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fanvoidkeith · 6 months

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me, helping out my mom at a bazaar, like i've done for years, attempting stuff while she walks around to take a break and maybe get some xmas gifts: *vibing enough that some people want to buy some things*

my mom, about half an hour later: *comes back to be the more charming of the two of us, because she has more experience being a salesperson and is not autistic*

the nice lady at the table next to us, talking to my mom: your boy did a good job while you were gone!

my brain, upon hearing that sentence come out of another person's mouth while i'm feeling somewhat dysphoric in my body today:

B O Y ! ! !

(good job!)

#void keith talks #this isn't me discovering a new thing about myself but it is Different this time i think. it echoed in my brain #most people don't assume i'm masc because i have a high voice. especially because the fuckin “customer service voice" thing (higher pitch)#but more people than one have called me by masculine uhhh... adjectives? (it's probably adjectives.) it's nice. mostly strangers though. :/#and i already know i have a Thing about praise because it's my love language or whatever #and i've also been obsessing over whether or not i should ask my doctor about going on testosterone because i've been avoiding my doctor #because i'm an anxious mess and my life is about to be turned upside down again soon #but i. i wwant to #go on T. more than i thought i would?#i'm so anxious about change and i know the changes technically happen slowly #but even so i keep hesitating because of personal circumstances #uhhhh... yeah. that's. that's a thing i guess #one of my fellow nonbinary transmasc friends is going on T. and i'm happy for them obviously #but i also feel a little envious of him for being able to figure it all out that easily. even though it probably Wasn't Actually That Easy #and it just looks like that from my outsider perspective #and i'm just tired and confused because i only discovered/uncovered the more masc part of my identity relatively recently and i've-#struggled with it for long enough that i don't have to fight with myself about it anymore. still kinda scared though #nonbinary #enby #trans #transgender #voidgender #gender dysphoria #gender stuff #gender thoughts #gender euphoria #trans stuff #nonbinary stuff #rambling in the tags #rambling into the void

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latencygaru · 4 months

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hope this helps someone!

#reimu hakurei #touhou #touhou project #I wwant her bow to consume her head #the bow is sentien t iM convinced

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jizzbian · 13 days

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#paracelsus #my bitch key wife #i wwant him so bad oh my god ohf my #nobody understands #abacelsus #paracelsus guilty gear #aba guilty gear #aba #aba guilty gear strive #guilty gear #guilty gear strive #ggst #gg strive

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eclown4hire · 13 days

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the bees!

#femstars #my art #enstars #ensemble stars #rinne amagi #rinne is the one who changed the most.#rinne being like. The Anti-Idol. i imagine she dresses however she wwants and is happy if it causes a higherup to burst a blood vessel.#rinne amagi says love your body. show it off. have confidence babes.#anyway #niki shiina #himeru #kohaku oukawa

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saintbleeding · 1 year

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[ID: Digital art of Jon and Martin from TMA, set during MAG 159. Jon is a tall, thin, British-Indian man with receding silver hair, and Martin is a short, fat, white man with greying brown hair. They are hugging tightly, both of their faces pressed into the other’s shoulder. Jon’s glasses are in his hand and Martin’s have been knocked askew with the force of the hug. The background is a dark blue, and very faintly visible on the horizon are the lights of what might be a city. There is fog surrounding the two figures and textured orange light filtering down on them from above. End ID.]

i swear, peter lukas says “drinking in the sodium orange” ONCE and i think about it FOR THE REST OF TIME

happy Smiting Him Wednesday

#tma #the magnus archives #mag 159 #jmart #jonmartin #this is part of a comic but the rest of it likely won't be done this week esp if i wanna get vic au chapter one done #for next week #which. i desperately do wwant to do #so #here's this #my #saint draws

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arlaudswann · 1 month

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PERDRIX (2019) dir. Erwan Le Duc

#perdrix #the bare necessity #filmedit #nessa007 #swann arlaud #juliette webb #pierre perdrix #maud wyler #perdrixedit #*#IT DIDNT COME OUT THE WAY I WWANTED IT TOOOOOOOOO #NOOO #the only gif i respect is the first gif #smh

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pixiecaps · 10 months

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do u guys have any qsmp fic recommendations

#i read one☝️and was like yippee tjat was good I WWANT MORE😼#qsmp

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razberrypuck · 5 months

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anyway cant wait for the riptide pirates to rock up to the trench only to find that it's been torn apart by the navy and has been almost completely abandoned. :).

#every day i think about what could happen in the undersea arc. Every Day.#it plagues me #i wwant. to meet the elders. so bad. i want to meet gill and edyns parents. i want GILL to meet his parents.#jrwi riptide #jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi show

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qiekzart · 4 months

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