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If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.
If you are in the United States, please try:
National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)
If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country.
For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko.
If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.
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Back on my bullshit
I don’t recommend romanticizing EDs. I just got diagnosed with long covid and it triggered a relapse in my ED. Shit is happening that’s out of control and I think im trying to regain control by not eating. I’ve spent 3 years since my last big relapse of ana, in and out of a binge, I got on meds that made me gain weight really fast. I gained 25kg (55lbs) in the matter of months. During that time I met the love of my life and now I’m getting married in less than 2 months so going full Ana is being encouraged by everyone around me too. Anyways, I’m rambling.
TLDR: ED relapse in 3 years, sad about it
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Things nobody will say to you out loud - part 1
°•°•° Bulimics are failed anorexics •°•°•
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hey everyone !!
my name’s adonis, they/them.
i’m a kpop stan, stray kids ult, i do stan other groups as well, so the occasional post of them might happen <333
STATS:
height: 5”7/173
highest weight: 187lbs/85kg/ 13st 5lbs
starting weight: 184lbs/ 83.4kg/ 13st 2lbs
current weight: 172lbs/78kg/ 12st 4lbs
goal weight: 170lbs/77.1kg/ 12st 2lbs
ultimate goal weight: 90lbs/40.8kg/ 6st 6lbs
here is my justcico calculation chart for how long till i reach my goal weights:
ill be semi active, but im more active on twitter @/kcals143
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Today I can finally be my own thinspo haha 😂 I'm still not very proud but woah how my jeans feel SO enormous on me 🙈
I'm amazed 🤩
I'm SICK and still very amazed 🤩
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The HARDEST part of my job is the food. I work in a kitchen, and there’s almost ALWAYS food left. I don’t know the calorie count, I can’t verify how much it’ll add to my calories for the day. And I just can’t. Say. No.
I have no fucking self control. I ate three little pieces of cake today. T H R E E. I’m easily the biggest one out of all the people in the kitchen. Even my boss has lost over 100 lbs because he has discipline. He has self control. I wish I could.
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My friend had their shorts hiked all the way up on a walk earlier and tell me why I never noticed how skinny their legs were. I was fine and then suddenly all I could think about was the fact that my thighs are way bigger than theirs and it just made the rest of the walk feel like shit.
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count the ribs and feel the hips
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if this is you and you want me to delete, message me. but god damn you’re beautiful.
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Just started using my fasting app again. Never gonna leave this disorder lol
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Day 2. I’m at my heaviest weight ever. Trying to manage my hunger. Ate a burger for lunch. Then wanted to eat more like right away. I usually make 2 burgers and eat them with something like air fried fries or smth. Today I had 1 burger 463 calories.
Every time I eat I want to keep stuffing food in my mouth. Fuck is wrong with me
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i want a thigh gap i want a flat chest i want an almost square body because the skin on my hips is gone i want small thighs small wrists small arms
i cant wait to be skinny
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Someday everything that will be left of me is only a shadow.
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