#cause out of highschool i didnt have fuck ALL

[myownprivatcidaho]

HAVING MU GRADUATION CEREMONY TOMORROW 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

#for my associates #2 years from now itll be a bachelors :DDD #tbh community college has been such a foothold i was surprised at how much of a starting point jt could be #cause out of highschool i didnt have fuck ALL #like my gpa didnt exist and before completing even half the amount of required credit hours i just got my ged and hauled ass #like. there was some serious educational neglect in there. i had to guess my way through the science portion simce i hadnt taken a science #course since ninth grade #somehow i passed the science section just above the 50th percentile though i have NO idea how #but yeah uhhh. like i have OPPORTUNITIES like this like i have a shot at a full ride to my number one school its nuts #like. god #idk #one of the most daunting things for me in hs that made me wanna . off myself 🥴 was that i was sure i wouldnt like #do well academically and never get into any colleges #like of COURSE thats irrational reasoning ik #but like the point is. #yeah idk how to put it into words #anyways the bottom line is that i lived. #personal

[augustrambles]

Aged up obviously Wendy x fem reader. Wendy had her first time w stan it was just really disappointing, like very rushed, Stan didn’t care abt her, and poor girl didn’t finish. :,) Wendy tells reader, her bsf, abt the experience and reader feels bad and offers so “help”. Lots of foreplay which leads to reader giving wendy gooood head 👍 I’m a sapphic advocate 🫡 get these stinky men outa here

A/N: I LOVE WENDY I LIVE WENDY I LAUGH WENDY I <3 WENDY YES YES GO SAPPHICS GO SAPPHICS GO ❗

listening to lovers rock while writing fanfics >>

wendy testaburger x fem!reader [highschool]

warnings: cheating, nsfw, eating out or cunnilingus however u call it, sheher pronouns, implied misogyny

"you might not be my first time, but i know you'll be my best time."

WENDY TESTABURGER. 3RD person.

bebe looked at wendy with gossip filled eyes. "soo? how did it go with you and stan doing ykwhat?" she smirked, the room filling up with giggles. "...not good." wendy replied. "he didn't really take much care of me. didnt even get to finish actually, he just.. u-used me." she started to tear up.

"sweetheart! how dare that man treat you like that?! piece of shit." [name] went up to hug her while wendy cried, the girls were also comforting wendy with comforting words. "how DARE that asshole just use you? i'm gonna have a serious talk with that dick." bebe said furiously. "yeah same here!!" "me too!"

as the girls left one by one, [name] continued hugging wendy. "darling i'm so sorry that happened to you." she said, wiping wendy's tears while continuing to comfort her. at some point, wendy stopped crying. "it's just.. he was my first time. i wanted it to be special, y-you know?" she stuttered.

"fuck him, wendy. i could totally show you a better time." [name] said, being physically annoyed at stan. "ye- wait what?" wendy said, looking at her best friend. "i said what i said, i could show you a way better time than that dick head!" she said, confidently.

"i-i'd like that." she stuttered, but this time because she was blushing slightly. "r-really? you sure?" [name] looked for reassurance. she nodded. "yeah. i'm too pent up 'cause stan treated me so horribly."

[name] grabbed wendy's cheek, her nails tracing over the other's facial features, she smiled, blushing as wendy saw her with a open-mouthed expression, as if she realized something. [name] then kissed her on the nose, and then on the lips. that moment was so special for the both of them. butterflies flew through eachother's stomach. as their mouths parted, they stood up. "you wanna go upstairs?" wendy asked, blushing still as [name]'s cheeks were also as red as ever. "yeah, sure." she replied.

. . .

as wendy laid on the bed, [name] held her tight. "i promise you, wendy, i'll treat you right." wendy fell at ease with her words. [name] made out with her and they slowly removed their clothing. as the clothes got on the floor, they stopped kissing. on the lips at least, [name] started to kiss wendy's body, whispering praise loud for her to hear. "such a beautiful woman, i'll take care of all your needs, like you deserve it, darling."

she smiled so hard at [name]'s praises. "could i?" [name] asked, looking at wendy while having her face between wendy's thighs. "yeah, do anything you want." wendy smiled, feeling good. [name] started licking wendy's womanhood slowly, feeling nice as she heard wendy feel the pleasure she deserved. [name] felt wendy tugging her hair, she smiled as she continued, going faster.

"mmm.. [name], y-you're so good at this, aah!" she moaned, groping her tits for comfort as her head threw back. [name] smiled at wendy praising her. "g-go faster!" she yelled as she tugged [name]'s hair harder, [name] complied and did as requested.

"i-i'm gonna c-cumm!" she yelled, as [name] didn't stop, resulting in her face being filled with wendy's cum. she started wiping it off and licking it. wendy felt so nice, "hold on, lemme wash my face." [name] said as she walked into the bathroom which was in the bedroom. wendy lifted the blanket to cover herself up, feeling cold due to the air touching her nude body.

[name] walked back in, lying down wendy as well. wendy looked at [name] with a confusing face. "aren't you going to ask for anything..?" she asked. [name] said no with her head. "no, silly. this night is for you, and you only. i wanna focus on your desires, plus i'm fine." she said, as wendy felt tears prick from her eyes. she hugged [name] tightly, as if she would dissapear if she let go. "i love you so much, [name]." she said. [name] kissed her on the head. "i love you more, my love."

#sp wendy #wendy testaburger #wendy testaburger x reader #wendy smut #wendy testaburger smut #sp #south park x y/n #south park smut #south park x reader #wendy south park #south park

[askingkyborg]

//nonask +noninfinight

CHIPCHIPCHIP CHIP HEADCANONS

TW for talk of miscarriage and slight parental abuse!! Stay safe stinkers!

You'd expect chip to have warm hands from his general sunny-ness but hes actually got very cold hands and is cold in general.

carries ellga. All the time any given moment he can he will.

he has six fingers! The last one is a little deformed, but mainly useable. Carol sewed him new assassins gloves that were altered for his hands and he cried so hard he nearly threw up. ⚠️danger zone⚠️

While his dad is a fine person, we learned from episode 19 his dad got mad very frequently- so i head canon his dad maybe wasnt the best person out there and caused him a lot of fear but its something hes worked on and now their on good terms.

him and carol tried for a kid once but miscarried and just didnt have it in them to try again. Its part of why ellga and chip are so close.

heavily insecure but very popular in highschool. Was the one kid who was somehow backhandedly popular despite being so fucking weird.

hes neurodivergent! I think he has OCD. He gets very particular about clean spaces (and murder scenes). He doesnt mind a messy room or desk but if his shoodie gets a spot on it it ruins his day. He loves menial tasks. Organising pens dressing cuts (the easy motions of wiping it up dabbing on antiseptic liquid, smoothing a bandaid on) folding socks cleaning his sneakers. He even says "hey there, its chip haney" the same way every time because it just clicks nice in his head.

huge finger tapper. Tap tap tap all day long.

mathilde makes him very very nervous. He loves the bird, but he gets nervous in THEIR presence.

yall know the dad car thing? When they put their hand on the back of the shot gun seat in the car to look behind them? Thats him. I know theres no cars but just like. thats him right there.

such a loud snorer. The loudest man on earth when he sleeps.

actually not a terrible singer!

#tales from the stinky dragon #stinky dragon pod #chip haney

[gettinshiggywithit]

!Highschool AU chuuya x reader whose best friend lied to them!

pairing:- chuuya x gn!reader

scenario:- chuuya comforts his s/o when they find out their best friend lied to them.

genre:-comfort/fluff

type:- oneshot A/N:- Hi hi!this is just a vent piece mostly but i hope its perhaps a little relatable? im tryna put some stuff out while i write the requests i have! so this is a few weeks old~

It was the day before your business studies exam and you’d scheduled a study session at your house with your best guy friend turned boyfriend;chuuya nakahara

(Also i hc him havin the subject combo of business studies,economics and physics)

Buddy was ready to get down to business! He’d bought along some of your favorite drinks and snacks and after saying hi to your parents,who absolutely adored him, he headed to your room.

He knocked on your door and was met with sniffles.

This set off sirens in his head but he thought he knew what the root cause of this could be.

He slowly opens to door and sets the snacks,drinks, and his notes down before joining you at your spot on the floor.

He wordlessly wraps you in a hug which startles you for a second before you realize its him.

But once you do,you pull him closer and it makes you cry just a little harder,your cries muffled by his hoodie.

He slowly begins to rub your back in an attempt to calm you down while whispers sweet nothings in your ear.

Once you calm down enough you look up at him and exhale.

“Sorry...”

“Nope. Dont be...now,you wanna talk about it?”

He always knew how to respond and it was honestly always such a relief.

You knew he’d never offer to help if he didnt want to and when he did he always meant it.(and he’d make a little mental note to be there for you no matter what,because you’d always done the same for him)

But once you nodded and opened your mouth to speak,the reasoning behind your current state wasn’t at all what he’d imagined.

“F/N lied...”

*insert confused gingi boi*

You noticed his look of confusion and began your explanation.

To be quite frank,Your best friend,whom youd known since elementary, had lied to you and it all seemed to be over a boy.

Chuuya was honestly dumbstruck.this was the girl who’d been there for you even before he knew you,

and she also happened to be the one who’d introduced the two of you...

And what was even stranger was how this seemed to uncharacteristic of her...she wasnt the type to go after boys and had always been focused on her studies.and the thing that kinda pissed chuuya off was that the boy in question wasn’t even that great a guy.he was a nice enough kid sure,but he wasn’t great...and certainly nowhere near her standard...

After you finished your explanation you looked to him for his verdict before saying your final statement,

“...and im not sure if im overreacting or not because sure its just a small thing but the fact is that she lied when id have been okay if she just told me the truth...i dont know Chuu....this all just hurts i guess...and this plus the paper tomorrow has me so fucking drained!”

You groaned in frustration and he saw this as his opening to step in.

“Okay first of all,it’s kinda messed up that she did that but have you tried talking to her?”

“No...I thought id just talk to her after exams were over,otherwise who knows maybe she’ll say the reason she got a B or a C was cos I started shit...”

“Okay yeah fair...but do you see yourself being friends with her after this? Especially if her justification is as shitty as what she did?”

“I dont know...the thing is she means so much to me...i trusted her and this is what she did??? I know ill never be able to trust her ag- actually who am I kidding im gonna trust her again and get hurt all over again....i dont know what to do ‘Yaya”

He nodded thoughtfully at that,the gears in his head turning as he tried to come up with the perfect solution.

He know you valued honesty and loyalty above all,it was one of the things you had in common and also one of the things that had made you as close as you were,so he knew this wouldnt be easy.because truthfully even he wouldnt have been able to deal with this and woulda probably turned to you for help...

“Okay then,try to focus on the exam,as best you can and talk to her after? I know its gonna hurt like a bitch but just try?”

“And ill be here okay?,” he said taking your hand in his, “no matter what.”

“Thanks chuuya...Youre probably the best thing that came from my friendship with her.” You said with a soft half-smile.

“Likewise.” He said returning the gesture.

You then looked back to the notes sprawled all around you.

“Fuxk...business tomorrow..”

“Mhmm...wanna start?”

“Dont really have a choice,” you wiped your tears and blew your nose on a tissue before saying, “lets do this!”

“Attagirl!” He said giving you a fist bump.

You studied well into the night and he stayed at your place.

And the next morning,you set off to the exam center hand in hand,giving eachother a single good luck kiss before making your way to your seats.

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#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd comfort headcanons #bungou stray dogs comfort headcanons #bsd chuuya nakahara #bungou stray dogs chuuya nakahara #x reader #chuuya x reader #chuuya nakahara x reader #chuuya x reader comfort #comfort headcanons #chuuya nakahara x reader comfort #chuuya x reader comfort headanons #chuuya nakahara x reader comfort headcanons #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya #bsd imagines #chuuya headcanons #bungo stray dogs x reader #headcanons #nakahara chuuya #chuuya fluff #chuuya angst #chuuya x reader fluff #chuuya x reader angst #chuuya x y/n #chuuya x you #🐶🐕jaya’s bungou stray dump🐕🐶

[sammy-lawrence-child]

BATIM/BATDR ship headcannons????

-i am not doing every single god damn ship so i'm only doing ones that i actually like. Also the BATDR ones are purely what everyone else theorizes or what I think personally about what happens after-

Sammy x Norman:

- Sammy's defiantly a bottom ong

-Norman does most of the cleaning up after se-

-Their first kiss was purely accident, Sammy was facing a different way while Norman was coming over to ask him something. Sammy turned and BLAM they kissed

-Norman towers over Sammy.

-Whenever Sammy tries to tease Norman, he teases him back, making Sammy flustered.

-At first glance Sammy looks like the dom/teasing one and Norman the Sub/easily flustered one. In reality its the complete opposite.

-Neither of them actually confessed. Norman invited Sammy to lunch one day, they had a good time, went for a walk around NY, went to Normans house, kissed, fucked, then boom dating.

-(in machine) Sammy tried to convince Norman to pray to bendy once...it ending in a hour long chase, a little fucking, then Sammy getting killed

-(After BATDR) Norman didnt get his body back cause..idk...so Sammy just carries him on his shoulder or holds him since he can't walk anymore *o^o poor Norman*

Susie x Sammy:

-Susie hinted for the longest time about her liking him, Sammy just thought she was weird

-Their first date was in the recording booth while working after time, their first REAL date was at a nice little dinner.

-Susie once made Sammy a chocolate cake..just for Wally to eat it *not referencing to the game at all*

-Sammy's first kiss with Susie was the day after getting hammered..and still being a little drunk the next day...

-Susie normally wears flats, but when she wears heals she's taller than Sammy by half an inch

-(in machine) Susie once caught Sammy in her domain, so she went out of her way to hunt him down, flirt with him, get things all loving, then stabbed him in the chest, took his mask off, then left. *we love sammy abuse >v<*

-(After BATDR) After Susie got her memories back the first thing she did was kiss Sammy, stab him in the shoulder than go apologize to everyone (Henry, Buddy, 'Allison', ext.)

Henry x Linda:

-Highschool sweethearts ong

-Their first kiss was at night with the NY lights all around them..or underneath a tree getting ready for the fall weather.

-They waited till after marriage to have kids

-Henry proposed to her while on vacation to somewhere that wasnt at JDS or NY

-They had two kids, a boy and a girl *....no i am NOT getting that from a really good comic that you guys should defiantly go read...*

-(in machine) Henry would fiddle with his wedding ring whenever he was sad, nervous or thought about Linda

-(After BATDR) Audrey made an ink version of Linda so that Henry would have his love with him forever

Allison x Thomas:

-They first met after Allison almost face planted into the floor cause she slipped on ink

-Wally set up their first work date. Which was just moving table and chairs to the side then playing music on a record player. Not so romantic but Allison enjoyed it.

-Thomas is actually really quiet, unless it's just him and Allison

-They got married after they got fired from JDS

(Ink clones)

-Alison doesn't mind that Tom can't talk, they actually made up a system for them to talk to each other

(After BATDR)

-Allison and Tom had gotten the memory's of Alison Pedal and Thomas Connor after Audrey took control. So they decided to have their own mini wedding. Which Henry was the priest, Sammy composed music, Alice(Susie)the bridesmaid and Buddy the best man, and Dappers the ring barrier.

#batim #bendy and the ink machine #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #alice angel #batim alice angel #boris wolf #sammy lawrence #sammy x susie #sammy x norman #henry x linda #allison pendle #allison angel #Allison x thomas #Allison x Tom #thomas connor #henry stein #norman polk #batim susie #susie campbell #audrey batdr

[lyra-heartstring]

TW: Mentions of Sh, suicide, Od, racism ( self directed/internalized )

Before i start, the racism part of this is genuinely only to myself. I dont care what race other people are, i just hate mine.

Letter for the boy in the mirror that i wish to kill.

Spending the past 16 years of my life being ugly has been my enternal hell. I have to live everyday knowing im conventionally unattractive and no matter the clothes i wear and the way i style myself ill always be ugly. I have wonderful outfits that i think are really fucking cool or just nice and casual, but the only issue is my face and my skin. I dont want to deal with this shit, i hate my skin tone and i hate everyone trying to tell me to be proud of it. " Black is beautiful "Go fuck yourself, im not and for some reason everyone feels the need to let me know like i havent had to live with this body that i wish wasn't nine. "You're ugly" " who would like you" " you can atleast try to be funny " all of you can die, im tired of you and your fake sympathetic bullshit or the rejections in which i get infantalized bc people dont wwnt to be mean, just for me to find out wbt what they were thinking later. I get it im ugly and i tucking hate my race every issue i have stems in some way shape or form from those 2 factors (gender is another but that's a seperate rant on its own ) and don't give me that bullshit " its just your style " " dress nicely " fashion is a looks thing irregardless of how u want to spin it. Outfits look good because of how the person looks and for some fucking reason nothing works with me. My parents are trying to style me as some proper black christiwn boy, thats litterally the entire opposite of what i want to be. i have to deal with everyone tell me shit like " your outfit looks good", hoping one day they talk about me. " your shirt is nice " what about me?, " your outfit is cute ", what about me?. Ive spent years living as the billshit excuse of a human being with people shoving it down throat that im ugly, but THE SECOND I TRY TO KILL MY SELF OR I CUT MYSELF EVERYONE IS SUDDENLY THE GOOD SAMARITAN READY TO SAVE ME FROM MY TROUBLES. " Im jealous of you ", " i wish i looked like you ", " you arent ugly " I swear to every single celestial being i will rip off the head of the next person who tries to spoon feed me this bullshit. Im the person who is better off taking the photos, the one in the back of the pictures being blocked by people and thanks to my fucking skin tone i looked like some fucked up horror monster in polaroids. Now that its been 16 years of not a single person being there for me, suddenly everyone is some empath and knows how i feel. " i relate " " i understand how you " NO YOU FUCKING DONT, YOU POST AESTHETIC PHOTOS OF YOURSELF WEEKLY, HAVE PEOPLE HITTING ON YOU, WEAR WHATEVER YOU WANT BC U ARE ATTRACTIVE ANYWAYS SO ANYTHING U WEAR IS A " fit ". GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF, TRY BEING THE PERSON THAT EVERYONR IS SUPRISED MANAGES TO DATE SOMEONE, ITS NOT THE SURPRISED OF " we didnt know " ITS THE BULLSHIT SURPRISE WHETE THEY ACY LIKE YOUR PARTNER IS BLIND OR YOU ARR PAYING THE PERSON TO DATE YOU. ITS THAT BULLSHIT SURPRISE YHAT SOMEONE ON GOD'S GREEN EARTH LIKES YOU. IF YOU EVEN GO THROUGH A PORTION OF THAT THEN MAYBE SAY U UNDERSTAND ME, DONT TRY TO RELATE TO MY STORY WHEN YOUR BIGGEST WORRY IS BEING HIT ON. MY BIGGEST WORRY IS BEING CALLED CREEPY BC I SAID I LIKE SOMEONE, OR A WEIRDO BC I CONFESS TO SOMEONE " i like you " BC ITS CRAZY THAT MY ABORTED FETUS LOOK-A-LIKE SELF HAS YHE AUDACITY TO DEVELOP FEELINGS WHILR LOOKING THE WAY I DO. EVERYONE ELSE CAUSE DO THE SAME SHIT AND ITS A SILLY FUN HIGHSCHOOL EXPERIENCE, ITS FUNNY, AKWARD, ROMANTIC. What i would give to be a different person, different hair, different face, different race, different voice, the amout i would throw away just for that is unmeasureable. To the higher beings i hate you for what you have

done to me, people worship you for what you have fone for them, and im suppossed to join along and be thankful of the gift of life when my life has been nothing but a curse. I hate you for how i look, i hate that everyday i have to find new methods to not think or look into mirrors bc my immediate reaction to commit suicide. Im 16 with a violent hatred towards my face, a waste of space incomplete cell called my body, the urge/desire to kill myself the second i think abt how i look, pure hatred and negativity. I spend all my time cutting because the moment the blade leaves my skin i remember im ugly. The many nights i stare into the mirror with the pills in my hand as i cry for being dealt this shit of a hand from life. I hope for happiness one day but ik that i will never find it nor will i let go of this anger. To the few people reading this

#mental illness #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #bpd #cvtt!ng #i hate my body #i hate my skin #i hate my face #i hate everything #i hate being ugly #why am i like this #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #vent #vent post

[seattlesellie]

this is super random (also this is my first msg to u hi <3) and i’m honestly asking this generally to anyone else who also happens to read this, but recently i’ve realized my sexual orientation and come to the conclusion that i’m like REALLY attracted to women (as a woman myself ofc). so obv this made me also think abt how someday i’m gonna have to tell ppl close to me abt this but i’m literally losing my mind cause i’m NAWT vulnerable especially w/ my parents 😭 and also i just now was watching a tiktok live that was full of homophobic ppl and whenever i see that on the internet, it makes me wanna go deeper in the shell (or closet lmao) that i already am in. like it makes me realize how many horrible ppl there are that won’t accept smth so simple (i’m also very emotional as u can see 😍) so like tbh i’m not sure what i’m seeking here but ig i’m just curious if u or anyone else has felt like this/what helped u come out? like it’s so hard for me to be open and as someone who recently graduated and is going to uni, in a completely diff country alone, i’m gonna have more freedom and if i were to date another girl, it’d feel unfair to my parents if i didnt say anything prior abt my identity. ik they’re also very supportive, which i’m thankful for, but i just HATEEE vulnerability. idk man :( it’s also very weird finally realizing more abt myself. it makes me SO happy yet so so so scared? aarrghh idk sorry abt this long message, u seem like the nicest person and this place feels safe, so i just felt like i could ask/find some kind of relatability. 💗 sorry again for this long ass rant LOLS 🌟

okokok im gonna tell u my coming out story because i can awfully relate to this ?? n adding a read more cos this is so long sorry <333 🤧

literally knew i liked girls my entire life and like suppressed the shit out of it. would try and date guys all throughout highschool and would feel so terrible afterwards… but like you, i was super uncomfortable with that type of vulnerability and also barely had any gay friends, let alone any gay female friends. so i spent my life just thinking im gonna be in the closet forever !! until i met my now ex gf, she would constantly be sleeping over— but i did the classic thing of telling my parents she was just my new best friend, until one day my dad was like… be so fr rn are you two dating. like you said, my parents are also very liberal and supportive (especially my dad), but still— it made me panic and drop a mug and deny deny deny !! then, after being together for like 6 months it was incredibly hard to hide it, and obvs she felt super uncomfortable bc i was super closeted and she was super out. so i kind of had to come out to my parents (i hid under a blanket and told them i have an important thing to say n then they already somehow knew). my parents and i literally never talked about these things like my mom didn’t even know about my first kiss or literally NOTHING about me, we didn’t have that type or relationship at all so i can relate to u so hard !!but like here’s the thing— i don’t think it would be unfair to your parents, this is your story to tell and you should do it when you feel comfortable enough, and if it takes you dating a girl for that then so be it. you shouldn’t worry about other peoples feelings about this, as this is yours to tell and not theirs! as long as you’re in a safe environment, coming out can truly be such a big fucking relief !! like that absolute weight that drops out of your chest is so so freeing. if the people who are close to you love you— they will accept you. if they won’t? truthfully, they don’t deserve u and never have. about the homophobia, its always going to be here, unfortunately for us hateful and bigoted people will always exist, and that can be extremely stressful and painful, which is why surrounding yourself with people from your own community is so so important and necessary. uni is such a good place to do that !! so many new people to meet and especially queer people to surround yourself with !! i super understand your fears but the good things that happen after you come out— that feeling of no longer needing to hide yourself is so so worth it 💗💗💗💗

#𓏲 ࣪₊♡𓂃 anon 🎀

[mirukutchi]

Attempt 2 at writing this lol bc the first one got deleted by accident

I wanted to add my experience to that last post I rbed, bc it resonated with me, particularly the first part where men will call eachother 'girl' or 'feminine' as an insult(this is the only part im commenting on as i am not a transwoman so i have no input on that part of the post. )

I have pcos. I always have. I have a very strong masculine face/jawline. I always have. Ive always had a deep voice, as someone who was born a girl and identifies(at least in part) as a girl. I want this to be known bc its context lol

Guys are not the only ones who misgender as an insult, or to dehumanize others. Girls do it too.

When i was in elementary school i didnt have female friends bc all of them would laugh at me and say they didn't want to be friends with an 'ugly boy'

When i would go to the bathroom in-between classes, other girls would push me out, or yank me out physically and say that 'ugly boys' are not allowed in the girls bathroom.

My mom always made me have short hair, and she always made me wear jeans(and boy shirts bc they are more durable than girl clothes. This part was. Okay. I guess. I liked pokemon and ben 10 so my little brain didnt understand.) I was not allowed to have long hair and i was not allowed to wear dresses or skirts(ever since i was little ive wanted to wear only dresses but i was not allowed to...)

I talked like a baby(high pitched voice) for a good part of my childhood bc i knew that my voice was ugly and deep. When i started to go to speech therapy, i started speaking ""normally"" and my voice got so deep... i remember one of the last times i used my baby voice it was with a teacher and another student, and the student said "hey teacher, listen to (deadname?)'s REAL voice, she sounds just like a boy!"

That was a defining moment in my life.

In middle school, when i still wasnt allowed to have long hair and dresses, girls in my health class would look at me and laugh and whisper about how im actually a boy, and that i shouldnt be there. My face started changing too, my jaw got stronger... my voice got deeper.

I think in highschool people were too focused on other things to really bother me too much, plus people *generally* by that time knew me as a sweet and quiet person, not to mention i was the 'art kid' so that gained me some friends lol, also by highschool i was allowed to grow my hair out, down to my butt almost! And i was allowed to wear dresses and skirts and leggings(mostly leggings at that time bc i was still super skinny lol)

After highschool i had a crisis and shaved my head and tried out being a guy(ftm) but it was, personally, an identity crisis. I didnt know who i was, i had been abused, emotionally and sexually, all through high school by a guy i thought was my friend(i wish i had left sooner...) so i was struggling with what was 'me' plus i thought to myself 'everyone calls me a guy anyway so fuck it' but it gave me advanced dysphoria to be a guy :/

My hair is long now. Past my butt, i can sit on it. I only, exclusively, wear skirts and dresses. I wear a skirt to work bc i begged them to let me(i have autism and pants are a sensory nightmare but also i hate the way i look in them also i will look more like a guy)

Do you know how often i get misgendered? Admittedly not often, but it still happens. Usually its kids, but sometimes i get people calling me 'sir'. I want to scoff and be like 'how can they mistake someone with long braided pigtails and a dress for being a man' and then i remember my childhood.

Also im not writing this to detract from trans experiences, im writing my own experience as a woman-thing with pcos(if you dont know, it basically means that the cysts on my reproductive organs cause me to produce extra testosterone and not enough estrogen) who has frequently been misgendered by other girls

I want to clarify that im also only responding to the first part of the post, im not trying to say my experiences are in some way comparative to trans experiences!

Terfs do NOT touch this post ill shoot you on sight!!!!! Pew pew!!!

#pcos #my nyas

[kevin-keller-artistic-director]

I have theory that Alice and fp are siblings and thats part why jughead is ashamed and while I have posts on why this makes perfect sense I just wanna show you how it makes Alice perspective and actions make more sense

Like ok your Alice you used to be serpent but now your perfect northside girl and you slept with a man that is secretly your brother making your ex gang origins something you would be more ashamed of than you would be anyway you liked being feared but you don't want them to know your secrets

Your daughter is best friends with the man that was besties with your brother in highschool and you told him you slept with your brother and sometimes your brothers son hangs out with your youngest daughter and you wonder if it will all happen again

You hate that you told him that your slept with your brother but you also eternally grateful but you can never tell him

When you discovered your youngest daughter was dating your brothers son you deeply hated it at first until you had to see second youngest daughter on stripper pole at the bar where your familys gang resides and realized that if you didnt your second youngest daughter might end up destitute and you also kinda like the kid he has your smarts and felt like your childhood in comforting way also he's your nephew how you could not

you find out your oldest daughter had kids with her technically cousin on her fathers side and you panicked you hate the blossoms because they are a lot like you but eventually you embrace your oldest daughter again

You help raise her kids who are eerily reminiscent of your husband who you've always suspected and eventually confirmed was a serial killer and you wonder if every man you've ever loved in all your capacity is violent and crazy you becoming increasingly concerned about your daughters purity and image being perfect because you think her life will be better if she's never like you

You end up dating your brother after his ex finally leaves their family forever because fuck all this your work with your inbred son who now works the FBI and maybe he's good

You submit yourself to join in cult in your youngest daughters junior year in highschool cause you don't feel worth living your brother husband is very bad sheriff but your not surprised and you don't have the heart to care

At least you have your niece and nephew and your second daughter and your first daughters kid and your inbred FBI son and your nephew and youngest daughter are working in the FBI with your inbred son and they're doing good things maybe

You find out your brothers daughter was the one that recreated the most recent trauma of your youngest daughter and nephew via creepy puppet show and you discover you inbred FBI son is serial killer

Your brother takes his daughter on the road and you wonder what's the point in trying but at least your nephew and youngest daughter are going to college maybe everything will be alright

#Riverdale #alice cooper #fp jones #betty cooper #jughead jones #jellybean jones #jones family

[kessellluvr]

NSFW- Black Sheep - dom!Nat x f!reader

reuniting with an old highschool friend (with benefits..), kinda mean nat - using she/her for nat ! WARNING: anxiety, public sex

Here you were, the soccer field of the wiskayok high school - about 25 years later. It was the day of the reunion, you forced yourself to come here. You hadnt spoken to any of your old classmates or soccermates ever since you were rescued.

You sat outside on one of the benches of the soccer field, a cigarette between your thin fingers - bringing it up and taking a puff, your red lipstick staining its bum. You sigh, trying to get your mind sorted and go in there. "Fuck it." you murmed to yourself, flipping the cigarette to the ground and squeezing it out with your heel.

You pushed open the doors of the hall - music blasting your ears, you already hated this. Your eyes flew over the room, seeing some old classmates - nothing special, right? But then your eyes met those big brown ones, empty and dead like a black sheep. Your heart skipped a beat, it really was her. Natalie.

--

"What if someone-" nat cut you off, her lips crashing against yours as she shoved you against the wall - never breaking the conact of your lips as she tore off your soccer uniform within seconds. "Stay quiet." she hissed into your ear and you bit down on your lower lip, trying to not make any sound as her lips connected with your neck, sucking bruises on there - making you hers.

--

You snapped back into reality, seeing taissa - an old friend of yours approaching. You cleared your throat, looking down at yourself in the suit you were wearing - black suitpants, a black vest and some basic heels you had borrowed from your sister. Taissa smiled brightly, you forced a smile back, trying not to think about all the shit that you went through with these people. "Come join us for a drink, yes? I belive we got some catching up to do." taissa said, hooking her arm with yours - not giving you time to answer. You followed her to the table where shauna, misty and.. nat sat. You gulped hard and gave a slight wave.

Misty and Shauna greeted you joyfully while Nat just sat there, sipping her beer and not daring to let her gaze meet yours. You sat down between tai and shauna. "So, hows life been treating you?" shauna asked, sounding genuinely intrested.

"Well," you began. "Its been alright.. i guess. My dad left me all of his money so i dont have to worry about a job. I bought a house for myself.." you said with that same forced smile. Nat raised her brow and her gaze flew up - finally meeting yours. "Found a partner yet?" she asked dryly, you shook your head. "No.. no partner. Just me and myself." you managed to say, trying to push aside the aching for her in your heart. You brushed a strand of hair behind your ear and Nat just stared at you, causing you to squirm slighty - the power her gaze had over you was driving you insane and she knew it.

"I-ill be right back.." you said, getting up and rushing out of the hall, your breath heavy as you stepped into the women´s restrooms. Your hands were shaky and your cheeks were a bright crimson. You leant against the sink, trying to calm yourself.

"Do i get you that uncomfortable?" nat asked from behind, you could tell by the tone of her voice that she was smirking. You didnt answer, she stepped next to you and grabbed ahold of your chin, forcing you to look at her. "Answer me." she hissed, her brown orbs staring into your soul.

"Yes.." you said quietly. "Nat, i miss you.. i miss us.." you continued, causing her to raise a brow. "Do you?" she mocked, your eyes wide and you nodded, she pushed you down onto the sink - her pointy tounge trailing over your lips. "So pathetic.. still wanting me after what? 20 years?" she mocked you once again, you felt yourself growing wetter by the second - no matter what she did, she turned you on nonetheless. She pushed her knee between your thighs, rubbing it slowly up and down - you gasp and she bites your lower lip.

Nat grabs ahold of your hips and shoves you into one of the cabins, against the wall and having her lips connect with your neck. She was just kissing, not sucking bruises on there like she used to.. yet. Her hand slipped into your pants and straight to their destiny. Two fingers circling your clit, making you moan - she smirked against your neck. "Ive told you like a thousand times before... shut up." she said with a hint of annoyance, you clapped your hand over your mouth - muffling your moans.

"Tell me what you want." she demanded. "Y-your mouth.." you stammered out. She complied, dropping to her knees and pulling down your suitpants in one swift motion along with your lacy black thong. Your perfectly shaved pussy was fully exposed to her once again, she trailed a finger over your glistening folds before pushing in, stealing another moan from your lips. You were totally lost in the sensation of her cold finger in your aching hole, she added another one. Your hips twitched and she curled them, hitting that sweet spot within you. Her lips wrapped around your swollen clit, sucking it- her fingers sped up and you felt yourself growing closer to orgasm. "Not yet." nat sneered, you shut your eyes, still muffling your moans through your hand. Your legs started trembling slightly, you didnt know if you could hold back any longer but then she pulled her fingers out, letting your puffy clit slip out of her mouth with a pop. She grinned and your eyes flew open -giving her a desperate look. She shook her head. "The others are probably worrying." she said, keeping that smug ass grin.

You shook your head. "Please.." you whined again, she sighed in annoyance and shoved two fingers up your cunt - thrusting the in and out forcefully, causing you to moan loudly. You didnt care who heard, you just wanted to cum for nat. She kept roughly fingering you, her other hand digging into your hip as she held you in place against the wall.

Finally- you felt the knot inside your belly loosening, your cum dripping down her palm and fingers as you came for her. Your legs shaking. "Fuck!" you cried out, she grinned in triumph and pulled her fingers out, wiping them on your thighs. You quickly pulled your panties and pants up. "Now lets go back."

Maybe this reunion wasnt too bad..

#natalie scatorccio smut #natalie scatorccio #nat scatorccio #yellowjackets #nat yellowjackets #i dont know what the fuck im doing

[enlighten3d]

tada dot point oc lore that i thought up on my plane ride tonight (just got home agh finallyyy) and yes. this is a curse now. oc lore be upon ye/silly :3

-So Tim (janette’s dad) did leave for a reason other than oh weird cult. Diana did try to kill him. He’s blind in his right eye because of it (she had to kill someone to become the cult leader)

-Janette shot huan lin in the back of the head and then immediately hopped back in the car they were driving and sat there in dead silence. and then got jumpscared by huan’s ghost who was like ‘WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT’/hj

-Dana and Tim were a highschool couple (guy who’s ‘alternative’ for the 60’s and very religious girl the couple ever)

-Janette originally was meant to be in a polycule/qpr thing with josh and adele but then @koymoa made adele a terrible person so. lore happened.

-ADELE IS KIND OF THE REASON FOR CLAIRE’S DEATH AND RYAN SAW HIS SISTER’S BODY GET DECAPITATED. poor guy.

okok byeee i will send non lore related asks i promisee

I WOULDVE REPLIED TO THIS EARLIER BUT TUMBLR PUT ME IN POST JAIL RAHHHHH (posted too much. i hate post limit ): )

OC LORE BE UPON ME 💥💥‼️ i have been fed... just so you know, this is like.. throwing enrichment into my enclosure. enrichment that i also eat. this is great.

O H. OH BOY. HALF-BLIND HUH?? WELL THATS F U N . id imagine that didnt affect his life in any way /s. does he wear an eyepatch..... he should wear an eyepatch.. (/nf, this is just Silly). what does he say when ppl ask him how he lost the eye.. "oh my evil cult leader ex-wife tried to kill me. its fine tho ! i took one of our children and left the other to suffer (:"

AHEHFJFJR. huan lin mustve been SOOO confused ngl. one second he wasnt dead... the next he was, and was a GHOST at it. imagine your best friend killing you, you become a ghost, find her, and shes just sitting ominously in her car..... gods, poor janette. did she even expect the ghost?? she mustve, right? considering her mum already haunts her...

weird fucking power couple ngl.. in the bad way LMAO

..oh how the turns table..... imagine happy qpr jodelette (thats their ship name now /hj (there is probably already ship names and shit, i just dont know them so im making stuff up so i dont have to type out all their names zWhmJEJFR)) meeting Fucked Up jadele. like. how would that go down. these guys are Silly and Happy, no fucked up bullshit... and these guys want to literally kill eachother and are traumatised as fuck. would evil adele want to kill happy adele. would she. id bet she would ... little acrophobic motherfucker..

OH. ?? RYAN!?? YIU GOO?? poor guy.. what the fuvk.. first his arm gets chopped off by his gf, next his sister gets decapitated which is somehow caused by his mother?? (idk if thats the actual order of events) oh thats Fun. giving the guy. a shock blanket, i swear

ALSO. WHAT HAPPENS TO OLIVER. PLEASE TELL ME. I FORGOT TO ASK THST. (olivers kemis kid right? the one that tim just drops off at janettes place and then Leaves?? it was smth like that..)

SEND ME ALLLL THE LORE ASKS EVER. I WILL EAT THEM !!! GOOD SOUP!! ENRICHMENT !!! heheheheh

#asks #murder lesbians #i am thinking sooo muvh abt happy qpr jodelette now. #i am thinking about them. #theu are in my brain. #what vouldve been.... #TOXIC YURI THO-💥💥💥💥 #ajndkfkfjdkg

[chaoscriess]

the first kiss at the swings you mention in the hc's about grieving stu's death... i would love to request something going further into that!!

GUESS WHO'S BACK, BITCHES!!!!

amy oh my gosh I love you I will absolutely do this!! yes!! oh my lord

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒! kissing, teenagers being stupid. reader and stu are 14 in this, might make some people uncomfortable but it's just looking back on their first kiss. reader is um, a little crazy but that's okay cause she is bae

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒! on mobile, format might be weird. lowercase intended, unedited, double periods intended. kinda a modern au, not supposed to be. this is kinda like a flashback to their first kiss sorta deal for these angst hcs. I'm just trying to get back into the habit of writing, please dont expect constant updates again.

young!stu macher x young!fem!reader

stu macher.

stu fucking macher.

if there was anything in the world better than stu macher, you'd set yourself on fire.

stu macher was everything you'd ever wanted and more

the perfect boy

when you first saw him it was on a playset in a park. you were seven years old and it was june.

you were sweating profusely and somehow he wasnt. he came up to you and started talking to you, bragging about how his dad took him surfing every week before coming to the park. suddenly, he said "you're really pretty, you know." you smiled and blushed, letting your mind wander to thinking about what it would be like to marry him. yeah, you were definitely going to fall in love with this boy.

after that, you sadly lost touch. you had to move away due to your mother getting sick. the two of you went to live with your father in a town two hours away, so he could take care of her.

years later, though, you moved back. your mother had passed away, so you asked to move in with your grandparents. your father couldn't say no to you, no matter how much he wanted to.

the first time you saw him again, it was in your first algebra class of highschool.

on the first day of school, your teacher had noticed he was... well, not the brightest, and that you were decently smart for your age

so, he paired you together.

your teacher held this system the whole year, keeping you next to eachother 24/7 so stu would never fall behind in the lesson, but you never actually talked to eachother, instead, he talked to tatum, the girl that sat behind him.

you weren't complaining about the fact that your teacher sat you two together, you thought he was cute.

you were upset that you couldn't see him more often, since you only had one class with him, but you learned to be grateful for what time you did get to spend with him

even if it was only 60 minutes a day.

that was enough.

you hadn't even noticed that it was the boy from seven years ago. you had fell for him all over again without even knowing it.

but of course, tatum had to be there too.

always sitting behind him, playing with the stupid bracelets he made her.

you wanted those bracelets.

you wanted him to look at you like you created the earth, moon, and stars.

you wanted him to look at you.

so you made a plan.

a plan to kill tatum and have him all to yourself.

albeit, the plan was a bit unrealistic, but it was all that your small, fourteen-year-old brain could come up with.

but you couldn't actually do anything, you were only fourteen, after all.

but obsessing was getting you nowhere.

so you became friends with tatum, as a way to get closer to stu.

even though it hurt you, you had no other way.

one day, a girl came up to you and asked you to find out if tatum liked girls. apparently, the girl had liked her for quite some time and had heard rumors that tatum likes girls. so, instead of asking her directly, she asked you, tatum's bestfriend.

it turns out, she does like girls

you were pretty much ecstatic

while it may not have meant stu didnt have a girlfriend, it did mean that she wasnt his girlfriend.

it meant you had a chance.

trying to confirm the fact that she wasnt his girlfriend, you said "so..you and stu arent dating? I totally thought you were!"

"oh god no! Stu is the loneliest, most single guy i have ever met." you were happy. you actually had a chance.

for once, you weren't upset about your life.

when the next monday came around, you decided you had to take matters into your own hands.

not violently, much to your dismay.

you liked violence, it made you excited, maybe even a bit aroused, but we wont talk about that right now.

even though you wanted violence, you decided against it because you didnt know if stu thought the same way as you.

spoiler alert, he did.

anyways..

you left a note on his desk, telling him that you thought he's cute

and then you signed your name.

when class started, he showed tatum, something you were hoping he wouldnt do.

but he wasnt talking to you. he hadn't said a word since he saw the note.

when class ended, you were the first to leave

you really didnt want to talk to stu, he had been laughing with tatum all hour, and you had a feeling they were talking about you.

but alas, you learned the truth when stu came up to you outside the school after class a few days later

"hey, can we talk? please?" stu walked up to you quickly and spoke fast, presumably wanting to hurry up the awkward conversation that was about to take place. "oh, um.. yeah, sure". you were a stuttering, awkward mess. now that you were sure he knew that you liked him, you were somehow even more flustered than usual. he nodded and walked off, with you following quickly after him. after a few minutes of speed walking after the tall boy, you reached a playground, the same playground that you used to go to as a child. the sun was shining through the clouds that were scattered through the sky, and there was a slight cold breeze flowing through the air. it was october, and even in california, the weather was beginning to chill.

"so.. what did you need?" you rocked back and forth, anxiously awaiting his answer. "well, I saw your note.. and I just wanted to say.. I um.. like you too" you paused your movement and smiled, laughing to yourself. he couldn't be telling the truth, could he? he was laughing with tatum, so they were probably talking about the plan they were making to embarrass you.. right? "y/n, I'm serious. I really, really like you." you shook your head and backed up slowly, speeding up as you got further away. "im... I'm sorry, I ..cant, I'm sorry". you turned around and broke into a sprint, running as far and as fast as you could.

when you got home, you curled up in your bed and cried.

why were you crying?

he said he liked you back, so why were you upset?!

you were confused.

stu couldn't like someone like you, you were.. well.. you!

hours pass, and you decide to get some fresh air, wandering aimlessly around the town.

eventually, you wind up at the park you and stu were at just hours before, sitting on one of the swings. you sigh and look up at the dark night sky.

you let your mind wander, thinking about a distant memory from when you were a child, before you moved away.

"do you have to leave? I'm gonna miss you.." you sigh and swing your legs, moving back and forth slowly on the swing you were sitting on. stu sat next to you, leaning his head on one of the chains that connected the swing to the metal above. "well.. I guess so.. my mom is getting really sick again, so we have to go stay with my dad.. I'm gonna miss you too, but.. I have to leave. you'll remember me though, right?" you turned to look at him, tears pricking your eyes, threatening to spill. he was crying too, sniffling quietly and wiping his eyes, again and again. "I'll always remember you. never forget me, okay?" you smiled through your tears, allowing them to flow as they wished. you tried to speak, but your voice was wobbly and raspy, so you paused and cleared your throat. "I'll never, ever forget you."

you sighed, wishing you had never left. maybe you'd still be friends with the boy. maybe he'd even be your lover by now.

suddenly, something clicked in your mind, and you finally realized why stu seemed so familiar.

as if he was summoned from your thoughts, stu walked up to you and sat on the swing next to you. "hey, look, I'm sorry about earlier, I just-". you cut him off before he could finish. "do you remember when we were kids? we knew eachother, do you remember?". he paused and thought for a moment, before gasping softly and muttering an 'oh my gosh..'. you let out a chortle and nodded. "yeah.. we were like.. inseparable until I moved away". he smiled and nodded, letting out a small 'yeah'. "I think I was like.. in love with you or something.. because, after you left I just.. stopped doing everything. I got like.. really, majorly fucked". you looked at him with raised eyebrows and smiled brightly. "me too, oh my gosh! dude, that move like.. really fucked me up".

after a few more moments, the laughter began to die down. the memory of earlier began to appear In your head and you felt embarrassed. "I'm sorry about that note.. it was stupid." he smiled and sighed before getting off the swing. he reached out for you hand, and you took it, raising yourself off the unsteady swing. "y/n.. its fine, really. I thought it was cute.." you giggled and he stepped towards you. you realized you were still holding his hand so you tried to let go, but he wouldnt let you. he stepped closer again, now he was just inches away. "I really want to kiss you.." you took in a shaky breath, and replied to him. "so do it."

the kiss was amazing, to say the least.

all those years of wishing for the perfect romance..

those years were over, the love had finally arrived.

#chaos' army #chaos calling! #i heart amy! #im in love with stu macher #stu macher fic #stu x reader #stu macher x reader #scream #ghostface #ghostface x reader

[trin-gvf]

J.M.K - studdy buddies

1.3k words, minors DNI

josh x fem!reader

WARNINGS: sub!josh, fem!dom, (m) virginity, dumbification

y/n: hurry up, we need to finish this project.

joshua: stfu i'm omw

y/n: i'm not failing because of your ass. be here in 15 minutes or i'm kicking your ass.

you sighed and tossed your phone back down onto the bed. you had got paired with joshua kiszka. the class clown. he was one of the most obnoxious people you would've ever met. you were in college for fuck sakes and he still was acting like it was sophomore year of highschool.

you buried your face back into your history book. you needed to write an essay but joshua wouldn't fucking show up on time. you were rather fixated on your grades. college was fucking hard and you didnt want to repeat anything. 

by the 20 minute mark, joshua had knocked on your dorm door. when you opened the door, you saw him with his backpack and all his books. 

"you're 5 minutes late." your voice was cold. 

"it's 5 minutes!" 

"5 minutes we could've been working on this project." 

"whatever man, where are we studying?" his voice sounded defeated. 

"my room, it's this way." 

down a short hallway and to the right was your room. the window was open, showing you a perfect overview of the entire campus with its shining lights. 

once the two of you sat down on the floor, opening your books to the appropriate page. 

"so, what do we need to do?"

"well, we're studying world war 2. we need to talk about how and why we entered world war 2, the jewish resistance during world war two and europe after the war."

josh nodded, trying to keep eye contact with you. 

"so, i was thinking we could go back and forth with each paragraph, talking about each topic." you explained, scrolling through your class assignment on the shared google doc. 

"okay, so..america entered-" you sighed when you saw josh on his phone. 

"josh!! are you even listening?!?" 

"yes! yes i am!" 

"can't listen if you're on your damn phone."

"whatever. why did america enter world war 2?"

you groaned and laid on your stomach, pushing your limbs out into a stretch.

the two of you continued talking about various different topics about the war. although josh was getting his work done efficiently, he kept getting distracted.

"josh? what's distracting you? do we have a problem?"

"no..it's uhm-..no it's nothing" he said, a blush slowly creeping up his neck. 

"are you sure? doesn't look like it." 

you finally caught what was causing all the issues. you watched him take in a small look at your tits. 

"oh..joshua. are my tits a distraction?"

"its- no…no i think-" 

"no? hm..that's weird, it seems like it."

"no no no i was just thinking…about…the assignment." 

"joshua, you're blushing harder than i've ever seen before."

he didn't say anything, just looked away.

"do you wanna touch me josh? wanna touch my tits?" 

"i've…i've never.."

"never what joshy? never touched a pretty girl?" 

he shook his head no. you cleared the books out of your way and scooted closer to him. at this point you could whisper into his ear. 

"go ahead, touch me, josh." 

you grabbed his hand and led it up to your chest, slowly hovering over your tit. he looked up into your eyes, anxiety prominent in them. 

"don't worry, my sweet boy. i wont hurt you." your voice was low in his ear, making his dick jump in his pants.

he slowly felt more comfortable and groped at them. 

"is-is that okay? i don't-" 

"it's fine joshy, I'm not gunna break." 

he nodded and squeezed a bit harder, groaning when he did so.

"they're so soft"

"such a good boy, tell mama how good they feel."

he whined and pushed his dick up into the air. you took the hint and dragged a finger over the outline of his clothed cock.

you crawled into his lap and gave a small peck to his lips. 

"is this okay, joshy?" 

he swallowed hard and nodded. the poor boy under you sounded as if he just got done running a marathon. he was so out of breath you were sure he came in his pants already. 

your eyes lit up with an idea. you slowly dragged your hands to the bottom of your shirt, bringing it up just a tiny bit to get to the clamp of your bra. you swiftly undid your bra, dropping it between your and josh's body. 

"look, feel how soft." you practically whispered, grabbing his hand once again, placing it on your chest. 

"y/n..i-"

you knew he'd say some bullshit, so you decided to shut him up by kissing him. you put a hand on his face, bringing him in closer before pulling away. you couldn't help but for once be in awe about the man in front of you.

"my blushy boy" you said, running your thumb over his cheek. it wasn't hard to see josh's cock jumping every time you talked to him.

you took the hand that was on his cheek and slowly trailed it down his body, when finally your hand was once again over his dick. 

"can i touch you, josh?" you leaned into his ear and whispered. 

"please…please do" 

you were quick with your movements, moving your bra out of the way and pulling his zipper down after unbuttoning his pants. you pulled his boxers down slightly, letting his cock jump out in its full glory. 

it made your mouth water and your eyes go big. 

"do you trust me, baby?" 

he nodded his head quick, wanting to release already. you stood up, walking into your bathroom and grabbing a condom from one of the drawers. 

as you walked back into the bedroom, you saw josh's hand on his cock. 

you bent down, slapping his hand away and grabbed his face. 

"if i'm not the one getting you off tonight, you're not getting to cum. do you understand?" 

he weakly nodded and gave you a pleading look. 

"you're so lucky i'm nice." 

you got up, getting rid of your pants, showing the underwear you had on. they framed your ass perfect. you slowly took off the underwear, leaving you in your shirt. you straddled josh's lap on the floor and helped him take his shirt off and to free his cock just a bit more. 

you took the condom off of where you had set it down, tearing the top of it off. you took the condom out and slowly rolled it onto his cock. 

"such a pretty cock." you slowly aligned his cock to where itd slide in with ease. you sat down, taking your time to let josh adjust to the new feelings. 

you could tell he kept staring at your tits. 

"if you want them out, do it yourself." you slowly started to grind against his cock, putting your hands behind you to keep your balance. 

josh dug his nails into your lower back, slowly inching their way up. 

"do it, baby. don't be scared" you told him, out of breath. 

his shaking hands lifted your shirt above your tits, showing the piercings you had in full view. 

"oh my god- holy fuck"

he played around with your tits as he got closer and closer to cumming. eventually he got courage and started to fuck up into you. he wrapped his arms around your waist, using it to his best ability to push his cock into you. 

once his thrusts got sloppy, you knew he was about to let go. 

"do it, do it for me sweet boy. you're doing so well for me, aren't you?"

he nodded before pushing deep into your pussy, letting his cum fill up the condom. you came soon after, the last thrust being just what you needed to finish.

you both were a heaving mess, chests falling and rising with each deep breath you took. 

josh was too in shock to say much, just pulled you closer into his body. 

"let's start fresh tomorrow."

#greta van fleet #greta van fleet smut #gvf #josh kiszka #sammy kiszka smut #sammy #danny wagner smut #danny #dannywagner #jake #jake kiszka #sammy kiszka #danny wagner #josh #greta #van

[yuukei-yikes]

loving the most recent harutaka doodle were takane is being LOUD and possible STRESSED and just haruka touching her causes causes inner peace and *subwoofer lullaby inside her head*

TEEHEEEEE!!!!

originally i was gonna draw her blushing and getting all silly with this sorta funny smile i like drawing->🥴 something like. a teehee moment cuz imagine that and then her leaning against him while giggling super silly *explodes* isn't that so cute. but i changed it bc i felt it would've needed some dialogue, since post str takane doesnt get pissed at Whatever, if she's mad its probably worth getting mad at, so it would've had to be specific... what would get her mad but also not mad enough to quickly teehee over haruka instead... i couldnt think of anything to write. so i changed it to takane deciding whatever she's yelling about isn't worth it anyways and haruka is comfy :3 i think haruka is rly good at calming her down just by existing she's like Oh right. *cat head bump*

the hc was early dating harutaka being giddy and silly abt each other which is why i was gonna draw it that way initially. but then i didnt lol. or like early reunion actually, not even dating. like haruka can just sit next to takane and their shoulders touch and takanes like omg🥰 hehe. i think they'd be cute like that. i think they'd get all excited and giggling and sooooo stupid about each other. sorry if this is cringe to the viewers but thats cute come on.

the worst pda haruka and takane exhibit is this early dating/about to be dating stage where they're just talking with their faces really close together whispering and giggling. Cringe as hell my man 🙏 wait im about to get completely off topic well not really but let's talk about pda for a bit im in a love mood im in a shipping mood <- the moment it knew the ask reply was turning into its own unrelated post

sorry to talk about setomary like no one even mentioned it but on the subject of pda. i think only kano and kido (and maybe ayano) are setomary pda haters (not setomary haters. just when theyre pda) and the rest are like :3❤️ theyre so cute. but for harutaka since theyre so fucking cringe EVERYONE is kind of annoyed. they just fucking pretend nothings happening because its cringe. maybe during the first week after they reunited they're like aww its so nice haruka and ene reunited :3 but it gets difficult to look at fast.

seto and mary are being more normal they do shit like seto carries mary and theyre hugging all the time etc etc nothing too tragic. maybe seto calls her princess maybe mary gives him some flowers thats just what theyre like not only to each other but theyre that way to Everyone they just happen to match each other's level of swetness perfectly so no one thinks twice abt it. setomary is more natural and cute abt it. but haruka and takane act like they're in highschool at the back of the classroom whispering and giggling and its augh. it's insufferable to witness. i imagine the dan just widening their eyes to each other and mouthing Oh My God to each other all the time when harutaka start acting this way. like haruka and takane do everything except kiss each other in public seeing them kiss would actually be better bc what the hell is this. kido probably forces them to exhange seats like theyre in highschool for real.

sorry lets do a quick pda rating since i already talked about setomary and harutaka so why not talk about kidomomo and shinaya now that im on it. i told you i was getting off topic and also ratio + im an epic aroace person who enjoys romance as fiction so i love Love and making these hcs about smooching!!!! like ive seen ppl do what i described harutaka like. These people are going to hell. however harutaka are safe because theyre fictional. hope that helps.

for kidomomo its baby steps Momo throws herself on kido at all times and kido Vanishes each and every time or has to leave the room out of embarrassment. i think if kidomomo have any relationship issues its THIS. momo is so touchy and pda energy and kidos like 😐😐😐😐😐😐 momos like Ok 1 thousand kisses in private for me to stop kissing u in public and kido says Ok not taking the 1 thousand bit seriously but momo is serious and she WILL count them later. like she gets so good at numbers all of a sudden. kidomomo inside joke that kido is in serious kiss debt *falls to my knees abt my own hc i just pulled out of my ass* sorry thats so corny. but its so cute *bangs fist against floor*

shinaya are anti pda because theyre both nervous messes if their hands brush together shintaro starts having trouble breathing and ayano competes with him at seeing who can embarrass themselves more. shintaro is pretty pathetic but we all know that so... ayano... a girl can nervously brush her hair out of her face only so many times. pull yourself together. anyways in my delusion as you may know they get together and break up. but get together again as normaler people and theyre normaler abt pda then. i think shintaro can have his arm around ayano without either of them being a freak about it. Also ayano probably sends kisses across the room with her hands and will act sad until shintaro catches at least one invisible kiss. shintaro refuses to kiss it back but compromises with putting the invisible kiss in his pocket instead. 🙏

sorry damn i was feeling Love today....... also didnt talk abt kanoshin which is another ship i rly like because they'd explode and die before standing next to each other in public in fear of giving away that they like kissing each other on the mouth. they dont qualify for pda hcs. sorry I turned the reply of this ask into whatever this is

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[polyfrag-kero]

(vent)

i hate living here

yesterday our "mother" was going over the side effects of our medicine and mentioned how one of them is tinnitus. i recently told her about us having tinnitus. she tried to say that our medicine was causing it, and when i told her that we've quite literally had tinnitus for years (we never told her because of how she reacts), she raised her voice and started saying "oh thats some bullshit, get the fuck out of here, you have NOT had tinnitus for years" and shooed me away

this is EXACTLY why we never tell her anything until it's too late. she never believes us

the same thing happened with our chronic pain. she took us to a doctor years ago for it and the doctor (who didn't even let me finish my sentences) claimed that we just needed to work out more and that it was just caused by isolation during covid??? he blamed it on us, saying we hadn't been moving around enough, when its so much more than that. i shouldn't have had to struggle to pick up a plastic water bottle. but of course, mother agreed with him. so later on when i complained that i PHYSICALLY COULD BARELY MOVE FROM THE PAIN AND FATIGUE, she just said "the doctor said nothing was wrong! you just need to work out more" while smiling (she smiles when talking if she thinks shes right) and pretty much dismissed me. when i told her i wanted to start using my cane again, she said "oh stop being so dramatic, you don't need that" (she loves calling us dramatic, she does it almost every day)

oh, and of course there was the time we were diagnosed with asd (back in highschool), and she made our school test us. it came back negative, just like every other test they'd given us (cause that hs SUCKED with diagnoses, all our friends with autism were diagnosed with anxiety), so now she refuses to believe it, EVEN THOUGH MULTIPLE PROFESSIONALS AGREE THAT WE ARE AUTISTIC

not even to mention the time she put her hands on me after i turned 18 during a severe ptsd episode because she didnt care/believe i was triggered (i was too scared to call the cops then, i would in a heartbeat now)

i just, hate living here

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[abimee]

I appreciate you saying that so bad because it really is true how detrimental the obsession with youth is for so many teens (who are so impressable, making it a recipe for disaster) and young adults. Cause as someone who sometimes struggles with that sentiment still for having had BORING teenage years and still being so socially stunted as a young adult having felt for so long I had failed something along the way, making me feel worse abt myself but like... Truthfully, being young is so boring. I'm thankful for older people in my life constantly telling me that really wanting to hurry up so much is pointless - what do we even expect to do?? Stuff that looks cool in movies? I may be a loser for some, I may think I am a loser sometimes, but according to what and who lol. And I'd rather face these things as a mature adult rather than a pressured, impressable teen... Idk. Sorry if this is just rambling really. But it being pointed out makes me feel better and I hope it makes others feel better too. Especially with the loneliness epidemic of right now :(

no absolutely i get it. as someone who so said had an ''interesting'' highshool/teenager years i can safely say that it really sucks trying to cram so much experience into such little years because like

okay the way i see it is trying to make tyour teenage years jam packed with interesting experiences sucks for when you hit adulthood because adulthood is VERY SLOW and BORING as well. youll get to habe more interesting experiences but thats also because you have like 60-70 years and a lot of power in getting to make those experience, while as a teenager you only have like 5 years of this supposed ''golden time'', and then youre just not prepared for how slow and boring adult life is and you get caught up in nostalgia of the ''old days'' and entirely forget how much it fucking sucked to be a teenager because you only remember the glory moments. like ive done so much as a teenager i wish i could nowadays like drink heavily or break into abandoned houses with friends but those high moments often gloss over my memory of how powerless i felt as a teenager with my problems. so like theres nothing good to come of trying to see your teenage years as the most interesting time of your life and that if you didnt make the best of them youre ''boring'' or ''a loser'' because it just doesnt matter to people except for those who peaked in highschool and can only live caught in their past and their former glory.

its so so so so so SO okay to be a slow grower. the idea of needing to get all your experiences out as a teenager is sooooo stupid and theres no timer on anything in your life that dictates it has to happen before X year, thats just the obsession of youth talking and its tootally normal and okay to not have or do things until way later in life. like for me personally i still get caught up with how many people in their 20s are all getting married and i fall down this sinkhole of ''everyone younger than me is MARRIED but i dont EVEN HAVE A GIRLFRIEND'' before remembering that it doesnt matter. it doesnt matter if i get married age 22 or age 62 they dont have goddamn timers on when its acceptable or cool to have your first kiss or get married ITS THE OBSESSION WITH YOUTH TRYING TO KEEP US DOWN FROM. REJOICE IN DOING THINGS SLOWLY AS AN ADULT