#and then he cried himself to sleep

[feniksido]

For when we rule together, as The Absolute

I guess we never got to do that, huh?

#bg3 #enver gortash #the dark urge #my art #baldur’s gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #durgetash #enver gortash x dark urge #zenith #enver has this hung up in his room somewhere i know it #every day and night right after smoking a full pack of cigarettes he'd stare at this and SIGH as he remembers orin is now his ally instead #and then he cried himself to sleep #and that sleep lasts a solid 5 minutes as he hears the sound of the steel watch stomping on a bhaalist assassin that orin sent to scare him #my tags will never be serious hope you guys know that

[p4nishers]

crowley, drunk off his ass: and i was yk just some fucked up soul born in cold and rain but he was my fucking sunlight or whatever

hozier, frantically writing on a napkin: HHHMMMM TELL ME MORE

#hozier is INSANELY azicrow coded and i am going feral over the implications that crowley heard the lines 'if the heavens ever did speak she #the last true mouthpiece' LIKE EXCUSE ME????????? #'u called me angel for the first time my heart leapt from me' and crowley cries himself to sleep #'heaven is not fit to house a love like u and i' and crowley projectile vomits onto the floor #'it cant be unlearned i have known the warmth of your doorways' 'i slithered here from eden just to hide outside ur door' 'though i burn how #could i fall when i am lifted by every word u say to me' and his ass is GONE he has EXPLODED #good omens #inefabble husbands #good omens s2 #good omens season 2 #azicrow #hozier #crowley #aziraphale

[tunamayojazz]

inuokkotober day 2: voice please listen to the actual song it's literally perfect for toge...

#inuokko #inuokkotober #TOGE CAN SING SEND TWEET #he's trying to help yuta sleep and it works bc yuta cries himself to sleep after this #ottoge #inumaki toge #inumaki #okktosu yuuta #okkotsu yuta #yuuta #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #art

[in-flvx]

What I like about the fact that remus stays in grimmauld as well, is that he obv does have his own place, which is where lie low at lupins takes place.

So now I imagine he just shows up one day in grimmauld and doesn't go away again. He claims a million things between keeping Sirius company to the eased pressure of staying somewhere where someone else pays for food, but in the end it's his very very awkward attempt at courting

#Wolfstar #Sirius doesn't recognize the courting bc that's just how Remus has always been #And unless Remus makes his intentions clear Sirius won't give his simmering feelings any importance #Remus cries himself to sleep every night bc he doesn't know how much clearer he can possibly get

[saturnniidae]

It's so funny to me how determined the series is to pretend Hiccup hasn't killed people/isn't capable of killing people when necessary.

They act like he wasn't out there every day of the week burning and sinking dragon hunter ships with his friends in rtte. He just seems to be very stuck in the mindset of: 'if I don't see the bodies, then who's to say I've done something as morally reprehensible as murder?'

Like he literally caused multiple of Krogan's henchmen to be electrocuted at once and fall off their dragons but he didn't actually see their bodies hit the water so it's fine.

But he can't directly kill someone. He struggles when it's not some faceless soldier, and he has to look at or speak to them knowing he needs to take their life.

Unless Toothless or Astrid are in immediate danger. Then all reservations about killing and violence disappear (rightfully so).

#i love him #he probably tries his best to compartmentalize but that never really works so he like cries himself to sleep while hugging toothless or smt #because it suddenly sets in how violent some of his actions were despite how necessary they were at the time #hes so silly like that #httyd #httyd rtte #rtte #race to the edge #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #hiccup haddock #fictional death #tagging that just in case #moth.txt

[spkyart]

Them but Genya Is getting the big warm hug he deserve

#Friendly reminder that this 16 yo kid canonically cried himself to sleep while dreaming about his damn Nemi #it would take only a little hug to break him #and then he would heal i swear but gtg fucking hates genya #sorry if he looks like butt and the signature is missing but i did it in a rush and mostly for my poor soul #digital art #ibis paint #kimetsu no yaiba #kny #demon slayer #sanemi shinazugawa #kimetsu sanemi #genya shinazugawa #genya kny #kimetsu genya #sanemi kny #can you imagine demon slayer but genya and muichiro survived #and sanemi got the chance to be the best nemi in the world again #perfect i say

[carpedzem]

drista the moment tommy is out of the picture:

#and i hope he cries himself to sleep!!!

[wodania]

Finally… JonRhaegar has been cooked

#for all of the rhaegarwives in the chat #this one is for you *kiss emoji* #jon connington #rhaegar targaryen #asoiaf #my art #rhaegar who isn’t afraid to give his friends a smooch vs jon who cries himself to sleep at night bc he’s repressed

[fangxin-guoshi]

YES one of megumi's theme songs is canonically Weezer but GOJO HAS BITTER ANGSTY BREAKUP SONGS OMG

Like LISTEN to these and LOOK at the lyrics they are bitter lovers istfg

#gege KNOWS what he's doing #gojo internally brooding over geto is so canon omg he cries himself to sleep its canon #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #satosugu #anime #gojo satoru #geto suguru #stsg

[sneckoil]

the tail-end of s4 when house is so miserable without having wilson all to himself is so. is so

#chefs kiss #i bet he cried himself to sleep every night in these episodes #his agony is my agony and yet i love watching him suffer #it's what you get for not making a move for?? 15 YEARS at this point? #GET A GRIP !!! youre not reclaiming the f-slur with that attitude #shioshpam

[moongothic]

If being weak is a "sin" in Crocodile's mind, then isn't a painful defeat and maybe even death rightful punishment for it? A punishment you deserve for your crime of "being weak"? That's an intriguing mindset from him because it makes me wonder how Crocodile might view his own past and the things he has gone through? I might not go as far as to say Crocodile "blames himself" for the things he's gone through, as he doesn't seem like the kind of guy who dwells on the past like that. But I do feel like Crocodile has accepted in his mind that things like losing his hand happened because he was weak, and it was his own fault. That he can not blame anyone else for what has happened to him. He fucked around and he found out.

It's just interesting because to some degree, One Piece thematically does agree with this sentiment, this is a world where the strong eat the weak. (One example at the top of my head; Luffy refusing Katakuri's apology when his sister intervened with their battle, saying he should've dodged the attack properly if he didn't want to get hit.) Chaka falling in this scene and being unable to stop Crocodile may lead to the deaths of so many more, including his loved ones, and if that comes to pass, it's is Chaka's own fault. For being too weak. But also Crocodile has twisted that idea; Crocodile is using his worldview here to justify himself and essentially saying he can do this (take over Alabasta and kill a million innocents doing so) and get away with it because he's powerful. When in reality "weakness is a sin" isn't about the survival of the fittest, but how this is a world where the strong are meant to protect the weak. (See: Luffy) (Also how Pell told Baby Vivi in that flashback about how he trains so he can protect the Royal Family; again, he he craves power not to oppress the weak but to protect them)

But, just to get back to Crocodile again, I feel like this worldview might also give us more insight as to how he acts in certain situations post-Alabasta. Like when we see Crocodile towards the end of Miss Goldenweek's cover story, both when he declines to escape from jail and in his Impel Down mugshot, Crocodile has a smile on his face. That really is the face of a man who has accepted his fate, is it not?

"Welp, this is what I get for losing to a child in flipflops"

Or when we see him come collect his debt from Buggy; Crocodile seemed quite relaxed and fully admitted he had assumed Buggy would've ran away before he even got there to collect his money. Of course, considdering his trust issues Crocodile would've been mentally prepared for Buggy skedaddling anyways, but the fact that he loaned the clown money to begin with while assuming he'd probably never get that money back-- like Crocodile knew that was going to happen and he just accepted it. And just rolled with it.

Of course, when things take an Unpleasant, Unexpected Turn, he will blow a fuse. Multiple, even.

Him angy

IDK man this is all just interesting to me

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Sir Crocodile #No I did not really have a proper thesis for this post #More just that like. IDK although I talk about Crocodile probably having a whole lot of Unresolved Trauma #I don't mean that in a ''he cries himself to sleep every night'' kinda way (doesn't seem like something he'd do anyways) #More in a ''shit changed the way he views the world forever in a negative way'' kinda way #Does that make sense? IDK #But yeah he does seem like he accepts what he has gone through and has moved on from it (taking 'important lessons' with him) #Sidenote I did check what he says in Japanese in this scene and the ''unforgivable'' was added by Viz here. Good localization #Also that does tie in nicely to how Crocodile always seems to have backup plans for his backup plans #How he seems to considder every potential thing that could go wrong and tries to account for them.

[cirilee]

jackie and his very important mission to get the fishmac mäci menu and his depression vanilla milkshake at 3am, after fleeing bulkhead and his promises of "you could stay with us :')" once again

#cool cowboy samurai loner who cries himself to sleep every night because that's how cool he is #GAH i am having brainworms again #human wheeljack #human tfp wheeljack #tfp humanformers #humanformers #transformers prime #this is part of a bigger animation im working on but this bit was just too good not to share im sorry #cirileeart

[nateriverswife]

I need to know. do you think Matt tried to stop Mello from leaving the wammy’s house or supported his choice, because he understands Mello and he trusts him and he knows that he's a badass that can conquer the entire world if he wants to, even if he loses constantly when they play some videogames in beginner mode, but that's okay, because he can always call him whenever he needs to and Matt will jump out of a bush with a sword in hand, and save his prince from all those idiots that think of opposing him because they can't realise how great he is, and so he bids him farewell and promises that they'll see each other again, because they always find a way back to each other no matter what. that's what their end game is, and Matt knows it and believes it because he has played and replayed it every day in his mind, and will continue to do so until they meet again.

#I don't know. because in a way I love a more dramatic and angsty tone #but I can only imagine a bittersweet scene in which Matt knows Mello so well #and he decides to accept it and be positive about it #he still cries himself to sleep every night but that's his mello and knows he's the best #death note #mihael keehl #mail jeevas #mellodramattic #dn.mellodramattic #mattmello

[natelia-aldelliz]

Ghost gifts a single tiny ear loop to Soap one day. Says he noticed Soap had pierced ears. That rings keep from handling a gun or a knife properly. He doesn't make eye contact, tries to hide his face, even as he's already wearing his balaclava.

Soap blinks. Ghost has already given him gifts and only behaved that way for the very first one. He doesn't understand. The earring is very simple, but seems to be made of expensive material and not only covered with a thin leaf of gold.

"Didnae it come with another one?" he says, jokingly.

But Ghost flushes, turns his head, and lifts his mask, only enough for Soap to see the glinting of the other earring on his ear. Suddenly he understands that it's not simply a gift. Ghost favoured practicality, but he wanted to give him a ring.

He grabs his hand as it falls back down.

"Simon, what is this?" he asks softly, not daring to be hopeful just yet.

With his other hand, he reaches out to gently turn Simon's head back towards him. His cheeks and his nose are flushed, it makes the warmth of his dark eyes, generally hidden behind a sneer or a bored expression, undeniable.

He looks nervous. Johnny's heart is beating faster. Could it really be...?

"I know", Simon starts then pauses, uncertain. "I know I'm probably not what you thought you'd have, when you were younger" Soap wants to interrupt, to scoff, to protest that Simon is way better than anyone he could have hoped for, but doesn't. He never wants to cut off his love when he's barely starting to open up.

"I know that I'm not easy to be with some days, that I'm not friendly and easy going like you, like someone you'd deserved to be with." he continues, unconsciously pushing his face more into Soap's hand. "But... I love you, more than I thought I could, and I'd like... I'd like to be with you, for as long as you'd have me..."

Johnny's heart is soaring. He has no idea how to react. He'd have to get all the giddiness out first, and the moment doesn't seem appropriate for jumping around and squealing.

"Officially," Simon continues, voice quieter, out of breath. "If you want to."

A gigantic grin splits Johnny's face. All of his limbs are buzzing, he needs to stand up, to run, to explode something. But he's terrified to spook Simon so instead he just squeezes the hand he's holding rhythmically and moves his feet back and forth.

"Baby, are ye asking me tae marry ye?" Johnny says. He's pretty sure his voice is wobbly, but can't really hear it himself as the blood in his ears is louder than the rest.

Simon's eyes do something, what is visible of his face looks like he has an expression on but Johnny can't analyze it now, doesn't dare to see the hope in his eyes, the pleading in his brows.

"I... Yes, I guess I am," the love of his life says finally. "If you want to. You don't have to."

Soap can't keep himself in check any longer. He's making a high pitched noise, jumping up and down where he's seating on the bed, and throws himself at Simon.

"Of course ah fooking want tae!!!"

Simon lets out an excited giggle, swept in Johnny's mood, and tightens his arms around his lover. No, his fiancé.

This is the best day of his life. He just has to deal with this mission tomorrow, and then they can start to plan everything.

#cod mw2 #john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #ghostsoap #soapghost #and now a bit of angst as a treat : #soap goes on his mission and doesn't return - ghost immediately goes to look for him and only finds traces of a struggle #then price receives a bloody earring and instructions to give out state secrets in exchange for soap #ghost goes ballistic - price doesn't deal with terrorists but has to make them believe he does to gain some time #they need to find where they keep soap - when they eventually manage to rescue him he's in a pretty bad shape and cries when he sees ghost #he looks like he hasn't slept since he was taken and his lobe is covered in dried blood where his captors ripped the earring from it #he sobs in ghost's arms that he lost it #that ghost had given him something so precious and he wasn't able to keep it and ghost knows that it's only because he's been tortured and #sleep deprived but it still breaks his heart & he doesn't know what to do and how to make soap understand that he loves him no matter what #johnny needs a medic and fluids and sleep and stitches and a cast but he can't bring himself to let him go so he just carries him #and doesn't let him go until he absolutely has to even as soap falls asleep on the way back and even as the others look at him with a look #on their face - it doesn't matter anyway soon he'll be simon mactavish and everyone will know #as he's waiting at soap's bedside watching him sleep price comes in and gives him the earring - it's been cleaned and looks good as new #then price asks him if he's invited and after a minute of ghost looking at him with wide eyes he eventually nods #'of course' he says 'we wouldn't be anywhere without you old man' #and price gently punches him in the shoulder #'you have to stop calling me old the recruits are convinced I'm like 50' #and ghost smiles for the first time in a week - he won't stop though - not until he convinces the recruits that price is at least 60

[astrobei]

do you think mike heard will cry himself to sleep the first night he was in lenora? if he wasn’t staying in will’s room then maybe he couldn’t sleep either and he was tossing and turning for hours before working up the courage to walk down the hall and see if maybe will was still up. maybe he got all the way up to his door before he heard it— stifled sobs, muffled and choked out like they get when you’re specifically trying very hard to not be heard crying. and the first thing he feels is guilt, because he knows why will is crying, and he just keeps playing on loop in his head the way will’s face had fallen when mike didn’t hug him at the airport. how he should have just gotten over whatever had come over him in that moment and hugged him anyway, if it was going to hurt him like this. and then he feels even more guilty because this is will’s private moment, and mike isn’t supposed to be here, and god, he can’t even let will be upset in peace without intruding. do you think he walked back to his bed in silence, probably missing will even more than when he was still in hawkins?

(because i do. i think about it a lot.)

#will cried himself to sleep that night and u cannot tell me otherwise #his best friend that he hasn’t seen in six months #is here and he’s blowing him off and #will thought they left things on a good note and then things got weird over the 6 months and he thought that maybe mike visiting would make #things ok again #but they’re not and it’s just like last summer #so he definitely cried. #head in hands #head in my FUCKING HANDS #if i have to think about this so do u all #i’m sure u probably have though #xoxo #will byers #mike wheeler #byler #/astro posts

[prapais]

LOVE IN THE AIR (2022) episode 09 // episode 13

#asiandramanet #asianlgbtqdramas #asianlgbtqdrama #love in the air #prapaisky #paisky #prapai x sky #lita #mygifs #'why would you do this to yourself' one may ask.....well bc i love to suffer #its so important to me what journey sky went from bottling it all up to finally trusting someone enough to share this burden #and how pai was there through it all even though he wasnt always welcome but later he became needed #how many times sky woke up alone and cried himself back to sleep with no one to turn to...... #and now he doesn't have to because he knows pai will always be there and he'll drop everything with no hesitation