tony's ear as his hands hold his waist.

"I'm about to pop your cherry tonight. Who knew playboy Tony Stark has a v-card for something. Men and women dont know what they're missing out on. Too bad that your mine now."

Bucky leaves a hickey on Tony's neck as he grinds down on him. He chuckles as he steps back and a redfaced Tony turns around.

"you evil man!"

Bucky licks his lips as his eyes roam Tony, smirk not once leaving his face. His eyes stop by Tony's and he thinks that maybe he can change his mind.

"how about this evil man deflowers you right now?"

Tony takes a step back

"but what about Steve?"

"fuck Steve"

"no thank you"

Tony falls back onto the bed and Bucky follows along with him.

The next day an exhausted Tony is finally let out of bed. After a quickie in the shower, he demands that Bucky puts clothes on him and then carries him down to breakfast.

Bucky instead picks him up and carries the screeching, naked Tony down two floors and on to his and Steve floor. He kicks open the door to a startled Steve's room and throws the naked Tony at him. Naked Tony lands right on Steve's lap causing the both of them to go red.

"talk!"

Is all Bucky says before leaving the room to go get dressed. After half an hour, Bucky checks on the two hoping they didn't kill each other as there hadn't been any yelling since he left. What shocks him is what he sees when he opens the door.

A naked Tony riding an equally naked Steve. He let's them finish before he smirks and raises a brow while crossing his arms. He licks his lips as Tony slumps forward against Steve.

"I thought you weren't gay"

"I thought you weren't into Tony"

"that's my boyfriend"

"who I just fucked. What are you going to do about it?"

"best friends share"

"shut it Tony"

"just saying. I have choices you know"

"and your choices are as follows, you either walk away from all this, pick someone or and I can't believe I'm saying this, get your naked ass on that bed and let us have our way with you"

"I would prefer walking away from all this"

Bucky laughs as he knows the reason why he chose that option. He decides to be a little shit anyway.

"oh you picked the third option. Well aren't you just a nice guy."

Steve looks confused and stares at Bucky.

"it's because he hadn't been let out my dick all night until an hour ago before we came here"

Bucky hops on the bed and pats his lap.

"let's see how skilled Stevie is. I am so confused and a little turned on right now. Steve dear, do not pull out. Bring the genius over here and I'll just slide into his dm's right next to ya. Tony I plan on being the first to do everything on that v-card of yours. It's gonna be a first for everything"

And just like that Bucky and Tony found out that Steve was bi and had been into Tony since they first met. After an actual talk and hashing everything out, thanks to Bucky, Tony does a whole set of new things for the first time and it's been nothing but wonderful. Well if you can call it that.

*3 days later*

"I think I'm dead."

Tony drops on to Clint's lap looking warn out. Clint feeds Tony some of what he is eating and when he hears Tony's stomach growl, calls nat to bring home extra food. He gives Tony a massage while Tony spills out the juicey gossip.

"you do know Nat is gonna want to hear about this"

"yeah well she can wait while I get the massage ever. God your fingers are magic"

"I would ask if you wanted a test trial but Tweedledee and Tweedledum look like they want to murder me already"

"I'm naked and you are magical of course they are. They can't have this body for the next week. I'm done! You hear me! Done! My legs are jelly, my ass and throat are sore, i look like i got mauled by a vampire, no one should be Cummings that much that isn't superhuman or a god. I'm gonna be feeling it for days. Clint be m bodyguard for the next week"

"no problem Tony. Friday initiate protocol Clint's Baby Genius"

"yes sir"

"oh god you named it that?"

Clint ignores Steve and Buckys screams as they run down the hallway and back up to their room in order to continue looking after Tony.

Nat returns amd laughs as the boys recount everything that happened as they eat and watch movies for the rest of the night.

"friday activate Natasha's shell head please"

"yes ma'am"

"I hate you but love you both at the same time"

"love you too shell head"

Tony groans as the spies laugh.

#winteriron #stony #Stuckony #clint is protective #nat is playing catch up #everyone is confused #there are still things left unsaid #bit the boys will touch base later #stucky are grounded #tony is sore but happy

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blackbleedingrose · 6 years

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I’m Done (Peter Parker)

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Summary: (Y/N) has had enough of waiting to be noticed by her longtime best friend/crush, Peter Parker. She’s tired of being second best and is through having her heart dragged around.

Warnings: Mild language, angst, anger, bitterness, and overall doneness. There may be some triggers regarding situations - such as having to deal with lack of money, lack of food, lack of necessities, self-hate.

Words: 5978

(Y/N): Your Name

(L/N): Last Name

(E/C): Eye Color

(H/C): Hair Color

(Country): Country of your choice

(Y/A/N): Your Aunt’s Name

I'm Done - Joelle

A/N: I’m writing this because I read a Peter Parker imagine where Peter rejects the reader and picks Liz. It made me think of making one myself, but with a twist. Instead of the story ending with the reader having a broken heart, she will also realize that she deserves better. And that's exactly what she's going to get.

A/N (2): RE-EDTIED.

A/N (3): I have the second part to this written, but it will take a while for me to type, edit, and put on Tumblr. Especially since I will be busy this week with college homework, so please bare with me.

You lead, I follow

(Y/N) watches as her childhood best friend and crush, Peter Parker, eyes the popular Liz Allen with longing and desire. Him and Ned whispered quietly to each other about Midtown's prom queen.

You hurt me, sorrow

For years (Y/N) has had strong feelings for her nerdy best friend. She's tried countless times to confess how she felt, but he was either never home, busy, or had the Stark Internship. The (e/c) eyed girl could feel her heart becoming heavy as she watched Peter sigh lovingly at Liz.

You don't want to lose control

Did he even understand how much he meant to her? Did he have any idea how bad she was hurting? No. He was too busy with that stupid Stark Internship and drooling over Liz. Stark, Liz, Stark, Liz, Stark, Liz. That's all she ever hears these days.

Never her.

Nothing about her.

You shut off, still care

Even when Peter ditched her to do the internship, ignored her calls, or stood her up, she still waited. She waited for the day he would have time for her. She waited for the day he would notice her feelings for him.

She waited and she waited.

After all, she loved him.

Time passes, still there

During their time in middle school, Peter would jump at the chance to hang out with the (h/c)ette. She had been his only female friend. However, things changed once high school hit.

He started paying attention to Liz Allen and would cancel their meet ups to help Tony Stark with whatever. Sometimes he wouldn’t even call her to let her know he wasn’t going to show. That didn't stop her though. She still remained his loyal friend.

So, she waited.

At one point she even decided to change her clothes and appearance. (Y/N) didn’t have the money to buy new clothes, so she asked one of her friends back in (country) to send her girly clothes and makeup. She started doing her hair, changed her makeup, her personality.

She did everything Liz did.

She thought he would have to notice then and he did. . . for about five seconds.

Right before he could comment on her attire, here comes the great Liz Allen in a completely new outfit.

A much cuter one.

The only person who seemed to pay attention and care about this sudden change in (Y/N) was Michelle. She and (Y/N) had only known each other for about a year, but they clicked like that.

You're angry, you haven't let it go

Now back to the present.

Michelle eyed the girl in front of her. She quickly noticed the tense aura between (Y/N) and Peter, and knew she exactly why.

Last night (Y/N) and Peter were supposed to hang out. They did every year around this time. That was the day the two had became friends. The day (Y/N) beat up the bully that was picking on Peter.

The two set a time and place, the same place they went to every year. (Y/N) had gotten dressed up, and even went early to their meeting place.

Peter never showed.

You try to convince me that you're done

Peter apologized and apologized, claiming that Stark really needed him. Of course, in her mind, (Y/N) called bullshit.

Stark and Liz.

He was never there when she needed him. However, being her, she forgave him and the two agreed to meet up after school the next day.

(Y/N) would be lying if she said things were not a little rocky between her and Peter. Ever since his Uncle Ben died, Peter had been distant. Of course, (Y/N) understood that losing Uncle Ben had been a huge blow on both Peter and May. Hell, (Y/N) had cried herself to sleep that night.

But every time she tried to comfort or be there for Peter, he would just push her away or change the subject.

A first, she didn’t let this behavior bother her. He had been through a lot. Though, after awhile of being blown off, ignored, and watching him drool over Liz - (Y/N) was starting to get impatient.

Peter and her were best friends, or they were suppose to be. So you can imagine how hurt she was when he would brushed her off like it was nothing.

She thought he just hurting and needed time, which she was more than willing to give him.

So when she saw him hanging out with Ned outside of school at the local arcade, after he told her he had been grounded or had a lot of work to finish - or when she saw him try to talk to Liz after school when they were suppose to study or hang out - or when he would have May lie to her about him not being home when he was, she felt betrayed.

Though, what had really hurt her was when he ghosted her the entire summer going into their sophomore year.

(Y/N) panicked thinking he might hurt, really sick, or in some kind of trouble. She tried to get ahold of May, but she was either never home or ignored her calls. It wasn’t until she was hanging out with Ned one day, when she discovered that Peter had been in fucking Germany with Tony fucking Stark.

No, she was not upset that he was in Germany. She was upset that he couldn’t even be bothered to tell her. He couldn’t even let her know. Here she was worrying her ass off over his well being and assuming the worst, and the entire time he was in Germany, ghosting her and ignoring her calls and texts.

When he came back, Ned told her right away. She immediately stopped whatever she was going and went to Peter’s amd May’s apartment. May hugged her, let her in, and called Peter into the dining room.

She saw him as he entered the room. (Y/N) played it cool and welcomed him back. She wasn’t going to go off on him, not in front of his aunt.

She was shocked when Peter brought her into a hug and started telling her how much he had missed her.

Like some kind of dumb magic, all of her anger vanished into thin air and her heart melted. She completely feel under his spell once again.

After that they were cool - for like a second.

(Y/N) thought since Peter told her how much he had missed her while he was away, then they could start hanging out again. That things could go back to how they were. That they could reconnect.

Six times.

Six times in that month.

Six times in that month had she been stood up by Peter.

No calls, no texts, nothing.

After the sixth time, (Y/N) decided to go to his apartment. She knew damn well that was where he was. Using the spare key she had, she let herself in. She knew May wasn’t going to be here, she had to work late tonight. She then made her way to Peter’s room, and that’s when it started.

(Y/N) felt deep anger and hurt brewing inside of her as she saw Peter on his computer. She had waited all damn night for him and here he was. At home. On his computer. In a sweatshirt and pajama pants.

She took a deep breath before allowing herself to speak, “Peter”.

The brunette took his eyes off of his computer screen for a moment and glanced at her.

“Hey”.

That was all he said to her before putting his attention back on his computer.

“’Hey’? That’s all you have say to me?” (Y/N) could feel herself about to explode.

“Uh. Hey, (Y/N). Is that better?” Peter said boredly.

She could not believe his dismissiveness, “No, it’s not better. Where the hell were you tonight?”.

Peter looked her confused, “What do you mean?”.

“I’ve been waiting at the pizza parlor for hours - waiting for you. You know, like we agreed?” (Y/N) swore she saw a light bulb go off in his head.

“Oh, right. Sorry. I got busy,” Peter said.

“Well, you could have called me,” (Y/N) said annoyed.

“Yeah, but I needed to get some things done for Mr.Stark - look it’s not that big of deal,” Peter said tired before going back to his computer.

(Y/N) scoffed in disbelief, threw her bag to floor, and walked up to his desk.

She grabbed ahold of his chair and jerked it around so it would be facing her.

So he would be facing her.

“Not a big deal? You left me hanging, waiting on you. You didn’t even have the decency to call me and let me know that you weren’t coming. So, yeah, it’s pretty big deal,” she spat.

Annyoance flashed in Peter’s brown eyes, “What is your problem? You know I’ve been really busy lately. So, sorry that I didn’t show up. Why are you so upset?”.

“Because Peter, you promised me that you would show! I waited there for four hours! Do you realize how embarrassing that was?! And for what?! Stark?! You don’t always need to be at his beck and call!”.

Suddenly Peter sprung out of his seat, startling the (h/c)ette.

“I’m not as his beck and call! Mr.Stark just needs me, that’s part of the internship!”.

“Yeah, I know. But like how you manage to make time to hang out with Ned outside of school - don’t lie, I’ve seen you. Like how you make time for Ned, I would appericate it if you could do the same for me. I miss you, I want to spend more time with you and it hurts me when you keep BLOWING ME OFF!”

Peter glared at her and scoffed, “God, you’re so selfish!”.

(Y/N) was taken back, “What?!”.

Peter continued to glare at her, “Get it through your head that not everything is about you. My life doesn’t revolve around you. I have more important things to worry about then your constant need for attention”.

She was shocked by his harsh words. She felt her heart breaking. When she got home that night, she cried herself to sleep.

The next week at school, she saw Peter. He acted like nothing had happened and talked to her like her normally did. This gave (Y/N) some kind of stupid hope. Maybe he hadn’t meant what he said. He was probably just tired and stressed. So, like always, she forgave him.

After all, she loved him.

Then you see me and come undone

On Peter's end, he remained blissfully ignorant. He couldn't understand why (Y/N) wasn't sitting with him and Ned. They always sat together at lunch, but he was busy giving Liz goo goo eyes to pull the (h/c)ette over.

He was guilty that he had stood her up, but the city needed him. Besides you never know when the world needs saving again. One night wasn't going to kill her.

If you fail, then I'll catch your fall

What Peter didn't realize, was that it wasn't just one night. It was days, weeks, months. He had left her standing so many times her knees were starting to ache. The bad thing about it was that he didn’t even have a clue. He had no recollection of all the times he left her hanging and alone.

Yet, she waited, and waited, and waited. She just kept reminding herself that he was her friend and silent love; and, if he were to suddenly fall, she would be there to catch and hold him.

Not Liz Allen.

But not anymore, I'm not gonna do it I'm done

As the bell rang for the end of the day, (Y/N) quickly packed her things. Her and Peter agreed to meet up at the front gates. Throwing her bag over her shoulder, she hurried out of the classroom and walked down the hall. Oh, she couldn't wait to finally spend time with Peter.

However, what she saw as she exited the building completely shattered what was left of her already broken and fragile heart. She saw Peter leaving the grounds with fucking Liz Allen.

I don't want half of you anymore

Quickly she pulled out her phone and called Peter. There was no answer. She did this three times. No answer. Finally, she called Ned. He would know something.

"Yello?" Ned answered.

"Hey Ned" (Y/N) said sickly sweet.

"Oh, hey (Y/N). What's up?".

"Nothing much. Just wanted to know why the hell Peter is ditching me for Liz, that's all,” she said sarcastically.

"What-. . .Oh. . . Oh! Shit!".

"What?".

"Liz asked Peter if he wanted to get a bite to eat after school during last period. He was so shocked and excited that he said yes. Don't worry. I'll call him-".

"No!" (Y/N) cut him off.

" . . .No?".

"Please don't. It's not worth it".

"You sure?".

"Yeah. Let him have this. I'll see you later".

"Okay. See ya later".

When they both hung up (Y/N) scoffed, " That's it. That's it. I'm done. I can't anymore".

(Y/N) turned back and walked into the school building. This was it. She’s had enough. After all of the bullshit she had to go through, after everything, she was done.

After all the times she let him play with her emotions, this was the straw that finally broke the camel’s back. Walking through the halls, (Y/N) made her way to the principal's office.

“Ms.(L/N)? What are you still doing here? School ended,” Prinipal Morita said looking at the sophomore who entered his office.

“I want to transfer,” (Y/N) said getting straight to the point.

Morita was taken back, “A-A transfer? In the middle of the year?”.

(Y/N) sighed, “I know it’s sudden - but I just - I need to transfer. Out of here, out of New York”.

Morita observed the (h/c)ette. He was aware of the some of the things she was dealing with in school. Her aunt had been the one to call him after video chatting her niece one night.

She was worried for her niece and noticed changes in her as well as her grades. Morita knew (Y/A/N) well, they had been friends back in college.

He had been the one to recommend (Y/N) to Midtown. He knew she was extremely intelligent and had a lot of potential. He also knew she had been dealing with a lot lately.

(Y/A/N) had asked him to watch over her, which he did. He saw everything that had been going on in her life at school.

He promised (Y/A/N) that if (Y/N) ever needed anything, he would help her. So, that’s exactly what he was going to do.

“All right. I’ll put in a transfer as well as a recommendation to whatever school in whatever country you want transfer to,” Morita said.

(Y/N)’s mouth dropped, she hadn’t expceted him say that. She honestly thought she would have to debate with him to even get a transfer, let alone a recommendation.

Morita saw her reaction and addressed it, “(Y/N). I know the kind of person you are, the kind of person you really are. I know how smart you are. Which is why I know you haven’t been yourself lately. I promised your aunt I would help you in anyway I could if you ever needed it. So, if that’s by accepting your request for a transfer - I’ll do it. You are one of the brightest students I have ever seen in this school, and I’ll be sad to see you go, but if this is what you need then so be it. Even if that means giving you one heck of a recommendation”.

(Y/N) smiled at the man who she knew to be her aunt’s friend. She felt like she was going to start crying, “Thank you so much. I promise you I will not let this be for nothing”.

Morita smiled, “I know you won’t. So, why we start on that transfer?”.

I would rather have none of you at all

After filing her transfer papers with Morita, (Y/N) went home.

As soon as she got into her one room apartment, after passing her sleazy landlord, she ran to her room and begin packing.

Now it may seem that she’s over exaggerating. Leaving because of some guy? That's only part of the problem.

(Y/N) hadn't felt happy during her high school year in New York. Her and her moved from (country) to New York when she first started junior high. (Y/A/N) had wanted her niece to experience life in America and see the place she had grown up. However, when (Y/N) was about to start high school, (Y/A/N) had to go back to (country) for work.

She was going to take (Y/N) with her, she did not want to leave her niece by herself. So, when Morita recommended (Y/N) go to Midtown and that he would keep an eye on her, and after (Y/N) begging her to let her stay, (Y/A/N) gave in.

It was great a first. (Y/N) would be going to the top science school in New York. She would get to stay with Peter and Ned. Everything was perfect.

That’s when the pressure started to build.

(Y/N) didn’t tell anyone about her apartment situation. No one knew how much of douchebag her landlord was. Not even her aunt. They did not know that he had been laundering money for quite some time. Why he felt he needed more from a teenager, was beyond her. They were unaware of the fact that (Y/N) barely had enough money for rent, food, and other necessities.

Each month her landlord would get greedier and raise the interest rate of her rent. There were days where she would go without meals because she needed the money for rent and she did not have enough money to get a better apartment. When she really needed food, she would go down to the local food storages.

The apartment complex she lived at had washing machines and dryers, but to use them you needed to pay extra. Since she couldn’t afford that, she would scrounge for loose quarters and do her laundry at the local laundry mat.

Luckily she didn’t have to worry about tuition. Her aunt is the one who paid for it. Though, it didn’t really change anything.

She never told anyone, she didn’t want them to get involved. She didn’t want them to think she was weak and couldn’t handle it. She especially didn't want Peter to think of her as weak.

However, money and rent was not the only thing putting her under a lot of stress. Peer pressure was another one, and it was the second worst one.

Back in (country) she had a group of great friends. Over here, she only had three. When she started to dress and act differently, people started paying more attention to her. However, it was all in vain.

None of them wanted to get to know her. On top of that, her grades were starting to slip. Focusing on her appearance and status, she stopped trying in school and tried to fit in with the popular crowd.

Because of that, she started to pay attention to every little flaw she thought she had. She was too fat, she was too pail, her clothes weren’t trendy enough, she needed more makeup.

She needed to look more like Liz.

She had to act more like Liz.

She had to be like Liz.

Your head and heart can debate

Going into her small bathroom, (Y/N) undid her hair and wiped off all of her makeup. As she looked in the bathroom mirror, she saw how dead she looked, how thin she actually was.

Being here was toxic and it was slowly killing her.

She had to escape.

She was done.

Grabbing her bathroom items, she threw them in all in a bag and moved to the kitchen.

But I'm not gonna sit and wait

While she was packing up in the kitchen, she opened one of drawers and saw an old photo. It was of her and Peter during the field trip to Oscorp. Not even taking a second glance, she crumbled it up in her hand, and threw it the trash. In a fit of anger, (Y/N) kicked the trash can, knocking it over.

She had enough of never being enough. What did she have to do for him to notice her? What did she have to do for him to realize she had been with him through thick and thin?

No more. That was it. He didn't even care.

So, now he was going to regret it.

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

Once everything was packed, (Y/N) took a quick shower and pulled out some clothes. She was tired of wearing skirts, dresses, flats, heels. That wasn't her, it never was. Without delay, she threw on a pair of ripped black jeans, a gray skull tank top, a dark blue flannel, and some sneakers. (Y/N) sighed in content, it felt so good to be wearing her clothes again.

This was the real her.

Like it or not.

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

(Y/N) called an Uber and specifically requested a large vehicle to pick her up and take her to the airport. Better than foolishly hauling down a cab.

Once she paid off her rent and tarnished her lease, she may have had to threaten her landlord to let her leave or else she would go to the police and expose him for money laundering, she left. She didn’t even say goodbye to any of her neighbors, she just wanted to get out of there.

She was glad that her apartment was nowhere near Peter's. It made this a lot easier. As the Uber arrived, (Y/N) helped them with her stuff. She didn’t have a lot, only a few bags. All the furniture that was in the apartment didn't belong to her. It came with the apartment.

When she got into the car, the driver immediately drove away.

You're scared now, one life

She greeted the driver before pulling out her phone. Checking the time, she saw that it was 12:45 in the morning. Her friends were most likely asleep. Unlocking her phone, (Y/N) dialed Michelle's first.

Must let go, survive

"Hello?" a somewhat tired voice answered.

"Hey Michelle,” (Y/N) said.

"(Y/N)? What the hell? It's almost one in the morning".

"I know. I just wanted to say goodbye".

"Goodbye?".

"I can't do this anymore. With school, Peter, everything. I'm slowly losing myself".

" . . .".

"I'm tired of being something I never was. And for what? A boy? A boy that is too busy waiting for Stark to call him and Liz to talk to him. I'm done. I've had enough".

" . . . I'm going to be honest. I had a feeling this would happen".

"Me leaving?".

"Not exactly. I had a feeling everything would hit you at once and you would realize that you deserved better".

(Y/N) let out an airy laugh, "You really know me, huh?".

"Ha. I guess. So, you going back home?".

"Yeah. That's the only place where I feel like I belong. It's where I can be me. I already requested for a transfer and it’s already been sent in to (school of your choice)”.

" Well, if this is it. . . I'm gonna miss you. I guess".

(Y/N) smiled for a moment, "I'm gonna miss you too. I'll talk to you later. I still have to call Ned and. . . him".

" Kay. I'll see you when I see you, loser".

"Love you too, loser".

Time heals all, how is this still strong?

ring ring _ _

_" H-Hewo. . ." _an almost inaudible voice said.

"Hey Ned" (Y/N) said.

"Oh. Hey yawn (Y/N)".

"Sorry to wake you".

"Oh. It's no problem. What's up?".

"I just wanted to say goodbye".

"Goodbye? Where are you going?".

"Home, Ned. I. . .I can't be here anymore. Not in Midtown. Not in New York".

" . . .What about Peter?".

(Y/N) scoffed, “What about him? You think he was thinking about me or how I felt all those times he ditched me. I'm through waiting, Ned. It's killing me inside. Especially when he's all over Liz".

". . . I'm sorry. I didn't know you felt that way".

(Y/N) sighed, "It's fine. It had nothing to do with you".

"You gonna call him?".

"I have to. I at least owe him that much".

"If it counts for anything, I always thought you were better than Liz".

(Y/N) smiled, "Aw. Thanks Ned"

"See ya, (N/N)".

"Bye, Ned".

You push me, I pull you

Now for the moment of truth. Taking a deep breath, (Y/N) dialed the last number.

*ring* *ring* *ring* *ring*

-Hey. This is Peter. Sorry I can't get to you right now. But I'll get to you as soon as I can. Bye.-

(Y/N) scoffed, she should have known. As soon as she heard the beep, she went for it.

"Hey Peter. Of course, I get your voicemail. What else would I get? You answering? Yeah, that's a laugh. Listen, not sure if you're gonna care enough to hear this, but I need to say it. I'm leaving, Peter. I'm going home. I-I've had enough of this. I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. What, Peter? What do I have to do? If I were to look like Liz, then would you notice? Tch. Of course, you wouldn't. Because I'm not your beautiful, amazing Liz Allen.

Oh, and by the way thanks for ditching me again. Hope you had a great time with Liz. It's bad enough that I have to deal with you standing me up for that stupid internship, but to be ditched for another girl? Yeah. That fucking stings. What is it gonna take for you to get it through your thick skull, that I love you. Yeah. Yeah, I said it. I fucking love you, Peter Parker. But that doesn't matter, does it? Because I'm not fucking Liz Allen. I'm never gonna be good enough for you, am I? Yeah, I don't think so. Do you have any idea how long I've waited for you? How long I've put up with your shit? Who was the one who has always been there for you? Who was there when Uncle Ben died? When you were sad and hurt? When all those bullies tried picking on you? Cause I can guarantee you, it wasn't Liz or Stark.

You've really hurt me, Peter. . . But not anymore. I'm done. I-I can't do this anymore. This is getting me nowhere. I've been with you through thick and thin, yet you can't seem to do the same for me. But you know what, that's okay. I'm through wasting my time on you. I'm through constantly crying over you. I'm through waiting for the day when you finally realize how much you mean to me. I'm done. I'm so done. Don't try to call me, I won't answer. This is the last phone call you will ever receive from me. I’ll be getting a new phone and number too. I'm done with you and whatever 'this' was. Have a nice life, Peter. Goodbye".

You leave now, I come to denying

"Bad day, huh?" the driver asked from up front.

(Y/N) scoffed, "You could say that".

The driver nodded, "If it makes you feel any better, you're doing the right thing. It's unhealthy to stay in a toxic relationship".

(Y/N) nodded, "Yeah. It's not worth wasting my life on".

The driver made a left before replying, "So, where you heading?".

"(Country). That's where I was born,” (Y/N) answered.

The river hmmed, "Interesting. Well, I hope find what you're looking for".

(Y/N) nodded, "Me too. I need to be in a place where I can be myself. Where there's a better future for me".

Stopping in front of the airport, the driver helped (Y/N) with her bags. Giving the driver a thank you, (Y/N) grabbed her bags.

From the driver's seat, the driver called out to her, "You're one of the only girls where she knows she deserves better. Most girls I drive come crying and complaining about their boyfriends, yet they stay. Despite the pain, they stay".

(Y/N) bit her lip, " I'm done waiting for someone who I know would never wait for me".

How is this still on?

"Thanks Mr. Stark,” Peter said putting his suit inside his bag.

"No problem, kid. They suit just needed some upgrading. Better head home before your hot aunt freaks out,” Tony said.

"Okay. See you, Mr. Stark,” Peter waved goodbye.

Leaving the building, Peter starts walking home. The time he had spent with Liz that afternoon was like a fairy tale, it was magical.

Yet, when he was with Liz, something didn't feel right. Like he was forgetting something. He just brushed it off, after all, he was eating with Liz Allen!

Crossing the street, Peter pulled out his phone to check the time. There was a voicemail. Maybe it was from Aunt May wondering where he was. Opening his phone, he went to his voicemail.

Only it wasn't May that was on the other end.

"Hey Peter".

(Y/N)?

"Of course, I get your voicemail. What else would I get? You answering? Yeah, that's a laugh. Listen, not sure if you're gonna care enough to hear this, but I need to say it. I'm leaving, Peter. I'm going home. I-I've had enough of this. I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. What, Peter? What do I have to do? If I were to look like Liz, then would you notice? Tch. Of course, you wouldn't. Because I'm not your beautiful, amazing Liz Allen”.

What was going on?

“Oh, and by the way thanks for ditching me again. Hope you had a great time with Liz. It's bad enough that I have to deal with you standing me up for that stupid internship, but to be ditched for another girl? Yeah. That fucking stings. What is it gonna take for you to get it through your thick skull, that I love you. Yeah. Yeah, I said it. I fucking love you, Peter Parker. But that doesn't matter, does it? Because I'm not fucking Liz Allen. I'm never gonna be good enough for you, am I? Yeah, I don't think so. Do you have any idea how long I've waited for you? How long I've put up with your shit? Who was the one who has always been there for you? Who was there when Uncle Ben died? When you were sad and hurt? When all those bullies tried picking on you? Cause I can guarantee you, it wasn't Liz or Stark”.

What was this? She loved him? She was leaving?

So, you try to convince me that you're done

Then you see me and come undone

If you fail, I'll catch your fall

But not anymore, I'm not gonna do it I'm done

I don't want half of you anymore

I would rather have none of you at all

Fear seeped into Peter's heart.

No, no. This wasn't happening.

It wasn't supposed to be this way.

Without a second thought, the boy ran down the street.

No, it wasn't true. She's still here. She's still here!

Your head, and heart can debate

But I'm not gonna sit and wait

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

Running past people that were still on the street, Peter could see (Y/N)'s apartment in the distance.

Picking up the pace, he ran towards the building.

Who knew after so long

Running inside, Peter made his way up to (Y/N)'s floor.

Grabbing the spare key, she had given him, from his bag, he turned the lock and swung the door open.

I had the power all along

Walking inside Peter felt a chill go down his spine. It felt so empty. He looked everywhere, the kitchen, the living room, the bedroom, the bathroom - everywhere.

The apartment was completely empty. Aside from the furniture, nothing was left.

There was nothing left of her.

Nothing.

She was gone.

Caught under your spell

What did he do? Did he really hurt her so bad, that she would just up and leave? Where was he when she needed him? Where was he all the times she patiently waited for him, only for him to never show? How could he let this happen?

When she said she loved him, he couldn't believe it. Her big (e/c) eyes, her smile, her laugh - they all plagued his mind. A sudden warmth filled his heart and cheeks.

Why didn't she say anything before?

I know it all too well

Looking into the kitchen, Peter noticed that the trash can had fallen over. What caught his eye was the crumbled-up photo on the floor. Walking over, he picked it up.

It was of him and (Y/N). It was the day they went to Oscorp. They day he got bitten. When he turned it over, he saw (Y/N)'s handwriting on the back.

'Oscorp trip with Peter. He looks so cute. God, I love him so much'.

You coulda made this work, but you've won

Tears coated his brown eyes, slightly blurring his vision.

How didn't he see it before? If only he would have paid more attention.

If only he had listened. If only he had stopped trying to make it seem like the world needed him every few seconds.

If only he had looked away from Liz.

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

I’m done

Pulling out his phone, Peter called (Y/N). Maybe there was still time. Time to make things right.

He'll tell her he was wrong. How much she meant to him. That he was Spiderman. That he didn't need Liz. He only needed and wanted her. . .

Though. . . not everything goes the way we want it to.

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

I don't want half of you anymore

I would rather have none of you at all

Your head and heart can debate

But I'm not gonna sit and wait

Sitting down in her seat on the plane, (Y/N) shut off her phone and put it in her bag. Pulling out her iPod, she put in her headphones and watched as everything outside her window passed by.

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

No. No

*ring* *ring* *ring* *ring*

-Hey it's (Y/N). Sorry can't come to the phone at the moment. I'll get to you as soon as I am able. Bye!-

It was too late. The damage was done. She was gone.

And it was his fault.

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

I'm done, I'm done

I'm not gonna do it. I'm done

I'm not gonna do it, I'm done

#angst #anger #reedited #imagine #peterparker #peterparkerimagine #peterparkerxreader #peter #joelle #imdone

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Chapter 4

A few days after X'tolzia had her aether corrected, she and Cirina decided to take a mini vacation to Costa del Sol. While they both still think of Llod and his recovery, Wodrick alleviated their worries. They recall what he had told them.

"He's recovering well, more strain than we thought but nothing we cant handle. He should be back in tip top shape in a few more days." He confirmed.

With newfound relief, they paid Llod a quick visit wishing him well and a swifter recovery. Upon exiting, the sisters went to the adventurer's guild to relax and get some refreshing water. They discussed their many goings in the world amd what 'trouble' they've gotten into since they last saw each other. Then X'tolzia changes the subject, surprising her sister Cirina.

"Well, sounds like we need a mini vacation. How about the beach! Costa del Sol isn't too far from here by airship." X'tolzia grinned.

Cirina drew a look of worry, flustered at the thought of wearing a swimsuit.

"I-I'm not sure, there's a lot of sand and....i don't think I can pull off a two piece like you can." She looks down towars her feet. Seeing X'tolzia's shadow grow closer.

X grabs Cirina by both of her shoulders, bearing a stone straight face as she talks, that does a turn around by the end of her sentence.

"You....would look.........SO DAMN CUUUUTE!!~" She has the biggest grin on her face, turning Cirina around and pushing her toward the airship.

"Now c'mon, TO THE BEACH!"

"X I'm really not sure I-"

"Stop being a baby, trust your big sis"

"It's not that I don't its just-"

"You're gonna make so many heads roll~ hahaha."

"X!!"

And off they went, to Costa del Sol.

After they arrived, they stopped at the little boutique shop to get some swimwear, as the last time they came they were but young teenagers. X'tolzia looking for two pieces that felt modest and were a pretty color. Cirina was just wandering the shop, stopping at some cute memorabilia. X found her and drag her away in typical X fashion, throwing her over her shoulder.

"Here, whaddya think? Do I look good or what?" She smirks whilst wearing a two piece in a somewhat shiny silver, a straw beach hat, and a pareo around her lower half.

Cirina blushing a bit, admiring her elder sister's beauty. She is taken back a bit as well, wondering if she could ever match her. Usually more comfortable around animals and the friendlier monster creatures, dressing in such a way for others to see just felt embarrassing.

"Of course you do! When arent you beautiful?" She compliments X while tilting her head.

"When I wake up in the morning hahaha. I've frightened myself from what I've seen in the mirror a few times." X jokes.

X hands Cirina an outfit similar but different. A halter top and bottom with a light open shirt to match, and a flowy see through skirt. Cirina freezes from the thought of wearing it all. But is egged on by X to at least try them on. She comes out donning the attire and X'tolzia just gets giddy with excitement.

"Do...do I look ok?" Cirina nervously asks.

"Do you look ok? You look astonishing! Just so dang cute." X responds.

"Ok, lets pay for these and get goin sis." She says.

Cirina is still nervous but with X around she feels more at ease at least. They wander the beach til they find a nice spot to sit and relax. X'tolzia sets up the beach blankets and umbrella she also bought from the shop, so they may lay down without fear of burning.

A short while later, Cirina heads to the water to let her feet get soaked by the cooling, crystal clear ocean water. Gazing out in awe of her beauty. She can see all the fish, the coral, everything. She is captivated in pure bliss with these sights, all new to her in everyway.

Not even moments later she feels a slight brush against her butt, a hand!? She jumps completely startled, turns around, and puts her arms up in defense.

"Hey there cutie, what are you up to?"

A Miqo'te with long light blonde hair, chiseled abs, somewhat beefy arms, and orange swim trunks is standing there. He also bears a small scar above his left eye.

"W-why would you do that!? Thats creepy."

"Sorry babe, I couldnt help myself. I saw you and your friend in the shop earlier and wanted to....get to know you." He says while lifting a hand to caress her face.

X hears the commotion and catches him attempting to touch Cirina. Jumping to her feet, marching over there.

Cirina smacks his hand away, now angry he would assume she would want him to do that.

"I, dont know who you are, but you should leave. If my sister, the person you saw me with, saw tha-" Cirina is cut off.

"Oooo sisters you say, well I have some experience dealing with sisters." He brags while smiling still.

"CIRINA!!" X yells.

Both the Miqo'te and Cirina turn to see X on a warpath. Heading straight for the Miqo'te creep.

"And you must be this lovely lady's sister, my name is R'ago. Pleasure to m-" He lifts his hand to greet X.

Cirina looks away as X gets close, knowing what's about to happen. As R'ago extends his arm, X grabs it, pulls him in, and proceeds to gut check him. Leaving him reeling on his knees.

"Who....The hell...Do you think you are....Trying to touch my sister like that!!" She demands.

As he gets back to his feet, he attempts to defuse the situation.

"Are you...ung..crazy!? I was just, talking with her. Thats all." He lies watching, X'tolzia's reaction. Hoping she'd buy it, she doesn't.

She sweep kicks him, his lies making her angrier. X isn't very approachable when she's genuinely pissed.

"LIAR! Cirina, what happened?" She asks Cirina.

"Well this all started cuz he saw us in the shop buying swimsuits, and he followed us just to talk to me.....Just so...creepy" She pauses "And, then he....swiped his hand...along my..butt."

You could hear the sound of a snap from X'tolzia's facial expression, the breaking of string, the shattering of glass. R'ago now terrified by X's aura, watching her slowly turn toward him, fury in her eyes. He swiftly gets back up scared shitless begging for forgiveness. X looks at him, and extends her hand. He foolishly accepts thinking everything will be ok, as she screams to him.

"Filthy scum!!"

Delivering a hook punch so hard he spins in the air, only to have a second blow delivered to his his straight downward. Burying him in the sand where he once stood confident, now half buried to his waste in agonizing pain and shame. X'tolzia grabs Cirina by the hand and they head back to their spot, hoping to enjoy the rest of the day there.

R'ago comes to and gets himself out of the sand, looking around to see its hours later and spotting Cirina building sand castles and X laying down on her belly. As soon as he looks at X she snaps her attention to him, her eyes piercing through the sunglasses sends chills down his spine, and he bolts from the area not wanting to get humiliated again.

"Ha. Look at him run." She smiles

"You always go overboard sis, I know its because you're overprotective but still." Cirina sighs.

"Hey, if he didn't want that to happen, he shouldn't have been such a creep." X states.

"I could have handled myself, you know that." Cirina states

"Yeah yeah, I know Cirina. Can't help it sometimes." X explains.

Cirina focuses back on her sand castle building. She is the. Approached by a tall Elezan woman with a beach ball. She has a short braided ponytail and lavender colored hair with fair features.

"Hey you two, would you like to join my friends and I for some volley ball?" She asks.

The girls both agree with a simple sure. They spent the day with this Elezan and her friends playing volleyball and enjoying the rest of the day together. X, Cirina, and the Elezan woman parted from the main group as they all decided to leave as it was getting dark amd X wanted to see Llod before she went to bed. The Elezen had taken quite an interest in Cirina and shared her name after some time, forgetting she never mentioned it.

"Oh my Lord, my manners are all sorts of scrambled today. My name is Isselia, sorry for not mentioning earlier and looking like a weirdo hmhm." She embarrassingly said.

"Oh no worries, we had a blast today! Right sis?" X reassured.

"Mhmm, a great way to shift our moods from an earlier altercation we had with a creepo." Cirina explained.

The sisters shared the story and had some laughs with their new friend Isselia telling stories. Before they parted with Isselia, she gave Cirina a little note. A message was written inside, If you and X'tolzia ever wanna hang out again, just come find me in Limsa. Cirina nodded.

"We will Isselia, count on it." She said.

Isselia gave her a wink and was on her way. Leaving Cirina a bit confused and blushing a bit, wondering why she'd wink at her. But her sister calling her name brought her back to focus, and they boarded the airship back to Ul'Dah.

Meanwhile...

Llod is currently resting, in a deep slumber. His eyes open, he is nowhere. Voices are ringing, unintelligable. Whispers unnerving, constant and voracious. He shouts. They stop, suddenly a figure appears in a long black robe with peculiar markings. Whoever they are, they don't look at him, tilting their head. Confused.

"You're the potential nuisance my brothers and sisters are worried of? How quaint, I see no threat. But you are amassing a reputation that if left...unchecked..." They question, state. And fall off.

"Hmm, who's to say. Maybe I should take care of you now."

Llod is frozen, unable to move. The figure conjures another form up nearby, and it's...X'tolzia!?

"This woman means quite a lot to you...doesn't she?"

Llod grits his teeth in anger, suspecting their intentions are to hurt X.

"I wonder how you'd react if she were to..."

They stop, watching for his reaction. Getting a kick out of him.

"Hahahaha! Oh you are entertaining at least. A threat no, but enjoyable. I'll keep you around boy, see what you're capable of." They explain.

And with a snap of his fingers overhead, he's gone, the conjured figure of X now a puff of smoke, and he wakes up. Sweating, shivering. Just then, the knob turns and the door opens. As X and Cirina walk in with Jaynee to check on him.

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slowlyandrogynousmiracle · 7 years

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Flash Season 3

There will be negative criticism in this post so if you Stan for The Flash no matter what this post is not for you.

This is been the worst season of The Flash for me. That’s not to say it’s been all had and I will touch on the highlights but there has been more flaws than victories.

1. Too many damn speedster!

This went about as well as I expected. The introduction of Wally and Jesse as speedsters this season was uneccesary. I would have forgiven Jesse. She lives on a different Earth . Wally could have and should have waited.

I remember last year Andrew I believe was asked about making them presenters and he made it clear that wasn’t something they were rushing into. There will only be one Flash. Then someone in the writers room and above decided fan service was needed. It wasn’t. Both characters were rushed and that includes their romance. I think the actors are cute together but wtf earth jumping after a seeing each other a few days? We’ve seen very little in growth between these characters other than being a shoulder to lean on in crisis. Moving into together was also over the top for no reason as well as the ILY’ s. But imo came off as impetuous teens without adult supervision.

Yeah I know Wally West is true to character but a lot of his scenes and dialogue felt out of place. They made it as if all he cared about was beating Barry on every level to prove his place as Joe’s son. I know that may be harsh but I didn’t like his effects and I didn’t like his storyline. Now the actor is fantastic and the best scenes were with him and his mother and the more emotional scenes with Joe. I would have preferred more sisterly bonding though besides the one episode.

There was so much BETTER potential of focusing on the bro/sis fighting team than having him try to be a Flash of now. Barry can barely recoup from his own mistakes to be doing any sort of training. I hope they course correct this next year since now we are stuck with too many damn flashes. Makes for more individual story for Wally and Iris.

Wally and Cisco have vrday chemistry and Wally is an engineer. Explain to me why they aren’t in scenes? Does Wally go to school anymore? That too gives Wally his own separate arc as a Flash. Stop this annoying competition.

2. Stop going dark

I love everything about Zoom and RF but bc of that I think the writers got the memo to do more of that. Please dont. I love the Flash because each villian challenged Barry to use his powers differently and that genius brain of his they neglect painfully.

Almost all villians this season was meh with the exception of Abra and….wow I can’t even recall names. And that’s the issue. This whole season has been mostly forgettable.

3. The season needs to be shorter. These breaks KILL the momentum in this show and the drag out hurts. I’m starting to think less is better for most shows. 22 episodes is just too damn long. And the pacing is off with these crossovers. Don’t get me wrong the first one was great. The second…bad placement and a touch of pointless but could have worked if managed wayyyy better in the writing room.

4. Barry Allen

I love Barry Allen but sometimes I think the writer try to do all they can to make that hard. Petty Barry is my fab Barry but tantrum Barry even when valid is still not organic to the comic persona I know. I mean boy lashes OUT and we can show conflict without having yelling fests. And they are completely drowning his character by having him face tragedy after tragedy with no breather. It’s ridiculous. It’s why despite my dislike of od tantrum I can’t help but feel for the guy because there’s the job of being a superhero and then there’s “I can’t got two months without immediate family dying”

Making mistakes is part of every superhero journey but life is damn dire for Barry. I’m so many ways he’s been damned if he did and damned if he don’t and this again goes back to the writers room just compiling the shit on. This is too heavy for the character and completely shifts his comic identity. I want fun Barry who is more than just fast. He’s groundbreaking for speedsters after him. Stop stifling him.

5. Story consistency. Explains itself.

The best parts of this season have been Cisco after the emo faze and Westallen.

The breakup was no CW but hopefully that means it’s out of the way for next season. These two work better as a team and Iris keeps Barry grounded. She is selfless and Barry very much needs her. I will always have a mini complaint she doesnt get more storylines sans Barry. It’s not that I’ve disliked anything she’s done this season because I’d say she has been the shining star which is why I WANT to delve more into what can do and accomplish independently but I’m collusion with TF.

If only Barry realized that before Flashpoint but I honestly never blamed him for that. Like Oliver said, it’s one thing to say you wouldn’t but put in the circumstances…hell look what Cisco and others are willing to do do selfish reasons. Barry’s actions just come with more long reaching results.

I hope and I really do pray this whole season was the final nail in the Barry Allen dumbest mistakea of all time album. All this self doubt and passing the buck; Barry Allen is a beast. The Flash is a beast. Once he lets go.of the baggage maybe then we can get back to the comic version which is much more lighter and with more comic shows taking a dark turn making this Flash more family friendly may be better.

Which is to say I hope Savitar is Barry and all Barry is doing is create the worst version of himself. Idk how it’s work but its the only resolution I would be okay with so he can be done fighting his demons.

I was all over the place with this but overall I’m disappointed and already looking forward to a speedster less villian amd hopefully more of a flow next season.

#the flash

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im-tops-bottom · 5 years

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An idea my sleep deprived mind came up with

After the stupid civil war, Tony spends more time making better suits and weapons for everyone.

Thor and Bruce had returned a year later saying Loki tricked them and had been working alongside their sister Hela who destroyed Asgard. Now they are heading for earth with Thanos. They're bringing the war to them.

So yeah Tony Stark became real busy. Especially since he had to not only organize Pepper and Natasha's wedding, but also bring the rogues back, attend SI meetings and make new products for the company to sell. Sleep left his dictionary and was replaced with more energy drinks and more coffee.

At least he had Shuri and Peter to help take some of the load. Those alphas are going to grow up to be the best the world has ever seen. Tony is proud of them.

A week later the rogues return, Tony manages to organize several different products and a few updates on previous ones to keep the board happy for the remainder of the year, get at least one new suit for each hero and all new tech courtesy of the kids (especially when Harley came over for a visit and got several new types of arrows organized), and also managed to get a 3 hour sleep on there.

After everything was done, a day later was the wedding. Tony had ignored the rogues, the paps and anyone else who he didn't deem family. It was pretty much easy as he mainly kept to himself in his isolated corner. It was better when it was nearing close to midnight and everyone was tipsy amd chatting away, he had left to return back to the compound.

A couple of days later everyone decided to do some training, well mostly everyone.

"Thor have you seen Tony? He should be here training"

"he has barely left his lab. Always looking for better ways to upgrade everything for when Thanos finally reaches us. None of us know exactly what Thanos is bringing so it'll be best to be better prepared"

Steve frowns before rolling his eyes and giving up. Ever since everyone found out about Steve's secret and wjat happened im sibera, Steve had been working non stop to seek forgiveness from his team. Ever since finding out from Thor and Bruce that Tony had been right all along he had been seeking Tony's forgiveness for everything. It had been a difficult process since Tony hates Steve and is terrified of Bucky. He Huff's as he starts training.

The next day is when everything turns to shit. Tony finally decides to join everyone for lunch when Loki Grace's them with his presence. All his attention had mainly been on Tony which made everyone nervous.

"what do you want green bean?"

"only to make the battlefield even"

"what do you mean by that?"

"we need to take Earth's greatest defender down a notch or two"

"good luck taking down Captain America"

"who says it was him?"

Tony gets sent across the room via green magic hitting him. He growls as he stands up. He drops a few seconds later as he has an urge to vomit.

"that should do the trick"

"what did you do to Tony?"

"a person can't fight if they're pregnant. Now hmmm who should I make the father?? Oooh I know"

That night Tony had locked himself away in his room not letting anyone aside from vision who can go through walls in. After a panic attack followed with a massive rant, vision had calmed him down saying it wasn't good for the baby.

"you'll work something out tony Stark. You always do."

The problem with all of this was that Tony was a firm believer in bonding with someone first before having a baby. He always had beta's to get him through his heats just in case. Now not only is he having a baby whose father is the winter soldier but said alpha is buddied up with boyfriend Captain alpha tight pants. How is an unmated omega sub (he was really into BDSM) meant to cope having a baby. All sorts of emotions and hormones are going to be kicking in soon. He was not prepared.

"those two alphas can go get fucked if they think I'll let them anywhere near me. I'll let them see the baby once it pops out but until then they can stay away from me"

"Tony maybe you should sit down and half a civilized talk with them. anyone you want can be there with you while you guys clear the air. After that maybe you could think about everything with a clear head"

Tony sighs as he lays down with his head om Jarvis lap.

"your right. I'm sorry about being closed off. I never meant to but I'm just scared and angry."

"it's understandable now go shower and we'll go and get the both of you something to eat."

3 months later tony is sick of everyone. They are too careful around Tony. Do everything around the house. Does the heavy lifting for everything. Makes sure Tony eats and sleeps properly. Banned him from alcohol and coffee. Amd have tried to push him to talk with the super soldiers. Everyone except Pepper and Nat who is always present whenever tony is alome with the soldiers.

Tony relaxes on the couch one night while watching a movie. He tenses as he feels Wanda's presence. She sits at the far end of the couch to start off with and then Tony feels a headache come on as she slowly slides down the cpuch towards him. In frustration he turns his head amd growls as he watches her eye his stomach.

"would you just hurry up and get over here dammit"

Wanda smiles as she slides all the way down. She slowly raises her hand and it annoys Tony so he quickly grabs it and places it softly on his tummy. They both jolt in surprise.

"did the baby just?"

"yeah I think they did"

"wow"

"I know right"

They sit there and watch a new movie while smiling everytime there was movement. They snuggled up laughing amd chatting away before they got into the serious conversation Tony had been holding off since the two met. Afrer crying and hugging they returned back to their original position and carried on watching the movie.

After the 4th movie played, Wanda in all her beta goodness tried to keep a tense Tony calm. It didn't take long to find out why he was tense when she looked up and saw a growling Bucky amd a worried Steve.

"get away from him witch"

"Steve take your guard dog and get out of here. She's allowed tobe here"

"tony I don't thi-"

"you don't ever think and that's your problem not mine"

Everyone tensed as Bucky's growling got louder as he got closer to Wanda. Wanda sighed amd looked at Tony. They have a silent conversation before nodding. Wanda gets up after kissing Tony's stomach and head.

"have a good night Tony"

"yeah you two Wanda".

Tony watched Wanda leave before glaring at Bucky who completely ignored him and sat on the couch and dragged Tony onto his lap. He was trying to figure out what Bucky was doing until it was too late.

"WHAT THE FUCK JAMES? DID YOU SERIOUSLY JUST DO THAT? STEVE I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DONT GET HIM OUT OF HERE I WILL KILL HIM"

Steve rolled his eyes as he sat on the couch and nuzzled Tony as well. His had held Bucky's while they laid it on Tony's tummy.

"I'm gonna murder the both of you in your sleep"

"we need to talk Tony"

"you come in here, scare a kid-"

"she's not a kid"

"away, amd then mark your god damn territory! Seriously! Now I'm gonna be smelling like the both of you animals"

Bucky growled as he nipped Tony's shoulder letting out a "good" before carrying Tony back to his and Steve's bed where they lay claim and Mark Tony over and over again until their scents become one.

The next day while the soldiers sleep Tony heads over to Wanda's room. She smells him and says "oh no" before calling the girls. Food, drinks, chick flicks, games, blankets and a few other things come along as the girls have a girl's day in with Tony. Tony tells them what had happened and the girl pamper him which calms him down. He smiles as he gets a massage from Nat while Pepper is painting his toe nails amd Maria is doing his finger nails.

Tony tenses as there's a frantic knock at the door. May opens it up as Thor rushes in saying that Tony needs to head down to the medical bay quick. Tony and the girls follow Thor quickly and 10 minutes later tony is a mess again.

"Loki did this? I'm gonna kill someone real soon."

Turns out tony is gonna have two babies. Both girls. One belongs to Bucky and the other belongs to Steve. Speaking of the two, they rush into the room along with everyone else. Tony yells at them and then explains to everyone who didn't know, what had happened. Clint points out that Loki must have known what happened.

With much reluctance Tony allows Steve to carry him back to the super soldier room so they can cuddle some more. The cuddling turned out to be more scenting, more claiming, more marking. Tony says fuck it and bites Steve and Bucky's bond marks right back. Hard enough that they bleed for a minute before healing which shocks the soldiers.

"you want me? Okay sure. But I'm going to make it a living hell for the both of you. You wanna talk? Fine lets talk. Talking starts now."

Alot of yelling amd talkimg comes into play and everyone says what they need to say. Tears and pain come in but no one gives a shit as they finally clear the air. Tony makes an effort to let them know that babies and bonding doesn't change anything and they need to work real hard for his forgiveness and trust. They promise they will.

"do you also promise to not tear Wanda's head off Everytime she is near me?"

"that witch messed with you. She is still an untrained Hydra agent who has powers. No"

"fine I'll get her a tutor who can train her. I'll ask Xavier or Stephen to help out. Once she is trained then can we sit down for cuddles and watch movies eith the girls in peace?"

"fine but Friday will keep an eye on you guys"

"ugh fine"

Months later finds Tony go into labour while everyone fights thanos and his army. Captain Marvel comes in and saves the day and breaks Loki and hela from thanos'hold much to Thor's relief.

Steve and Bucky race into the hospital room and stand guard as they watch Tony give birth to two adorable pups. One with blond hair and another with brown. After Tony scents them, he passes them to Steve snf Bucky so they can scent them as well. They take the babies while Tony gets some rest amd introduce them to their new family.

As Tony falls asleep hr smiles at his mates knowing nothing will be the same ever again. It also didn't help that Bucky said they plan on properly getting Tony pregnant.

5 years later finds a hectic mummy Tony running making breakfast while everyone takes a baby each to bathe, change amd feed. Tony is pissed off because of his stupid mates.

"20! I HAVE 20 FUCKEN CHILDREN! 10 EACH! AMD YOU TWO STILL WANT MORE! AM I RUNNING A SCHOOL HERE! IM SURE THIS SHOULD BE ILLEGAL! I HATE YOU TWO"

"language honey. There are children around"

"and besides. We did say that our families were known for giving birth to more than 2 children at a time. We can't help that it probably double due to the serum"

"Steve was fine. I had 2 to 4 children. YOU ON THE OTHER HAND! I GAVE BIRTH TO 9 OF THOSE LITTLE RUNTS! 9 BUCKY! WHAT THE FUCK!?"

Bucky laughs as he walks over to Tony and hugs him. He places his hand over Tony's tummy and lets out a happy sigh.

"and I have 8 more on the way"

"and then it'll be my turn"

"it sure will Stevie. It sure will"

"I really really hate the both of you"

"hey! It comes with benefits. You aren't doing much work now as everyone else is having fun doing it for your and loving their Jobs, you are also hurt free, and have a proper eatinf and sleeping schedule."

"we also get to spend more time with you with lots of cuddling."

"I feel like if I wasn't an Omega then you guys would have just tied me down to the bed amd kept an eye on me 24/7 so I couldn't leave"

"if we didn't love the feeling of seeing you with our pups then that would have been a guarantee. Our kink? Pregnant Tony"

"even better kink, our Tony pregnant with our pups,,"

"now since breakfast is ready, eat up sweetie because we are horny"

"I'm five seconds away from fucking Tony on the kitchen table. Do we have to wait.?"

"well no"

"great"

Bucky picks up Tony who yelps and carries him away. Steve stands there and stares at everyone.

"right. I'll grab our breakfast and everyone can dish themselves out some."

Steve races to their room with food and drinks in hand....well on a tray

#stucky #stuckony #this is just a pure mess #i love it

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im-tops-bottom · 5 years

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Tony walks into the cafeteria on his first day of school. He got sent to a new school where Howard felt he will do better at. Transferring was a bitch especially since this is the fifth school he has been sent to this year and it's only March. He has 2 years of school left before he can decide to go to MIT.

He has a new friend by his side named Bruce. Bruce tells him why everyone is sitting the way they are.

Over at the glass doors and windows is a huge table filled with the football jocks. Steve Rogers is Captain and star quarter back. A real player as well as a handsome gentleman.

Near the entrance where Tony and Bruce are standing lies the basket ball players. Thor Odinson is god compared to all the basketball players in America. He is another playboy and Bruce is currently crushing on him.

The tables in the middle are the cheerleaders. Captain is Natasha and co is Wanda. They are a triple threat when you add their best friend Peggy to the mix. Natasha is currently dating an Archer from an all boys school down the road. Peggy is Steves on and off girlfriend. Wanda doesn't believe in love and sex. Prefers looking after her baby brother and working at the pet shop her family owns.

Near where all the food is is where Bruce takes Tony. That's where all the smart people are. Or if you are everyone else, where all the nerds and geeks are. As they sit down Tony spots a gorgeous man with a metal arm sitting In a far corner on his own.

"hey who's that?"

"oh that's our lone wolf. Steve's ex best friend and ex boyfriend. Steve chose his sports career, friends and Peggy over Bucky and now he wants nothing to do with Hi-hey where are you going?"

"what? He looks lonely"

"Tony no! You are gonna disturb the school peace"

"fuck the peace. I'm here, this schools boring time to shake things up"

Tony ignores Bruce and skips over to where the lonely man is.

"hey RoboCop! Names Tony"

The guy looks up with a raised brow

"and I thought your friend would have told you not to come sit by me"

"fuck that shit. It sounds lonely and boring"

The man leans back on his chair and crosses his arms.

"the names James but you can call me Bucky"

"oooh I guess I can scream out Bucky later on. James is my best friend from an old school so that would be weird"

Bucky snorts as he relaxes and sits up to resume his eating.

"so what can I do for you Tony?"

"well I was wondering if I could get your number and you let me build you a way better arm"

"Justin ha-"

"oh god I'm gonna vomit. Hammer is an idiot. Stark industries would make a better one"

"oh Tony Stark. I thought you looked familiar. What's a tech genius doing coming to a school like this"

The two get into a lengthy conversation about any and everything as they ignore everyone staring at them. They don't realize it's class time until the chef comes around to tell them as he gives them each a container of food and says they are 10 minutes late. They thank the chef and leave.

"giz a look at your classes?"

Tony hands over a piece of paper he was handed and raises a brow as Bucky smirks.

"your in my maths and music class"

"so you take them too?"

"maths is compulsory and I love playing the piano"

"oh that's cool. I love the piano as well. I also love singing too."

"oh you joined dance as well?"

"yeah my mind taught me ballet and tap dance. I have an instructor that comes every Saturday and she thought it would be cool for me to do it at school. Aside from that she also teaches me different forms of martial arts"

"wow boy genius loves learning doesn't he?"

"it keeps me busy and on my toes. I don't like being locked inside my head with nothing to do"

Bucky notices his mood change and tells him to skip the remaining classes. Tony agrees because he doesn't like them. PE and Art History was only chosen because Howard picked them for punishment. They sit on top of the hill at the end of the school field across from the gym.

Bucky starts opening up about the deeper darker side of his life. From his mum passing away, to his sister in a psych ward, his brother in the army and his abusive dad. He talks about how he dad got so drunk one night that the man got half way through cutting Bucky's arm until the cops showed up. His arm wasn't salvageable. Then he goes into detail about how he became the lone wolf and has a new hatred for Steve.

Tony immediately falls for Bucky's honesty and how he trusts Tony even though they only met. He goes into depth about how his dad was this abusive man behind the scenes but knew how to play the crowd. Talked about how shit came tumbling down one night. His father got drunk at a gala and dragged his baby brother and mum home leaving him behind. Someone was kind enough to drop him off where his Butler Jarvis told him that his family was involved in a car crash. His brother was the only one who passed. As soon as the parents were allowed back home Howard had told his team to make sure word doesn't get out of what happened. He got real aggressive since then. His mum got beatings trying to protect Tony and whenever she wasn't at home Howard would lock Tony away in a room that had nothing in it. Tony went crazy at some points. The longest he went in that room without food, water, a shower, fresh clothes and blankets was a week. His mum came back and Tony was in hospital for 2 weeks.

"how is he not in jail?"

"because the asshole doesn't want to ruin his reputation or bring Stark Industries down."

Bucky stands up and holds out his hand. Tony takes it and gets pulled up and into a hug.

"I'll do whatever I can to protect you doll"

"we are practically kids Bucky. What are we gonna do? Run away"

"we could but that would damage your dad's rep. How about we stick close to each other, I'll allow that kid you were talking to but no one else unless I deem okay. Once we finish the last 2 years we move out amd into a house of our own"

"Bucky we just met. You are crazy"

"yet I have this urge to protect you and do whatever it takes to make you happy"

"you are so bad for me"

"at least your life would be less boring"

Tony laughs at that and yelps as he gets pulled into a kiss. Bucky laughs at how red Tony has gotten an drags him down the hill.

"I know this great burger joint with amazing ice cream"

"is this a date Mr?"

"Barnes. Bucky Barnes"

They laugh amd joke around as they make it to Bucky's motorbike and head out of the school not realizing some ome had been watching them all along

#part 1 #maybe #winteriron ish #ex stony #clintasha is mentioned #steve and peggy are ross and rachel

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im-tops-bottom · 6 years

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I just had an angsty plot bunny crawl into my chest and crush my heart a million times over..

Tony and Steve get together and help Fury recruit the Avengers.

Loki attacks New York and things go downhill from there.

Tony and Loki have a showdown of the century when Loki gets taken to the hellicarrier. Tony doesn't talk about what happened and Steve thinks something is wrong.

It starts getting worse when Tony tells Steve over the comms that he is heading up to the top of Stark Tower as Loki is up there before turning off the comms.

Steve still hasn't heard a thing from Tony and decides to continue fighting.

After Tony sacrifices himself and wakes up on the streets of NY, Steve forgets all about the Loki thing.

Paranoia kicks in when they go up against Ultron amd Wanda uses her magic on Steve.

A fight breaks out between Tony and Steve which results in a fist fight. Steve dumps Tony and just when Tony leaves in tears, Steve gets some sense knocked into him by Thor. He literally gets knocked out.

When he wakes, he remembers everything and does his best to try and get Tony back. Tony says no and Steve becomes outraged by it. Tony is his and only his.

Steve tries to control Tony but the man of Iron ain't having none of it.

Tony tries dating but it always ends in disaster thanks to Steve.

Tony feels like giving up until he meets neurosurgeon Stephen Strange who brings magic back into his life.

Stephen loves to show off and do silly things just to bring a smile to Tony's face.

Steve finds out about this and tries to tell Stephen that Tony is horrible and Stephen should never date him. When that doesn't work he decides to threaten him. That doesn't go so well either as Stephen says that there isn't anything going on. Just casual flirting. Steve simmers down just a little.

Flirting becomes one night stands which leads to casual sex. They agree to just being fuckbuddies and nothing else. As they both don't want a committed relationship but fear that one of them may fall, they decide that if it does come to that amd it gets too serious then they will call the whole thing off.

A couple of weeks later, Tony starts falling in love because Stephen is doing all these nice boyfriendy things and it's so cute.

That night Tony decides that he actually wants a proper relationship with Stephen so he decides to tell him.

Stephen freaks out and breaks Tony's heart. He runs out not realizing Tony was about to have a panic attack.

Jarvis doesn't know what to do so Friday calls Steve because he knows how to help Tony through the attacks.

Steve comes to the rescue and decides that he is going to do everything he can to get Tony to love him again. No one else is allowed to have him.

Steve becomes so paranoid after that.

Everytime Tony talks to someone, Steve drags him away. Everytime Tony texts someone, Steve takes his phone off him. Steve goes to meetings with him, wnd pretty much goes wherever he goes.

At some point Bucky comes in and Steve does everything he can to bring him back.

Steve takes a break from Tony to help his best friend.

He brings him to the Avengers Compound and decides it's safe because "Tony there is something you should know. Bucky was brainwashed into killing your parents."

Steve thinks that this might help make sure that Tony doesn't get to close to Bucky but finds that it doesn't work out at all. If anything it brought the two closer.

Steve becomes violent towards Tony after that out of pure jealousy.

"I'm not even yours Steve. I don't belong to you. We broke up. Im allowed to be friends with whoever I want."

Steve beats him and pounds him into the mattress that night.

Bucky is the only one who notices and talks to Tony about it. They agree to only acting professional around each other until Steve calms down.

Thor, Loki and Bruce return to earth to tell everyone that Thanos is coming.

They make a plan to get everyone they know together.

This results in Stephen and Tony working together.

Steve gets tense and does his best to keep the two separate.

Bucky and Tony look at each other knowing exactly what's going on with the jealous man.

Stephen tries his best to talk to Tony so he can explain himself.

Loki tilts his head out of curiosity on what's going on.

One night Stephen finds out that Tony is home alone and portals into his room.

They argue and then have a civilized conversation.

Stephen explains how he really felt. Feels still. How everything that went down was all Stephens fault because he was too scared of commitment. Be begs for forgiveness.

Tony tells Stephen that he is scared of getting into another relationship. He says that he had fallen out of love when he was trying to mend his broken heart but he can learn to love again.

He completely forgets all about Steve that night as they make love under the moonlight.

Steve comes home, kicks Stephen out of the bed and tells Tony that he will punish him for beingeing a bad boy.

Stephen gets pissed off because he thinks that Tony is already in a relationship and calls Tony a whore before walking out. Once again.

Steve slaps Tony and tells him that he will deal with him later.

Tony cries and feels his heart break even more.

After crying Tony washes up and puts clean clothes on before heading into the kitchen to make something to eat because like hell he is gonna wait to get his ass kicked.

He walks into the kitchen to find Loki making something to eat.

All Loki says is sit before he brings the food to the table.

Loki helps Tony to eat his food before he tells him to get up.

Tony asks why should he and Loki looks him dead in the eye and tells him that he is taking Tony away. He doesn't want to see him get hurt anymore.

A couple of hours later Steve returns and becomes furious because Tony is gone. He stomps around the tower and demands to know where he has gone. Wanda, who was brought back to the team, tells Steve that she saw Tony go with Loki.

Steve out of pure rage sets off to find the two, beat the shit out of Loki and take back what's his.

Meanwhile Loki who learned how to ride a motorcycle takes Tony for a ride.

They ride everywhere and get into mischief. They have alot of fun and by the time the sun starts setting, they end up on top of a hill cuddling, while watching the sun set.

Loki tells Tony that he is in love with him and understands that he may have relationship issues so he doesn't want to push for one. He tells Tony that he's been in love since they first met and has never stopped. He tried to break out of prison on numerous occasions to try and save Tony but he couldn't. He had Thor report back to him on Tony's well being.

He tells him about the destruction of Asgard and how it's being rebuilt. How he ended up on Sakaar and ran into his brother and the hulk. Just everything. He told his life story just so he can take Tony's mind off things.

Tony gets shocked when Loki tells him that he was sort of lying about how long he has been in love with him.

Loki says that he watched over earth for a long time. He was curious about this Howard and his super soldiers.

He watched Tony being born, how Tony had a hard time growing up. He was greatful for everyone who stood by his side and wanted to come down and fix things on so many occasions but didn't want to mess anything up. He felt bad because he could have saved Maria Stark. Tony says it's not his fault.

Loki admits that he fell in love with Tony when he was in MIT and actually shapeshifted so he can meet him in real life. He explains that he was the guy that Tony actually lost his virginity too and Tony laughs because he remembers that magical night. They both start laughing as they remember how Rhodey got all mother hen on Tony and decked Loki who was known at the time as Christian.

Tony sits there smiling as he listens to all of Loki's stories and thinks that he can definitely fall in love with this guy. He also decides that he wants to meet Loki's kids which causes Loki to blush. The blush soon turns into a smirk when Loki tells Tony that he can make Tony get pregnant and Tony stands saying that he will kick Lokis ass if he ever did that.

Loki starts chasing Tony around the hill yelling out how many babies he wants and Tony continues running as he becomes a laughing mess.

Loki is with in arms reach as he reaches out to grab onto Tony's jacket. Tony trips and takes Loki with him. They roll down the hill (remember that one scene in the Lion King when Can you feel the love tonight plays. Yeah like that).

When they reach the bottom they start laughing. The laughing dies down and they both blush as they realize the position they are in but can't be bothered to move.

They lock eyes for a moment and slowly lean into each other. Just when they are about to kiss, Loki gets thrown off Tony.

Tony looks up and gulps as he stares at the angry super soldier.

Bucky says that he is sorry. That he tried to stop Steve. But Steve tells him to shut it and that he will deal with him later.

Steve tells Tony to get up so they can go home where Steve will deal with him in a more private matter.

Tony says no and then tries to get away from Steve who becomes violent Again.

Loki kicks Steve away and Bucky tells him to take Tony and go. Bucky will deal with Steve. He is a super soldier too.

Loki takes Tony who wants to stay and protect Bucky but none of them want that. Tony is taken, kicking and screaming for Steve to leave them alone.

Loki takes Tony to Asgard before returning for Bucky. They kick Steves ass and find a safe location for Tony to return to.

#tony x happiness #just an idea #not an actual full on fic #i let my mind run away #angsty stony #angsty ironstrange #frostiron #winteriron

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