#but I'm going to bed now so goodnight

[charmre]

Another day, another casual sinophobia experience: ~*CLASSMATE EDITION*~

#personal #I'm too tired to really talk about it rn #but I went out with friends #didn't buy anything bc it's still the strike #and not because of me not buying anything #but we just got on the topic of like tik tok and China and yeah 🙃 #like hate tik tok for all the bad takes and tiktok-ification of like mental illness/etc. #not bc it's it's 'a Chinese spy platform stealing your identity' #like the US already does that and does worse #like what makes you so special that China even wants to do anything with your info???? #just #YOU REALLY AREN'T IMMUNE TO PROPAGANDA HUH #it wasn't like MALICIOUS I guess just...again YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO US PROPAGANDA #and it makes me v tired and sad #oops I did end up talking about it #but I'm going to bed now so goodnight

[somegrumpynerd]

Thinking about how Nightmare has 4 mortals and 3 of them are so so bad at taking care of themselves

#UTDR #UTMV #My Art #Truce au #Killer Sans #Dust Sans #Cross Sans #Horror Sans #Nightmare Sans #''I don't feel like drawing a bunch I'll just do a quick silly doodle'' sits up until 1am finishing this #But this is about their bad habits not mine so #Killer and Cross are the worst offenders for sleep but they're pretty managable #Dust is the worst for food but Horror can coax him into enough food to get by #Horror was - for a short time when he first joined - Nightmare's clear favourite #Because he would actually ASK for things when he needed them #(Not that his joining didn't have problems of it's own but y'know #Nightmare was starting to expect it at this point) #I should ramble for 10 pages about the boys joining the gang someday #Not now cause I'm going to bed but y'know #Anyway goodnight gang!

[tezzbot]

Tried out a new painterly colouring style while watching / listening to Team Z.I.T. hermit hardcore + I ended up having a lot of fun with it and really like how they turned out ^_^ Subtle but it has a nice effect imo!!

#hermitcraft #team ZIT #impulsesv #impulsesv fanart #tangotek #tangotek fanart #zedaph #zedaph fanart #mydoodles #will prob doodle more of these three as I continue the series lol it's so chill I'm having a great time #tomorrow tho.... #I am going to BED now goodNIGHT

[golyadkin]

The ghosts and co. as images I have saved on my computer

#bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts captain #bbc ghosts kitty #pat butcher #thomas thorne #julian fawcett #alison cooper #fanny button #mike cooper #six idiots #them there #fanart #see if you can guess where every image is from #go on #guess #there are more i could have done but it's past midnight now so i'm going to bed goodnight #art tag

[butmakeitgayblog]

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So do we think Clarke's would say "Life is about more than just surviving" or "I'll always be with you"?

Ok listen

There's arguments for both.

For the first one, imagine her saying those words in that moment in the tent. She doesn't even know why she says them, or why they come to mind at all other than the fact that it just feels so fitting for everything she's going through. Everything that's so jumbled up with this girl she can't wrap her head around, and yet also can't seem to get out of her head. But she says them, and then they kiss, and it feels... like so much more than she can handle in that moment. She can't even begin to think about what it might mean.

Then fastforward and there she is holding Lexa in her arms and, goddamn it all, Lexa says them. She says them like it's a sweet memory; a secret understanding just between them. Through that half broken and weak smile, like she's admitting Clarke was right, again. Lexa says them like it's not the end of the world for Clarke. Because she knows. She hears those words and she knows this is it, and there's nothing left to fight for. So holds her, and says goodbye to her. Sends her soulmate off with a blessing and one final kiss.

OR

If it were the other one, the "I'll always be with you" that's written on her, imagine how it would've felt for Clarke. She may have only just allowed herself to let go of her anger, but she knows what she feels for Lexa. Or, at least, she thought she did... Because Lexa says her final words and breathes her last breath into their kiss, and as she cries, Clarke realizes... they weren't what's written. It's like a knife to the chest because those words, Lexa's last words, they were not what's written. But then they meet in the City of Light and Lexa feels so damn real when they hug and kiss. She's real as she's urging Clarke to go because she's barely going to make it out of there with her life. But she doesn't even think before she grabs Lexa and pulls her back, because if this is her one last chance, she's going to tell this girl that she loves her. Those stupid, meaningless words be damned.

But then... Lexa says it.

She says them, the words that are written. She says them with that smile that shines more in her eyes than anywhere else.

She says them like that's what she'd meant to say all along.

And it's a blessing, and so very much a curse, because now Clarke knows. She knows what she's always known since the last time she held Lexa in her arms. But she also knows... this is it. This really is their last moment. She'll really be gone after this, and suddenly she's lost her all over again.

#did you know you can't add polls to other people's posts? #cuz I found out the hard way just now #clexa #i have insomnia and these are the things I think about #but I'm going to bed now so am intrigued to see what this will say in the morning 😴 #secret third option #'fuck you andi just fuck you' <<< I get it. ouch. but I get it #anyway goodnight 💕🙏

[bubbiegumprincess]

Hi!! I hope you're having an amazing day/night! Would it be okay if I requested a Steven universe x human female reader where the reader has a super big crush on him but is incredibly shy (like almost scared to talk to him shy lol) please? Only if you're okay with it/comfortable and want to! Thank you so much!! <3

RAHHHHH UNLOCKING THE STEVEN UNIVERSE NERD IN ME ISTG!!!! ill try and tysm for the request!!

cw // none!! just fluff :33

ON THE JOB

You don't really remember where the playlists full of love songs and "girl advice on youtube" began, but when it did, oh boy, it began strong.

You had been walking out of your house to see Steven helping a new mailman with different houses. You stepped outside, daring to wave.

With every ounce of confidence you could muster, you raised your hand and waved it in the air. Steven brightly smiled and waved back. It was like your heart dropped to your stomach when he walked up to your house.

"My name is Steven!!" He smiles brightly enough to fill towns. "My name is y/n, it's- nice to meet you." You felt yourself zoning out and seeing Steven's brows raise. "Uhh, are you okay?" You snap back to reality after such a haze.

"Yeah, sorry." You laugh a little, and he laughs back. "Hey, do you wanna help me and the mailman deliver mail? We could definitely use an extra hand!!" He offered with a wide smile. "Uh-yeah- sure, just give me a minute to get my coat on, I'll be right outside."

You step in your house and shove a light jacket on, leaving it open, before catching up to Steven and getting handed an envelope each and told to deliver them to a large, grey house with colorful patio steps.

He skips up the stairs and you follow suit, slowly inching toward being comfortable with him. Comfortable. Once the mail is placed neatly in the box, Steven cheers and runs with you toward the mailman.

That was the very first time you truly swooned.

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aaaaand there I'm done for the night I'm so tired I can't I'm dying omg anyways LETS GO!!! this was so so fun to write istg!! thank you again for the ask and I hope you enjoyed!! have a wonderful day/night <33

#i'm so tired #i'm gonna go to bed now #goodnight tumblrrrr #steven universe #steven universe x reader #oooh cool story #send requests #Writing #OK that's it bye

[wayfinderships]

Reminder that if you ship incest to GET OUT of my blog please and thank you <3

#pan rambles #Saw some non-self ship blog interact with some Laios art I rbed #Since it's a blog I'd never seen I decided to look to it a little #I got some bad vibes from it when I saw a certain drawing and sure enough they ship incest- #Ew #Was gonna talk about the latest Vox Machina episodes I watched but this is more important #Ugh. I'm so sick and tired of seeing people be gross about siblings. It's disgusting and I can't ever seem to escape it #As a sibling (both biological and step sibling) seeing anything like that makes me Extremely Uncomfortable #So yeah. If you ship any of thst stuff get the hell out of my blog and never interact with me please and thank you #Anyways. Going to bed now. Goodnight gamers!

[dawnthefluffyduck]

Other doodles from that page, no learning goal here, just had fun scribbling haha (am also realizing its better to crop these doodle pages instead of flooding one post with every fandom I've ever laid eyes on)

#I included teefies #that's a new one #and of course if I can include kris' eyes then I will make them red no matter what #i don't care if it breaks an otherwise monochromatic color palette they're cool #doodles #i ran out of tag space on my alt so; #its finally completely stopped ☃️☃️ and im exhausted so I'm gonna go lay in bed now #goodnight :D

[nervocat]

Btw guys I officially hit a little (like two) over 200 followers this week so. There's that 😨😨

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #I'm genuinely very happy ik I sound very “😐” abt this #If that makes sense #but yeah guys let's go #officially at 200 followers now yippee❗❗ #also I'm so fucking bored rn #actually I could go to bed #I should #bc like I'm hanging out with a friend tomorrow so #If I do go to bed goodnight guys 🫶🫶 #finally at 200 followers :33

[steakout-05]

new sketchbook who this

what it says in the tin, got a new sketchbook today :) it's thicker and rougher paper than what i usually use which is slightly annoying because it tends to smudge a lot more and has a rougher look, but it's still good paper and i find it nice to draw on!!

every so often i fall back into my DDLC phase and start rewatching a bunch of analysis videos on the characters. they're like my comfort background noise to listen to. Monika's one of my favourite characters and i find her fun to draw!!

(ignore the sudden lighting change idk why that happened)

Splatoon was, like, a childhood hyperfixation of mine, mainly because the character designs and the music go hard. like, they literally please the autism so much, it's like a stim just looking at the characters and listening to the soundtrack!!! the design of the Inkling girl was always my favourite as a kid because look at her! she's so cool looking!! i love all the colours and i love the texture of the characters' hair and their ears literally make me so happy and they are SO fun to draw. i would chew on an octoling's hair like a dog toy if i could it looks so chewable

#sketch #ddlc #ddlc monika #splatoon #inkling girl #my favourite splatoon characters are usually the ones that please the autism the most #marie marina and frye are my favourites out of the idols just because their designs go so hard #i also really love dedf1sh's design they're so cool #the hair in splatoon looks so chewy though. like. surely i am not the only person who- #-thinks the splatoon hair looks yummy. i wanna chew on it #if inklings and octolings were real i would just eat their hair #they would all go bald because i eated all the hair #anyway enough about eating hair #monika is so pretty. like. she is actually so beautiful and i love drawing her #how dare team salvato make such lovely character designs that i start questioning my sexuality for a moment /j #no but like the ddlc characters are so pretty drawing them is so fun #i like drawing them in a semi-realistic more detailed anime style because it just makes them look cosy #especially sayori #i love drawing sayori with more modest rounded hair it makes her look so cosy and friendly :) #these tags are so weird #i mean it is currently 12 am at the time of writing this because i wasnt paying attention to the clock- #-and i'm just writing a stream of consciousness right now but also why am i going on about- #-eating splatoon hair for like 5 tags wtf #im gonga go to bed goodnight :)

[luyo-mi]

Cleaned up his design a bit

#he now has a new weapon #a whip #bc he's cool like that #he broke his arm while fighting again smh #obey me #doodle #obey me shall we date #digital art #obey me mammon #I might redo lucifers desgin bc omg i hate it #and i need to clean up levis outfit too #the big bros deserve it #I'm actually wanting to plan a 'project' #where i redesign all the demon bros demon outfiits #i said demon twice #oo and barbs too ofc #except asmo since i already did his #i swear its not bc i dont like #him #i need to go to bed early so goodnight my fellow barbie simps #mwah xoxo love you😘

[gwinverarrouz]

Another entry for my little polaroid series! Not an angle I'm used to drawing Bisig at, but my goal with these pictures is to make it look like they were taken by the characters themselves (so by a tiny crab here XD)

#mydrawings #mycharacters #Bisig #there's three of these so it's a series now \o/ #i do want to make more of them– it's kind of a matter of finding the time. and spoons. spoons where are you #well today the art spoons appeared at 11pm and it's ten minutes to midnight now so i'm going to bed goodnight/goodday

[plangentia]

group holidays are always fine in theory until people begin to grate on you on day 2

#namely my roommate #i just want to do things alone or not at his instruction !!!! #like i didn't want to go to bed now and i can hear the others fucking around outside #but he said goodnight all and shut the door so i guess we're going to bed #but we're not going to bed are we bc he's doing his full belly laugh every 30 seconds #hnnggghhhg #this is just a little vent but i'm so tired #and the two of us are never apart!!! #i love him but only in small doses #and i was not asked if i wanted to room with him. it just. got decided. #and i get why. it makes sense for a variety of reasons #but he's just driving me a little crazy #okay that's more of a vent than i thought it would be. i'm going to go for a walk tomorrow by myself i think

[finelyageddragons]

Currently in love with the relationship between the Grey Wardens and being doomed by the narrative, especially with how the HOF subverts that relationship so here's a 3am rant about it. Enjoy! The wardens are ghosts. They are born by letting go of everything you had before and drinking poison to bind your fate to the darkspawn and promise that your life and perhaps more importantly, your death belongs to them. The whole joining is a terrifying experience, you're drinking the blood of monsters and seeing a corrupt god in your mind and waking up to see those who died around you and being told you'll meet the same fate soon enough you've just been given more time to get there because to sacrifice, to die is a warden's purpose. Even if you survive becoming a warden, your best case scenario is sacrificing yourself to end the blight but it's far more likely you'll die fighting darkspawn or even more likely lose your mind and have to go to the deep roads to be lost and have your death be your last act of defiance in the face of this overwhelming wave of evil waiting to rise again. The best thing that can happen to a warden is to die in a meaningful way because you gave away your life the moment you drank that blood. All you are now is a soldier waiting to die in war and hopefully take the enemy down with you. It is tragic and haunting and noble and so full of grief. Grief for the live you gave behind and for the one you'll never have. Every warden spends every day of their life hoping not for a future or any life for themselves but simply to make their death mean something which is an incredibly interesting mental state and I could go on about how that effects individuals and messes with their values so that corruption is rife but what started this whole thing is Fereldan.

A wonderful post by @sapphim (which I don't know how to cite but I wanna give credit so if there's a way please tell me) discussed how beneficial it was for the wardens that the fifth blight occured in Fereldan and how much they lost by it being solved so soon. To put it simply, they wanted to sacrifice Fereldan as a lost cause and use it as an example of why they wardens shouldn't be neglected. They wanted it to be known of how much of a sacrifice they make an how important their duty by letting the country of Fereldan be an example of what happens when no one is there to do it and that the narrative has doomed everyone, that the world's crimes will be paid for unless someone is willing to be selfless and bear the burden to give the world another chance. Andraste would have been a great warden I'm sure. In the eyes of the warden, Fereldan is tainted just like their blood, it is promised to the darkspawn just like they are, willingly or not it bears the duty that all wardens do and must make the sacrifice they do too. For the greater good. To stop the darkspawn. It's better you having a death that matters than a life that lasts. This is the psychology of the wardens and they are applying those same beliefs to all of Fereldan. Why must they be the only ones doomed by the narrative? There is no surviving this story and there is saving the world there is only killing the darkspawn before it kills you. Thedas is at war with the archdemons and until they're all dead, there is no peace, there is only preparing for the next battle. There is no building a life, no building a country, there is nothing to protect because it is all doomed.

The way duty and sacrifice and the promise of the Grey Wardens must alter their values and perspective on life is fascinating and there is so much to explore here but what's important for this post is that the foundation of their entire order is that they are already dead.

This then brings us to the HOF and cheating death. Duncan is like the grim reaper in Origins the way he comes and snatches your soul at the end of each origin which I honestly love and it ties in so well to the idea that wardens are ghosts given you die in every other version of the story without him but that's the story of all wardens. They all die a symbolic death at the joining so that's okay but then Ostogar happens. Flemeth happens. You should have died. Fereldan should have been lost. Remember, the duty of the wardens is dying not surviving but you did survive, snatched away by a god. Every other warden has died thinking their paying the price for an absent god yet this goddess not only favours you, she changed fate for you. Every other warden throughout history has paid the price but not you. Not Fereldan. You get to cheat the fate while it dooms everyone else. Can you imagine how that must have felt for the other wardens? How much they must hate the hero for stealing the martyr Fereldan was set to be and making all their losses naught but a tragedy when it could have been so much more? Not only did you escape your own death but you stole the value of theirs. You survived which goes against everything the wardens are made for.

Going even further than that, you have the dark ritual where you can actively choose to cheat death again. When every other warden has had to give their life, had to sacrifice and lose and grieve and poison their humanity as they did their bodies, you get to escape it all. Wardens have struggled for decades to have a foothold in Fereldan but you'll go so far as to choose their ruler for them without any consultation. You have been a warden less than a year, ended a battle that they prepared for over hundreds of years and sacrificed more hundreds of years fighting in the past and not only have you defied everything they defined themselves by, you have made them look like fools and decided their fate for them. You have stolen the meaning of the death of every warden, you have stolen their martyrs and the justifications for their actions and by keeping your own life and humanity, by resisting their poison you have made them all look like monsters.

The hero was doomed by the narrative as all wardens are but they rewrote fate, they stole their life back so many times and by surviving, they created a whole new narrative that ruined everything the wardens were built upon. The wardens were made to be ghosts, not heroes. They're meant to die and be remembered nobly so they can be redeemed for they had to do to get there but not you hero. You get to shame us all, don't you?

#I have work in like 5 hours but it is my duty to share my madness with you all #UGH I need to make more warden OCs #I can't fix him but I can become equally corrupt by his side #There are so many ideas in here I can't wait to elaborate on over the next few days/weeks/lifetime #Anyway good night y'all #Also hi Saph it was me thank you for encouraging this #Got a good grade in anon something both normal to want and possible to achieve #GOODNIGHT #dragon age origins #dragon age #ramblings #grey wardens #doomed by the narrative #idk how to tag things but I hope people see this I want to hear ideas #Rubbing my hands together and giggling like a goblin thinking of all the potential warden content #I'M GOING TO BED NOW BYE BYE

[incorrectjane-andthedragon]

Prince Cuthbert: Can you please stop putting raisins in foods that would otherwise taste good? Pepper: But, your highness- Jester, interrupting: Your majesty, you are being unraisinable.

#source: tumblr #I'm so tired I couldn't spell raisin for like 30 seconds so I'm taking that as a sign that I need to go to bed now LOL #goodnight everybody I hope you enjoyed the quotes #jatd pepper #pepper jatd #jester jatd #jatd jester #jatd prince cuthbert #prince cuthbert jatd

[things-that-make-sa-happy]

tsitp | 1.07

#The Summer I Turned Pretty #tsitp #tsitpedit #Jeremiah Fisher #my beautiful boy! #Conrad Fisher #Steven Conklin #MORE OF THIS DYNAMIC PLEASE?! #I love this! #sa loves tsitp #sa makes gifs #CONRAD'S FACE IS SO PRICELESS AS HE'S SAYING NO! #omg that's why I had to make this whole exchange! #I may have added in one too many commas into Jere's line... I'm a comma happy person- I regret nothing #I was starting as my normal Jere Bear solo shots but I couldn't help it! #and you best believe that tomorrow or the next day I'mma make those solo gifs cause he's too cute not to in this scene! #but for now this is it- I need to go to bed- I have work tomorrow and I don't wanna #again with these dark scenes though- I don't care for them- I don't necessarily like how they come out in my gifs #I wish I were better at making them look nice #goodnight all! Sweet dreams!