#collection of turmoil

[dvasva]

i find... the lan cultivator who compiled the collection of turmoil deeply compelling. like how much did that guy like 'really fucked up music that did horrible things' to hear it and be like 'yeah i want this to be preserved and saved forever in my special tranquility library of my good guy sect who would never use this stuff'

#mdzs #collection of turmoil #i once outlined an entire nearly 90 chapter fic that heavily involved the guy who made that collection #specifically cause i feel so strongly about him #i want mxtx to give me more info about him

[dimpledlianfang]

I wanted to write lyrics to the collection of turmoil instrumental so here you go.

Yes. It's according to the instrumental.

No dages were harmed in the making of this

Today i strum a bitter lullaby

With notes as sharp as a spiritual blade.

The wind is still, as if nothing has been changed.

But what about your soul, hard like Jade.

After the calm ,then the storm must begin.

Building resent inside, soon to unleash.

A las a green gem darkens in the stifling shade.

tell me about your soul, hard like Jade.

A las a green gem darkens in the stifling shade.

Dancing with no joy, but resent.

My ode is soft like the rose without thorns.

But it can distort, and cut like Jade.

#dimpledlianfang #jin guangyao #meng yao #mo dao su zhi #cql #mdzs #the untamed #lianfang zun #mdzs donghua #song of clarity #nie mingjue #chifeng zun #dage #collection of turmoil #guqin #mo dao zu shi

[travalerray]

zero context for what actually happened to LWJ and JGY but also. "Oh no, that a tragedy, my favourite guy and his favourite guy's favourite guy disappeared" "where's mine. Is he okay"

#mdzs #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #mo dao zu shi #jiang cheng #jin ling #kk's writing tag #(honestly this WIP is an exercise for a different far longer one which is basically the diary of the guy who compiled the Collection of #Turmoil told t/ma style aka with lwj copying it out for preservation and lxc adding supplements when required)

[avatardoggo]

waiting for a guy to call you back is such An Experience ™️

#OKAY #so me and FG were SUPPOSED TO HAVE A FACE TO FACE CONVO ABOUT WHAT HE SAID THE LAST TIME (check my last rant post if you dk what im talking #about) ON SUNDAY BUT I RAN OUT THE CAR BC AAAAAA FEELINGS BUT THEN WE WERE SUPPOSE TO MEET TODAY AFTER MY CLASSES BUT HIS BRAKES FOR THE CA #WERE ACTING UP SO HE HAD TO CANCEL BC DUH ITS THE BRAKES THAT CAN CAUSE AN ACCODENT #AND SO WE WERE ON THE PHONE JUST DOING SMALL TALK KINDA DANCING ADOUND THE ACTUAL REASON WHY WE WERE TALKINF #AND THEN HE HAD TO GO BC IG HIS FRINED WAS ON THE OTHER LINE TO HELP HIM WITH HIS CAR SO VALID #AND HE SAID I QUOTE “HOLD UP I’LL CALL YOU BACK’ END QUOTE #4 HOURS AND HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO IM STILL WAITING FOR A CALL LIKE ??????????????? #AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN AFTER AN HOUR OF WAITING HE SENDS ME A MEME #ON INSTAGRAM #LIKE MY LIEGE ARE YOU SEARS?! DO YOU WANT ME TO BLOW A FUSE ??????? LIKE IDEK WHAT IS GOING THROUGH HIS HEAD LIKE OMGOODNESS #i’m Calm Cool and Collected ™️ tho yk? like i’m soooooo normal about this guy and my feelings yk? im just in turmoil on the inside #Friendly Giant ™️ #vk overshares in the tags #mutuals my beloved

[thesoulesscollection]

(Request) Keep Me Stable

Request: I have a request, could you do one with Reg & Carol right after Rhm was defeated and then a timeskip to after he's even given his cybernetics. CopperRight

Maybe not my best work but I enjoyed writing it and I hope you feel the same while reading it. 

Blood. So much. It fills his vision. Reginald felt sick to his stomach. 

"... Oh, shit…" When he hears another voice, familiar, though he could barely hear it as he struggled to breath. "... Regi-?" 

Everything is stained with blood. The floor, walls, even the ceiling up above. Reginald didn't want to think where else it laid as he stumbled back. 

He was shell shocked by the entire ordeal. How can he not be?

His long-term partner, his soulmate, is left in critical condition. A man he loved dear to his heart, he can't be left alone like this, was left for dead, torn apart at the seams, and is now clinging onto life. 

"Reginald" Again he hears her elegant voice, more clearer than the last, deeply soothing, able to command the room, it puts him at ease. "Please, stay with me" 

A firm hand grips his shoulder, she jerks him from the horrible scene into a separate room so he can only focus on her. Throughout he can barely hear her voice coming in one ear out the other, as his vision is a dizzying blur, mind left in an unfocused mush. Until a very concerned Carol is in view. 

"He. H-he's… Rig-" That's when Reginald breaks, speaking incoherently. 

"I know. I know" She whispers so no one else can hear them. "We got him. They're taking good care of him as we speak" 

When attempting to turn his head to look if they were indeed doing what she says, Carol tenderly cups his head he instinctively leans in. 

"He's going to be fine. I know it and so do you" She went to reassure, wiping the tears away. Buried in the back of his mind, he's embarrassed for showing weakness. For being such a coward. He can't even do his title as a leader correctly without almost killing his right hand. 

"H-how. How can you be so sure?" 

Reginald heaves, broken sobs choked back, hunched over, palpitations in his chest, any moment it could either sway in or out of their favor. Death like always would be around that corner now, eager, ready to steal his love from him in an underhanded swoop. 

"I know so. He's tough" Hesitant to believe her is a severe understatement, Reginald fought to not cry. "He won't dare leave your side" 

***

They've been close friends, considering one another as family for years Carol could tell something was up. When she entered his office she saw the man, exhausted, heavy bags under his eyes, and laying his head, messy hair askew, down on the dark oak desk. 

"He's going to be alright, Reginald" She said in a low, calming tone as if she read his mind.  

"I know he will, Carol... He's in stable enough condition after the surgery" As she moves to sit next to him, he shrugs his shoulders. "But I worry" 

"You're allowed to. We didn't think he'll make it but the doctor did her work well" 

Reginald sat up in his seat, nowhere close to reassured, thin fingers pinching the bridge of his nose, "She did. Forever grateful for her work. Nonetheless I regret my choice"

"Why though? He's alive. Doing better then he's done before"

"I know, Carol, dear, I know. What will he say when he wakes up and sees how much he'd changed. I can't bear the idea. Everything will be different" 

"Do you think he would be mad at you? For me, I think he'll be more than grateful" 

They sat in silence together where Reginald balls then unclenched his fists on his lap. "I really hope so. I only want to do what's best for him" 

"You are. He's going to be fine" 

#Requested Fic #Ask me Anything #Send Me Asks #Thsc Fic #Thsc Au #CopperRight #Reginald Copperbottom #Right Hand Man #Carol Cross #Angst #Hurt/Comfort #Blood Mention Tw #Minor Character Injury Tw #Thsc Reginald Copperbottom #Thac Carol Cross #Mentioned Right Hand Man #Henry Stickmin Collection #The Henry Stickmin Collection #Emotional Turmoil #Anxiety Attack Tw #Platonic Relationships

[kuroshirosb]

The 49 days are dangerous, monsters will come get you. The darkness of every corner of the streets, will come take you away. So, bring me flowers everyday. Don’t forget to change the water, please. Go through the winding bumpy alley, come visit me everyday.

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#pokemashe #ashe’s art #Barry Cygnus #rival barry #trainer barry #cw blood #Palmer Cygnus #Charlotte Cygnus #hi welcome to me drawing the Sinnoh trio again #but this time I draw full paintings based off of their arcs #i almost didn’t post this because I wanted to draw all three of them and post them #but I am IMPATIENT #dawn.. probably next. fear of what lies behind her. more flowers too. hopefully i can get the composition right. #i will link Lucas and Dawn’s art on this post and will also collect them in one post. i will also be rambling about their arcs in tags. srr #but. kids who are in the middle of a divorce and repress their true emotions due to perceptions of being a burden and try to make up for it #causing him to get caught up in the crossfire in order to make up for his existing perceptions #but because of his repression. he explodes. and his emotional turmoil with his parent's marriage comes alive for his parents to see #and things happen. and his overflowing emotions result in something he can't take back #but after he's been blessed with a second chance by Giratina he's still very emotionally vulnerable and hates his gift #hisui for him is understanding what happened and is learning to walk on his feet again and coming to understand emotion is as much a curse #as it is a blessing just like knowledge and willpower. because emotion lets us share joy and relief that he truly treasures #and its truly ok for him to be sad and burden others with his emotionalpain especially to those who SHOULD care (dawn lucas and his parents #and he chooses to save the world so he can continue sharing positive emotions that come with sadness with the people he cares about #and take delight in seeing how the world will continue #because the world still needs to grow up and get stronger but more importantly HE still has ways to grow up and be stronger #sinnoh for the three of them at its core is just one big coming of age story after horrific events coated with layers of existentialism #i can go on about him and the other two but tag limit and it being (checks clock) 5am is limiting me #please send me asks about my guys so i can go crazy im begging

[seventeendeer]

I JUST FINISHED SONIC FRONTIERS AND. ARE YOU FOR REAL. ARE YOU FREAKING FOR REAL

RIGHT AFTER I POSTED MY LONG ANALYSIS ABOUT HOW GIRLS IN SONIC GAMES ARE PRACTICALLY AN ENDANGERED SPECIES

#deerchatter #sonic frontiers #sage the ai #sonic frontiers spoilers #caps cw #yes im putting this in all the tags. look at my post boy #linking the post in question in a reblog #also yeah yeah yeah i know about the post-credits scene but YOU CANNOT TELL ME WE'RE EVER ACTUALLY SEEING SAGE AGAIN #sega's gonna read 1 review calling her cringe and be like get RID of the girl character we can't let people know we CAN'T WRITE WOMEN #sage is going to pop up as an unvoiced unlockable character in a spin-off phone game once and maybe get a comic cameo #this is so funny. it's so so so funny. literally like 3 days after i posted that analysis #she hits all the qualifiers too. supporting female character in her debut game going through emotional turmoil and dying at the end #to save a male recurring character she cares about and protect the world. she even got a dramatic space explosion like cosmo #the absolute comedic timing of it all. im crying but not for the reasons the game wanted me to i don't think #sonic frontiers was great otherwise btw had a lot of fun collected a lot of shapes 7/10 fun times good times lol #sketchertalkssth

[vioisgoinginsane]

You guys didn't buy that ranmaru's story where it's your birthday and he dotes on you with fruit and hair accessories when you first downloaded the game and then had to deal with the realisation that he's, per se, the blanc of this game :')—and it shows

#he's essentially like. the butler equivalent #guys the whole game happens cuz he couldn't kill nobunaga right then and there #'does the food taste like sand in your mouth?' TJE ANGST THR INNER TURMOIL OF THIS MAN #also collection events are so fuckin hard in ikesen omfg omg i only read main stories at this point #it's been forever since i read an event story #anyways ranmaru if i get it WON'T shut up about it #cybird #ikemen series #ikesen #ikemen sengoku

[ranseiuniter]

If there's one thing we lesbians appreciate its fucked up little pathetic meow meows who just so happen to be bishonen as hell

#tactician 🌸 ooc. #tbd #give me a fictional man who looks like he hasn't slept in a week and has the most INTENSE inner turmoil #but also pretty eyes and long hair #i think sailor moon did irreparable damage to all of us collectively

[delusional-mishaps]

You just found out some of your favorite artists are proshitters too? but seriously IT SUCKS Especially when they have such good art like hhh.. I wanna silly goobers not THAT -🌺

YES!! IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY

i just wanna EAT THEIR ART but they are making BAD FOOD WITH IT!!!!!! AAAAAAUGH

#🌺 anon #proshitters give me mental turmoil #their art so nice... pretty... used in the WORST WAYS IMAGINABLE #WHY DO THEY EVEN DO THAT 😭😭 #WHAT IS THE APPEAL #WHAT THE FUCK #i dont understand proshitters nor do i want to #'its cuz of trauma 🥺' DIE!!!!!!! #I DONT CARE!!! THATS NOT A WAY TO COPE!!!!!! #the people who draw f*ntcest and then also draw them in a regular brotherly relationship... #those are the worst ones methinks #aside from the p*do ships ofc #'fiction doesnt affect reality' yes it fucking does man 😭 #i hate these ppl so much/srs #tw vent #vent post #im sorry for ranting in the tags but like RAAAAAGH THEYRE SO!!!! #im gonna collect ever proshitter/comshipper in the world #and toss them into a giant hole i dug then reinforced the walls with steel so they cannot escape #actually ill just drop them all in scp 3008 #theyll never escape that bitch #good riddance #delusion answers

[madameocotillo]

Oough I have so many Important Things to get taken care of asap BUT i'm feeling so jittery today that I think I might need to Garden or Die. like. no joke the weather is beautiful and yet I am lurking inside in the dark beside (1) single open window staring wistfully out at my potentially lovely backyard, like. We can do better than this, girl.

Also I have spotted a number of interesting, possibly native, flowering plants that I Want, growing in vacant lots that i've spotted and made note of on my recent Depression-Lightening Drives (IYKYK), so maybe while I am out buying dirt I will bring supplies and go snag a couple of those as well

#ohkotalks #driving to ease the agonies may be an overall American sentiment #but I was introduced to it most significantly when I lived in Alpine (smallish town w/ a state college) Tx for a year #definitely a rural treatment method for Emotional Turmoil but I am happy to report that it works in the big city too #just maybe don't circle around rich neighborhoods too much or u might have to talk to cops #i will take pictures if I do go plant collecting

[circulating-eel]

hold up, do you have bank notes? can we see them?

alongside my 600? 700? odd coins i also have around 200 banknotes! you can go through my banknote tag or you can make requests if thats more your fancy.

I have two banknote folders, one for standard world banknotes and another for hyperinflation notes or XL size notes that won't fit into my standard banknote folder.

I flipped open my standard folder to three random pages and took some photos for you notenon!

#answered #my banknotes #banknote collecting #numismatics #banknotes #a random selection of some very pretty world notes #i loooooove hyperinflation banknotes even if i hate the human suffering that comes with it #something something number go big #also very interesting to see governments under financial turmoil either double down on beautiful designs with a concerning number of zeros #or hastily stamping a 10000 over an old 1000 note

[kunikidamybeloved]

soukoku but 'promise' and 'eren' by jann

chuuya as 'promise'

You tear me apart Look how selfish you are Left me behind when I gave you my life Where are you now How am I supposed to tell them How And you promised that you wouldn't leave before me Tell me why you couldn't keep your promise

dazai as 'eren'

Hi, how'd you get inside? Why'd you cross my mind? Right now of all times Hey You know I won't let you stay You need to get away Go away

or

I, I don't want to hurt you But I'll have to If you don't leave me alone Me alone I know that you'd rather I do Something else but it's not For you to decide To decide

#chuuya and 'promise' is totally abt how he was feeling when dazai left the PM #the emotional turmoil of that #listen #ok #imagine the bitchass motherfucker who fuckin #led you to the PM in the first place #and who you were partnered with and grew close to #but you dont like him but you trust him with your life #but probably knowing that leaving the PM would be the best for him but it still hurts yknow #emotions are complicated id rather say yipee and pop a cork of the most expensive wine in my collection #<- chuuya when he heard the news #and then his car blew up #and then dazai #yeah i think we all know that dazai definitely fell first #this guys definitely thinking abt chuuya and hides it as plotting or scheming or some shit #but this bitch would self-sabotage so hard and push chuuya away #im dumb and brain dead other people can probably dissect the lyrics and compare it to soukoku better #or utterly destroy and make fun of me #i cant think of soukoku normally or else feelings would start bubbling in my chest for how deep their bond is #and how tragic these two fuckers are #but here #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #psyche talks #analysis #or some shit

[travalerray]

"This daozhang….haven't we seen him last time?" Lan Xiangchou paused. "Oh, you mean it's the same Daozhang who fell into our lotus pool and panicked about it?" Lan Xiangchou ran. It wasn't enough to quell the gossip, for certainly there would be a new story about how a distinguished cultivator from the Lan Clan ran disgracefully away, but that was a problem for a different time. As long as word of this did not reach their Sect Leader, nothing would be amiss. At least, that's what he believed. In a mostly deserted alleyway, Lan Xiangchou did something that no Lan must do. Something that their Sect Leader would have his head for if she learnt of that. He tore off his signifying forehead ribbon and quickly changed into coarser garments. It was hard work gathering information as it was—he didn't wish his cultivation prowess to scare people off even further. Disguised well, Lan Xiangchou strolled merrily out into the marketplace. "Did the daozhang lose his clothes?" Lan Xiangchou didn't know whether to laugh or to cry.

the entire fic is funnier when you know LWJ had to painstakingly sit down and write it down from his increasingly wild scribbles and spent his entire time mentally judging the ancestor who pulled all kinds of stunts to collect dangerous music from a foreign country.

#((yes I am talking about my collection of turmoil wip again. No I do not know when I will actually finish it)) #((on hindsight it would have been easier if I just wrote a story about increasingly concerning incidents happening in Japan vaguely inspire #by the classic authors as I read without dragging in the world of mdzs into it. But anyways)) #collection of turmoil wip #^ yeah I will keep this as the tag I think #kk's writing tag

[rapha-reads]

I don't know if I'm feeling murderous because I'm having administrative problems and my new employers are incompetent and overbearingly insisting, or because I've been listening to the Collection of Turmoil on a loop for the past couple of days.

Guess I know what Jin Guangyao constantly feels like now.

#rapha rambles #the untamed #the untamed music #the collection of turmoil #qing xin yin #i absolutely adore this loop #but yeah there's definitely something about the collection of turmoil that makes it both splendid and torturing

[tokkiheart]

A List of My Current Biases - For Fun

No, I will not take criticism, not even from my family lol

This is a silly list that is purely for fun lol I don’t really have bias wreckers, just more biases. Really, why have emotional turmoil when you can just collect biases like Pokémon? 😂

Anyway, this list is ordered by the order in which they have been picked up along my K-Drama journey and not in order of preference/favoritism.

Ahn Hyo-seop

My very first bias, I first saw him in Abyss, which was the 3rd K-Drama I had watched and I just thought that he was really cute and charming in that role. The fact that he’s fluent in English is just a bonus lol

My favorite K-Dramas that I’ve seen him in so far are definitely Abyss and Business Proposal, both of which can be found on Netflix and I totally recommend watching them!

Seo In-guk

The first time I saw him was in his cameo role in Abyss, but the first drama of his that I watched (where he was the main lead) was actually Doom At Your Service, which I loved him in. From there, the next drama I saw him in was Shopaholic Louis, which he was adorable in. Anyway, the man has an awesome acting range and it’s so cool to see him utilize it, I also love his music and I think he’s cute and handsome.

Some of my favorite dramas of his that I’ve seen so far are definitely Shopaholic Louis/Shopping King Louie, Doom At Your Service, Squad 38 and Café Minamdang!

Rowoon

Another singer + actor bias, apparently I first saw him in Tomorrow, according to my list? His role as Haru in Extra-ordinary You though is definitely what made me fall for him! It also eventually led me to re-discovering SF9 after having not listened to them since liking 1 song of theirs in like…2020(?) when Spotify recommended it to me lol

Anyway, Rowoon seems to do soft beta boy roles really well imo and I personally love him in them, but I definitely wouldn’t mind seeing him branch out!

My favorite K-Dramas that I’ve seen him in so far are definitely Extra-ordinary You, Tomorrow and The King’s Affection.

Lee Jong-suk

I was introduced to him in W: Two Worlds and pretty much everything just…went downhill from there in the best of ways lol

My heart goes soft for his cute smiles, nose scrunches and winks. Also his aegyos in shows absolutely kill me. I swear While You Were Sleeping and Romance Is A Bonus Book were both lethal to my heart lol

Some of my favorite K-Dramas that I’ve seen him in so far are W: Two Worlds, While You Were Sleeping, Romance Is A Bonus Book, Doctor Stranger and Big Mouth (although I haven’t finished the last two quite yet).

#i genuinely have no idea how to tag this post #my biases #kdrama recommendations based on actors? #why have emotional turmoil when you can collect biases like Pokémon