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rainyamidala · 1 year

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authors note; if you dont like the "has kids and is pregnant" trope, this is not for you !!!! this is basically a headcanon explaining why jake is so tough on his sons in atwow !!

d/n = daughters name

s/n = sons name.

i didn't want to make up names in case readers would like to do that on their own. personally i imagined the kids in way of water lol

theme; you tell jake he's being too hard on your kids - he tells you why.

pairing; dilf jake sully x reader

warnings; bad ending !! clearly what i need to work on the most. mentions of death and war. intentional lower caps

"Jake." I began, looking at him with that look on my face as he finished lecturing our son. This conversation we were about to have must not be had in front of the kids, as that might make it seem like i don't respect jake when he sets a boundary or makes a decision. if thats what it looked like to our kids they could start not listening to him - which is the last thing i'd want.

but it was getting out of hand, and it made me uncomfortable.

we had three kids, one on the way. two boys, one girl.

i always thought him being much more strict with our sons was because they were older and needed to take more responsibility than our daughter had to - because i agreed with that. he did lecture d/n when he had to (so she wouldn't get a suffocating attitude and behavior as a grown up. parenting !) but with our boys it was very different. he'd lecture them about everything, and being very harsh and closed minded when he did so.

jake caught on, nodding.

"you guys go ahead, your mother and I will be right behind you." he said, patting our oldest sons back twice before they went off, mumbling to each other.

"i told you he'd freak out!"

"shut up, jerk. it was your idea."

"oh, yeah? you're the one who started it!"

i waited until they were out of hearing distance before i began again, turning from their direction and to my mates.

"you are very hard on them." i said as i turned around, gaining a sigh from jake in response.

"we've been over this, y/n. they're teenagers. they can't grow and mature with kisses and hugs."

"but it is more than that. you cannot expect them to make no mistakes." it is hard enough already for them with their father being who he was. but like every other na'vi they wanting to make their father and anyone with his name proud - that wouldn't be such a fight if he didn't have so high and unrealistic expectations.

"i don't." Jake responded fast, sounding over it already. he hated having to explain his reasoning - having to explain and defend himself.

"they think you do. that's whats important - they think you have expectations they will never be able to fulfill."

"they said that?"

"once. but they do not have to. i see it - i feel it." i felt very close to all of my children, like if they were physically hurt, I was too.

"I'm their father - its my job to be hard on them. toughen them up for the real world."

"your daughter is growing up in the same world - you don't treat her the same and they see it, jake." the absolute last thing id ever wish for is for jake to be so tough that it creates a wedge between two sons and a father.

"what do you want me to do, hm? let them run off and break every rule we set for them? that is not the kind of example i want to set for the youngest; that you can do whatever you want, whenever you want with no consequences." as he said the word youngest, he placed a hand on my stomach. ever since i got pregnant, he had gotten even more strict. i thought it was because he didn't want to stress me out with our kids (specifically boys) being wild, doing things they shouldn't be doing, but i'd never asked.

"talk to me, ma jake. why are you like this?" before we had our oldest, s/n, jake was very fun. definitely the wildest man i had ever met, always doing something he shouldn't. he was still like that, but less than before. i knew it was because he had matured massively since then, but i wish he'd seen himself in our sons before being so quick to judge their excitement for the world around them.

"because that's how my father raised me and my brother - i think i turned out alright. that's what i want for them. to turn out alright. more than alright - i want them to be the men they were born to be." he explained, struggling a little to keep the eye contact between us.

Jake was not one to talk about his family or his life before Pandora. i knew about his brother and his warrior background, but his parents weren't a subject he'd heavily touch on unless heavily forced.

"when i was a marine, i could be careless. it's more to the story but in the end, i lost my legs because i wasn' thinking two steps ahead. i didn't have my father to correct and lecture me, so i'm giving it to my kids." Jake was very grateful for this chapter in his life, more thankful for this than anything. being able to wiggle his toes and run in the forest was a gift he did not recognize until it was lost. not being able to do so as a human threw him to the wolves of depression - same affect as losing his brother.

he'd hate for one of his sons to get badly injured or even worse: one losing the other like he had lost his brother many years ago.

i opened my mouth to respond, but he quickly shut me off by continuing.

"my father raised me like this and I will continue raising my sons like this. you might not agree with me on everything, but i know i'm doing the right thing."

In response, i just nodded, looking down. i felt slightly bad for bringing it up, seeing the direction it had gone in. Jake had lost his brother and didn't want our kids to fall in his footsteps of fate.

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faces-ofvenus · 2 years

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I dont know if you can but could you do one where the reader is rhaneyra daughter and ends up in a relationship with Aegon and ends up marryimg him*

Yes yes, I took my time this time lol, only I was blocked from writing this.

You looked around worriedly, maybe it was just your paranoia maybe not, no one could see you here, or rather with a certain person, it had been a few months since you and your uncle had met so often, your little childish passion like the others would dominate, but it was real, you could feel it, you were y/n Velaryon the eldest daughter of Rhaenyra and Laenor, you had many Targaryen characteristics a little different from your younger brothers, Aegon was taking too long, he never took long, not with you. You met from a very young age, your mothers seemed to harbor a deep hatred for each other, or rivalry, so much so that they both disapproved when they saw their children talking to each other, so your meetings were never well regarded or appreciated.

- Looking for someone my love

You had been lost in thought again, it was almost an everyday thing, you had a crazy and hyperactive mind, and people hardly understood that, as the eldest daughter of Rhaenyra they always put a lot of burdens on your life, just as they did on your mother's, but with Aegon, things were different, you didn't want to be king or queen, you didn't want your obligations. You opened a wide smile, and shared a big longing look, Aegon had his typical mocking smile, the kind that would get someone in trouble.

- Maybe I already have.

You sat down, usually your escapades involved hanging out in the castle, without permission, or even spending much of it with your dragons, this afternoon you would spend it together in a small tree hidden inside the castle garden. Aegon surprisingly always respected your desire to remain untouched until the day of your wedding, which you dreamed would be with him, at least in the promises you made to each other it would be that way, but that doesn't mean you didn't have long kisses and hugs.

The air seemed to come out of the lungs of everyone in the room, almost a deafening silence if that was possible, but certainly the lack of sounds in the room, were uncomfortable for everyone, well almost everyone, Alicent was the first to speak.

- But my king, like y/n and Aegon, together at a wedding....

She tried to protest but the shock of that absurd idea was surely destabilizing her, marrying her eldest son, to her daughter, it couldn't be, it would soil both the Targaryen name and her mother, but at least on this she and Rhaenyra agreed, this marriage, it couldn't happen.

- My father, we were already preparing to leave. Can't you take this decision without consulting us first?

The king denied vehemently, he was an old man, but not blind, he knew that both y/n and Aegon were together, he remembered how he used to run away with Aemma, his beautiful queen, even though their relationship was arranged, he quickly fell in love with his beloved, running away and sneaking away so they could be together, he looked at you and at Aegon, both looked in shock, but his son had perhaps one of the few smiles of pure happiness he had ever witnessed, he wanted more to see that smile from Aegon, how he wanted, he knew he was not a good father with him, just as he was not with Rhaenyra for a long time but, he would never want him and his granddaughter to be unhappy.

- My decision is made, in a few days, at the height of spring, they will marry, further uniting the Velaryon house with the Targaryen, wouldn't that be a great idea!

Nobody would go through the decision of a king, not even dissatisfied mothers, your heart could only beat fast, looking at Aegon, you could already feel yourself making your vows, looking into his eyes and kissing him freely without having to hide from anybody.

#hotd #hotd x reader #reader #reader insert #aegon ii targaryen #aegon ii targaryen x reader #house of the dragon x reader #house of the dragon

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quartergremlin · 2 months

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avatar live action first impressions:

i like the sets!

i dont really like the cgi bemdimg, but it's not egregiously bad either. I don't like the pacing of the starting fight, and the earthvemdimg is missing that good ome-two pumch, but it's something that if it hadn't already been pointed out to me, I probably wouldn't have noticed.

i also like the idea of small-scale resistance of the earth kingdom (besides jet, jet was framed as an outlier). I appreciate that out of everyone who lost their homes and their families and their livelihoods, there were more options in the earth kingdom than 1: moving somewhere else and hope it doesn't happen again or 2: ve rich and stick your head in the same. oh this is im the past nevermind-

that is some pretty impressive costuming! however. that fake beard. jesus.

i do like the "avatar stairs" that seems like. the shittiest place to spend eternity. Hope you didn't ignore leg day when you were alive. Are they allowed to sit down?

i dont know if I like the fact that aang is the only one flying around or not. probably a sound decision. that many fake flying people in the background.... yeah this is for the better.

i also like how the war is framed in the past outside of aang's perspective. As a kid, it would have seemed like,, the war just happened one day. "The fire nation attacked".

HES TWELVE!!! HES SO TIMY!!!! 😭

aamg just. taking some time instead of intentionally running away is. a choice. that will have some repercussions for his character. but I trust we all understand that without me writing a dissertation about it.

that guy: im a monk, but... 💨💨💥

that said I was prepared for monk gyatso to suck all of the air out of the room in a desperate final stand, but whatever. it's fine. that was fan speculation anyway. makes sense they didn't think that hard about it and just did a regular fight.

zuko keeping tiny avatar statues! i do love and understand that.

so if I'm getting this right:

aang never ran away. so any guilt related to him doing so ever. is just. fake! yes that guilt would still be there, but without like. an actual purposeful action that aang took, the answer is always going to be that he "didn't mean to". He was going to be the avatar (he was going back), but he got caught up in the storm. It was an accident. Where is the arc?

sokka has no misogyny arc, so he's p much right about everything ever. Still doesn't care about bending, but he's being reasonable about the responsibility that they have to their home. He's going to keep doing that for the entire series herding these kids like cats. is the plan to just. have him respect Katara's bending and that's it? Where is the arc?

Katara. since sokka is like. a reasonable guy and not just telling katara to go do some "women's work" what little anger she has is less justified. it feels like she's been de-fanged in response. my least favorite thing in a female character. Sokka shouts her down and she's just. fine with that. upset about it, yeah. but where's the anger, the passion? she was trying to get the boat and duped it up. The problem here is her lack of experience. not lack of control. Where is the arc?

Takeaway: i'll give it a three. I've watched worse things. But the misunderstanding of characters pisses me off and im not sure if I want to stick around to see if they get it together. if I stop, it will probably be because I got bored. Mismanaged pacing is the real killer if it's not ugly as sin.

#avatar the last airbender #/AMD/ THEY KILLED KATARA'S AGEMCEY WTF #there is somethimg so small as a character /decidimg/ to go imstead of veimg forced to that cam make amd vreak shit

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plato-repulsed-culture-is · 5 months

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sorry if this is a weird question, but um, a girl i know asked me out. Shes aplatonic but alloromantic and allosexual. I do like her back, but im a bit worried.. ive dated a guy before who didnt have friends and what ended up happening is that i had to support him 100% of the time when something bad happened and i had to be with him after school every day because i was the only person he talked to and he would get lonely otherwise. He even threatened to do bad things to himself if i went to a friend's sleepover because it made him feel bad. Im really worried that something like this would repeat... it lowkey traumatized me i think. Is this a valid concern or are aplatonic people different and they dont really need much emotional support compared to non-aplatonic people? Or was my ex just uniquely an asshole? Thank u so so much if u respond

I am prefacing this with a disclaimer that this blog was never for giving people advice, especially when they view aplatonics with such suspicion and are not actually asking any advice related to plato repulsion which is what this blog is about. I can also only go off of your statements here to draw conclusions, and I am assuming you are stating the truth here (especially as this is online, I know there is a possibility people can lie, but may also be telling the truth.). Also, we are not responsible for anything that happens to you emotionally or otherwise if you make decisions based off of this advice, because thats not within our control.

From what you said, your ex sounds like he was being rather toxic and manipulative towards you. That kind of behaviour is harmful (threatening self harm as a form of control, trying to control who someone spends time with, and not respecting peoples boundaries regarding interaction or emotional support, are all harmful actions.) and nobody should be acting that way towards others, we're sorry that happened to you. You also don't need to be concerned that someone will act this way towards you just bc theyre aplatonic. Your concern is valid, but it is in no way something that will inherently apply to aplatonics.

If you are concerned about whether this person has unmet social needs then you should just ask her about her social needs and emotional needs and what she expects in a relationship, and communicate about your needs and emotions regarding these things too. If its possible to, maybe mention that you have past issues or trauma in relationships which is why you want to be careful about dating, while not making it seem like aplatonicism is inherently a reason you think someone might hurt you(because it's not).

Set boundaries about what amount of time you want to spend with someone you're dating, and state your limits regarding how much you are okay with emotionally supporting someone / what topics you are ok with talking about / etc. . Don't assume that someone will be toxic or abusive towards you just because they're aplatonic. Its not really like your ex was inherently aplatonic just because he didn't have friends, and it may even be more likely he was alloplatonic.

Some aplatonics have and/or want friends but some dont, and moreover, if someone doesnt have friends by choice, that's very different from someone who is lonely because they don't have friends and mistreats a partner because of it. I will also add here that I don't intend to malign mental health issues just because it sounds like your ex may have had them (as you mentioned loneliness - which is different from just being alone or even liking solitude) ; mental health issues do not innately make someone abusive or toxic, and one can have mental health issues and still be respectful to people.

Someone without any mental health issues can also still very much be abusive or toxic towards others. And honestly, if you associate the concept of aplatonicism itself with this trauma then maybe its not in the best interest of you or the other person to date? And if it applies maybe it could be possible that you are simply not ready to date someone again after what happened, which is also okay, but I don't intend to assume that or be harsh in stating it as a possibility. I will also add that not having friends is not a 'red flag'. If someone has a preference to date/ be involved with people who have friends, that's okay, but not having friends is not inherently a 'red flag'.

Some aplatonics may not get lonely if they don't talk to people (but this can also be true of alloplatonics), and just because someone is aplatonic doesnt mean they will expect their partner to support them all the time to an unhealthy level or to an extent that crosses their boundaries. I will also add that there is no surefire way to tell whether someone will be abusive or toxic, although if they cross your boundaries or are disrespectful to you from the start, its worth staying away from them. Even ppl who are very kind to you initially may at some point abuse you or mistreat you, and theres no way to tell for sure whether or not this will happen because thats kind of how social relationships of any kind are.

But don't profile aplatonics as inherently more likely to be abusive or toxic (I don't know if this is intentional on your part, but hearing the word 'aplatonic' and making all these assumptions about how one may be in a relationship wounds like either this and/or like a trauma trigger extending to the concept of aplatonicism). Not all aplatonics even approach social relationships the same way, and even those who don't have friends are still capable of respecting boundaries in relationships they engage in. I wouldn't say that aplatonic people don't have emotional needs, but people in general have varying social needs and emotional needs. Some people who don't want friends may specifically not have a social drive towards having friends, but this may also apply to people who want friends.

If someone is happy without having friends then they probably don't seek emotional or social fulfillment from friendship. They may have other relationship types even if they are aplatonic (such as familial , romantic, sexual, alterous, etc.) (I don't know if you and this girl are monogamous are not but if you are intending to be monogamous that obviously is excluding sexual and/or romantic then) , and I will add that people don't always need social relationships/ bonds for emotional support. Some people may process emotions through journalling, or may go to a therapist, or such.

Some people may have people they talk to sometimes but don't call them their friends. Having friends does not ever guarantee anyone emotional support, and neither does any other relationship. It just so happens that a lot of people end up mutually (i.e. more or less both ppl give the other emotional support, it doesnt have to be equal so much as it is respecting the boundaries of both people. It is also possible that people may be incompatible in this regard) giving emotional support due to just being around people they are close to and also due to having some kind of emotional connection.

Anyways, long answer short, aplatonicism doesn't say anything about someone's social needs or emotional needs, and neither does alloplatonicism, and its often better to communicate with people you are close to or are looking to be close to, about important aspects regarding relationships.

(Also stating here that this is not an advice blog, we will be deleting any asks seeking advice from now on. If you want you can send in asks as reply to this response, as long as you aren't asking for more advice)

Anyways I hope it works out for you, whatever you decide to do.

(Additional disclaimer - to anyone who sees this post - do NOT suggest that 'narc abuse' 'borderline abuse' or whatever is real, do not imply mental health issues cause ppl to inherently be abusive, and do not treat having no friends as a 'red flag', regardless of platonic orientation or favorability)

#aplatonic #tw aplphobia #aplphobia #tagging just in case bc idk if it was intentional but the assumptions anon makes seem rather aplphobic #tw manipulation #tw abuse #to trigger warn for mentions of what anons ex did - not sure how else to tw it #asks #advice #I was thinking of deleting this but in case it was genuine I didnt want to like leave it unanswered #I hope it didnt come off too harsh #I was thinking maybe Id need to mention how my relationships w my partners work but I felt that it wasnt very related to this and was too #personal to reveal to someone who I cant even be sure is asking this in good faith mainly bc of how often ppl troll aplatonics and atertiar #the disclaimers are because I dont want this to be used for bigotry #dating #anon asks #not plato repulsed culture

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yzxsn · 1 year

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visits from texas and lappland.

pov: you dont feel like moving or getting up from bed, having a wreck of a time.

texas

she's gotten some paperwork done, likely. or she's here in part of her role at penguin logistics, and needs to communicate something to you.

texas is patient, and waits after the silence from knocking on your door. when you don't answer, she knocks again, and announces upon the third knock that she's coming in before the door opens on her command.

and she sees you in the corner of the room, rolled up in blankets, tucked away at the side of your bed.

"doctor," she greets you. texas is curt and respectful as she approaches you. "i have some news for you..."

but when you don't stir at her announcement, she leans in to check on your condition. not sleeping, are you?

you definitely are awake, she concludes. and you look worse for wear.

"doctor, are you feeling okay? ... do you need me to stay here? do you need company?"

texas is more of a do-er than a show-er. she takes your silence as a yes if you hadn't said anything, and leaves instead, contrarian to what you expected her to do.

she comes back to the room after a short while with gifts.

the first is some pocky. because either you need to eat (despite the sugary snack or your lack of appetite) and she needs to sustain herself while she's cooped up with you.

the second is some yogurt milk. you think she claims it to have some beneficial properties that accomodate her frequent chowing of snacks, but can't remember the details.

the third is a small speaker and a cd.

she sets them down by a table opposite your bed before crawling in beside you. her tail almost swallows your pillow whole.

texas takes your head and sets it upon the coarse fur. it's softer than the pillow you had.

without speaking to each other, she starts to eat some of her pocky sticks and shares some with you. she'll continue to share them with you if you feel like eating, but when you don't, she'll start reminiscing about recent events to you instead.

"so a while ago, sora invited me to another concert rehearsal..."

she knows it may be difficult to talk about the trouble you'd been facing as of late, and respects your decision to speak up about it as you wish.

if you do want to share, texas is willing to lend you an ear without hesitation.

"things will be alright, doctor. when they catch up to us in the end, we'll be ready for it. we can make sure of that."

lappland

there's no rhyme or reason for lappland to want or need to show up at your doorstep. frankly, as the loose cannon she is, kaltsit has decided so long as she doesn't go about harming anyone, lappland could do what she wanted (within regular operator limitations)

two knocks without a response and a short wait later, lappland decides she's a little offended. a curt "i'm coming in" that sounds like a bark of annoyance and the door opens for her.

the room seems dark, dreary and empty at first glance, until she spots you shied away in a corner.

"oi, what's this about doctor? you under the weather or something?"

lappland gets closer to you, squinting, before determining that you do, in fact, look like shit.

a lazy smile forms on her face as she collapses onto your bed -- wild in execution, delicate and precise on impact. she sits next to you and gets in real close.

"aww, doctor. you need me to babysit you for a moment?"

and she raises your head, dropping you onto her lap to be fussed over for a moment. so long as you don't mind her originum crystals near the base of her thighs, she would watch you intently, her fingers stroking down your hair and face, outlining your features in close intimacy.

when she gets into it, her palms do the work instead. and lappland giggles while she pampers you, going on about the trivial thing she'd decided to barge in for.

"i really didn't expect you to look this sad when you're down. man, you look pathetic. kind of wish i could get texas this upset sometimes. anyway, i was here because..."

she's perfect for idle chitchat. enough to forcibly distract you from what was on your mind, between the gentle yet obscene petting, her shrill voice and egotistical self-centeredness, but also her conversation topic. lappland goes on, as though she doesn't mind talking to a wall.

eventually, she would scoop you up instead for her to hug from behind, if she thinks you don't feel too comfortable. lappland would angle her chin on your shoulder then. her tail wrapped around you feels silky but coarse, and she doesn't mind one bit if you play with her fluff.

if you want to talk to her about your worries, she wouldn't mind listening, even if it means nothing to her in the slightest. her arms wrapped around your own shift to rub your skin slightly, as though to comfort you.

"damn, doctor. you worry a lot about the slightest little things, huh? make sure not to bother yourself too much over it, though. it's alright -- i'm right here to shoulder your burden too."

#arknights writing #arknights imagine #arknights x reader #texas arknights #lappland arknights #texas x reader #lappland x reader #texas x doctor #lappland x doctor #arknights fanfic #arknights #texas #lappland

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richardsphere · 2 months

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Leverage Redemption Log: The Too Many Rembrants Job

Ok so guy is running around, scenes are flashing everywhere. He's apparantly not too great a person ("whole life i have prided myself on never taking a side"... ) Im gonna say he looks like a little grey man type. Seems like he's feeling rather conflicted about whatever situation he's stuck in. Like this is not his lifestyle. --- Three days earlier, Sophie wakes up to an empty bed. (god... It hits me a little but i cant imagine how this must've hit people who watched it originally and sat through years before it un-cancelled)

The revival seems intend to do the "sherlock-graphics text conversation" thing that has become popular in the intervening years (i dont love that style, but i understand the economy of it. Only 1 shot can now show text and reaction rather then having to cut from a shot of a phone held in someone's hands to a shot of the face. I dont love it but i understand the utility of it.)

I Notice during the toast that Hardison's actor is credited as a "special guest star" (makes sense, i understand his career really took off between the original show and the revival so that makes sense) As far as excuses to write Hardison out of the story (outside of cameo's) are concerned, saying "Leverage International has over a dozen teams, all of whom need supervision and the research has always been his thing even in the OG run" is a pretty good and natural flowing explanation for it.

First heist of the new run: Distracting a grieving widow. Time to steal ourselves some therapy. --- I dont like the Big Text Transition Cut-in. BOSTON MUSEUM OF ART printed in such a big font you cant see the museum is a waste of an establishing shot.

I assume this "Harry" is the same guy that i have been told is the reboots mythical "lawyer" role. (a role that feels out of place in the line-up. Even if I remember the Cheerleading episode and the way that Nate's job was mostly knowing which crimes he could trick the bad guys into getting arrested for it still feels weird.)

Phoenix Wright points out that our prospective mark (opioid crisis billionaire) cant actually remove the painting halfway through but that they could cancel future donations.

But it seems Sophie has made her decision, she follows the lawyer till he admits which painting it is. Then all-but openly admits she's stolen it before. (guess we needed to tip our new castmember off somehow. Still feels clunky, but i'll respect it as a "Sophie's been out of the game for 8 years" thing)

In shock: Parker is getting therapy something i've been strongly opinionated on since the 12 step job. Sure its a child psychologist rather then an adult psychologist but its good. (different things work for different people, and the list of people to whom she could honestly admit to her life without risking arrest is slim. Take what you can get Sophie.) ---

"this is not what it looks like" "cause it looks like you're stealing a Rembrandt, and you've got a 2 minute window, tops... Hurry on" real "Uncle Iroh correcting his muggers knife-stance" energy here. Just the look on his face when he says "you want me to keep..." like i dont know what the Opiodbaron has on him to make him do this but he's so out of his depth. "is that my wallet?" "sure hope so, it has all your creditcards in it" this guy just knows his life is ruined now, the look on his face that all sensibility and reason has left the universe as these 3 people just casually chat with him mid-burglary.

Parker the cartwheel was entirely unneccesary. This is not an acrobatics job this is a "walk there and put the thing on the camera" job. No need to show off.

"where did you learn to do that" "youtube" absolute Timmy Turner"I inherited the internet" level of answer right there.

"So right now they're busting down the firedoors and an enterprising employee is coming in through your escaperoute" (i mean it was pretty well thought out for a complete amateur... that sounds more insulting then i meant it but i meant it as a compliment) --- Further flashback to him first starting to work for MarkyMcMarkface. "im not an anybodies side, im a lawyer" Ah i can see im gonna get really sick of the "evil lawyers are scum of the earth" jokes really quickly with this sequel series arent I? "not my medication, im the one who convinced him to pay out, you just need to put down the shovel... so to speak". Those are definitly the words of a man balancing his desire to do good, with his ability to be in position to do anything at all. (i like when characters have that dynamic. Its much more interesting then "cackling villain or heroig paragon"). Im giving this line a full on 9.8/10 for establishing this guy.

"my name will live on in these museums forever" well that is a line that definitly cant get twisted into "this is the famous art-thief who stole all this art" after Leverage Inc-ternational is done with framing him he'll realise the downside of herostratic fame. --- "are we taking him as a client or wiping his ID and dumping him in Venezuela" "I'd like to vote no on that"

"wait, i think i've deduced you are thieves. And you were there not to steal the Rembrandt? And now that you know the owner is vermin you want to help me ruin him?" yeah that is the premise, good deductive skills, absolutely love how fish-out-of-water he is. (the hell is going on?) That is the voice of a man speedrunning his way through the 5 phases to acceptance that his world will never make sense again. --- I like how Sophie mentions a theft and parker just reviews the heist. Good way to show the runners still understand her character, she doesnt care about the painting she cares about the swagger of the theft itself.

"well, he's already an inside man" "and we can bonk him on the head later, if we have to", " thank you... that did not sound right". --- "a month is a long time when you're the one not doing the stabbing". Ok i think we're overplaying the stabbing. That happened one time in season 1 of the original series, i think this is a bit of flanderisation. (still a great line, if i knew anyone who did throwpillows i'd get it done on one) --- I like the acknowledgement that art forgery is intense. With the need to duplicate materials as well as colours. And i like that Elliot still is Mr. Know A Guy, --- Ok so they realise they cant sell it (cause they didnt think to fake a Rodin) and use it to double down his reputational insecurities "cant sell it to you, owner wont sell to someone who might lose it due to future lawsuits".

Mark is calling a security check on sophie and it cuts to break (as if anything he could find isnt hidden by Hardison)

--- Lovely story, irish mob, father operated in the place they stole the painting, looking to offset it. Passes inspection (especially when the inspector is on your side) definitly written for Nate not Elliot but it'll work. --- "do i even want to ask who this actually belongs to?.. Thought so." at least he's quick on the uptake.

So it is at this point in the episode that i felt a need to I google wether the actor is dead. (he isnt, he got accused of SA but was cleared by the court in the end. Still public opinion being fickle and him never having been a Pirates of the Caribean level famous actor. I understand that is definitely a career killer.)

Bunch of eulogies for Nathan, "at least he burned" 8.8/10 --- Elliot taking the role as an excuse to rough the guy up a little bit before "losing" the negotiations. (note: they've clearly learned some lessons. Elliot made sure to check what the mark plans to do with the painting. No "oh shit the fiddle-purchaser thinks he's the fiddle here." Thats what 5 christmass specials and an 8 year interlude's worth of experience gets you) --- Lucille is a foodtruck now, (well, its more "air force 1" rules. Any plane with a US president is airforce one, any foodtruck with a Hardison is Lucille) --- Looks like Mark has decided to just kill elliot and take the painting. Also looks like this scary woman (RIZ security) is gonna be a recurring antagonist. (she has too much "presence" to be a one-off)

Ah the old "let me explain the fight choreography, then work my way through the choreography and look like a WarProphet-eer" stint. (Guy Ritchie Holmes did it better, but it gets a passing grade) I do like the little compliment RIZ woman gave. Elliot Spencer: "The Rembrandt of Violence". --- "smart thing to do would be to run" Smart thing yeah, but you guys dont do the smart thing, you guys do the Cunning Genious Bastard thing. Parker is notably absent in this scene, or anything that has been happenign in this part of the plot. (she's off doing the plan this is a distraction/back up for)

Elliot coming in like a rhinocerous. Lawyerman Flashback. "If i cant give them anything, and I cant be forgiven, I need to take something from him."

Back-to-present Lawyerman walks into the museum (sirens blaring), puts gasoline/kerosine/alcohol/other chemical accelerant on the painting and burns it. (the alarm is already blaring, which means something already set it off. The paintins already been swapped for a fake, as have all the others probably. We're framing our Mark for an Insurance scam again cause we cant beat the classics, especially if we're doing a Revival Series Pilot) --- Lawyer walks up to Mark and gets gutpunched. Mark is on the phone talking his secire and secret Maltese bank details (Sophie or Hardison? Place your bets. I think its Sophie, usually this would be a Hardison thing but it would show her as being "back" as an actress) --- "I said one job... The job's not done". Good line (7.6/10), and i like the subversion of the expectation that just 1 heist would be enough to get her "back in the game". making it a two parter helps divy up the load a little on selling both the grieving process and Harry's joining with the crew.

#TW SA mention #tw johny depp mention #leverage #leverage redemption #leverage redemption season 1 #the too many rembrandts job

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hey girl ik this may be weird but like listen i need to talk to someone about this.

so i wanna confess my feelings to my best friend she and i are both woc and i feel like she is my first girl crush (we are both kinda fruity) but i’m a bigger and not attractive girl like she is beautiful and all that thin and wtv but i dont think she’ll like me back like ik it. i always got rejected since i confessed feelings to a guy friend when we were both in elementary school lmao i hope ykwim but like yeah

idk what to do

we have the SAME and i say SAME interests from music to video games and like she has gone through sm and she deserves the world but yeah and my parents SHALL NEVER find out(maybe her parents too?) but that’s another thing

so maybe advice???? help???? help a bitch out

and she’ll be moving away about an hour with car from here rn into the big cityyyy for her surgical assistant nurse training (which i’m really happy and proud for her)

but like i wanna tell her that before she moves away so when she rejects me and she and i will never have to talk ever again.

we don’t know each other for long we met about a year ago when i started working in our near by hospital and then broke off contact after me quitting there and I always had her number but was too scared to text her and then texted her around September and then instantly connected again.

i am confused :/

also, I’m not a native English speaker it’s my third language so I’m sorry for any grammatically or incorrections :)

thank you

-💓

hi sweetheart! I’m sorry this took me a long time to respond

first thing first, scratch that not attractive shit you’ve said. I don’t want to hear u talk bad about yourself like that, baby. i bet you’re insanely beautiful and hot. big girls are just as pretty, i hope you know that xx

second, you may not know what happens if u don’t try! and i know it sounds so much easier said than done, but it will eat you alive if you don’t at least try to tell her once! there’s nothing wrong with that! so my advice? do please confess to her, pretty!

just tell her beforehand that whatever decision she comes up with, you will respect that whatsoever. let her know that you wish that your confession wouldn’t affect the relationship you both have.

i always think about the worst possible scenarios when it comes to this, so it doesn’t give me too much of a high hope and I wouldn’t be as disappointed lol idk if that’s a great point or im just borderline terrified

lastly, no need to apologize for it sweetheart! i hope everything works well for you and her! xx

#💓<3 #hi its me ana

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thinking about tbb for once in a neutral light and its because i was listening to a podcast where some film buffs/writers analyzed Silence of the Lambs, and I realized I've always had an appreciation where a character is in an interrogation of sorts (without it necessarily explicitly being that) and just watching them squirm. facing uncomfortable truths from a person whom you don't trust and having your understanding of yourself be meticulously torn to shreds by someone who might not even be doing it maliciously.

and in my head whenever these sorts of character interrogations happen, it's always by someone who has like. little to no stake in the interogee (??) changing their minds. for some reason i think of a very calm and calculating woman, one who's curious enough to ask these questions but not enough to be like super? invested in what happens afterwards--only that she's sensing a contradiction and she wants to explore/expose it.

so like w the bad batch. getting tech out of the way first im not gonna focus on him because atm i cant see any flaws in him, uneless he's like really confident to a fault at some point.

with wrecker it'd be rather straight forward and frankly manipulative--does your team respect you? are you the brother or the brawns? you might say "why not both", but what about every time they'd jabbed your intelligence or dismissed your concerns? and some other things

hunter...i think attacking how he views himself as a leader--if he's even a capable leader, if he's even making the right decisions for a child--would help to get under his skin, as well as "why do you keep ignoring the hole in your squad?"

echo wouldn't be so hard to pick apart if only because he already doesn't seem to be enjoying himself w the bad batch. his initial point of conflict is that he doesn't feel theyre doing enough to help others. this new conflict could be about how his skills as an ARC aren't being utilized; how he's often dismissed or ignored or patronized, and wouldn't it be better to both a) leave and be able to help people and b) get the respect he deserves? They dont outright hate him, but they still say "regs", don't they?

Crosshair would be fun, to be honest. He's so reactive to jabs at his pride/ego (like that normie death trooper talking about him being replaced). If he brings up how he's enhanced and he's superior, the lady would ask "how?". He'd give his reason and she would point out that he has one skill--one skill that is not even transferrable. "Jack of all trades, master of none--but better than a master of one". Is being good at one thing really an enhancement? the rest of the batch at least have some other skills/uses that can aid in things like survival. Are you better than anyone else when you can explicitly do less, in some ways, than the people you deride?

And this is something she'd pose to all of the bad batch. Again, roughly one skill each despite the description of "enhancements" and the ego that went with it. Are you really better?

(I wont' do Omega because frankly she's a kid and I don't see the point)

BUT guess what I'm throwing Rex and Ahsoka in here too.

I talk about Rex a lot but what would be great is to really jab his cognitive dissonance. "Is the Republic as good as you say? With the inequality rife on coruscant--let alone the rest of the galaxy?"

and i think she'd really attack his view that he's not a slave, but with a layer of actual concern for him. She wouldn't go about it nicely though--starting out with innocent-sounding questions about his sense of duty, whether or not he's dreamed of a life outside the army. Rex probably has in a neutral-curious way, but I don't think he'd admit that to her.

He'd also pick up on the angle she's getting at and try to preemptively argue, saying things like "we don't get to choose our path in life" and that he has to think beyond himself, outside himself because he has a duty to protect the citizens of coruscant. "Even though they neither protect nor respect you now?" "yes. Regardless. We don't have a choice."

And he doesn't mean it like that, but. She asks him to define a slave. He insists he isn't one. She points out his own words, his own speech--the fact that they're not citizens, they're hardly paid if at all, and they can't leave otherwise they'll be charged as committers of treason against a state that doesn't even register them as citizens. No legal or political protection, surveillance--where is the choice? Who's freedom is he fighting for?

Rex would argue back, especially if this is the younger rex we're talking about. Very much "I'm not a slave" and a Press X to Doubt face from the woman. 'you don't believe me." "I'm not sure you believe you, Rex."

But again, even with the real concern for him, she's not that invested. Her tone and body language throughout all of this is very calm, very chill, like she's asking about the weather.

and ahsoka! Younger ahsoka here, poking at her insecurity over her being too young and padawan to the chosen one. Her inexperience getting more people killed than necessary. I dont think I have much for her outside what was already addressed in the clone wars.

#ch posts #meta #all the bros #long post #hmm thinkin thinkin #i wanted to do anakin too but a) too long and b) he gets interrogated already #listen i see the like. the way these things are Shot the way theyre Set Up the force camera angle #just smack in the center its all about the body language the face the lack of physical ability to escape

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you know, i have a cool warrior cats name concept that i’m probably never going to get to write into a fic, because i have so much else to do that wc is indefinitely on the back burner, and even the fic i have the idea for would take….a long time to develop (it’s overwriting epitaphs, part, uh…6? 7? so)

but i want the masses to know about it, so here we go!

this sprung from the base idea of forming leader names with star as a title, rather than a suffix, ie star fireheart, star mistyfoot, etc. i dont know if i got that from someone else’s warriors au (i’ve seen it a few different times), or came up with it independently. i’ve been sitting on this for a long time.

anyway, i was thinking about how nice that formation sounded in my brain for many months, but i didnt know what to do with it. then i thought about medieval/anthro aus, and how those sorts of characters always seem to introduce themselves with either a title or a “son of [name]” or both.

so, i decided to combine the two and have a system where cats put their mother’s prefix ahead of their name like a title. for example, this would lead to a family line going Sand Squirrelflight -> Squirrel Lionblaze -> Cinder Fernsong -> Ivy Bristlefrost. cats would always introduce themselves like this to strangers, would use the titles for higher-ranked cats out of respect even if they knew them well (less commonly in their own clan, but still regularly), and would use the titles in any formal ceremonies.

“wait, but leafpool is lionblaze’s mom” yes, let’s discuss rules and exceptions!

so in warrior cats universe the mother is the much more important/present parent 95% of the time, so her prefix should always be used, not the father’s. however, if a cat does not know their biological mother’s name or does not consider her important enough to them (like a death in childbirth or loner abandonment situation), they can then take the prefix of their next-closest parent(al figure). if they don’t consider any specific cat worthy of that position, they take the prefix of the leader. for example, i don’t think fireheart knew his mom’s name, so he would be Blue Fireheart. they have to decide at their apprentice ceremony, though it’s not really a “decision;” the leader will only take their opinion into account if it is an aforementioned gray area.

this is very, very strict among the clans. family lines are already taken seriously in the books; in a world where this was normal, it would be even more serious. you can’t just decide that you don’t like your mom in a fit of teen angst and become Lark Nightheart. first of all, any cat in another clan who knew you or your parents would immediately know your family drama, and second, your clanmates would not allow/use it, generally. it is far more about who your mom is biologically than who you feel is worthy, which is why i was specific with my caveats above. someone like crookedstar (crookedjaw, rather) could make a compelling case for switching from Rain to Shell, though it would probably still be hotly debated in the clan.

i imagine jayfeather, lionblaze, and leafpool, being in a weird, unique situation, would’ve been allowed to choose which prefix to take. in the gap between the fire scene and learning leafpool is their mom, they wouldn’t have had the option to not be titled, though i imagine none of them were super thrilled to keep using “squirrel.” i wonder how fireheart might have felt if they took his prefix? i wonder if any of them (hollyleaf?) took “bramble” in solidarity with him also not knowing the secret? very messy. i wonder what they all settled on after the leafpool part came out. it’s not something i’ve speculated on too much.

jayfeather, at least, doesn’t have to worry about it, because i also decided while writing this that medicine cats get a separate title like leaders: moon, for the moonstone. this is because all of them are separated from their kin and become family to the whole clan; their connection to starclan matters more than their blood. so, Moon Jayfeather.

and yes, this would do even more to reinforce xenophobia, and likely cats would weaponize it that way. as delightful as it is to think that this gives us “Princess Cloudtail,” it would make him stand out from the others for the rest of his life. he could use “brindle” or “blue,” of course, but given the canon emphasis on his kittypet status i don’t see it happening.

so, wait, what happens in overwriting epitaphs part 6 to cause this system to come into play?

well, i want to write a sort of pyrrhic victory in the great battle. the clans win, but at the cost of about 3/4 of their population. the remaining cats coalesce into one clan, and a lot of cultural shifts happen.

this one starts as a combo of getting used to new clanmates and remembering the dead; family is one of the first things cats talk about. perhaps you’ve been under a rock and don’t know breezepelt. well, his parents are crowfeather and nightcloud. ah, the cats from the journey, interesting. it’s a little out there, forgive me, but i imagine this morphing into cats automatically including family when they introduce each other, which becomes putting your parents names before your own in a sort of casual way, like “yeah, let’s get that whole song and dance out of the way and move on with the convo.” or, again, in a spiritual honoring the dead way. i suppose it would depend who is left alive and how religious the clan still is after the whole ordeal.

somewhere in there, mistystar (the one surviving leader, you go girl) decides to change her name to mistyfoot, to put herself on more even footing with her warriors, which gets turned into Star Mistyfoot to keep some of the respect/separation in it. that leads to, slowly, the other titles forming, probably first among cats who only had one known/important parent to start with (Daisy Mousewhisker, for example. just take out a comma). and voilà, new tradition.

(all the way at the end, i realized that some cats are gay or trans. in that case, kits would take the prefix of whichever parent did more of the birthing/nursing/kit-rearing. it might also be possible to hyphenate, but again i imagine it would be frowned upon just for breaking tradition, and because it could just sound like a warrior name if you said it fast. but i could get behind Tawny-Rowan Tigerheart, because i believe in trans rowanclaw and they’re both pretty close to their kids.)

#bird noises #warrior cats #i’m far too lazy to tag

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compassionatereminders · 2 years

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Do you mind if I get an opinion on an ex? She keeps coming back into my life to be friends. She says it is all she wants. When we were together, it was not under admirable or respectable circumstances. It was wrong, to say the least. After all of that, she still ended up with someone else. Leaving me in the wreckage of shitty decisions and feelings of worthlessness. Anyways, I have turned her away multiple times, but she keeps coming back. Its been over a year since we were actually together. The reason I am having a hard time with being friends is because I did not/have not dated during this time. I have not even seriously entertained the idea. In other words, I was not fully over her and her continuing to come back into my life was not helping, because Id try to be friends and then ultimately decide against it either because I learn more of how she lied to me or more recently bc I know how I feel about her. Even after everything. Im shit at turning her away and she is good at pulling at my heart strings. Most recently, when I told her I didnt think being friends will work out for us, she says I can leave because I keep saying her friendship isnt good enough. This is frustrsting, because my instinct is to say that isnt true and remain her friend even while knowing it will hurt me and I will not be happy, but the thing is, I feel like she knows this. I feel like she is choosing to say it with the hope it works well enough to get me to stay. I have expressed on multiple occassions that I dont feel we can be friends so she will disappear then come back with the same suggestion. Saying she needs a friend and misses me and etc. etc. Im just upset bc it does not feel nice to be framed as a guy that does not want to be her friend because her friendship isnt enough. I would have loved to be her friend, the first time around, when I first met her. Before everything turned out the way it did. I just dont think friends is something we can get back to and unfortunately I still have feelings. These feelings make me put my health on the back burner. These feelings have a proven track record of making me make the worst decisons for myself. A lot of crying. Too much crying. For one lifetime. I care about her. I love her. I always will, but I just dont believe friendship can work for us. Even if she said she wanted to try again, I would be happy, but know deep down that it wouldnt be likely to work. I just wish she would let me go. Let me move on. Because I will always care. And she doesnt seem to want to stop using it against me. Should I just ignore her the next time she looks for me? I dont want to hurt her or for her to hurt herself, but I matter too here. And I cant live my life putting everything I feel to the side just to prioritize my friendship with her. I want to move on. I want to be happy without feeling guilty or unloved.

Actually you should block her cause it sounds like you have tried to establish a boundary several times and that she has repeatedly disregarded that just to continue to pressure you to sacrifice your own needs for hers and that's not okay! It's time to end this pattern and since she's not respecting your boundaries, that will be on you

#chat with kat #manipulation tw

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thoughts on p3 sees characters? 🤠 hope ur having a nice day!

HI SORRY i have no idea what i was doing that day but IM HERE.

UHM helloooooo helloo i love p3 i love the Specialized Extracurricular Execution Squad im the SEES #1 fan:

protag (im kinda talking about my guy here specifically, Reiji..): hes everything to me. angel boy. baby baby baby has done nothing wrong in his life... hes just a bit awkward and kinda pathetic but he tries so haaaard and life SUCKS so bad. fly high. i hope u have fun at the karaoke in paulownia mall. i feel compared to othe rprotags life is kinda dragging him around but he still tries his dammned hardest... hes SO AFRAID of death cuz who isnt but he WILL punch THAT GUY in the FACE !!! GRRRRAAAAAAAAAA BURN UR DREAD

yukari: GRRRRAAAAAAA i hope she gets to kill and destroy everyone that was ever mean to her. shes so. if u hate her u actually hate women i think yes. she keeps it so real and shes a cunt sometimes but so am i so likeeee. her fashion ssense is impeccable and i love how sarcastic but sweet she can be. shes having a gamer moment in her head all the time shes so strong hellooo

junpei: my friend junpei.. :3 ehehe hes soooo silly but sooo Real. like same bro i too would latch onto anything that made me feel like a hero like the protag of my own life i dont blame him at all for nothing he said or did he keeps it so real too. hes da man

akihiko: BARK BARK I LOVE AKIHIKO HES MY FAVORITE P3 CHARACTER HELLLOOOO HES SO. )(/&/(%$/#%&(/( ok hes. hes. so. so so so dedicated and strong and bold and brave but also so hard headed and can act on impulse or even be childish at times AND I AM SUCH A FAN !!!! He has to deal with so much but he keeps his chill cool senpai image up helloooo boy hellooo can i hug you. i respect him so much hes so cool. also hes so awkward and bad at talking (same boy). but i never lost the respect i had for him even after everything. i hope he wins everything forever AND I HATE THE PROTEIN THING ATLUS DID

mitsuru: EHEHEHEH MYyyyyy senpai mitsuruuuuu. GOD HELLO if aki and shinji have to deal with 5 things SHE HAS TO DEAL WITH LIKE 20 !!!! she has to keep everything in sees afloat especially after the Events and like. hello. shes literally 18 and she has to do somuch fucking serious and Very Important things and take decisions and act so mature but she Suffers too but who does the Boss go to when she feels down???!! she has to keep everyone together,,,, GRRRRAAAAAAAAAAA

fuuka: AWEEE fuuka my friend. :) i love her i havent thought as mucha bout her but shes wayyy to kind and sweet for her own good and god this was way too much for her i salute her for keeping her sanity

ken: I LOVE KEN hes so baby..,,, grrrr why do people not like him as much. he has such big feelings for sucha small person,,, and theyre just as valid as everyone elses !!! but hes also soooo small and he doesnt know how to handle things but he tries so Hard to keep it together BUT HE SHOULDNT BE DOING THAT grrraaaaaaaaa. my son. also he can be so funny helloooo little sir can i help you. luv him

koro: EHEHEH ouppy... but ok hellooooo hes so real also this is gonna sound delulu but since hes kinda like. young adult if he were human. his presence actually makes me feel more at ease because he tends to keep his cool when everyone else is freaking out and he like. Acts fast. also hes clearly smarter than an average dog so i have so many thoughts... does he find hanging out with normal dogs boring... does he have many thoughts about the grief he went thru after what happened to his owner... also hes the only one whos heart is relatively at peace since his persona never evolves .

shinji: GUUUUAAAAH shinji.,,,,, grrrrrrrm i HOPE HE EXPLODES (hes everything to me...). god god he makes me sooo frustrated because. i really like him but hes so fucking emo cringe loser bottling up eveeryhting forever DO U EVER THINK ABOUT UR FRIENDS u fucking lsoer. about aki. about mitsuru. ABOUT KEN he.lllooo what is your edge gonna fix here. i knnnoooow vulnerability is hard but like. use your words man.... yeah ur cool as hell but u become WAY LESS COOL when u try to act so tough... WUEEEEE

aigis: I LOVE AIGIS. ok maybe u guys dont know this but i love androids and robots in general. so aigis. instant fave shes literally so cool looking and so badass but also i love seeing android characters learn about their own humanity... also shes always based and funny and real i also want ryoji to explode cuz he failed my vibe check as well

thamk u

#ask #persona 3 #p3 #anon #thamk u..

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mercurygguk · 1 year

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OC's father (shitty) reasons only confirm that he is a manipulative and controlling parent who thinks it's okay to dictate his daughter's life with the excuse of wanting to 'protect' her. It's stupid, completely irrational and delusional on his part. And not only that, he also uses his position of power and decides it's a good idea to blackmail JK, saying that he'll take away from him all that he's worked for in the last ten years of his life. And because of what? Because he dared to date his daughter. The more I think about it the more absurd it sounds to me.

OC and JK are adult people who made the conscious decision to date. They needed to ask no one's permission, nor did they have the obligation to inform the father at any point. They had every right to inform him at a time they deemed right, because it's their fucking private lives.

If OC's father was so concerned about his daughter, he should have expressed it properly and not treated her like a kid who is having a tantrum, while at the same time invalidating her feelings. He could have voiced his concerns and doubts in a way that was respectful towards both JK and OC.

The whole thing is toxic af and if my father ever acted like that towards me, I would lose all respect for him as a person.

Sorry for the rant, but I was a little triggered after reading the chapter.

That being sad, I want to note that I appreciate all the effort you put into this series! ♥️ Can't wait to see what happens next!

so so true!! oc's dad does assert his power onto both oc and jk for no reason. he's acting like a crazy person, trying to control two people who are in their free will to do whatever they want – including dating each other.

hopefully oc's father will express his worries and concerns properly in part 5! she deserves an explanation for what he did to her and to jungkook :') it is incredibly toxic and i too would lose A LOT of respect for my father if this happened to me!

also, dont apologize for ranting anon! i love when y'all got stuff to say about my fics kfldksk also, i'm sorry it triggered you :')) didn't mean to do that

tysm for reading !! i appreciate you taking your time to tell me all of this <3

#ask #risqué jjk

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silentxxsoul · 1 year

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the 'flu recovery is kicking my ass but at least there's fruity firefighters' reaction dump':

get your flu shot's yall - i did and this is the worst, i cant imagine the flu with no shot

Ooooooh a bobby voice over ???? !!!!!!!!

Oh no, a bobby voice over 😭

Maddie, you worked in a hospital you know better lmao

... Isn't that the inside of maddies first apartment ?

I mean, she brought you her prize

it wouldn't be 911 if there wasn't an over the top ick /fond

the soundtrack this season has been top notch lmao

Poor buck is freezing out here

Did he really just nose goes a foot chase hahahahaa

"this just keep on getting weirder grosser" ftfy buck

oh Denny 😔😭

shes spooked bc trauma karen, trauma with a capital Eva

It sounds like the sponsor is making his goodbyes, and not the 'see you later' kind...

Josh double fisting coffee thermos' is giving me life - someone gif it pleaseee

I'm on team ghost - they owe us after last years tom foolery

ngl that got me jumping too

i mean it was pretty convincing tbh

I can see the look on Chimney's face - he wants that house

Eddie and Hen parent bonding my hearttt

Buck - I'm gonna need to hear more about those dreams. For science.

Girl I'd be moving across the country so fucking fast

Buck maybe don't ask that

Eddie is so done lmao

It's not even her fucking car 🤣💀

i mean s/o to them for being respectful in that situation. i know that irl they would be, but to see it actually portrayed on tv is really nice to see. i mean you had buck stepping further back to let her pass and making a show of putting his hands behind his back so there wasn't a chance she'd perceive him making a move towards her. i dont know if im just reading too much into it, or if it was a conscious decision made by oliver, but i really appreciate it.

The snark between the team is so good this season

Please don't tell me that's --

Oh sweet mother of

Thats freaking tragic holy christ

like I had a feeling after the cross opening but still

that man does not need any more pain

give him a good story line please

It's so great that he has Athena for this, the wisdom and love for Bobby that she has ♥

me too josh, me too

I freaking knew it, Chim is obsessed

but im betting not for buying, but solving that mystery

oh nevermind he's really going for it

does he know that the popularity means people will be at the house constantly

A WHOLE PHONE CONVERSATION WITH MY FAVORITE PEOPLE

???????!!!!!!!!!!!!

Congrats to Buck, I guess?

WAIT

That couple totally killed him

did they do dna yet? what if it wasn't his sponsor but someone that stole his watch in rehab and then crossed the owners and they killed that person? i mean all we have is the watch...

I can't believe we got Eddie playing video games on a phone conference like where's my technophobe bby?

this doesn't feel like a midseason break, tbh

OHHHHHHH Maddie jinxed it on purpose???

The sass with Maddie's eye roll hahahahaahaa

Hen and Karen are the best moms 😭😭😭

I can't stand Chimney lmao 💀

although tbf he did go through all the effort so like, i admire it

I knew this wasn't the end of Denny looking for his parents

pls dont end badly

pleaseeeeee

Eddie crashed on the couch snoring is canon YES

THEN CUT TO BUCK LIKE IM NOT SUPPOSED TO READ INTO THIS

BABY ONESIE ?

MADNEY CLUTCHING THE PAPERS ?!

HENREN SNOOZING LIKE LITTLE CUTIES

Bobby get your wife if you're going to sleuth damnit

WAS THAT BUCK ?!

WTF YOU DROP THAT AND I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL MARCH

I can't wait for the fanfics to carry me through this hiatus

#911 spoilers #911 fox #911 on fox #im living for the husband snark buddie is giving #and im living for the love athena is oozing for bobby #and im living for how respectful they were to the car stealing sleep driver #also s/o to josh for embodying my exact level of caffeine consumption to be a functioning human #i feel so seen rn

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kuuyandere · 1 year

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Thank you so much. So it had been four days sense we spoke because he was busy with family, and he got sick. Then he gets online and Im so happy!! But then he asks me if I was insecure about his past darling. I was and told him so but not to worry because I hate worrying people I care about. It makes me feel like a burden and he said he can worry about me because hes my boyfriend. Then he told me that I was perfect and had no reason to be insecure. Then I asked him why he was still following his ex? He said because they worked things out and are friends now. So I kinda freak out because Im a overthinker and well I dont have the best past with my relationships. So I said you do still like her? Am I in the way? I love you and dont want to hurt you like that so I can leave. He said that he did still like her even more now that he was not with her. But that it was just a obsession and he loved me. So I asked him to prove it and call me. He said no because bad things happen to him on call in the past and would not explain it to me no matter how hard I asked. I respected that decision and broke up with him. I told him to make his choice and if it was me he knew were to find me. So his friend bless her was supporting me all the way in this. She told me that she spoke with him and how he never loved me but was trying to convince himself he did. These past two weeks were a sweet lie and I love him and it hurts so much. Whats worse is that I let him in all the way because I decided that he was the one for me. H a h a. Serves me right. Then not even a hour later he got back with his past darling so I blocked and deleted our messages. I had to go silently cry in the school bathroom and it was horrible all of this just sucked. It sucks so bad and it hurts. I want to rip my heart out and I imagine this is how it felt when Tauriel saw Kilis dead body. But she had it way worse honestly. This always happens to me. I always give all my heart and love to somone and I end up hurt. So I put up a fence when it came to him at first but tore it down in hope. Whats wrong? What do I do wrong?

I give all of my time and love to them. I make them love letters and playlists. I plan cute dates and reassure them of how wonderful they care. I would give them the earth and moon but never do they do the same. H E H.

I must really be the god of ugliness for I fear no one will ever love me.

Hephaestus.

That must have been a horrible realisation, I can't even begin to imagine how heartbroken you must feel. You did the right thing by breaking up with him initially and blocking him, I am sure that was difficult. You don't deserve to be hurt, and it isn't your fault that you loved and opened up and got hurt after. Loving someone is risky and vulnerable, and you did not do anything wrong by putting your faith in someone else. It is more his fault for letting you down like that and being deceptive when you gave him every opportunity to be honest with you. It sounds like he had still been hung up on his ex-darling for quite a while, you are not any less lovable because of his choice.

I am sorry this pain has happened to you before. I see you have a lot of love in you, and I am sure that one day the right person will treasure that love and return it in equal measure.

#your yandere #aidoneus asks #Hephaestus anon #I do love LOTR so that comparison hurts extra

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1d1195 · 10 days

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🎀-anon

So, how was your pedicure? What color did you choose? (If you did ask for manicure too)

You deserve all the cute stuff in the world😭🎀 I got up from a very long nap. My head is hurting, but that's fine. I'll take some painkillers, but anyway, so..oh! Yes! I have a lot of exams rn uni is very stressful and I'm only a sophomore😭 but I do care about every class cause I have a lot of dreams and I will hopefully achieve them one day. Btw I'm studying English literature and translation (Arabic - English). I'm an Arab!

Yk, sometimes I feel like I'm the mom in my group of friends, too but getting to know more people i learned that my bff is the mom shes always telling ppl off when they are being rude go me like the other day a colleague of ours was like twlling me that "i dont know anything about Hamlet" like literally 5 minutes before the exam (was she expecting me to help her cheat?)😭😭 so my friend was like oh and what should we do? She's so awesome.🎀

So my exams today went well, pretty well. I don't know why I stress sm when I do well, but I'm thankful. I STILL HAVE 3 OTHER 😭 I literally hate this lifestyle but I'm just a girl yk?

So my ex friend.. well she was toxic from the beginning but I don't know why I kept her I just think she wasn't as bad? Like well she is a bit of a pick me (I'm not trying to talk bad about her I swear I just can't find a suitable description other than that) so when the doctors started acknowledging me in classes she came up to me and started making conversations. So I noticed that she was toxic when she was convincing me to give her answers and when she took my notes without even asking and always, always turning the tables. I swear to God it took me a year and a half to make the decision of cutting her off. Even the prof who I was doing the presentation for and stopped her from ruining it noticed and she talked to me asking me what happened and that she always saw us together, but I didn't want to talk bad about her I just said that I think we're better now and that I don't want to get back to that state again (overthinking if I am the one who's being a lot and not respecting the other person's feelings) but to be honest the breaking point was when she said that I'm trying to show myself off in the presentations we did together I was deeply hurt and the next week she and her circle (one of them being the first girl I knew in campus) but they all sent me looks without talking to me I was with my other group of friends like usual and when I talked to my other friend, mutual friend, she said that the ex friend talked about me with all of them and told them that "I changed and I don't hang out with them anymore and that I am a lot of other stuff" so I decided to stand for myself and now I don't even care about her she's just being rude for no reason (idk why my haters are increasing by time😭 they're just being rude but when I don't act as kind as I did back as a freshman they just hate on me but I don't care that's how we should be right?)

So yeah.. that's the whole story💕💕💕

I STILL HAVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT THIS GUY WHO ACTS LIKE THE WICKED STEP MOTHER😭😭😭 HE'S AN ASSHOLE ALWAYS TRYING TO HARASS ME AND SOMETIMES MY FRIENDS I HATE HIM OHHH THATS GONNA BE A LONG ONE TELL ME IF YOU WANNA HEAR IT?😭

My pedicure was good! I picked like this light blue sparkly color. I'm a little bummed it smudged a little (I did a regular pedicure not gel).

I'm sorry about the headache I hope it's gone away since you messaged! As always, I'm so in awe of anyone that can speak two languages. I can barely speak English and it's the only language I know 😭 It sounds like your bff is the best! I love that for you! THREE MORE EXAMS?! You are a trooper.

As for your toxic ex-friend: the very first thing you said? You're not sure why you kept her around? I don't want to put words in your mouth (nor compare yourself to me, I know we're still getting to know each other). I for one have kept a lot of people in my life who I probably shouldn't have for much longer than they needed to be. I tend to naively see the best in everyone even if it's harmful to myself. Unfortunately, I'm wrong a lot. But on some level they WERE your friend, right? Like you did things together, had stuff in common, for better or for worse there was a connection and I don't think that's something that just happens and it's hard to just ignore that connection past it's prime if you will.

I'm glad you stood up for yourself, that's something I definitely DO NOT do. I'm glad you have a good friend group to support you and that you're pulling away from your ex-friend. It's natural to grow apart from friends that no longer help you be the best version of yourself so I'm glad you have a group of friends that are kind and lovely towards you 💕

You can tell me all the tea of whoever you want! Bring on the wicked step mother! 😈

xoxo

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