#but it's different

[thecitybee]

painting her

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#my art #fanart #pjo series #pjo tv show #pjo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #annabeth pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #wip #in a constant state of trying things #can't quite call it a “new” method #but it's different #leah sava jeffries

[dulaman-na-farraige]

A blood saint and her depressed gf

I don't know what originality is but here's my version of Adeline. Here's depressed Maria sketch

#bloodborne #lady maria #lady maria of the astral clocktower #saint adeline #bloodborne fanart #pls don't tell me that Adeline reminds you of Queen Yharnam #I know that she also has a pale dress w blood on it #BUT IT'S DIFFERENT #and her dress is just pale pastel color and not white because I don't see that as white so don't tell me that #farraige's art

[allen-walkers]

There is something so deeply tender about Zoro picking up Usopp's boots in Skypiea. Tender in a "I'll take care of you as much as I can, even if you don't notice it" way. Tender in a "You wouldn't think I notice these little things, but I do" way. Tender in a "Good grief, you're helpless sometimes, and I'll pretend to be annoyed by it, but that's just the way you are and that's fine by me" way.

There's something given about it, too. Like, of course he picks up Usopp's boots and carries them to the camp for him. Why wouldn't he? He notices, and he can take care of Usopp in this small way, so he does. Of course he does.

For such a rough, sometimes seemingly cold guy (even though we all know he's far from cold), Zoro has such a tenderness to him when it comes to Usopp.

Does Usopp know? Does Usopp know how much Zoro notices, and cares, and does every little and big thing he can for him? When Zoro drops off his boots at the camp, does Usopp notice? Does he see, does he feel the love in such a simple, yet meaningful act?

I hope he does.

#one piece #zosopp #zoro #usopp #im rewatching water 7 so im very much in my feelings #i know im talking about a five-second scene but like #it makes me so soft when zoro takes care of Usopp #he has a similar dynamic with chopper #which i love #but it's different #because chopper is the baby #they all baby him to some degree #but the way zoro cares about usopp makes me sooooo fucking tender #also when he tells him to get some sleep #or stop pulling weird faces #or reminds him not to overwork himself #he notices #and he doesnt hesitate to let usopp know that he notices and cares #in his own way #so now im rewatching w7 and like #i want usopp to know just how loved he is #i want him to know that zoro will always pick up his boots for him #somebody hold me im gonna vomit blood #text

[thedepressexpress]

shout out to kaz brekker for reminding me that if i put my mind to it, i can wear gloves to deal with sensory issues AND be an asshole

#kaz brekker #six of crows #inej ghafa #sensory #sensory issues #touch aversion #hes just a little guy #who murders #and shes just a gal #who also murders #but it's different

[jabberwick]

Cleaned this one up.

He's conducting this piece of music for the atmospherically curious among you.

#OC #Merlin #he/they #please do not tag this as HP #He's a conductor and also trans #I mean #he IS also magic #his name is fucking Merlin #what did you expect #but it's different

[depressedstressedlemonzest]

Yay another rumbelle episode!

It's blurry but I love her smile.

They're about to go to the club.

He's changing for you belle he loves you!

Leroy, you've gotta know this isn't how a pawn shop works.

Oh wait he called him Stiltskin, so he knows it's not a legit business.

Seems that when you bought that closed sign you were throwing money away.

#wait leroy doesnt even use an axe #a pick axe sure #but it's different #but still leroy that's not how a pawn shop works #ouat #once upon a time #rumbelle #rumplestiltskin #belle #belle x rumple #ouat rumple #ouat belle

[everything-changes-once-again]

I just read Jennette McCurdy’s book I’m Glad My Mom Died and WOW do I have thoughts. Obligatory tw because the book is very much about eating disorders and she uses specific numbers and describes behaviors in detail. But she also talks about how fucking miserable she was, for so long, so it’s a very honest and real and not-glamorized portrayal.

That said, oh my god was it an incredible book. Very raw and real. She tracks her ED story for over a decade, discusses behavior swapping and cycling through different disorders over time, and portrays the inner eating disorder voice without having, like, italicized lines representing the voice directly, which has never really resonated with me. She talks about how hard it is to build a new identity when the disorder has been part of you for so long. She’s also honest about the timeline, about how she spent most of her 20s flirting with the idea of getting better, trying and giving up, trying again and giving up, and finally trying and sticking it out, and even then it took years with lots of slips. Incredibly honest and brave.

It was also the first time I’ve encountered an ED memoir where the main character didn’t have supportive parents pushing her to get better. In fact, it was the opposite - her mother actually encouraged her ED. (Her mother was horrible. Horrible. Like I can barely believe some of those stories were actual real things that person did to their daughter. My god.) And while my situation wasn’t even close to that awful, it was nice to see a story where, for once, parents weren’t falling over themselves to rush in and save their child, weren’t begging them to get better. Because that has never been the reality for me. While my mother is a mentally stable and generally very kind person, she has never been able to give me the support that I need. And all of the ED memoirs (yes I’m rereading the old ED books from the 2010s, it’s fine I’m fine) that I’ve ever read featured parents at least somewhere on the spectrum of concern. They featured kids, even if they were adult kids, getting support, or at least being offered support whether or not they were willing to accept it. It was incredible to read about someone who didn’t have that, who had to decide for herself to get better, and then hold herself accountable to keep choosing recovery over and over. I'm so grateful that Jennette chose to write this book.

#also i'm not saying i'm alone in this #i have my partner and he's incredible #but it's different #i don't expect him to “take care” of me in that same way #that a parent is supposed to #personal #recovery #tw ed #i'm glad my mom died #jennette mccurdy

[hippolotamus]

maybe i'm sitting at my desk trying to write you a love letter. except maybe it hit me all at once and is too great, this affection i hold for you. a different shape altogether than what i'm used to. not fragile and desperate and loud and begging. it is strong and certain, quietly content. like wordlessly watching the sunrise on the shores of the great lakes. maybe it has no need to yell and clang for acceptance because it knows we're finally home.

#hippo rambles #had so many damn feels today #mostly around how quick i've spat out i love you's out of desperation to not be alone #it's very buck x.0 of me #but then i thought of you #and we say i love you all the time #and it's always true #but it's different #and so so quiet just lurking in the background #and just what the hell am i supposed to do with it all?

[thevikingwoman]

I do love discord, but I think - I think I miss fandom on tumblr.

the thing is, on discord, everything is just *moving*. If someone talks about their OC, their head canons, whatever, it's there and then it's gone. There are so many people and you can't interact with everyone - but sometimes not even the ones you want to, because other people are moving in the stream.

i miss tumblr, where if people post head canons or OC thoughts, or theories or whatever - I can be offline for 3 days, hit up my favorite people and squee at the gif set with their OC vibes they posted 2 days ago. In discord, the conversation has moved on.

and I'm just. being a little nostalgic and missing OC asks, and ramblings and meta.

it's also a lot easier to curate on tumblr? In tumblr we're all in our own little houses, and you can go to your friends houses, and you can yell things into the street, and your friend may visit you.

discord is more like a bar, and everyone is dancing and the music is loud and you can't always hear anyone.

(and as some sort of corollary to this: discords have mods, which do a great job, I love them, our bar bouncers, but i'm wondering if some of the way people seem to not understand how to curate your own spaces has to do with a reliance on this? hm)

#idk #just thoughts #viking is old or something #missing things a mere 3 years ago lmao #viking rambles #and it's not that I dont LOVE discord and the community building that can happen there #but it's different #and sometimes gives me FOMO #which I know is a me issue #there's also something of grouping and stuff being hidden in private servers and fandom closing up a little #viking rambles in tags

[mewharley]

Nononono

I can't

I don't know why but I *hate* those theories about time travel in Good Omens

I can't even formulate why!

They're great and make a lot of sense but nono somehow I feel aversion to them !?

#i also hate the mind controlling one #but it's different #with these I don't like them #but for time travel i feel my skin crawl when thinking about them #?????? #idk why

[musette22]

he loves Sebastian with all his heart 😭😭😭😭

HE DOES 😭😭😭😭 I knew it, I 1000% knew it, but it's still so amazing to hear him say it aaaahh!!! 💘💘💘💘

#yes he loves mackie too #but it's different #I have no doubt #evanstan #rpf #minnie answers

[princessflaw]

went through my old SU tag and oh boy, the nostalgia. I know that nothing else will make me feel the way that dumb lil show did. I feel being part of the fandom (at least our little corner) changed me forever, in a good way? I'm not sure, but I'm glad I was part of it.

#yeah sure I'm hype as hell for deltarune and I might have an unhealthy obsession with one of the characters #but it's Different #ig it's that was more into the fandom? maybe it was the bomb format? #steven universe #it's funny bc I never cared abt cartoons as an adult #I remember I checked it out bc people were either making fun of it or loving it so it got me curious #it's the one cartoon I've really cared about too I can't bring myself to get into another #ig I AM too old for it now #for now in obsessed with delta and the Vince Gilligan cinematic universe

[anditwentlikethis]

tomorrow is valentines day which means absolutely nothing when champions league is happening

#and my club did me the favor of getting eliminated in the group stages so I can just sit back and enjoy #without a care in the world #well except for bvb #but it's different #luckily #one is enough

[riddl3r]

(Ed in the Saw universe: kudos for the traps, but this is way too intellectually boring, cultist and dramatic for me.)

#ed just pops in when Kramer builds his traps to judge him and leaves #ajsdkha #listen Ed loves building escape rooms like that #but for him they are more like 'you have to THINK' to get out #instead of sacrificing a body part xD #and he'd also work solo not pass ideologies and such to whoever helps him #he has fans of course #but it's different #headcanon #kinda

[mister-dungus]

My sister moves next week, and I'll be the last one of my family in Colorado.

It's a little strange to think about. I really like Denver and have never felt much of a desire to move, but with my family gone it's making me wonder if I made a mistake planting roots and buying a condo here.

Does make me feel a little bit lonely. I'm more and more on my own now.

#no family and no relationship #guess I've gotta be an adult on my own now #i obviously have friends and it's nice to truly on them #but it's different

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week