#been more into games lately and i kinda wanna make content for games again...... so sorry for the inactivity

[h8ani]

Sasuke Uchiha x Reader

Word Count - 3.3k

Warnings - fem!reader, slight overstimulation, fingering, oral (female receiving)

A/N - after months of having this in my notebook I finally finished it T.T I just wanna say thank you to everyone for liking part 1 & 2 of this and I hope you enjoy this just as much! I didn't expect to make multiple parts for this but I lowkey already have ideas for more parts if anyone is enjoying it enough to want more!

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Part One → Part Two → Part Three

The door of your apartment slams as you trudge in, the sloshing of your shoes, soaked with the rain from the downpour that just drenched you outside. You dart for the couch, grabbing the closest pillow and quickly shoving your face into it and letting out a scream that would have alerted the neighbors in some way if it wasn’t muffled.

All day something has gone wrong, if it wasn’t one thing it was surely the next. It’s as if the gods above were playing games with you just to see how much you could handle before you undoubtedly snapped. 

Waking up late wouldn’t have been such a bother if it wasn’t for the meeting with the Hokage you had. You had a performance review about the latest mission you were just on and no shock to you, it brought up how bad of a screw-up you must’ve been because all that was said was everything you did wrong. You were reprimanded for that along with your tardiness to the meeting, on top of that you never ate breakfast because of the rush you were in. Deciding after the meeting ramen would be the perfect meal to drown in your sorrows and finally get something in your system, only to realize that being in such a rush you absentmindedly forgot your coin purse. Deciding to finally leave and go back home, Mother Nature wanted to make sure you got there quickly and started a downpour just for you. Being soaked from head to toe was something every girl just needed, and so, here you are. 

The frustration building inside of you makes every inch of your body feel like it might explode, tears threaten to spill past your bottom lashes and onto your cheeks but you refuse to cry and give in to the absolute shit show of a day you’ve endured. Your throat constricts while you take a deep breath, as you exhale the subtle sound of your doorknob twisting is heard, the door opens slightly, and before you can think your fingers fumble with your kunai, quickly throwing it and seeing it lodge into the wall next to the door. 

Sasuke walks in to stop as he sees you, glancing at the kunai and then back at you. His eyes scan your body, seeing you sopping wet with a puddle of water soaking your once dry carpet, you were frowning at him and your eyes were slightly red even as you blinked back the tears that threatened to fall. “Bad day?” He comes inside, locking the door once it's been shut. 

“Yeah, you could say that.” Your voice was small yet still croaked as you spoke. He nods, not saying anything more as he makes his way towards you, hands gripping your wrist and tugging you back towards your room. Immediately you start to pull your wrist back albeit weakly. “Not that kinda bad day.” 

“I figured as much.” He shrugs his jacket off and tosses it on your bed, if you had the energy you’d scoff at how he’s making it seem as if this was his room. 

“No I mean-”

“Can you shut up for a second?” He interjects while waving a hand in your direction, ignoring the glare you shoot at him as he walks to your bathroom. He disappears for a moment until you hear the shower turn on. Once again making himself feel at home. You open your mouth to call to him when he reappears, hand beckoning you over.

Against your better judgment, you move towards him, feet seemingly having a mind of their own, and follow him into your bathroom. The steam that was already filling the small bathroom gave you a warm hug of warmth, not realizing how cold you were from the rain. A content sigh leaves your lips accepting the new damp warmth you felt. 

“Wanna tell me what got you like this?” He asks while pulling his shirt off and dropping it at your feet. Confusion crosses your features as he continues to undress in front of you, the heat from the steam leaving and going straight to your face, you jerk your head away from him as you mumble a half ass answer about how it’s raining outside. You hear the rest of his clothes fall against the tile floor as he discards them all, quickly kicking them to the side so your wet ones don’t drip on his. 

“How are you not wet? The weather outside is awful.” You ask, head still turned away to not look at him, still unsure as to why he decided to strip. It’s not like you haven’t seen him but the close proximity and eye contact are still something you weren’t used to. 

“It’s called an umbrella, the clouds were dark, and it was obvious it was going to rain. You’d have to be blind to not see that.” You snap your head to glare at him which turned to sudden wide eyes as he was fully naked in front of you. Your eyes wander from his chest down to his toned stomach and venture further until- “Eyes up here.” He smirks when he sees the flush of your face. 

“Why am I even in here?” 

“We’re going to shower, you need to relax.”

“I- we- huh?” You stutter out, the gears in your head coming to a halt while you look at him as if a second head grew out of his neck. Sasuke rolls his eyes and slips his fingers under the bottom of your top and tugs it off and over your head, it drops to the floor with a loud splat sound from the rainwater soaked in it. 

“I said you needed to relax, now shut up, stop asking questions, and take your pants off.”

“God you’re such a-”

“Yeah whatever, just hurry up before the hot water runs out.” 

Once again, against your better judgment, you listen to him, your clothes are off and discarded with your shirt, a small pool of water creating around it. Soon you’re stepping into your shower first, the heat of the water relaxing your sore and aching body and warming you up in an instant. You audibly sigh and allow your eyes to close just feeling the water beat and fall down your chest like a steady stream. 

Sasuke is soon after you, hands finding a place on your waist, the subtle squeeze making your body freeze up as if the water had turned frigid. “Relax, Jesus it’s just me.” Sasuke says, you can feel the huff of his breath on the back of your neck which does nothing to calm you down. 

Relax? It’s just me? That’s exactly the reason why you couldn’t, the sole fact that if you two weren’t fucking then what was the point of being here? What was the point of this? This was too nice for him, too intimate. 

His hands slide from your waist up to your shoulders and feel his thumbs press down and slowly rub, easily bringing you back from your thoughts. “You’re tense.”

“When am I not?” You joke, amusement evident as it was so obvious you’ve never been a relaxed person. The expectations are always so high for you even from such a young age, even now with so many responsibilities on your plate the urge to sleep and ignore it all is so heavy. 

Sasuke doesn’t respond, thumbs pushing down deeper into your muscles massaging out all of the tenseness you have. You lean back against his chest, eyes shutting once again and letting a sigh escape your lips. His hands go down your back keeping the pressure to work out the rest of your body. “Fuck..” You whimper.

“There we go..” His fingers dig into your lower back finding the place where you melt into him, you lean your head back against his shoulder and sigh contentedly. 

“Thank you for this.” You say quietly, barely heard over the stream of water coming from your shower head. It was a soft moment, both of you two never uttering anything other than foul comments to one another, always making sure the next word hurt more than the last, yet here you were; eyes closed and guard down against the chest of someone you couldn’t stand to look at when you were kids. 

“Shut up.” His chest rises as he scoffs before dipping down to kiss your shoulder. “You looked a mess when I got here.” 

Ignoring his comment, you bend forward to turn the heat up higher, you soon turn around to face him, his hair is damp and his cheeks are flushed from the steamy air. He didn’t have his signature grimace that always laid upon his face, being this close where the tension wasn’t filled with anger was…different. 

His hands made their way back to your waist, squeezing the soft plush of your skin. The air; although thick with vapor, was brittle as a crisp autumn leaf, so fragile it could break if you breathed, and if it didn't snap you felt like you just might. Neither of you speaks, you fumble with your fingers, unsure if you should lay them on him as he has his on you. 

Almost as if he could hear your thoughts, his hand slid to the back of your neck tugging you closer, a quiet “Come here.” leaving his lips before he was on yours. 

Unknowing if it’s because of the intimacy of being in the shower together and the vulnerability it gave off, but the kiss emitted every little bit of exposure you felt. His hands held onto you tightly while yours lay upon his chest. Collectively, a sigh left you both; unspoken words left between you both and died on each other's tongue.

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You feel the cool sheets against your warm skin as you plop yourself on your bed, the fluffy pajama bottoms you now have on bringing an added level of cozy you oh so needed to your day. You finally felt relaxed; cold, damp clothes soon forgotten as well as the ravenette who stood behind you. Your mind was mulled over with the sudden leisure that you couldn’t stop the squeal that escaped you when Sasuke’s cold hand wrapped around your ankle and pulled you down the length of your bed. You turn to look at him when his lips come crashing into your own, soft lips pressing hard while you melt into his touch, kissing Sasuke has started to feel familiar, a comfort in kissing his lips and knowing how the other works. 

One of his hands comes up to take place at your throat, slightly squeezing to elicit a small whimper from you. Just like you feeling familiarity in his lips he feels the same in knowing just how you’d react, feeling just as if he knows a part of you. His hand slips to the back of your neck pulling you closer, tongue slipping in and claiming your mouth for his own. His kisses become hungrier, more passionate. Fingers tilting your chin up so your throat is now exposed, he leaves wet open-mouthed kisses down your jaw and descends further down your neck. You become putty to his mouth as he finds your sweet spot, another whine leaves your lips only igniting him further.

His hands leave your neck and grip onto your waist pulling you to him and grinding your hips into his erection. Every whine and whimper that leaves your mouth sends every impulse in him into overdrive. “Still having a bad day?” He breathes out, lips ghosting over the sensitive mark he just created.

“It could be better.” You giggle, legs instinctively pulling him even closer to your clothed core. He smirks against the skin of your neck while hooking his fingers into the waistband of your pajama bottoms, you lift your hips allowing him to tug them off. He shifts himself down until he’s on his knees at the foot of your bed, he tugs you down to the edge of your bed until he’s at eye level with your already glistening core. Strong hands push your thighs until they’re pressed against your chest, a low growl reverberating in his chest. You’re this wet just from a few simple kisses, how pathetic. 

His head dips down and licks through your slick, lips attaching to your clit and sucking causing your hips to buck in his mouth. He chuckles, the vibration pulsing your entire lower half as your hand shoots to his still-damp hair, your fingers thread and slightly tug while he circles his tongue. A quiet moan leaves your lips causing his eyes to shoot up and look at you, he sees your eyes closed; his tongue relieving you of all your stressors from the day. The small whimpers you let out only make his gaze darker, hungrier for you. 

“I know you can be louder than that.” He says as he pulls back. Finally, you look down at him and see his black eyes boring into you, he sees your eyes glossy and lips slightly parted, he hasn’t even made you cum yet and you’re already like this, but that doesn’t stop the pout that forms on your face. Your hand tightens its grip on his hair and tugs his face closer to your heat. 

“Keep going-”

“Be louder, I want to hear you.” His words are demanding, making you jut your lip out in a pout once more. “Be louder or I’ll leave.” You huff a breath and look away from him only to feel a quick slap to your thigh causing you to yelp and snap your head right back to him. No words being said between the both of you but you know it was a threat. His head dips back down sinking further as he keeps his eyes trained on yours while running his tongue through your slick core, his thumb putting just the right amount of pressure to evoke a slurry of curse words from your mouth. Your hips move and grind against his tongue, your hand tugging roughly at his hair causing him to groan into you. Thumb now leaves your clit and quickly replaces it with his mouth, his skillful tongue circling and flicking, having you clench down on nothing. Your whimpers turn to moans and now his name is the only thing you’re able to say. 

You orgasm without warning, fingers tightening even more in his locks while your thighs trap him. A choked-out moan is heard loudly in his ears, another groan vibrates your body as he laps up all of your juices, his skillful tongue sending shivers up your spine as he doesn’t pull away while you ride your high. 

Once the oversensitivity set in you squirm in his grip, legs planting down to try and push away from him but his arms quickly hook under your thighs and spread you wider for him, giving him even more access to your pussy. His lips suck harshly around your clit extracting a high pitch squeal from you. “Sasuke!” Your once woven fingers in his hair were now pushing him away, the oversensitivity having tears prick your waterline, it was beginning to feel too much, too much pleasure building up right after you just came. 

Sasuke was eating you like he was starved, the lewd and wet sounds coming from where his mouth connected with your pussy were all that could be heard. The coil in your stomach begins to tighten again and your legs tremble, a silent indicator you were so close only minutes after your first orgasm. 

As if he could read your mind and body so easily, Sasuke pushes two fingers in and pumps them at a quick pace, curling them as he does so. You’re shaking, his fingers hitting your g-spot again and again and again-

Your eyes roll back while you cum, your body tensing up and your head being thrown and pressed back into your mattress as you moan loudly. Once your body loosens up and legs go limp he finally pulls away. 

The bed dips down as he climbs up your body, a cheeky smile plastered on his face when he sees the fucked out look on yours, a sense of pride filling his chest up to know he got you like this just from his tongue alone. Your eyes settled on his, trailing down to see his lips and chin coated in your slick. 

Your chest rises with heavy breaths, eyes weary as you slowly blink up at him, the subtle tint of your face changing when catching his own eyes already looking down at yours. 

His eyes scan your face, seeing how you divert your own away from him while trying to regain your breath. It’s funny, he did all the work and you’re the one out of breath. Sasuke fits himself more comfortably in between your legs, laying more of his weight on you as you both just relax in silence. 

He can’t help but look at you in a different light, when he first came over months ago he didn’t know what got ahold of him. He was the last person you wanted to see and vice versa, but that didn’t stop him from barging in, he was always watching the village in one way or another, whether it was from word of mouth by someone or when he could sneak away, somehow whenever the latter happened you were always one of the first people he happened to catch sight of. 

It was annoying. 

He felt the irritation run up his neck when he saw you, the way you’d walk almost as if your nose was in the air, thinking you were better than him, better than everyone around you. Just seeing you from a distance he couldn’t stand, it’s like the same little girl he remembered back then was still in his head, glaring at him and calling him all the insults under the sun whenever he jabbed at you, but when he finally saw you he couldn’t help but be a little happy to see that same signature scowl that appeared on your face. 

That first night he didn’t even come to fuck you, that was the last thing that he would have thought would happen, but when push literally came to shove against that damn wall his body took over, all the pent-up frustrations between you two over the years hitting the breaking point. 

He can’t lie and say nothing has changed since he started coming over more frequently. He wasn’t supposed to be sneaking back into the village, he wasn’t meant to be seeing you so much, having moments like this. It’s easier to say he doesn’t give a damn about you, that it’s just the sex that keeps bringing him back, but when he does something so out of character as he did today he can’t help but feel like he should’ve just fucked you and left; pushed your bad day to the side, ignore your borderline broken figure and used you to his liking. He’s no nurturer, far from it yet he still worked your sore muscles out and had you cum till you were dizzy. 

“This won’t happen again.” He thinks to himself. He can’t come back, he won’t. This will be the last time you see him and he sees you. The last time he feels your soft skin against him, fingers dancing across his back and playing with the hair while you both calm down. The last time you see his eyes staring back at you, different emotions each time and never knowing which one it is. 

He’s convinced himself of it, never again.

But when you bat your pretty little eyes like you’re doing right now he can’t help but mentally curse himself as he finds himself leaning down to press his lips against yours. 

He knows he’s going to come back.

He knows it and he can’t help but hate you for it. 

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[egophiliac]

Do you know or think any of the past Halloween events will rerun? Like “Terror is Trending” or “Spectral Soirée”? Cause I wanna know the plots of those and maybe play through them since I joined the game late, but I’m not sure if they’ll rerun at this point

I HOPE so, the second Halloween event is still probably my favorite! (it's just. peak non-main Twst content. everyone is so ridiculous and it's so delightful.) the way they've been doing it though has been to rerun the previous year's Halloween event and then the new one, so Eng probably won't be getting those first two events again anytime soon. :( if you're okay with just watching them for the story, your best bet is probably to look up a playthrough of them on YouTube. just make sure it has the ending rhythmics, they both had super cute ones!

Eng sometimes does things differently than JP though, and I think there's been a bit of an influx of new players to both versions lately? so one or both might decide to do a big rerun at some other point in the year! or they might just start rotating Halloween events or something now that they have four of 'em. :U I admit, I do kinda hope that they rerun just so I can try to get that ONE Scary Monsters card I'm missing...please Twst...I just need one more...

#twisted wonderland #joseimuke games are serious business #if i remember right eng got like...all the beans day and ghost marriage cards during their first runs? #we had to wait until the rerun to see idia in his handsome little groom suit 😔 #(he was previously getting married in his hoodie and school pants which is admittedly the way funnier option) #(but he does look great in his suit so i'm glad they gussied him up for his special day) #there is new scary monsters merch out this year so it does give me hope that they aren't going to just forget about it completely #c'mon twst there's still more blood you can squeeze out of this stone

[curlyangelsblog]

✿ Yandere!Tomura Shigaraki x F!Reader ✿

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( Hello ! I wanna start a new Yandere series and here is a little sneak preview of it ;) please if you want tell me what you think so far and tell me what you wanna see in it and please leave request for more series and shorts I’d appreciate. I wanna be more Active on here and find mutuals. Hope you all have nice holidays. <3)

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„Aww come on ten ten don’t be such a sore loser“ you giggled into his headphones.

„yeah whatever“ was all he mumbled back with a blush on his cheeks which you couldn’t see. You and Tomura, or Tenko as he introduced himself to you, have been gaming together for 2-3 months now. You guys met in some sort of chat room and have been hitting it off ever since. You not only game together but also talk on the phone for hours on end about Friends and Family , personal stuff and obviously gaming. Well you more then him. He love listening to you ramble. Your cute voice and addicting laugh.

„It’s getting kind of late ten ten (you’re the only person that gets to call him that) I have work early in the morning but it was nice talking to you“ you giggled. It really was you always felt like he was the only person that understood you. And he felt the same maybe even more but he wasn’t ready to admit that.

„Sleep well ten ten !“

„You too“

Was all he said and that was enough for you. You always knew what he was intending on saying and what he meant.

—————— next day—————————————————

From [y/n] : Hey Tenko you ready to play r/g (random Game) again ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა♡ ?

To [y/n] : sure

You were actually really good also a reason why he liked playing with you besides your cute voice. It was getting kind of frustrating that you were so good. Not to mention you were enjoying yourself quit a bit and making little remarks about how bad he was.

„Ok now your not THAT good“ he said

„I only won four times in a row didn’t I“ you said cheekily.

„Yeah yeah whatever“

„Well maybe you can learn a couple of things from me if you would watch me play“

What did you mean watch you play. Did you stream ? You guys have been talking about all lot of stuff but jobs and other hobbies have never really been topic. You did send him pictures before so he kinda knew what you looked like. You were the most beautiful girl he has ever seen. But all he said that he didn’t need to watch you.

„Here is the link to my channel if you ever change your mind“

Tomura could feel how his heart sped up and a blush was creeping on his skin. He had to suppress the urge to click on the link and watch you stream. He had recordings of your voice which he listens to every night and the pictures you send him which he looked at when he felt down or when he did other things… But it wasn’t his fault that he got hard looking at you. You were just so beautiful to him.

„Buuut let’s finish this round I’m getting kind of tired ten ten“

„This time I’m gonna beat ya“ he said chuckling. The excitement and the images of you streaming shot right to his member. He wondered if you were one of those who wore slutty clothes and took money from old men. He was gritting his teeth trying not to make a sound. It excited him being able to see you more often it wasn’t enough to just see your pictures anymore he needed more. He won the round and he let out an excited “yes!” Which made him blush a little bit he was still a little awkward about showing so much emotions. You like it tho it was cute the way he got excited. You grumbled in response to loosing against.

“Well I can’t lie that was pretty good ten ten”

You guys logged off for the night. And as soon as the call ended Tomura clicked on the link as fast as possible. The link led him to your stream account it was as he imagined all pastel and pinky it was so you . The brightness stung in his eyes but he was too eager to look away. You were at almost 350k follows how has he never seen you. Well looking through you content you did play games you two liked to play but the majority of you content was games he wasn’t too familiar with. He clicked on one of your videos. The latest one of your streams. You greeted you viewers with a little wave and that cute smile of yours. He couldn’t look away. He had to have you…

#anime and manga #anime boy #bnha fanfiction #bnha x reader #leauge of villians #tomura smut #mha shigaraki #shigaraki x reader #bnha shigaraki #my hero academia shigaraki #shigaraki tomura #tomura x you #tomura shigiraki x reader #bnha tomura #bnha #bnha smut #yandere #yancore

[sparkles-rule-4eva]

Hello there, love your blog, it's one of my favourite ones, I had a question... I read a comment that said Amy is no longer interested on Sonic anymore and that this is shown on frontiers, that they will make their own paths and lives, is this true?

Hey, anon! I'm glad you enjoy my blog! 🥰💙

No, no, Amy is definitely still madly in love with Sonic 🤭😁 The main reason she's been acting more tame and not so open about it is really just due to character development/maturity. According to Sega, "she's not [physically] chasing after Sonic anymore, but he's still #1 in her heart!" 💙🩷

Sonic Frontiers actually has a decent amount of Sonamy content, but moreso if you squint. 😁 First of all, it tends to address the situation more from Sonic's end, in his moments of saying romance-coded things like "Wish we were sharing an umbrella, Amy," and "Amy, I should've made up my mind sooner." 🥹

Sonic has always been shy about his feelings and therefore never said anything about said feelings to her, and he's more of an "actions speak louder than words" type of guy, but as she shared her desires to share her love with the world, he worried a little that he may have lost his chance. However, Frontiers also makes clear that his friends' plans to go on their own paths were not permanent. Especially seen in Amy's case when she told Sonic her plans, and Sonic replied, "I'm sure you'll do great. I wanna hear all about it when you get back!" 💙

As a bonus, the Final Horizons update treated us to a bit more Sonamy content as well. 🤩 In a conversation between Amy and Sage, Sage identified Amy as "the one who admires Sonic." Amy, with a bit of her younger behavior slipping out, replied with no shortage of sass, "Oh. And are you a fellow admirer? Hm?" 😂

There were a few conversations between Sonic and Amy, during one of which Sonic tried to tell Amy to take care of herself as well as the Koco. Amy ruefully retorted that she could say the exact same thing back to him. Sonic admitted that she got him there, and confidently stated that they would get through this together.

And of course, after all this, my favorite Sonamy moment of the whole game. After everything was over, his friends were restored, and he reunited with them.

The way Amy laughed and practically launched herself into his arms, Sonic's surprised little "oh!" but the way he welcomed the hug, and kept one arm around her as he high fived Tails and fist bumped Knuckles. 🥰 First of all, it's so obvious Amy had been dying to do that the whole game, and we can imagine it was tough on Sonic to be touch-deprived for an extended period of time once again (after the Metal Virus).

I think the main reason Amy didn't run to hug him when he freed her was because she immediately saw he was somehow struggling and likely didn't want to hurt him. (But then realized she wouldn't have been able to touch him, anyway. 🥲) Although it would've been kinda funny if she HAD tried to hug him and just fell straight through. 😂

I think it's worth noticing that Sonic has had this response to Amy's hugs several times lately. Instead of avoiding them, he lets her hug him and actually puts an arm around her in return. I've got a couple more examples from IDW.

Anyhoo haha, I think I got a little carried away. 😂 I hope this answers your question! Thank you for the ask! 💙

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[steffigraf]

warning for a clearly anxiety-ridden oversharing freakout below the cut. sorry. i’m too sensitive and i’m unfortunately acutely aware of it.

tldr; im being a drama queen. gonna take a tumblr break for a week or two. to my mutuals, feel free to dm for my insta. i’ll be active until i wake up tomorrow morning and then i’m gonna zip

gonna preface this by saying this is in no way directed to the people whom i actually talk to constantly on here like you lot were lovely and im just dealing with a lot of demons in my head :(

anyway. sometimes i feel more like a product manufacturer than a person on here. and idk. i know most of you guys are really just following me for gifs and content and whatever but. yeah. idk. i guess the things i say don’t matter to anyone unless it’s funny. or if people want to call me out. not that im mad abt that exactly btw i do appreciate when people respectfully call me out for my own mistakes but. sometimes. i feel like im in a fishbowl and you’re all just waiting for me to say something wrong and cancel me. or then again, maybe most of you already think im a shit person and you just stay for the gifs. or maybe you guys think i’m a loser who has nothing to do but spend all day on this goddamn website.

and i know, somewhere inside me, that that’s not true and that it’s clearly the anxiety talking. maybe it’s just me maybe i’m making this up in my head i dunno. but i’m just kinda tired right now. too tired to battle the anxiety like usual at least. and i don’t really feel wanted outside of the content i produce, beyond the notes of my gifs or my fun posts. which ik shouldn’t matter but. i’m a pathological people pleaser etc etc.

(god, seeing this all typed out, i can’t even fucking blame you guys if you actly don’t like me cause. i kinda wanna shake myself by the shoulders and tell myself get a grip girl the world doesn’t revolve around you shut up shut up shut your damn mouth—)

i’ve been trying to manage by unfollowing and blocking a few people (which btw, if i did that to you and we used to be mutuals, it’s probably nothing personal i mostly just kept people i’m a bit closer to). but i’m still not really settled. and considering how i’m posting like every other day about feeling like shit, you guys probably figured that out lmao.

and well. on a separate note. seeing that rat’s name alone is too much for me sometimes. i couldn’t watch his game with carlos. i spent hours in his match with daniil turned away from the television, wearing noise canceling headphones while trying (and failing) to talk myself down from a full blown anxiety attack. i’ve said this before but the way people talk about him, both the fucked up silence and the justified outrage, it reminds me way too much about a family problem i have right now. hits uncomfortably close to home. prior to this i kinda thought i’d made my peace with the whole family situation but no apparently not. had he won the semis, i wasn’t even sure if i would be able to stomach cheering for jannik if it meant having to watch that man play.

so. idk. between the way actual tennis has been making me feel and the way tennisblr in general has seemed for me lately, i figure i need some space.

long story short ive been spending way too much time on tumblr this ao. and its gotten really bad for my mental health i guess. so i think i need to take maybe a week or two, to clear my head. watch tennis without opening this app every other point. spend time with people i love. get back to therapy. try to be a functioning adult.

(this is so fucking dramatic for a goddamn week of no tumblr i know that and i want to smack myself upside the head because why am i like this why do i make things snowball why why why—)

anyway. yeah. that’s it. if you actually read through all of that then. thanks. if not it’s okay too.

to my mutuals, the ones whom i’ve had at least some form of friendly interaction with in replies or dms, you can ask for my insta account btw. not that i’m crazy active on there but like. if you guys wanna be friends beyond the anonymity of this yknow. no pressure though.

#sorry to get all sad again #been editing this on my drafts all day #ive not been in a good headspace lately #*

[tinalbion]

Omg, asks are open! :D I wanna request again for my nasty Djinn boi - can I please get a scenario where the reader challenges the Djinn with a game of Mario Kart, but the Djinn keeps winning and it ends up in a pillow-fight, only for the Djinn to tackle the reader to the couch and fluffy smut ensues?

Okay, SO this took ages, I know, shame on me. But also I've really been into the Djinn more and more lately, so a while back before I got swamped, I was writing this and finally finished it. I hope you enjoy it because ooh boy.

I love Nathaniel/ The Djinn. So, enjoy!

Rating: Explicit

Length: 2.6k

The fact you had refused to make any wishes besides the first one was starting to get to the Djinn more and more every day, he was here to do a job, and yet here you were, defying everything he'd been here to do and set out to accomplish. You were the one thing stopping him from completing anything, and yet here you sat in your living room with your hands on a contraption that he had little interest in. It had been a few weeks since he appeared thanks to that blood-red jewel and he wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon.

He watched you curiously as he remained in his Djinn form, hoping to make you uncomfortable at least while he was here, but you seemed more content with him being here. It confused him for a moment but he wouldn’t let you see that, he was an all-powerful being and wanted nothing more than to collect the souls necessary to summon his brethren to Earth. You defied him over and over again until he grew irate. 

He paced along your living room floor, his eyes bore into the back of your head as he watched you play your video game, the complete idiocy of it all. When you looked back and your eyes met his, he didn’t quite understand the feeling that welled up within him as you flashed your kindest smile. He shifted uncomfortably and looked away, his voice low and annoyed whenever he spoke.

“Have you decided on a wish yet, my pet?” he asked smoothly.

You sat there and thought for a moment, you scrunched your face and then shook your head. “Not yet, BUT, I would definitely make one if you made a deal with me.”

The Djinn scoffed at the thought and looked at you with an intense gaze. “A deal, you want to make a deal?”

You nodded again and spun around fully to look at him, your legs crossed as you leaned against the sofa and waited for an answer from him, which you already knew he would skirt around a direct answer only to have you state this desire in a wish. You knew his games, yet you really enjoyed his company and wanted nothing more than to catch him off guard for once. Your growing affection for this creature was startling at first but it slowly slipped into something more, something comfortable. He probably had no idea.

The Djinn was familiar with many feelings and emotions in his time, he’d lived for millennia, and he’d experienced them all, yet there was one that escaped him that had begun to poke away at the back of his mind like a little infection. Slowly, surely, it grew every day after you’d surprise him with the things that came out of your mouth. He had been surprised by humans before, but never like this. You didn’t react in fear of his presence, though at first it was shocking, but never did you run out of cowardice. 

As you looked at him like that, the twinkle in your eye, he was almost so willing to allow you to say whatever you wanted, no wishes necessary, but he stopped himself as his forked tongue darted out for a moment as he paused.

“Let’s hear the terms of this deal then, shall we?”

You smiled excitedly and rubbed your hands together. “So, I just want you to relax while you’re here, it’s been so long since I’ve had any sort of companionship, I kinda like having you around. So if you just hang out with me and just… I don’t know, forget about the wishes for right now… maybe I’ll be so inclined to make one at a later time?”

The Djinn watched as you batted your lashes at him, your innocence made you look so frail sometimes in his eyes, but you seemed to be telling the truth. When he came to you, there wasn’t much in your life and you almost clung to him the moment he appeared. 

He let out a slow exhale and shook his head, his mind screamed for him to stick to the plan, but sometimes sacrifice had to happen in order to get anything done. So he did as you asked and relaxed. For his sake, he slipped into his human glamour, Nathaniel, as he called himself, and he begrudgingly took the second controller you handed him. He sat beside you and watched as your shoulders didn’t keep the tense stance and you let them drop, your defenses were down. He looked at you curiously from the corner of his eye and watched as you pressed the buttons and waited for him to follow suit. 

You explained the game to him as simply as you could, but you waited patiently as his thumbs moved the buttons and joysticks around, testing the waters as he got used to the controls. You giggled when his car flew off the side of the track and respawned, yet he was confused and didn’t understand the entire point of this.

“It’s a race!” you responded happily. “It’s just a fun little thing to do to have fun with one another, just play some games, enjoy each other's company, you know.” 

Nathaniel looked over at you and didn’t say anything for a moment as he mulled things over, so you started the race and you both ended up competing against the bots in-game, you somehow managed fourth place while Nathaniel ended up in first. Not bad for a beginner. 

After he had somehow managed to relax and take his mind off of the jewel and wishes for about an hour, you settled back in the cushions of the sofa and allowed your hand to brush against his as he set down the controller. His smile was infectious as he offered you another round, and you had grown playfully frustrated that someone who didn’t even know what a video game was just this week had schooled you in Mario Kart for five straight rounds.

With a hearty laugh, you pushed your controller onto the coffee table in front of you and sighed. “You know, I think you cheated.”

“You dare say that I cheated on this contraption? I never cheat.” His face looked bemused as you crossed your arms, a single brow raised. 

“Uh huh, I bet you’ve gotten all of your past poor, unsuspecting souls as fairly as possible, didn’t you?” Your voice was dripping with sarcasm, but you never meant it in ill faith, you couldn’t seem to be upset by him or what he was and how he did things. 

“I am a fair man if anything,” he stated, “and I give them what they wish if they so wish it.” 

“How vague. Well then, how about one more round? I win, you have to stay another week, and if you win, without cheating, then I will finally make a wish.”

The Djinn smiled at this bet and held out his large hand eagerly, so you took it in yours and shook, but you couldn’t find the will to pull away as your hand slid gently across his, your eyes looking at every detail of his hand. Sure, in human form, he was incredibly attractive and his blue eyes could cause you to freeze in place from how intense they were, but you shouldn’t have thought of him like this. He was a powerful demon, one who preyed on people in order to take over Earth, and here you were making heart eyes at him. 

One more round was all it took for you to stand up and yell at the screen as you laughed hysterically. You lost again. So when you had decided to take one of the pillows that were thrown about on one of the chairs and whipped it at the Djinn, he turned in surprise and cocked his head to the side. 

"And what was that for, my sweet?" 

That was a new nickname you hadn't heard before. 

You shrugged and looked almost distraught. "You absolutely destroyed me in this game! And I don't think you did it fairly," you said with a faux pout and then you grabbed another pillow and aimed it at him, but he was too quick.

The Djinn was already gone from view and you suddenly fell back into the sofa, laughing as you felt his arms wrap around your waist, his face was so close to yours that you could feel his breath hot on your neck. He had tackled you before you could make a move to hit him again, and now you were in a situation you couldn’t ignore. He was so close, maybe it wouldn’t hurt if you had just craned your neck slightly to reach him…

Your lips were pressed on his and he didn’t pull away, he didn’t push himself off of you, instead, it took him a moment to register as he slightly pulled away to steady himself. 

“What do you think you’re doing, child?” His voice was so low, so breathy, it made you shudder in delight. 

“Kissing you, are you opposed?”

Nathaniel grumbled low as he eased back into it, he allowed you to wrap your hands around his neck as his body slid between your legs as you lay back on the couch to get comfortable. You both were already panting by the time you attempted to sit up, your eyes darted from his down to your hands. 

“Nathaniel,” you huff, “could you, well uh, I want you in your true form… is that okay…?” The flush you felt rush to your face was so hot that you couldn’t even imagine how sickly you must have looked to him. It was hilarious. 

Now, this was indeed an odd request from a mortal, typically he wore the human guise to not scare them off as easily, but here you were so open and vulnerable, you enjoyed his form. The Djinn couldn’t help but feel a little proud at that, so he pushed himself from you, his obvious erection caught your attention, but suddenly he was there before you in his true glory. 

“You know that you could just wish to have a partner who could fulfill your fantasies, child, sex is a human desire, not one of the Djinn.” His face seemed smug as he neared you again, still skeptical if he should be doing this despite you being so hungry for it, so much so that he could smell the arousal coming from you. 

All you could do was shrug and give him a humble smile. “Yet here you are, giving into it as much as I am.”

He couldn’t argue with that as he made his way back between your legs, his sharp teeth nipping at your earlobe and you couldn’t help but gasp his name, then you whined as your hips slowly raised upward, rubbing against him and feeling so much pleasure just from the brief contact. You pulled away, breathless. 

"I hope you know that none of my wishes will be counting toward this," you warned, "I don't want this out of pity either."

He hummed as his face was so close to yours, his tendril hung around his neck as he looked at you, searching your eyes for something else as clenched his jaw. "Then I suppose our agreement will have to be discussed later." 

You liked the sound of that. 

His mouth continued to assault your skin, nipping at your flesh as you writhed beneath him, his magic pulsated around you and you were being affected more than you let on. He was doing this on purpose to see how far your limits could be tested, and you were already twitching with him barely touching you, his hands removing your clothing while you watched him eagerly. 

As he stood and positioned himself above you, he dragged you by your legs and dragged his nail up and down your skin as you shivered from the feeling, your little sounds only fed him and persuaded him to continue. The pad of his thumb slowly rubbed up against your leg and hooked itself under your underwear, tugging at them teasingly until he heard that melodic whine you gave him, so he obliged to your desires and ripped them from your body to see you laid bare for him. He wouldn’t admit it but your form was something to behold, something that touched a nerve within him as he looked you up and down for the first time. 

It was almost too much for you as he left you squirming under his gaze, but you couldn’t hold it against him, this probably wasn’t something he did very often. But the excitement in you grew when he pushed his knee deeper between your legs and made sure to slowly grind it against you, your reaction was one to be expected as you lay there with a moan that tumbled from your lips, your body reacted to him so beautifully. He had wondered to himself why he hadn't taken you before today if you wanted him this badly, he had time to make up for it.

His sharp teeth nipped at you once they lowered to your throat, his long tongue soothing the stinging from his bites while your panties grew more and more soaked with each passing minute. Oh, how he hissed at the sounds you made, his thirst grew unquenchable the longer he denied to feel you against him. 

"You're sure you want this, child?" He hadn't asked for you, of course, he wouldn't, he mostly asked for himself so he could prepare himself. When he saw your face as you nodded your head in agreement, he knew there was no getting out of this and his excitement only pulled him deeper.  “Then I suppose the pleasure will be mine.”

He rolls you onto your stomach with ease while he watches your face as you peek at him from over your shoulder, his eyes burn into yours while his hand slides down your back and rests just above the curve. Nothing about your shared moment with the Djinn was something either of you had expected, but once you had accepted that this was what you’d wanted, you wouldn’t dare take back the intense feeling that suddenly overtook your entire body. Your muscles tensed as the Djinn slowly slid himself inside of you, his chest now pressed against your back as he buries himself to the hilt within you. You let out a low hiss as the Djinn placed his arms on either side of you, hovering over you as he leaned down, and his teeth sunk into your shoulder while he thrust into you. Each sensation took over you as you felt the pain meld with the pleasure, his hot breath sparked against your stinging flesh while he took you, and you just knew you’d wake to find his bruises left all over your skin. 

You weren’t sure how much time had passed nor did you care, you groaned and begged for him to continue his assault on your body, and he was more than willing to deliver it, maybe it was how sweet you sounded when you begged that easily kept his attention on you.

The Djinn’s low chuckle beside your ear only sent shivers up your spine as he pounded into your aching cunt, you were almost thankful that he couldn’t see the face you made as his cock slid out from you as it dripped with your excitement, only to have his hips snap into yours once again. 

“I’ve barely done a thing to you and you’re already about to break…” he grumbled low beside your ear. “I have so much more I need to do with you, child.”

You had been in for a long night, but there was no regret in your eyes when you realized he would probably stay true to those words: he would break you. 

#tinalbion writings #slasher requests #slashers x reader #slasher imagines #slasher headcanons #the wishmaster #the djinn #wishmaster the djinn #nathaniel demerest #the djinn x reader #the djinn headcanons #the djinn imagine #nathaniel demerest x reader #nathaniel demerest imagine #nathaniel demerest headcanons #crazylittleentity

[bigjimbopickens]

hi sorry to bother you i know this is like a dead issue now but i was a massive fan of kevin before the hogwarts legacy shit, i’m a trans guy and i stopped watching him because of it. i really miss his content though, his channel is pretty much all the games i like and my sense of humour, but i feel so conflicted about wanting to go back to his content. i was just curious what your thought process was around rejoining the cult? i know it’s kinda weird to ask now since it’s been like 6 months since it happened but i feel really weird about it.

also like. no pressure to answer i don’t know if this is crossing a line or anything sorry

It’s okay don’t worry :) enough time has passed, to me at least. Tbh this is the first I’ve heard about this in a while lol.

It’s okay to feel conflicted. I don’t speak for everyone here but everyone I talk to regularly has forgiven him but won’t forget that this happened.

I do believe he learned from this, he hasn’t done anything HP related since then, besides for a few ps1 Hagrid cameos (which is fine, ps1 Hagrid has been a channel meme for a while). I just hope this doesn’t age poorly.

What started getting me back was a bit after the apology post I noticed that other YouTubers were doubling down on their decisions or just not saying anything, including ones I used to respect. Even though I wished Kevin did more than just a Reddit post, I’m glad he didn’t stay silent and admitted he fucked up. His intention wasn’t malicious, unlike a lot of other creators, which is why I was more forgiving with him compared to others. Though I still lost a lot of respect which was regained over time.

Oddly enough what got me to really respect him again was his video on those American Superpastors and Megachurches. Having grown up in one (though in Canada, they exist here but aren’t as big) it was very healing. He couldn’t say it because he didn’t want to get sued, but he was very heavily implying that he believes it’s all a huge scam and they’re exploiting people. But he’s right, I’ve witnessed it myself. Never would’ve expected him to make a video like that and be so bold with it. I’m glad Europeans see what goes on here and think “what the fuck?!” Great video definitely recommend.

Other than that, mainly just enough time passed where I no longer feel that way. I missed the sense of community which is why I rejoined the fandom but it’s not my main one anymore. I mostly do my own thing these days. It was awesome going to Vancoufur as Werewolf Jim and meeting CMK fans there too, I could’ve sworn I was the only British Columbian in the entire fandom. Though I don’t fully trust the fandom still, mainly people I don’t recognize. But not anyone here, Tumblr isn’t really the site for those people.

Not much else has really changed in his content, just no more HP videos in general (as of July 22, 2023) and the fast-paced editing has mostly stopped. He now only uploads on Mondays, Thursdays and Saturdays now + any 2nd channel content, song covers or streams. The community has changed a lot though. The Reddit protests caused the subreddit to shut down so it’s gone, so there’s now no longer one big gathering spot besides Discord, which is the one side of the community I’m not in.

It’s really your choice if you wanna start watching again, anonymous user. Do whatever makes you happy :)

Since this is related, I haven’t heard a thing about HL since February. It really was just a mid game that was only popular because it was controversial. Transphobes really spent a lot of money on this, they’re the real losers. I know single player games get less players overtime but a lot of them still get talked about, replayed or are still relevant. Idk just my thoughts. If you really want a magic game with custom spells, play Oblivion’s Mages Guild questline or modded Skyrim.

Also sorry if I got back to this so late. I haven’t had a stable connection for a while until now. I’ve been away, escaping wildfires. Average Canadian summer activities.

[hyperfigations]

Hacketteer's Campfire Tag!

OG by the lovely person who tagged me: @lowonmelatonin

1. First things first, how did you get into writing/drawing fan content (this doesn’t have to be specific to The Quarry)?

LMAO, It all started with Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and that terrible Leonardo x Reader fanfic I made that I will never reveal. Down hill since then.

2. What was the first thing you wrote/drew for The Quarry?

My first TQ Fanfic was Hallucinations! It was the first fanfic I wrote in 2 years! I was very proud with how it came out.

3. What is a work you’ve done that you are the most proud of?

Hmmm.... Idk haha. I am proud that I started writing again but I've kinda fallen a bit flat with my works. Tryna work on that. I guess my fanfic No One Escapes From Life Alive is the one I love the most.

4. Name a favourite trope you like to draw, read or write.

Angst. I love love love Angst. Most Major Character Death. Idk why LMAO. That or like protective lovers type thing. Makes me all giddy.

5. Is there any specific character/scenarios/ships in The Quarry that is a go-to of yours to write/draw about?

Usually Radioheads/Rylan. I tend to write more angsty type stuff that or pure fluff. No in-between.

6. Has there ever been a time when creating a piece that you’re just like ‘I can’t do this’, but have pushed yourself through it and been extremely proud of the end result?

The prologue to my fic No Escapes From Life Alive for sure! First time writing gore/horror! So I was like not having fun while writing cuz I was like "welp, this is pure shit" but I liked the way it came out!

7. What is one specific thing you love about creating fan content for The Quarry?

THE COMMENTS! Lord, the comments?!?!?! I love seeing people's reactions to my work. I know that is vain as hell but GODDDD any comment/feedback just makes me so freaking happy. I want to grow and be inspired and those comments just drive me!

8. Is there any specific routine you have to get into before creating said work, if so, what?

I get a vanilla iced coffee, pop on my specific playlist and go ham. LMAO. It has to be super super late like 3 to 4 am. Something about writing at those times is just soooo yeaahhhh

9. Any current/future WIPs that you would like to share with us?

Haven't finished No One Escapes from Life Alive! I also have a silly Killer Klown TQ AU called Funny Side Up. I am also going to (hopefully soon) be working on a Hocus Pocus TQ AU called Just a Bunch Of Hocus Pocus AND a Blygbank Jennifer's Body AU!

10. What do you tend to do when you’re stuck in a creative rut?

legit just wait it out. Which is terrible but yeah.

11. Any advice for newcomers to The Quarry fandom?

Make friends with people in the fandom! I know it's terrifying. I suck at social interaction but this silly game is helping me come out of my shell a little. Love it for that LMAO.

12. Name your favourite memory about creating fan content for The Quarry.

My FAVORITE FUCKING MEMORY was when the AMAZING @homohaamu DREW FUCKING ART OF ONE OF MY SCENES IN NO ONE ESCAPES FROM LIFE ALIVE!!! Dude, when I tell you sobbed myself from joy to sleep that night, I mean it. It was just so AGHHHHHHHH Idk how to describe how fucking happy I felt.

Anyways, Thank you for tagging me! So freaking fun!!! I won't tag anyone BUT if you wanna do it, consider yourself tagged LMAO!!!

#The Quarry #The Quarry Tag

[weekly-kazzie]

uhhhhh bit late but happy new year!

ill be putting a summary of my plans for this year in the tags while rambling about some of my issues under the read more so here's a warning for that!

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ok time for me to ramble about some of my problems yippee--

it's a bit long so only read if you wanna since this bit gets into some personal stuff and problems, and there's a summary in the tags of the important account stuff anyway so yea only read if you want to

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ok so,

dgs has been something really special to me ever since i first played it, and i like the games more than the mainline ace attorney ones if im being honest. when i got kazzie in 2021 i wasn't really expecting that i would end up deciding to make an account for him at all, but here we are! i know the account started in december of that year, but i feel like i definitely did more in 2022 since i posted more that year, so i kinda see 2022 as the year of the beginning of kazzie.

but something that also happened in 2022 is that i've become really lazy (lazy is a bit of an understatement tbh) and my mind's been practically shutting down w/ ideas on what to do with regards to everything ever, and it's still ongoing so i'm in a bit of a pickle with regards to that. i've also lost a lot of motivation and have been getting absorbed into different content that has been depleting my motivation even more. i guess it's a combination of lowering mental health and interest if that makes sense. it's gotten bad to the point that i tend to just forget or not care about posting for this account sometimes.

with posting, i wanna post different things each day but everything around me is incredibly boring and i don't just wanna keep posting the same stuff each day because of the fact that im running out of things to post about. i also can’t really go out and look for stuff since i'm a minor that needs their parents to take them everywhere, and i don't really have any opportunities for cool pictures or experiences to happen because the place that i live in doesn’t have anything interesting about it at all and i also don’t have the kind of money which lets me go out and explore.

however!!! despite my dying motivation and such, i don't want to just abandon this account cuz it's brought me a lot of happiness and a lot of people have genuinely enjoyed the posts of this account (which to be honest im really surprised that y'all actually like this silly content that much but it makes me really happy to see you guys enjoying kazzie's existence as much as i do), so i'm gonna keep holding on!!!

but anyway, i'm gonna shift to weekly posts starting on the 14th of this month in the hopes that it'll help me get more picture opportunities and more motivation. i'll also change the account's name to weekly-kazzie when this happens. this won't be permanent though as i will eventually go back to daily kazzie posting once im feeling better and get enough motivation and content to post!

thank you to the probably two or three people that read this, and once again im really greatful to everyone who's enjoyed my silly lil content and posts with kazzie!

here's to another year of kazzie posting and vibing!

#basic summary is that i'm probably gonna shift to weekly posts instead of daily since ive been missing a bunch of days already #and ive been pretty distracted lately so ill probably initiate this change on the 14th of this month #and on that day ill also be changing the account name to weekly-kazzie #im really greatful to everyone who's been here and enjoying my silly posts and here's to another year! #kazuma asogi #kazuma asougi #asougi kazuma #tgaa #the great ace attorney #dgs #dai gyakuten saiban #daily kazzie bank 📷 #profile beans 💭 #uhhhhh do i not have a tag for personal stuff? welp im making one now- #personal fluff 🌧

[therealun-kamen-t]

😷 UnKamenThought #1: Start of Something New, Yet Familiar? 👾

So many thoughts I wanna just spill out onto something/somewhere. From how I've been feeling lately about my idea(s), future plans, what I feel like I messed up on, what I think I did great on (glitch brain go brr so this is vague and doesn't really dictate the order of how the subjects are brought up... BUT I will separate each topic somehow... NGL just been a lurker of Tumblr, never really and active participant, but we gon learn as we go)

See, UnKamenThoughts started off on my Twitter where I just have random thought I wanted to share to stir a conversation with mutuals and/or just people in the same/similar space of vtubing. Thought it was a clever idea for my name to be included with a hashtag I felt would be used a lot. And I certainly did use it a lot. But thing is about twitter is that it's limited and cuz of how limited it is, I felt like I was kinda annoying people with multiple tweets in a thread by myself.

<Segway into thoughts on social media> 👀

Kinda glad that twitter was shaken up cuz it forced a lot of us to look for alternatives... Some alternatives are buggy (maybe shut down rn... Miss you Hive), some are confusing to use currently (Mastodon when?), Some are finally getting some dust blown off it... (And then we saw all our old cringe and decided to just make a whole new account. Hello again tumblr and Instagram) and some are established things but I don't think is for everyone to have since it's kind of just paywalled off content without the implications of it being strictly 🔞 explicit content (that might be for another day) Other than that I've already talked about what I want to do with my other socials cuz I've been a big believer in making sure you have other means of getting reach to new eyes and such... Yet I'm a hypocrite and definitely just on twitter and twitch 😅 (but we growing slowly outta it... This and the couple IG posts I made are the first steps) and don't get me wrong I feel like I did a decent amount of growing... BUT being on just 2 places and inconsistent AF with a lot of what I do (more on that later) yeah the growth is a bit stagnant. Besides that bit... The rumblings of it helped kick my @$$ into gear to complete the Discord Server... It still needs some work but I'm proud of it and can't wait to house a lot of fun things there. Though I feel like I accomplished a decent amount... I'm not happy with how I carried out or flaked out on plans... Execution of a lot of things... Unsatisfactory.

<#NoSoloNovemeber/Rivalry Series/Streams>

I had this fun (basic) idea of every stream I do in November would be a collab. Now building off that to make it a little more impactful and interesting I'd Collab with someone new almost every stream. And then to finish it off towards the end I'd do a big Collab with anyone/everyone that came on before and some who weren't available at the time to join me for a final hoorah if No Solo November. At the either final stream or at the end of every stream for No Solo I'd give thanks to everyone who hung out with me and why I'm so thankful for them (cuz Thanksgiving and such). Now it's December 5th (started writing this like end of Nov 30th), and I did the base idea with the other bits in mind yet I did not plan a damn thing (besides one thing) so it kinda flopped on it's face... I failed to plan, so I planned to fail. I didn't manage my time properly to slot people in for specific days and specific games. I was really kinda sad that I didn't even just grab a bunch of people who were free for a big thing at the end... The biggest part I'm upset about was I didn't give thanks to those who deserved it most regardless if we streamed... Main point was to have fun and let my friends and inspirations know how appreciative I am of them existing and wanting to hang around me. *Sigh* it's fine... This is year 0 problems, next year will be a better year. Besides this is all reflection on what I can do better next time... Now onto the one thing I did plan:

RIVALRY SERIES -

🦊Kitsune V Kamen😷: Pokemon Scarlet/Violet

So Rivalry Series is just ya usual VS series between two people of course as they play a game together or adjacent to each other. Now it will always be ___ V Kamen cuz I do plan on having various people as my main rival for whatever game. Kitsune - @heyjanaebers is (currently in my plans) a reoccurring main rival of mine so it only made sense that I start it off with her. That being said we were going to have battles with wagers at certain points of the game... Somewhere in the start (after 1st gym?), Somewhere in the middle ("50%" of the game) and finally at the end (beaten main story and give prep time for the battle). Now again I failed to plan (further) so I planned to fail when it was time... We did not, in fact battle after the 1st gym... We rescheduled due to Reality things goin on for both of us... And cuz I got really into the game and without battle gyms I kinda leveled up a lot... So she had to catch up (my fault) and I had to kinda dawdle around while she catches up. Which gave me more pokemon to use so I still technically had a leg up... Anyways we battled well past the middle point... So next battle is the last battle (for the time being) so I'm definitely giving prep time for both of us... Granted, currently she is ahead of me. I know where I messed up with this, besides not thinking the idea fully through and mapping it out or just having some backup plans to level out the playing field for "scheduled" battles I think the mistake(s) lie in it being a new game and sometimes... You want to experience the game as much as possible and you don't wanna wait for anyone when you are in the thick of it... SO that being said I think should've had some failsafes for either of us getting ahead... Should've stuck to the script of doing these battles when they were supposed to happen... Or do what I thought of and kinda make poke-updates on my journey... Would be just smart to make fuggin content/videos... Record everything and trim down to the good stuff...

Anyways year 0 problems... Fixing it for the next year and next game(s) for Rivalry series...

<Wrapping this up>

Overall, I know these are great ideas... I know these could be amazing things for fun content. But I have to learn from these things; plan things out fully, prepare properly and make sure to execute things right if I wanna be satisfied with the result... NGL I want #NoSoloNovember to be something I'm known for and a lot of others do as well... that as well as other ideas whether I tried them or have yet to put into action. Besides that... I just need to manage things better overall, I think something's have suffered due to lack of proper management. Starting off December weird due to irregular stream times but I made this post which I want to be a regular thing here... Both things mentioned will be better. I will be better.

💛👾😷🖤

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#vtuber #vtuberen #black vtuber #indie vtuber #twitch #vtuber uprising #UnKamenThought #pngtuber #Long Winded AF #No Solo November #Pokemon #how many quotable things can you find Valphyr for my Rise and Grind Book

[sunnsfighter]

Intro And Info!

So yeah , welcome to this page! Call me sunns.

Trying my hand at this now since it might be easier with a migration going on already.. idk?

Im actually a refugee of different site that shut down ages ago (like 3-4 years ago i think??)

Tried insta and its not what im looking for , so im trying here for real this time

(I used IG/twitter for art /feeds and entertainment since i dont use tiktok , and venting/keeping in contact with irls who have insta )

21, dont really care about pronouns (prefer just going by sunns or sunny)

Until requests are made for side blogs or it feels needed, thisll be a multifandom/general content account!

Before ya follow/interact:

Takes me a second to reply to dms !

(Mentally im a bit unstable and partially mute , diagnosed for some things but might have other things going on, please be a bit patient with me! If im too much lemme know)

For tws im doing common triggers only like bugs/gore body horror, auto marking it as sensitive/mature content and and straight up nsfw/lewdposting is going in a new blog if needed . For any uncommon triggers my ocs have or if theres content I do thats triggering and you follow, lemme know in dms and ill make a special oc/contact tag or phrase for you to filter out , and add it to my special tag list below 

I do :

-oc art (for this account i wanna try writing and light doodles, whatevers in my head)

- have a fuck ton of AUs ive always wanted to do a tumblr for , but never gotten the chance to do.. ill test a few out see what sticks

- occasional screenshot edits !

Fandoms, new and old:

- Jojos bizarre adventure

-Monster high: (looking to see the new show and old stuff, skipping the irl movie)

-Card game animes (buddyfight vet, YGO Fan, cardfight vanguard enjoyer, still gotta get back into shadowverse/battle spirits again.. always down for more)

-pokemon (games or anime)

-digimon (anime , want to play the game)

- Carmen sandeigo (90s and Modern)

-Jem and the holograms (revival when??? Read both idw and watched 90s)

-Splatoon (been playing since 2)

Secondhand Fandom interests (i like owning ocs and/or seeing content from the fandom, even people post and talk about it and spoilers , but not exactly interested in the show itself or in the fandom )

-Cookie run

- Steven Universe (seen it all for the sake of knowing how it ends , old fav of mine but lost its shine when i got older, now i just like the ocs)

-BNHA : not interested in watching at all, just like the idea behind it

-osc/ object show ocs (ocs are a comfort of mine, i know little context )

- MLP: ponies fun, and so is edits

-miraculous ladybug : that whole love square thing is nuts and would drive me batty so i wouldnt loyally watch (In order or from the beginning) however i look into people talking bout spoilers cuz i saw some random late season eps and got kinda invested

-the simpsons : twitter algorythm got me into the content ngl

Favorite things:

-OOAK doll customs

-vtuber/mmd/3d models

-crafts and plushies !

-general doll collecting!

-pokemon cards!

Character/inspo list!!!

FCBF:

https://sunnsfighter.tumblr.com/post/701598567859666944/character-insposfaves

cardfight vanguard:

https://sunnsfighter.tumblr.com/post/701602059573706752/cardfight-vanguard-im-not-as-hype-for-it-as-bf

carmen sandeigo:

https://sunnsfighter.tumblr.com/post/702734768685596672/carmen-sandeigo-faves-shorter-post-ill-add

general  aesthetics and other fandom faves:

https://sunnsfighter.tumblr.com/post/702741884320284672/other-character-faves-aesthetics-aesthetics

Special tags/phrases  -

[Tag] Admin Sunndeigo- carmen sandeigo AUS by the admin

(Sub tags TBA, but ill have 90s or 19 before the AUs so youll know whats what)

[Tag] Sunns eclipse- vent tag , commonly paired with code CIL

[ phrase , could be a tag] Code CIL - usually accompanied by a vent post, a character i own with both gore and body horror

Buddyfight: Next Born Chaos [2nd gen buddyfight fanseason] - admins 2nd gen buddyfight fan season/story

The yota project [3rd gen BF ace story]

Admins fan story for buddyfight ace next gens

[Tag]Gemblooded (if tag is active, will add sunns presents to it) - my SU AU.

Next gemerations [tent title] my version of a SU gem world. The CGs do not exist as a team and hybrids are aplenty..

(I cant wait to revive those subrace concepts)

#pinned bios #introduction #newish #what will i show? maybe the stuff i was going to #looking to follow

[britswriting]

Oujia 

Originally posted on my wattpad! (October 31st 2018)

Summary: Demi loses custody of their adopted baby girl after relapsing and cheating on Y/N, talks about it in their new documentary

Request: No

Warnings: Paranormal (I was told this actually did freak some people out.. so there’s that I guess), Poltergeist, cursing

A/n You'll see a lot of "our roommate" because I try to keep it so you can kinda add your life into it? I do sometimes gender them just so it's not so repeated but other then that, yeah.. you can name your own roommate lol

Pairing: Demi Lovato x fem!reader - lesbian imagine

MC: Demi Lovato, roommate, Y/N

Word Count: 1654

Repost/translations: No

You can find this imagine on Wattpad here

Anywhere else, it is reposted without my consent, please report for stolen content!

You can find me here:

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Masterlist

*Y/n's POV*

"I'll grab the board you grab the candles and flashlights and meet back at the coffee table" Demi nodded as we went our own ways in our apartment to gather what we needed. 

She lit the candles while I took the Ouija board out of the box and set it on the coffee table

We started up, our other roommate watching from the couch.

I decided to fuck with Demi and move the planchette which made her glance up at me.

"You did that" She accused and I shook my head.

"No I didn't, you did that" 

"How the fuck did I do that? It shoved my hands towards me and they're now in an uncomfortable angle" Demi glared at me and I tried not to crack a smile.

"It wasn't me" I mumbled and she sighed but continued on. 

"Well you're not suppose to ask things like, how they died and shit" I reminded as Demi questioned us what to ask.

"So.. wanna do that?"

"Do what?"

"Ask how they died" 

"Fuck no, we ain’t doing that" I shrieked since the planchette did move once without me doing it. 

"Why not.. maybe he or she died in some like peaceful way" Demi tried to reason and I glared at her.

"I am not getting a demon in our house-"

"-Who said it had to be a demon?" 

"The ones who break the fucking rules"

"It could be a friendly ghost"

"Friendly ghost my ass, now are we just gonna ignore that this shit moved on its fucking own without us doing shit?" I grumbled, eyeing the planchette that was laying on an 'A' for some random fucking reason.

To say I was scared was an understatement.

Then again for all I know, Demi could have been fucking with me like I was with her, but neither of us were looking at it..

"Alright what should we ask?" Demi questioned, looking between me and our other roommate. 

"Their name?"

"No that's stupid-"

"How is their name stupid? What the fuck" 

As Demi and I continued to bickered we heard a creak.

"Ah hell no! What the fuck was that?!" Demi turned to see if our roommate was still there, which he was. 

"You heard that right? No bullshit?" I asked him and he nodded, looking around. 

"It might just be the apartment? It's an older building, very well could be" He pointed out and I rolled my eyes turning back to the board.

"Let's just ask it, him? Her? It? It's name" I settled and Demi rolled her eyes but put her fingers back on the planchette.

"Sprits, possibility the IT clown" I joked and Demi shot me daggers and I just sent a smile her way. "What's your name?" 

Demi and I sat there for a bit, looking around our darkened apartment thinking we saw things but figured it was just our eyes playing games on us. 

"Girls? What's that?"  Our roommate asked making us pause.

"What's what?" Demi asked him.

This was weird, he seemed creeped out, and he's one of those big tough guys  so that freaked me out even more. 

"Did you not hear that? It was like that creek we heard early" 

I watched him look around and after a minute we brushed it off, thinking maybe it was a neighbor. Demi argued about how it was late, but we moved on.

"It never did tell us it's name" Our roommate reminded and I rolled my eyes. 

"This bitch be playing" I grumbled and Demi's eyes widened as she sat in front of me.

"What?" I questioned and she just kept her eyes wide.

"I swear something or someone was standing behind you" Her voice shook a little which scared me more then I'd like to admit.

"No fucking bullshit Y/N I saw it too, it was like a dark shadow, darker then this room. Y'know when you're like walking in the alleyway behind us at night like coming home from the pub? That kinda shadow but without the yellow street lights" he tried to explain and I felt myself getting creeped out more by each word leaving his mouth.

"You guys are just bullshitting me, quit trying to scare me. It's not working" I grumbled turning back towards the board.

"Y/N, I don't think playing with this board is a good idea anymore" Demi spoke softly and I rolled my eyes.

"Quit being a pussy, c'mon. Let's try and get this fucker to spell it's name again" I happily chirped making our roommate look at me weirdly.

Demi was hesitant but went along with it, placing her fingers back down on the planchette piece.

"Alright, gonna ask you again. Tell me your name now. If you're going to intrude my home, could at least wipe ya nasty ass feet and tell me your name" I smirked feeling cocky and confident. 

That didn't last long.

I thought I was seeing things because my whole hand was numb and I watched this planchette move letter by letter on the board, Demi's shrieking whispers sounding like a faint whisper in the room.

"Josiah" I repeated after reading the letters.

"Y/N no, this isn't a good idea. What were we thinking? I don't want to be associated with this anymore" Demi panicked but I felt oddly calm, wanting to explore more. 

So I moved onto the next question.

"How old are you Josiah?" I wondered allowed keeping my fingertips on the planchette when a light flickered.

"What the fucking hell was that? Our lights are off, what the hell" Our roommate spoke up with a weird look on his face.

"I don't know, let's see if that was Josiah?"

"Josiah? Did you play with our lighting?" I asked in a calm tone hoping our roommate didn't scare away the poor guy.

The second the planchette started moving, I could see Demi's hand shaking even though the area around the planchette was ice cold, and my hand felt numb. 

Her hand was shaking so bad I knew she wasn't moving it.

It landed on 'Yes' and for some reason I wasn't bothered at all by this event.

"Josiah? How old are you?" 

Nothing moved but we kept hearing things like tapping sounds on the walls around us creeping Demi out badly.

"Y/N this was a bad idea, this hasn't ever happened before. I told you we should have stopped last time. I knew something bad would happen if we kept messing with this shit" 

"How can a ghost hurt us? If it's even that" Our roommate scoffed and I raised an eyebrow.

"Come put your hand by mine. You don't have to touch anything just rest your hand next to mine" I egged on and somehow he agreed after some bickering and hesitation he finally rested his hand next to mine and pulled it away quickly.

"Holy shit it is cold, what the hell" He cursed and I giggled.

"How the fuck are you giggling right now? What the hell is wrong with you?"

"A lot" I grinned up at the slightly older male who shook his head.

"I really think we should put this away" Demi commented again, and to be honest; I was getting slightly annoyed but this repeated statement.

I went to reply, but the board did it for me.

I looked down to see it on "no" and for some reason that shook me up a bit.

"Why the fuck not" I growled getting slightly pissed at this thing. 

It started moving quickly, like Demi or I was racing the board with it making my eyes widen, Demi's as well.

Demi mouthed "What the fuck" to me and I just looked down, watching it move at an unhuman pace. 

"Did that bitch just spell "Stop cursing" Our roommate questioned making me nod with a slight laugh.

"I do whatever the fuck I want, thank you. You ain't my momma with a wooden spoon" I smirked and right after I said that, I knew I had fucked up.

"Y/N? What was that?" Demi whispered over to me and before I could respond, the bathroom door across the room slammed shut making Demi and I scream. 

"HELL NO!" Demi yelled and all of a sudden she was in my lap, griping me like I was life or death.

"Babe, it's okay. It can't hurt you. It just wants to make your fear it"

"Well it fucking succeed ten fucking minutes ago Y/N. The door slam was a little extra" 

"Hey Josiah? Did your momma allow you to go in slamming doors? You're having bad manners" I scolded and we heard another slam in our house making Demi scream in my hear; almost making me deaf with how high pitched it was. 

"SLAM ANOTHER THING I DARE YOU" I yelled and Demi hid her face in the crook of my neck while our roommate told me to stop challenging whatever it was.

"No Y/N really, stop"

"I thought you didn't believe in this bullshit?"

"I don't- but I just watched our bathroom door slam shut with no one in or around it" 

"Baby get off of me, this things pissing me off. Go sit next to *Roommate Name* please" I patted her back and she backed away from me and I gave her a small peck and watched her go sit next to him. 

I got up to explore the house with my phone's flashlight to see what that slam was.

I explored our bedrooms, not wanting to go near that bathroom yet. 

Everything looked like how we left it earlier so I moved onto the kitchen. I didn't even need to enter the kitchen to see what it was.

All the cupboards were open and drawers were pulled out.

"Okay what the fuck" I spoke allowed making them holler "What's wrong" and "What is it"

I love how they didn't come to see what it was.

I know this isn't Demi's doing.

She may be a mess in our house, but she didn't leave EVERY cupboard and drawer open.

I called for my roommate and girlfriend to come here and the second the kitchen came into view, their jaws dropped.

"What the hell?"

"I love how it told us to stop cursing, yet here we are" Demi sniggered making our roommate laugh.

"I guess we start just closing them? I don't know.." He mumbled walking into the kitchen were even I haven't stepped into yet.

I watched him start closing things and with my own eyes I watched a drawer he literally just closed; open right in front of my eyes.

"*Roommates Name* that literally just opened, you just closed that. I watched it. What the fuck"

We were all just discussing what had happened when all our hearts dropped to our gut.

The door behind us slammed, making us scream and yell, the lights started flickering and everything we just closed had slammed open.

"FUCK" Demi screamed, clutching onto me.

"Alright! Everyone go pack some shit in a bag! We're fucking leaving" Our roommate demanded and we listened. We all scrambled to do so meeting at the doorway.

We were just about to leave when Demi stopped us.

"Guys? What's what?" 

"Demi don't worry about it, lets just go!" I tried to pull her away but she held her ground.

"No really; what is that?" 

"What is what?" I sighed and Demi grabbed her phone, turning on the flashlight.

She shined her light, and written on the wall in a dripping black liquid was,

I told you to stop cursing. 

* * * *

Thought of on: June 29th 2018

Written on: September 15th 2018, September 16th 2018, October 30th 2018 and October 31st 2018

Published on: May 10th 2022

Word Count: 2124

#demi lovato #paranormal #writing #fanfiction #lovatics #ghosts #halloween #spooky #spoopy

[nutlessspeedrun]

ive been cumming a lot lately.

anyone who's been keeping a half-eye on my pinned post will be able to tell that much. i kinda fell off the Denial wagon a while ago, and then started to pleasure myself increasingly often. (working a shit job, needed that Quick Dopamine!!)

i intend to do No Nut November again this year. and, if i wanna be ready for it, i really should start preparing now! after all, ive only got three months to ween myself off of cumming twice every day.

SO! the game plan right now is to work in one-month increments. all through july, ive been cumming at least once or more every single day. so, in august, i plan to start cumming every three days. for the first two weeks, i'll spend the two no-cumming days on no touch. then, during the third and forth week, i'll allow myself to touch and edge as desired.

for september, i'll work down to one orgasm every week. same as last month, one half will be spent not touching, and the other will allow me to play to my heart's content (so long as i dont accidentally cum :p)

october will be one orgasm every other week. so, two orgasms for that whole month! one half denied entirely, and the other allowing for some indulgence.

and, of course, november will have no cumming at all. no touching, and then, with a slowly increasing regimen of playtime.

i plan to keep notes on how my mindset and libido grow over this experiment. ideally, i'll figure out where the optimal spot is between total denial and hedonistic self-indulgence.

last November was HAAARD for me... my partner would edge me with his mouth at least twice a week, sometimes for ten or more edges. i ended up begging for a ruin around the half-way mark, and had another close to the end... so, i didnt end up having a full orgasm until the first week of december ><

though, before that november, i was being made to cum at least every other day. lets hope that by easing myself into it, i'll have a little better self control.

... unless, the denial BEFORE november just makes me more pent up when the time comes... hm. well! we'll see!! the only cost is some wonderful suffering from me, which isn't a loss at all. ^^

#nsft #dante's journal #denial journal #denial #long term chastity #long term denial #games

[honsvous]

Colder Then Embers

Content warning:adult themes,top gun behavior,cussing and truth of reality,pregnancy,cheating

Summary:aftermath of the night at the bar leads to unexpected rivalry’s becoming friends and more people from mavericks past coming into the future that lies ahead of them all

Part2

When the kids ended you saw Jake was smiling but it wasn’t his normal smirk he seemed surprised as you looked over slightly without making it noticeable as you pushed your dads sunglasses down,Bradley was pissed and Maverick seemed to be talking to him in attempt to calm him as you zoned out in your conversation with trace and Bob alongside Jake.

“You wanna know who the best is?” Bradley asked Maverick as he looked at you playing pool with a grin on your face while everyone was competitive you were oddly calm and relaxed.

“That’s her,Honsvous it’s the way she flies like her old man,ice cold no mistakes.Comes down to it you get bored,frustrated do something stupid she’s got you” he stated as he downed his drink as Maverick looked back at you.

“Hey,hey- hangman thought you were gonna win that game?” Maverick jokingly teased the other guy.

“Maverick your such a dickhead,who’s butt did you kiss to be let in here” he asked him with a serious look on his face.

“Well the list is long” Maverick joked back not taking it serious.

“So your with honsvous,huh?” Maverick asked for rooster knowing he would wanna know.

“Miss honsvous to you,by the sound of it” he kinda spat back with authority not caring Maverick out ranked him,he’s been pulled before and knew they wouldn’t again especially right now.

You acted kind cold to rooster not saying to much but you both shared the same look to each other and Maverick had seen that look before as you downed water that was always mistook for vodka before you grabbed roosters hand walking out of the bar with him.

“What is your issue with me?“ you didn’t snap this time but your voice wasn’t the softest either it was more of just no emotion laced behind it.

“You have always been my best friend Kazansky,an I’ve been in love with you sense and now of all people you are in their kissing Jake?” He commented back seeing the look in your eyes.

“Nobody owns me Bradley,I was raised better I ain’t gonna romantize the lies men in this line of work give because all of you are the same.You use women to get what you want then leave them high and dry hanging,as if we weren’t humans” you spat back at him.

“Atleast let me take you back sense your have been drinking” Bradley was persistent on that as you laughed.

“Bradley I don’t drink,it was just water” for the first time it wasn’t a smirk it was a genuine smile at him.

“Water at a bar?” He chuckled back.

“Yeah something my dad taught me at a young age,well him and your dad.You don’t be a girl in a bar and drink especially when it’s full of men plus it fits my whole family doesn’t really drink so why break the chain?” You shrug walking back with him.

The relationship between rooster and you was short lived mostly filled with late night chats that turnt into hooking up,besides that during the day you didn’t really talk about it or even your friendship.

It had been until your next meeting,nobody had heard about the news the only people who had knew was Phoenix and Bob besides Maverick who you had to tell first sense he was in charge of you being the training instructor and rooster,that you were pregnant but you didn’t expect Maverick to tell everyone.

“Head out,Honsvous you will stay behind to make sure nothing adds a complication to your pregnancy” the second the words left mavericks mouth your blood ran cold and yelling over took the room as Jake was at roosters throat when he heard someone whispers that he didn’t want to be in the kids life because he believed he would die young like his father an because he was in love with someone else.

“How can you leave the women who is carrying your kid?” Hangman yelled at rooster as rooster stood up not realizing you walked out.

“Because I’m in love with someone better,she’s not cold and she’s sweet and gentle,she has piercings and red hair dye that’s faded she’s the opposite of her,she looks mean but she’s a angel were-Honsvous is sweet looking but she’s the coldest person I know”.

But the thing nobody understood and knew was you didn’t hate this other girl he loved more,it was the fact for the first time you didn’t listen to your father and you let your upfront down and it bit you in the ass,an you hated rooster for that he was the one guy you thought was different an even over it all-he didn’t wanna be in his kids life?who does that?You couldn’t help but to think to yourself as you laid in your bed curled in putting on a true crime document.

You couldn’t help but flinch as your door opened and hangman came in without saying anything’s an pulled you into him from behind very gentle his voice was quiet sensing you were afraid which was the you he had never seen.

“I’ve loved you sense I’ve met you and I know right now that doesn’t seem very convincing after everything that has happened but,he won’t have my smile but that won’t bother me a bit” he had started to confess to you as his hand on your side slowly went in-front if you protective on your belly that wasn’t really showing yet.

“He’s got somebody else’s eyes I’m seeing myself in,I’m holding on to every moment because god knows I’ve missed a few.The day we met I knew I had some catching up to do”. As he spoke tears filled your eyes all you truly wanted right now to be able to hug your dad and tell him how much he has always been right,to not trust so easily.

“He ain’t got my blood,ain’t got my name but if he did I’d feel the same and my feelings will never change because I could never walk away,he’s my son and that’s my choice.I know it’s gonna hit me like a train,the first time he calls me dad in a three stick figure crayon picture with all of us holding hands”. He could see tears fall from your eyes that was reflected in the light from the tv in the dark while you listening to him quietly seeing you fall asleep.

“His Saturday cartoons,he’s gonna be the “hey can I sleep in your room”,he’s bigger then the plans I had.he’s making me a better man than I am” he finished saying as he glanced seeing you had fell asleep but not without noticing you had placed your hand over his that had been resting on your stomach.

When morning came you had realized you slept it as you got up quickly ignoring the feeling like you were gonna throw up,you remembered texting your brother but nobody knew you had a brother but that wasn’t the part you were worried about as you rushed down in a oversized sweatshirt,having not got the bed rest it made you look sick.

You saw hangman drinking coffee against the counter who would of realized he had a second side to him like you?

It wasn’t until your brother walked in and went to hug you,you worried seeing rooster and maverick and basically everyone’s eyes widen.Your little brother looked like exactly like your dad so much that it was actually scary the only difference he never had the upfront is was a baby inside and out,never being able to raise his voice no matter what the situation was.

You still didn’t know where your feelings with rooster laid but when he walked over you stepped in front of your brother.

“Don’t you dare lay a finger on him or talk to him” your voice didn’t have a emotion as maverick walked over.

“He looks so much like your dad” maverick stated calmly and quiet knowing what was going on between you and rooster and hangman and not sure why.

Everyone’s head snapped up when what happened next went down.

“So which one of this guys do I personally have to kill,what’s the little guys last name gonna be” your baby brother asked as he was so excited about it and curious putting his arm over you protective for the first time.

“It won’t matter because he’s gonna be a kanzansky he don’t need a dad,he will have me and I know he will have you as his uncle and if I ever truly needed help I know I have trace and Bob” you faintly smiled but saw the worry set in when he saw the bags under your eyes but was trying to ignore it.

“Your gonna be his uncle and I know your gonna be his everything,everywhere always.he’s gonna love till it hurts,till his heart aches,he’s gonna take after his uncle the light in my world on my darkest days.

When you knew rooster was gonna apologize and explain himself you could only hear your dads voice to run,your dad was always right and he was right when you thought he was wrong,you ignore rooster and pulled your brother into a guy walking out with him feeling a arm wrap around your waist very gently you hesitated to look over but was relieved to see it had just been hangman who was smiling like crazy.

Nobody understood it but you,an your brother it was a unspoken about moment as you started to fall asleep in hangman’s arms you fell asleep with you,you relived that moment of you father sitting you down as a kid talking to you about holding up a upfront and realized how much he predicted.

Said I would understand when I’m older Said I would understand the things they do Falls asleep on his shoulder in the break roomShe said she’s been inside for to long,well no shit could you tell us something new?You can tell he’s lying because his lips move,it must be nice to be the reason his work ain’t so bleak,that must be what will motivate you all he will need is to see you smiling as you light up his whole week.imagine the kinda things he would do to you if there wasn’t so many cameras.But you keeping a dark secret,but your talking in your sleep totally banned from the kitchen,citing workplace of concerns but they wouldn’t tip you if it healed you.at least he’s waiting for you,after a long day.

To Jake you burned brighter then any ember.

#topgun imagine #top gun story #hangman top gun #top gun x reader #jake hangman x reader #jake hangman seresin #rooster x reader

[scriptsinger]

Thank You

Hey guys, I'd like to do a little thank you letter for you guys. This will be a mixed letter to all my fans, whether you’re from YouTube, FimFiction, or wherever!

First off, thank you all so much for 339 subscribers on YouTube! I never would’ve believed that I would have made it this far. I know this year has been tons of strange and weird content from me, but hey, that’s how I am. I do have a really big sub special coming out soon, I know I keep saying that but me and Ellie are working hard on it, trust me. It’s going to be worth the wait! I can’t believe I’ve gained 70 subs throughout the year, you all mean so much to me! 

Second, FimFic, thank you all for 118 followers! I can’t believe so many people read and enjoy my stories. I know I haven’t been super active on FimFic lately, but please bear with me, I do have stuff planned, it’s just been hard finding ideas of how to finish some stuff. 

Third, thanks to everyone in my online life who gave me a chance to create new friendships and share doing what I love. You all believe in me when I don’t even believe in myself. 

Fourth is to everyone else. I know I don’t say this much, but I love you all so much! (Yes, you! Even if you don’t view my stuff that much, I FREAKING LOVE YOU!!!) You’re making a dream of mine come true and I am so thankful for that. 

I’m going to strive to do better in 2024. I wanna keep creating content. I wanna write more stories, share new music, and of course, scream at my games, but most importantly, entertain you all! I love to spread joy to others and share my love for creating. 

I’m sorry this is kinda short, I think I’m starting to get sick again, so my brain isn’t functioning properly, but as always, thank you all for reading, and until next time, see you later. 

~Script Singer

[lostacelonnie]

Congrats on surviving even more school & good luck on the inevitable more that comes after! Also good luck on those exams. Lumine is so iconic i haven't liked a character so quickly as i did her in ages. We are all better off with more jeht content tbh. She's fun & an interesting character we get to see grow. Hell if that aint my eternal mood. So much to do so little time. Xingqiu is so good i gave him a rest break after getting yelan & kokofish though he deserves it. I will manifest you getting him some day. I played faruzan's hangout & man its so good. I want her now. & once again lumine fits so well in the hangouts with the ladies too. Sdr2 had so many of my favorite characters & really did uh. Not do most of em justice it sucks. Thats what character adoption is for. That domain isnt like. The worst of them but it is annoying. So the usual advice applies. Get workable stuff & roll with it. Not worth farming for perfection. Good to know. I simply am always in awe of nature so i know ill like it regardless. That is very cool its amazin yall have been friends for so long. Me after playing dehya's story quest & also gaining her as a character first 10 pull. Ive gotten into so many series because of friends its like my vetting process. If someone whose tastes i trust says its good ill check it out. Like every honkai post i see from you reminds me i wanna continue that

hi again [once again sorry for the extremely late answer but im afraid this might become a bit of a pattern cos our teachers suddenly decided to give us Every Exam In Existence TvT] and thank you sm!!!! its. a lot. but im surviving. lumine is SO great frfr. tho i havent played the new archon quest yet [my interest in minecraft returned so ive been kinda doing that lol] so i havent seen any potential content from there yet. and i agree, jeht is amazing. im so glad mhy didnt just make her a throwaway character. and yeahhh isnt that life. i have. so many plans. and so little time And motivation. thank you for the manifestation 🙏🙏 im yelanless as her playstyle happens to not really be my thing but i DO have koko and i ❤ her. ouuugh then ill check it out!! one day at least. god im gonna have so much stuff to do when i finally get the energy to play genshin again. yeah sdr2 was. Something. danganronpa would be such a good game if it wasnt so bad. if that makes sense. but it was def a fun fandom, a fundom is you will. yeahh fair i just did that with the pale flame domain [THO I PROBABLY SHOULDNT HAVE COS MY EULA STILL HAS ONLY 4* ARTIFACTS.... but she can his 100k and im trying to not be a metaslave so im not that bothered]. yeah its still a REALLY cool experience so i cant recommend it enough. hehe right!! its all thanks to Tiny Me bc she had ten times the confidence of current me. and im still laylaless rip. yeah me too tbh!! and good luck on continuing honkai when u get to it!!!

#asks #pen pals