#chubby lee bodecker

[sugarpopss]

Lee Bodecker Blurb

So......I've been talking about Lee a lot with @bucknastysbabe which of course means I pooped out something kind of horny. Imagine he and Florence get a nasty divorce at some, feel how plausible that is, then come back to this. Also kind of some kink discovery but Lee is such a good vessel for feedism yknow

Lee had a routine. He got off patrol, drove forty minutes out to the cabin on the far side of the county, and ate a somewhat miserable dinner while ‘I’ve Got a Secret’ or ‘The Price is Right’ droned on in front of him, driving the stale silence into the corners for a little bit.

Sometimes he stopped at the diner in Meade for food that was more salt and bacon grease than real ingredients, ordered in a quantity that made the teenage girl working the register raise her eyebrows; sometimes he exercised the full extent of his cooking skills and put a TV dinner in the oven. Either way, he parked his ass on the sofa, let the sound of the television fill his head and ate his dinner in a scene that would not be out of place in the 1963 edition of ‘Pathetic Divorcees 12 Month Calendar’. 

Most nights, in an astounding display of disregard for personal dignity, Lee jerked off after eating. Sometimes he focused on the television and let Betsy Palmer float into his imagination, leaving the panel behind to show Lee what was under her tight little skirt. Other times he thought of his ex-wife, saw her chocolate dark hair and recalled the feeling of her breasts in his hands, how she’d tip her head back with pitchy moans when their sex was good. The only downside was that that usually led him into thinking about how nights like that had dwindled as he spent more time working-because to Lee, being on patrol or filing paperwork or meeting with Leroy all fell under the umbrella of ‘work’, at least for his purposes-how, coming up on the day Florence had served him the divorce papers, even their coupling became cold and distant and quiet, usually ending in yelling or tears if not both. 

Thinking about that made Lee feel like shit. 

The masturbation fodder Lee liked the best, though-or maybe just what he felt the least amount of guilt over-was the feeling of his own gut, packed with fatty diner food or ice cream and Nabisco cookies, skin warm from the stretch and stomach slightly aching as it tried churn through everything inside. He preferred not to dwell on why that feeling got him so absurdly hard-why palming his swollen belly made his cock leak like an old faucet. 

In any case, masturbation was the third part of Lee’s routine. The fourth part was really playing the washed up cop and passing out under the fog of a full stomach and an orgasm. At a different time he would’ve polished off the image with a couple of beers, something to add to both the haze in his mind and the bloat in his stomach, but. Well. He was trying, as pathetic as it sounded. 

As pathetic as ‘trying’ seemed to be, seeing as he still ended up conked out on the sofa, television illuminating how his undershirt was slowly creeping up over the curve of his gut like some slovenly sitcom husband. Except, that is, for the nights when Lee had the post-nut wherewithal and motivation to actually get into bed. It was actually a little bit sad how quickly he’d adjusted to sleeping alone. There was something almost reassuring about getting into a cold bed, as opposed to one warmed by a body that he knew has been waiting for hours; there was no one to disappoint or fight with or lie to in a cold bed, although Lee had done all three quite liberally throughout his marriage and didn’t feel so much guilt that he’d take them back, given the opportunity. He certainly wouldn’t give up what they’d gotten him…but it still felt safer to be alone. 

Besides, the warmth and weight of his packed gut was a close enough substitute for the comfort of a woman, the grip of his own callused fist a workable approximation of the tight, wet heat of a cunt. Shocking as it may be, there wasn’t a line of women out the front door of the creaky old cabin with one working sink and raccoons in the attic-but even those traits were probably a better draw than Lee himself. 

It didn’t matter. He was just alright by himself-it seemed like exactly the way he was meant to be. 

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[nickfowlerrr]

by your side

part one / part two / part three / part four

pairing: lee bodecker x reader

warnings: 18+ only. main character injuries. reader pregnancy. morning sickness. angst. fluff. no smut. if i’m missing something important pls lmk.

words: 8.5k

notes: disclaimer: some things mentioned aren’t remotely accurate/possible to the era this takes place in (1960s) or like maybe ever even who knows really. i certainly do not. and though i tried to google more accurate info - i just wrote what worked for the story best lol so we’re all gonna suspend our disbelief and pretend it all makes sense. okay, cool, thanks. 😚 finally posting the last planned part to this little series. it’s poorly edited bc i’m very tired lol so sorry for errors in advance. and sorry it’s taken ages lol but i hope you’ve enjoyed it 🥰 headache was my first ever fic so this miniseries is really special to me. it’s where it all started. 🥹 thank you for reading and reblogging and as always, feedback and comments are appreciated. ❤️

It was chilly outside as you left your apartment, making sure you had everything with you as you walked briskly to your car. You were already late, so you were rushing to get to the station as soon as you could. Lee had been there earlier in the morning to pick you up for work, but when you were finishing getting ready, a sudden wave of nausea came over you and had you running to the bathroom with Lee following right behind. As you dry heaved over the toilet, nothing but bile coming up as your stomach had nothing else to give, Lee’s hand rubbed your back in an effort to comfort you.

He continued worrying over you even when you assured him you were fine.

“Lee, I promise, I’m okay. Probably just ate something bad, it’s nothing,” you said, shooing him off. “You’re gonna be late for work if you don’t go now. I’ll drive myself after I fix up a bit,”

“Darlin’-,” he went to argue, concern lacing his voice.

“Go,” you ordered. “I’ll be there before you know it.”

Leaning up on your tiptoes, you gave him a peck on the cheek. You moved to slip away and usher him out the door but he wrapped his arms around you before you could and squeezed you. You returned his hug as he looked down at you.

“You sure you’re okay, darlin’?”

“Promise, I’m okay.”

He sighed heavily before letting you go and opening the door. He turned and placed a kiss on your forehead.

“If you start feeling sick again, you call me, understand?”

“Yes, Sheriff, I understand,” you recited back to appease him. “I’ll be there before you know it,” you smiled as you urged him out.

“Why don’t I just stay until you’re done?” he tried to argue again. “No one's gonna say anything if I’m late, I’m the sheriff,”

“Lee,” you admonished, “Get outta here. You’re late enough as it is,”

“Fine,” he relented. “But if you’re not there within the hour I’m coming back over here,”

“Okay, deal,” you agreed. “I’ll see you soon.” He leaned down, brushing his lips against yours, kissing you softly.

“I love you,” he muttered against your lips.

“Love you, too,” you returned before you watched him walk to the cruiser as you leaned out the door.

“One hour!” he called out as he pulled open the driver’s side door, shooting an “I’m serious” look your way before he got in. You gave him a wave as you smiled while he finally drove off.

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Funnily enough, it’d been well over an hour since Lee had left and you were pretty surprised he hadn’t so much as called. You didn’t think anything of it, though. He was probably out on a call.

When you pulled into the station, your eyes scanned the rows of cars while you looked for a spot, Lee’s cruiser nowhere to be seen. You found an open spot and parked, hustling inside to get to your desk.

“There you are! I was starting to get worried. Lee said you were sick this morning but you’d be here soon. And then soon turned into an hour and then an hour into an hour and a half,” Beth worried. “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine, he was worrying over nothing, just a queasy stomach,” you assured her. “Speaking of Lee, is he out?”

“Yeah, he went on a call a little while ago. I think he left you a note on your desk, actually.”

You looked in the direction of Lee’s office, with a hint of a smile.

“If you need anything, hon, just let me know,”

“Thank you, Beth, I appreciate it, but really, I’m completely fine,” you waved off her worry with a sweet smile as you made your way to your desk.

Putting your bag down and pulling your chair out, you picked up the note Lee had left and read it as you took your seat.

Had to go out on a call, but I’ll be back before you know it.

Love you, sugar.

- Lee

You couldn’t help but smile at the note, setting it back down and sliding it to the top of your desk as you grabbed the stack of files that had accumulated while you were gone to start getting through the paperwork and filing.

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It had been an hour and Lee still wasn’t back. You didn’t want to start worrying over nothing, but he always called when he knew he’d be longer than normal.. As you were anxiously waiting at your desk for something to happen - be it the phone ringing or Lee finally waltzing in to calm your racing mind and settle your worried thoughts, you noticed Beth going into the break room. Deciding you needed a distraction you got up and followed her.

“Hey,” you greeted as you took a seat at the table, watching Beth as she made herself a cup of tea.

“Hey, you alright, darlin’?” she asked, immediately concerned.

“Yeah,” you nodded, “yeah…So, how long do you think Lee’s been gone now?” you asked, trying to sound nonchalant as you sat one leg crossed over the other, your foot swaying anxiously as if it had a mind of its own - betraying your air of calm.

“Oh, uhm…I’m not sure. He’d left maybe thirty five minutes before you got here?”

Your brows raised ever so slightly as you realized it was coming up on two hours that he’d been gone with no word from him. There was a small pit in your stomach beginning to form, but you knew you needed to not freak out. Maybe he was just caught up in something. You were sure it wasn’t a big deal. It couldn’t be.You would’ve heard something by now..

“He hasn’t called or anything, has he?” you asked.

“No, why? Something wrong, hon?”

You shook your head, taking a breath. “No, I’m sure it’s fine.”

“You sure you’re okay, you look a little sick,” she said worriedly, making her way over to the table to take a seat.

“Oh, yeah. I’ve just been having these little bouts of sickness lately. Just out of nowhere, I don’t know why. I thought it might have been something I ate the other day but..I don’t know,”

“Bouts of sickness? Like, what? What do you mean?”

“I don’t know, just like, nausea and sometimes I actually get sick, like run to the toilet or find a trash can, sick. Maybe it’s stress? There’s not really any other symptoms of a bug or anything,”

“How long have you been feeling like that?”

“Just started this past weekend,”

“And you’re sure there’s nothing else goin’ on? No… sensitivity to smells? Or feeling more tired than normal, soreness anywhere?” she prompted.

You thought back on this past week and were worried all over, you had all of those symptoms.

“Now that I think about it, yeah, actually…” you said, suddenly getting lost in your thoughts as pieces moved into place. There was no way…

“I don’t mean to pry, really, but, have you and Lee been..ya know, intimate with one another?” she asked, voice hushed to make sure no one else heard despite you two being the only ones in the room.

Your face dropped as you gathered what she was getting at, why hadn’t you considered it a possibility earlier?

“You don’t think…” you trailed off, shaking your head at the absurdity. Although, it really wasn’t all that absurd. It was the most reasonable explanation you had heard all week.

“Sounds to me like you just might be pregnant, sweetie,” she said softly, a small smile playing on her lips, but not breaking out completely as she wanted to gauge your reaction to the suggestion before she showed her own.

You didn’t have a chance to respond as the phone at your desk began ringing. You shot up, heart racing.

“Oh, that must be Lee,” you said before you rushed to get it.

You had to take a breath before answering the phone, needing to compose yourself in case it was someone else calling to speak with him.

“Sheriff's office, how can I help you today?” you recited as smoothly as you could as Beth came up to the desk to make sure everything was okay.

“Hello, ma’am. This is Debbie Ann down here at the hospital,”

Hospital? You froze. A sinking feeling was suddenly heavy in your chest as you waited for her to continue, not so much as making a sound during the time you were waiting. It couldn’t have been longer than a few seconds, but each one felt like an eternity.

“We have Sheriff Bodecker down here. Looks like he was just brought in a bit ago. I’m told he has a gunshot wound…”

There was like a static, a buzzing in your ear as you dissociated for a split second while she spoke. You didn’t hear anything she said after ‘gunshot’. Staring off at nothing, your mouth parting just slightly.

“Ma’am? Hello, are you still there?” the woman on the other end asked as you came back to yourself.

“What?” you faltered out of breath.

“We’ve tried calling the old contacts we had on file, but no one answered. The only working number listed is the station,” she explained as you were reeling. You were trying to catch your breath, blinking wildly as you tried to get a grip, hands floundering on your desk for your keys.

“O- okay, I’ll uh - I’ll be right there, I’m coming right now. I’ll be there right away,” you rushed out, fighting the tightness in your throat as you spoke. You nearly slammed the receiver down as you grabbed your purse and coat, not thinking of anything other than getting to him as soon as possible.

“Wow, wow, wow,” Beth rushed to slow you down. “Sweetheart, what happened? Where are you goin’?”

You stopped as she grabbed your hand and turned to her, tears welling in your eyes.

“I have to get to the hospital,” you stammered.

“Why? What happened, what’s wrong?”

“Lee’s been shot,”

“Oh my god,” she gasped, her hand flying to her chest in shock. “Okay,” she agreed quickly. “We’ll go, but you’re not driving. I’m gonna get Sam, he’ll take us. It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay,” she assured you before rushing to get Sam from his desk.

They made their way to you quickly, Sam looking as concerned as his fiance.

“Peters,” he called, “radio Franklin and Sanderson, I’m pretty sure they’re the ones who called the Sheriff out earlier. See if you can get a hold of them. I’ll call from the hospital when I get there.”

Beth was already walking with you to their car, her hand holding yours was a comfort as she ushered you into the backseat, Sam trailing right behind you guys.

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“You okay?” Sam asked gently as he glanced at you from the rearview mirror. “I’m sure he’s fine,” he tried to ease your worries but his words did little to help.

The hospital wasn’t too far from the station, and Sam was speeding down the near empty road, getting you there in record time.

The second the car stopped moving, you rushed out and headed straight for the entrance without a thought; Beth and Sam right behind you.

You made a beeline for the reception desk as you entered, your sense of composure and any manners out the window..

“We’re looking for Sheriff Bodecker,” you nearly panted, voice shaking. You weren’t sure if you were out of breath from your brisk walking or from the anxiety that was strangling you.

“The Sheriff, yes. He’s being attended to right now. Are you his wife?” the older woman asked, looking at you clearly concerned by your panicked state.

You shook your head dumbly.

“Family?”

“He doesn’t-” your voice threatened to break as you spoke, shaking your head again as you felt the tears welling, “he doesn’t have any family,” you heard the edge in your voice, but you couldn’t help your response. The stress was taking over you and you were overwhelmed by everything that had happened in the last fifteen minutes. You didn’t mean to come off as frustrated as you did, but you were still irritated by the needless questions.

The woman looked at you sympathetically, nodding in understanding as you felt Beth beside you take your hand in hers reassuringly. Turning you to her, she grabbed you gently and led you to sit in one of the hard chairs of the waiting area while Sam took over the conversation with the woman at the desk.

“Just sit back, honey. We’ll figure this out, you just breathe, it’s gonna be okay,” she soothed, running her lithe hand up and down your back comfortingly. Sam turned and gestured for Beth to come over to the desk and she did just that. You watch them anxiously, looking for any sign that something was truly wrong, that the worst case scenario had happened, but they kept their backs to you as they spoke.

Not too long later, Beth came back over.

“He’s getting looked after right now. Can’t have any visitors until they finish doing what they need to do, but we can stay here and they’ll keep us updated. But he’s okay, sweetie, he’s alive and breathin’,” she breathed a smile as you nodded frantically, a bit of ease washing over you for a second before you found yourself beginning to cry unabashedly at the relief.

She hugged you tightly as you cried. “He’s okay, he’s gonna be okay,” she repeated softly.

You calmed down as you pulled away, wiping at your bleary eyes, grateful for the lack of other people in the waiting area - no further witnesses to your emotional display.

“He’s okay,” you echoed aloud, nodding, almost as if you were reassuring yourself of that fact while you wiped your tears, taking steadying breaths.

“I’m really sorry, ladies, I have to get back to the station, fill everyone in and see if Franklin or Sanderson has called in yet,”

“What- what happened, Sam? How did he get here?” you asked.

“I’m not too sure yet, but I promise I’m going to find out. She said two officers brought him in and he was unconscious. They told her to call the station and that they were goin’ back on pursuit. I’m hopin’ someone at the station’s heard from ‘em and we’ll figure it out,” he said confidently before turning his eyes fully on Beth, “You call me if you need me before I get back.”

“I will,” she nodded, getting up to give him a quick kiss before he left.

Your head was in your hands as you continued trying to collect yourself, taking deep breaths as you felt your stomach turning again - you knew what that feeling meant. You shot up and scurried right for the bathroom, getting into a stall just in time.

Beth followed you in after a moment, right as you were flushing the toilet before heading to the sink.

You could feel her looking you up and down, attempting to assess you discreetly.

“I’m fine,” you huffed as you looked at her in the mirror.

She bit her lip as she continued looking at you.

“Beth,” you rebuffed, turning to look at her standing beside you.

She looked around the bathroom, just making sure it was really empty before she spoke.

“I’m not trying to upset you anymore than you already are,” she broached carefully, “but maybe, you know, while we’re here you should get a test done. Just to find out, one way or the other,” she suggested, her support and care for you clear in her eyes.

You could feel your lips in a thoughtful pout as your eyebrows worried. “Do you..you think I really might be pregnant?” You knew the answer, but you asked anyway. Beth’s hand came up to rest on your shoulder reassuringly.

“Oh, sweetie,” she spoke softly.

“Oh, god,” you breathed, placing your hand over hers. “Okay,” you nodded. “Yeah, okay.”

You both walk out of the bathroom and go back to the desk to check in to be seen. It was desolate so you didn’t think it’d take long for you to get in. You filled out the standard paperwork and then waited for either your name or Lee’s to be called.

And just as you’d hoped, it wasn’t too long before your name was being called and a nurse took you to a small room not too far beyond the front desk.

The room you were led to smelled sterile, like a doctor’s office, and just like the rest of the building. Your palms were sweating and you felt queasy again.

Question after question was asked, what symptoms you were having, your last sexual encounter, your last cycle, etc., etc.. You don’t know what you were expecting but you just wanted to get the test done and go back out there to wait for any updates on Lee.

“Alright, we just need a urine sample from you and then the technician will get your test. Results won’t be ready for at least two hours,” the nurse recited with little emotion, as if she was speaking off a script.

All you could do was nod as she handed you the cup and riddled off the basic instructions for you to follow.

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You left the room feeling unsure of everything. What would you do if the results came back positive? What would Lee say? What would everyone around town say? You’d be seen as the unwed harlot who got knocked up by the sheriff, your boss, you could hear the church goers gossip now.

You sat quietly by Beth as you continued waiting for any news after being reassured by her that nothing happened while you were being seen.

An hour passed as you and Beth mindlessly flipping through the magazines that had littered the entryway table along the wall.

“Why haven’t we heard anything yet?” you groused.

“Don’t worry yourself, hun,” Beth lightly admonished. “You’re gonna make yourself sick.”

You sighed, knowing she was right.

“I just wanna see him. Make sure he’s okay,”

“I know, believe me, I do. But they’ll let us know as soon as he’s ready for visitors. You know, we should probably get some food in you,” she pointed out.

“We can’t leave,” you responded, sounding frazzled, as if she was insane for even suggesting it.

“We won’t, we can just grab something in the cafeteria. I’ll tell ‘em where we’re going in case they call us,” she said, leaving no room for argument as she went to the desk to let the ladies know where you’d be.

You followed her to the cafeteria which was just as empty as the waiting area with the exception of the few staff who were scattered around the food hall eating their lunches and mid shift snacks.

Beth got food for the both of you as you sat at the table nearest the door, in case anyone came in looking for you.

You thanked her as she sat across from you, handing you a tray of food. You eyed the sandwich on the tray warily, not sure you were up to eating.

“I know you don’t have the results just yet, but in case you are,” her eyebrows raised as she eyed you knowingly, “you gotta at least try to get something down. You haven’t eaten all day, you need to.”

You looked at her, nodding, “I know, you’re right.”

You reached for her hand across the table and squeezed it meaningfully. “Thank you,” you said in a near whisper, “for everything. You’re a really great friend, Beth,” you smiled tightly with tears in your eyes.

“I’m always here for you, you know that,” she smiled back, returning the squeeze to your hand before you went to your lunches.

You munched a carrot, watching as Beth took a bite of her sandwich. You needed confirmation it was edible before you would try it.

She looked up to meet your eye, chuckling at your raised brow and skeptical look. “It’s not bad, I swear,” she said after swallowing her bite.

“If I get sick again, I’m blaming you,” you laughed lightly.

Just as you were going to grab the sandwich, your name being called had your head shooting up, meeting the eye of the same nurse you’d been seen by earlier. You swallowed hard, you knew what this had to be.

“Could you follow me, ma’am,” she prompted. You stood and looked to Beth, sharing a nod before following behind the woman.

You only found your voice once you were in the hallway, “You have my results?” you asked trepidatiously.

“Oh, no. They should be ready soon, though,” she said without looking back at you as she continued leading you down the hallway. She must have sensed your confusion as she stopped a few feet from a closed door.

“Sheriff Bodecker asked to see you,” she supplied as she gestured to the door behind her.

Your eyes widened, as you hurried past her to the door, why the hell didn’t she say that sooner?

“Be careful with him,” she bid as you took a second to open the door gently, trying to calm down from all the emotions swirling around inside you.

You pushed open the door and peaked in. The second you saw Lee’s bright blue eyes looking over, you felt your heart squeeze and you nearly ran to his bedside, eyes filled to the brim with tears on the brink of falling.

“Hi darlin’,” he said, a lopsided grin on his pretty lips as he immediately stretched his right arm out for you to hug him.

“I was so worried,” you blubbered as you held onto him, trying to be careful with him before you pulled away to look him over. His left bicep was bandaged and you looked back to his face, worry etched all over your own once again.

“What happened?”

He released a heavy sigh, taking your hand in his and urging you to sit on the bed with him. Your full attention was on him as he ran his thumb on your hand soothingly.

“Goddamn Gates,” he cursed. “Son of a bitch was drunk and beating on Judy again. Franklin and Sanderson couldn’t get him to open the door and called me down there, sayin’ Gates would only speak to me. I got there and he opened up, I went inside to talk to ‘em, make sure Judy was alright and he was rantin’ and ravin’ about how he hadn’t touched a drink all week, all the while reekin’ the stuff. Judy said she was done, had enough of him finally and wanted him out. Then, I don’t know where he got it from, but all of a sudden he was waving a gun around, yellin’ about how he wasn’t goin’ to jail.

I turned to tell Judy to go outside and the fucker shot me. Tried to hit me in my chest but he’s a shit shot even when he’s not drunk off his ass,” he turned to show you his left arm, “bullet went straight through, they said it didn’t hit anything, so it just needs to heal up and I’m fine.”

“God, Lee,” you exhaled, your distress clear in your voice.

“They said you were unconscious when you got here?” you brought up, needing to know the full story.

“I wasn’t unconscious,” he denied, lip twitching up at the corner. “I was pretty out of it, though,” he admitted.

“He’d shoved past me to the back door when he heard the front door open and I was too focused on my arm to stop myself from falling. Hit my head on the corner of their table pretty hard,” he grimaced. “Have a concussion, but-”

“Oh my god,” you interjected as you got closer to him, gently running your hand through his cropped hair.

“I’m fine,” he finished, taking your hand in his. The look in his eye as he stared at you had your heart skipping a beat. Gleaming with adoration and love. Not a bit of worry for himself, his full focus on you.

“If anything had happened to you,” you breathed, not even wanting to think about how much worse today could have gone, “I-”

You couldn’t even finish talking as he pulled you into him, holding you as best he could with just his right arm.

Pulling away after a moment, you looked in his eyes, hoping yours got across all the feelings you didn’t have the words to properly express before you leaned back into him and kissed him more tenderly than you ever had before.

“I love you, Lee Bodecker,” you whispered against his lips. “More than you’ll ever know.”

“Sweetheart,” he whispered in return. “I don’t think I ever really knew what love was before I met you.”

You smiled as your foreheads pressed together, noses touching lightly. Lee pulled back from you then and the glimmer in his eyes had you wanting to do nothing more than wrap him in your arms and lay with his head resting on your chest, the kind of peace, comfort, and love you’d always dreamed of, the kind you’d found with him, were the only feelings you wanted to focus on. He caressed your cheek gently before looking down and taking your hand in his once more.

There was something building in the air, an anticipation. You didn’t know where the feeling came from but it had you on the edge of your seat.

Looking back up from your hand in his, Lee’s eyes met yours.

“I wasn’t plannin’ on asking you like this, but if today’s reminded me of anything, it’s that life is short,” he said sincerely while you stared at him, eyes rounded as you forced yourself to take a deep breath. “Gates’ aim had been better, I might not be here with you right now. I might not have ever gotten the chance to tell you just how stupidly in love I am with you,” he smiled. “How your laugh is the most beautiful sound I’ve ever heard. How lookin’ in your eyes makes me feel like there’s hundreds of butterflies flying around in my stomach, how you make me feel like I’m walking on air when you look at me. And how thankful I am to have met you, how lucky I am you let me love you, and have given me the honor of bein’ yours for as long as you have now,”

You could feel your eyes watering for what must have been the tenth time that day as you waited for him to ask what you thought he was going to, squeezing his hand encouraging him to go on.

“Darlin’, you’re my whole world. And I can’t go another minute without you knowing just how serious I am about you, just how much I want, need you in my life. And however long I’m here on this earth for, whether it’s another month or thirty years, I want it to be with you… I want it all with you, everything.

I want you to move in with me, I want you to take my name, and I want to start a family with you, I-...”

A family. You almost lost it when he said those words, but you held it together another second…Then you heard your name leaving his lips and the tears began to slide gently down your cheeks.

“Will you marry me?” he asked softly.

Your heart about burst at the question as your lip wobbled, holding his hand tighter than you had before, making sure this was really happening and you weren’t just dreaming it. As you opened your mouth to answer him, the door opened with no notice and startled you as you shot your head over to see who was interrupting the intimate moment. It was the same nurse from earlier, but this time she had a chart with her, holding the file in her arm.

“This can’t wait?” Lee asked gruffly.

“I’m sorry to interrupt Sheriff, but I’m not here for you,” she turned her gaze to you then, “We have your test results, hon.” Your eyes went wide and your stomach felt queasy all over again at the sudden reality, anxiousness coursing through you. The idea of a family with Lee wasn’t just a nice idea to look forward to in a few years. The possibility was very real right here and now. You knew it’d be okay, whatever the results were, but still. Why was there so much going on today, you could hardly keep up physically let alone emotionally.

“Test results?” Lee questioned, you could hear the worry in his voice and as you turned to look back at him, you saw the concern on his face as he looked between you and the nurse. “What test?”

“Just,” you took his face in your hands gently, “just one second,” you assured him without answering his question, kissing him softly before following the nurse to just outside the door.

“Well, I’ll get right to it, it looks like what we suspected. Test came back positive, you’re pregnant,” she said, offering you a smile.

You knew that was coming, you knew it. But it still hit you like a ton of bricks. You felt like you were in shock, but you weren’t really shocked at all. You smiled back, before nodding.

“Oh,” you exhaled with a breathy laugh, “okay. Thank you,” you said as she walked back down the hall, leaving you to digest the news. You stood there for a moment until Lee calling your name prompted you to go back in the room, worried he’d get up and come check on you if you didn’t.

“Sweetheart, what’s wrong?” he asked gently as he pulled you back to near his bedside the second you got close enough to touch.

You worried your lip before meeting his eye. That look was there again, it always was. His bright blue eyes shining with nothing but concern for you. Filled with his need to comfort you, protect you, love you. You couldn’t help your eyes watering or the smile that broke out across your face as you admired him, taking a breath before you spoke.

“How would you feel…” you started, trying to not let your tears overtake you just yet, “about starting that family a little sooner rather than later?” you questioned shyly, eyes set on your hand in his while trying to hold the tears back a little longer.

“What are you talkin’ about, sugar?”

You looked up, meeting his eye and taking a deeper, more grounding breath before speaking again.

“I’m pregnant,” you announced, exhaling shakily. His eyes widened after a second while he took in what you’d just said,

“You’re pregnant?” he repeated, the corner of his lips quirking up. You nodded in response. He breathed a laugh in disbelief and you swore the smile that shone on his face was the most beautiful sight you’d ever seen.

You laughed in return, a relief and calm washing over you as you let your tears fall and watched as Lee’s own eyes watered at the news. He grabbed you, trying to pull you onto the bed with him. “You’re pregnant!” he beamed.

“Lee!” you laughed, “Be careful, you’re still hurt,” you objected.

“I’ve never been better in my life, darlin’,” he grinned, tugging you still.

You relented and gingerly laid down next to him, his right arm wrapping around your waist, palm resting carefully on your belly while you nuzzled into him. Turning your face up to look at him, Lee was already staring at you. You leaned up to meet his lips, indulging in a sweet kiss that was full of your love for one another, growing deeper the longer you held the kiss before you parted.

“You haven’t answered my question, sweetheart,” he simpered, eyeing you adoringly.

“Right,” you agreed, the proposal he’d just finished before the nurse walked in fresh in your mind. “What was it that you asked me again?” you feigned innocence, both of you smiling knowingly. There were stars in your eyes as you looked at him, elation filling you as he gazed back with a look akin to your own.

“I’ve never been happier than when I’m with you, there’s nothing I want more than to marry you and start this family with you,” he said, rubbing your tummy as he spoke. “Will you marry me?”

You nodded, smiling up at him. “Yes,” you breathed a laugh. “Of course I will, I’ll marry you.”

Reaching up to kiss him again, you held his cheek in your hand.

“You’re gonna be my husband,” you grinned.

Lee laughed and kissed you once more. “Damn right, I am.”

“Okay, as much as I wanna lay with you, one of us is gonna end up falling off this bed,” you joked, moving to sit up. He let you sit up without an argument, only sighing in disappointment at the loss of you laying next to him. He took your left hand in his as he held it, his touch featherlight as his thumb rubbed along your ring finger.

“We’ll go down to the jeweler’s tomorrow,” he told you. “Gonna get you a ring, whichever one you want,” he smiled at you. You gave a tight lipped smile in return as you suddenly began worrying about what people would say. He knew the second you started to worry, gripping your hand more firmly, but his hold was still gentle, just enough to get your head back to the present. You looked at him, taking a breath.

“What are people gonna say? When they find out I’m pregnant before we’ve gotten married?” you asked, letting him know what you were worrying about.

“Sweetheart, it doesn’t matter what they think or what they have to say. You don’t need to worry about a thing. It ain’t nobody's business anyway,”

“Might not be their business but that isn’t gonna stop them from talking. I remember all those awful things they said about Susan not two years ago. Nearly ran her right out of town, all the whispers and judgy looks she’d get whenever she went anywhere without Bill,” you said, shaking your head at the memory. Those church women were especially cruel to her. You didn’t want to be the next talk of the town. You and Lee both were already on thin ice with the lot of them for your so called “work affair”.

“Darlin’, if anyone has anything bad to say about you, they’ll be dealin’ with me. No one’s gonna make my girl - my wife, the mother of my child, feel bad for any reason. I’ll make damn sure of it,” he promised you.

You rolled your eyes playfully at his instance no one would talk about you, but his words were comforting nonetheless. He was right, it didn’t matter what anyone else thought. You were happy and in love and you wouldn’t change a single thing, pregnant out of wedlock or not. And the way you lit up hearing him call you his wife, and the mother of his child had you giddy all over.

“Only reason those ladies would talk about you is because they’re jealous anyway,” he added, making you laugh again. “I mean it, sugar. You’ll be the talk of the town for all the right reasons. You’re already like a damn starlet walking around gracing all of us small town folk with your beauty,” he smiled, kissing your cheek as you rolled your eyes again at his ridiculous compliments. Ridiculous to you, at least. Because Lee meant every word he said.

“You’re gonna make the most beautiful bride and the prettiest mama this town has ever seen. I can’t wait to watch you get heavy with our baby. Can’t wait to watch you walk down the aisle, straight to me,” he simpered. You smiled demurely. Kissing him softly once more.

“We’ve got a lot of plannin’ to do,” Lee pointed out.

“You’ve got a lot of healin’ to do, Sheriff. We’ll figure everything else out in due time,”

Lee smirked, eyeing you like he wanted to argue that he was fine, but decided against it.

“Well, the doc said I could go home soon, and seein’ as I’ll be taking tomorrow off, we’ll have plenty of time to get your ring at least.”

“Lee,”

“Don’t try and argue, sweetheart. I want everyone to see a ring on your finger as soon as possible, let ‘em all know you’re mine, no question about it.”

“As if you haven’t made that obvious already,” you said, raising a brow at him.

“Reminders never hurt. Besides, a girl like you deserves to have a diamond on that finger. Show it off to all those Betties who like to gossip, give ‘em something to talk about,” he smiled.

“Give it another month, they’ll have plenty to talk about, I’m sure,” you said with a dry laugh, looking down at your stomach.

Lee considered you for a moment before talking.

“Move in with me,” he said.

You looked at him quizzically.

“Well, duh,” you smiled.

“This weekend. I’ll hire movers, we’ll get you settled by Sunday,” he said, almost begging, wanting to get ahead of the refusal he was sure you’d have at trying to move so soon knowing he was still healing.

Your eyes softened as you looked at him, “Okay,” you agreed, earning a grin from him in return as he nodded and visibly relaxed.

“The guest room is already clean, it’ll be easy enough to turn it into a nursery,” he added. You smiled at his happiness, the emotion evident on his face. And your heart soared at the way he was so ready for this, as if he’d been waiting for everything to fall into place, waiting for this to start with you. He was already planning everything out in his head, you could practically see the wheels working as he thought.

“You’re gonna be an amazing dad, you know that?” you breathed.

He smiled softly at you, looking like his mind was far off for just a second before he came back to himself. “You’re gonna be an amazing mom,” he responded. “We’re gonna do this together, we’re gonna do our best, do everything we can for this little one,”

“And for each other,” you added, wanting to remind him you’d always be there for him, too. You were a family now, undeniably. It was like everything had changed in your lives in a matter of hours, but the one thing that would stay the same was your love for one another. Trials and unforeseen changes, be they good or bad, only solidified that knowing you had deep down. You were it for each other. And your love only grew stronger with each day.

He nodded, still smiling as he gently let go of your hand, moving to rest his palm on your belly again, you put your hand over his and when you looked at him again, his eyes were shining as tears filled his eyes.

“Seems crazy to say, considerin’ I was shot and concussed and all, but I think this is the best damn day of my life,” he laughed breathily as a few tears fell. You were quick to wipe them from his cheeks as you took his face in your hands delicately, laughing softly in turn, your thumb gently brushing his cheek as you leaned your head to his.

“Whole lot to process,” you mused. “But you’re here. And you’re okay. And we’re having a baby,” you repeated, your smile growing wider.

“And you’re gonna make me your wife,” you nearly whispered as your lips brushed his. “I could see how it’s one of the best when you look at it like that.”

Lee simpered as he leaned into you before closing the distance between your lips and kissing you tenderly.

“But you have to promise me something, Lee,” you urged, making sure he was looking in your eyes, wanting him to see how serious you were. “Your main focus right now is on healing. I don’t want you rushing anything, alright? I just need you to get better, I need you to be okay. And I know you’re gonna say you’re fine, but I mean it, Lee,”

“I promise,” he swore, his hand holding yours, keeping your touch to his cheek before he pulled it to his lips, kissing your knuckles softly. “You have my word.”

You schooled your face, not wanting to let on your surprise at his lack of pushback. “Good,” you said satisfied, pulling your hands back to rest in between your bodies, but not letting go of each other.

“Now, you have to promise me something,” he said.

You eyed him, waiting for him to continue.

“You have to promise you won’t get mad.”

“Why would I get mad?” You asked. He took a beat before speaking matter of factly.

“You’re fired.” You blinked at him, confused for just a second before his words registered.

“Excuse me?” you said incredulously.

“You’re carrying my baby in there, no way I’m gonna have you working. No need for it,” he answered as if it was obvious.

“No need for it?” you scoffed. “I’ll tell you one thing for sure, Mr. Bodecker. You’d be completely lost without me. In fact, this is a perfect example of why you need me at the station. Had I been there when they tried to call you in, I would’ve told those two bozos to figure it out themselves. Too damn lazy to do their job is what it was. You never should’ve been down there to begin with. They’re officers, for Christ’s sake! They could’ve easily gotten him to open up, they just didn’t want to deal with it. And where were they when you were inside, huh? Not talking to Judy, were they. Probably guzzling their coffee, leaning along their cruiser while they talked about baseball or whatever the hell else it is they talk about, meanwhile you’re getting shot at by some wife beatin’ drunk all because they can’t be bothered to do their damn jobs. Left you all alone in there with no one to watch your back, that’s reckless and dangerous and they’re so damned lucky you’re alright, because I swear, had anything worse happened to you, Lee -,” you ranted, not realizing how truly angry you had been beneath the fear and worry you felt for Lee.

“Alright, alright, I hear you, darlin’. Take it easy,” he said, trying to calm you while hiding the look of amusement and pride threatening to break across his face at your impromptu lecture and ranting.

You took a deep breath, shaking your head. “And I know for a fact your files would be an unorganized mess and your paperwork would always be half done without me there to assist you,” you huffed.

“You’re not firing me, Lee,” you said, defiant and definitively. “If anyone is gettin’ fired today, it should be those two idiots, not me.”

Lee considered you for a second, biting on his tongue in thought before he huffed out a laugh through his nose. “I’ll make you a deal, then. I’ll give you five months workin’ your normal days but as soon as your last trimester hits, I don’t want you so much as lifting a finger in that station,” he said, giving you a look that left little room for argument.

You narrowed your eyes at him as you considered it. Five months is a lot of time to make things work in your favor…

“Fine,” you agreed, making your dissatisfaction clear in your tone.

“Don’t give me that look, sugar, you’re gonna kill me with those eyes,” he bemoaned. “I’m already hurt as it is, darlin’,” he gave you his best puppy eyes as he took your hand in his again.

“Well speakin’ of not lifting a finger at the station,” you repeated his sentiment, “You’re gonna be taking a lot longer than just one day off, Sheriff.”

“That so?”

“That is so. And don’t think for one second that you’ll be out patrolling until your arm is completely healed,” you said firmly.

“I think you think it’s a lot worse than it is, sweetheart. I’ll be good as new by next week,” he assured you.

You looked down at his hand in yours and squeezed it, more as a comfort to yourself than anything. “A week, then,” you said, a soft plea disguised under your tone of faux authority. “The whole week. You’re gonna be home, you’re not going on a single call.”

“Hey,” he called, bringing your attention to him, “I’m alright,” he insisted while his eyes were intent on you.

You took a second, looking in his eyes for reassurance and then nodded. “Okay,” you breathed, looking away, feeling that familiar tingling in your nose as you blinked back a fresh wave of tears.

“No more tears, darlin’. Look at me,” he ordered gently. “You’re okay.”

“‘M not worried about me,” you muttered as you met his eye again.

“I know I can’t keep you from worrying’ about me, but darlin’, you really don’t need to.”

“You know how ridiculous it is to hear you say that as you’re layin’ in a hospital bed?” you snapped before your voice quavered as it rose, “You could’ve died, Lee!

And you’re tellin me I don’t need to worry about you?” you scoffed, you looked at him incredulously before you really saw him, laying there hurt and vulnerable whether he wanted to admit it or not, and you softened instantly. It wasn’t him you were so upset at. “You’re the love of my life, Lee,” your voice shook despite you trying to reign in the emotion. “I’m always gonna be worried about you, even if you aren’t worried about yourself. Which, you know, now, you have to. You have to worry because I’m not gonna be raising a little baby Bodecker all on my own,” you tried to ease up as you sniffled, wiping at your eyes.

“I’m sorry, darlin’,” he sighed, regret in his eyes. “I think we just need to go home and relax together. Focus on all the good we got out of today instead of the bad. All this stress can’t be good for the baby, neither.”

You rubbed at your face, growing tired from the whirlwind you’d been through today.

“No,” you shook your head with a sigh of your own, “I’m sorry.” Your hand was on his thigh, your thumb absentmindedly soothing across it as you breathed. “I didn’t mean to get upset - I’m not upset. Not with you, anyway. I just - I’m sorry,” you breathed, not knowing how to properly put into words what you were thinking or feeling, only frustrating yourself further.

“None of that,” he chided as he sat further up and moved to sit on the edge of the bed with you.

“Lee, don’t do that!”

“They didn’t say I couldn’t move,” he argued. “In fact, they said someone’d be in here soon to show me how to dress the wound while it heals and then I can go home. Hand me my pants, sugar?”

You eyed him unbelieving but stood and grabbed his pants anyway, bringing them over for him. He moved his left arm gingerly as he tried to pull them further up his legs once he had his feet through so you took hold of them and helped slide them up for him. You zipped the zipper and buttoned them closed. “Want your belt on, too?”

“No. Thank you, darlin’.” He took the gown he was still wearing off and sat shirtless as he looked to you.

“‘Course,” you said as you took his face in your hands, standing before him. You watched as he let himself revel in the warmth of your touch, sighing heavily as he closed his tired eyes and leaned into your palm.

“Maybe a week off will do me some good,” he mused. “Plus if I’m not there, no reason for you to be, either.”

“Who’s gonna make sure your paperwork gets finished if I’m not there? Or redirect your calls?” you asked as you moved your hands from his face, running your fingers soothingly through his short, dark brown hair instead.

“That’s what the front desk ladies are for. You could use the time off, too. We’ll have our own little vacation,” he sweet talked as he stared up at you like you were his whole world.

“A whole week…” you pondered aloud. “We should use that time well,” you suggested.

“What do you have in mind?”

You shrugged your shoulders as you bit your lip. “I don’t know... What do you think about eloping?”

Lee’s eyes widened as he looked at you confused and almost shocked.

“You want a shotgun wedding?” he asked.

“You don’t have to call it that,” you said, embarrassed. Taking a breath as your hands fell gently to his shoulders. “You want to run for reelection, don’t you?”

Lee nodded in response, and you could see the dots connecting as he did with a sigh of his own.

“You and I both know how important the church vote is for you. Doubt they’ll be all too happy with their chosen sheriff moving his pregnant girlfriend into his home before they’re married.” Lee rolled his eyes but knew you were right.

“Just doesn’t seem fair to you,” he said.

“I think I prefer it,” you replied with a small smile. “Less stress around planning,” you offered.

“If that’s what you want, babydoll, that’s what we’ll do. As long as you’re happy. And as long as I get to call you my wife once it’s all said and done,” he smirked as he pulled you closer to him with his right arm around your waist, “I’m happy, too. And if it helps my approval ratings, well that’s just the cherry on top of the sundae.”

You laughed as you bent to place a kiss to his forehead which he gratefully accepted before he rested his head against your tummy, placing a kiss of his own to your stomach as his hand rubbed your lower back.

“I can’t wait to live the rest of my life with you. Grow this little family of ours,” he smiled affectedly. “Wouldn’t want any of this with anyone else. Only you. The good and the bad, I’ll take all of it as long as I know I’ll have you by my side.”

“You’ll always have me by your side,” you promised as you looked down at him, your adoration, devotion, and love to him and your future family together gleaming brightly in your eyes. “Always.”

#lee bodecker x reader #lee bodecker #lee bodecker x you #lee bodecker x plus size!reader #lee bodecker x curvy!reader #lee bodecker x chubby!reader #lee bodecker x female reader #lee bodecker fic #lee bodecker x y/n #lee bodecker angst #lee bodecker fluff #sheriff bodecker #sheriff lee bodecker x reader #lee bodecker fanfiction

[mylevisdontfitanymore]

Hear me out Sebastian Stan but with the same build as Lee in tdatt so he just has a fat round gut

If Sebastian had this body-

gif by unearthlydust

This would be me constantly:

And I would never get a damn thing done 🥵🥵

And for your trouble of sending an ask in, have all the Sebastian Stan and Chris Evans chubby kink fanfics I've found on achieve of our own-

"Take Two Pizzas and Call Me in the Morning" from greyskygirl & SevereStorms, & wreckingthefinite

"Halloweird" from greyskygirl & superstringtheory

"Dim Slumming" from greyskygirl

"Room Serviced" from greyskygirl

"This is Totally Normal (It Isn't Weird At All)" from SevereStorms & wreckingthefinite

"Cheat Day" from SevereStorms & wreckingthefinite

Enjoy those fics 🥵🥵

#ask #belly kink #text #weight gain #stuffing #chubby sebastian #chubby seb #sebastian stan #chris evans #evanstan #real person fanfiction #fanfic reccomendation #fanfiction recommendation #lee bodecker #chubby lee

[holylulusworld]

Kinktober vs Flufftober 2023

Like in 2019, 2020, 2021 & 2022, I will post a kinky, fluffy, angsty or scary one-shot from October 1st till October 31st, 2023.

Please consider none of the stories are available until the set release date. Titles may change (all titles are working titles until the release date.). The release date may change at any time.

ANGST/SMUT/FLUFF

October 1st: Forbidden Lust (2) sequel to Forbidden Lust

Pairing: Stepdad!Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Kink: Homewrecker kink

Requested by: @jayyyyyyy-stuff

October 2nd: Rekindle

Pairing: Chubby!Thor Odinson x Exgirlfriend!Reader

Trope: Reunion

October 3rd: Very tight places sequel to Cramped & Tight places

Pairing: Soulless!Sam x fem!Reader

Kink: Claustrophilia

October 4th: Footloose

Pairing: Loki Laufeyson x fem!Reader

Trope: Enemies to lovers

October 5th: Serve your Soldier

Pairing: Soldier Boy x fem!Reader

Kink: Collars

October 6th: Falling leaves

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Trope: Sunny vs grumpy

October 7th: Blaze of glory

Pairing: Dean Winchester x fem!Reader

Kink: Glad-to-Be-Alive Sex/Victory sex

October 8th: Two Bikes (1)

Pairing: Jax Teller x fem!Reader; Biker!Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Trope: Angst

October 9th: Golden Retriever

Pairing: Jake Jensen x Reader

Kink: Crops / Spanking

Idea by: anon

October 10th: One autumn night

Pairing: Alpha!Dean Winchester x Omega!Reader

Trope: a/b/o

Idea by: anon

October 11th: I'm the best

Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader

Kink: Breeding kink

Idea by: anon

October 12th: Breathless sequel to Take my breath away

Pairing: CEO!Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Trope: Secret crush

October 13th: One Summer night

Pairing: Cultleader!Thor Odinson

Kink: Sex Cult

October 14th: Snuggle time

Pairing: Lee Bodecker x Plussized!Reader

Trope: Cuddling & snuggling

Idea by: anon

October 15th: The cabin in the woods

Pairing: Winter Soldier x fem!Reader

Kink/Trope: Choking

October 16th: Not in my car

Pairing: Sam Winchester x fem!Reader

Trope: Love confessions

Requested by: @dawn-petrichor-world

October 17th: Backpack

Pairing: Jax Teller x fem!Reader

Kink: Thigh riding

Idea by: @dawn-petrichor-world

October 18th: Sex you up

Pairing: Henry Cavill x Chubby!Reader

Kink: Size kink

Idea by: @sultryfandoms

October 19th: Fulfilment

Pairing: Dean Winchester x fem!Reader

Trope: Pregnancy

Idea by: @elle14-blog1

October 20th: Triad (1)

Pairing: Omega!Stucky x Alpha!Reader

Kink: Dom / Sub

Idea by: anon

October 21st: Autumnal love

Pairing: Thor Odinson x fem!Reader

Trope: Carving pumpkins

Idea by: anon

October 22nd: Unwanted Mate (Bucky's version)

Pairing: Alpha!Stucky x Omega!Reader

Kink: Threesome

October 23rd: Rescue you

Pairing: Jax Teller x fem!Reader

Trope: Rescue romance

Idea by: @dawn-petrichor-world

October 24th: Right there

Pairing: Soldier Boy x Reader

Kink: Pegging

Idea by: @flory-alexandra

October 25th: Deepest love

Pairing: Dean Winchester x fem!Reader

Trope: Friends to lovers

Idea by: @elle14-blog1

October 26th: Demon knife

Pairing: Dean Winchester x fem!Reader

Trope: Friends to enemies

October 27th: Sunrise sequel to Beyond the soldier & After the eclipse

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Kink/Trope: Quirofilia/Nursed Back to Health

Requested by: @clarinette07

October 28th: Naughty School Adventures (1)

Pairing: Janitor!Sam Winchester x Teacher!Reader x Gymteacher!Dean Winchester

Kink: Cucking

Idea by: @moosekateer13

October 29th: Unwanted Mate (Steve's version)

Pairing: Alpha!Steve x Omega!Reader

Trope: Unrequited feelings

October 30th: Taped on video

Pairing: J3 x fem!Reader

Kink: BDSM

Requested by @moosekateer13

Halloween Specials: ANGST/SMUT/HORROR

October 31st: The past always catches up

Pairing: Winter Soldier x former Hydra!(fem) Reader

Trope: Villain Reader

October 31st: Dreams of sharp teeth

Pairing: Werewolf!Walter Marshall x fem!Reader x Werewolf!August Walker

Trope: Monster AU

Find all other Bingos and Special Events here: Special Events

#dean winchester #sam winchester #steve rogers #bucky barnes #marvel #supernatural #kinktober 2023 #flufftober 2023 #angstober 2023

[unabashed-lover-of-fictional-men]

Lee Bodecker + Breeding kink:

Going to a friend's birthday, you played with their new baby holding it and cooing at it not a care in the world. Lee however sees all of this and has the intense urge to pull you into a room and pound you until you can't handle anymore.

The thought of you getting large and round with his children just does something to him, he always wanted a big family and seeing you bounce a chubby baby on your leg he almost couldn't handle it. The idea of you nursing and walking around with his child on your hip or arms had him uncomfortably hard, so much so he wants to drag you home.

He doesn't instead he shifts in his seat, watching you play with the baby, making exaggerated faces and cooing at him Lee thinks his pants are going to explode. He can't get over how radiant you look, trying to look normal he watches as you stand walking over to him with the baby.

"Hey handsome when do you want to leave?" He looks up at you watching the baby play with your hair and look up at you, groaning he smirks "Darlin if we don't leave soon I'm going to bend you over this couch and make our own baby" You blush and laughs softly making the baby laugh "Ok come on little menace let's go give you back to your Momma, before you see some adult things"

#lee bodecker imagine #lee bodecker #lee bodecker x reader #lee bodecker x you #lee bodecker smut

[imyourbratzdoll]

Your already got me In love with elf! Jake and Elf! Lee😫 with theses two I’m in need of some fluffy smut bubs! Maybe some angst? Jake’s all shy and lee is being a bully to him but reader isn’t having it with the bullying 🥹

hey baby, I hope you like what I wrote, I hope it was okay that I didn't write any smut... kinda wanted to keep it pure...

christmas masterlist

summary - lee is a big meanie for someone so small, leaving you to calm a sad jake.

warning - angst.

the headers I use aren't mine.

Lee snickers, stuffing Jake’s chocolate into his mouth as he stares down the crying elf. He shrugs, “You shoulda eaten it when you got it.” Lee shrugs, “Your loss.” Jake pouts, tears brimming his eyes as he watches his fellow elf eat all his chocolate, the particular kind you made just for him, the kind he was saving for a perfect day.

Lee didn’t see you entering the room behind him, nor did he see the scowl on your face as you heard every word. Jake’s vision was too blurry with tears to notice, either. Your arms cross over your chest as you glare down at the little shit, “Lee Bodecker, that isn’t a way to treat Jake.” He whips around, chocolate covering his fat fingers and chubby cheeks, staring wide-eyed at you. You point as you continue to glare. “Out. I’ll deal with you later.” Lee grumbles as he begrudgingly leaves the room, dragging his feet slowly.

Once he leaves the room, you shut the door and kneel, scooping Jake into your hands. “Hey, baby. It’s okay. I’ll make you some more.” You press a kiss onto his little head, letting him nuzzle into your palm as he cries, saddened by his lack of chocolate. “How about we go and make some right now? I’ll make sure it’s extra protected.” Jake looks up at you, sniffling as you softly wipe away his tears, stroking his little cheek. He nods, snuggling into you as you walk out of the room and into the kitchen, gently settling him down onto the kitchen counter and gathering the ingredients. 

The two of you spent most of the day making enough chocolate for Jake to stash away, ensuring they were well protected. He looked up at you with a dreamy look, softly smiling as you reached down and picked him up, bringing him closer to your face. Jake leans forward and kisses the tip of your nose, placing both hands on your cheeks as he looks at you. “Thank you, I really love you.”

You smile and press a kiss on his head. “I love you too, baby.”

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[sunshinebuckybarnes]

We made it to September ✨ another month, another rec list. Please make sure you give these gorgeous stories and writers the love they deserve. As always, you are responsible for your own media consumption. This blog along with the majority tagged are 18+ only and contain adult themes.

*marks a series of multi part fic

Lloyd Hansen ✨

69'ing and pussy slapping by @ozarkthedog

Lloyd Hansen x reader

Boys in bed with books by @jobean12-blog

Lloyd Hansen x reader

Bucky Barnes ✨

Stay by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

ex-fiance bucky barnes x fem!reader

Dancing with the devil by @bonky-n-steeb

dark! mafia! bucky barnes x undercover! reader

Everything by @jadedvibes

Bucky x reader

*CEO/DBF Bucky by @bucky-barnes-diaries

CEO+Dad’s Best Friend!Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader

Bad date by @firefly-in-darkness

Bucky Barnes x Female Reader

Bite your tongue by @musingsinmoonlight

Mob boss!Bucky Barnes x female reader

The boy is mine by @jobean12-blog

Bucky x reader

*A hundred years from today by @jettia

Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Cosmic love by @barnesafterglow

noble!bucky x princess!reader

Got your chemicals all in my veins by @bonky-n-steeb

husband! bucky barnes x wife! reader

*Sweetest nectar by @navybrat817

Florist!Bucky Barnes x female reader

*This must be my dream by @lunarbuck

bestfriend'sbrother!Bucky x f!reader (any race)

Twisty by @musingsinmoonlight

Bucky Barnes x female reader

*Pretty little thing, pretty little peach by @angrythingstarlight

Chubby!Baker Bucky x Reader

The perfect place to sit by @angrythingstarlight

Beefy!Trainer Bucky x Plus size reader

Ari Levinson ✨

Knead to relax by @mjolnir-steve

Ari Levinson x fem!reader

Firefighter!Ari by @angrythingstarlight

Firefighter!Ari x Reader

It's about time by @xxindiglow

Ari Levinson x Female Reader

Afternoon delight by @sagechanoafterdark

Ari Levinson x Reader

Under the blue by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

Park Ranger!Ari Levinson x Female Reader

Steven Grant ✨

To the rescue by @ofstarsandvibranium

Steven Grant x F!Reader

What you've been waiting for by @full-time-make-believer

Steven Grant x female reader

Nick Fowler ✨

Falling apart for you by @navybrat817

Nick Fowler x female reader

Steve Rogers ✨

Liar liar by @geminixevans-stan

Mafia!Steve x Black Reader

Wife worship by @labella420

mob!steve rogers x fem!reader

*His inheritance by @jtargaryen18

Mobster Steve Rogers x Mobster daughter reader

*Herbal illusion by @sweetflowerdreams

King!Alpha! Steve Rogers x Servant!Omega! Reader (Female!Reader)

Andy Barber ✨

A butterfly will fly by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

Andy Barber x ballet dancer!Reader

Ari Levinson x Steve Rogers ✨

I'll be seeing you by @navybrat817

Spy!Ari Levinson x Female Reader, hint of dark!Steve Rogers x Female Reader

Lee Bodecker x Steve Rogers ✨

Tempting fate by @dreamlessinparis

Semi!Dark!Mob!Lee Bodecker x F!Reader, Mob!Steve x F!Reader

Sam Wilson ✨

Only an echo by @the-witty-pen-name

Rockstar!Sam Wilson x f!reader

Andy Barber & Mike Weiss ✨

*Barber & Weiss by @jtargaryen18

Dark Andy Barber x Dark Mike Weiss x Reader

Steve Harrington ✨

Next time by @pillow-titties

Steve Harrington x Reader

#fic rec #august fic recs #lloyd hansen #bucky barnes #ari levinson #steven grant #nick fowler #steve rogers #andy barber #lee bodecker #sam wilson #mike weiss #steve harrington

[abbatoirablaze]

Grumpy Grizzly Master List

This series is complete! ✔

Warnings will not be posted at the beginning of each chapter. Read at your own discretion. This is a 18+ story which has darker themes interwoven.

Lee Bodecker is a lot of things.

A senior in college. An officer of the law. A member of Alpha Chi Rho. The roughest defense on the hockey team.

A chubby, single alpha.

Girls don't look at Lee with big doe eyes. They mostly go out of their way to avoid the grizzly who can't seem to keep a date to save his life. But it's not his fault. He is sweet. He just happens to let his best friends Curtis Everett and Bobby Pronge influence him...and well, while most women are okay with being treated like dirt by members of Alpha Chi Rho...when it comes to Lee, he's not...the typical type of guy...

He's not hot enough.

There is one girl, however, who looks at Lee like he's the moon and stars. A cute little koala omega who he calls sweetness...only he's been ignoring her in that sense, shaking off the signs, thinking he's just reading too much into things.

But what happens at an Alpha Chi Rho party...well it never stays at an Alpha Chi Rho party.

Chapters

Shot Down

Sweetness

The Party

Scented

Missed Connections

Slippery Slope

Catch A Break

#soft lee bodecker #lee bodecker #devil all the time #the devil all the time #a/b/o fic #a/b/o au #a/b/o #werebear #school days au #school days #college #lee bodecker x reader #lee bodecker x female reader #lee bodecker x you

[sashaisready]

Chapter Eight

Lee Bodecker (The Devil All The Time) x Femme Reader

A year after the sudden death of your husband you find yourself at a loose end, unsure what to do next. You're also learning about your sexuality - your hidden desires and fantasies creeping out now you're no longer playing the role of the good wife. A certain Sheriff in town could be the one to awaken something in you.

Series Masterlist

Chapter 9

WARNING: Huge TW for sexual assault/implied rape by secondary character in this chapter. It's not described with details but please skip if you need to

Your eyes flew open and you took a moment to gather your bearings. You were feeling much warmer than you usually were in bed, it was only then that you noticed the firm arm wrapped around you.

Lee.

You rolled over to face him. You must've drifted off as you were still clad in your lingerie. It felt wrong to be wearing it so early in the morning. You could feel your gusset was sticky with the spend from last night's venture. Lee must've put his arm around you at some point in the night which made you feel warm inside.

He was still in a deep sleep, snoring lightly. He looked so innocent while he slept, a far cry from the slightly scary man in his Sheriff uniform. His features were so much softer like this, his eyelashes long, his cheeks chubby. You couldn't resist running a finger under his jaw, desperate to touch him.

Lee stirred, turning to you as he woke. He smiled.

"Well ain't you a sight for sore eyes". His voice was lower than usual and croaky with sleep. You liked it.

"Good morning Lee" you sang, pressing a small kiss to his cheek.

He hummed contentedly, pulling you closer and nuzzling into your hair. It all so was comfortable, relaxed – you could get used to this.

"Have you gotta be up for work or should I fix you some breakfast?" you asked sleepily, his heated embrace making you drowsy again.

"Ain't gotta be in 'til eleven thirty today so breakfast sounds swell".

You made a noise of recognition and sat up to go get started on some eggs, but a strong hand tugged you back down into the mattress.

"Not so fast. I'm in the mood for a different kinda breakfast first" he teased as you shrieked and surrendered to his touch, melting into him.

🌼

Breakfast was nice. After going another round in the bedroom, you had made eggs and coffee for you both while Lee read the morning paper. You plated up at the table while Lee absent-mindedly ran a finger up your arm without looking up. It all felt very natural, very easy.

You talked for a while as you ate, the longest you had gone without kissing or touching since this whole thing had started. You were surprised to find you actually had things in common, the conversation flowed easily between you both.

Lee was feeling content. A beautiful woman hadn't made him breakfast in a long time, and the truth was he liked being with you. He liked having sex with you. He liked talking to you. He was content to see where it went.

He had even stopped driving out to Tecumseh to visit the working girls. He didn't need to now he had you. And funnily enough, despite their occupation, you were actually dirtier and more adventurous then most of them put together. Probably better for the Sheriff campaigns, too.

It was clear you still had some baggage and hang ups from your husband but that was to be expected. A year wasn't that long, after all. So he understood you might be feeling guilty or unsure. He'd certainly moved on from his ex-wife, but being a widow was a bit different to divorce.

What he couldn't wrap his head around was your husband's reluctance to fuck you, or thinking of you as a whore for wanting it. What kind of man doesn't want to have sex with his pretty wife? His pretty wife who is eager to explore all that sex has to offer, who is so keen to experiment and embrace pleasure that she reads dirty books in bed and touches herself before she goes to sleep?

A foolish man, he thought.

Still, the husband's loss was his gain. He was reaping all the rewards of your forced celibacy, and he was more than happy to help out. The great thing was you were just as attracted to him as he was to you. You didn't merely tolerate him, but enjoyed him – desiring every inch him, love handles and all.

"So, when you gonna let me take you out on a real date then?" Lee asked suddenly.

You choked on a mouthful of coffee, swallowing it down quickly. "W-what?" you asked.

Lee was unfazed. "You heard me. We could go somewhere nice. Get dressed up. And we wouldn't have t'sneak around no more".

You thought for a moment, "I'd like that...but what would they say?"

Lee shrugged. "Who cares what they fuckin' say?"

You chewed your lip as you mulled it over. It would be nice to go out on a real date with Lee, and you couldn't pretend you hadn't thought about dating him and doing more than just sleeping together. Part of you had a niggling fear that something wasn't right about him. But what could dating hurt? You could always break it off if it didn't work out.

"Okay" you smiled at him, "You're on. Where you taking me?"

Lee smiled back, taking a final sip of coffee and getting to his feet. "There's a new restaurant a few towns over we could try. Wednesday night maybe?"

You nod enthusiastically, trying to hide your excitement so you don't seem too keen. "I'm working the afternoon shift at the diner but if you don't mind a late dinner I can be home and ready for eight?"

Lee put his jacket on. "Great. I gotta get goin' so I can clean up and change before my shift. But I'll see you Wednesday night".

"It's a date" you replied.

Lee rounded the table and gave you a kiss as he headed to the front door. "Thanks for breakfast, sweetness. And for last night".

You smiled to yourself as he left, already wondering what you should wear for Wednesday night.

🌼

Wednesday came around quickly and you were even more excited about your date with Lee as your shift had been a nightmare. Demanding customers, burnt food courtesy of the cook you suspected had snuck a joint in his break, small tips and the cash register was inexplicably down $7.50 which of course you were blamed for. You needed a palate cleanse from this terrible day.

You had stayed late to lock up as your co-workers scattered. On Wednesdays the diner always closed early. Something to do with the old owner doing it years ago because of his church group meetings, and the current owner adopting that tradition just because. Classic small town routine and ritual. It was amazing how quiet everything was past 7pm – all the businesses closed up and there was no sign of any life except the bar on the edge of town. It was dark, eerie. But you checked your watch, still plenty of time to get home and get ready in time for Lee.

You got into your car ready to shoot off back to your house but the damn thing wouldn't start. Of course it wouldn't! The cherry on the shit sundae of today. You kept turning your key over and over trying to get it to run but no joy, it sounded like the engine had flooded as it stuttered and spat.

You groaned in frustration. Yours was the only car left in the lot, everyone else had gone home. You got out the car and had a look around to see if there were any cars nearby or locals who could help you out but there was nobody to be seen. It was as if the town had been evacuated suddenly without you noticing.

You realised your only course of action was to unlock the diner, go back inside and call Lee to tell him what had happened. You could kick yourself for your bad luck.

As you wrestled the diner keys back out of your purse and started on the locks, you noticed the sheen of headlights approaching. It was a police cruiser.

You gasped, was this Lee saving the day? What were the odds! Maybe he'd decided to pick you up from the diner instead. You flagged the cruiser down excitedly.

As the car drew a stop outside the diner you realised it wasn't Lee, but a much appreciated face all the same.

"Deputy Davey!" you exclaimed. Thank goodness. You felt the relief wash over you as you relaxed.

Davey rolled down the window and rested his elbow on the car door. "You okay here, ma'am?"

"Deputy, thank goodness" you told him breathlessly as you rushed towards him. "My car ain't starting and I need to get home. Any chance I could trouble you for a lift?"

Davey smiled wobbly at you. You couldn't put your finger on it but something seemed...off about him.

"Sure thing, little lady. Hop on in".

Was he...slurring?

Surely not. Not Davey. He was the most professional cop on the force. He had been there for you when Arthur died. He was married to Julie. Kind Julie who held your hand in the grocery store.

You grinned at him and slipped into the back of the cruiser, relieved that you wouldn't be late for Lee.

"Thanks for this, you've really saved me!" you told Davey as he set off.

Davey smiled crookedly, watching you in the mirror. "You're welc-hic-welcome" he stumbled.

"You got a case of the hiccups huh?" you laughed, slightly nervously. Something wasn't right here. You felt dread settling in.

"Fine. Allfine, don'tchoworry about me...honey".

You were right. He was slurring.

You managed to laugh breezily, trying not to show him that you were nervous.

"Uh...busy night tonight Davey?" you asked casually.

He grinned at you sloppily in the mirror reflection. "Mmmm. Just responded t'call out at the bar. Y'know how it is".

You nodded. "Did you uh...stop to have a drink there too?"

He laughed. "Just a coupla beers, honey. Nothin' t'worry 'bout".

It was clearly more than just a few beers. You could smell the whiskey permeating through the suffocating air of the car. You felt the dread settling in the pit of your stomach. But you were nearly home now. Just a teeny bit longer and you'd be home. And Lee would be there, and all would be alright.

Until he sped past the exit for your street.

"Uh...Davey. That was my turn off..." you exclaimed, the nerves starting to show.

Davey said nothing, keeping his eyes on the road.

"Davey?" you asked again.

Still no response.

"Look, if you let me out right here that's fine. I'll walk the rest of the way. Thanks again for the ride".

You rattled the passenger door handle, but of course you can't open police cars from the inside if you're in the backseat.

"Fuck" you muttered. You were now really scared. You could feel the hairs on your arms standing on end.

"I can think o'a few ways you can thank me for the ride" mumbled Davey.

You looked up to the mirror to find his eyes staring back at you. They looked dead, dark. Like the eyes of a shark.

"Just let me out the fucking car Davey and nobody has to know about this" you spat, trying to sound authoritative but coming off more pleading.

"I've seen the way you look at me" he garbled.

"What?" you spat.

"I've seen it. You're always smilin' at me. I know you want me..."

"You're drunk. You don't know what you're talking about. Just pull over, now". Your heart was beating painfully in your chest. Every sense felt heightened.

"Don't play hard to get" he mumbled.

"This is ridiculous, stop! What about Julie?" you shouted. Desperately trying the door again to no avail.

"What she don't know won't hurt her".

He pulled over abruptly onto a dirt road. Before you knew it he was climbing over the seats towards you, his eyes blazing with lust and anger. You began to scream, doing your best to fight him off. You managed to land a few blows but he overpowered you, flipping you over and tearing at your clothes, pummelling you.

You let your mind go blank, switching yourself off and closing your eyes. It was as if you left your body. You were no longer in the cruiser, you were home safe with Lee. Everything was okay.

Lee.

Your heart hurt as you thought about him, he was going to think you'd stood him up. That you didn't want to go on the date with him. But you did want to go. It's all you wanted.

But instead you had willingly stepped into the mouth of a wolf.

Arthur would probably say you had deserved this. How silly of you to act the way you had. Parading around town having sex with men you didn't know.

You're not sure exactly when Davey had finished but you eventually realised the car was moving again. He had returned to the front seat and was driving in silence. You slowly pulled your torn dress back over your head, wincing at the soreness which had enveloped your body.

He drove up to your front door and got out, stepping around to the back passenger side and opening it for you wordlessly. You slumped out into the cold air, refusing to look at him or acknowledge him as you sloped up to your house.

"One more thing, buttercup" Davey called out behind you. You didn't turn to face him, but stopped in your tracks. "Don't forget...nobody would believe you".

And you knew he was right.

#ee bodecker x reader #sheriff lee bodecker #lee bodecker #lee bodecker x you #lee bodecker x female reader #Awakened fic

[sugarpopss]

Lee Bodecker Blurb (2)

This one has actual masturbation in it yay!!! I watched an entire episode of 'I've got a secret' for this and honestly it's not a bad show.

ummm warning for tugging the dick and shame and feedism and me being too into the research

“Is it an element of some kind? Heat? Fire?” 

Bess Meyerson was asking the questions, but would probably get buzzed out soon. Regardless, her melodic voice drowned out the creaks and groans of the old cabin quite nicely. What Miss America 1945 couldn’t drown out were Lee’s sounds, the grunts and huffs he couldn’t help but let out as he shoved his boxers down and grasped his cock in a spit slick hand. 

He focused on Bess’s dark eyes, the way her lips formed the next question (“You have to skate over it, around it, near it?”) the sweep of her neck and the shape of her bust, enthralling even on a 16-inch screen. Equally as enthralling, though not nearly as pretty as a game show panelist, was the weight of Lee’s gut, packed full and warm, weighing him down into the couch cushions. He could feel the ache of food shifting, his stomach trying its very hardest to digest everything inside of it. If he was honest with himself, that feeling alone could’ve gotten him at least half hard. 

Hell, he’d been half hard when he’d torn the cellophane wrapping off a package of waffle creams, cock swelling in anticipation of the feeling of the cookies settling heavy in his gut on top of the TV dinner he’d already had. A strange sort of self-disgust had settled over Lee about halfway through the cookies, a feeling not unfamiliar nor unwelcome. 

Sure, he was disgusted with himself for such behavior-bingeing on junk, every lonely divorcee and slovenly cop joke come to life. It was pathetic and unseemly. 

But by God, it felt so fucking good. The warm weight of fullness helped in every way-helped him get to sleep and filled the cavernous loneliness inside of him for a little bit. And it made him so, so painfully hard. 

Really, he just needed Bess (or Betsy Palmer or Nancy Walters or Beverly Bentley) to get him past the finish line. 

Lee tightened his grip on his cock, sped up the movement of his hand. Bess’s voice had faded and been replaced with a commercial, but he was so close to the edge that it didn’t matter. In his minds eye, her face blended with his ex-wifes; less a whole, solid picture and more an association of vague images, Bess’s hair and Flos perfume and hands and skin and sweat, the warmth of his stuffed gut and the shame and disgust and arousal all mingling and mixing to form the electric shock that made him tip his head back and groan like a bull bellowing in rut. 

By the time Lee was able to shake the post-orgasm haze from his brain, ‘I’ve Got a Secret’ was over and his cum was drying tacky on his hand. He shifted, stripped his undershirt-also spattered with cum-off and tossed it somewhere out of sight. He’d wash it later, along with the rest of his clothes. The automatic washing machine was the one thing he’d invested in when he’d moved from he and Flos house (former house-Flo had sold it and moved down to Virginia less than three months after their divorce was finalized) to the dusty old cabin. Nobody would want to re-elect a sheriff who went around looking like an unkempt sack of shit with a dirty, wrinkled uniform, or who smelled like his own jizz and sweat all day. 

He felt like a sack of shit, though, in uniform or out of it-lonely, melancholic, getting fat and jerking off to women playing rigged guessing games.

#i need to be put the fuck down i am exhibiting unwell behavior #the devil all the time #tdatt #the devil all the time fanfic #lee bodecker #lee bodecker fanfic #re-elect sheriff bodecker #chubby lee bodecker #feedism fic #sebastian stan feedism #my writing

[nickfowlerrr]

sweet as sugar 💘

part one / part two / part three / part five

pairing: lee bodecker x reader

warnings: 18+ only. a whole lotta fluff and a whole lotta smut. unprotected sex. reader gets a little sick.. i don’t think there’s anything else, but if you feel something should be tagged that i didn’t mention, please let me know!

words: 6.4k

notes: i love them so much 🥺 i hope you guys like this as much as i do. it’s super fluffy but they’re so cute. part five is basically completely lined out, and has been for like a year lol, i just need to fill it in properly now that part three and four are finished. get your fill of fluff now bc part five is a little more angsty.. but it’ll be good i swear 😚 anyway! as always, feedback and comments are more than welcome, i’d love to know what you think. i hope you guys like it and thank you for reading and reblogging 🥰

A little over an hour later, you were surprised by Lee pulling into his own driveway. You turned to him from your seat and raised an eyebrow at him.

“You forget something?” you asked.

“No. I told you I was taking you to dinner, didn’t I?”

“You said you had reservations at a restaurant,” you laughed.

“I do. Table for 2 at The Sheriff’s Abode,” he said with a smirk.

“The Sheriff’s Abode, huh? Never heard of it. How’s the reviews?”

“5 stars. I eat here almost every night,” he replied as he got out of the cruiser and helped you after him.

You laughed again and shook your head at him - following behind as he led you to his front door. You found yourself nervously chewing your lip as he stood there unlocking it. You hadn’t actually been to his place before. Sure, you had planned to go there on multiple occasions, but considering yours was closer to the station than Lee’s house, you just always ended up there instead. As he pushed the door open and ushered you inside, you took your time looking around. It was a big house. A lot bigger than you had imagined it to be. The living room off to the side had an olive green sofa against the back wall and a sitting chair in the same style to the right of it, with a recliner to the left that was angled in the direction of the television that was on a stand against the wall opposite the furniture. And a coffee table, too, with an ashtray and a small candy dish filled with a mix of candies. Your heart warmed at that. You knew how much Lee enjoyed his sweets, but there was more to it, knowing that they helped curb his desire to drink, had helped him kick the habit. Sure some could say it was switching one bad habit for another, but you knew better.

He didn't let his indulgences get the best of him anymore. You remember when you first started working at the station, everytime you walked into his office to give him something, be it messages, or files, or just another cup of coffee, there would be candy wrappers scattered around his desk and his trash can would be full of them by the end of the day. Now, though, he’d had the same dish of hard candies on his desk for the past month and hardly remembered they were there half the time. Instead of trying to drown his problems in a bottle or distracting himself with desserts, he was a lot better about talking about his issues and not letting them eat at him. Now he wasn’t perfect, but he was better. And you assured him you’d always be a shoulder for him to lean on. In general he just seemed like he was happier..and that made you happy, too.

As you continued looking around, you admired how neat and well kept everything was. As you entered the kitchen just beyond the living room, you found it much the same.

Everything had a place and there wasn’t even a dirty dish in the sink. You turned to Lee as you spoke, “Wow. Is it always this neat or did you tidy up just for me?”

“I try to keep the place clean, really there’s not much to clean around here anywhere. When I’m not at the station or on patrol, I’m with you. I get home, eat dinner, get ready for bed, sleep, get up for work, head to the station and do it all again,” he said while he took ingredients out of his fridge and cabinets. “Though I will admit, I did make sure everything looked nice before I left this morning. Gotta make sure I leave you with a good impression of the house, seeing as you’re gonna be around here more often now,”

“Oh, am I?” you quipped.

“Every chance I get to have you here, I’m gonna take,” he stated as he turned to look at you. “You can look around, if you want. Bathroom is upstairs and the dining room is just across from the living room. You can get comfortable,” he told you as he moved to wash his hands in the kitchen sink that you were standing next to, “Won’t be too long before this is done,” he finished.

“I will absolutely look around, but I can do that after. I can help you make dinner,” you offered but Lee simply shook his head.

“No, darlin’. You’ve been in the kitchen long enough since Thursday. You get the day off, I wanna make something for you this time,” he insisted as he gently pushed you out of the kitchen and into the living area again, “I trust you’ll find your way back here, but I’ll come find you when it’s ready if you don’t,” you stopped and almost turned around to ask if there was anything you could do to help, but he spoke again before you got a word out, “Table’s already set so don’t even ask,” he finished with a playful slap to your bottom that caused you to let out a small squeak.

“Lee,” you gasped, smoothing down the skirt of your dress as you turned to him, causing him to chuckle.

“Sorry, sugar. Couldn’t help myself,” he said lustfully as he grabbed your waist and pulled you into him. “I love you being here, in my house. Feels right,” he said as he looked down at you. You responded by leaning up and kissing him softly on the lips.

“Anywhere feels right with you,” you whispered. You felt him squeeze you a little tighter before he let you go and spun you around.

“Go on, darlin’. And you can turn on the tv if you get bored. This won’t take long,” he said again.

“Alright, alright. I’m going. Don’t get mad at me if you catch me snooping through your things. You’ve brought this upon yourself now,” you said as you walked toward the staircase leading to the second level. Lee didn’t say anything, you just heard him laugh in response.

After a few minutes passed and he was sure you were distracted upstairs, Lee went out to his car and grabbed the overnight bag he packed for you, along with the basket of apples you had left on the seat. He thought if you heard him going out, you’d assume he was just getting that anyway and wouldn’t think anything of it. He was relieved to not find you waiting for him when he came back inside and went to set your bag down on the chair next to the sofa before returning to the kitchen where he placed the basket. Before he could really get started on making anything, though, he heard you coming back down the stairs.

You went through each room. There were two spare bedrooms down the hall upstairs, and of course the master bedroom where Lee slept. It was very well kept and smelled just like him. You couldn’t deny that you felt at home, though that didn’t surprise you at all. You sat on his bed and imagined what it would be like to fall asleep there with Lee holding you in his arms. Then your mind wandered to what it would feel like to be there beneath Lee…making you his again and again. You quickly got up and squeezed your thighs together while smoothing the skirt of your dress again. You couldn’t think about that right now. Lee was trying to impress and take care of you, going out of his way to make you a lovely dinner, while welcoming you into his home for the first time and here you were just fantasizing about him laying you down and taking you apart. Shame on you, you chided yourself. You’re acting like a horny teenager, you need to get yourself together. You looked into the mirror attached to his dresser and attempted to collect yourself before walking back downstairs. As you walked down the very last step, Lee came around the corner.

“Hi,” you breathed, looking briefly surprised at his abrupt appearance as you greeted him where he stood directly in front of you. You found yourself gazing into his bright blue eyes and almost immediately lost any semblance of self control you had tried to latch onto just a minute previous.

“Found anything interesting up there?” he asked jokingly.

“Well… that comfy looking bed certainly caught my eye,” you said suggestively as you stared up at him, wrapping your arms around his waist and pulling him closer so that you were against his chest.

Warm, he was always so warm. You smiled into his chest as he wrapped his arms around you in return and then pulled back to look at him, his gaze boring into your own.

“Did it now?” he smirked.

“Mhm. Looked big enough to roll around in, too..”

“Well that’s a theory I’d love to test out with you, sugar,” he said as he leaned down to catch your lips in his. You stood there a minute just kissing, losing yourselves in one another before you started to pull back and turn to tug him up the stairs with you. He gently grabbed your arms before pulling you back to face him.

“After I make you dinner, pretty girl,” he chuckled, earning him a pout from you in return.

You huffed, “Or you can just make dinner after and… have me right now,”

“Such a needy little thing, ain’t cha,”

“Just for you, Sheriff,’ you simpered as you stared up at him. You could tell you were winning him over, and from the way his pupils dilated when you brushed up even closer against him, your chest firmly against his, you knew he was going to give in.

And Lee would always give in to you. All he ever wanted to do since meeting you was make you happy. Anything you could ask for, he would give you. You already had all of his heart. He was entirely consumed by you. He was desperately in love with you. So, dinner be damned, he thought. He didn’t want to wait any longer, especially with you standing in front of him, looking at him the way you did, willingly giving yourself to him to take as he pleased. And he’d give the same to you in return. Always.

He groaned when your hand brushed the front of his pants, his noticeable bulge growing at your gentle touch and the mere thought of you naked on his bed for him.

“Hell, you know I can’t deny you when you look at me so pretty, babydoll. Go head back up, I’ll be right behind you,” he said before kissing you again, letting himself get a little more rough with you before letting you go as you bit your lip lightly and watched him back away to head back to the kitchen. You felt excited as you turned and headed straight for his bedroom.

Lee worked quickly throwing all the food that needed to be put back in the fridge away before he grabbed your bag off the couch and brought it upstairs with him, dropping it by the bedroom door before he made his way inside. His heart clenched in his chest at the sight he was greeted with when he pushed the door open.

You had stripped and laid yourself down on his bed, clad only in your bra and panties. He unconsciously licked along his bottom lip as he drank you in.

Pushing yourself up on your elbows, you beckoned him closer.

“You gonna join me, Sheriff?” you asked demurely.

He was on you in the blink of an eye, his weight pushing you into the bed as he found your lips, kissing you fervently. The sight of you all laid out for him on his bed was making him near feral. His lips trailed down your neck as you mewled at his touches, his hands sliding down your sides before snaking around your back to unclasp your bra. Once he removed the garment, his attention was all on your full breasts. He took one of your nipples into his hot mouth and suckled on the bud while his hand played with your other, squeezing your breast, kneading it in his large hand before he let go of the breast in his mouth and delivered the same attention to the other. Light gasps and mewls were tumbling from your lips as your hands ran through his short hair.

“Lee,” you moaned when he sucked hard at your pert nipple, teeth grazing your delicate skin. You started pulling at his shirt, urging him to get undressed with you. He took his pullover off, but then went right back to attacking your skin with his lips. It took longer than you would have liked for him to focus on getting the rest of his clothes off, but you couldn’t deny enjoying the way he continued showering you in kisses and love bites in the meanwhile.

Finally, he rid himself of his pants quickly while you worked at unbuttoning his shirt before he took over and removed it completely. You tugged again at his undershirt, wanting it off, too. Soon you were both in only your underwear as your lips returned to his, you pulling him back down on top of you, hands wandering each other's bodies like it was the first time all over again. You’d never get enough of him, you swore it.

You felt his cock against you, hard and hot, and sticky you realized. Looking down, you saw he was leaking precum onto his stomach and yours as the head of his cock was sticking out of his briefs. You grabbed at the briefs and tugged them down, allowing his cock to spring free. You moaned at the sight of him.

“Like what you see, sugar?” he grinned, causing you to giggle in return as you brought your hand down to stroke him gently, all the while nodding in response.

“It’s all yours,” he breathed headily, squeezing his eyes tight at the pressure you were applying while you twisted your hand around his length. He was holding himself above you before he moved to sit on his haunches, the movement not interrupting your own as you sat up with him.

“Lay down, darlin’,” he instructed as he removed your hand from around his cock while you huffed, going to argue, you decided against it when he shot a look your way telling you you’d better just listen. You swallowed hard and laid back down on the bed. His hands trailed from your breasts, down your sides lightly tickling you as they did until he landed on your hips. He traced the laced lined hem of your panties before you lifted your hips to help him get them down as he pulled them off of you completely, humming in pleasure as he spread your legs open to find you wet and ready for him. He couldn’t help himself from getting a taste of you, his favorite sweet. As his lips kissed your wet sex, you moaned out at the delicious feeling. His tongue slipped out past his lips as he took hold of your thighs, pulling you closer to him as he licked through your delicate folds. He was having the time of his life devouring you as you whimpered and whined and writhed around from the pleasure he was giving you, your hands holding him ever closer as you began to move against him. His nose was nudging at your clit while he ate you out like a man starved before he slipped two thick fingers into you, making you gasp out at the unexpected stimulation. While he continued lapping at you, massaging you with his fingers, hitting just the right spot, you were becoming more and more of a mess for him, pleas and moans of his name tumbling from your lips as he brought you closer and closer to your orgasm. The moment his sweet lips wrapped around your sensitive clit, he had you seeing stars as you came on his fingers that continued coaxing you through your orgasm, his mouth still sucking at your bundle of nerves, not leaving you until he was thoroughly satisfied.

“Oh, Lee,” you nearly cried, tugging him back on top of you. He followed your movements and as he leaned over you and brought his lips back to yours. You moaned at the taste of yourself still on his tongue.

“You’re so good, Lee. So good,” you panted out your praise while he continued kissing everywhere he could.

Your thighs were spread wide around him as your hands clutched at his built back and you found yourself getting impatient as you rolled your hips up to signal your want. He hissed at the contact against his heavy cock.

“Fuck, sweetheart. So impatient. Don’t you worry, baby. I’m gonna give you exactly what you need,” he told you, voice thick with lust.

You let your hands trail up and down his back while he kissed down your neck once more. He pulled back, smirking at you while you stared at him, your need clear on your face, eyes begging for him. He grabbed his cock and moved it up and down your dripping pussy, teasing your clit with his tip while you whined more. He tsked at you when your leg twitched and you tried to wiggle your hips to get more friction, moving his hand to hold you still.

“I just told you I’m gonna give you what you need, didn’t I?” he asked, voice even deeper now.

You didn’t answer at first, just staring at him with your mouth slight agape.

“Didn’t I?” he repeated himself, sending a thrill through you as he spoke so authoritatively.

“Yes, Sheriff, you did,” you ekked out.

“Then why do you keep fuckin fidgiting?” he growled as his grip on your hip got tighter. You whimpered before you forced yourself to respond.

“‘M sorry, Sheriff,”

“You gonna be my good girl, now, aren’tcha, darlin’,” he asked, though it wasn’t so much a question as an order and it set you alight.

“Yes, I’ll be good, Lee, I promise,” you breathed out while lightly running your nails down his back. He leaned back down and kissed you, passionately, though you could feel his tenderness running through as he released his hold on your hip and instead ghosted his fingers down your thighs.

“Good girl,” he praised against your lips. You keened at the praise and couldn’t hide your smile as you took in his words.

You watched as he lined himself up at your entrance before he used his free hand to get you to look back up at his face, holding eye contact with you as he slowly pushed himself inside of you. Your mouths both fell open at the feeling before he leaned down and kissed you again, soft and deep, as he pulled back out to the tip, before sliding right back in your snug walls. Your breath hitched as he moved a little faster, his soft belly pressing against your own as he leaned over you, pushing your thighs up while he put his weight against you as he continued to thrust in you. His breath was heavy and each time he moaned, you felt yourself squeeze his cock in response, his noises turning you on even more.

As he held your thighs, your own hands clutched at the sheets beneath you while you moaned out. His every thrust stimulating your clit and g-spot simultaneously. You couldn’t escape the onslaught of pleasure he was giving you and you didn’t want to. You moved your hand down to rub your clit while Lee rocked into you.

“Fuck, sugar, you got me aboutta burst,” he groaned as he hit into you deeper with every stroke as his hips continued grinding against you.

“I’m gonna come, Lee. Oh, you’re gonna make me come,” you cried beneath him.

“Let go, baby. Let me feel you squeeze my cock while you come all over me,” he panted. You didn’t need to hear anything else, the moment he told you to let go, you felt your walls tighten even more around his length as you cried out a “fuck”, your second orgasm of the night hitting you like a freight train, completely taking over you and your senses.

The tightening of your slick walls around him had him losing himself in your pussy. After a few more thrusts, your name, intermingled with curses, was falling from his lips as he came as deep as he could get himself inside of you. He rode out both of your highs before he slowly pulled out of you, groaning at the feeling and the sight of his come leaking from you as you whined at the loss of him filling you. He once again leaned over you, your body clearly spent, as he held your face in his hands, kissing you tenderly yet fervently. He only pulled away when you were both out of breath.

“Don’t move, sweetheart,” he breathed against your cheek as he nuzzled against you for a second before he got up off the bed.

You watched him move to the bathroom as you caught your breath, looking around your eyes landed on the nightstand next to the bed, noticing a frame you hadn’t realized was there earlier. You sat up and reached over to get a better look at it. Your eyes widened at the sight, your hand coming up to cover your mouth before you grabbed it off the stand. In the black frame was a picture that had been taken at the station of you and Lee. You were both laughing as he sat on the side of your desk and you were looking up at him from your chair, admiration clear on your face as his eyes were squinted from the happiness spread across his face as he looked back at you. You had never seen that picture before, you had no idea it even existed. But it was now your favorite picture to ever exist. Lee walked back in the room and saw you looking at the photo.

“Vera took that at the office party the other month. She was gonna put it up in the break room with the others, but I convinced her to let me have it,” he smiled. “I was gonna show you but I knew you’d want to keep it and, you know I’m a selfish bastard, I wanted to have it here, to see you smiling like that every morning I get up and every night before I go to bed,” he continued.

You turned to him with tears in your eyes, laughing lightly.

“You’re not selfish, Lee,” you shook your head at him, admonishing him lightly. “But you are right,” you smiled. “I would’ve taken it for myself, too.”

He climbed back on the bed, taking the frame from your hand and putting it back in it’s place before he gently pushed you to lie back down.

“Thought I told you not to move,” he spoke quietly against your cheek before kissing you gently.

“Sorry,” you hummed as you fought a smile while he moved back between your legs, and you finally took notice of the washcloth he had in his hand.

Gently, he cleaned you up, treating you with such care, you felt like a princess in his bed, your hands playing in his hair as he kneeled in front of you. When he was done, he helped you up and as you got off the bed, he stood behind you, his arms wrapping around your waist as you melted into him, your head reclining against his solid chest as you placed your hands atop his, just enjoying his comfort as he nuzzled into your neck before letting you go. You smiled as you continued into the bathroom, relieving yourself and washing up before you returned to the room.

You weren’t sure what time it was, but the sky was dark from what you could tell from behind the curtains. Though you really didn’t want to, you knew you should probably be getting home soon. Lee had slept over at your place before, but you had never slept at his, or any man’s house, for that matter. And you weren’t prepared to stay the night either. You didn’t have anything with you. It’d be best just to get home and see Lee tomorrow, you thought begrudgingly.

“Why’re you sulking, doll?” Lee asked worriedly.

“‘M not,” you said as he pulled you back on the bed with him, wrapping his arms around you.

“‘S not what your face is sayin,” he prodded. “What’s wrong?”

“Well, it’s getting late, isn’t it. I should probably be leavin soon,” you muttered.

“You wanna leave?” he asked, sounding hurt.

“I didn’t say that,” you responded swiftly. “And I don’t… just seems like the next logical step would be for me to go home.”

“I think the next logical step would be to get your pajamas on while I order us a pizza before we get ready for bed,” he argued.

You smiled at the thought, “That’d be nice, wouldn’t it,” you laughed. “Too bad I don’t have any sleepwear,” you said as if it was obvious.

“Don’t you?” he asked before he got up and walked to his door, grabbing your bag off the floor. You stared perplexed as he brought the bag to you and opened it up, pulling out your pajamas and handing them to you as you stared stupidly at the clothes.

“When did-?” you began to question before he answered you, knowing what you were going to say.

“When you were getting ready this morning. I told you I had this day all planned out,” he smiled.

“You planned out getting me naked in your bed, Sheriff?” you asked, pretending to be scandalized.

He laughed at you as he went in to kiss you sweetly, “I love you,” he smiled against your lips as he spoke without really thinking. You froze as he pulled away, clearly he hadn’t realized what he had said.

“What’d you say?” you rasped, grabbing his hand before he pulled away completely, eyes searching his looking for some sort of recognition in them.

He looked at you a moment, before he realized what he said, looking down at your hand in his, squeezing it before he looked back up at you.

“I was gonna wait for a better moment to tell you that,” he breathed.

“Say it again,” you whispered.

He looked you in the eyes, gazing adoringly at you as you were both still at your most vulnerable.

“I love you,” he said as he leaned in to kiss you again. Your hands went to his face, pulling him to you as you kissed him, pouring every once of love you had for him into it.

“I love you,” you breathed against his lips, voice nearly breaking as you teared up again..the third time that day, you realized. Normally, you weren’t so emotional, but lately you kinda felt like you were all over the place. You didn’t overthink it, though. This was an emotional moment, you were allowed to cry. You pulled him closer, wrapping your arms around him as he did the same, discarding the bag of your things back on the floor, your pajamas following suit as you rolled on the sheets with him, giggling now.

“You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to say that to you,” he said.

“I think I have some idea,” you smiled before nuzzling into his chest as he held you close.

“Would you mind staying the night with me, darlin’? I meant what I said earlier. I want to see you every morning when I wake up and every night before I go to sleep.”

“I’d like nothing more,” you nodded as you moved up to kiss his cheek, moving your leg to lay across his torso as you leaned up further to take his lips in yours again. “I love you so much, Lee,” you sighed as you rested your head against his. His hand gripped your thigh that was laying on him as he kissed your temple. “I love you more,” he swore quietly.

Your stomach growled suddenly, causing you both to laugh. “You said something about ordering a pizza,” you smiled sheepishly.

A little while later found you eating a slice of pizza, cozy in your warm pajamas while Lee got changed upstairs. You and Lee couldn’t keep your hands to yourselves when you were waiting for the food to be delivered and that resulted in you having another round of sex, this one even sweeter and gentler than before. When you were both beyond satisfied, you decided to just get in the shower together, the both of you sweaty from the day's activities anyway. After drying off, you found your pjs and got dressed. When the knock came downstairs, you were a little preoccupied with Lee’s cock down your throat. You had no explanation as to why, but you had just been so needy and horny lately, you couldn’t help yourself. Luckily, you had put your pajamas on before you had dropped to your knees before Lee as you interrupted him getting his own on. He handed you the money from his wallet that you’d need to pay the delivery man and you made your way downstairs to get the food after you wiped your face clean.

Lee finally joined you and after you both finished eating, you made your way back upstairs. Lee had a toothbrush for you and your heart leaped at the thought he had put into tonight, making sure you’d have everything you’d need and that you were comfortable.

When you were both ready for bed, you nestled up to him under the covers while he wrapped his arms around you protectively.

“This is nice,” you commented in the comfortable quiet.

“This is perfect,” he murmured in return, squeezing you a little tighter. “God, I love you, angel,” he spoke, his exhaustion evident in his voice.

“I love you more,” you swore, your voice thick with sleep as well. You felt him kiss your forehead lovingly, his hands rubbing your back soothingly before you finally fell asleep in his warm embrace.

The turning of your stomach woke you up, and you crawled out of bed, careful not to wake Lee up as you did. You rushed to the bathroom as soon as your feet touched the cold ground, shutting the door quietly before you threw the lid of the toilet up. After your stomach was empty and you were sure you were done being sick, wiping your forehead and trying to calm your heaving throat you flushed and went to the sink, washing your hands before throwing some water on your face. It must have been the pizza, you told yourself. You knew you had a slice too many, but you didn’t think it would have made you so sick. The morning light was shining through the small bathroom window so you rinsed your mouth with water and you brushed your teeth before walking back into the room.

Lee was still sleeping peacefully and you didn’t want to worry him over nothing, so you crawled back under the blankets and nuzzled against him once again. It was Sunday morning and it couldn’t have been past 7am. You didn’t want to wake him up, but as you laid there, you were starting to get a little ancy. Still doing your best not to disturb him, you slipped out again and made your way downstairs. You figured you could make him some coffee, and see if he had anything you could make for breakfast. You couldn’t imagine the last time he probably had breakfast in bed, and you smiled to yourself at the idea of how sweet it would be to do for him.

As you brewed the coffee and scrambled some eggs, you heard creaking coming down the steps. You spun around as Lee entered the kitchen, a smile gracing your face as you held the whisk in your hand still.

“There you are darlin’. I missed waking up to that pretty face of yours,” he cooed as he walked up to you, trapping you against the counter as his hands wrapped around your waist, his lips softly brushing yours as your eyes shut in bliss.

“Good morning, sweetheart,” he kissed you again.

“Good morning,” you breathed, “I made coffee,” you mumbled against his lips before you kissed him again, deeper this time.

“Mm,” he hummed against your lips as he pulled back and stood to his full height.

“I was gonna give you breakfast in bed,” you pouted slightly.

“I was hoping you would too,” he winked. Your mouth fell open, as you swatted his shoulder and he chuckled at your reaction.

“I’m serious,” you added.

“I’m serious, too, sugar,” he argued. “But this is good, too, dontcha think?

Let me make breakfast with you,” he simpered as he took the whisk and bowl from you, taking over.

“The mugs are in that cabinet, there,” he nodded toward the cabinet behind you. You got two out and poured you each a cup of coffee, though the smell had your stomach turning again and you took a deep breath, swallowing down the lump in your throat, willing your stomach to settle. You kept the mug, but didn’t drink any, not wanting to really make yourself sick. You prepared Lee’s cup all the same while he started on pancakes.

You could feel yourself smiling like a fool as you watched him work on the food, eventually walking up behind him and wrapping your arms around him, hugging him while you pressed your cheek to his back, squeezing him tight. He put down the spatula he was holding and took your hands on his stomach in his, turning around to look down at you with a smile of his own.

“You really are the prettiest little thing I’ve ever seen,” he admired you.

“You’re not too bad yourself, handsome,” you smiled back, pushing against him.

“Ah, don't get me started, sugar,” he groaned. “You’re gonna make me burn the pancakes,” he accused.

You laughed at him, pulling away gently before you leaned back against the counter behind you.

“Plus I don’t wanna wear you out so early. I plan on making the most of our day off today, darlin’,” he told you as he took the pancakes off the griddle and piled them onto a plate.

“Oh yeah? What’ve you got planned for us?”

He turned to you and looked you up and down, eyes darker already as he got closer. “We’ll start with breakfast,” he began smoothly, wrapping his strong arms around your waist. “Then I’m gonna take you back up to bed,” he continued, leaning down and placing a kiss to your cheek, “and see how many times I can make you come before you’re beggin’ me to stop,” he purred in your ear while you melted into him weakly as he spoke.

“Then we’ll have lunch. And I’ll make love to you all over again before I finally get to make you dinner,” he said as he tilted your face up to look at him. “And after that,” he said, kissing you softly again, “I’ll take you back upstairs for dessert,” he smirked.

“Sounds like we have a full day ahead of us,” you breathed, feeling yourself get hot as you leaned further into him. He nodded in agreement as he licked his lip.

“And seeing as you’re gonna be naked all day, you’ll still have a perfectly good outfit for work tomorrow. That is if you wanna stay again,” he proposed.

“Yeah?” you asked coyly as you pulled back from him before he grabbed your hands in his.

“Mhm,” he nodded, pulling you back against him.

“Well..in that case,” you simpered, “I guess I’ll stay,” you pretended to acquiesce before you hugged him warmly, smiling into his chest when he kissed the top of your head.

The smell of the bacon Lee had put on was taking over your senses and you suddenly found yourself feeling a lot hungrier than you thought you were, especially after your little bit of sickness earlier. Lee served you a plate and made one of his own as you enjoyed each other’s company, eating and talking about whatever crossed your minds.

As Lee took your empty plate and put it in the sink to join his, he turned to look at you. His eyes were shining with happiness as he just stared for a moment.

“I’m really happy you’re here,” he told you sincerely.

“I’m really happy I’m here, too,” you smiled back.

“I think I could get used to this. I’d like to see you here all the time,” he continued.

“Well, you might just have to,” you pondered. “I’m getting pretty comfortable around here already.”

“That’s not a problem for me,” he assured you. “I’d keep you with me forever if I could.”

“Careful there Sheriff or you’re gonna find yourself stuck with me,” you warned him as you leaned up on your tip toes to kiss him sweetly.

“That’s the plan, darlin’,” he said against your lips as he went in for a deeper kiss. “Let’s get you back in bed, huh,” he suggested with a devilish look in his clear blue eyes.

“Sounds good to me, honey,” you agreed, voice dripping with desire as you eyed him wantingly.

Without another word, Lee was pulling you up the stairs with him as he led the way back to his bedroom where you were sure to spend the better part of your day lavashing your love on one another. You could spend the rest of your life with him and you didn’t think you’d ever get over how lucky or in love you were. You laughed as Lee pushed you down on the bed and crawled on top of you, attacking you with kisses as his hands pulled at your clothes. Yesterday was amazing, but you were sure today and every day after would only be better with Lee at your side.

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Need You (Part 26) (18+)

Lee Bodecker x f/Reader

WARNINGS: This is smut. If you are under the age of 18, please do NOT read this. Swearing. Unprotected sex (always remember to use protection). Ddlg, step-father/step-daughter. Reader is legal age.

Just like all my other stories, this has not been proofread, but please enjoy.

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Main Masterlist ♡ The Devil All the Time Masterlist ♡ Lee Bodecker Masterlist ♡ Need You Masterlist

Summary: F/Reader is the step-daughter of Lee, who has taken care of her ever since her mother walked out on them. The two of them have always been able to keep the sexual tension at bay until one night.

YN's POV:

It has only been a few weeks since Owen came into our lives. Our Mom went to jail. Him and Lee put his bedroom together and he was enrolled in school for the very first time.

His first day of school, not only was I nervous, but so was he. Owen doesn't like being around new people and he has hardly left mine or Lee's side since he came into our lives.

But the moment he saw a bunch of a children his own age, he relaxed somewhat and as he walked into the school for the first time, a few of the boys in his class came running up to him, asking him a bunch of questions.

Yes, Owen was doing just fine settling into life here in Knockemstiff.

But with an older child in the house now, Lee and I had to put some ground rules down.

First Lee put a lock on our bedroom door as we still very much needed alone time. When it is locked, that means do not disturb us unless there is an emergency. We went over what is an emergency and what isn't.

But right now, Owen is at school. Ray and Don are having a nap in their room and my husband in laying on his stomach, with his head between my thighs, with his gorgeous mouth and fingers bringing me to my second orgasm of the day.

My legs were shaking around his head as I got closer and closer to the edge. "Right there Daddy." I cried out as his fingers found that spot.

I whined as I came, my back arching off of the bed. My eyes closed as I enjoyed the aftershocks from my orgasm.

But Lee quickly sat up on his legs and slammed into me and didn't move. His head fell to his chest and he let out a low moan as I clenched my pussy around his cock.

"Daddy." I pathetically whimpered.

"Yes babygirl?" He southern drawl sounded even huskier as he answered me.

"Move." I pretty much demanded, but he didn't like that. I cried out as he slapped my thigh.

"You don't tell me what to do darlin'." But he started to finally move. Slowly at first. I wanted, no needed him to go faster, but I didn't say a word. I knew he would cum and leave me there unsatisfied until he came home from work.

"Love this pussy, but I love that ass even more." I shuddered as he pulled out of my pussy and he helped me get on my hands and knees, playing a pillow under my stomach.

I cried out as he harshly thrust two fingers into my pussy and then those same fingers he worked into my ass, stretching it.

But his fingers never stretch me enough, so I relax my body as best as I can as he slides into my ass.

Lee groaned loudly as he bottomed out. He was panting as I tightened my ass around his cock. I can feel his belly resting on my ass.

He pulled out and the pushed back in, roughly. I had to bite the inside of my cheek as not to wake our boys.

Lee set a brutal pace, going almost feral as he fucked my ass. I had my eyes closed, my own fingers were between my legs as I fingered myself.

"Open those pretty eyes." Lee moaned and I did as he asked. The way how he had us, we were facing our dresser mirror.

Our eyes connected in the mirror and I moaned Daddy as that seemed to make his thrusts go faster.

He chubby cheeks were bright red and Lee was sweating but fuck, he looked good. "Gonna cum. Gonna fill this ass." Was all he got out as he shouted my name as he came in my ass. His gaze never once wavering from mine.

He gave me a lazy smile and I moaned as he pulled out. He flipped me onto my back and went back to eating me out.

"Too much Daddy." I whined.

"I know you didn't finish with my cock in you and I never leave you unsatisfied." Was all he said before his mouth and fingers brought me to my last orgasm of the day.

~

For once in what seems like a long time, life in the Bodecker household was calm. The three boys are doing wonderful.

Everything is good at work for Lee and my pregnancy is a bit easier this time around. At least I am not puking as much and that has calmed down during the third trimester.

Yes, life was going great.

But something just had to come a long and fuck it up.

~

It was Saturday and Lee was working and I was making lunch for the boys, when I heard the knock on the door.

I turned off the burners, grabbed the one of the kitchen knives and walked to the front of the house, wondering who could be on our front step during lunch.

I looked through the peephole and saw a man standing there. He had a leather jacket on, and his fingers were covered in rings. He was wearing sunglasses, even though there was no sun as it has been cloudy for a few days now.

I have never seen him before in my life and living in such a small town, you know everybody.

I locked the door as quietly as I could, hoping he wouldn't hear the click. I turned around and held my finger to my mouth to let Owen know to be quiet.

"I know you're in there. I just want the boy."

I turned and looked at Owen. I mouthed 'hide' to him and he ran. I didn't open the door until I knew he was safe. I have no idea where he went too but he was out of sight.

I unlocked the door and and swung it open, with the knife pointed at his face. He looked oddly familiar as I got a good look at him, but I just can't place him.

"No need for the hostility Ma'am. I just want the boy and I will be gone." He isn't from around here. I am thinking more Boston area.

"The only boys here are my boys, now leave before I call cops."

"If it is only you and your sons, then why the knife?" He was trying to get me to talk more. Maybe to get a layout of the house, or try to catch me off guard and barge his way into my home.

I didn't answer him. I just closed the door in his face. Locking it and I even put a chair under the door handle to make sure it was even more secure.

I heard what sounded like a motorcycle leave the front of my house. Now his outfit made sense.

I went around the house and closed all the window coverings. I called for Owen to come out of his hiding spot and he was covered in dust.

"Are you okay?" I asked him as I looked him over.

"Yes." He said to me quietly.

"Go have a quick bath. Lunch is almost ready." I ruffled up his hair and gave him a smile.

I checked on Don and Ray and they were good. Getting grumpy as it was almost lunch but nothing I can't handle.

I put them in their highchairs, and gave them their lunch and hoped they actually eat most of it.

As all three boys were occupied for the time being, I grabbed the phone and dialed the one number I know better than our own phone number.

Lee's direct line at work.

Lee Bodecker's POV:

The Station is just a mad house today. For some reason, these bikers stopped at the edge of town at the dive bar.

When it came time for them to pay their tabs, well let's just say Johnny who owns the bar, is now in the hospital.

Limbs broken. Face so badly beaten in, you can hardly tell it is him.

But one of the waitresses he is fuckin' hid in the back and saw it all. She called us and the whole department descended onto the bar and arrested anyone we could get our hands on.

I have just returned to my office, hoping for some piece and quiet when the phone rang. I groaned as I knew this day was never going to end.

"Sheriff Bodecker." I gruffly said as I answered the phone.

"Lee." I heard the sound of her voice and I couldn't help the small smile that appeared on my face.

"Hello Darlin', it was like you read my mind baby." She always knew when I needed her.

But as she told me why she was calling, the smile disappeared from my face. YN described what he was wearing.

Almost exactly like what every single person we just arrested, was wearing the same outfit.

"And he wanted Owen?"

"Yes, he said he just wanted the boy."

"Did he say why YN?"

"No, but I do have an indication on why he wanted him. Lee, Owen looks like him."

At that moment, a fight broke out in the station and there was screaming and yelling.

"We will talk about this more love but I gotta go, I love you."

"I love you too." And she hung up the phone. I slammed the phone down, not caring at this point if I leave it off the hook as I had shit I have to deal with.

~

It was well past the time I was supposed to be home. It was all hands on deck at the Station to get everyone processed.

I pulled into my driveway and sat in my car for second. I called YN just before I left to say I was coming home and nothing was going to get in my way to get home to her and the boys.

But as I stepped out of my car, I realised I wasn't alone. I heard movement behind me and I had my gun drawn and pointed at the person.

He didn't flinch. He had a toothpick in his mouth and he was leaning against what I assume is his motorcycle.

This must be the fucker that came here earlier and demanded that Owen be handed over.

"Evening Sheriff." He said as he stepped away from his bike.

"Only goin' ask this one time, what do you want?" My gun was still on him.

"Just the boy."

"Turn around and leave this town if you know what is good for you."

"Not without my son. You have two boys from what I can see Sheriff. You understand."

"Get off my property and leave my family alone before I arrest you." He looked like he was going to say something else, but he held is hands up and got on his bike.

"I'll be seeing you around Sheriff." The bike roared to life and the asshole drove off. I never once lowered my gun.

Not until I knew he was gone. I quickly got into my house and locked the door behind me.

Now to talk to YN and see about making a trip to the women's prison to see what the hell we are up against.

Part 25 / Part 27

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[holylulusworld]

I know this has been asked before but I swear I can never find the links of the post of you answering other people. But I just need all of your plus size/ chubby reader 😽🫶 . I love your stories so much and I can’t wait for more, I was just curious to all the other ones you have because I’m never able to find any 🤧🤧.

Hi lovely! I try to list all chubby/curvy/plus-sized reader stories here (any fandom):

MARVEL

(including oder CEvans / SebStan characters)

Steve Rogers:

The assistant masterlist (CEvans characters)

Big girls don’t cry masterlist (AU)

A fresh start masterlist

The captain at a sex shop (also short reader)

Weakling (a/b/o)

Ransom Drysdale:

Once (1) & its sequels Twice, Thrice, Four times & Five times (a/b/o)

His maid

Trust fund prick

Lee Bodecker:

Snuggle Time

Red-Handed

Bucky Barnes:

You are beautiful masterlist

Burned Muffins & its sequels Burned Cookies & Burned Pancakes It's more implied in the 1st chapter that she's plus-sized in this one)

Best night of your life & its sequel Best night of your life (2) (AU)

Fratboys forever? masterlist (AU)

Chubby Bee 🐝 (AU)

The mobster’s cook & its sequels The mobster’s girl, The mobster’s wife (AU)

Tony Stark:

Obsession Stark Style

Fake Diamond

Multichars:

The Fitness Pack masterlist  (Steve Rogers; Sam Wilson; Bucky Barnes, Thor Odinson - they all got a separate story - no poly)

Stucky:

Clingy Love (a/b/o)

Chris Evans:

The heat is on masterlist (a/b/o)

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SPN

Dean Winchester:

The new neighbor (a/b/o)

Broken Word Masterlist (AU)

His meaty mouse masterlist (AU)

911 for love Masterlist (Cop AU)

The Italian touch Masterlist

Foody Queen & its sequel His Foody Queen (AU)

Auction of love (AU/a/b/o)

Granny is the best (AU/a/b/o)

No friend of mine

Low

He’s my man

Ashamed

Sexy Suits

Family bonds

The back-up plan

Sharing Showers

The talk

Breaking your heart was never my intention

The DUFF (AU) it's implied that she's chubby - hence the title duff

Alone, together & its sequel Together, again (AU)

Sam Winchester:

Cocky matchmaker (Sam Winchester)

Soulless Instinct (Soulless!Sam Winchester - a/b/o)

John Winchester:

The Roommate masterlist (AU John Winchester)

Others:

Beautiful Mine (Cain - a/b/o)

Sam/Reader/Dean:

Our Girl Masterlist (AU / poly - no Wincest)

Never be your sexy girl (poly - no Wincest)

Jensen Ackles:

The back-up plan

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DC

Sex you up (Henry Cavill)

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THE BOYS

Dumbass stalker masterlist (Soldier Boy)

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TWD

Negan:

You belong to me

Physical Education (AU)

His favorite (Negan - a/b/o)

#lulu answers #marvel #supernatural #plus sized #chubby reader #curvy reader #plus-sized reader #dean winchester #steve rogers #bucky barnes

[imyourbratzdoll]

🎀- who are your top 3 favorite Sebastian Stan characters and Chris Evans characters?

By the way, I love your writing🩵

hi baby! thank you🥹 I love your writing too!!💗

🎀 - my top three! of each? oh well, gonna do each.

Chris Evans Characters

1. Ari Levinson, obviously🙄 he’s my daddy.

2. Jake Jensen because he’s such a little cutie!!

3. Nomad Steve Rogers! The beard just does things to me😏

Sebastian Stan Characters

1. Steve Kemp because I’m a little bit insane.. and the whole psycho thing does it for me.

2. Bucky Barnes because he’s my baby.

3. Lee Bodecker, the whole chubby cop does it for me🤭 he’s so cute.

thank you for asking these questions!! I missed this💗🥹

#imyourbratzdollasks #sergeantbarnessdollask #ask game #chris evans characters #sebastian stan characters

[sunshinebuckybarnes]

Another month, another rec list ✨ As always please check individual warnings for each fic. You are responsible for your own media consumption. This blog, and the majority tagged, are 18+ only and most of these fics contain adult themes.

Please give these insanelly talented folk some much desereved love 💕

Ransom Drysdale

Take one by @sweaterwearingdumbdork

Ransom Drysdale x F!Reader

House cat by @sidepartskinnyjeans

Ransom Drysdale x reader

Bucky Barnes

*Heaven (won't) help you by @musingsinmoonlight

Dark prince!bucky barnes x female princess reader (modern royalty AU)

Whatever it takes by @angrythingstarlight

Mafia!Bucky x Reader

Sunrise kisses by @buckies-dolle

roommate!Bucky x fem!reader

Blow me away by @angrythingstarlight

Chubby!Baker Bucky x Reader

Just a little crpush by @sidepartskinnyjeans

Bucky Barnes x Reader

*Good to you by @sinner-as-saint

Boyfriend’s Dad!Mob!Bucky x Reader

Video call by @metalbuckaroo

DBF!bucky x f!reader

Waiting on fate by @kinanabinks

CEO!Bucky x reader

The louder the better by @theluxuriousfangirl

Bucky x Female Reader

*Portofino by @buckybleu

mafia!Bucky Barnes x fem!reader

Split you in two by @angrythingstarlight

Beefy Lumberjack Bucky x reader

Pink daisies by @buckyhoney

dom!bucky barnes x reader

Meet me in the city by @buckys-dollface

Mafia!Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

*A sweet old fashioned notion by @sidepartskinnyjeans

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Keep me warm by @metalbuckaroo

SugarDaddy!Bucky x F!Reader

After all these years by @softlysteven

bucky barnes x reader

Thank you, daddy by @sweeterthanthis

Sugar Daddy!Bucky Barnes x F!Reader

There's always one by @summerofsnowflakes

Bucky Barnes x Fem!Avengers Reader

*Petal by @navybrat817

Beefy florist!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader (Petal)

Sam Wilson

Rulebreaker by @fluffyprettykitty

Sam Wilson x fem! reader

Steve Rogers

Wish you were here by @jobean12-blog

Steve Rogers x reader

Make you remember by @maroonsunrise83

Steve Rogers x black female reader

Spiced cider by @beefybuckrrito

Neighbour!steve x reader

Kiss my skin by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

Steve Rogers x Reader

*His inheritance by @jtargaryen18

Mobster Steve Rogers x Mobster daughter reader

Bucky Barnes & Steve Rogers

*Permanent by @navybrat817

Tattooist bucky barnes x female reader x tattooist steve rogers

Sugar by @ramp-it-up

College Steve x College Reader; College Bucky x College Reader

Lee Bodecker

Out of sight, out of mind by @honeystevie

lee bodecker x asian!reader

Destoryer!Chris

Never his by @navybrat817

Destoryer!Chris x reader

Steve Kemp

The hand that feeds by @shamevillain

Steve Kemp x Reader

Jake Jensen

Sweet dreams by @sidepartskinnyjeans

Jake Jensen X Reader

Steve Rogers & Peggy Carter & Bucky Barnes

*Parfois, Vous Avez Besoin D'un Public by @imanuglywombat

Steve Rogers x Reader x Peggy Carter x Bucky Barnes

Ari Levinson

Never enough by @jobean12-blog

Ari Levinson x reader

Splash by @beefybuckrrito

dad's best friend!Ari Levinson x f!reader

#fic rec #may fic recs #ransom drysdale #bucky barnes #sam wilson #steve rogers #lee bodecker #destroyer!chris #steve kemp #jake jensen #ari levinson

[denim-devil]

Would u write for lee bodecker? Chubby Sebastian Stan in a sheriff uniform like-

Uh- YES