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sunnydaleherald · 3 years

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The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter - Sunday, June 13

Wesley: Find anything? Giles: Six course banquet of nothing with a scoop of sod-all as a palate closer.

~~Enemies~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

[Podfic] Comes the Bunny (Monty Python and the Holy Grail, NR) by Ellejabell

which brings us back to the hero's shoulders (Buffy/Spike, T) by btvsummers

Hell's Bells (Xander & Spike, NR) by violettathepiratequeen

I'm Sorry (Buffy, G) by RachaelJurassic

In Somnis Veritas (Buffy/Angel, T) by Val_Creative

the deserts miss the rain (Angel/Darla, T) by buries

Second Chance (Doyle/Angel, T) by HiddenViolet

angel brooded broodily (Buffy/Angel, G) by hopedynevan

made from the stars (Tara/Willow, T) by bodytoflame

[Chaptered Fiction]

Wilderness Chapter 38 (Tara/Willow, NR) by onebuttoneye

Slayers and Trollhunters Chapter 11 (Tales of Arcadia crossover, Anya/Xander, T) by Starfox5

You Can't Fight Fate - But You Can Probably Piss Him Off Chapter 10 (Batman crossover, Faith, NR) by Hermione2be

Yvette, the Vampire Slayer - Arc 2 Chapter 5 (Castlevania crossover, G) by TheSovereigntyofReality

Every Life I Save You Complete () by Joan963z

Getaway Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, M) by chaoz

Singularity Chapter 2 (Cordelia/Xander, T) by gleefulmusings

But In Time (You See Things Clear And Stark) Chapter 1 (Faith/Giles, E) by stereokem

But In Time (You See Things Clear And Stark) Chapter 1 (Buffy/Spike, E) by stereokem

Soldiers of the Light Chapter 4 (Buffy/Spike, M) by sandy_s

Devil, Slayer and Vampires Chapter 10 (MCU crossover, Faith/Matt Murdock, T) by Aragorn_II_Elessar

Forgiven Complete (Cordelia/Lindsey, T) by Perri Smith (neonhummingbird)

Dead of Night Chapter 3 (Multiple crossovers, Lindsey/Nick Burkhardt, T) by shadeshifter

Nothing Falls in Vain Chapter 9 (Faith/Buffy, E) by aliceinwonderbra

Hung Up Chapter 16 (Buffy/Spike, E) by kats_meow

When Tara Met Faith Part 5 (Tara/Faith, T) by BuffyBot3000

Pictures of You Chapter 49 (Buffy/Spike, E) by kats_meow

Something Borrowed Chapter 7 (Buffy/Spike, E) by LBdress87

all the times you bared your teeth (was always just a smile for me) Chapter 2 (Buffy/Spike, NC17) by alittlemoretime

Every Life I Save You Complete (Buffy/Spike, Adult) by Joan963z

Meet Me at Midnight Chapter 11 (Buffy/Spike, NC17) by Dusty

Bereft Chapter 16 (Buffy/Spike, NC17) by Twinkles

Sunny Side Up Chapter 9 (Buffy/Spike, NC17) by DarkEternity96

Exquisite Constellations: Part 1 Chapter 9 (Buffy/Spike, NC17) by yellowb, sandy_s, sweetprincipale, Kanita, incendie, SzmattyCat, MaggieLaFey, Dusty, LaceratedLullabies, violettathepiratequeen

Soldiers of the Light Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, R) by sandy_s

Bite Your Tongue Chapter 2 (Buffy/Spike, NC17) by hostile17

The Future is Ours Chapter 30 (Buffy/Spike, NC17) by DarkEternity96

Scarlet Threads Complete (Faith, T) by No Fate 1990

The Love of the Bullied Chapter 9 (Spike/Xander, R) by Forsaken2003

[Images, Audio & Video]

Photos: Inspired by an earlier post. I thought I’d share a cake my sister ordered for her husbands 50th... by Joestarinc

Photos: My wife gave me a Buffy birthday for my 48th by MaherMcCheese

Artwork: swap au (Faith/Buffy) by toyhdgehog

Artwork: today i will wear my white button down (Faith) by toyhdgehog

Icons: buffy the vampire slayer icons by buffysummaers

Crafts: Slay all day cross stitch by booksbabybooks

Something's Gotta Give (Jenny/Giles) by RachelJurasic

Buffy and Angel God, Your Mama and Me by Elizabeth Root

Willow/Tara - All About Us by CanadianTurtle

Btvs/Ats- In The Dark by Buffy07 Summers

[Reviews & Recaps]

Discussion of 3.07 "Revelations" by Mr Trick

ranking what i think are the top 10 worst btvs episodes by lqvewillow

How Season 12 Screwed Buffy Summers Over by takaraphoenix

I don’t usually talk about Angel. But damn if s12 of Buffy didn’t leave me with something to say. by takaraphoenix

Ranking ALL Season One Episodes by TunezCottage

Le Deuil Dans BUFFY CONTRE LES VAMPIRES (Orphelines) by DJORDAN PIRE

[Community Announcements]

LF a Doctor Who Crossover by ElectriCloakedHunter

Longshot, but I’m looking for an old Bangel fan made video by TheChosenOne311

World of Sunnydale (RPG!!) by EleanorShipper

[Fandom Discussions]

How many times have you rewatched the series? by Joan the Vampire Slayer

Would Buffy have had an affair with Spike if she hadn't died, not been through resurrection... by Extraflamey737

If Spike had been killed off would you have kept watching? by BtVS fan

The S6 division between fandom and writers by American Aurora

The Bronze: Buffy the Vampire Slayer Megathread by Roger

question about faith ala season 3 by RecentWishbone75

as i get older by wheel_smith

Fred’s parents by ConesofDunshire777

What is your favorite villain (who is not a Big Bad)? by Eggo999

If Buffy or Angel had a spin off with Original Charmed by Hollyvu

Are Buffy Anne Summers and Mary Ann Summers related? If so, how? Discuss. by HWHAProblem

What are your thoughts on Andrew? by dontshowup

Deaths in the show that were and weren't supposed to originally happen by DrPepper450

Buffy -- The Greatest Hero in American Fiction by caldude1985

Is it strange none of the main characters play videogames? by precita

Happy Pride y’all by cuntingly

I'm bringing it up! Strap in by treevesrdth546rtw

Buffy & Spike by throwawayasholeparty

I forgot how good faith’s fights were in season four of ATS by space-sheep08

There are a lot reasons to think s7 Spuffy is toxic but... by millennialslayer

I'd love to appear in the last season by lake-lady

Character archetypes that crop up over and over again, and particularly often in 90s and 00s genre TV shows by nonasuch

Cordelia Was Better For Angel Than Buffy Ever Was by fangirl93

Riley by cosmicrhetoric

Shrimp by takaraphoenix

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omegaplus · 5 years

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# 3,001

Omega Radio for September 7, 2019; #208.

White Mystery “White Mystery”

Activations “Why Why Why Why”

Oblivians “Let Him Try”

Booji Boys “PC Friends Forever”

Urban Junior “With The Idiots”

The Stomachmouths “I Don’t Need Your Love”

Civic “Velvet Casino”

Peeping Drexels “Kiss Me In My Greasy Bed”

Thee Tee Pees “Strike Me Down”

Hormonas “Teenage Pussy”

Upper Wilds “Ex- Frontiers”

The Oddballs Band “She Done Me Dirt”

Kitten Forever “Hell Hole”

Gnarcissists “Models”

Advaeta “Chaoz”

The Cult Of Lip “Glow”

Thee Mighty Fevers “Dead Boy”

Guitar Wolf “Love & Jett”

C.H.E.W. “Bread And Circus”

Ill Globo “Streamlined Success”

Nopes “Queen Of Kings”

Golden Pelicans “Stray Dogs”

Vacation “Leisure Miles”

Pissed Jeans “Night Minutes”

Possum “Party Jam”

The Mad Doctors “Fuck Sean Hannity”

Nazca Plate “Stranger Danger”

Brainbombs “Wishing A Slow Death”

Thee Oh Sees “A Wall, A Century”

Hank Wood & The Hammerheads “How’m I Supposed To Wake Up In The Morning”

White Spot “One And The Same”

Purple Eternal “Going Down”

A. Swayze & The Ghosts “Smooth Sailing”

Irk “Spectre At The Fiesta”

Taiwan Housing Project “Toxic Garbage People” (live)

Protruders “Stabilizer”

Weeping Icon “Teeth (& A Handbag)

Lightning Bolt “Air Conditioning”

Garage, lo-fi, noise rock, and screaming volume.

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omegaradiowusb · 5 years

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SEPTEMBER 7, 2019 (#208)

White Mystery “White Mystery”

Activations “Why Why Why Why”

Oblivians “Let Him Try”

Booji Boys “PC Friends Forever”

Urban Junior “With The Idiots”

The Stomachmouths “I Don’t Need Your Love”

Civic “Velvet Casino”

Peeping Drexels “Kiss Me In My Greasy Bed”

Thee Tee Pees “Strike Me Down”

Hormonas “Teenage Pussy”

Upper Wilds “Ex- Frontiers”

The Oddballs Band “She Done Me Dirt”

Kitten Forever “Hell Hole”

Gnarcissists “Models”

Advaeta “Chaoz”

The Cult Of Lip “Glow”

Thee Mighty Fevers “Dead Boy”

Guitar Wolf “Love & Jett”

C.H.E.W. “Bread And Circus”

Ill Globo “Streamlined Success”

Nopes “Queen Of Kings”

Golden Pelicans “Stray Dogs”

Vacation “Leisure Miles”

Pissed Jeans “Night Minutes”

Possum “Party Jam”

The Mad Doctors “Fuck Sean Hannity”

Nazca Plate “Stranger Danger”

Brainbombs “Wishing A Slow Death”

Thee Oh Sees “A Wall, A Century”

Hank Wood & The Hammerheads “How’m I Supposed To Wake Up In The Morning”

White Spot “One And The Same”

Purple Eternal “Going Down”

A. Swayze & The Ghosts “Smooth Sailing”

Irk “Spectre At The Fiesta”

Taiwan Housing Project “Toxic Garbage People” (live)

Protruders “Stabilizer”

Weeping Icon “Teeth (& A Handbag)

Lightning Bolt “Air Conditioning”

It’s Omega Radio’s first deluxe broadcast of Autumn 2019. We’re blasting off with two hours of house-tearing garage, lo-fi, noise rock, and screaming sounds. It’s one of our noisier sets of the year and we’re proud of it, so enjoy it until you can’t take any more.

New sounds from Civic, The Cult Of Lip, Guitar Wolf, C.H.E.W., Ill Globo, Nopes, Golden Pelicans, Possum, Hank Wood & The Hammerheads, Purple Eternal, Taiwan Housing Project, Protruders, and Lightning Bolt.

Recent sounds from Upper Wilds, Kitten Forever, Gnarcissists, Vacation, The Mad Doctors, Nazca Plate, and Irk.

Next Omega deluxe airs September 21, 2019 (10 PM, New York City). In the meantime, have fun with us on our sister music review site Ω+ (here) and see what we’re auditioning for future plays on on our Last.fm (here).

Thanks for supporting al things Omega. See you soon.

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tanqram · 6 years

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28 questions tag!

rules: answer the following questions and then tag twenty people! (i don’t think i’ll hit 20 but i’ll try to get as much people as possible?) tagged by: @princeruibin & @youzhangpang thank you vivi and may ♡ nicknames: nini (+ my sister calls me 茄子 because 茄 rhymes with 姐） zodiac sign: rat (chinese) & leo (western) height: 5′ 1″ or 155 cm age: going on 22 time: 12:51pm favorite bands/artists: tangram/trainee18, seventeen, sf9, highlight, block b, & red velvet (honorable mentions: astro, victon, awaken-f) song stuck in my head: nothing, but pentagon hongseok and yanan’s 小幸運 cover came to mind last movie i saw: the amazing spiderman (i don’t watch movies usually...) last thing i googled: obsession synonym (i was translating the return to zero films caption) other blogs: @whimsicalesque (main) & @jingzuosmile (personal; ajkdlksjaksjdk yes i know i decided to change the url on a whim and this happened rip me ._.) do i get asks: yes why i chose this username: hi i love tangram and caved in when connie said she had the url saved. my previous url (banana-jiayou) was inspired by chaoze’s 香蕉加油 during first round of ip elims ;v; i made this blog a little after elims aha following: 149 blogs average amount of sleep: 6-8 hours lucky number: 9 and 2048 what i’m wearing: blouse & shorts dream job: realistically i’m looking at design jobs but if banana wants to hire me to help edit their videos i’d be down B) dream trip: my dream trip is a few days actually! i’m going to taiwan and south korea :’) but other than those places, i’d love to go to thailand, china, hong kong, or new zealand favorite food: pasta 🍝 watermelon 🍉 play any instruments: some guitar and ukulele play any sports: nope hair color: black, ends are brown from when i last dyed them eye color: dark brown most iconic song: idol producer - eiei TTTT languages i speak/am learning: english, mandarin, japanese favorite songs: trainee18 - rock the show | seventeen - adore u | seveteen - pinwheel | sf9 - mamma mia | sf9 - easy love | jj project - today tomorrow | escape plan - brightest star in the night sky | leo yu jiayun - i want | aimer - kataomoi | pentagon - shine | block b - toy | block b - be the light | super junior - devil random fact: i have dimples but only on one side of my face describe yourself as aesthetic things: sketchbooks, earphones, potted plants, milk tea, spring dresses tagging: @n0ngnong @hanmub0 @pandachaoze @linyan9un @yanjunsbandana @maotongs @merxic @youchengcheng @fan-of-chengcheng @jinsxuls @less-than-threee @chaoze-bish @sleepyeggwhite @pumkin-clothpin if you guys haven’t done this and would like to :)

#tag #everyone has their fav songs down to 2-3 #indecisive me just throws everything i like #some of you i tagged ive never talked to before :o #but i see your names often and would like to know more about you guys if you don't mind!

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kekeran · 6 years

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♡ a lin chaoze love post from your local chaoze stan ♡

OKAY, SO! almost two whole months ago @banana-jiayou tagged me to talk about how chaoze became my bias and, because im an absolute mess, i’m only now getting around to it! sorry nini ily!!

gonna tag @leejunyi @princeruibin @zhu-xingjie @ynajun @hanmub0 @91percentchaoze @linyan9un @n0ngnong tell us how your bias became your bias! if you wanna!! :D

the first time i remember noticing him was in the Ei Ei performance!

WOW WHO’S THAT? HE'S SO PRECIOUS?? HE'S MADE OF SUNSHINE???

(but at this point, nongnong was still my #1 favorite and i spent all my time watching nongnong clips lskdjf)

UNTIL THAT HAPPY CAMP EP CAME OUT. you know that part where it takes chaoze all of 2 seconds to get guigui to dance with him? IM SO IMPRESSED. and then afterwards when he momentarily abandons the game to dance with yanchen? IM A GONER

that Upward! Trainee video?? i watched it 5000 times??? he’s so cute and tiny and he’s trying his best!!!

this is the point where i got sucked into watching all of the trainee18 dance covers. i don’t know anything about dancing i don’t understand how people Do That and look so good? im an uncoordinated disaster who walks into furniture on a regular basis, so i’m always wildly impressed by people who are graceful tbh!

that dance cover for The Eve is still my favorite

but That’s What I Like is a close second! that part at about 1:08?? time to Die!!

and then once Can’t Stop came out i watched chaoze’s cam a million times probably???

he’s just so fun to watch! again, i don’t know anything about dancing, but HE JUST MOVES SO WELL?? I??? YES. also, his expressions are always so so so good??? MY POOR HEART

so by the time the first round of eliminations happened, i was already losing my mind over whether or not he’d make it through and the day the ep came out i had to check the wiki to see EVEN THOUGH I TOLD MYSELF I WASN’T GONNA SPOIL IT. but i still got stupidly stressed watching the ep even though i knew he was safe?? (i also checked for 2 other faves, so basically i knew it was all Fine) but i guess watching him all nervous makes me nervous??? idk

DANCE BATTLE DANCE BATTLE

SO NOW, the point at which i realize he’s actually my bias: SHEEP

i didn’t actually know that the individual cams were out, but my IP youtube playlist had ended and it just?? autoplayed this video?? and i was literally screaming bc 1) hey i know this song! 2) hey chaoze’s in this song!!

up until this point i was still telling people that nongnong was my Ultimate Favorite, and i remember sitting on the floor rewatching Sheep for an actual whole hour when i don’t even really care for the song like.... oh?? when did chaoze become my favorite??? IDK BUT NOW IM A CHAOZE STAN I GUESS

so technically that’s it?? that’s when i Knew so i think that answers the question?? but actually i have more links so asdlkfhj

LIN LAOSHI !! just a lot of fun to watch, honestly?? he clearly knows what he’s doing, knows how to explain himself, and he can do it in a way that seems so chill and patient??

motivational chaoze!!

he has the absolute best and most relatable reaction to getting scared?? i love him???

obligatory panda mention. he’s the cutest boy ever????

DRAMATIC FASHION ICON

that WE interview?? 100% genuinely had me in tears. i just. really love seeing how passionate he is, how hard he’s work to be this skilled, how hard he works to make sure the group’s performance will be a good one. he knows what he wants to do with his life and he's working so hard to make his dreams come true and i really really admire that!

also whenever he sings in livestreams i Die??? even he only sings a tiny bit?? PLS

here at 19:25

here at 18:32

here at 28:08, then again at 28:36 (my FAVORITE bc it’s 爱你 !!)

SO YEAH i love chaoze a lot and he deserves the world tbh

#lin chaoze #also it's 100% chaoze's fault i used to wake up at like 6am to watch ip unsubbed #even though my chinese is really really bad #like by the end of the show i would only have been studying for like?? 5 months tops??#y'all i am dOING MY BEST

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tenecity · 6 years

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you are perfect

requested: yes

genre: angst, a little fluff

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You blearily rub your eyes open as you groan and reach for your incessantly ringing phone.

You roll your eyes as you read the contact name, and lazily press the accept call icon, eyelids fluttering shut again. “Lin Chaoze. It’s 7am in the morning you better have a good excuse-”

“Y/n, do you know where the vomiting medicine and antacids are? Zhangjing had been puking since like 6.30am after his black coffee and I have no idea where that damn medicine is-” Chaoze rambles out.

The moment the name “Zhangjing” leaves the younger’s lips, your eyes had already snapped open, body automatically leaping from the bed, the phone in the clutches of your shoulder and face as you struggle to wear some decent clothing on, words in a mumble as you tell him to hold still and wait for you to bring the medications over.

You grab the medicines, that are packed neatly in a ziplock, from the table and rush out of your apartment, nearly tripping as you stumble down the stairs, rapidly knocking on the boys’ dorms.

“Where’s Zhangjing?” You say worriedly as you gently push Yanjun aside to enter the dorms. Technically speaking, only male employees are allowed to enter the boys’ dorms, but you use your title as an excuse, always saying that a “manager should have the authority to enter the dorms in order to do their job properly.”

“Bathroom” was the curt reply and you run towards the room where the gagging sounds are coming from.

Beads of cold sweat slid down the pale forehead, the eyes dull and exhausted, the lip trembling as a sheen of sweat causes it to glisten under the light. “Chaoze, do me a favour and get a glass of water please?” You instruct the boy and kneel down, a soothing hand rubbing familiar circles on the Malaysian’s back, and the other busily taking out the different medications.

You whisper soft, comforting words into his ear, telling him it will be okay. Eventually, the heaving slows and gentle puffs of air replace it as he slumps into your arms, drained from the stomach disaster.

Chaoze hands you the glass of water and you gently guide the pills into Zhangjing’s mouth. Gesturing for Yanjun to come over, you softly tell him to carry Zhangjing to the couch, while you calm the other boys down and get them ready for practice.

“Tell Trainer Chen that Zhangjing won’t be coming for class today-”

“I can go for class.” A weak voice cuts from across the room. Sighing and with a roll of your eyes, you ignore the other and continue. “I’ll write an excuse letter. Tell her to get it from me-”

“I said I can go.”

“And, as your manager, I say you can’t go.” Your sharp words sew his lips together and he stays silent, but you can still feel the doe eyes boring holes through your back.

Once the boys are all shoved out of the door and it closes shut with a soft click, you make a light drink for him, some teh-c siew tai, tea with milk, less sugar. Healthy, not stomach upsetting, and his next favourite drink.

As you kneel down to carefully placing the hot mug on the table, your eyes, as always, trace the soft features of Zhangjing’s face.

He had only joined the company for a year, but you could tell that he was bursting at the seams with potential and talent. You loved to check up on the boys when they had vocal practice because Zhangjing’s sweet voice and fleeting melodies never fail to brighten up your day.

He was anything but shy. When he came from Malaysia, you have to admit, you were a tad bit worried for him. China is far from his home in JB, and the culture here is different as well. But his bubbly, loud personality captivated all of you, even ice cold Yanjun. He broke down barriers with ease, fitting in perfectly into the Trainees18 family.

And while you love all the boys equally, you can’t help but have a bias for Zhangjing.

I mean, being a manager is tiring. Paperwork, paperwork, scolding the boys, arranging schedules, arranging fanmeets, arranging security, there’s a lot you got to take care of. It was getting a little boring, really, and it’s exhausting; you’re like a walking zombie, everything black and white.

But then, a certain Malaysian comes into your life, weaving his way through your life with his clear voice, leaving beds of sunflowers and rows of daisies wherever he went, painting your life with an entire spectrum of colours.

A light flick on your forehead startles you out of your thoughts, and you glare at the boy who weakly smiles back.

“How long have you been staring at me, love?” Your eyes almost roll out of your head and you resist the urge to gag as you gently tap his cheek. “You should stop accossiating yourself with that playboy Lin Yanjun.” You push yourself up and grab your phone that has been absolutely buzzing for the past 20 minutes, missed calls and thousands of texts from superiors and what not.

“I got to go. Have a good rest ok? I’ll come back to check on y’all before you guys leave for the program.” Eyes stuck to the phone as you start to dial numbers, fingers wrapped around your rest cause you to look up, raising an eyebrow.

“.....You’ll watch Idol Producer, right?”

“Of course, I will.” You say easily, fingers lightly running through his brown locks.

He smiles softly and you clench your fist lightly, resisting the urge to run your fingers over his smooth cheeks.

“I’ll miss you.” The soft voice resounds in your heart and you hold back the teardrops.

Originally, you wanted to give him his gift when you sent them all off, but looking at your schedule and the puppy eyes, you are probably not going to send them off. So you carefully take out the necklace you have for him from the pocket of your jacket, and place it in his hands.

“Wear it when I’m not around, okay?”

You don’t wait for his reply, because your tears are threatening to slip out of your eyes and down your face, and so, you give him a wobbly smile and turn around, never looking back.

“Dajie!*” You say cutely as you put the phone on speaker. The boys have been away for 2 months now, and although managers aren’t allowed to have direct contact with them, you had a friend who was working in the same line as you, for iQiyi. From time to time, you would call her and catch up with her, talking about mundane work, to the best security companies, to how the boys are going.

“Ey, y/n! How are you doing?”

The conversation carries on as you rant to her about your terrible day at work and your worries and all.

“Let’s not talk about these anymore. How are the boys?”

She chuckles and replies, “You are always asking about them! They are fine, doing quite well, I would say, especially Lin Chaoze, Lin Yanjun and You Zhangjing.” Your ears perk up at the name, but you just hum in reply. Your friend continues on, saying, “You Zhangjing, especially. His vocals are wow, everyone is just so amazed. And he eats like no one’s business! We had to ask the chef to cook an extra portion just for him.”

An uncontrollable smile finds its way onto your face, happy that he was eating well. You were concerned, to say the least, knowing how Zhangjing can is an emotional, soft child, who can get easily hurt by others.

When you saw the comments on weibo, and heard about his nickname “You Zhangpang”, while you had laughed along with your colleagues, an uneasy feeling tumbled around in your stomach. You were glad he wasn’t taking any of those things into consideration and was just happily munching on his food, looking genuinely blissful.

Looks like you’ve got it wrong.

You run towards the ward, pushing aside all the nurses and almost scream in frustration as you see the pale boy lying limp on the bed.

“What the hell?!” You scream at the iQiyi staff once you’ve exited the room. “Do you not look after them? Do you not tell them to stop when they’ve pushed themselves too hard? Do you not take note of who eats and who doesn’t?” A colleague of yours tries to pull away, but your anger fuels your strength and you break from his grasp.

“His performance is in a few days, tell me, how are you going to fix this?”

“Look here, ma’am. This isn’t our fault-”

“Not your fault!?” You rub your temples in frustration and go back into the room, telling the other boys, in the sharpest tone, to get out, slamming the door behind them.

“You Zhangjing.” Your voice softens, but only by a bit. A storm is raging inside of you, and no one can rein it.

“What the hell were you thinking about, when you decided to starve yourself for two meals and practice without stopping? Are you out of your mind?”

“I just...wanted to, you know, slim down a little before the performance. I’m sorry.” He replies in a small voice.

You glare at him and spin around, throwing your arms in the air, going over to the window, allowing the biting winds to calm yourself down.

“What the hell are you sorry for?” Turning towards him, you stare at him with a piercing gaze, causing him to flinch.

“You Zhangjing, listen carefully.

“You are perfect, you are enough. You don’t have to change yourself to please someone else. Why are you letting someone dictate your life? Why are you letting them judge you? Why do you even think you are fat? You’re not even remotely overweight, dumbass.

“Even if you were fat, for whatever reason, so what? Who the hell cares? It’s 2018 for god’s sake, people need to get over themselves if they can’t accept people of different shapes.”

You take in a breath, eyes never leaving his.

“But..”

“But what?”

“The CEO said I needed to slim down…”

“You Zhangjing, listen carefully. I don’t care what that bastard says.

“The next time you try to pull such a trick again, I will be pulling you out of the program. Got it?” You snap at him, huffing as you took a seat next to him.

As the doe eyes search yours, apology overflowing those brown eyes, they rein back the storm in you, calming the thrashing waters.

“How are you feeling?”

“Better..” He mumbles and sneaks another glance at you, lips breaking into a smile when he sees your face soften, no longer hard and furious.

“Well, on the bright side, we all get to see you again.”

Rolling your eyes, you look away as you blink back the tears, heart clenching at his soft voice. How can anyone be cruel enough to hurt someone so pure, so innocent?

“Y/n....I really missed you…” He thinks it was a whisper, but you hear every word of it.

You hum in reply, fingers playing with the white sheets.

“Did you not miss me at all?” He feigns hurt but you can tell, that under the facade, he is genuinely curious and just a slight bit hurt.

“Of course I did.” From your side view, you can see him slightly nodding his head, his white teeth capturing the pale, chapped lips and you mirror the action, biting your lips, almost tearing the skin.

“....What do you think of our performances?”

“They look pretty good to me.” You reply quickly, words tumbling out as your palms start to get clammy. You wipe the sweat of your jeans.

“Are you okay?”

“I’m fine.” You say, abruptly looking up, eyes automatically tracing his features.

From his amazingly clear forehead to his high cheekbones, to his smooth skin, to his cute nose, to his pale lips….you gulp and look away.

“Look, I got to do some paperwork-”

Something light and fleeting grazes over your lips, cutting your words off as your eyes instinctively squeeze shut. Heartstrings are fragile things and they pull up as they twist and turn, a mess, just like the aimlessly flying butterflies in your stomach.

As he pulls away, you breathe out a breath you never knew you were holding in, oxygen filing your lungs again. A light smile plays on your lips as you pull him back in, hands gently cupping his face as you place a soft kiss on his lips, adrenaline coursing through your veins, his lips captivating yours, making you addicted to him.

BANG

“How do you explain this?”

“What?”

“I literally just caught you kissing my employee! My girlfriend, cheating on me, with a trainee! The absurdity of it!” He screams in frustration, eyes shooting darts at you. But it doesn’t affect you at all, and the monotone voice you use for business matters coats your words and you shrug.

“If it helps, I’m resigning.”

“You wha-what? Look, you can’t just run away and it’s not about your job, y/n, it’s about the fact that you cheated on me-”

“Oh, so you cheating with my secretary is completely fine, but this isn’t?”

“That was an accident.”

“No it wasn’t, you coward.” You threw a bunch of papers at him, screenshots dating way back to a couple of years ago. “I have evidence, you bastard.”

“And I just saw you kissing You Zhangjing!”

“We aren’t even a couple anymore! You said you didn’t want to break up because it would be embarrassing for you, that you got dumped by a girl, by your employee! You said it would make you look weak, so I did you a favour and didn’t say a word about it, and pretended like we were fine. But we both know, we aren’t actually dating anymore.”

“And how do I explain that to the rest of the employees?” He says, voice pleading at you. Helpless, worthless, weak. Face always mattered to him the most. Appearances were a lot more important to him. Surface, shallow, a whole jerk.

“Why do you even need to explain to them? Look, I really can’t care less. I’m resigning, I’m leaving, I’m not going to stay in your clutches anymore and let you control my every move anymore, even taking a cut from my pay, saying that it’s for the damn facade.”

“.....Where are you going?” “Far from here, far from you, going for a break.” You mumble, before looking back at him, the intensity in your eyes causing him to look away, bottom lip just slightly trembling.

“One more thing. Listen, I initiated the kiss, it wasn’t You Zhangjing’s fault. If you cause any problems for him, including the fact that you are requiring him to be underweight, I will come after for you, you understand?

“And you should know by now, I’m not one to be messed with.” An arrogant smirk on your face, you stalk out, leaving the gaping man behind.

You wanted to wait for the boys to finish the program and then leave, but, the moment you found out he has been telling You Zhangjing that he was fat, that he needed to lose weight, the moment you found out he was one of main reasons why You Zhangjing would force himself to drink black coffee, it was too much to bear.

On top of that, he has been so controlling over you, using your job to threaten you, and it’s getting suffocating. So you left.

You know, you have let down the boys, your team, everyone.

But for once, you decided you wanted to do something for yourself.

Staring out of the plane, happiness flows through you as hum to “It’s ok”.

BREAKING: PLANE CRASHES IN SOUTH CHINA SEA: 8 MISSING, 65 INJURED

On 5th February, C5200 was travelling from Beijing to Malaysia. A malfunction in the engines and a short circuit caused the plane to go out of control and it crashes into the waters at 5pm. The pilot managed to open the exits before the plane was submerged, and passengers were able to escape. However, unbeknownst to the crew and passengers, 20 passengers in the economy class did not have their life jackets.

UPDATE: FIRST CLASS PASSENGER ALLEGEDLY GAVE LIFE JACKET TO ANOTHER PASSENGER

….”They said to take it and shoved it to me. They were helping other people too. Really, if not for them, I wouldn't have survived.”

Silent tears roll down Zhangjing’s cheeks as his fingers caress over his ex-manager’s cold cheeks. Pressing a kiss on their forehead, he takes one last look at them, eyes brimming with tears as they roll down his cheeks in a steady stream.

In his hand, the necklace clinks.

Was he not enough of a reason, for you to be selfish for once, and slip the life jacket over your head, instead of someone else’s?

#masterlist #request #rules #find the 520 hints yall #srsly tho #pple need to stop saying he is fat #liKE SHUT UP IDIOT R U BLIND

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