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lexaprogemini · 4 years

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how you meet | edward cullen

A/N: wowowow after being on Tumblr for 6+ years I would have NEVER imagined my first published writing to this site being Twilight dnvjdfjaskdlmfkl enjoy!! requests are open :)) I will write for Twilight (mainly the Olympic Coven, except Jasper romantically), Star Wars, and Harry Potter

Pairing: Edward Cullen x Fem!Reader

Category: Fluff

Content Warnings: Reader gets unsolicited attention from teenage boys, swear words

when you moved to forks after spring break because of your dad’s work, you’re unanimously nicknamed new girl™ by all of forks high school’s students

and consequently, you’re the new eye candy for your male peers

Forks boys are, well . . . neanderthals douchebags

the ones you’ve met are egotistical, super immature, and super HORNY

. . . you decide to keep your distance

aNyWaYs

you get smooshed into ap u.s. history

apush, baby, apush HAAAAA

the teacher points you to an empty seat next to some pale blonde dude

he gives off weird kid energy at first but then he politely speaks to you

“i’m jasper. welcome to forks” and gives you an acknowledging nod

his eyes are topaz!!!?? woooooooah that’s so cool is that like a genetic defect or smth??

aaaaand your teacher immediately assigns a PROJECT

a fuckin civil war project

you swear you see jasper’s pupils dilate

you hear a chuckle from behind you

and when you turn around you see a pale dude w a dark brown buzzcut and some blonde girl smirking beside him

you later find out that those are his siblings

his fuckin goofy ass siblings

anyways a few weeks pass

you pop in at your dad’s job @ forks hospital and see him chatting w a fellow physician

yet another pale dude with blonde hair

JESUS HOW FUCKING MANY ARE THERE

you approach them and your dad embraces you in a hug

“heeeeyyyy sweet pea! how’s it goin’!”

the doctor he was talking to looks at you fondly

“hello, i’m carlisle cullen” and offers you his hand to shake, which you do

“y/n, carlisle was just inviting us to his house later tonight for some dinner”

dr. hotpants puts his hands in his pockets and humbly grins

“my son jasper tells me you’re his classmate”

oh god he’s one of those pta dads, isn’t he??

“oh, yeah, he’s my partner in history”

he smiles, “that’s wonderful. my wife esme and i would love to have you both over as our guests. it’s not often we have company for dinner. and i’m sure the rest of my children would love to meet you, y/n”

jesus christ how many kids does this guy have?? he looks THIRTY

don’t worry, in the car your dad tells you they’re all adopted lmfao

✰✰later that night✰✰

their house is HUGE jesus fuckin christ

alice knows (well they all know) about you because of jasper

IMMEDIATELY loves you!!

“hi! i’m alice!!!”

WHOLESOME AS FUCK UGH

i’m EVAPORATING. i’m YODELLING. it’s fine :-)

you thought you weren’t gonna make any pals in forks bc of the weird horny teenage specimens but here we are ;-;

alice envelopes you into a tight hug and you, in shock, grasp her arms to acknowledge this affection

your dad’s chillin near carlisle and esme and he’s silently chuckling

oh . . . they all have black eyes now?? must be the weather

or the fluorescence

you wave at jasper, rosalie, and emmett

you notice the last sibling

he’s very handsome

to you, everything about him was attractive

his soft hair contrasted against his hardened facial features

you could tell he was socially reserved when it comes to new acquaintances, just like you

he physically isolates himself from his family once you and your dad arrived

he was standing alone near a corner away from everyone else

you make eye contact with him and his mental barrier breaks down

he loses his cool

his face contorts

his lips twist into puckered lines

he claps his hand over his mouth and vacates the room immediately, running up the stairs

everyone notices his sudden departure

his family is shocked but tbh not really

✰✰✰ eddy boy is a lil shy around girls sometimes ✰✰✰

carlisle breaks the impending doom of silence

“i apologize for edward leaving us so abruptly. he hasn’t been feeling well as of late; please excuse his absence. . .”

you awkwardly pretend like that never happened

you feel it in your gut that your presence disturbed him

and not only did you disturb him

but you disturbed him so bad that he had to leave

for why?? you don’t know

you then realize that everyone else in the room knows he left bc of you

. . . anyway you all sit down at the table but you and your dad are the only ones who have plates

your dad notices this too

“hey, aren’t you guys gonna eat too?”

esme grins warmly at him

“oh, don’t worry about us. we just wanted to welcome you to town!”

uhhh, ok ma’am

alice talks to you for almost the entire time you were eating ;-; i love her

you’re also talking to jasper, cracking some apush jokes

you, jasper, emmett, and rosalie talk shit about your classmates and teacher

“why the fuck -- *carlisle glares at emmett* -- heck did mr. whatshisface give us a project RIGHT AFTER BREAK???!!”

“and he paired y/n and jasper!! they’re civil war n e r d s!! they’re gonna get the best grade” rosalie chimes in

“not if we--”

alice ❀politely❀ tells them to stfu

you giggle

bonding with your new pals <33

allllllright so it’s a few days later

you’re walking home from school

it’s drizzling, as always, but you know that it’s gonna rain harder if you don’t get home fast enough

and some asshole

some persistent prick from your class

keeps flirting with you

he’s talking about how he hasn’t been able to take his eyes off of you since you came to forks

he’s insisting he has your phone number, that he’s gonna take you out on dates. . .

you hate it

you’re so uncomfortable but you can’t really do anything about it

s u d d e n l y

a car pulls up beside where you and the guy are walking on the sidewalk and screeches to a stop

the window is rolled down and you see a familiar face

it’s edward cullen

with one hand on the wheel, he looks at both of you and clenches his jaw

“get in”

even though he was undeniably weird a few weeks ago, you concede

you never got to speak to him, but you knew that edward was trustworthy

you practically launch yourself into his silver volvo c30™

he shoots a stone-cold glare to the jackass on the sidewalk and drives away

honestly, it wouldn’t take much for anyone (not just a mind-reading vampire) to know how uncomfortable you are after what just happened with that guy

your body language is tense

your arms are crossed tightly

your body is pointed towards the passenger window as your knees touch the door

tears are welling up in your eyes

it would be mere seconds until you fully broke down

you’re embarrassed, to say the least

you’re embarrassed that you were put in a vulnerable situation, like a damsel in distress

and of all people, the handsome and mysterious guy--

the handsome and mysterious guy you began crushing on

--who feels seemingly indifferent towards you swept you off your feet and helped you when you needed someone

that made things even more embarrassing

and the tears started streaming down your heated cheeks

edward immediately sensed your unease (hmm wonder why, but also who wouldn’t sense it???)

he’s pissed.

absolutely livid

that asshole had a d e a t h w i s h

he knew you didn’t want to address your unsolicited encounter, so . . .

*awkwardly clears throat* “are you enjoying the weather?”

you choked

you did not expect him to ask that

nor did you expect him to talk at. all.

you smile through your tears and laugh

you can’t help but laugh

he’s just so awkward and cute

his half-baked plan of indirectly distracting you definitely worked

you started to excitedly talk about the rain and how much you love gloomy, cloudy days

. . . and then the elephant in the room

the inevitable first impression from a few days ago

“i’m sorry for my behavior from our first meeting. i wasn’t feeling well, and i wouldn’t have wanted for you or your father to be affected by my illness”

you’re a little skeptical at first

buuuuut you give him the benefit of the doubt and dismiss his apology

“that’s okay. it’s allergy season, anyway. i’m glad you’re feeling better”

you have no idea how bad i wanted to make a spanish flu joke right there

a small, soft smile lifts the corners of his lips “i’m edward cullen”

you look at him and return the smile

t h e t e a s i n g e n e r g y

“i’m y/n”

the car approaches your house after time seems to have flown by

your dad looks at you both as he walks to his car to go to work

he waves at edward

edward smiles and waves back at him as he enters the car

you gratefully thank edward for the ride, careful not to dwell on the prior circumstances

as you open the passenger door, edward grabs your wrist

!!he grabs your wrist!!

he insists on being your ride to and from school from now on

you object and exit the car

but

b u t

edward smirks, leaning towards the open door

“i’ll see you in the morning, y/n”

your jaw drops

and then he closes the door and speeds off

you watch him drive away and your heartbeat becomes arrhythmic

a garden of butterflies is unleashed in your stomach

blood rushes to your cheeks once more

you smile to yourself before heading inside

secretly anticipating tomorrow morning :’)

#edward cullen #edward cullen x reader #edward cullen imagine #twilight #twilight imagine #edward cullen headcanons #twilight headcanons #edward cullen imagines #headcanons

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tartagliaxx · 3 years

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hey lei!! how are you and what are you doing rn? i'm currently procrastinating my school work T_T but its not like i'm totally wasting my time if i'm catching up with you :3c

lemme tell you about my performance it happened two days ago and we did it at a football game honestly for me it went pretty badly it wasn't a home game and we're not just doing flag work we all have to be in specific positions so doing it on a different field messed me up and my brain just shut off too cause i made so many mistakes that i usually wouldn't OTL its not too terrible though we played at the beginning so not many people were there to see it after that i actually ended up having a nice time!! it felt like a very teen thing to sit in the bleachers of a school game and eat and joke with friends it was a nice moment especially cause wasting my youth is something i end up thinking about often also theres this cute boy 😳😳 hes in band and was reading a webtoon in the bleachers his hair is growing long its reaching the back of his neck,,, i'm excited for the days we practice on a field cause i'll be able to see him then I wouldn't call this crush more like in interest or eyecandy 👁👁

chwkfjel i'm sorry for rambling enough my flag twerling stuff i remember you asked about my birthday i was born on the 25!! i keep wondering if i should pull for kokomi then or when her banner comes out if i lose the 50/50 i would be a lot madder if mhy denied her on the day i was removed from the womb!!- 🍰

i am currently in class akdbwjbdjnaba im p busy and i just want to write the rqs i got alr but i literally have my entire week packed w things to do for school. ugh. life sucks. BUT PLEASE— THE WAY MY HEART FLUTTERED AT THAT LAST LINE 🙈

umm maybe it didnt go as badly as you thought it did? who knows but at least its done!! im still v proud and happy for you bc you managed to get through it even if its v different from what u r used to :)) it’s a good thing that you enjoyed. i personally didnt do a lot when i was in hs so that’s a shame. fortunately for you tho, it seems u’ll have more opportunity to live your best teenage life <33

OMG A BOY. 👀 WHY DO I FEEL LIKE A MOM GIVING AWAY HER CHILD— anw,, he sounds,,, ok??? like i am looking at you two politely. but also,, you looking forward to seeing him and basically eyeing him… isnt that the definition of having a crush 😭😭😭 / hj N E WAY, since we were just talking abt teenage dreams and stuff— are you going to shoot le shot???? idk abt u but i’d at least befriend the guy if he reads webtoons and has long hair 😌 shame that all the guys nearby me are like, a solid -13/10

well, if u do lose 50/50, you can just count it as the gacha gods giving u a guaranteed 5* you actually really, really want for the future? i personally think that’s p pog but maybe that’s just me and my albedo fuelled brain talking shit 🙂

#˗ˋˏ°• letters from cat island •°ˎˊ˗#˗ˋˏ°• from my darling : 🍰 •°ˎˊ˗

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solavillain · 5 years

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Pas de Deux Ch 7: Discovery

+pairing: Spinel x fem!Reader +genre: Drama, romance, angst, slow burn, enemies to friends to lovers +warnings: semi-NSFW, sensual content, suggestive content +word count: 7.3K +Chapter 7 / ? previous || next

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For a moment, you can do little more than stand still in shock as Spinel moves over you. You feel her tear stained cheeks against yours, you feel her hands slowly find their way into yours. But once the initial shock wears off, you give in to her, give in to the heightened emotions and sensations like you’ve wanted to for days now.

You keep one hand in hers, but move your other up to her shoulder, trying to steady yourself against the taller Gem who leans into you like you’re her lifeline. Her mouth moves against yours, soft and unsure- you doubt she’s ever done this before, but she’s certainly not the worst you’ve ever had...

Suddenly, she seems to find courage, and wraps her lanky arms once around you, squeezing ever so slightly. You welcome the sensation and grip both her shoulders with your hands, sighing softly into the kiss. She grows more forceful, more needy, and presses you up against her. You’re happy to let her take charge, but you reciprocate the effort, reaching up to wrap an arm around the back of her neck and press her closer to you. Her lips are thin and soft against yours, and you find yourself holding back a moan- she is undeniably attractive like this. You’re so used to her being rather quiet and unsure, for her to take charge like this is just... wonderful.

As quickly as it happened, it ends all too soon. Spinel pulls away and rests her forehead against yours, staring downcast at the sand beneath you, and you’re left to catch your breath and try to get your heartrate down.

“I...I’m sorry,” she says softly, beginning to loosen her hold.

You snap your head up, meeting her eyes fiercely.

“Don’t you be sorry for this,” you breathe out, full of emotion. “I... I wanted this too.”

“R-really?” Spinel asks, pulling back to look you directly in the eyes.

You meet her gaze easily, hoping she can see the resolve on your face. “Yeah, Spins...I meant what I said just now, I’ve...really grown to care about you, and it wasn’t until the past day or so that I really tried to figure out what that meant for me. I think I realized you meant more to me than just a friend the night you helped me keep warm... Waking up like that with you was just...so special...”

You start to tear up, the hours of being on edge and heightened emotions catching up to you. Spinel unwraps an arm from you and cups your face, wiping away the small tears that begin to fall.

“Hey, hey, I thought I was the crier ‘round here,” Spinel says softly, trying to lighten the mood. You lean into her touch and smile, your heart soaring at this intimate contact.

“I can cry enough for the both of us,” you mumble back, smiling and pressing a light kiss into her palm.

The two of you stay like that for a moment, just soaking in each other’s company and touch, both more touch starved than you had realized. After a few minutes Spinel sighs happily and pulls away slowly, gazing at you with affection.

“So what now?” she mutters, turning to admire the setting sun over the ocean.

“Well...I promised you I’d stay here with you, and I will,” you reply, taking her hand in your own. “And along the way, I guess we just see what happens?”

Spinel smiles back at you, her eyes shining in the twilight. “Yeah, Y/n... I’d like that.”

x * x * x * x * x

You stay on the beach a little while longer, so you can watch the night sky and stars. You end up sitting by the waves, both a little nervous around each other, but both incredibly excited.

“So Homeworld really doesn’t have stuff like this?” you ask, idly picking through the sand to look for interesting shells.

“What, the ocean?”

You nod in affirmation. “The ocean, sunsets...It’s so weird to me that another planet that hosts life can be so different from Earth,” you remark.

“I guess since we aren’t organic, we didn’t need to meet the same conditions that humans did to live on Earth?” Spinel speculates, watching the waves lap at her feet.

You raise your eyebrows at her comment. You knew she wasn’t stupid, obviously, but you hadn’t expected her to know much about planet conditions for life.

“Huh. You’re probably right.”

You turn back towards the horizon, and flinch when you see a large incoming wave. It’s too close to avoid, so you can do nothing but sit and let it wash over you, giggling as the water recedes once more.

“Aww, what happened?” Spinel teases in a sing-song voice, “Did the mean old ocean attack ya?”

You shoot her a playful glare. “Hey, you got hit a little too,” you point out, motioning to her wet legs. “Such is the hazard of sitting near the water, I suppose.”

You glance around at your sides and spot a large shell in the sand, washed up by the wave a few moments ago. You snag it and stand up.

“We should head back now though, I’ve gotta dry off before I sleep,” you say with a sigh. Sleep may have to wait now that your clothes are soaked.

She nods and stands as well, giving you a shy smile.

“Oh, and....here,” you say quietly, holding out your simple shell. “It’s, uh, just a shell, but I always like to have little trinkets to remember moments by, and since you’re new to the Earth and all... well, I thought you might like it,” you finish shyly, praying she doesn’t think it’s dumb.

She takes the shell from you, staring at it in wonder. You can’t help but smile at the look on her face. You know she has seen shells while you’ve been here, so why is she so intrigued by this one?

“Y/n, thank you,” she whispers, gazing past the shell to meet your eyes. “Since it’s from you...I’ll keep it forever.”

“Oh,” you reply, blushing furiously at her promise, “W-well that’s very sweet of you.”

You turn back towards camp and begin the trek back, butterflies still fluttering in your stomach. Is this how it’s supposed to be? You haven’t been in a real relationship for so long, you’ve forgotten what the norm is. Maybe it’s just something about Spinel that puts you on edge and makes you excited...

When you arrive back at camp, you stoke the fire, adding more firewood and kindling to make sure the flames are as large as possible. You watch as Spinel hunts for a spot to keep her new treasure from you, and you grin to yourself as she places it near the waterfall, giving it a cute pat as she puts it down.

Turning back to the task at hand, you wring out your clothes to the best of your ability, but it seems you may actually need to lay them out near the fire this time- you don’t want to be stuck in wet clothes when the night air turns cold.

With a nervous sigh you turn to Spinel, who has moved to stand against a tree, watching you work.

“U-um, Spinel, I... think I have to take these off now,” you mutter, gesturing down at your garments. “They’ll dry faster if they’re not on me... do you mind looking away for a while?”

Spinel furrows her brows in confusion. “Look away? Why?”

You let out a shaky breath and explain, “Humans... sometimes we’re self-conscious of our bodies and don’t like how we look without clothes. I... I’m just not much to look at.”

Spinel crosses the gap between you and places a warm hand on your cheek.

“Y/n, you’re beautiful, and that’s a fact. Please don’t ever worry ‘bout lookin’ bad for me, ok?”

You nod and lean into her touch, a soft smile gracing your features. “I know, but... just for now, ok? I’ll get better about it, but I’m just... still new to all this,” you say softly, not meeting her eyes.

She gives you a light kiss on the forehead and hums softly in agreement. “Okay, darlin’. I’ll go sit over by this tree, ok? I won’t look,” she promises.

You instantly relax, releasing tension you didn’t know you were holding. “Thank you,” you whisper, and move to start hanging your clothes by the fire. You don’t have much in terms of a clothesline, so you settle for stabbing some sticks vertically into the ground and just draping your shirt and shorts off of them haphazardly. You leave your undergarments on; those are thin enough that they’ll most likely dry off while you sit by the fire. You move to the nearby rocks and brush off any dirt before sitting down, placing your elbow on your knee and your chin in your hands. The warmth from the fire is nice against your bare skin, even if you feel incredibly uncomfortable being so exposed...especially around Spinel.

“Howzit goin’ over there, doll?” Spinel calls out from her place on the other side of the nearby tree.

“Fine, just hoping stuff will dry quickly,” you reply. You bounce your leg up and down nervously, impatient for the garments to be wearable again. In a way, though, you’re thankful that your clothes have gotten soaked the past couple days- you haven’t had a shower in almost a week, but at least this way your clothes will smell of the ocean and fire rather than...you.

After around half an hour of sitting, you get up to inspect the clothes, checking to see if there’s any progress made. Spinel seems to have heard you moving, because she calls out, “Are you all set over there?”

You can barely hear her over the roar of the fire, however. “Yeah?” you shout back, trying to urge her to repeat her question.

Unfortunately, she takes this as affirmation that you’re all done drying off, and that she can come back over. Your back is to where her spot in the tree line was, so you don’t hear or see her approach your spot crouched at the fire.

“O-oh,” you hear her stutter out, and you stand and turn to her on instinct, face warm from the flames and your own embarrassment.

“Spinel, I thought you were going to stay over there...” you plead, trying in vain to cover your body with your arms.

“I’m sorry, I thought you said I could come back over,” she mutters, trying to avoid looking your direction. But you notice her catch a few glances, and you watch as her face flushes a deep magenta.

You let out a shaky laugh, “I- I’m sorry I’m like this. I want to get better about being seen...”

Spinel cocks an eyebrow, her gaze focused up at the overhanging trees. “If you’re comfortable now, we can try... letting me look for a moment?” she suggests, hesitation and concern in her voice.

You take a deep breath in, and let out a resolute sigh. “Yeah. Yeah, I can do that.”

Spinel smiles softly and turns slowly towards you, reaching out and taking your hands as she does so.

“Wow...” she breathes out, and you blush almost immediately. Her gaze is so full of curiosity and wonder that you have to turn away.

“I mean...I knew you were gorgeous, Y/n, but my stars.”

She takes a tentative step forward, and places her hand on your cheek, staring into your eyes now. You meet her gaze, captivated by her pink swirling eyes, her signature markings, and her sweet smile that she now wears for you.

Her hand moves slowly down your face, through your hair briefly, and onto your shoulder. You shudder at the close proximity, and wonder how much of your face gives away what exactly you’re feeling right now. You’re nervous and worried about what she thinks of you, but you’re also enjoying her touch immensely.

“Just know,” Spinel says as she leans down closer to you, “that you are wonderful.”

With that, she places her lips on your shoulder and kisses across your sternum softly. You are putty in her hands, your knees feeling almost weak. You grip her shoulder to steady yourself, and she winds her arm around to the small of your back to help.

“You’re amazing,” you manage to breathe out, reveling in the sensations Spinel’s touch is sending through your body. She cups the back of your head with her free hand and moves her way up your neck. Her kisses aren’t hungry or demanding, you note, just... curious, and admiring.

“H-hah...” you let out a shaky moan as she finds her way to a sensitive spot on your neck, causing you to stumble forward into her at the sudden feeling.

“You all right there, doll?” she mutters into your ear, rubbing small comforting circles into the small of your back.

“Y-yeah...” you let out, and all at once you find your courage to turn to her and press your mouth into hers, causing the Gem to startle slightly. But after a beat she leans into it with vigor, encircling your waist with both arms like she had before at the beach. In tandem, you reach a hand up to Spinel’s face and gently brush your thumb across her cheek, where you know her markings sit. There’s just something about these that you find oddly attractive...

As the kiss deepens, Spinel lets out small sounds of pleasure; something you’ve never heard from her before. You smile softly and break apart slowly, your hand still on her cheek. This time it’s her turn to lean into your touch, a look of pure contentment on her face. With her eyes closed, you study her face more closely, and your heart leaps with how overjoyed you are that you get to be this close to her.

You suddenly feel a hot prick of pain on your upper back, and you yelp, moving away from Spinel and the fire.

“Guess the embers popped,” you say, chuckling at your own expense. Spinel had made it so easy to forget where you were, that you were basically naked standing next to open flame.

“M-maybe the clothes are dry?” Spinel stutters out. You turn in surprise at her tone, and you can see she still appears to be slightly shell-shocked from your...exploration of each other a few moments ago.

“Maybe she’s not used to all the touching...” you think idly as you go to inspect the drying clothes more thoroughly. “Hell, I don’t even think I’m used to it yet.”

You walk around to where your clothes are still draped unceremoniously over the sticks, and inspect them once more.

“Ah, finally!” you say with a grin, pulling your shirt on over your head. “Mmm, warm...”

As you slip your shorts back on as well, you glance at your companion, who hasn’t moved from where you left her.

“Hey, you all right?” you ask, echoing her earlier question.

“Oh, yeah, just...” she trails off and you tilt your head, wondering what could be wrong.

“Just kinda can’t believe you want me...like this,” she finishes quietly, sitting down on the rocks you had been perched on earlier.

You follow her lead and plop down next to her, and you tentatively circle your arms around her small waist, careful to avoid her Gem.

“We’re more similar than I thought, I guess,” you remark in a half joking tone. “But Spinel, if you’re talking about these...”

Once again you reach a hand up to her markings, and gently guide her head so you can look into her eyes.

“I actually really like these,” you whisper, taking her hand in your free one. “I understand why you don’t, but... they’re a sign that you went through something and came out of it on the other side.”

Spinel nods and leans against you momentarily, before taking your hand from her cheek.

“Thank you, Y/n,” she replies softly, her eyes gleaming.

You smirk and move onto your knees so you’re able to reach her face, and kiss each cheek once.

“You’re beautiful too, Spinel,” you say, staring down into her eyes and cupping the back of her head, as she had done for you moments ago. An idea suddenly forms, and your smirk grows as you lower yourself to reach her neck, peppering soft kisses on her pink skin.

“Mmm...” Spinel hums, sounding blissed out. From your position you can see her hands, clenching and unclenching, and you love that you’re making her squirm just as she had done to you.

You giggle mischievously and grow bold enough to straddle her, moving as quickly as you can before she can retaliate. You wrap your arms around her shoulders and bring your mouth to hers, pressing your chest against her Gem.

Spinel’s eyes flutter shut as she sighs into your touch, her hands finding their place on your back. She shudders when you press into her Gem, the closeness almost too much for her.

After a moment, she breaks away, face a deep magenta. You grin at her and she flushes more, earning a laugh from you.

“You tryin’ to one-up me or somethin’?” Spinel mutters, pulling you into a hug.

You squeeze her gently and sigh, happier than words could describe.

“Maybe,” you say in response, pulling back to look at her face once more. “Did it work?”

Spinel mirrors your grin and wraps you tightly in her arms, to the point where you can’t move away.

“I’d say so,” she says in a low, dark tone. Your eyes widen as you wonder what she could be thinking, and your heart beats faster in excitement.

But suddenly you’re unwrapped and standing, faster than you can follow what’s happening.

“Anyway doll, you need to eat some dinner, hmm?” Spinel says innocently as she makes her way towards the food storage. You raise your eyebrows incredulously at the Gem, and huff slightly at her.

“Really? Dinner?” you say, crossing your arms. You can’t help but smile, though- she really knows how to tease.

“Of course, darlin’! Can’t have you starving on me,” she replies, walking back over to you and handing you a banana. You take it with a roll of your eyes, still left with an ache from the sudden absence of contact. You try not to let it show as you rush through your “dinner”, watching Spinel as she wanders aimlessly around the camp. You finish the banana and sigh, still wishing you had some variety of fruit on the island.

A breeze rushes through the trees and you shiver, stepping closer to the fire. You look up to the night sky and smile- there are so many stars out here, and the sight just fills you with wonder every time. Most of the year you never get to see stars, since you go to school in Empire City. But you long for the summer when you can go to Beach City and walk on the beach in the starlight, unobstructed by the Earth’s artificial light.

The moon is fully out now, and you idly wonder where the time has gone. It must be close to midnight, so you decide it’s time to start thinking about heading to bed.

“Hey, Spinel?” you call out, and she glances up from where she was gathering kindling at the tree line.

“I think I’m gonna go to sleep, it’s late,” you tell her as she walks over to you.

“Oh, sure, you go sleep. I’ll keep the fire goin’ out here for ya,” she says, beginning to walk back towards the fire.

“W-wait,” you call out hesitantly, gripping her arm.

She turns back to you and cocks an eyebrow in confusion, and you squeeze your eyes shut as nerves flutter through you.

“Do you, uh...can you spend the night with me? Again?” you ask softly, unable to meet Spinel’s eyes.

Spinel takes your hand from her arm, and you glance up to see the warmest smile on her face, her eyes shining with adoration.

“Yes,” she whispers, “I can do that.”

You nod, face still flushed with embarrassment. Now that everything was out in the open between you two, shouldn’t you be able to ask things like this?

“I wish this stuff came easier to me,” you think as you head into the lean-to with Spinel in tow, “getting kidnapped is fine but I panic with intimacy? What is that?”

You duck under the entrance to your shelter, and plop down unceremoniously on your makeshift bed. Spinel follows suit, both of you avoiding eye contact and sitting in silence for a moment.

You let out a shaky sigh and wrap your arms around yourself, finally glancing towards the Gem.

“I’m sorry, I- I don’t know why I got all nervous suddenly. It’s just... been a long time since I’ve liked anyone this much and I don’t really know how to act,” you confess.

“Aw, Y/n...” Spinel gives you a warm smile and scoots closer to you, placing a hand on your back. “I’ve never done this before. I was infatuated with Pink Diamond, but I was made for her. With you it’s so new and... an’ scary sometimes,” she says quietly, trailing off.

Your head snaps up, your eyebrows furrowed. “Oh god, did I move too fast? Did I do something wrong?” you ask worriedly, thoughts rushing through your head. You never want her to feel scared around you; you’d do anything to avoid that happening.

“No, no!” she rushes to reply, eyes going wide. “Stars, no. I just meant... I’m still learning, you know? I think we both are,” she chuckles, earning a smile from you. “But... we can learn together, right?”

You nod and lean against her, placing your head on her shoulder. “Yeah, of course. We’ll teach each other,” you say quietly, snuggling into Spinel. She plants a soft kiss on the top of your head and hugs your body to her, squeezing gently.

With a soft sigh, she asks, “Are you ready to sleep now, doll? How would ya like to do this?”

Your face heats and you pull back, looking up at her. “Well, uh... can I lay on your shoulder while we lie down?” you ask shyly.

Spinel nods, and pulls you to her, laying down with you as you asked. “Like this?”

“Mmm,” you hum in affirmation, burrowing into the crook of her neck and breathing her in. Your heart thuds loudly as the Gem wraps her arms around you, once again pulling you closer.

“Good night, Y/n,” she whispers, and you drift off with your heart feeling more full than it’s ever been.

x * x * x * x * x

You’re pretty sure you’re dreaming. Your mind is all hazy, you can barely see, and there’s a light touch roaming up and down your arms, sometimes moving down your legs. You can’t move much but you don’t mind; it’s warm and comfortable in this dream and you feel safe, and at home. But as the fog in your mind clears, you realize you’re very much awake, and as Spinel moves and shifts around you, you realize it’s her who’s lightly ghosting her hands on your arm.

As you had the first night you spent together, you stay still and pretend to still be asleep, letting her do what she will. Her touch is tentative but curious, and every time your breathing changes or you shift slightly, she freezes, scared to wake you.

Keeping up the façade of sleep, you sigh heavily and snuggle in closer to her neck, making a happy sleepy sound as you do so.

“O-oh, Y/n...” she breathes out, moving her free hand back around your waist and squeezing you closer to her, making a small noise of contentment.

Fighting back a smile, you press your mouth to the side of Spinel’s neck, and encircle your free arm around her shoulders.

“Y/n... oh gosh, did I wake you up?” she says, interrupting your kiss.

“Mm, no,” you reply in a low, sleepy voice, “I just woke up...”

You pull back to look at Spinel, and smile at the sight you see. Her hair is slightly messy from having been lying down with you for however many hours, and her eyes are heavy and lidded gazing at you, her face slightly flushed.

“You all right?” you ask, propping yourself up on one elbow.

“Heh, ‘course I am, doll. Y’just... stars, I just love bein’ here with ya,” she says, her accent growing heavy.

You shoot her a small smile and reach to squeeze her hand. “Me too,” you reply quietly, “It’s... really comforting, being able to wake up with you like this. Even if it is the middle of the night.”

You look in her eyes before continuing, “And, uh, feeling your touch as I woke up wasn’t terrible, either...”

Spinel smirks, “Oh? You were awake then, huh? Sneaky girl...”

She shifts to position herself over you, and you look up to meet her eyes, your face flushing with heat.

“S-Spinel, what are you...”

“Shh, Y/n... lemme show you how much I appreciate you, now that you’re awake,” she says in a dulcet tone, making your stomach flutter in anticipation. Her hand finds its way to your shoulder, and she lowers herself to kiss your lips, letting out a hum of pleasure as you meet her in the middle.

She moves forward onto you, forcing you to lean back on the ground and letting her take the lead. You love that she’s grown confident enough to act this way around you, and maybe you even enjoy letting her push you around a bit...

You reach up to wrap your arms around her neck, and she growls lowly and pushes against you even more. Your kisses grow hungrier, wanting to make her feel as good as she’s making you feel, but she reaches up to take one of your arms away from her neck and pins your hand to the floor. She breaks the kiss and gives you a look, her eyes narrowed and wild, a telling smirk on her face.

“Now now, doll, be patient, hmm?” she whispers, and you feel arousal pooling in your core at her words.

“I’ve neva done anythin’ with someone before,” she confesses, trailing an idle finger down your face and jawline, never breaking eye contact, “but I know next to nothin’ about humans bodies... let me explore yours,” she finishes, her hand moving lower and lower down your body as she gazes down at you.

“If you’re okay with it, of course,” she adds, her eyes softening briefly. You swallow, your throat suddenly dry, and nod in affirmation.

“I may be nervous, but I’m excited, too,” you tell the Gem, hoping she can read the emotions on your face.

Spinel’s grin widens at that, her eyes growing wild and curious once more.

“Let’s see if we can get rid of some of those nerves, hmm?” she says quietly, leaning down to kiss your cheek. You smile warmly up at her, grateful for her constant reassurance. You try to remember that she’s here with you because she cares about you, not judging you, and that her gaze isn’t something to be feared.

“Lean back again, okay darlin’?” she instructs, and you happily do so, staring up at her in anticipation.

“I just love how you look under me,” she murmurs, stroking your face gently. Your cheeks heat up under her touch, and you have to look away, an embarrassed smile finding its way to your face.

Spinel takes that as her cue to start kissing your neck and sternum once more, and your hands fly to her back before you can stop them, gripping onto her to steady your shaking arms. Every kiss sends twinges through your body, and you let out an involuntary moan.

Spinel pulls back and raises an eyebrow, a proud smile on her face. “You like that, huh?” she purrs, “What else do ya like, love? Humans are just so...interestin’...but I don’t know what makes you feel good, so you have to tell me, yeah?”

She pulls back once more to gauge your reactions, and is met with your blissed-out expression, already on a high from all the contact.

“Well... you're doing excellently already,” you point out, earning a pleased look from the Gem. “B-but...”

You take her hand gently, and move her tentatively to your breast, placing her palm on the side over you shirt and bra.

“I-it feels nice for us when someone touches here, below the clothes. Kind of like how you were touching my arm earlier I guess,” you explain to a wide-eyed Spinel, who has begun to flush a deep magenta, “And, uh.... here as well...”

You part your legs slightly and guide her hand to your shorts, hand trembling.

“But I’m... I would love to just keep doing what we were doing, for now,” you whisper, feeling incredibly shy. “I don’t know if I’m comfortable with all that yet...”

Spinel’s eyes soften, and she moves her hand away from your legs and laces her fingers with yours.

“Hey, I didn’t... I wasn’t expectin’ anything, Y/n. I just wanted to make you feel good, but there’s no pressure, okay? I know enough to guess that stuff like this is really intimate and special for some people, yeah?”

You nod and sit up, and Spinel cups the back of your head gently, gazing into your eyes.

“Thanks, Spins. I’m sorry I’m such a mess,” you reply with a half-hearted chuckle, “I’m just a very nervous person when it comes to this, I guess... but it doesn’t mean I like you any less.”

“Aw, I know, doll. Sorry for pushin’ myself on ya. Guess six thousand years without any contact’ll do that to a Gem,” she jokes with a sad smile.

“You didn’t push, I promise. I was really enjoying myself...” you say, trailing off in thought. Your eyes travel down to her large heart-shaped gem, and suddenly you find yourself curious...

“Speaking of... I’d like to know what makes you feel good, too,” you continue in a lower tone, meeting the Gem’s eyes once more.

“More specifically, what happens if I touch here...?”

You ghost your fingers over Spinel’s gem, and watch as her eyes flutter closed momentarily.

“Y/n, I, uh... it’s a very sensitive part of me,” she explains in a shaky voice, “since it basically is me...”

You graze your thumb over the facets, watching her expression shift as she hums in pleasure. You inch closer to her from your sitting position, moving so you’re sitting cross-legged between her legs, facing her head on.

“Ah... stars,” she breathes out as you continue exploring her gem, your heart leaping every time her face scrunches up in bliss.

“Y’know, I genuinely had no idea your gems could make you feel like this,” you say softly. “Guess this is why I don’t see the Crystal Gems touching them unless they’re poofed...”

“Mmm... I suppose it’s contextual,” Spinel says, opening her eyes to explain, “Gems aren’t exactly... built for this, but since our entire being generates from here, I guess it was inevitable that we would be most sensitive here in moments of heightened emotion.”

“Heh, you sounded a bit like Peridot just then,” you tease, although secretly you’re impressed that she is so knowledgeable about certain aspects of Gem life. You idly wonder how quickly she would have been able to learn things, had she not been regulated to essentially be a jester...

“Heh, at least I’m t-taller than Peridot,” Spinel jokes back, stuttering as you continue your exploration.

You raise an eyebrow at her comment and smirk. “Oh, I’m so telling Peridot about that whenever we get back to Beach City,” you think, biting back a giggle.

Suddenly, an idea forms. “Hey... can I try something? Do you trust me?” you ask gently, momentarily stopping your touches.

“S-sure, doll, I trust ya,” Spinel replies, trying to avoid looking too eager.

You shoot her an innocent smile and lean down, entwining your hands with hers before planting a soft kiss in the middle of her gem.

“H-hah, oh my stars,” she moans out. You sit back up and squeeze her hands, trying to gauge her reaction.

“What did that feel like?” you murmur, genuinely curious.

“It... it just feels so nice,” Spinel breathes, “It’s hard to explain, to a human at least, but um... feels kind of like a hug, and kind of like pinpricks going everywhere.”

“Hmm...”

You smirk as you bend back down, this time peppering slow, deliberate kisses all over her gem. Her hands find their way to your hair, bunching fistfuls as she groans and squirms. After a few moments of this, you sit up once more, gazing at your companion in adoration. Her face is completely flushed, eyes unfocused, staring at nothing. You place one hand on the back of her head and another on her back to steady her, and she goes limp in your arms, her forehead landing on your shoulder.

“Ohmygoodness,” she manages to get out, her voice more breathy than you’ve ever heard it.

“You okay there, Spins?” you ask, slightly concerned that you may have given her too much to handle.

“Y-yeah, I just... wow, that was...” she trails off, unable to finish her sentence.

“Y’know... I think we may have just discovered the Gem orgasm,” you say light-heartedly, stroking the back of Spinel’s hair and rubbing circles into her back.

“What’s an ‘orgasm’?”

You snort and try to hold back laughter, realizing that of course that word would be entirely foreign to her.

“Hmm, well... I think it might be similar to how you were just feeling,” you explain, “In humans, it’s when the pleasure gets to be so intense and it kind of just...explodes all at once.”

You hope that’s an apt enough explanation for now, without going into terms and details that she might not understand.

“Huh... yeah, that might’ve just happened,” she says with a chuckle. Spinel snakes her arms around your waist, still leaning into your shoulder, and gives you that gentle squeeze that you’re becoming all too familiar with.

“I’m so glad I could make you feel good,” you whisper, kissing the back of her head. You sit like that with her for a few minutes, idly tracing patterns on her back and holding her head to you. Your eyebrows shoot up when, after a while, her head starts growing heavier, her grip around your middle going loose.

“Spins, are you falling asleep?” you whisper.

“W-what?” She lifts her head slowly from your shoulder, her face inches away from yours. Her eyes are half-lidded, and she looks almost in a daze.

“Aw, hon, you look exhausted,” you say with a quiet laugh. “I guess that took a lot out of you...”

She sits up fully and rubs at her eyes, blinking a few times. “Sorry doll, I guess so... Heh, I’ve never been tired before,” she says with a smile, and stretches her arms out to you. “You wanna lay down again?”

You nod in response, humming happily as the Gem takes you back into her arms and you move into the position you’d started in, your head on her shoulder, arm draped across her torso. She moves both hands to your shoulders and hums happily as you snuggle into her neck once more.

“Good night, Spinel,” you mumble. “I hope you get some rest, too...”

“Good night, Y/n,” she replies with a whisper, and you both drift off in each other's embrace.

x * x * x * x * x

Unfortunately, the next time you wake isn’t nearly as pleasant.

You awaken with a shiver, feeling cold and very damp. Your eyes fly open as you realize what must be happening.

“Oh, no!” you whine, sitting up in the lean-to. Rain is pouring through the roof, if it can even be called a roof anymore. Almost half the sticks have been blown off the structure, leaving you bared to the open sky.

Spinel sits up beside you, also awakening to the downpour.

“Y/n, we have to get you out of the rain,” she calls over the roar of the heavy drops.

“But the camp-”

“C’mon doll, we can rebuild and find more food later, we just have to get you somewhere dry first!”

You scrunch your face in defiance, but finally sigh and relent. Spinel stands and pulls you to your feet, an arm around your shoulder as if she could protect you from the rain.

“Do you think there’s a cave somewhere on the island?” you call as you head away from your camp into the forest.

“Don’t know, but we’ll check,” Spinel reassures you, “and if we have to, we’ll just find a nice tree to sit under, all right?”

You nod and let the Gem lead you around the island, both keeping your eyes out for a cave or other shelter to wait out the storm in. Spinel shoots you worried looks every now and then, like she’s checking to make sure you’re not dying. You want to roll your eyes at her over-protectiveness, but you can’t help feeling flattered that she cares enough to check in on you.

The longer you rush around the island, the more you start to shiver and shake with the cold. The rain shows no signs of stopping, and even you’re beginning to worry about what this might do to you in the long run.

The island turns out to be bigger than you and Spinel remembered. It feels like you searched up and down the place, but you’re almost positive you went in circles for a while there. The speed and denseness of the rain makes it hard to see very far in front of you, and there aren’t many landmarks you can remember where you’ve been with- it's mostly just trees and beach.

After a couple hours of searching, Spinel stops you under a tree and rolls her eyes at the sky. “Y/n, there’s no cave here. We need to get you dry and warm, or you’ll get sick, right?”

She looks to you for confirmation while rubbing her hands up and down your arms to create some friction. You nod in affirmation and sigh.

“Yeah, all right... it’s gonna be hard to get warm out in the open, though, “you tell her.

Her face betrays how worried she is, but her voice tries to stay strong. “I know, love. I’ll do my best,” she says.

Spinel moves you to a nearby cluster of trees, and immediately wraps you up in her embrace almost completely. You both sit gently on the soaked ground, and you try to condense your body in her arms, hoping to keep what little warmth you generate.

“It’ll be okay, doll,” Spinel murmurs next to you, “The rain’ll stop soon and I’ll build ya another fire real quick, yeah?”

You nod in between shivers, giving her what you hope to be a reassuring smile.

“Don’t worry about me, ok? I’ll be all right...”

You sit in silence for some time, the steady sound of rain and the feeling of being wrapped in your Gem’s arms making you feel quite drowsy. You doze in and out for a while, waking every time shivers wrack your body.

At some point, Spinel nudges you awake, having unwrapped one arm from you.

“Doll, the rain has slowed some. I had an idea- I'll run around the island some more and look for better shelter, I can move faster on my own. You wait here and I’ll be back in fifteen or twenty minutes no matter what, okay? If I don’t find anythin’ I’ll come straight back and keep ya warm some more.”

“That sounds good, Spins... just hurry, okay?”

Spinel nods once and springs up, rushing off into the tree line.

“She was right- she is faster on her own,” you think as you watch her sprint away. The minutes pass, and you lose track of how long she’s been gone. This day has been passing in a rainy haze, and with you feeling as poorly as you are, time has felt strange as it often does when you’re becoming sick.

“Oh no,” you think as you realize, “I’m getting sick, aren’t I... this is bad.”

You try not to fret too much as you wait for Spinel to return, rationalizing that it might just be the cold rain that’s making you feel this way, and that you’ll feel better once you’re somewhere warm again.

“Y/n!”

You hear Spinel before you see her, as she rushes up from behind the tree you’re leaning on.

“I found a cave, kind of! It’s more of a giant overhanging rock, but it’s dry and I can build you a fire there, okay?”

You grin at her and move to stand, and she races to support you, placing one hand in yours and another on your back.

“Thank you, Spinel,” you say softly, genuine gratitude plain in your voice.

“Yeah, yeah, I know I’m great,” she jokes with a grin, beginning to lead you towards her newfound shelter, “but let’s save the thanks for after you’re dry, hmm?”

With that she shows you to the overhang, towards the top of the island. No wonder you hadn’t seen this, your camp was to the southwest and if you had been going in circles all morning, you definitely hadn’t gotten up to the north part of the forest.

Eventually you reach the temporary shelter, and you plop back down on the ground, hugging yourself to try to keep warm again. The rain had slowed but hadn’t stopped, and the wind chill more than made up for the lighter downpour- you were freezing.

“You stay right there toots, okay? I’ll build ya a fire,” Spinel says, worry plain in her voice as she rushes to pick up any dry sticks she can find.

You watch her with a small smile, grateful to have her companionship and help.

“It’s silly... she’s the reason I’m stuck here in the first place, but... I guess everything turned out okay. I’m almost glad she brought me here,” you think idly as Spinel works.

The exhaustion from shivering for hours catches up to you, and you lean your head against the rock wall, telling yourself you’ll just close your eyes for a moment...

You wake to the soft pitter-patter of slow rain, and the crackling heat of a fire nearby. Finally, you feel warm again. You smile as you realize Spinel has moved you from the wall and rested your head gently in her lap, far enough away from the fire to avoid rogue embers, but close enough that you can still feel it’s warmth.

In fact, you’re almost too warm. You scrunch your forehead in confusion and sit up, your head spinning slightly.

“O-oh, Y/n! Hey there,” Spinel greets you. She reaches out and places a hand on your shoulder, “How are ya feeling?”

“Fine, I think? I’m just really warm,” you say, glancing back towards the fire. “How long have I been asleep?”

“An hour or two, maybe? It’s midday, I think,” Spinel replies, glancing out towards the forest. “Rain hasn’t stopped completely, so it’s hard to tell.”

“Guess we’re stuck here a while,” you say, following her gaze to the rainy island. “Ugh, it really is hot though...”

You move to stand, and your vision blurs, head spinning. You sway on your feet a moment and reach out a hand, trying to regain your balance. Spinel springs up to steady you, and you can see the concern plain on her face.

“Aw, I’m okay, Spins, just a head rush from standing up too quickly,” you reassure her.

But as you move to step away from the fire and Spinel relinquishes your arm, your knees buckle and you collapse, hitting the floor with a dull thud.

“Y/n!!”

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dancing star(s) | dancer! seulgi

im a liar who promised a minsung fic next, but too in love with ms. kang seulgi;;;;; n e ways LET'S GO LESBIANS AND BISEXUALS!!!! <3

• kang seulgi

• that name...GOD how that name made ur blood boil but heart beat at the same time

• how can someone have such a mercilessly competitive but sweet heart o(╥﹏╥)o

• everytime u would make eye contact, ur would just???? almost jump out??? yk??? but then u would have to remind urself that she is just ur competitor :(

• and that's also the way she thinks about u, probably; like a competitor :(

• "y/n!!!!!!!!!! get ready for today's freestyle battle!!!!!!!!!! let's do great!!!!!!!"

• kang seulgi stop being so nice challenge

• from the first day on, she had honestly been such a sweetheart;;;;;;;;;;

• "u forgot ur water bottle? D: oh no y/n... but it's okay!!! i have mine take my h2o"

• "here have some bandages!!!!!!! stay safe y/n, this is a competition only, not some war :("

• literally one moment she's this devil on stage and the other.. she's a literal Babie???? that isn't even legal dear lord

• she wildt

• so is ur heart for her...wildt

• no one :

y/n' heart : <kangseulgi3

• at the end of today's competition tho

• "we have come to a decision that in order for one of u to win, u will now form pairs! the pair winning the final match, which will be held in a week from now, will win ₩1,000,000! good luck to everyone!"

• ur heart's first suggestion : kang seulgi

• ur heart's second suggestion : kang seulgi

• the suggestion everyone knows ur heart will give no matter what : kang seulgi

• god she really has u by the throat huh

• (NOT IN A KINKY WAY I SWEAR JDHDVDB)

• "hey, y/n?"

• "ye- seulgi?"

• "hi uh,,,, i was kinda wondering if we could partner up? they all seem very up abt the money...but i really hope u aren't like that... bcs it kinda scares me"

• "me? u would really partner up with ME????"

• "yeah???? is that wrong?? :0"

• "i- no no!! it's just... ur such a great dancer... and what if i mess up something that causes the both of us to lose? :("

• y/n, u have no idea how much seulgi just wants to protect u from all dangers rn

• "winning isn't everything, y/n. sure, i love dancing, and maybe so do u, but a simple paycheck and a trophy doesn't define one's qualities. what matters to me is that even if i went down, we did it together."

• god,,,,,,,,kang seulgi stop being the Love Of Y/n's Life challenge

• "if that's what u think..then sure! let's be partners!"

• and that is how u r now sitting in the practice room @ 2am, w ur head in ur hands bcs u can't get that one damn move right

• who knows that bcs of this yall might even lose

• and u can't afford to see seulgi sad

• not again

• u once saw it last year, when the dance instructor didn't take seulgi in his team for the same competition last year

• u saw how she pretended to be strong as she held in her tears and smiled widely, her eyes still glossy, and kept saying "it's okay" to herself

• and "congratulations" to others

• no

• u can't do that to her

• for the sake of seulgi

• for the sake of ur heart-

• "y/n?"

• her small but clear voice almost made u jump out of ur place bcs GODDAMNIT WHO'S AT HERE AT LITERALLY 2 IN THE MORNIN-

• "....seulgi?"

• she slowly opens the door, enters the room, and closes it behind her as she makes her way towards u, then crouches down in front of u

• "what's up?"

• when u hadn't responded to her, she sighed and threw herself on to u, giving u a giant hug

• bcs obviously she knew what was up

• (u were overworking urself)

• (obv bcs like,,,,,why would someone be in a practice room at this hour for a reason except that???? like??? idk to eat corns???)

• "y/n..i told u that it's ok to not win!! didn't i!! :( then why r u doing this to urself?? :("

• "i'm sorry.."

• she was now facing u, her arms still around ur waist (making ur heart go THUMP like always)

• "have u had anything yet?"

• "......no"

• she furrows her eyebrows, and her tone is suspicious when she says

• "when was the last time u had food?"

• "like…….23 hours ago…..i think????..."

• "i- u REALLY ARE STUPID HUH- WAIT HERE ILL BRING U SOME SNACKS AND WATER!!!!!!!!!! U NEED THE DAMN H2O"

• and she comes back with 5 packets of hot cheetos, 4 bowls of pre-cooked (covered) ramen and 15 bottles of water

• "these many water bottles weren't really necessary seulgi-"

• "!!!!!!!! n o !!!!!!!!"

• after u both settled down the conversation abt how much u need water in ur body

• u both were silently eating ur food and having drinks (read : water)

• when suddenly

• "y/n...are u doing this bcs of me?"

• "doing w-what?"

• "yk.. overworking urself in order to win? are u doing this bcs of me?"

• u look down bcs GOSH DARN IT SHE'S RIGHT

• she sighs and hits u lightly on ur arm with her chopsticks

• "y/n!!! i didn't get in last year bcs of MYSELF. the one who needs to work harder is me, not u. ur already here. and about me being...well…..happy...u being here with me….us doing this together...it makes me happy enough. so please,, don't overwork urself, yeah?"

• u took her advice

• and maybe that's why, today, at the day of the dance competition, u were!!!!!! SO MF NERVOUS

• "SEULGI WHAT IF I MESS SOMETHING UP"

• "y/n!!!!!! just focus and u won't!!!!"

• 'yeah like u dancing WITH me will make me focus…….sure…..'

• "now on stage, i would like to call miss y/n l/n and her partner miss kang seulgi! please give them a round of applause!"

• the crowd burst into applause and as u, along w seulgi, walked onto the stage, the mc added a small "good luck!" to u both before leaving the stage

• yeah that's honestly what u need rn; some good luck

• and once u both took ur positions, seulgi turned back and looked at u

• "u can do this!"

• she mumbled towards u

• and the music began, and so did ur bodies' movement once it heard the first note

• u looked at seulgi and saw the rhythmic flow within her

• she looked at u and wondered how great u looked today in this dim stage light

• u wondered how many times u had missed to acknowledge the kindness that was flowing through seulgi

• how she had been so caring towards u. always

• she wondered how many times u had said that u were a terrible dancer but u are such a liar, y/n l/n, seulgi can see the talent that flows within u and the effort that ur putting on the stage right now

• and this is when the both of ur hearts wondered- maybe u both were in love. with each other.

• when suddenly the music stopped

• and u panicked

• but then looked at the audience who stood up and clapped for the both of u

• and the stage light went off again, signaling u both to take ur leave

• "we did so great y/n!!!!!!"

• "yeah!!!!!"

• u cheered happily before hugging her so tight

• god u were so thankful for her

• when u pulled away, thought, the both of ur faces were so utterly close

• and her lips were right there..

• but then

• "miss y/n and miss seulgi! please come up on stage to take ur paycheck as well as the trophy!"

• u both rushed to see the prizes

• u did it, y/n.

• soon after getting the prize, it was seulgi's turn to thank everyone on behalf of the both of u

• "i would like to thank everyone around here for enjoying our performance and my instructor who let me perform this year, with such a wonderful person."

• ur eyes shot up; smile gone

• "and this wonderful person..god im so thankful to her for just.. being there. she's so hardworking, so beautiful, and so passionate..it makes my heart hurt so much and..y/n.. wait for me after this ends, alright?"

• ur mouth still hung open, u nod ur head yes, hearing many "date!" statements along with whistles and coos

�� so after she's done with her speaking, both of u move out of the stage, and as soon as ur abt to get ur bag from the chair in the dressing room, seulgi held ur wrist, making u look up at her

• "y/n? come with me for a sec?"

• so she drags u slowly to the backstage, where no one was, and left ur hand as she turned around and took deep breaths

• "about the speech there.. about u...if u didn't understand already.. uh.. i think u should know that-"

• seulgi was taking some time as she fiddled with her fingers

• and u probably thought she was gonna take some time to tell u whatever it was

• so u decided to drop ur own Confession Bomb

• however

• "i like u"

• "-i like u"

• u both stood in shock as u looked at each other

• "really?"

• seulgi blushed and looked down

• "yeah.."

• when the both of u looked at each other again, u both quickly looked down again and GOD u both were so red

• "so like…...does it mean we're….a thing?"

• "yeah.."

• u laugh at seulgi's statement

• *your girlfriend's statement

• "hey, seulgi?"

• "yeah?"

• "can i….kiss u?"

• she looked up too quickly and saw ur eyes sparkling, under which ur lips were just there- almost as if asking permission to touch her own lips.

• "sure."

#red velvet #rv #red velvet imagines #red velvet scenarios #red velvet imagine #red velvet scenario #red velvet seulgi #red velvet kang seulgi #kang seulgi #seulgi #bae joohyun #irene #son seungkwan #wendy #park sooyoung #joy #kim yerim #yeri #red velvet fluff

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burnt-tomato · 4 years

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The Red String of Fate

The Red String of Fate links two soulmates together signifying that they are made for each other. This certain string can appear when you are born or when you and your soulmate finally meet. Though this string can be broken, whether because of arguments, long distance, any of the two meeting someone else they like, taking the two too long to meet, or when intentionally cut. If the string was accidentally cut, it would come back. But the string can be fixed if and only if one of the soulmates has enough energy or power to revive it.

warning: curse words, boy x boy

pairing: IwaOi ( Iwaizumi x Oikawa )

anime: Haikyuu!!

this is my first fanfic so I apologize for any grammar errors. it may also seem rushed and might not be pleasant to read and I also apologize for that. even if english is my second language, my vocab isn't as good as other writers

- - s n a p - - . . . . . . . . . . . . . . !!

That sound. The sound that sounds so painful yet so relieving. The sound that I can't decide whether if I like it or not. The sound that just might decide things for me. The sound that would me you feel ill and 'empty'. I t h u r t s b a d l y .

Bzzzt! Bzzzt! Bzzzt!

Crap. What time is it?

"Hajime! Are you awake yet? Get ready for school already. At this rate you'll be late for the first period. Tooru's waiting for you outside."

Oh. Shit. I overslept again. And how the fuck is that Shittykawa waiting for me? Most of the time he's the one who's late. Too late for that then.

I quickly got dressed and went downstairs. I didn't even bother eating breakfast. I dashed out of the door just to be greeted by Oikawa.

"Why isn't this a surprise, Iwa-chan! For the first time I'm the one waiting for you."

"Haha very funny Crappykawa"

"Can't you call me anything else other than Crappykawa?"

"So which do you prefer? Shittykawa or Trashykawa?"

"E-eh?? I'd go for Crappykawa then!" Oikawa pouted afterwards.

We both rushed to school and barely made it just in time. Teacher got mad at us though for arriving last minute.

Oikawa Tooru. He's been my best friend for as long as I can remember, although to this day I'm still wondering why I even agreed to being with him. It was more like a forced friendship because we were the only kids in the neighborhood of the same age. He's also the reason I got into volleyball. Well, sort of. He kinda forced me into learning how to play just so someone can spike his tosses. Actually, eversince he came, something's been going on with my life differently.

10 years ago, there was this family that has just moved in into our neighborhood. I was 7 or 8 at the time. Mom called me to come downstairs to greet the new people. When we opened the door, it revealed a tall woman with shoulder length brown hair with dark brown eyes. Beside her was a kid a few centimeters taller than me with brown hair and an ahoge, and seemed to he right at my age. After our greetings, mom invited them inside and in just a few seconds, this random kid was in my room.

"Uh... Tooru, do you want to do or play anything?"

He didn't answer, but he did go out and returned with a volleyball in his hands. He tugged my shoulder sleeve and took me outside. And then I just found myself playing with a kid I just met, although I didn't know how, but he did teach me.

When the sun came down, they said that they were going home.

"Bye Iwa-chan! See you tomorrow"

"Bye Tooru."

Just as he said, the next day we found ourselves playing with each other again. This has been going on for awhile now.

On a normal day, I woke up with a red string tied unto my pinky.

"W-why i-is there a r-red string tied unto m-me??" In panic, I fell down my bed. I debated in my head on whether mom should know about this or not, and came to the conclusion that I would tell her if she noticed. While eating breakfast, even if I tried giving her hints and putting my hand in the most open and obvious spot, she didn't seem to notice at all. Was this just my imagination? Maybe it doesn't actually exist.

I tried my best to just ignore it and just enjoy the rest of the day (Even if having this stupid red string tied unto me. And the fact that it's even going through the walls! Holy crap that's frikin weird.)

I stepped outside to play with Tooru again. Maybe if mom couldn't see it, maybe he can't too. Or should I confirm it with him and ask? Is this string even real? Is it even solid? Why does it look like it's just floating through air? Why is it-

"Iwa-chan! Do you want to play again?"

Why. Why is the damn string attached to him, to the same finger as mine. Why is it connecting the two of us. Should I just ignore it?

"Yeah sure"

I guess I decided to ignore it.

Ever since this string appeared, we seemed closer than usual. There are even times that I forgot it existed. Every time I woke up, it would just be there. It looks like it doesn't have a specific or permanent length, in fact whenever me and Tooru separate, it just extends.

So I decided that I'd cut it. I mean.. what's the harm?

- - s n i p - - . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ! !

"*cough* *c-cough*...!!! I-I c-can't b-breathe...!! M-mom! H-help m-me..!!"

Bzzzt Bzzzt Bzzzt!!!

H-huh? Why am I on the floor? Did I fall asleep here? I don't remember much from last night... What happened??

I took a glance at my hand. Oh. It's gone.

Honestly though. I don't know if I feel relieved or... something else. My chest feels heavy, actually. Maybe if I go out and play with Tooru I'd feel better-

"Sorry. Tooru's not feeling well today. Just this morning when he woke up, he was sobbing and refused to tell me the reason. I'm sorry Hajime-kun. Maybe tomorrow."

What. Why? Does this have something to do with the string? Ah, don't be stupid Hajime, he probably felt ill. That's all.

I hope so.

When that string appeared, it reminded me of my friendship with Tooru. When we finally started playing as actual friends, that string appeared. It almost felt like a reminder or sign of our connection. Geez Hajime, when did you become so cheesy. Haha yeah I know. And when I cut that string, it felt like I cut my ties with him or in other words, broke away.

That's probably just my imagination though. I really have to stop overthinking things. Despite my arrogance and cold attitude, I do sometimes think about this thoroughly, even if it sounds cheesy and cliche.

"Hey Iwa-chan. Sorry I haven't gotten to play with you for a week. I know it was sudden, but I actually got a high fever, although before that I didn't even feel ill. But I'm okay now! We can finally play agai-! ... Iwa-chan?"

Oh. I didn't even notice that he was talking to me, or even that he was ok now. Eversince he got sick, I've been spacing out more frequently and felt really lonely.

"Ah. Sorry 'bout that Tooru. I'm fine. Are you sure you're not ill anymore? If not, sure let's play some volleyball."

We did. When he got better, even I felt better.

And just when I thought things were finally going to go smoothly...

Ah. It appeared again. The stupid red string. And without a doubt it's tied unto Tooru too. Sigh. What am I gonna do about this...

"Toor- I mean Oikawa. Can you set to me some of your tosses? I want to practice spiking."

From the benches, I could hear Matsukawa and Hanamaki snickering about how I almost called Shittykawa by his first name.

...

Up to this day this string is still tied unto our hands, mine and Oikawa's. Up until now, I've been constantly cutting that string, but it's not like I cut it because we had arguments or misunderstandings, it's just really... uncomfortable. And the fact that only we can see it, or perhaps, only I can. Oikawa's been spending more time in my house nowadays. We've been getting closer during these years of growing up together. Still, I wonder what this string means. Every time I cut it, after me and Oikawa hangout again, it just comes back. Freaky honestly.

"Alright everyone!! Practice is over! Go home already, it's getting late. Don't forget that next week we have a practice match, ok?"

We all separate ways, and me and Oikawa walk home together.

"Goodnight Iwa-chan. See you tomorrow."

"Yeah. See you too."

. . .

Huhhhhhhhhhh. Oikawa just texted me.

"Hey Iwa-chan, some fangirl asked me to go out with her. You think I should??" Sent 8:52 PM

Huh...? Why did he ask me? And why do I feel like I got rejected...? Seriously, whenever he gets requests or confessions he always asks me first. It's not like I control him.. But honestly a part of me wants him to not go..

I wonder why...

"Idk. Do u even like her?" Sent 8:54 PM

"Mmm. Not rlly...." Sent 8:54 PM

"Then don't. Bye." Sent 8:55 PM

"Eh? Are you mad? Iwa-chan???" Sent 8:55 PM

"Iwa-chan??"

"IwA-cHan??"

I ignored him. He should just do what he wants.

Fuckkk. Why alarm clock's been ringing for 20 minutes already. It's past 7 AM already. First period starts at 7. Why am I still here..? Is it because I didn't want to see Oikawa hangout with that girl? Haha don't be silly Hajime. I just didn't feel like going.

Hmmm..? It's 5PM already? Fuck how long have I been here? Was I just staring into nothing. I'm hungry. I went down and ate. Then went back to my room.

I stopped. The scissors. The scissors I use to cut the string.. should I?

I grabbed the scissors then-

"IWA-CHAN!!! WHY didn't you go to school today??? Are you ill? I brought you your homewo-"

I stopped. When did he get here? Did my mom literally just let him in without letting me know? Well, this is just fucking awkward. I'm standing, a bit bent down, holding a pair of scissors against this red string that I don't know if he could see. Up 'till now, I don't know if he could see the string, nd I've been carelessly cutting it.

He dropped everything.

"I-iwa-c-chan... w-why...?? So you've b-been cutting t-he string? It was y-you?..."

Oikawa started sobbing and dropped to the floor. I dropped the scissors, causing a loud thud on the floor, and rushed to him.

"What do you mean? You could see it this entire time? Why didn't you tell me?

"Why have you been CUTTING IT?"

Fuck. I've never heard Oikawa raise his voice. Ever. His voice overlapped his sobs.

"Do y-you not want to be with me? I rejected the girl b-because..."

His voice softened. It got softer right after he shouted.

"W-what? What do you mean? Of course I-I d-do.."

I looked away, hiding my embarrassment.

"Then why have you been cutting it?"

I didn't even notice that we've been on the floor this entire time. His face I held on my chest, my shirt's wet from his tears. After his question, I was dead silent. It's true. Why did I cut the string?

"Iwa-chan, do you not even know what the string means?"

Oikawa muttered softly, his voice being overlapped by the broken sobs echoing in the room.

"Ah... No."

Right after I answered, Oikawa's hands gripped the back part of my shirt tighter. His sobbing got quieter, his face still buried on my chest.

"Iwa... It meant that we were soulmates. The red string signifies that we were meant to stay together, to be there for each other. Eversince I moved into this neighborhood, I had a strong feeling when I first saw you. And I was right. The string appeared after we settled with eachother."

"I... I didn't know that..... Tooru im-!"

"I like you Hajime... I always have... but honestly I never thought about how I could tell you... I was scared that you'd reject me and find it weird that a guy likes a guy..."

He looked down, gripping tighter unto my back.

How could I have been so stupid. I've been cutting that string without a reason, and worst, I never even told him. If I had told him sooner, maybe I could've at least prevented hurting him...

"Hajime...I like you... I love you..."

"Tooru I-"

He gripped my shirt tighther, burying his face deeper unto my chest. He breathed softly, and I could hear his heart beats thumping fast.

"Hajime..."

Oikawa jolted as i wrapped one arm around him and pulled his body closer to mine.

I'm sure he got my answer.

"EH?? Are you serious, Iwaizumi-san???!!!"

"IWAIZUMI SENPAIIII!!!"

"Why tho"

I held Shittykawa's hand tighter.

"Haha... yeah. We are."

Im sososososo sorry this looks sooo bad. I tried to make it as good as I can and literally failed lmao. If you have request, u can ask away <3333

-♤

#haikyuu #haikyuu!!#haikyuu fanfic #iwaoi #iwaizumi #Oikawa #ship fanfic #lmao what is this garbage #♤

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b00bconnoisseur · 5 years

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60 questions for @not-my-brain

1. selfie.......Ugghhhh ok. Imma take one rn

Ok here u go (yes thats a bmth shirt)

2. what would you name your future kids?.....Ooo hmmm well when i was a kid i really liked the names disney, and mesiah. I didn't know at the time that mesiah was another name for god i think lol. I liked it cause of handlers mesiah. I still do. Ooo and maybe Tj too

3. do you miss anyone?......Yeah. My friends on Pinterest from a year ago. My friend lucas. Stan lee. Bob ross. My cousin who died from cancer some years ago. Snape. Sirius. Lupin. Tonks. Dobby. *continues to name every unfortunate death in hp*

4. what are you looking forward to?.......SE-YA next month!! Its the south eastern young adult festival at this college. You can have meet n greets with authors and alot of stuff its the besstttt

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?......DEFINATELY. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @sammchenry my friend lucas and @septembersbloom. ^^

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?..... What like...romantically? Or like a death? If romantically uhhh idk it took over a couple weeks but im ok now. Ive never had another relationship so idk. If death oof yeah idk maybe. Ig it depends on how much i knew them idk. Like when my nanny (great grandma) died i was sad for days (is that alot?)

7. what was your life like last year?.....Sucky af. Still is. But the highlights of my life last year was getting and making friends on tumblr, going to the tøp concert and going to warped tour, volunteering at the library, going to seya and meeting some of my favorite authors, reading, changing and improving my art, listening to all the bands i listen to now, getting into more fandoms, going to a friends house for the first time

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?.......Yes lol. Some years ago when i couldn't find smtn id be so annoyed and pissed id start crying. I dont now but still lol

9. who did you last see in person?.......Hm ig family doesn't count....? Wait do u mean a friend? If so uhh my friends rebekah, anika, and Judah at a TAB meeting at the library sometime last month.

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?......I think so? Like i mean I can hide whenever i get my....time of the month from my mom (talking abt stuff like that with her makes me uncomfortable) and i hid a breakup. And other p big stuff too. So imma say yeah

11. are you listening to music right now?........*pops on earbuds after reading this* yee im listening to bitch lasagna by pewdiepie xD (do i have the best spotify playlist or what?)

12. what is something you want right now?.......To hug @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye but SOMEONE has to live so far away

13. how do you feel right now?........Happy that my earbud still works cause they got washed in the wash yesterday....oops. Its not my fault. I told my dad to remind me to take it out of my jacket pocket before they threw it in but noooooo he forgot

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?.......Uhhhhh fuck idk it was probably from my lil 4 yr old bro sometime last week. Other than him (hes my favorite sibling) i dont let them hug me too much

15. personality description.......Nerdy. Fangirl. "Emo". Tomboy. Hotsause obsessed. Book lover. Music lover. Black. Blue. Harry potter. Introvert. Fall. Sports. Values friendship. Loyal. Uhhhh i cant think of much lol

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?.......*sigh* yes. Yes yes yes. Theres some things abt me, or my life really, that i havent told anyone on here or my irl friends that i sooooo want to so bad but i haven't cause i feel like they'd feel bad and pity me and i don't want that

17. opinion on insecurities........I dont really understand this one. Everyones insecure abt something. Is this askin like if i think its ok or not? I say its ok. Im insecure about literally everything about me. My face. My personality. My socialness. My art. What i do. What i say. Basically my whole body. The things i feel good abt are my books, music taste, and my friends (ily fuckers)

18. do you miss how things were a year ago?.........Hmm this time around a year ago....idk its sorta the same but all the stuff i mentioned abt my year from last year didn't happen yet so nah tho my life sucks rn its better than this time last year

19. have you ever been to New York?........Nooo but i want too soo baddd i wanna visit @septembersbloom !! Im coming for ya soon gramps *does the eye watching thing* my dads been to nyc before tho cause he does construction and he had a concrete job to do there. It was a 23 hr drive for him

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?........Uhhh idk!!! So hard! Maybe.....the whole thats the spirit album by bmth ;)

21. age and birthday?.....15 yrs of age and September 27th 2003 (whats yours brainy? I'll put it on my calendar)

22. description of crush......Its weird idk im not sure if its a genuine crush or not but uh....They like hp :).Thats all u get

23. fear(s).......Losing my best friend @dirtysocke and my other friends. Death. Failure. Momo chasing after me then killing me slowly keeping my eyes open to look her dead in the eyes while i die

24. height......5'6 call me short and I'll fuck u up with THIS *pulls out trusty potato peeler named now steve* dont test me boi

25. role model......Hhhhhhhh so many! But uh gosh one of them is @superraedizzle (youtuberrrr) and vexx and bob ross and da vinci and aaaaaaa so many

26. idol(s)......First person that immediately comes to mind is @sammchenry cause he's super cool and he's really nice and his art's reallyyy good (if u havent seen it w-w-what are u even doin with your life?) And he has a great sense of humor and *continues to ramble about why samms the best*

27. things i hate.......Dabs. Transphobes. Homophobic ppl. Basically any hate on the lgbtq+ community. Bullies. The ship starker. Umbridge. Snape haters

28. i’ll love you if….....U you'll eat pizza, draw, and rp harry potter with mee

29. favourite film(s)......Fantastic beasts. Every hp film. Twilight. The maze runner 1-2. The hunger games. Spiderman homecoming. Kingsman: secret service. Into the spideyverse tho i havent seen it yet

30. favourite tv show(s)......Inkmasterrrrr. B99. The mick. The middle. Uhhh idk mostly ink master xD

31. 3 random facts........Ive never had shrimp. I had a beta fish for over a year once. Im eating pizza crust rn

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?.......G i r l s. I have all girl friends irl and one boy. And on tumblr it seems like i just meet girls? Likei agree with @cristal-kyd1280 its like alot more gals then dudes here. But i do have some guy friends on here too. But mostly girls

33. something you want to learn.......TO DRAW ANATOMY DAMMIT

34. most embarrassing moment........Every moment of my lifes an embarrassing moment. Idk of i can pick a "most" embarrassing one. But one time i i sent my crush (now ex bf) a hey fuckface and like some hearts or whatever for an ask game that meant like "i have a crush on u" "youre adorable" etc and said Hewo but i did it all anonymously. But he confronted me askin if i sent it cause im the only person he knows that actually says hewo lol. Then later on i finally admitted i really liked him and well y'all know the story after i think. Unless you're new

35. favourite subject.......A R TTTT OFC

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?........meet my friends on tumblr. Get into mtsu (college i wanna go to) and study art. And go skydiving

37. favourite actor/actress........favorite actor uhhhhhh probably thomas brodie sangster or tom felton and my favorite actress? Hmmm idk maybe evanna lynch (luna lovegood)

38. favourite comedian(s).......probably kevin hart lol he's p funny

39. favourite sport(s)........basketballllllll and football

40. favourite memory........uhhhhh idk?? One oh my favorite memories was when we went to see tøp in concert

41. relationship status.....single as a pringle

42. favourite book(s)......harry potter and the order of the pheonix. Harry potter and the half blood prince. Simon vs the homo sapiens agenda. Divergent. Maze runner. Twilight. Fangirl. Fallen. Red queen

43. favourite song ever.......TOO HARD DONT MAKE ME CHOOSEEEEEE

44. age you get mistaken for.........16 and 17 sometimes lol

45. how you found out about your idol........i was watching someone on yt and superraedizzle always poped up in my feed and my mom turned on one of her vids cause she always saw her vids too now ive seen most of em i love her. Id heard of vexx but never watched him and i was watching a collab from anthony miller art and shrimpy and i checked out shrimpys channel and was lookin at comments and alot of ppl said his art is like vexxs so i checked out vexx. At first i was like eh ok. Now i cant click fast enough when he posts a vid. And i actually fpund out about bob ross from my grandpa on jan 20 2017 when trump was getting sworn in or whatever. We turned on pbs and my grampa told me to look and bob ross was on and i was IN. I loved it. I even started watching full episodes on YouTube of the joy of painting after that. Wonderful man. My first painting i ever did i think was when i followed one of his tutorials xD (i didnt know it was popular at the time)

46. what my last text message says......."ok your turn"

47. turn ons.....uhh nerds ig idk um book lovers, music lovers, art lovers, potterheads, idk and nice ppl

48. turn offs......jerks. Homophobia. Idk ig whatever i said in things i hate

49. where i want to be right now......uhhhh idk wait didn't i already answer this? Ok this ones different ig so uhh with my friend lucas

50. favourite picture of your idol.....oh shit...favorite? Idk xD i have a fave of vexx but not of rae or bob. But heres pics of them any way

51. starsign......a libraaaaa boiii

52. something i’m talented at......drawing and speed reading. Thats about it lol. Oh and procrastina

53. 5 things that make me happy.......ooooo art, my friends here on tumblr, books, harry potter, and music ^^

54. something thats worrying me at the moment.....if my friend thinks im being annoying

55. tumblr friends......hhhhh so manyyyyyy. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @chinesewaffles2 @kingantlion @queen-baelin @sammchenry @septembersbloom and more

56. favourite food(s)......green beans, pepperoni pizza, and vanilla madelines

57. favourite animal(s).......basically any reptile. Puppies. Cats. Any animal really but my #1 are snakes

58. description of my best friend.....well she's a tiny bean (5 feet) and she has dark hair, she wears glasses, she doesnt take shit, she's in love with Josh dun, she's awesome, funny, nice (YES youre nice jackie) and shes the best friend ive ever had. Oh. And she has a weird obsession with spaghetti

59. why i joined tumblr.......well i heard abt it on Pinterest over a year ago but didnt want it. Then @mrfastbass-deactivated20181231 on DeviantArt said he got tumblr so i made one then followed him and figured id just post art and that's it cause i thought tumblr was boring as hell when i first got it. Now im p much obsessed with it

60. ask me anything you want.......go ahead brainy shoot. Give me smtn good

#my face #mutual peeps #not-my-brain #asks #60 questions

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conseqvential-blog · 6 years

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♡ . * ––––––––– ROUND TWO Y’ALL who’s ready to thirst over this amazon warrior princess bc i sure as hell am ??? we love us a tall woman w brains even tho she’s a dumbass. this is 𝓼𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓮, ur local math loving, track running, aspiring model wanna-be w an innocent dumb heart.

* ––––––––– 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

( alexis ren • twenty • cisfemale ) look, it's 𝓼𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓮 𝓷𝓸𝓿𝓪𝓴 from apartment 3C! apparently she moved into moreau apartments six months ago and rumour has it, they can be quite guileless— good thing they’re also benevolent, hey? i hear they’re the SACCHARINE of the building.

* ––––––––– 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒙𝒕

sadie leigh novak, child of the sun, born in the heat of the summer on june 7th, 1998, destined for something so far beyond the scope of herself. the middle child to a pair of high school sweethearts, “idyllic” would be almost too well-suited to describe her upbringing. her parents credit her for it through and through——- a darling child forged by kind words and a work ethic unmatched by many of her peers. little lacombe was the perfect vessel for her growth ; she was friendly and well-liked, a shining star on the track team and an advanced math student. earnest and gentle-hearted, gullible and sincere, she would have been readily poised to live the perfect life in lacombe, but a love for all things beautiful and bigger than herself pushed her to make waves in her small town by being one of the first to leave it in years. she framed it as “taking a scholarship opportunity” to warrant the approval of her simplehearted parents, leaving out any and all mentions of her aspirations to pursue modeling in the big city of vancouver.

* ––––––––– 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒛𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

hi again ok so sadie’s my lil love angel she’s so soft and stupid lmfao. basically she’s just a rlly nice lil girly girl, a slave to the aesthetic but not to the point she’s a real artsy hoe abt it..... just always rlly appreciative of beautiful things in life. she’s like the living incarnation of a golden retriever i s2g. just rlly endearing and innocent but moving to vancouver made her realize she’s gotta branch out and try new shit and just LIVE HA LIFE. she’s half the mom friend, half the friend who needs supervision bc tbh she’s just so gullible n soft? will do anything for the vine if u ask kindly enough and say ‘it’s totally something everyone does around here.’ she’s really easily SWAYED ok she just wants everyone to have a good time. ok this is IMPORANT but like..... if she were to post on the snapchat hidden talents story..... she’d b reciting numbers of pi or solving a proof or somethin EXTRA BC !!!! this bitch is SO good at math. like SO good. cady heron who?? sadie was doin calculus by the 10th grade and by senior year she was being bused out twice a week to the local community college in lacombe for advanced differential equations and multivariable calculus. only part of adulthood she’s rlly enjoyed so far is budgeting and doin taxes lmfao. currently studying electrical engineering at bc institute of technology bc she loves math literally that much. ummmm in other news? huge weeb ? genuinely obsessed w cartoons n anime and lives for them like a big ole dumb loser. loves animals, rlly rlly dedicated to her friends, n catches crushes so easily but she’s real hesitant abt rushing into things bc she’s had like only one real relationship her whole life so she’s kinda inexperienced to the point it makes her insecure ( which reminds me...... gimmie this plot pls )

no viable life skills that allow her to be livin on her own if u want an example the first like 45 seconds of this video with this jessica girl are like prime sadie material. can’t cook, can’t figure out how half the SHIT in the house works, can’t navigate the apartment for the LIFE of her but if a circuit busts ??? she just needs some electrical tape n some wire cutters thats the ONE non-monetary thing she knows how to handle HDSKDJFKS. in other news she’s really in tune with her emotions but the athlete in her makes her a lil less likely to cry and a lil more likely to just shut down and detach herself when situations are beyond her control which is so unhealthy for her but :/ it be like that sometimes

* ––––––––– 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕

QUICK FACTS / AESTHETICS : — not being allowed the aux cord because her music taste is so WEIRD, people will def riot. cuddles on a lazy sunday wrapped in white sheets. fostering a whole litter of kittens just to have something to keep her company. seeing herself in her first magazine spread and buying as many copies as the store’s got. bein so fuckin’ tall eye contact w other women??? unrealistic. 5′11 for those of u wondering. she played piano and danced in her youth before track took over her life, and if she sang, she’d sound a whole lot like alina baraz. perfectly planned days starting with a run at 5 AM and ending in the most unpredictable of ways. all the love in the world to give and keep giving. ( and giving and giving and giving. )

ZODIAC : gemini

HOGWARTS HOUSE : hufflepuff

SEXUALITY : bicurious, previously thought to be heterosexual/heteroromantic but at this point willing to try literally anything

OCCUPATION : 2nd semester as a full time electrical engineering student at bc tehcnical institute, aspiring model, part time sales associate at a small athletic clothing store uptown

POSITIVES : benevolent, focused, sincere, adventurous

NEGATIVES : guileless, highly dependent on others, maladapted, insecure

SOUNDTRACK : cherry cola by kwuada, girl almighty by one direction, r.e.m. by ariana grande

* ––––––––– 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈

tldr ; love comes in all shapes and sizes and in this case, it’s an almost 6 foot tall wanna-be swimsuit model who rlly let her best friend convince her that plants grow better when they’re talked to kindly 3x a day. u need someone to help prepare dinner or go grocery shopping ? literally don’t ask sadie unless its just to tag along n keep u company bc entrusting her w adult shit on her own means ur gonna end up w R EGRETS. need someone to randomly calculate 3 figure by 3 figure multiplications in their head or help u w fractions for ur baking recipe ? someone to stay with u through the night when u’ve had a rough go ? someone who’s willing to genuinely try anything and go anywhere as long as u ask nicely ? sadie l. novak is your girl.

#moreauintro #♡ — 06. INTRO — 𝓼𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓮 𝓷 .

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cannedapricot · 7 years

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Police Officer! Hwang Minhyun

happy one month of scenarios from cannedapricot!! i can’t believe it’s been a month already! here’s a super short and hopefully sweet police officer! hwang minhyun. no one has gifed minhyun in the police uniform yet bUT IT’S OK I LOVE THIS GIF TOO

welcome to hongdae’s main police station

if you enter and head down the hallway, then turn right, you’ll be met with the sight of a couple dozen cops buzzing around the office

some interrogating sleasy looking men

some annoyed that they have to deal with the same crowd of teenagers again.

minhyun worked as a senior inspector at this very station

it wasn’t super high on the ranks but it was certainly impressive for this age (i think,,,, don’t quote me on it)

his co-workers loved calling him the emperor of the station because reALLY THAT’S WHAT HE’S LIKE

he sank back into his chair, tired eyes gazing over the hectic office

and downed his nth cup of coffee for the evening

this was a normal sight in the station

people talking in hushed tones, phones ringing, someone from thaT ONE SQUAD OF TEENAGERS THROWING UP

OVER THE NEWLY CLEANED FL O O R

MINHYUN LOWKEY WANTS TO THROW UP HIMSELF

INH A L ES

IT’s ok

it was worse on a friday night

or saturday early morning

minhyun was just,,,,, ready for a nap

and so without knowing, his eyes end up closing by themselves

until he was woken by junior inspector! jaehwan

“lol hyung if your that tired we could change spots-”

“as long as i’m breathing, you’re not getting promoted”

he has no idea how jaehwan even made it thus far

“what do you need now?”

minhyun says as he sits up in his chair

“we finaLLY GOT YOU AN ASSISTANT!!!!”

“what”

“all of us thought that you were working way too hard,,,, sOOOOooOoOO WE GOT YOU A GIFT!!!”

“i’m not a thing to be given, kim jaehwan”

you said, popping into minhyun’s sight from behind jaehwan

“oops??”

you ignored jaehwan lol

“hi!! i’m y/n! i’ll be assisting you from now on!!!!”

“oh,,,, uh,,,, hi,,,,, are you trained?”

trained???

what are you???? a dog????

honestly,,,,

you were just looking for a job to earn some extra money while you look for a stable job

and as if it was a miracle!!!11!!111

your old friend fromm high school, kim jaehwan, rang you up and asked if you were interested in working with a good looking dude

aka him

you shot him down

“ok how about a more average looking dude”

you agreed because wow you were running out of instant noodles

and real quick too

hE NEVER TOLD YOU ANYTHING ABOUT THIS JOB????

HE JUST CAME OVER ONE DAY AND SORTA KIDNAPPED YOU OVER TO THE STATION

YOU WERE NOT DRESSED PROFFESSIONALLY

to this day, you’re still suspicious about how jaehwan knew you needed a job

he said that he had magical powers

in reality though

he saw your snapchat story

ft. your cat and you complaining about how much your wallet was crying

and thought about how tired minhyun looked everyday

anD CONNECTED DOTS

back to your awk asf meeting with your boss

“ha,,,, tr a in e d????”

“o H,,,,, UM IT’S OK,,, I’LL JUST TEACH YOU HOW TO DO THE PAPERWORK”

cue jaehwan wiping invisible tears

“ah,,,, minhyun finally gets to relax a little *fake sobs*”

“you can leave now”

you and minhyun say at the same time

and you figured that the two of you would get along just fine

skip forward a few weeks

you and minhyun weren’t the stiff pair from two weeks ago

in fact, you two didn’t seem like just co-workers

after taking off some of the weight from minhyun’s shoulders, minhyun seemed more energetic

instead of sitting at his desk tiredly after a day of work, he’d bring in two cups of hot coffee and meet you with a bright smile

you would return his smile of course

you and minhyun had this system were you would take most of the paper work and minhyun would take care of anything that requires him to physically be there lol

and he would return every evening with two cups of coffee and his 1000000 watt smile

iT WAS ADORABLE

ALL THE OTHER OFFICERS LOWKEY COO OVER YOU TWO

IT WAS LIKE YOU GUYS WERE AN OLD MARRIED COUPLE TO BE HONEST

IT SEEMED LIKE YOU’VE DONE THIS JOB TOGETHER FOR YEARS

also,,,, they’ve seen the way minhyun looks away from his share of the work just to stare at you

he loves how hard working you are

of course, you were adorable normally buT SOMEHOW

YOU GET 10x MORE WHEN YOU’RE CONCENTRATING

but uh

minhyun was hopeless with girls

his co-workers figured that out

with a helpful tip off from jaehwan lmao

they legit have a group chat dedicated to playing cupid for you two

mostly gossips though

“heY JAEHWAN HAVE THEY COME BACK FROM THEIR STROLL YET???”

by stroll they mean the night duties minhyun has around the block

he takes you along with him soooooo 👀👀👀👀

you’d be lying if you said that minhyun didn’t look 10x as good under the streetlights at night

you’d also be lying if you said that you had no feelings for him

YOU LOWKEY GET A HEART ATTACK WHENEVER YOU LOOK AT HIM

HOW DOES SOMEONE SO ETHEREAL EXIST

and his cute actions don’t help either

he openly complains to you whenever some drunk person throws up on the tiles he cleaned personally h o u r s before

spoiler

he looks cute whining

you didn’t think he cared as much about you as you care for him

untilll ll ll lllllll 👀 👀 👀 👀

one day

you weren’t feeling 100%

so you rang up the station and told them that you were gonna take a day off

but for some reason cough the other officers purposely didn’t say anything cough minhyun didn’t get the message

when he arrived at the station, he expected you to be at your desk (less than three meters away from his own) like you were every day

bUT YOU WE R EN ‘T

enter: panic mode

he thinks that you had enough of him and quit without telling him

minhyun gets your address from jaehwan

who was totally ready and even had your address written down on a piece of paper

minhyun didn’t even think about it lol

he zoomed over to your place

you were just lounging on your couch, your roommate gone to work for the day

you were trying your best to not let snot flow out of your nose l ma o

while going through your phone

until you heard,

frANTIC KNOCKING

your phone dropped onto your face

thAT SHIT HURTS

YOUR CAT RAN AWAY FROM YOU FROM THE NOISE IT MADE LMAO

wincing, you shuffle towards the door

not looking through the peephole, you open the door, still rubbing your nose lol

there stood hwang minhyun, emperor of the hongdae police station, trying his best to catch his breath

THE BOY RAN ALL THE WAY HERE

PROPS TO YOU MY MAN

“what- minhyun? what are you doing-”

minhyun suddenly holds you in a tight ass hug

“i’m so sorry for whatever i’ve done to offend you,,,, please don’t hate me”

you’re confused™

“what are you talking about? i took a day off because i wasn’t feeling well”

O H

W E L L

I S N ’ T T H I S A W K W A R D

clears throat awkwardly

also releases you awkwardly

rubs neck awkwardly

“i thought that,,,, maybe i did something,,,,, and you quit the job,,,”

he said his voice getting smaller with each word

yOU LAUGHED

“YOU’RE ADORABLE”

minhyun becomes mintomato

“a-anyway,,, you said you weren’t feeling well? i guess i’ll make you some soup then.”

he pushes you aside and lets himself in

iNHALES SHARPLY

THE MESS YOU HAVE MADE WITH YOUR TISSUES

“y/n. what is this?”

“ah shit”

minhyun turns to you with the creepiest smile

you immediately ran to chuck the used tissues away

minhyun somehow digs out your rubber gloves and sanitizer in the meantime

and starts spraying e v e r y t h i n g

makes you sit on the couch and not do anything

after he’s satisfied that everything was spotless

he turns to make you soup

you sigh in relief because thaNK THE HEAVENS YOUR ROOMMATE WENT GROCERY SHOPPING YESTERDAY

so you sit on the couch, on your phone, as minhyun slaves away in the kitchen

you look over once in a while

you saw him cutting vegetables (bOYF MATERIAL RIGHT THERE LADIES)

you also saw him ringing up the station presumably making some excuse that he couldn’t make it anymore (the co-workers know exactly what he was doing tho 👀👀)

then you saw him mucking around on his phone

seemingly like he was texting???

jaehwan perhaps

bUT UNKNOWN TO YOU

MINHYUN WAS GOING OVER WHAT TO SAY FOR HIS GREAT CONFESSION PLAN™

while the soup was taking it’s time obviously

he was typing out phrases in his messaging app

the contact being you

y/n i like you. date me

too straight-forward. no

y/n your honestly the most prettiest girl i’ve ever met lets go on a date

ew too cheesy. no

y/n i like you and your dumb quirks. even though your sick right now, you’re still the most adorable human being i’ve ever seen

lol too dumb. no-

oH SHIT

HIS THUMB BRUSHED THE SEND BUTTON

AND

SENT

HE HEARS THE DING FROM THE OTHER ROOM

OH SHI-

“hey minhyun did you just send me a message?”

“y ea h ?”

he squeaked

you chuckle

“hey,, come here for a bit”

he shuffles over

you pull him by the collar and press a small kiss on his cheek

“i like you and your dumb clean freak self as well”

minhyun squeaks again

in happiness

“so,,,,,, are we,,,,, you know,,,,, a thing now?”

“if you want us to be”

yOU WERE SMILING SO BRIGHT

MINHYUN COULDN’T HELP BUT LET OUT A CUTE GRIN

“what excuse did you tell the station?”

you asked

“i said that my girlfriend was sick and i had to take care of her”

???????????

LIES

minhyun actually said something about his dog being sick

was he implying that you were a dog????? because minhyun doesn’t own a dog??????

you’re a trained dog now

minhyun grows red in embarassment

whAT DID HE JUST SA Y

and he withers in it until you realize something

“um minhyun?”

“yeah?”

“the soup,,,,, it’s boiling and spashing out,,,,,”

MINHYUN BASICALLY FLASHED HIS WAY INTO THE KITCHEN

YOU’VE NEVER SEEN SOMEONE RUN SO FAST IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE

ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH AN IDIOT POLICE OFFICER YOU NOOB

wow isn’t minhyun lowkey kinda ooc here. this is the shortest thing i’ve ever written at 1.6k,,,,, but it still took fo r ev er. DISCLAIMER: i have no idea about how the police work,,, everything here is from my imagination and the dramas i’ve watched sodufbvsb

in other news, wanna one has wrecked apricot, she is no longer alive. i juST WANT ONGNIEL TO BE HAPPY SOBS

in other, other news, happy one month kiddos!!! i love you all and stay healthy!! full length scenarios will be back after my exams!!! wait for me <3333

#wanna one #hwang minhyun #produce 101 #police officer! au #broduce 101 #wanna one scenarios #kpop #kpop scenarios #pledis #nuest scenarios #nuest #hwang minhyun scenarios #wanna one imagines #wanna one aus #hwang minhyun imagines #hwang minhyun aus

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shaydixons · 7 years

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(P1) OK, so there's this girl I've liked for a bit over a year (if not longer, I'm honestly not sure) n we're super close n joke n hangout all the time, we text privately n we have amazing chemistry. So when we started school this semester, I kinda noticed a change in her behavior n a change in how she interacts w/ me. She keeps lingering on me when we make eye contact, she always expects me to sit by her, we tease each other all the time and flirt like crazy. (Also she's Bi n we discuss girls--

(P2) –all the time, so I know she could totally be into me). Anyway, I went to this party a few weeks ago w/ the ONLY friend who knows I have a crush on her, then a stranger from another class in my grade came up to me and asked me if there was something between n this girl (let’s call her Hayley, cuz that’s gay AF) n he was like “r u guys a thing or something, cuz u’d b so cute together n I saw how u looked @ each other in class this afternoon, ur soooo cute, I’m dying!!!” N u see, by now–

(P3) –I’d had a few drinks (I was totally gone) n I thought “hey, u know what stranger that I pretty much never even acknowledge otherwise, ur right! We would be soooo cute!” So I texted her n told her I was crushing on her (bad idea ofc n I can not tell u exactly what I texted her cuz drunk me deleted all my texts) but I do remember that she pretty much shrugged me off w/ a “lol” n she never really told whether she liked me or she didn’t, she just kinda avoided the contextual question.–

(P4) –So by now it’s been about 2-3 weeks since that whole event, n she hasn’t asked me about it once n I’m too embarrassed to talk to her about it, but I’ve fallen so hard for her, it feels like I’ll never get up from this! But I am kinda giving up cuz Idk what to do n I’ve been trying to stop feeling the way I do about her. But every time I look at her, I just can’t help but smile, or imagine myself holding her hand or hugging her or cuddling w/ her. It’s just so frustrating!! Plz help!!!

ok!! honestly the first part of this is so gay that i’m kinda suprised she would just shrug it off? it’s still possible that she has a crush on you imo but i would recommend talking about it with her! tell her how you feel and how you think you guys would totally work as a couple and then at least you’ll know how she feels so that will be a weight off your back! and if she doesn’t reciprocate then at least you know you need to start getting over her (try tinder!!) rather than just wondering about what she’s feeling. it’ll be difficult to talk about but it’s really the best option, and at least you both can talk about how you feel and begin to work it out!

#ask #let me know how it goes!!!

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swearronchanel · 7 years

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Back by popular demand

I’m so sorry I said I would have this done by last Saturday night but I was away for the weekend and drove back home to Nyc (then I spent the week babysitting & being distracted re watching The Mary Tyler Moore Show) Anyway! It has been *too* damn long since I’ve watched Call the Midwife and done one of these commentaries™! I’m pretty sure I stopped once I got to the end of my semester/finals week & since I’ve been done for the summer time’s just gotten away from me but - lets watch 4.1 ..

dedicated to all of you ofc but this episode in particular for @beatrix-franklin <3 *cause she asked*

Lets get right to it

The credits already seem weird without the color 😂 wow

oh hello fresh baby welcome to the outside world

Patsy’s smile! omg so cute

“Earth is the smallest of magnificent things & the greatest of little ones”✨

Trixie messing up her eyeliner is me af

How with the awkward length hair she still is a bombshell? goals

the freaking milk man 😂 idk why it’s funny but it is

“What name is it?” “Well we thought Nicholas if it was a boy” LOL POOR NERVOUS DAD

“IT’S NOW OR NEVERRRR” was this the only time Elvis has played on Ctm?! cause that is Not acceptable

I just wanna hear Can’t ! Help ! Falling ! In ! Love ! With ! You ! Is ! That ! Too Much To Ask! ? Like it came out in ‘61

“Magic carpet midwifery service” she’s a charmer that beatrix

Imagine having a baby in a damn car yikes kill me rather die

she said privacy the ¿American? Way and sounds so much better 😂

“Turn that radio down! You wouldn’t want to be reminded of this every time you hear Elvis Presley” 😂😭

Her knee in vomit bless u Trix omg, i hate vomit

I miss Sister MJ & Sister E’s little arguments 😂😭😭 r i p

“Bravo old thing!” AW CHUMMY

I miss her sometimes but ah well

Remember when Patsy’s hair was so pretty and not a fugly wig

LMAO CHUMMY TRYING TO DRIVE

I shouldn’t be talking tho bc I *still* don’t have a license

I wanna know what it’s like to sit on the other side of the car, someone fly me out to the UK

Sister MJ reminiscing.. my heart..gone

Lol Babs is on her way omg

“It might be unsettling to see friends replaced by strangers but everyone is welcome here and all must be cherished” 😭 we gotta remember this next series

Here comes Gilbert (psa I hate the headbands I’m sorry, I hate them on everyone)

Aw bby Shelagh

LOL SHE TRIED IT

Like she had that pram all out 😂

The kids making go karts tis lit

Babs dropping everything I feel

If Sister MJ doesn’t greet you at the door did you really get to Nonnatus?

I HOPE SHE GREETS LUCILLE

OMG SISTER MJ’S CRINGE I LOVE IT

“Put down the bananas, they are superfluous to the situation” ICONIC

Shrixie interaction🙌🏻💖 my bbys

I need more in series 7 & preferably not work related

and yes if you missed it shrixie is officially a thing

Ah Gary and Coral breaking my heart

“Some months ago Dr Turner and I adopted a baby girl” 😭😭

Sister MJ snatching the biscuit is also me

DR SPOCK 😂 truly the 60s

“Americans are foreign, they do it all different” hey but we used to be British tho

And yes we can indeed get evaporated milk here, how would you make flan without it?

Ah it’s fine, my mom didn’t breast feed us & well at least my brother is good😂

Hey look Shelagh in a cardigan, surpise

at least it’s not blue

“I read it in the lancet” Alright smart boy. Plot twist if he doesn’t go to med school

“We’ve got wet rot and dry rot at home” LMAO BARBARA

Now I wonder whose handwriting that note is

“Well I’m allowing it” that’s my gal trixie

Chin chin 😉🥂

I wanna drink with the nurses, I wanna be their friends : concept, the nurses party with me at penn state and we fight nasty frat boyz and steal their disgustingly warm beer

The silk pyjamas👏🏼 I need

Pats and Trixie dancing ✨ I miss & will continue to miss their friendship

LMAO I KNOW THAT LOOK, BABS HAS GOT THE SPINS

it’s ok, we��ve all been there :)

“Good giddy aunt!” My new catchphrase

Barbara’s truly white girl wasted

Trixie asking Fred for a milk basket💔

“This love will lasttt” strictly bops on ctm

lol Barbara is less clumsy now at least, character growth😂 :’)

“Putting on a brave face - I know what it feels like” oh trix I feel bby💔😭

I feel like sister E would’ve had a love-hate relationship with me, if you know I was there and this was all exactly real

“You’re a midwife, not a can can dancer”

larks in the parks ay

gary pouring the milk through the mail slot kills me 💔

Shelagh’s dress here was cute, I don’t think she’s worn it since ??

it’s fine looks like she’s got a new turquoise outfit this year lol

hey my cousin was born 33 weeks, oh wait I think 32 actually

Is that the mucus extractor

“Everyone has to have something that makes them happy” oh gary😭

aye bendito he said he’s shamed he smells omg

* one moment * // ok never mind my cousins just face timing me to rub in my face that she’s in Puerto Rico And I’m not

Omg I wanna cry these poor kids 💔😞

The only bright side is some Shrixie 😭

Anytime Sister MJ says it’s something she can do I wanna cry

Please give me a scene of Sister MJ playing with Angela 😭 she’s a gem and so cute with kids

bye I’m cryin

Maison Trixie 😭😭

More Trixie interacting with children as well pls even tho I’m cryin

Aw Patrick bringing Shelagh tea “this house is so full of love” I LOV U

stupid Netflix cut this scene

NURSING AND MIDWIFERY MISS YOU TOO SHELAGH

Sister MJ spotting Sister E in pain omg my heart

“I don’t like to see sad faces” THERE IS SOMETHING IN MY EYE

“You don’t forget what it’s like to be putting on a show..” IM DROWNING IN MY OWN TEARS 😢

Good work Babs for the breast milk pumping idea, v proud kid

What a bitch. I know you didn’t ask for this & they wouldn’t tie your tubes but you didn’t have to neglect your freaking kids w t f

makes me so angry

Tom proposed omg I forgot

they weren’t right for each other but they were pretty damn cute😭 but they’re together irl and it’s great like What an attractive couple #jelen😻

Yass Shelagh the navy suit work it gal, show off that figure

wonder what the post pregnancy wardrobe is lookin like

“Put your head on my shoulderrrr"🎼

Split up and sent to Australia! they deserved better😭

Sister MJ and food is the actual best relationship on the show end of story

"Joy is not felt less exquisitely because the moment flys and if we can taste it, we know that we are blessed” 💛

THE END, IT’s BEEN REAL

#im back with the nonsense #my commentaries™#call the midwife

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soap-brain · 7 years

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oooo so i got tagged by both @elroymarvelous (something like a week ago i’m so sorry) and @greetings-from-the-suffer-puppet (yesterday :p) to do this alphabet questions thing! let’s go!!

a - age: 19

b - birthplace: düsseldorf, nrw (it’s in germany) (it’s the best city in germany) (95 olé)

c - current time: 11:38 am

d - drink you had last: some neat sparkling water, also i pretended to drink chips rings but they’re solid so idk whether that counts

e - easiest person to talk to: @greetings-from-the-suffer-puppet , cause we have somehow absolutely /no/ need for filters and we’ve talked about some things we would never, ever talk about with other people :D (hey ryn, remember the scintillating convo we had recently involving chrispy? good times) and also @loststarlight bc she’s a very bad person who got me into a ship and enables me to write fic for it and sends me unacceptable photo posts and totally made me watch doom!! which i didn’t want to do.. at.. all *sweats nervously and holds hand over pocket that’s def not bulging with karl pics... and bruce... and chrispy...*

f - favorite song: atm it’s a tie between sabotage by the beastie boys and ..... every time we touch by cascada (look, i’m technically a rock person, but sometimes it’s midnight, you’ve had about 5hrs of sleep every night, you know you have at least one more hour of super complicated chemistry to do, you’ve had a long ass day, you’re really hungry, just had a bowl of cereal and are fast approaching an ultra sugar high. what better to party with than that song??)

g - grossest memory: story time! during grades 9-12, i sometimes liked walking home instead of doing the hour long tram and bus ride. idk, it was a self reflection / relaxing thing, which i still kinda do. there was a short tunnel i had to go through. nothing scary, it was literally just the street and a pavement on each side, it was short, well lit, in an okay neighborhood, there were frequently people around etc. so really, really, not scary / gross. one day i’m walking and i see a guy of maybe my age coming towards me ahead of me, so i go to one side of the pavement, while he goes to the other, i’m doing the staring ahead thing which will morph into a lightning quick checking the other person over thing once we pass each other. it’s a thing i do. so we’re just about to pass each other, and he pushes up his tee shirt (it was summer/spring) and ... there’s just... his erection. which he consciously shows to me. and he says something which i didn’t hear cause i’m listening to music, but i do physically recoil a little, my shoulder brushes the tunnel wall but i keep walking, pretending nothing happened, and i remember thinking to myself “the fact that you know now that you won’t believe yourself later that you didn’t make this up is the only thing that’ll make you believe it really happened.”, and just because i know i thought that then already, i believe myself that i didn’t make it up cause man, i kinda wanted to pretend it didn’t happen. and that’s the story of the first ever real life erection i saw! yay! now you know things about me you didn’t want to know!

h - horror yes or no: noooooo pls i get scared easily. even bad horror movies (ie doom) can scare me a bit. esp jumpscares??? the worst imo

i - in love?: nah. never been, either *shrug emoji*

j - jealous of people?: klasjdlfjasdlf i get really jealous of how people manage to socially interact with such ease?? and just... talk to other people and aren’t awkward and make friends?? a wild concept

k - killed someone?: ok so i know we should all either answer something cool and quirky or no!! of course not!! but i have a story. (fuck ok now y’all think i actually killed a person. disclaimer: i didn’t. but i was close) ok so i was doing my three months mandatory nurse work for studying medicine, and around the second month there was this old lady (93yo i think), who’d just gotten i think a new hip? and before her op she was surprisingly mobile with her walking frame and just really cute and chipper and also scared of her op. afterwards, she went to the icu, as was scheduled bc she was so old, and and then she got back to her regular station, and she was slowly but surely learning how to sit up and stand up again and then also walk. she had major pain problems and her leg had gotten stiff, but she really was a champ, and i really liked her. also, to make some infusions (ie pain meds) easier, she’d gotten a central venous catheter, ie a catheter into the vein right at the bottom of her neck. and then it was time to take it out bc she’d gotten so much better, and there was a doctor there and i was just doing some work or something in the same room (i think we just got done helping the patient dress), and the doctor knew i wanted to study medicine, so she asked me whether i wanted to take it out with her help. i said yes, and then the doctor got a call and took it and told me to go ahead and detach the iv drip line from the catheter. which i did. then i waited for the doctor to finish her call to tell me the next step. she was done just as the patient started feeling faint and started to lose feeling in the arm on the side the central venous catheter was in. long story short, she was rushed to the icu again, because what i didn’t know was that you had to close the catheter, and i’d essentially pulled off the stopper as well, and she ended up having no blood in certain parts of her brain, which i think ended up as a terminal condition for her. she lived, but she had a very, very hard time getting better again and i think she never fully recovered. so. yeah. that’s my story on how i almost killed a person.

l - love at first sight or should I walk past again?: definitely walk past again :D looks and mannerism can be very deceiving

m - middle name: inge brigitte

n - number of siblings: 2

o - one wish: to get my shit together lmao

p - person i called last: i think my dad?? about photoshop?

q - question you’re always asked: probably about my one weird tooth maybe? or what i did between school and uni

r - reason to smile: getting messages / people willingly interacting with me, horses, when life is going good, when i can be proud of myself for a reason, when there’s music making me feel good things, star trek

s - song you last sang: i don’t sing. i’d sometimes like to, but i feel too awkward cause i’ve been told that i can’t sing at all, so like...

t - time you woke up: 6:47 am the first time, then sometime around 8

u - underwear color: white

v - vacation: this probably ties in with all the “places you wanna visit” ask games, so the answer has to be most of europe, northern america, iceland, australia, parts of asia, parts of africa, space, berlin

w - worst habit: picking at my skin.... and procrastinating!

y - your favorite food: well my fave meal would be garlic bread, a medium steak with fries and beans and either lava cake or crème brûlée for dessert, along with an apple martini; but my fav normal food would be spaghetti bolognese and ... chocolate-y sweets (and truffles. oh boy i want some truffles now)

z - zodiac: libra

i’m tagging @loststarlight, @chameleon-kirk, @bottomkirk, @mccoysbi, @lieutenant-sapphic, @trappist-1p and everyone else who wants to do this!! esp all my new followers - if you wanna do this, tag me so i can get to know y’all!!

#captains log #tag games

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eirianerisdar · 7 years

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Alphabet Tag Game

Got tagged by @zannatinuviel ages ago but exams intervened so here we are...finally...

A - age: 21

B - birthplace: Hong Kong

C - current time: 11:16 PM

D - drink you had last: Oolong tea *still gulping it down*

E - easiest person to talk to: My twin, who’s in the UK. It’s been four years since we’ve had to spend most of the year apart, so I’m somewhat more used to it now. I used to keep turning around to tell her something and she wouldn’t be there.

F - favorite song: “Sound the Bugle” - Bryan Adams, Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron

G - grossest memory: Uh. I’ve dissected people before as part of med school but probably the time my dad ignored my warning and pushed in a new sofa too quickly and eviscerated a gecko in the process, right next to my foot

Edit: OH WAIT I FORGOT THE TIME WE WERE SENT DOWN TO EMERGENCY SURGERY TO LOOK AT STUFF AND CAME UPON THE LOWER GI TEAM WHO HAD JUST OPENED UP A WOMAN WHO CAME IN WITH ABDOMINAL DISTENSION - and they were there, holding an ovary the size of a boulder. It was a foot in diameter. I’m not joking. And we’re standing there staring at it and they go, “Hey, students! This was thought to be our specialty but it’s obviously not so we’re calling the gynaecologist over here before we cut it out. Look at this! Can you name what this this is under it-”

H - horror yes or no: Nope. Unless it’s horror in the form of violence and not tension. Then I’m ok.

I - in love? With God, yes.

J - jealous of people? Nope

K - killed someone? I’ve cut a cadaver’s brain out of its skull does that count

L - love at first sight or walk past again? With music, yes. Images, too. Little actions are what make you fall in love.

M - middle name: My middle name is my Chinese name, like most people who have Chinese and English names. It has the same meaning as my English name: peace.

N - number of siblings: Two. An elder twin and a younger sister.

O - one wish: For my friends to share in the peace and happiness I have.

P - person I last called: My mum, about my grandfather’s torn posterior cruciate ligament

Q - question you’re always asked: “Where did you go to school?” which is the newer Caucasian version of the old “How is your English so good?” that I used to get when I was younger - because I’m Chinese and I’ve never been educated out of HK but my English is excellent so apparently that’s...confusing...for many Westerners who meet me (it really shouldn’t).

R - reason to smile: Faith, family, good music (Metal Meets Imperial March good) and writing.

S - song you last sang? Mr. Blue Sky - Electric Light Orchestra (I watched Guardians of the Galaxy Vol.2 last week and it destroyed me)

T - time you woke up? 5:15 AM this morning for some last-minute cramming before an exam. Came back and passed out for three hours after.

U - underwear color: Don’t...remember...

V - vacation: HOLIDAY. Holiday. New Zealand, to see all the LOTR sites.

W - worst habit: I tend to run and jump around like an idiot when I’m at home and a plot bunny finds me. It’s embarrassing.

X - x-rays? Teeth, before (my twin and I aren’t identical, but we look very much alike and are missing the same mature premolar)

Y - your favorite food: My mum’s lasagne (which she makes very rarely, but is the best in the world)

Z - zodiac sign: Scorpio

Tagging (not sure if you’ve done it already) @starwarsbookshelf, @olikard, @waldwasser, @lmhersch, @legobiwan

#tag game #<3 #personal

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internetdetectives · 4 years

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11/11/19 - Chat with Erika

Erika_XP💚: "Oh my lord I am so sleepy”

Slinky Stinks△: "Dudes”

Slinky Stinks△: "I can't stay up untyl 11/11”

Slinky Stinks△: "I'm too sleepy”

Xenquility: "Dude

Xenquility: "sleep now and wake up later”

Xenquility: "If you're gonna sleep do it early”

Xenquility: "Cause it's only 4:30 est

Erika_XP💚: "I was supposed to sleep a while ago but I cant actually bring myself to sleep I am so excited and worried”

Xenquility: "Probably a good while till jid starts”

Slinky Stinks△: "B r u h”

Slinky Stinks△: "I gotta go 2 school”

Xenquility: "o”

Slinky Stinks△: "I can just stay up and drink redbull tho”

Slinky Stinks△: "That was my summer plans for two weeks”

The Sun: "All who get cancer from my radiance weren't born to bear the gifts I give unto them. :ArmLeft: :dawn: :ArmRight:”

Erika_XP💚: "Those things are rubbish”

Erika_XP💚: "poison really”

Slinky Stinks△: "I'm so brave, I sunbath WITHOUT CREAM”

Slinky Stinks△: "brUH”

The Sun: "Wtf is an erika”

Slinky Stinks△: "THAT COMEBACK WAS”

Slinky Stinks△: "LMAO XEN UR DED”

Slinky Stinks△: "SHE KILLED U”

Xenquility: "She uh”

Xenquility: "said”

Erika_XP💚: "Im sorry are you ok”

Xenquility: "ur mum”

Xenquility: "If that's a comeback I'm jumping off a roof”

Xenquility: "Why am I doing this anyways”

Xenquility: "What's life anymore”

Slinky Stinks△: "Shut up xen ur ded”

Slinky Stinks△: "She got chu”

Erika_XP💚: "I did not know my own strength on that one I feared I shattered you”

Erika_XP💚: "OH GOD THIS IMAGE DISTURBS ME FOR SOME REASON”

Slinky Stinks△: "Well then prepare for the day your skeleton gets freedom”

Slinky Stinks△: "It is uncomfortable inside a meat vessel”

Erika_XP💚: "I have delt with scarier”

Erika_XP💚: "I once watched the regiminis video but at 11:11 at night alone outside on my laptop”

Xenquility: "ok you do not exist”

Xenquility: "you are not real”

(...)

Erika_XP💚: "I think I passed out for a moment but I think may have just woken up in time to make sure Tyler is ok”

Erika_XP💚: "@IIIII Tyler I am sure you are busy and can't see this but GOOD LUCK I have been saying prayers for you this whole day”

ADULT_LINK△: "just a uh”

ADULT_LINK△: "suggestion”

IIIII: "Jesus h christ fuck off”

ADULT_LINK△: "people tend to get annoyed when ya ping em needlessly”

Erika_XP💚: "I just wanted to make sure you were ok I am sorry”

Eevee Reborn: "Erika has severe stokholm syndrome”

Erika_XP💚: "Would you kindly sod off”

DensO Burton: "Oh god”

Ross the Claus 🎄: ":0”

Eevee Reborn: "Erika: exists”

Eevee Reborn: "Tyler: rabid foaming mad demon”

Xenquility: "It's like watching a disaster in slow motion”

DensO Burton: "Ok erika how do u imagine tyler's d”

DensO Burton: "Sorry”

Erika_XP💚: "I beg your pardon?”

DensO Burton: "Just a joke”

Erika_XP💚: "Sorry I am really socially awkward ^^;”

DensO Burton: "Don't worry it wss a BAD joke”

/Mr. Circle\: "i'm ashamed of the voice i read erika's messages in after "sod off"”

DensO Burton: "Lol”

/Mr. Circle\: "soteetos”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 10:56 PM: “ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʀᴜᴅᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ.”

otherLiam 10:57 PM: "I’m surprised you joined us in here. Not worried about our chats being monitored?”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 10:58 PM: "sᴇᴇᴍs ᴘᴏɪɴᴛʟᴇss ɴᴏᴡ.”

Densgivin 10:58 PM: "Hey”

Ross the Claus 🎄 10:58 PM: "hey ghost”

Xenquility 10:58 PM: "Nice role….”

otherLiam 10:59 PM: "Anything interesting going on?”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:00 PM: "ɪᴛ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ, ɪ ᴀssᴜᴍᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀᴏᴘ ɪɴ.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:00 PM: "ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏʟᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ɪᴍᴘʀᴏᴘᴇʀ, xᴇɴ?”

Xenquility 11:00 PM: "Just the name”

Xenquility 11:00 PM: "Mainly the /”

Xenquility 11:00 PM: "and the \”

Xenquility 11:00 PM: "Anyways, seems more than coincidental the "Time to drop in” is 11/11”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:02 PM: “ɪ'ʟʟ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:02 PM: "ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀᴛɪsꜰɪᴇᴅ?”

Xenquility 11:03 PM: "Very”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:04 PM: "ɪ'ᴍ ɢʟᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ɢɪꜰᴛ.”

Xenquility 11:05 PM: "Im dumb”

Xenquility 11:05 PM: "no surprise there”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:05 PM: "ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴀᴅᴇᴍᴀʀᴋ ꜰᴏɴᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ.”

Xenquility 11:06 PM: "Yeah I got it now”

Xenquility 11:06 PM: "My brain likes to act before I think”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:06 PM: "ɪ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅɪsᴄᴜssɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴄᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴇxᴛ.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:06 PM: "ᴘᴇʀʜᴀᴘs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴜɴsᴀᴛɪsꜰᴀᴄᴛᴏʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴀɴᴏɪᴀ ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ.”

Xenquility 11:07 PM: "No, my original text was me snarkily saying "What gift?” before I realised it was the video”

Xenquility 11:07 PM: “I’m surprised there aren’t as many people here right now”

Xenquility 11:07 PM: ”(Everyone here raise your hand)”

Ross the Claus 🎄 11:09 PM: “:raised_back_of_hand:”

Xenquility 11:09 PM: "Liam was here but has disappeared in the past two minutes or so”

Eevee Reborn 11:10 PM: "Hand”

Xenquility 11:11 PM: "Hey Ghosty, just to confirm, what day and year is it for you?”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:11 PM: "11/11 2019”

Xenquility 11:11 PM: "Good”

Xenquility 11:11 PM: "Should we be doing anything to help those in the past?”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:12 PM: "ɪᴛ’s ᴀʟsᴏ 11:11”

Erika_XP💚 11:12 PM: ”@IIIII This is the pivitol moment I always assume. TYLER LET US KNOW IF YOU ARE OK”

Ross the Claus 🎄 11:12 PM: “fucking stop”

IIIII 11:13 PM: "not only is it 11:12 but you are single handedly the most annoying little fuck to ever grace this group”

Erika_XP💚 11:13 PM: "Im just glad to know you are ok”

IIIII 11:13 PM: "NO NO I AM NOT OK ACTUALLY”

otherLiam 11:14 PM: "this has now crossed over into obvious trolling”

IIIII 11:14 PM: "were yuo expecting a fucking video?”

Xenquility 11:14 PM: "Can we just ban them at this point”

IIIII 11:14 PM: ”@Erika_XP💚”

IIIII 11:14 PM: “@Erika_XP💚”

IIIII 11:14 PM: ”@Erika_XP💚”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:15 PM: “ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜʏ.”

IIIII 11:16 PM: "Fucking a yuo dumb bitch dont worry there will be a video tonight its just going to be late now because I had to sit here and call you an annoying cunt for distracting me”

ADULT_LINK 11:18 PM: "oof”

Erika_XP💚 11:18 PM: ”@ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ I dont think he is usually like this I think he is just having a bad time considering the day. I will harden myself as well!”

ADULT_LINK 11:19 PM: “snrk”

Erika_XP💚 11:19 PM: "what is this short for?”

otherLiam 11:21 PM: "Assuming you aren’t trolling because I’m bored, it’s not short for anything. It’s the sound of someone holding in a laugh.”

ARGdov 11:23 PM: "oh shit I missed soem shit”

otherLiam 11:23 PM: "not much”

otherLiam 11:23 PM: "mostly just ghostbabel joined”

otherLiam 11:23 PM: "and tyler yelled at erika for being annoying”

ARGdov 11:23 PM: "well I also see someone got chewed out lol”

ARGdov 11:23 PM: "astounding”

QuoteBOT 11:26 PM: "Ok erika how do u imagine tyler’s d”

ARGdov 11:26 PM: "ive heard its quite a lot for most to manage tbh”

ARGdov 11:26 PM: "so Im wondering too”

Erika_XP💚 11:27 PM: "Ok I get that I am annoying, I remind myself of this often. But I see no reason for all the awful aggression. I only excuse it because of who we are talking about here and considering the situation.”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:27 PM: "ɪ sᴇᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ.”

Eevee Reborn 11:27 PM: "The fuck”

Xenquility 11:27 PM: "Actually you are needed”

ARGdov 11:27 PM: "nope”

Xenquility 11:27 PM: "We always need you”

IIIII 11:27 PM: "You were literally never needed”

ADULT_LINK 11:27 PM: "hi ghost”

ARGdov 11:27 PM: "as usual we are capable of tearing ourselves apart on our own”

ADULT_LINK 11:27 PM: "howsit goin”

otherLiam 11:27 PM: "okay hang on what is happening here”

IIIII 11:27 PM: "can you stop fucking larping”

ARGdov 11:28 PM: "Im lost”

ARGdov 11:28 PM: "if tylers fucking ooc why is ghost not ooc”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:28 PM: "ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ?”

otherLiam 11:28 PM: "That’s what I’m wondering”

Eevee Reborn 11:28 PM: "This went from trial of fire to full on…. dammnit, Dov’s watching”

ADULT_LINK 11:28 PM: "oof”

ARGdov 11:28 PM: "lol what did I do now”

ɢʜᴏsᴛʙᴀʙᴇʟ 11:28 PM: "ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛʜɪs, ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ, ᴀᴅɪᴇᴜ.”

IIIII: "Oh trust me I would fucking love to dumbass”

otherLiam: "Is this ooc?”

ARGdov: "night, ghost”

Eevee Reborn: "Oof”

ARGdov: ".....if it is Im confused.”

otherLiam: "I can’t even fucking tell anymore.”

ARGdov: "but also if I start asking Tyler questions I feel like it'll annoy him more lol”

Erika_XP💚: "what does ooc mean?”

ARGdov: "out of character”

ADULT_LINK△: ":eye::eye:”

Eevee Reborn: "I'll ask him a question”

IIIII: "@Erika_XP💚 it means none of this is real and you are a stupid cunt brb”

ARGdov: "gosh”

otherLiam: "ok so he is ooc”

otherLiam: "but is talking to characters”

ARGdov: "weird”

ARGdov: "still dunno what you mean by this xD”

otherLiam: "by the way eevee, it’s become clear this is a troll”

Eevee Reborn: "You guys are brutal”

ARGdov: "this is certainly a new form of trolling tbh”

ARGdov: "acting like a fangirl who wants sempai to notice her”

ARGdov: "this is forwarding the field of trolling quite a bit, it used to be you barged in and called people slurs and made them mad”

Eevee Reborn: "Quick, let's play bolero of fire so Erikas epic trial of fire has a soundtrack”

ARGdov: "this is much more subtle”

ARGdov: "much more sinister”

otherLiam: "where’ve you been, trolling has advanced quite a bit”

ARGdov: "much more traditionally feminine”

ARGdov: "she deserves an award”

otherLiam: "i’m gonna laugh when it turns out this is just wolfcat on another screen”

Erika_XP💚: "I dont know where this "trolling" idea comes from”

Xenquility: "Honestly the wolf idea has come to my head a few times”

Eevee Reborn: "Feminine troll”

ARGdov: "@Erika_XP💚 I present to you this honorary doctrate in trolling”

ARGdov: "oh my gosh”

Xenquility: "fuckdsf”

ARGdov: "this being Wolf”

ARGdov: "that makes a lot of sense”

ARGdov: "but also like”

ARGdov: "I dunno if he'd do that”

ARGdov: "after he got in trouble for gamejacking”

Xenquility: "They did just freak out after being accused of being wolf”

otherLiam: "he totally would”

ARGdov: "they did yes”

ARGdov: "which makes me wonder if they are”

Xenquility: "Also wolf has never been online with her”

Xenquility: "Or interacted with her”

ARGdov: "shit yeah”

otherLiam: "lmao”

otherLiam: "good bit wolf”

ARGdov: "@Wolfcat WHERE ARE YOU”

otherLiam: "10/10”

ADULT_LINK△: "what iff....”

ARGdov: "you got us all lol”

ADULT_LINK△: "this is ALl canon”

otherLiam: "that’s a good fuckin bit”

ADULT_LINK△: "im :high:”

ADULT_LINK△: "fuck”

ARGdov: "thorin”

ARGdov: "you're always high”

ARGdov: "and you've lost track of the story”

ADULT_LINK△: ":eye:”

ADULT_LINK△: ":eyes:”

otherLiam: "we’ve all lost track of the fuckin story”

mfgreth: ":thinking:”

ARGdov: "@Erika_XP💚 because you're wolf we're revoking your honorary doctrate”

Eevee Reborn: "Quick Dov, we need your wise ideas. Ideas that have NEVER lead us astray.”

otherLiam: “greth pls help”

ARGdov: "yes, listen to me”

ARGdov: "clearly I have always made the right decision in this ARG”

Xenquility: "We need to post a screenshot of the future to the past”

Xenquility: "bomb plans 8.9”

otherLiam: "brilliant”

otherLiam: "then we play the oath to order and summon all the giants”

Eevee Reborn: "We look Dov. Our overlord”

Xenquility: "Then song of storms 10 hours which we never turn off”

otherLiam: "but then we use the giant mask to make them bigger”

Xenquility: "then .root”

otherLiam: "then we >c_connect johnisdead.com”

Erika_XP💚: "who is wolf?”

ARGdov: "uh no we dont need to use the giant mask to mkae them bigger”

ARGdov: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWbkxaTU1Z0”

ARGdov: "we'll just use the rita repulsa method”

otherLiam: "damn u rite”

mfgreth: "You wan erika banned???”

Xenquility: "yes”

Xenquility: "please god”

otherLiam: "prolly a good idea”

otherLiam: "before tyler’s head explodes”

Xenquility: "holy shit the tags on the pumpkinpology video say "erika"”

Xenquility: "no jk”

otherLiam: "...holy shit there’s no way.”

Xenquility: "no”

Xenquility: "I'm kidding”

ARGdov: "ahahahhaha”

otherLiam: "fuck off”

otherLiam: "dont do that to a man when he’s already hurtin”

ARGdov: "in any case I need a magic wand to go make whatever the fuck grow”

Eevee Reborn: "Penor”

Erika_XP💚: "Why should I be getting banned???”

ARGdov: "because you're Wolfcat”

otherLiam: "because you’re either a troll, wolfcat, or way too young to play this game.”

mfgreth: "Im not gonna ban erika”

mfgreth: "I dont see a reason tbh”

ARGdov: "or alternaively because you are a naive nusiance and for once we're gonna nip a problem in the bud before it gets too large”

Eevee Reborn: "And being wolfcat is NOT a victimless crime”

Xenquility: "(They might not actually be wolfcat lmao)”

otherLiam: "I mean she literally poked tyler until he was forced to drop character

with weird fan worship”

ARGdov: "see the one thing is about her being wolfcat Im not sure about is”

ARGdov: "Tyler was super pissed at him literally yesterday”

ARGdov: "why would Wolf decide to try and troll him”

otherLiam: "im mostly memeing, i doubt it’s wolf”

Erika_XP💚: "Maybe you are naive actually, just last night I was linking one of you a video none of you had technically ever seen and now you are acting like this”

ARGdov: "Im pretty sure we had seen that video actualy”

otherLiam: "wat”

ARGdov: "just because it ws unlisted doesnt make you special”

Eevee Reborn: "Wolfcat likes to start drama. Big drama starter always. Yup”

ARGdov: "actually Im next to POSITIVE we have”

otherLiam: "What video was it?”

Xenquility: "Yknow if this is a troll they've succeeded”

Xenquility: "We're all fighting over nothing on 11/11”

otherLiam: "I mean, nothing’s happened yet.”

otherLiam: "Other than the Greths poking us”

Xenquility: "If they aren't getting banned we can't do anything about it”

otherLiam: "and GB joining”

mfgreth: "I can protect erika with communism”

otherLiam: "people cant even protect their own families with communism”

ARGdov: "this was the video”

Xenquility: "Yeah we've seen that”

ARGdov: "Im aware”

ARGdov: "Erika claimed she was the first person to find it”

Xenquility: "It's been on the ID channel for months”

ARGdov: "my point is literally just that she was wrong”

otherLiam: "Not only have we seen that”

otherLiam: "we’ve also solved the ciphers on it”

ARGdov: "yup”

mfgreth: "Rood”

ARGdov: "look, if shes not Wolf, then idk what her deal is”

ARGdov: "because she clearly knows to some extent that this isnt real. earlier yesterday she asked if the issue was "gm stuff"”

otherLiam: "listen slinky’s a kid, but at least he just endearingly screws up instead of weirdly worshipping Tyler.”

Xenquility: "I think we should just drop the issue for now. We're not going to be reaching a resolution anytime soon and to be fair, if this is a really young kid, we've kinda just mobbed on her like a lynch mob”

otherLiam: "this is clearly a plant from the lunar children”

ADULT_LINK△: "i bet yall bitches never seen THIS video”

otherLiam: "if you post rickroll”

ARGdov: "or its Raven”

ARGdov: "or Suxx”

ARGdov: "honestly I would buy it being Raven”

ARGdov: "...”

ADULT_LINK△: "and now nobody else gets to see the video”

ARGdov: "Im not sure if we have seen this”

ARGdov: "Ive opened it”

Xenquility: "oh my gid”

Xenquility: "I love this”

ARGdov: "oh my gosh”

ARGdov: "its a monica vid”

ADULT_LINK△: ":hylotl_eyes:”

ARGdov: "of course”

otherLiam: "tfw you will never have tyler because his heart belongs to monika sempai”

Xenquility: "Some say video 2 only appears once a year”

otherLiam: "just monika”

ARGdov: "always”

ARGdov: "just monika”

ARGdov: "only monika”

otherLiam: "Just Monika”

ARGdov: "smack Liam”

ARGdov: "GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF MAN”

otherLiam: "neck snaps at 90 degree angle”

ARGdov: "OH SHIT”

otherLiam: "runs at screen”

ARGdov: "pulls out fairy in a bottle”

ADULT_LINK△: ":honl:”

ARGdov: "heals you”

ADULT_LINK△: ":fairy:”

otherLiam: "dov have you played this dumb game”

Xenquility: "what the hell he gets a sledge hammer”

ARGdov: "I have but I didnt finish it tbh”

ARGdov: "but I know its deal”

Xenquility: "this usb is indestructible”

otherLiam: "takes too long to get going imo”

otherLiam: "act 1 should be like, a day shorter”

ARGdov: "eh, whatever”

ARGdov: "its god shit either way”

Xenquility: "LMAO I didn't see the "Game" part and I thought you were talking about the video”

ADULT_LINK△: "im gonna keep smoking and open my f o u r t h e y e “

ARGdov: "this reminds me”

otherLiam: "no im talking about ddlc”

otherLiam: "also man”

ARGdov: "I should keep palying Dream Daddy”

otherLiam: "it’s almost not 11/11 anymore on the ec”

ARGdov: "but it was so wholesome it made me gag”

ARGdov: "rip”

ARGdov: "somethings coming”

mfgreth: "Yeesh”

Eevee Reborn: "Me :sweat_drops:”

Eevee Reborn: "Now if anyone is going to obsessively fangirl over a hottie, jontron is it”

otherLiam: "he got married”

Eevee Reborn: "Jontron > Tyler”

ARGdov: "what if I wanna fangirl over someone else”

mfgreth: "Happy 11/12”

ARGdov: "Lestat the Vampire > Jontron”

ARGdov: "he can suck me any day”

otherLiam: "but something’s”

otherLiam: "changed”

otherLiam: "Changed”

otherLiam: "CHANGED”

mfgreth: "Lestat is a punk bitch”

ARGdov: "or any night, I guess”

ARGdov: "well yeah and thats why hes great”

Eevee Reborn: "Lestat? But he's french.”

ARGdov: "I can forgive him for that”

Erika_XP💚: "11/11 is over @IIIII Tyler are you safe? I hope so”

ADULT_LINK△: "oh goddamn it”

otherLiam: "erika”

otherLiam: "stop spamming tyler”

Erika_XP💚: "Whatika?”

Eevee Reborn: "Oof”

ADULT_LINK△: "i had the song i wanted to hear earlier downloaded :dabeangery:”

ARGdov: "no one likes getting that manys pings”

Erika_XP💚: "Im not spamming him”

ARGdov: "also”

ARGdov: "NONE”

otherLiam: "he’s been pretty clear he wants you to stop”

ARGdov: "OF THIS”

ADULT_LINK△: "quit pingin him”

ARGdov: "IS REAL”

ADULT_LINK△: "EVERYTHING”

ADULT_LINK△: "IS”

ARGdov: "SO STOP ACTING LIKE IT”

ADULT_LINK△: "REAL”

ARGdov: "Tylers not in character right now”

ARGdov: "in fact, do you know whats happened to Tyler in-game?”

Eevee Reborn: "Ben is real Dov, stop ruining the emersion”

ARGdov: "Tyler was kidnapped”

ARGdov: "and taken to another dimension”

ARGdov: "and we dont know whats happened to him”

IIIII: "I'll show you something real”

ARGdov: "so before you spam, read the fucking wiki for starters”

Xenquility: "LOL”

Xenquility: "She's gone”

IIIII: "Fucking stupid bitch”

Eevee Reborn: "what happened”

mfgreth: "What the heck”

ARGdov: "what?”

ARGdov: "no shes still here for me?”

ADULT_LINK△: "why u so aggresive over the dum fangirl”

ADULT_LINK△: "yeesh”

otherLiam: "she’s a troll”

ADULT_LINK△: "like i get she's annoying you but like”

ARGdov: "dumb fangirls tend to do that topeople”

ADULT_LINK△: "still, we didnt get this hostile towards raven”

ARGdov: "um”

ADULT_LINK△: "at least, not this quickly”

ARGdov: "we sort of did? after awhile?”

mfgreth: "Wow”

mfgreth: "Tyler”

ARGdov: "like I literally told her to fuck off”

IIIII: "What”

Eevee Reborn: "Is she kicked or something?”

ARGdov: "granted I didnt call her a bitch but still”

mfgreth: "Banned”

ARGdov: "no shes still here, Im p sure”

otherLiam: "man i tried to give her the benefit of the doubt but she really did kinda reach that point real fast”

ARGdov: "@Erika_XP💚 testing”

Eevee Reborn: "OOF”

ADULT_LINK△: "she got kicked”

ARGdov: "oh ok”

ARGdov: "well”

ARGdov: "we did try and explain to her multiple times she was acting inappropirately but she refused to listen”

ARGdov: "so, even if we were pretty harsh on her overall the ban still seems deserved”

otherLiam: "just constantly pinging tyler and asking him weird shit”

ADULT_LINK△: "damn”

Eevee Reborn: "Wow, Tyler. Wow”

ADULT_LINK△: "fuckin brutal yall”

mfgreth: "Thats fucked up imo”

mfgreth: "I am not down with that”

otherLiam: "she referred to him as “my Tyler”.”

ARGdov: "and called him 'handsome'”

mfgreth: "Shes probably 12”

mfgreth: "Or 14”

ARGdov: "wait no she didnt but she said something close to that”

Eevee Reborn: "My tyler? Handsome? That BITCH”

otherLiam: "slinky is 13”

mfgreth: "What if she has some sort of spectrum disorder?”

otherLiam: "he doesnt act like that”

ADULT_LINK△: "she sounded older than 12/14”

ARGdov: "I was an obnoxious needy 14 year old and I wasnt this bad”

ARGdov: "you know”

ARGdov: "she may have been on the spectrum”

otherLiam: "what if she does? who cares? i hold people to the same standard of not being assholes.”

Eevee Reborn: "No, you've gotten badder”

ADULT_LINK△: "when i called her young she said something about who said she was young”

mfgreth: "I feel like yall are gonna do the usual fucking thing start speculating i was erika trolling like you did wolf”

mfgreth: "(Bs btw)”

mfgreth: "But im not cool with that”

mfgreth: "Im out.”

otherLiam: "that was mostly a joke”

ARGdov: "but even people on the spectrum can understand that when you're told "you should stop this" multiple times will usually stop”

ADULT_LINK△: "whys everyone bein so fuckin hostile tho jesus”

otherLiam: "wat”

ARGdov: "oh I dont think shes you”

ARGdov: "I mean”

ADULT_LINK△: "shes not mugen, she's just some random chick whos a bit odd”

Xenquility: "Wha-”

Xenquility: "Holy fuck”

ARGdov: "I dont think greths totally wrong tbh”

ADULT_LINK△: "aaaand greth left”

ARGdov: "Tyler got out of hand”

ADULT_LINK△: "goddamn it you guys who the fuck gave everyone angery pills”

ARGdov: "welp”

ARGdov: "wait shit”

/Mr. Circle\: "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANGERYYYYYYYYYYYY”

Xenquility: "Welp”

ARGdov: "...oh ok right other people are mods”

/Mr. Circle\: ":angery:”

Xenquility: "If they're a troll, they sure as hell succeeded”

/Mr. Circle\: "this emoji is massive??”

ADULT_LINK△: "emoji's are bigger when alone!”

ADULT_LINK△: ":notzelda:”

ADULT_LINK△: "i love it”

ADULT_LINK△: "makes gif ones easier to see”

IIIII: "So tonight”

IIIII: "is finally the end”

ARGdov: "I do think Tyler got out of hand and honestly I probably did too, but, also....yeah she needed to get banned.”

ARGdov: "the end?”

otherLiam: "The end?”

IIIII: "I hope you are excited”

/Mr. Circle\: "the end?”

ARGdov: ".....nope now Im nervous”

otherLiam: "arg ends in a rickroll”

IIIII: "I have been for years”

otherLiam: "is this real? We’re really ending it?”

ARGdov: "no way”

otherLiam: "the final death of the id’s”

ARGdov: "its not ending like this.”

otherLiam: "jk i’ll fuckin start something if it really is”

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Episode 4: “WHO MADE THE FUCKING ALLIANCE?” -Chloe

We just won another challenge here on Huamea which is lit. I think we are going to swap soon, but if not and we go to tribal with this tribe I think I’ll be fine. I’m still set up with randy Elmo and Ian well, and I think we could successfully target Joey if needed

Well another sit out for me but I’d say it was a good decision. We got 1st place and I don’t think I would have been the most helpful in this one. Really appreciate my tribe mates for coming through tho. Now I’m just wondering if there is going to be a swap. If there isn’t then we have to sit out three people on the tribe. Aka sitting out pretty much everyone who did the last one. As per usual, I’m very busy this week. Hoping I can find enough time to help in the challenge so that we can win or at least not come in last. I still have no alliances...but I think that’s okay for now. I think I’m in a good place with Jared and Elmo. We had each other’s backs if we went to tribal after the music video but we didn’t have to go. Joey also told me before results that he wouldn’t vote for me if we lost. Hoping that these promises or positive thoughts will continue farther into the game. At least until we get to jury. I also want to publicly own up to the fact that I still don’t know how the idol system works and I just don’t have the energy for it. So I’m just gonna pretend it doesn’t exist. Yep. That’ll do.

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I was going to do a video confessional, but I high key got lazy and dont have too much to say

we won again which is great. I truly do feel like I kinda carried the team in a challenge I wasn't that great at, but it was really an all around effort and I'm glad we stayed.

I really do think I am in everybody's top 1-2 on this tribe except for the potential of Zack as well, but I like him a lot so I wouldn't want to see him go.

Nothing makes me want to win like when I have a tribe full of people I genuinely like. If I can help it, i really want to get to the merge without having lost another challenge due to my lost vote that I still haven't had to use yet, so I need those to be as spread a part as possible, and I don't want people to suspect me

those are kinda my only thoughts for now. hoping we don't swap until 14 and we get another round in these tribes, then a swap at 14 and merge at 12 (since my legacy advantage basically tells us we're merging at 12)

justin said he feels like a double might be happening sometime soon, but I'm not so sure about that just because of cullan getting expelled, and I feel the hosts would now elongate it a bit, but we'll see

im chillin for now

anna is ab to check confessionals and i can’t remember if i made one so this is my confessional.... johnny is rly nice to me and it scares me bc what if he is PLAYING ME.... and zack is also rly nice to me and that scares me TOO.... justin don’t fuckin talk to me and bodhi and asya barely do..... u know what 15th looks kinda cute rn bc i think that’s my destiny..... we floppin 🤪

Well, it’s still pretty quiet over at the Haumea camp. My tribemates kicked ass at the immunity challenge (sometimes, it pays to submit early), and I’m still getting along with everyone very well. I have suspicions that we could be switched up again next round, but hey, what do I know?

not much game development, im still attempting to keep my connections afloat in my tribe, i think ive now talked game with everyone and generally im in a rly good position, i dont wanna get too cocky bc that could lead to my downfall. I think that after this round we could potentially swap again to 2 tribes of 8. That would be kinda wild and I'm here for it

sry for a short one

I don't know if I should be sad, disappointed, angry, or all of the above. Losing this challenge was rough, and it's pretty evident the majority of the effort came from Adam, next would be myself. Clohie and Tom put little to no effort in the challenge. As stated before Tom's approach to the game has been pretty lackadaisical. He has hardly put any effort into not only the challenges but just his day to day interactions with the castaways. When I wanted to form the alliance with him and Clohie, he didn't relay the information to Clohie. And when Clohie indirectly asked him he didn't even acknowledge the possible alliance then either. I guess what I'm saying is...I want Tom out! Since this swap I have had my best relationship in Clohie, I like Adam, but I can tell he's a smart guy...so I'll keep him at a distance for now. I really do want to try and get Tom out though as a test of Clohie's loyalty to see if she would vote out one of her own. I think I have put myself in the situation where everyone feels comfortable with me moving forward, so I don't foresee my name being written down but I could be wrong, it is Survivor after all. I'm assuming we're coming to another swap, I just hope I'll have allies going into it, and if not allies, challenge beasts please. 3 out of 4 tribals isn't a good look😬 And can we talk about the idol system, all I have to say is: I HATE ALL OF YOU (to whoever helped put it together) G'Day.

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Haha idk what the fuck is happening right now. So Tom can go and talk about our alliance with Taylor, with Adam. But still hasn’t mentioned it to me? Ok 🙃 I could easily vote Tom out here but idk I feel like he’s loyal? Maybe?? But then again I know him more than Adam and Taylor and that’s maybe why I wanna keep him even if I know he’s probably trying to fuck me over rn

hiii! this round went so quick?? idk it just zoomed by in my opinion haha. listen.. we won immunity and i’m grateful. another week safe with my idol so i’m just getting closer and closer to merge. i’m hoping for a swap soon and i’m expecting it. i would love if me elmo and justin got on a tribe together that way we can start to actualllllly work together and show eachother our trust that way once merge comes we can just kill it! not much happened this round but i’m just feeling grateful and wanted to let you all know! y’all are great host and i’m having so much fun. Xoxo

Heading into this next challenge, I feel great. I have a tight bond with Jared, Lily and I just so happen to be in the same friend group chat, and have been talking alot, Elmo is awesome, but the two that worry me are Ian and Ben. Ben and I haven’t talked much, and once again, Ian is preventing me from trying to build a bond by just building a ridiculous wall up. Maybe he isnt cut out for these games tbh.

Well it's either Adam or Taylor. Chloe wants Taylor to stay. I don't really care who stays xD I'm probably gonna random.org this vote, I do not know to if I want Adam or Taylor here. Plus that random ass alliance chat doesn't help

tribe assessment:

jared - out of everyone i get probably the most loyal vibes from him, idk what it is. he's rly genuine whenever i talk to him. i think the fact that we played a game like over 3 years ago means a lot to him. i wouldnt be v shook if he somehow schemed against me at some point at early-mid merge or something. right now i think he wants to work with me for the long term

ben - ive been talking to him a lot from the beginning. i think that he's with me for now, i for sure think that he's going to make a move on me later on though, im not sure when but for now i trust him and i think i can work with him. I think if numbers r close at the merge he'd want to side w me. I'm not sure how well connected he is. I like talking to him but he works a lot (what a king tbh) so that probs hinders his ability talk a lot

lily - she is not the most active, which is sad because she is a kickass player. If she gets too far in this game, that could potentially be a problem, if we are not working closely together that is. She's EXTREMELY loyal and i think that if i keep talkin to her, she'd want to work with me for the long term. Potentially I think that she should be in my end game but obvs its way too early to say that

ian - he is one of the more quieter ppl but the more u talk to him, the more u get out of him and I'm starting to notice that. I think that we have a pretty solid connection over all and I rly like talking to him! he is p different than I am so that gives me good perspective. game wise, i havent had a lot of discussions with him yet but im working on it a lot bc i think he could be someone i have potential with

joey - hes nice. he doesnt talk a lot which is kinda weird. he said that he has my back but im not sure if he said that out of keeping himself away from my radar or if he actually meant it. I am not really sure? I wouldn't be very surprised if Jared hinted to him that I could potentially be lookin to vote him out. I think that there is POTENTIAL of me working with him but i think if i had to choose someone who i'd want to vote out, it would probably be him.

i could be totally oblivious about my situation but i genuinely think that im in a v strong position in this tribe. I believe i have potential (i think) to work with everyone on our tribe which i really like. This is all based on intuition though so i could be TOTALLY Wrong. The fact that we never lost just means that I have no solid proof or claims. Only my own perceptions. Idw be cocky in this game, it has been my downfall before. I want to be in a mindset that people are against me.I thrive when I'm under pressure. I kinda wished that we went to at least one tribal just to see how everyone here was game wise. Oh well!!

if i was going to be the boot on our tribe i look like a total clown rn.

Besides the fact that I’m leaving tonight, yeah not much is going on! I’m so disappointed that this is how my game is coming to an end. I’m at a loss of words so I’m sorry if you want more I just don’t have it in me

i’m.... goin thru a lot of emotions. for no reason. idk

at the last tribal council the person who i was least happy to be cast with was voted out so that was one less thing to worry about. then we won immunity. which is nice. but also i get lazy premerge when we keep winning immunity. it doesn’t help that my social battery is currently at %10 and i have a broken charger. but. oh well.

i have to play in the next immunity and idk. if there’s only 3 of us competing and two of them are me and justin then maybe we really Will be going to tribal next round who knows.

also i’m really bad at idol hunting. i didn’t give enough birth. the lizard goddess has no interest in making an appointment w me. i killed myself one time and got nothing for my troubles. i feel like something’s definitely been found by now, aside from johnny’s legacy advantage. idk it’s feelin a little bleak bc i figured my best shot at finding an idol would be premerge and i know we still have a ways to go probably but if the idols are found then that’s it on that.

This is literally going to be the most gut wrenching vote. Clohie and Tom will not budge, or even fathom the idea of voting out the other. I'm under the impression they want Adam out, but I'm also afraid of the possibility of a vote against me....so I have to contemplate if it's smarter to tie the vote 2-2 first and then vote out Adam, or to just trust that they are in fact voting Adam. Something else I'm praying on if I survive this round, is for a swap. Because without one, I'll be on the bottom of the 3 with Clohie and Tom obvi sticking together since their original Kanaloa. And our challenge record is not the best. Adam is probably our strongest challenge performer so that's another reason I'd hate to see him go. Tom and Clohie are just so mysterious and vague, and Adam has been nothing but upfront with me. Ugh, just the thought of a tie vote or drawing rocks makes me so sick...I honestly don't know what I'm going to do.

This has been the most stressful vote I have had to deal with, EVER. Taylor is a snake but Chloe wants to keep him and I get better vibes from Adam. I am considering doing a 2-2 if Chloe votes Adam and if it goes to rocks, so be it.

https://soundcloud.com/bodhi-small/week4/s-94KbM

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Taylor is voted out 3-1.

#episode #sailaway

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