#dont have it anymore so i had no clue what to expect

[escapades-to-rivendell]

Finally had the chance to sit down and watch the last of us (courtesy of @outercrasis thank you so much bestie ily) and I am UNWELL how did y'all watch one episode per week I would have gone insane :)

#no i havent played the game #bf gave his copy to his cousin and then cut off said cousin when he wanted to stand by the man who assaulted me so #dont have it anymore so i had no clue what to expect #that was amazing #one of the best shows ive seen in a long time #cant wait for season 2 so i can be traumatized further!!!!! #the last of us #tlou #personal #goblin rambles

[cheolhub]

LOVE SCENE — LEE SEOKMIN ࿐

summary. you’re scared that seokmin might want to go separate ways after graduation, but he proves, in more ways than one, that he wants you. forever.

wc. 2.3k

warnings. college au. nerdy soft dom!seokmin, breeding kink xx, obscene amounts of dirty talk, pinch of angst, literal love making, unprotected sex, marriage kink, HEAVY praise, baby talk, v minimal plot im sorry — MINORS DNI 18+

note. DAMN ok i have a lot to say so i’ll keep it short. ONE this was a request but like i kinda didn’t do anything the request asked for and im so sorry, i hope u can forgive me anon. TWO i literally lost sight of the plot so dont ask me abt any missing details ehehb just enjoy seok being hot <3 THREE happy belated birthday to my minnie <3 FOUR thank u to my luvr @rkiv4d for beta-ing. yas ok enjoy

p.s. reblogs and feedback are extremely appreciated— i also love to hear ur thoughts <3

how seokmin pulled you, the most beautiful girl to ever walk the earth, he has no clue. he’s what people call a ‘nerd’ with his thick-rimmed glasses and his abnormally high IQ and you’re the pretty girl that didn’t understand the simplicity of covalent and ionic bonds who fell head over heels for him. 

you couldn’t help it, he was so smart and so fucking pretty. he was awkward and he giggled when he got nervous and he was so unbelievably goofy that it had you laughing till you cried. nevertheless, he was the most beautiful man ever. 

then you asked him out. he remembers it like it was yesterday. the last day of your chem class– the end of the first semester of your sophomore year– right after your final. you thanked him incessantly, giving him a hug for helping you get a B in the class. you told him you’d rather thank him another way— another way being a date. with you. at your place with a homemade dinner. 

he would’ve been stupid to decline. so he didn’t. and the rest was history. seokmin became your boyfriend, grew more confident in himself, and fell in love with you.

now you’re in your final year, the last few weeks approaching quickly, and you’ve been anxious. anxious about seokmin leaving you, anxious about going separate ways after graduation, anxious that this was all just fun and games till it was time to get serious about life.

seokmin has picked up on your behavioral patterns over the past 2 years. he knows you so well, probably better than anyone else in your life– probably better than he knows himself. 

so when seokmin sees you evading his eyes with his cock stretching you open, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. 

“hey,” he whispers, stilling inside of you. when you don’t turn your head and your eyes are still closed, he calls for you. “baby?”

you feel your heart clench at the pet name. “hmm?” you hum.

“baby, do you not wanna do this anymore?” he questions worriedly, ready to pull away from you. “i can pull out.”

you mumble, “i-i do.” 

he cocks his head even more confused, “talk to me, pretty, what’s going on?”

he pushes into you some more, making you gasp and you can feel his expectant eyes burning holes into your face. you then realize he’s not gonna let this go, but it’s partially your fault for letting your mind wander while he was putting away the dinner you guys ate. you decide to just come out with it.

“‘m just… so scared of graduating…” you whimper between your words, eyes screwing tighter. 

he hums, “look at me, baby.” the demand comes out so soft, yet the sheer dominance of his voice makes you clench around him. you turn your head on the pillow, opening your eyes, and finally looking at him. “why?”

you shudder at the eye contact. he looks so pretty, so concerned over you, yet you’re still tense and oh-so nervous. the topic of post-grad has never come up, and now you’re mid-fuck about to tell him how you want to be with him forever. 

“i-i’m scared that… that you’re gonna go off without me,” you pant, hands wrapping around his biceps and holding him to keep you stable. 

“where am i gonna go, beautiful?” he whispers, bottoming out and fully sheathing himself inside of you. 

you whimper again, his massive cock filling you so well. “s-scared you’re gonna go do big things ‘n leave me…” 

he freezes at that, eyes widening, “leave you?” he asks incredulously as if he couldn’t believe that you’d ask that question. “baby, you think i’d leave you?” 

you nod slowly. “i dunno, ‘s just that i’ve been thinking ‘n you’re so smart– gonna go get a real job that’s across the country or something…” 

he’s honestly bewildered. why would you ever think something like that when he’s tried so hard to show you how much he loves you every single day?

“oh, baby, i would never fucking leave you.” he presses his forehead yours, nose rubbing against yours. “pretty fucking thing, i adore you— love you. more than anything.”

your eyes glisten with tears at the reassurance. you feel yourself relax under him, entirely fluttering at his words. “really?”

“yes, really. how can i prove it to you? want me to put a ring on your finger?” he whispers, breath fanning against your face. 

you gasp, clenching around him again, fingers digging into his muscles. he smiles, chuckling airly at your reaction. 

“my pretty baby wants that? you like that idea?” he asks, his sultry voice filling your ears. “you wanna be my wife?”

you nod your head, eyes fluttering shut as you moan, “yeah, w-wanna be your wife.” 

your response has seokmin reeling. he pulls his hips back and slams back into you making both of you moan again. 

“yeah? bet you want my kids, too.” he states boldly, mind cringing at his words and internally freaking out that you’ll get turned off at them. 

you choke, clamping tightly around his length. “f-fuck.” you cry. “d-don’t say things like that, seok.”

“why? ‘cuz i’m right?” he grunts, thrusts growing faster.

you nod your head and seokmin nearly cries, cock twitching at the idea of pumping you full of cum and getting you pregnant with his kids. you’d be such a great mom and he’d love having a mini-seok running around a nice, big house fit to take a family. 

admittedly, he’s been wanting to talk about his future with you. he’s been fantasizing about it since the first time he said he loved you. fantasizing about you being his wife and living together in a big house and having three kids and living happily ever after as if it were some fairytale. he’s imagined your kids and how they would be a constant reminder of his everlasting love for you. he hopes that they’ll look like both of you– kids with your eyes and his nose. he’d kill for that.

“wanna put a baby in you,” he mumbles, lips ghosting over yours. “swear to god, ‘m gonna give you everything you want– ‘ll get you a ring ‘n a house– everything. just say the word.”

you lift your head to press your lips to his, moaning into his mouth like a mad woman. your stomach drops in anticipation, suddenly craving the feeling of his warm cum filling you to the brim, sure to get you pregnant. your legs wrap around him, heels digging into his back and you can’t resist the cry that he ends up swallowing at the new angle. 

seokmin pulls back, panting, “gonna let me give it to you, baby?” 

“uh-huh!” you nod, eyes screwing shut and jaw going slack as his speed increases. “yes, yes, please give it to me.” your response is wavered as you nearly choke on a sob of pleasure. 

and you know the decision is haste– a baby even though you still have a month left of undergrad seems… absurd to say the very least, but you don’t need to think about anything. you know seokmin. you know he’s the one you want to spend the rest of your life with. he's an amazing boyfriend and person in general. you already know he’d make an even more amazing husband and father. 

who would’ve thought the nerdy man with glasses who was insanely good at chemistry would be the one you ended up with?

he lets out a guttural moan, “such a good girl, always saying please.” he praises, slamming into your sweet spot repeatedly.

and jesus fucking christ, your moans and cries are like music to his fucking ears. 

his head falls into your neck, licking and sucking at your skin. “never gonna leave, i promise. gonna make you mine, gonna take care of you.” he mumbles into the skin as he continues to mark and ravage you. 

the stimulation and his words are sending you into orbit as your stomach churns and tightens at the feeling of his cock rearranging your insides. his strokes are impressive, never missing a beat and unrelentingly hitting the spot that makes you crumble. 

he feels you tighten around him, gummy walls squeezing him in and he curses, “shit, is my pretty girl gonna cum already?” his voice borders on condescending, but it only makes the tightrope in your stomach all the more closer to completely unraveling. 

“y-yeah, so close,” you moan breathily as your pants increase, chest rising and falling rapidly. “so fuckin’ close, min, ‘m gonna cum.”

his lips find your ear and he whispers hotly against the shell, “come on, baby, cum for me so i can fill you up.” he gently tugs at your earlobe with his teeth and you can’t resist, back arching with a shiver running down your spine.

your orgasm brings you immense pleasure, white spots filling your vision as you cum with a loud sob. you feel it in your entire body, from your curled toes to your thrown back head. your eyes roll back, calling out his name and raking your nails down the skin of his arms. 

he coos, holding back a groan at the way you get even tighter as you soak him in arousal. “thaaat’s it, baby, just like that. so, so good for me.” he coaxes you through your euphoric high, fucking you through it as he always does. 

“s-so good,” you slur, parroting his words as your mind numbs a bit. 

he moans, letting the sound of your whimpers and the lewd sounds of your bodies meeting fill the room. he buries his head in your neck again, desperately rutting into you so he can let go, too. your eyes flutter closed again and you wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him even closer to you. 

your overstimulated pussy pulses around him as you listen and whine along to your lover's muffled moans. you can tell he’s close. so close to giving you the life you’ve imagined for almost 2 years. so close to being yours forever. 

“seok, cum inside me,” you whisper and his hips stutter, yet they keep moving as if they have a mind of their own. he lifts his head and looks at you– his eyes are clouded over and teary, yet they’re filled with all the love in the world.

he looks so beautiful above you. his face is scrunched up in pleasure, brows knitted, eyes droopy, mouth hung open as pretty sounds exit his loose lips.

“i… fucking love you…so much.” he says in between pants, thrusts growing sloppy. the telltale signs of his fast approaching orgasm becoming heavily apparent. “god, so much, baby, love you so much.”

you nod your head, mirroring his pleasured face. “me too, seok, i love you.” your words are a bit scrambled, but seokmin makes sense of them– understands you so well. 

his eyes roll back a bit at your response, brain momentarily malfunctioning, but he comes back seconds later. “gonna take this load like a good girl, right, pretty? gonna get pregnant and let me marry you?” he moans out breathily, cock now twitching uncontrollably. 

“yes, yes, yes, please, wan’ it so bad!” you beg.

it’s all he needs to press his hips to yours, stilling there, and releasing inside of you while he moans out your name so prettily. it’s a newfound feeling for both of you– his cum coating your cunt, filling you up till it’s spilling on his freshly washed sheets. he’s grown accustomed to finishing on your skin or into a condom, but this? this is all very new. this is something he now can’t live without.

you think the same thing when you feel him spraying your walls with his thick ropes of cum. it feels so good– so euphoric– while it’s leaking out of you. you don’t know how you’ve gone your entire adult life without experiencing this at least once.  

“c-came so much, baby…” you whimper, feeling him pull his cock out of you. 

as soon as he sees his release dripping out of you, he groans softly, already feeling hard again, but he decides to ignore it for now, bringing his attention back to you.

“hey… love,” he says softly, noticing the way you perk up a bit from your tired state just at the sound of your name. “you should’ve told me you felt like that… i hate that you thought i’d just leave you ‘cause we won’t be in school anymore.”

you frown, “i’m sorry, i didn’t know how to bring it up without being awkward… it’s the real world and i dunno… things are different.”

he sighs, hands running up and down your naked sides. “i get it, but like i said, i wanna be with you forever.”

you blush, biting your lip to hide the wide grin that ends up on your face despite the fact. “yeah, i remember… was that a proposal by the way?” you ask meekly. 

he squeezes at your waist, “did you want it to be?” he beams.

“i mean, it was a bit untraditional, definitely not how i expected my wedding proposal to be.” 

“what? you mean you didn’t think you’d get proposed to while i had my dick inside you?” he asks with faux incredulity. “i, for one, thought this was the best proposal ever. i even put a lil baby in you.”

you giggle, wrapping your legs around his body again, “you don’t know that, i’m not pregnant… yet.”

his heart swells at the idea and he smiles brightly at your blushy face, “well, maybe another round can change that, hmm?”

you pull him closer to you by the strength of your legs and say, “make me yours then, seokmin.”

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#seokmin smut #dk smut #dokyeom smut #seventeen smut #svt smut #seokmin x reader

[stxrmylxve]

Hi!

One of your big fans here.

I love your writing style 💜

May I ask what would be your take for TR guys confessions? Like they would know they are in love and come to terms with it and they would decide to confess to their s/o.

Thank you for considering my request :)

aww baby hi!! im so glad you like my stuff <33 ofc i can! i live for these confessions :)

Mikey:

wouldn’t ever come to terms with it

he thinks he just likes your company

its draken that has to tell him

once he gets it through his head, he blushes every time he sees you

bro is a tomato when he sees you though-

has no clue how to confess

like.. at all

”y/n i like you.”

that’s it, that’s all you get

you can’t help but giggle as he stands there confused

”is that good?” he asks draken as the man shakes his head

”sure mikey, sure.”

Draken:

much more mature so he immediately recognized his feelings

has a hard time confessing though

constant thoughts flood his mind

is that cheesy? do you want gifts? will it be awkward?

so worried over nothing

buys big flowers and all, dresses up, looks handsome and all

and you simply say “you kno, i dont need all these gifts”

he stands there in awe as you give him a small peck with a giggle

you take the flowers and hold your hand out, taking his into yours as you both walk together

he wasn’t leading this anymore, it was all you

Mitsuya:

the ultimate package

mature enough to realize he has feelings AND knows how to confess

it helps having sisters i guess

abnormally calm around you

internally he is freaking out, don’t lie

”y/n.” he says, breaking you out of your studying trance as you looked up

before you could even answer, he pushes the hair away from your eyes with a soft smile

”i like you. i’ve liked you for a while. would you be interested in going on a date with me?”

you’re done. nope.

fall over red as he peers over at you with a laugh

he’s just so.. AHH dreamy

Chifuyu:

okay so here’s the funny thing

you fell for him first

you hid it though, worried he would not like you as a friend and you hated to loose the great friendship you had with him and baji

but when he formed a liking?

ho ho ho that was a game changer

he was a whole nother person around you

“baji.. is he okay?” you asked

“y/n are you an idiot? he likes you” baji says with a desdpanned look

”baji-san! i wanted to tell them!”

Baji:

he’s like a cat

if he likes you, expect him all over you

not in a nsfw way LOL

He just loves you sm

loves affection too omg

the best cuddles 24/7

buys you little gifts

he never actually confessed himself lol

it was just so natural and then it just like… happened

one minute he had his face tucked into your tummy the next you two were kissing

but he got you so it’s a win-win

Hanma:

“kisaki~ where is y/n?” hanma asks as he leans back in his chair

”in her office-“

”alright cya later”

loves visiting you

always comes in, whether you’re talking with someone or not, with a goofy smile

”baby!” he comes in, completely ignoring the other co-worker as he slung his lanky arms around you

”hanma, someone is in here right now. can you give me a few minutes? just sit on the couch over there please”

he sits there with a pout on his face as he glares daggers into the back of the other persons’s skull

once they leave, he is all over you again

places a few kisses on your neck, temple, all over your face as you laugh

”you know, people might think that we’re a couple, hanma”

”then let’s be one.”

Izana:

has no good understanding about true love

kakucho has to quiz him in order to get to the bottom of his feelings for him

”izana, you like them.”

”what?? no way, i just think of them as a cute friend.”

”there’s no such think, you like them.”

”no!”

”yes, you do.”

awkward from that point on with you

”everything alright izana?”

you were met with silence as you paused the massage on his shoulders, allowing him to fall back into your chest

”kaku says i like you. but i just think you’re cute… is that the same thing?”

you give him a soft smile and place a small peck on his nose as you nod

”yes, it’s the same thing silly”

Takemichi:

“i- well- i guess. do I? Chifuyu… do i?!”

full on panics

what if you dont like him back?

what if you think he is a crybaby?

what if you think of him only as a friend?

what if…

”takemichi, it’s fine. I can set you up, just give her the note and run!” chifuyu says with a devious smile as takemichi gulps

in the end, he fails, forgets the note, and end up stammering over his words like a child

”i.. uhm.. y/n..”

forgets his words completely

”takemichi, look at me and say it.” you say softly

he meets your warm gaze, suddenly gaining all the confidence he needed

”y/n i like you!” he says with a unnecessary bow

“stand up silly, no need to be so formal.”

Shinichiro:

total daddy

ANYWAYS

knows what he’s doing

he’s sadly done this before with other people, all of which either cheated on him or left him alone and hurt

he thinks you’re just… different

you give the vibe that no matter what, even if it needed to be ended, you would be hurt too

”uhm.. y/n can we talk?” he says, alerting you as you turned around to meet his shy gaze

”what’s up?” you ask, setting down your things

“what would you do, theoretically, if i said i liked you..?” he says fidgeting with his fingers

“is that a confession?” you challenge with a smile

”depends” he says, joining your smile with a grin of his own

“then i would say yes, theoretically of course.”

#tokyo revengers #tokyo rev x you #tokyorev draken #tokyorev baji #tokyorev hanma #tokyo rev mikey #sano mikey manjiro #tokyo revengers mikey #mikey #mikey sano #draken #ken ryuguji #sano manjirou #tokyo revengers manjiro sano #manjiro sano #manjirou x reader #baji x y/n #toman baji #baji keisuke #tokyo rev chifuyu #chifuyu fluff #tokyo revengers chifuyu #chifuyu x reader #mitsuya tokrev #takashi mitsuya #mitsuya x y/n #mitsuya x you #tokyo revengers mitsuya #tokyo revengers hanma #tr hanma

[casualpeanutcollection]

For Fatal’s birthday I really wanted to appreciate how good horror is written here:

I was thinking about how it must had been so terrifying for them to be in this situation. Not only you were kidnapped and is still being chased by this strange entity, but you are exhausted from running for who knows how long in hope to reach your family and friends who surely noticed your disappearance right? You think help is coming for you and you’ll be saved but

I really couldn’t stop thinking about what Swap must have felt here. After you escape this horrific situation and finally reach your safe place only to be hit in face with this. He and all of other duplicates were so easily replaced and perished without their family knowing what happened to them heck THEY DONT EVEN KNOW THEY DISAPPEARED they dont even suspect that their friend is long dead and part of their body was used to create another living being what’s more fucked up is that the said families and friends will never have a clue, they’ll be forever in this oblivion of not knowing what happened to their friend. Imagine your life not mattering to the point where you are so easily replaced and forgotten :/

P.S: Oh my gosh

“Have you ever thought about a world where everything is exactly the same expect you don’t exist, everything functions perfectly without you haha couldn’t read don’t think about this anymore couldn’t read please don’t think about this couldn’t read terrifies me”

#fatal error #fatal error sans #undertale au

[destinyc1020]

Hey there.

To the anonymous that brought up Taylor and Zendaya's rabid fans. I absolutely do think they both have talked to their respective partners about moving their lives forward, whether it be marriage or children.

I think people naively believe Tom may be the one pulling strings in that department, but people really need to listen at what Zendaya, especially at this time, is speaking on. I think she may want children even more so than Tom. Dont let that past Sway interview keep you clueless. That's why they call it the past. She was young, just turning 21, she's not anymore, and she's nearing 30. Mindsets are different as the years go by. Hearts change, and so do our thoughts on what we prioritize. You have to realize he had just done an interview where he stated he didn't even want children and then comes just a little bit of time down the road while filming and he had a change of heart, which I'm sure he didn't just have that on his own. Especially if they each feel like they've found the one they would like to have be the parent of your future children.

I always think on Vivica Fox, she literally cried during an interview stating she wish that she had not let life pass her by and had conceived children in her late twenty's early thirties. She stated she was too caught up in trying to get the bag that she literally kept putting it off and then she found herself later in life not being able to conceive at all then realized she was close to menopause. She balled and stated how that is the one thing in life she still regrets to this day. That's sad. Regret is a beast especially when people who don't really know you think they know what's best for you. Regardless, if we've grown up with her or not, famous people's lives are their own.

So, with that all being said, fans need to stay in a fans place. Including me, and just enjoy the ride, and don't dictate what you think or think you know what is better for someone. We don't own anyone. What they choose to do is what they choose. Just enjoy the ride and remain a backseat driver. 😁.

They are here to entertain us, and that is all. I guarantee if she or Taylor decides to have kids with whom they are currently with, you do best to be happy or believe me. They won't be showing the fans anything. Especially about their personal lives. They will be Olsen twinning everyone. We didn't know the one was pregnant until the baby was a month old. 🤣 I ain't hardly mad. 😆

I see the changes...in my mind, and only by observing the written word or video interviews, speaking on Zendaya, she may have removed herself from social media for work purposes, but I believe she/they have given themselves a timeline. She ain't trying to hear nor feel anything negative, like she herself states, " she overthinks. And she wants to please her fans in some manner, or at least hope they will be happy and stand with her on her decisions. Or dare i say try to understand her decisions. Remember... Law and Darnell are also looking to move their lives forward as well.

I smiled at the idea she had for Rue being a surrogate. But, I didn't smile long, I actually felt what a great way to hide a real pregnancy. I could absolutely see that happening. Especially if they put it in as a rape scenario since she owes the money and they sent goons to collect. She wouldn't know who the babies father is, and she decides to keep the baby. You'd hate to see, but that's real shit right there. That can, will, and does happen in real life. I've watched too much THE FIRST 48. THAT SHOW IS A BEAST BY THE WAY. I thought, damn if they did that, wow... talk about a 3rd Emmy. No one would have a clue. And once the season ended... look, who was expecting it for real. It's all farfetched... or is it??? Hmmm...

Anyway, theirs my rant. Love the Sunday confessions, I feel alot better. 😂

TOODLES 👋 👋 👋

YES!!! All of this! VERY well said Anon! I couldn't agree w/you more! Of COURSE Tom and Z have talked marriage and kids, etc. Tom wouldn't be telling the media something that he and his gf haven't spoken about to each other. Let's get freakin' real. So if he's excited about having kids, then obviously Z is too! She definitely wants children some day. I think that's pretty obvious. She's found the love of her life, and so has he. They're BOTH ready imo. Maybe now isn't the best time, but I think fans are naive if they think that they aren't going to be having kids lol...whether it's with each other, or some other partner later on down the line (but I'm guessing it's probably going to be w/each other lol🤭).

Btw...that's so sad about Vivica Fox. I never knew that. 🥺

[an-animagi]

christmas time!! this is my gift for @honeyblockm for the @mcytblrholidayexchange!!

i wrote a fic (which i put below the cut, and the ao3 link is here) and i was really excited to write this!! originally i planned for it to be longer but my brain switched up on me partway through, so hopefully you still enjoy this!!

ive had a lot of fun writing this actually, considering ive read one wedding fic, have been to two weddings i dont remember and all of c!quackity's experiences when it comes to engagement and marriage, and i hope you are satisfied with what ive created :)

this has rolled in at 1040 words, just in case anyone is interested (i dont usually post fics on tumblr ehe i have no clue what im doing✨✨)

ALMOST FORGOT!!! its called 'me and my husbands (we're sticking together)' stolen inspired by 'me and my husband' by mitski (i have just made the lyric plural lol)

-=~=-

Quackity almost expected to be left alone at the altar. Again.

Between the shit-storm that was his relationship with Schlatt, and then the failed wedding attempt a few months back, he hadn’t had many positive experiences of being stood at the concrete table, waiting for a time that no clock could reach.

Or, more correctly, he hadn’t had any, so sue him for setting his standards low. Maybe this time he wouldn’t have to hold back tears after the second hour. Maybe the tissues he wore as armour would protect the open wound in his back from the inevitable knife that kept getting rammed between his ribs.

But that wasn't the point. The point was, that when the heavy doors creaked open again, Quackity didn't nervously glance at them. He didn't restlessly readjust the veil covering the back of his head. His wings didn't shuffle awkwardly behind him.

(He was getting better at lying to himself.)

The door slammed shut with an echoing bang, startling the avian. Usually, anyone entering or leaving did so quietly, slipping in or out of the small hall awkwardly. Instead, when Quackity turned to face the door, his shoulders slumped and he released a breath he hadn't realised he had been holding.

As the seated guests began turning their heads in alarm at the sound, Sapnap started his confident march down the aisle, hitching the skirt of his dress up part way through with a huff. Feeling his cheek feathers begin to fluff up, Quackity used all of his willpower to force them to lie flat.

God his fiance was hot.

Quite literally, too, if the faint smoke coming off his fingertips was anything to go off of. With a quick lick of his lips, the avian admired the way that the white dress accented his fiance’s features, watching the demon hybrid walk between the rows of chairs towards him.

White fabric exaggerating his pecs, Sapnap ungracefully dropped the bunched skirt as he reached the altar. If they hadn't been surrounded by both of his fiances’ family members, Quackity wouldn't have hesitated for even a second. As it was, his hand twitched with the urge to squeeze. He thanked God for giving him enough self control to not start groping his fiance’s chest at their wedding altar.

Wings twitching, Quackity met Sapnap’s eyes as they traced his body, smirking at the familiarly hungry look in his fiance’s eyes. Striking his right hip to the side, the avian suppressed a shiver at the wispy fabric of his own dress brushing past his legs and instead wiggled his eyebrows at the black-haired man.

Making a show of flirting like this made it easier for Quackity to ignore the doubts still present in the back of his mind, ignore the whispers of Karl forgetting again, ignore the slight tremble to his hands that had persisted for days and made painting his nails a much more tiresome endeavour than it should have been.

There were two of them now. Quackity could not be alone anymore.

Then, the door creaked open once more and this time the avian let himself look towards it. Sapnap turned as well, both anticipating the final member of their trio to enter the hall and join them. And neither were disappointed.

With the door falling shut behind him, Karl sheepishly grinned at the pair already at the altar. The dress he wore was the only one which reached the panelled flooring, trailing slightly behind him as he walked down the aisle towards the stone table. In his hands sat a small bouquet of flowers, yellow tulips and daffodils wrapped in a white cloth and cushioned by his palms.

A classical song Quackity couldn’t remember the name of played in the background, his thoughts fully consumed by the sight of his fiance in a pristine wedding gown rather than the odd musical choices one of the men he was marrying had made. 

If asked, each of them would answer that it had been Sapnap’s idea to wear the dresses. In truth, it had been Quackity who had jokingly offered to wear a dress to their wedding, a smile tugging at his lips as the brunette of the group turned to face him and determined that he would wear the dress, that he wouldn’t mind the white and his hair would clash against it less than the other’s black.

Then Sapnap had declared that they were all wearing dresses, and it had snowballed into looking at renting or purchasing prices and deciding that weddings were expensive.  The odd looks upon entering stores which sold dresses and instead being directed towards suits would likely take a while to stop staining the avian’s mind, but in the end the throuple were going to get married.

It ended in their meeting at the altar. Then something new would begin.

Soon enough Karl reached his two fiances, standing between them both with a shining grin on his face. A soft look crossed Sapnap’s face, and Quackity smiled in response, his heart beating wildly as he took in the sight of both gorgeous men in their dresses. God he loved these two so much.

As they all stood, watching each other with smiles on their faces, waiting for the ceremony to start. His stomach fluttering, Quackity couldn’t help the tears that brimmed at the corners of his eyes at the thought that after that day, nothing would be the same. 

Most people would call it a new adventure but Quackity hated that. He hated the uncertainty that threatened to taint every moment and the lack of warmth, a comfort that should fill his chest, at hearing the word and the idea of there being a risk. He could lose everything all over again.

But with the adoring look in both of his fiance's eyes, the avian knew that wouldn't happen. They wouldn't let it happen.

So this was it, the start of something new.

And maybe it sounded less exciting or romantic, but Quackity liked the security. He liked being sure that the fears running wild in his mind would never form in the real world. He would never be alone again.

Not for as long as he had Karl and Sapnap.

#fanfiction #dsmp #karlnapity #mcytblrgiftexchange2023 #gift exchange #im still pretty bad at tagging oops sorry about that

[aita-blorbos]

wibta for continuing to refuse to tell my dad about my existence for over a year?

so i (24nb) was raised in new york by my mom with my 3 half-siblings, and spent a lot of my early life wondering about my dad (who i’d never met, and my mom didn’t know much about, lol) long story short some shit happened, i got disowned by my mom and still have a relationship with my older half-brother (jury’s still out on my younger half-siblings but i dont expect them to talk to me anytime soon lol) and so i was basically… drifting for several years until i found myself in california and settled down, went to college, and then for… complicated reasons the city i was in basically became an active warzone. my (now) fiancee (27f) saved me and i finished college and started a business as a pi. funnily enough, even though i wasn’t still actively looking for info anymore, i have a pretty distinctive appearance, and based on that and some timeline clues i was able to figure out who my dad is. i was unsure whether to pursue a relationship with that side of my family or whatever bc i already had a pretty established life outside of my family and being on my own has been kinda. a staple of my life since i was 15, but it didn’t matter as much bc he and his sibling were missing, so the only member of that family i had access to was my cousin.

which is where we get to him

so my cousin (27m) grew up thinking he was an orphan in some cult, i think he thought his parents were dead or didnt want him or something? anyways, when he was about 19 he met my dad (now 46m, at the time 38). he didn’t know my dad was his uncle at the time, but evidently my dad figured out who my cousin was pretty quick. my dad then made the decision to continue working with my cousin to fight, uh, some bad people, but did not tell the cousin about them being related. for about 6 years.

eventually my cousin’s parent (46???) resurfaces (they all thought he was dead lol) and a lot of shit happened (including that uh… whole city-being-a-warzone thing i mentioned) and it basically came out that my cousin’s parent was, well, my cousin’s parent. and then immediately after both his parent and my dad disappeared on an… extended business trip and went missing. three years later, my fiancee is dying of cancer, and decides to go on a trip to look for some experimental treatments to get rid of the cancer. after a few months of her gone, my dad and his sibling return, and two months after that, my fiancee returns (apparently she found them and got them brought back?)

a week before this, a friend of my fiancee’s (23f) went missing, and i started a search for her, but i realized there was a lot more going on than i bargained for, so after my fiancee went back, we made the decision to seek outside help. this help happened to come in the form of my dad, and his company. so basically i had to talk to my dad whether i was ready to or not, and since i definitely wasn’t, i made the decision to keep certain things from him. like the fact that he’s my dad.

so we’ve been working together for a while (we found the friend, he just also enlists my help as a pi for other cases sometimes) and i just… haven’t told him yet. here’s the fun part.

so my dad has a habit of picking on his twin for not knowing he had a kid for 25 years. my dad thinks this is hilarious, his twin and my cousin, less so. i happen to turn 25 in a few months, so i thought it’d be hilarious to wait until i’m at least 25 to drop this on him. my cousin doesn’t know, but he’d think it’s HILARIOUS, but my fiancee thinks i should tell him bc from what we’ve gathered it sounds like he’s had a good bit of tragedy surrounding his family, and my fiancee knows what thats like. one of my dads coworkers who pieced things together thinks its funny, but agrees that i should probably tell him sooner rather than later. wibta for waiting, if only for the sake of being able to turn his own joke on him and make fun of *him* for also not knowing he had a kid for 25 years, and definitely not because i’m irrationally mad at him for not knowing i exist for that long?

the reason he doesn’t know who i am already is because i make it a point to hide the distinctive features that are pretty inherent to his side of the family, not because i’m trying that hard to hide who i am from him, but because i have certain people who i don’t want to be able to identify me.

also, i realize i may have made it sound like my dad is a cop or a vigilante. he’s not a cop, i’d want nothing to do with him if he was, and vigilante isn’t exactly accurate either. mercenary might be a better term here.

#aita #am i the asshole #unreality

[hypergamiss]

Hiii, i hope you're doing great !!

So I'm 21 almost 22 and i never been on proper dates. I had a boyfriend once (i was young and dumb lmao i confessed and put most effort into the relationships and dates but he never showed up but i stayed bcz convos were fun until i realized wtf is wrong with what I'm doing) so all this time I've been focusing on healing myself and trying to find out more about my boundaries and how to set them and my own self worth and values etc etc and even did a male detox for a whole year omg and it worked wonders ( extremely helpful for those who struggle with male validation btw tam kaur talked about it). Been on some situationships which obv were bad but they were extremely helpful in finding out my wants and needs better in relationships (ppl sometimes get things out of you that you dont see yourself). I can say that now i want to take relationships and my personal life seriously and share my love with someone else. The thing is that i have absolutely no clue how to approach the matter especiallythat i don't have a specific person in mind right now. I'm usually the type who makes the first move but now I don't want to do that anymore and i want to avoid dating apps at all costs. What do you think i should do ?

( lots of love for you <3 )

I do not think you should necessarily make the first move, but you can definitely always drop the first “hint.” As long as you do something that will give a hint to a man that indicates that you like him or would like to be approached by him, he will do it. This is where eye contact, body language, and subtle moves come into play. Every scenario is different but there are so many options. Smile at him (with your eyes too), accidentally bump into him, drop an item close enough to him that he will hand it to you, etc. I’ve even pretended to be lost and ask for directions, get creative!

Make sure you position yourself in areas where your ideal partner would spend time. Don’t expect to find a respectable man in a night club or a random bar. Go to places and events that make more sense.

Thanks for the love!💕

[youve-doomed-us-all-jerk]

and finished it ,got dat true ending yes def had a great time on the game 8/10 (but yeah performance def docked some points as well as some writing threads that felt kinda dropped, but am trying to in good faith piece it together in me mind so just gonna ramble spoilers under the cut:

when people said this is what they wanted the original DD to be i can see that but like i feel like the lead up to the game kept hearing people who know more about the originals history talk about how "40-60% of the original vision was cut down" from dd1 and i feel like my brain unfortunately interpreted that as "oh cool so were gonna have 100 new vocations like the monk and 100 monsters and the parallel worlds(technically true☝🏽🤓) and the moon stuff, neat" thats on me lmao but yeah removing those expectations and seeing it for what it is, its def the spirit of the the first game but its systems deeper and more fleshed out not good at all the techny terms but im not very into or good at action games but this one made me want to be cuz the combat was fun haha hmm writing wise there was a point where i felt like everything just suddenly got dropped once the godbane stuff started happening and youre suddenly barreling to the ending while everything else just wasnt important anymore lmao, but trying to interpret the story as a story the pathfinder is weaving, i think its meant to feel like that cuz we see the pathfinder essentially write us out of problems, give us a griffin to escape slavery, gives us a clue to where were supposed to go and the big one he like straight up changes ambrosius mind about giving us the godsbane when it wouldnt make sense for him too, the old man by harve even alludes to this by saying the real world is much messier when hes telling you about how fake everything is, like the watcher said everyone there is there to play a part in a tale hes laid out and i think he wanted to get to the ending faster. It's definitely another layer they added from the first games cycle, but do wish if that is what theyre going for(and if im not delusional lmao) that they did more like the ambrosius thing just watching as he ass pulls us out of dead ends making us feel what rothais felt when he realized all his feats and hardships didnt matter, also just would have liked more sidequests with fun characters lmao.

Also did enjoy the endings of the 3 major peoples in the unmoored world and felt like their side quests really fleshed them out and led them there to their endings well,mostly, very cool idea to bring it all together like that. elves wanted to stay isolated but they needed outside influence to break tradition, to save their tree and how it all built to them agreeing to seek refuge with the other races rather than die with their way of life. Ironic that disa was half right about sven needing to inherit the throne but ofc she was also half wrong cuz she a tyrant and wants him to have it mainly cuz of blood, but he deserves it cuz his sidequests were about him getting to know the common folk and becoming self assured lmao battahl tbh full disclosure i messed up the queen nadias sidequest to the rose chateau, tried to scare the dick head shopkeeper into giving me the medicine for the beastren and got arrested so idk how that one ends(will find out in NG+ lmao) but based on the ones i did do, it seems like the nations whole thing was about always being in conflict with each other and how the unmoored quests there are about making people put there differences aside and band together, including the arisen teaming with phaesus. Also like the irony of their view on pawns being right at first but by the end of the game they end up being wrong. but yeah do feel like they didnt get into that more, along with what the lambent flame is? (googled that there was lore texts you can find that explain how an earlier emperor is deceiving the people about it and what it really does) they also dont go into the fact vermund was a nation of beastren, started by a beastren and then history was wiped?? and how theres vermundians fear of beastren and human children always look like beastren and yet wilhelmina is a direct contradiction of this?? that seemed like a really juicy plot point but they didnt really do anything with it. and lastly idek where to start with the pawn and arisen ending, found out theres slight differences in the affinity ending (got the high affinity one cuz reds my my gurl i always revive run straight to her to revive her🤗) but watching them talk about how happy they are to have their own will while saying theyd still do anything for you filled me with something, dont even know what but was crazy.

oh also before i forget another way its in the spirit of the first game for me is just like in the original i also forgot to talk to the person i was romancing and giving them flowers before the endings and got diff people appearing there just like my first playthru of the dd1 lmfao( got manela with grigori and sara in the true ending, was going for ulrika this playthru lmfao) def gonna NG+, maybe do a magic archer and get the stuff i missed and try and get the other endings. Also hoping for another expansion/dlc like they did with dd1 down the line with more vocations and monsters.

#dragons dogma 2 #dd2 #dd2 spoilers

[sophierequests]

Hello!!!! Can I request a genya fic? I dont really have an idea for it so feel free to write whatever you want! Thank you!!!!

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Pairing: Genya Safin x f!Reader

A/N: Hello!!! Ofc you can! I love her sm ngl. I had to think about what to write, because I genuinely had no clue what I could write about. But don't worry, your girl got the secret relationship trope going. I hope you enjoy this, and thank you for the request! Also, this is just 90% dialogue, I'm sorry in advance.

Summary: Unbeknownst to their best friends the reader and Genya had been dating for quite a while now. But what happens when Nikolai and Zoya are set on getting the two of them together?

Genre: Fluff and Comedy

Word Count: 2K

Warnings: I may have used a bad word once or twice (or thrice), poor proofreading, my bad jokes

“Nikolai, if you don’t stop following me, I’ll break that pretty nose of yours.” you huffed, as you walked towards the workshops, desperate to get the man trailing behind you off of your heels.

“As much as I appreciate the compliment, your flattery won’t distract me. At least not this time.” he answered quickly, reaching out to grab your wrist, “If you would just wait and listen to me, only fo-”

“Lantsov, I may not be an Etherealki or as vicious as Zoya, but if you don’t let go of me immediately, I’ll make sure that you regret ever even knowing me.” you hissed, turning around to face him.

Instantly, his hand flew off your arm, leading to him putting his arms up defensively.

“Y/N, I don’t want to agitate you-”

“Well, you’re doing a pretty shit job at that.”

“I don't want to irritate you, but I just can't watch the two of you act like little lovesick children whenever you’re around each other any longer.” he insisted, making you roll your eyes in dismay, “Just…go ask her out or something! I can’t take it anymore. The flirting and constant eye fucking is getting way too much!”

“Nikolai!”

“You can’t tell me that I’m wrong! Everyone else can see it, just not you!”

“Saints, just leave me alone with that! I am quite capable of deciding whether I want to ask someone out, or not. Thank you very much.” you retorted, turning on your heels to resume your walk, “And I’m pretty sure that Genya is very much capable of doing that too!”

“I didn’t even say her name! How do you know that I meant her.” he called after you smugly, deciding to not risk his head by following you this time.

“Go fuck yourself, Lantsov.”

“Zoya, do you mind leaving me alone? I do have other things to tend to.”

“Like what? Or should I say who?” the young queen inquired sheepishly.

“I have no idea what you are insinuating.” Genya replied coolly, only slightly flustered by her friend’s constant bombardment with questions.

“You know exactly who I’m referring to.” she cooed, leaning forward to stare at her.

“No, how would I?”

“Oh come on, Genya, it’s so depressingly obvious that you have a thing for Y/N. And so does she! Please just talk to her. We can’t take it anymore.” Zoya groaned, already knowing that the red-haired Tailor wouldn’t budge.

“We? Is Nikolai in on this…mission too? Can I expect that he is simultaneously pestering Y/N, whilst you are focused on annoying me?” Genya laughed incredulously, shaking her head in mocked disbelief.

“No, of course not! How low do you think of us?”

“Very.”

With that, Genya picked up the stack of paper that was laying in front of her and quickly walked toward the door. Zoya let out an exasperated breath, falling back into her chair, as she watched her friend leave.

“You can’t deny it forever, Genya! It’s better to acknowledge it now!” she called after her as a last effort.

“Love you too, Z!”

“How long do you think they’ll need until they realize it?” you asked your girlfriend, as you plopped down next to her in bed.

Genya laughed, putting a bookmark into the book she had currently sitting on her lap.

“I mean, it is getting kind of obvious now. They must’ve noticed that I haven’t slept in my own room for ages.” you added, letting your head drop on her shoulder, as she placed a quick peck on your cheek.

“I suppose Nikolai tried to convince you to ask me out too?” she mused, her fingers running through your hair gently.

“Of course he did. You had to deal with Zoya?”

“Yes, but I didn’t tell her anything.”

“You know, it’s quite entertaining watching them grasp on to every interaction we have. I’ll miss that once they figure it out.” you giggled, suddenly feeling very tired.

“If they figure it out. By the way they’re acting, it’ll take them at least another millennia.” she chuckled.

“We could probably get married right in front of their eyes, and they wouldn’t be able to put the puzzle pieces together.”

“I’m also quite surprised that David hasn’t managed to let it slip, yet. He can be quite easily fooled into talking about things he shouldn’t.” Genya confessed, wrapping her arms around your torso.

“He probably only shuts up about it, because he’s still traumatized by accidentally walking in on us making out in the workshops.” you recalled, vividly imagining David’s shocked face as he opened the door to his workspace to actually get some work done, instead he saw you make out on a table.

“Saints, that poor man." she laughed, also remembering that little accident.

The preparations for the upcoming winter fête had been in progress for weeks now. Of course, you and Genya were also keen on helping your friends with planning every little detail, hoping that nothing would be able to go wrong.

But hope is dangerous. It clouds your judgement.

"Who was in charge of the invitations?" Zoya questioned as she looked over the files in front of her.

Nikolai's eyebrows cocked up, a look on his face that betrayed his panic.

"I thought you wanted to take care of that?" he said meekly, knowing that he fucked up.

Zoya didn't dare to say a word. Her fiery blue eyes were trained on his. If looks could kill, Nikolai would've already died an awfully painful death.

"You can't be serious?" her words sounded more like a statement, rather than a question, "How does one forget about the invitations?"

"I was so sure that-"

"Nikolai, I really don't care what you were so sure of. We need to find a way to get them out as soon as possible, or everything can be rescheduled! We can't possibly allow that." she rambled worriedly, "Who could possibly manage to do that? Everyone else is already busy, and so are we, I might remind you."

"I may a certain couple that could manage that." Nikolai smirked, his usual smugness was back in an instant.

"Oh?"

"You want us to do what?" Genya exclaimed, visibly confused by Nikolai's request.

"There were some…errors in our planning. So we completely missed taking care of the invitation part." he explained, as he handed you a long list of names.

"That's why we want you two to write and address them. You're the only two people that have the time and abilities to finish them in time. And since the library is free today…" Zoya chimed in, a knowing smile painted on her lips.

"Of course, we are the only two people that you could've asked…" you mumbled, already catching on to what they were trying to do.

"We'll do it." Genya answered for the both of you.

"Will we now? Do I get to have a say in that too?"

"Great, so it's decided!" Nikolai beamed, clasping his hands together with a sonorous clap.

"Why did you agree to that again?" you groaned, as you finished another letter, neatly putting it into an envelope and sealing it.

Almost an hour into writing, stamping and sorting letters, you felt your fingers cramp. Your girlfriend, however, seemed to quite enjoy herself. She could always make the most benign tasks appear at least mildly fun.

"Do you think they're spying on us?" she asked leaning forward, not answering your question.

"I have absolutely no clue. Wouldn't put it past them though." you chuckled, "I think they're trying to give us some alone time."

"If they would only know." Genya chuckled, her delicate hands straightened out the letter she was currently working on.

"I think we should tell them at the winter fête. If they haven't figured it out by then. Because I'm definitely taking you out, whether they know or not." you began again, earning a small smile from her.

"That sound like a plan."

"And? Did you enjoy your date yesterday?" Nikolai cooed, as he leaned against your desk in the workshop.

His voice almost made you drop the thin piece of metal you had previously worked on. This man had a talent for just appearing out of the blue if he wanted to.

"Saints, Nikolai! What are you doing here? Is constantly following me not enough? Did you resort to breaking and entering now?" you hissed, putting your project down to save it from getting dented.

"Oh sweetheart, this is my palace, after all. I can go wherever I want."

"Debatable."

"Go on, answer the question. How did you enjoy your little date yesterday? We would've loved to help, but we didn't want to disturb your…togetherness." he interrogated mockingly.

You sighed, giving him a death glare, that was more than telling.

"I swear to the Saints if you don't start dropping this forsaken topic, I'll genuinely kill you. Maybe I should build you a faulty battle armour for the next war."

"I'm pretty sure that's considered treason."

"Only if I'm caught."

"Come on now, didn't you at least feel the tension between the two of you?" he asked silly, leaning down on the table on his elbows to bring himself down to your eye level.

"The only tension I felt was the one in my hands after writing hundreds of letters."

"You could still ask her to be your date for the winter fête…" he murmured, shooting you a foxy grin.

"Nikolai, please just leave it alone. I can assure you we are both not in need of your matchmaking."

"If you say so."

"I still need to choose a fitting dress!" Genya thought out loud, as she rummaged through her wardrobe, effectively hiding your clothes from Zoya's sight.

"What's your date wearing? I heard she has already decided on one." Zoya smirked, sitting in one of the armchairs as she watched her friend look for a suitable outfit.

She turned around slightly, a disapproving look on her face.

"Don't start this again." she warned, her voice laced with annoyance.

"Oh come on, you didn't ask her out? Not even after the date we arranged for you?"

"We're just friends."

"And that is the problem. You both want more, don't even think of denying that! One of you just has to make the first move." she complained, earning a cocked eyebrow from Genya.

"And that's why you just decided to do that for us? Listen, I really appreciate all your interest in our relationship - your efforts not so much - but if you want it to happen, let it happen freely. With no pressure, or whatever you're doing."

"Fine. But don't wait too long. I want to still be alive when you get married!"

“Y/N! There you are!” Zoya’s voice came up from behind you, as you stood next to a table with other Grisha.

“Z! You look amazing!” you replied with a smile, watching your friend and her boyfriend approach you.

“And where did you leave-” Nikolai began, his question being interrupted by Zoya giving him a sharp jab to the ribs.

“Where did I leave Genya? She’s getting us a drink.” you answered, a self-satisfied smile on your face, as you watched them interpret the situation.

“Us? That’s so domestic of you.” he commented, hoping to get the answer he’d been waiting for.

“Zoya, Nikolai! We’ve been looking for you!” your girlfriend’s voice called.

She came up to you, two champagne glasses in her hands. One of them was handed over to you, as she stood next to you. You gave her a thankful smile, but she was already one step ahead. The next moment, a pair of lips was pressed against yours, as Genya had apparently decided to finally reveal the great secret you had been keeping from your friends.

When she pulled away, your eyes immediately landed on the couple standing across from you. Both of them looked like they had just been hit by a brick.

“What?” was the first thing coming out of their mouths while they stared back at you in disbelief.

“Wait, what did we miss?” Nikolai questioned absolutely baffled.

“Saints, am I dreaming? You’re finally dating?” Zoya added, a wide smile forming on her face.

“Well yes, we’ve been dating for almost over a year now.” Genya started.

“We just enjoyed watching you try to figure it out.” you finished.

“WHAT?”

#genya safin imagine #genya safin #genya safin x reader #shadow and bone headcanon #shadow and bone imagine #shadow and bone x reader #netflix shadow and bone #shadow and bone #grishaverse fanfic #grishaverse headcanons #grishaverse x reader #grishaverse #the grishaverse #nikolai lantsov #zoya nazyanelsky

[ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty]

No i dont agree with my dad or any other men who are hating on this movie. It was not "too woke." it was not "too man hating." It had a real message it was trying to deliver. We just needed to listen.

And i feel bad for my mother who also didnt let herself enjoy the movie, because she was too worried about how they potrayed the Kens. She said she felt bad for how "stupid" they made them look. So while I was sobbing next to her during that montage while Billie's song was playing, expecting my mother to be feeling the same way, she was too worried about how they were making the men feel, ruining their image, dumbing them down.

And its actually heart breaking. Because this movie spoke to me in so many ways. So many parts were touching and eye opening and i wish everyone could understand it.

It was about womanhood, sisterhood, growing up in a world thats practically built against you.

Growing up in general. Having to go out into the real world, not having a choice about it. Having to leave behind the bright happy colours and the actual fact that every day was a good day. Being thrust into the dull, dark world. Realising that the boys you grew up with and loved no longer see you the same way. Noticing how grown men are looking at you, noticing that its mostly men in positions of power and that making a change is so hard. But its so worth it.

This movie was beautiful, and the message it was trying to get across is something both little girls and little boys need to hear.

When Barbie was going through her crisis of not knowing what to do anymore, and thinking that shes not even good at anything anymore, that hit me real hard. Because honestly as a young woman myself going into the world right now, i have no clue what I'm going to do. I also had the same thoughts as Barbie that I'm not good enough for anything, not special enough, I still do, but this movie showed me that I dont have to be. We're all trying to figure out what we're made for, and this movie showed us that its okay to just live. We dont have to do anything massive or world changing, we can just live happily, doing what we want.

And no, the world is not perfect, and it probably never will be, but we can always be our own selves, and be happy with that.

#sorry this probably all sounds stupid but #its like 1.30am and i have so much to say that movie was beautiful #and im genuinely heart breaking that my mother didnt get it #barbie #barbie 2023 #margot robbie #ryan gosling #feminism

[rivaiin]

ok i need to talk about y8 i cant keep quiet anymore i love these games so much. i just started chapter 9 so spoilers until then i guess

So. after a ridiculously slow start (which im not complaining about. i love having time to explore and do secondary content without urgency) i feel like the story has finally starting picking up the pace since around. chapter 7 i guess. like sure there was plot before but you honestly spend like 20 hours going from one point in hawaii to another looking for clues and getting absolutely nothing. you dont get any real info until wong tou. but yeah. i really like where things are going now. it really feels like ichis big massive story that cements him as the new protag and a real final goodbye for kiryu

and speaking of kiryu i was soso sure he was gonna end up dead but now after seeing some scenes from his bucket list thing im not so sure anymore. like it feels theyre at least going to make him want to stay alive. which if they end up killing him its going to make it a million times more devastating. im fully ready to cry by the end

the combat has been a lot of fun and a real palate cleanser after [redacted] all the little improvements really feel like they listened to players complaints on y7. i LOVE that qtes during action scenes are back. those are like one of my favourite things in the series and i really really missed it in y7. general attacks feel super fluid and quick with the new positioning system and being able to bounce enemies around the companions feels great

im really enjoying the music and the visuals. sunset hawaii feels like something out of a dream with that orange light and really reminds me of y3. i miss okinawa tbh

now for characters. i really like all the new companions. chitose feels like a really solid charater and i cant wait to see more of her. yamai has honestly surprised me during later chapters. i love when you fight the same dude over and over and get little bits of their story/personality each time. as for the rest of the villians i guess theyre still falling a little flat cause they havent appeared much. sawashiro still seems to be on the same bullshit hes always been and i dont really care about ebina that much yet. hes been a kinda generic yakuza villain so far but well see. ichi and kiryu are still wonderful characters and i really love theyre making kiryu open up and be more vulnerable. its been a while since weve seen him like that and i missed it

as for the secondary content what can i say. its yakuza. im not gonna say how many hours ive put into dondoko island cause its shameful but i enjoyed its storyline. the snow substory had me fucking sobbing and the new minigames are fun. ive also spent a lot more time with the sujimon thing than i was expecting

i cant wait to see where the rest of the story goes tbh i know im getting close to seeing my babygirl and i cant wait

#miik plays yakuza #like a dragon infinite wealth spoilers #infinite wealth spoilers #yakuza spoilers #do i have any complaints? well i wouldve loved if sega hadnt made fucking ng+ a dlc but i can wait to grab that when its on sale #also its a fucking massive game. they really werent lying when they said it was the biggest one so far #but it really feels theyve tried to pace the content as much as possible so its not overwhelming #youre still unlocking combat stuff on chapter 9 which is. insane considering thats like 40-50 hours of game in #y5 walked so iw could run tbh #i honestly cant wait to see what rgg studios pulls after this

[blouberrys3]

My Sashnetra oneshot!!

Heyyy all of you sashnetra obsessed ppl <3 This is my first ever fic so pls be kind :) Also excuse any errors pls, English isn’t my first language! Anyways here yall go💋 Also I have no clue what to call this so nameless for now.

Sasha was grateful for Anetra in lots of ways.

She helped Sasha out so many times since she started working shifts at the diner about three months ago. Not that Sasha was counting.

And when Sasha got evicted by her landlord, who found out she was trans, Anetra came to her rescue once again by offering her to stay with her until she found a new place.

But now that she actually was laying on the taller womans couch wrapped in a blanket, she was shivering. Not wanting to wake Anetra to ask for a blanket, she just stayed there trying to keep quiet and thinking about her constantly growing crush.

Anetra’s pov: 

She couldn’t sleep. How could she, when the woman of her dreams was laying in her apartment, only one wall seperating them.

Anetra decided to get a glass of water and if  she got to catch a glimpse of Sasha sleeping, then that was just a little bonus, she thought to herself. But quietly opening the door into the living room, she surely wasn’t expecting for Sasha to be wide awake.

„Sorry, did I wake you up? I didnt mean to.“

The older woman whispered.

„ No you didn’t. I was just getting a glass of 

water.“ 

Anetra told her.

Suddenly she noticed, that Sasha was freezing.

She was wrapped into her blanket tightly and visibly shivering.

„Omg, Sasha you’re freezing, you’re going to catch a cold if you dont warm up soon. You should’ve woken me up!“

 Anetra said worriedly.

„ Im sorry, I thought you were sleeping and you’ve done so much for me already and I didnt want to bother you.“

„ You could never bother me. Especially not when you need something “

 Anetra snorted.

„ Alright, sorry“

 the older woman muffled.

„Can I have another blanket, please ?“

Anetra thought about it quickly and she didn’t know what came over her in that moment.

„I dont have anymore blankets but you could always come into the bed with me“

Sasha seemed overwhelmed by the suggestion at first but then agreed with a smile on her face.She was glad, that Anetra couldn’t see the blush slowly creeping up her cheeks.

Sasha pov:

Anetra was warm. She stopped shivering soon after she laid down in the other woman’s bed but it was clear to her that she couldn’t sleep in these conditions. Being this close to Anetra was going to drive her crazy.

But given the unsteady breaths coming from Anetra, she couldn’t either.

Anetra pov:

If she didn’t say anything she would go insane.

She could tell Sasha was still awake and seemed to be deep in thought. Anetra collected all the courage she could find in herself and said with a shaky breath:

„ Sasha, are you awake?“

„Yeah I cant really sleep“ 

„Me neither“

Not knowing what to say, they left it at that for a little while. It was really silent but not uncomfortable.

Until Sasha spoke up

„You know I wanted to tell you something. Ever since you started working at the diner I have had like the biggest crush on you.“

Anetra was silent, overwhelmed by the confession and the possibilities it had opened up. Sasha however misunderstood that silence for something different and when Anetra came back into her own reality after a few seconds, she realized Sasha was hurrying to get out of bed and a few tears were rolling down her cheeks uncontrollably 

„Sasha wait, no“

Anetra got up quickly to put her hands on Sasha’s shoulders.

Looking at her with teary eyes, Sasha silently choked out, her voice breaking

„Im sorry Anetra, I have to go“

Anetra realized then and there, that if she didn’t take this chance to tell Sasha that she felt the same, she probably wouldn’t get another one.

„Please don’t go yet, I feel the same about you Sash.“

Sasha was not sure how to feel and Anetra could see that, so she did the one thing she knew would prove her love to Sasha.

Anetra leaned in and kissed Sasha.

Soft lips meeting hers.

First with confusion and then with love and care.

Sasha‘s Pov:

She never wanted it to end. She had to pull away eventually to catch her breath and the look that Anetra gave her was so full of love  she had to kiss her again. Their lips met for the second time and she knew that she couldn’t let this go ever again. 

They eventually found their way back into the bed still showering the other with as much affection as possible with their new found love. And so Sasha fell asleep with Anetra kissing  her head, gentle fingers caressing her hair and a tight embrace of strong arms that felt like home to her already.

Hope you enjoyed and any feedback is appreciated! MWAHHH

#sashnetra #anetra #drag race season 15 #sasha colby #rpdr 15 #drag race #live laugh lesbian #this is cute #pure fluff

[lukeskylovr]

spoilers for every good omens s2 episode under the cut!

EP 1

CROWLEY BEING SO EXCITED OMFG IM GONNA CRY

oh she’s so vibrant i’m going to kill someone

AZI AND MAGGIE OH MY GOD he’s so lovely. AND SHOSTAKOVICH?!!??! I FUCKING LOVE SHOSTAKOVICH

aw no omg heaven won’t talk to azi anymore 😭😭

maggie and nina oh my god they’re sooooooooo cute

OMG AZI CONDUCTING THR MUSIC WHILET LISTENING I DO THAT 😭😭 HES SO ME

HI MURIEL

oh their outfit is so pretty i love it

i missed crowley’s walk so much

THE 3 REASONS AZI CALLS CROWLEY IM GONNA EXPLODE

oh my god he called him angel again i’m

maggies clothes are so so cute i love them

omg maggie and i are so similar i love her

NOOOOO SHE HAS A PARTNER

crowley w his glasses off ❤️❤️

“I . am . dusting . 👿” 😭😭

CROWLEY SMOKING 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

omg they’re locked in the shop together

muriel my little skrunkle 😽😽😽😽

all the angels having different coloured shoes aaaaa

NO EW THE FLIES IN CROWLEY’S CAR EWWW

yeah maggie is so me i don’t drink either

GOOD OLD FASHIONED LOVER BOY OH MY FUCKING GOD I KNEW IT WAS CROWLEY’S SONG

a proper apology *falls to my knees* 😭😭😭

A FUCKING LITTLE DANCE?!!?!? IM ACTUALLY SOBBING WHAT WAS THAT

ep 2

azi’s outfit ❤️❤️ he is so beautiful

i actually don’t hate crowley’s beard 😽😽

AWWW MURIEL HIII

i am loving these job era angel outfits

azi singing 😭

MAGGIE CRYING !?!

aziraphale is definitely autistic omg “it’s just a thing you say” ohhhhhhh he is so autistic

they’re at the pub?!

i can’t w these two crowley definitely reads fanfiction . he’s lying about seeing it in the film

“she had balls” “well” ☠️☠️☠️

A CLUE 😭😭😭❤️❤️

“don’t pronounce the capital letter” ☠️😭❤️

“nice gaff” ☠️

“i know the angel you were” KILL ME NOW

actually this whole scene is destroying me

“i’m not grinning!!” HES SOO CUTE

hi ty tennant 😽

aw jemimah is so cute

what omg azi didnt used to eat human food ?????? and crowley tempted him to start ??? i’m crying they’re so

my boy is fucking destroying that ox rib

AZI WINKING AT CROWLEY AWWWWW

“our car” FALLS TO MY KNEES AND SOBS

THE OCEAN SCENE IM SEEING IT WITH MY OWN EYES

azi nooo omg he thinks he’s going to hell 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ my baby

that scene is going to fucking haunt me

ep 3

awwww azi going along with muriel they’re so sweet

a cupperty omg 😭

“you love trains” ☠️ yeah he would wouldn’t be

they’re sitting so close they are definitely lovers

crowley stop stressing muriel out 👿

oh i actually didn’t expect that azi would be a shit driver

OH MY FUCKING GOD THE OUTFITS IVE BEEN WSITING FOR

fem crowley i love you

omg crowley w a scottish accent

HE CAN FEEL WHEN AZI DRIVES UNDER THE SPEED LIMIT ?!(! 😭😭

STOP IT WHAT HAS AZI DONE TO THE BENTLEY HES SO 😭

…. is that crowley without his jacket on …

IT IS

wow this crowley outfit is stunning she looks amazing

no omg azi hugging the jar w the tumour

HIS LITTLE HAT

this minisode is so sad

TINY CROWLEY WHAT THE FUCK 😭

what the fuck now he’s massive

awwwww azi holding crowley awwww

“and twitter and grindr whatever they happen to be” 😭😭 azi

maggie and nina are my favs oh my god

“if any harm comes to aziraphale from thsi i will” falls to my knees again

ep 4

fuck off shax leave my boy alone

“a little bemused as to why crowley should risk destruction for you” girl you have no idea

“YOU DONT SEEM HIS TYPE@ SHUT UPASNBSBD

no way there were rumours that crowley and azi are going out shut up 😭❤️

i’m so fucking stressed right now

oh my god it’s the blitz empisode i can’t fucking do this right now

oh them in the car ❤️

OH MY GOD IM FINALLY GETTING MY MAGICIAN AZIRAPHALE BACK

did i just watch an animated spider take a shit

if my boy’s magic show is ruined by some zombies i will be so mad

AZI PAUSING AT ‘friends’ OH IM SICK

😭 crowley pretending to be the audience

oh azi. i am finding this hard to watch but i love it

his little outfit i’m going insane

i’m shitting my pants rn there is no reason for this to be making me so nervous

OH JT WORKED

HES SO CUTE W THE FEATHER BOA AW

ok the picture the demon took of them is kinda nice

they’re on a date 😭😭🥹🥹

“i knew you’d come through for me. you always do.” KILL ME

SHAX CALLING AZI ‘crowley’s pet’ WHAT!?!,!

ep 5

stop crowley w the hat and the glass thing i’m crying

OMG THE DEMON FROM LAST SEASON

azi please stop speaking french i beg you

NINA AND CROWLEY TALKING ABOUT AZI STOP 😭😭

ugh drunk crowley

he’s gonna shout i know it he’s gonna be so mad

ohhhhhh he’s furious

“MY ONLY FRIEND” 😭😭😭😭😭

did crowley just tell gabriel to kill himself 🫢

THE MATCHBOX WHAT

how does jim fit on that tiny ass bed

crowley shouting at nina ☠️☠️

JIM’S SUIT 😭 love it

maggie hurry up pls pls pls

i love the woman in the black sparkly suit she reminds me of my aunt

MAGGIE AND NINA HIIIIII oh she looks stunning nina ily

also the harpsichord man’s suit is fabulous i want it

AZI SMILING AT THEM DANCING I CANT DO THIS

ok that magician’s partner is serving so hard that dress is amazing

oh. my. god. are azi and crowley fucking dancing are they going to fucking dance

MY DADS AEW DANCING WITH EACH OTHER

stop omg jim surrendering himself in that fabulous outfit is so

“i won’t leave you on your own” 🙁🙁🙁

“ur a good lad” “i’m not actually. either” YES!!!!!! TAKE THAT GENDERFLUID CROWLEY DENIERS !!’n TAKE RHAT!!! that you neil gaiman i love you mwah

“rescuing me makes him so happy” I AM GOING TO GO FUCKING INSANE THEY ARE SO INSIFFWRABLE AND I LOVE THEM SO MICH

aw muriel and crowley ❤️❤️

WAIT IM GETTING SHITTY ANGEL DISGUISE CROWLEY YES OMG

ep 6!!!!!!

i love his stupid fuckinf angel cosplay so much. and his little hops 😭

“i had brothers u don’t scare me by making faces!” STOP SHES SO RIGHT

DONT CALL MY GIRL MAGGIE UNLOVABLE

maggie ily but srsly 😭

“i haven’t always been a demon” IS TJIS A CALLBACK TO “that was a long time ago, angel” 😭😭👿

noo azi remembering the fire 🙁🙁

“crowley’s emotional support angel” STOP IT 👿👿👿

AW CROWLEY PUNCHING MURIEL LIKE THAT IM CRYING I LOVE THEM

bro why did they tell gabriel to take his clothes off ☠️

bro what is azi doing 😟

A HALO!??!

damn 😭

ohhhhh i love crowley sm

azi what have you done 😭😭😭

THE FLY WAS GABRIEL THIS WHOLE TIME !?!?!? STOP IT that is so fucking unserious neil gaiman i love you

NO WHAG THE FUCK IT WENT IN HIS EYEBALL

“you can’t always get what you live for” um. um am i supposed to think of azi and crowley when i hear that

are these two assholes in love with each other ….

GABRIEL MADE THE JUKEBOX PKAY EVERYDAY FOR BEELZEBUB!!(!!!!!???!!?!

period aziraphale

crowley don’t talk to me about alpha centauri i can’t do this

shut up michael

crowley sitting like that 😭

fuck off metatron looking at crowley like that leaving him alone u bastard

“us time” i am going to die

maggie and nina giving crowley advice omg ❤️❤️❤️

azi PLEASE just let crowley talk oh my god i’m actually gonna explode

oh azi 🙁

RESTORE CROWLEY TO FULL ANGELIC STATUS ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING

no nightingales 😟

“we could have been … us” what if i killed myself

i am fucking devastated no one talk to me

#good omens #good omens season two #good omens s2 #good omens spoilers #meri is talking

[arisatominakos]

i want your gif making lore. 7, 9, 17, 15, 20, 26, 40, 45, and 49!

dfkjaj LORE REQUEST RECEIVED

7. Who are your top 3 gif makers

ohmans thats hard khfdsa. i actually am big fans of a lot of gifmakers out there that i dont follow but i see their stuff all the time in the tags & rb from them etc etc. but like i do follow a lot of folks who’s stuff i rlly enjoy and are folks that tend to inspire me. its a bit unfair to list just three so fkjsdha uhh @aartyom  @eurodynamic @onewingedangels @preciousgyro @entreri @marogarreh @thequantumranger @trident

9. What/who inspired you to start making gifs

i dont fully remember, i think a mix of just fandom stuff w/ friends & rp blogs. i do remember it was a hellacious journey until i could figure it out and since then i just have tried to keep improving or learning new things etc etc.

17. 10 sets, 8 sets, 6 sets? How many gifs to you prefer in a set

this is VERY dependent on the set im making at the time. i try to avoid like sets with a lot of images bc i get very tired with the task. but some stuff like i try to do between 2-5 so it looks nice in a post.

15. Have you ever had gifs stolen and reposted

constantly. usually its my avan gifs or star trek gifs. which is like the major reason i dont do them anymore or do a lot of non-video game slash anime sets. i tend to confront the person or ask them to take it down & it goes as well as you expect half the time: not the best. the worst time was a rp blog stealing all my avan gifs, not aware i was in the same rp circles so like tons of mutuals( most shared between the two of us ) notified me & they blocked me on said blog so i had to message them from my personal + other blogs i had at the time as well as said mutuals spoke with them as well before they took them down. it was a very frustrating day.

20. Mac or PC

i have experience with both mac & pc, however my default is my pc which is built for gaming. i’ve had mac laptops in the past via my older sister who would give me her school handmedowns. as far as specifically creating art gifs what have you, i have no preference between the two.

26. How many un posted sets are in your drafts right now

sO I KNOW A LOT OF PPL DO THAT WHERE THEY MAKE STUFF AND SAVE IT IN DRAFTS BUT IM DKSJHA i just i dont have the like mental fortitude to make something and not post it soon after. back when i was doing rp stuff & writing i used my drafts very heavily for wips & i sorta do that w/ gifsets in a way. as i make them i have a opened draft to upload each one to see how they look on tumblr, if they upload correctly, & to check coloring between my main monitor secondary monitor & phone as well so i make sure colors are good theres no washes etc. so usually if there is something in the drafts im currently working on it or its about to be posted so there are zero things in my drafts other than this ask kfsha

40. Why do you make gifs

good question. no clue. fkjhdsa but its fun & i enjoy it. its also just fun to share my interests in a way that can be shared by other people in reblogs etc. reading the tags of my sets & seeing ppls reactions or just opinions or whatever is just it rlly makes it. I Make Gifs For The People.

45. Ever gotten hate over a set

i’ve had ppl disrespect me bc of a gifset but ive never gotten hate persay. i do get a lot of bitchy people upset about my “do not repost or remove caption.” that i add to my posts which like i tend to ignore. realistically i cant stop ppl from doing such but it has helped so i keep doing it. usually i get a comment on said set they reblogged that day or in the tag but ive gotten 1 ask once about it & it was p funny. but proper hate with a valid reason ? nah.

49. How much would you say you’ve improved since you first started giffing

oH SO MUCH LOL. from coloring, to timing of the frames, to composition, to typography, to quality. the more i make the better i get. && there are things i want to redo to see how much i’ve improved. im not using the best tools to make these, but i’ve seen my improvement i’ve seen how much better i am & it’s rlly nice to be able to visually see your growth.

                                     /  GIFMAKER ASKS

#farllee.asks #fashionablyfyrdraaca #yEAH THANKS FOR ALL THE QUESTIONS

[x3kristax3]

⚠️TW: drug abuse talk, fighting, small bit of curising

A Part of Me 3/3

First| Last

We pull up to the apartment and jessy is getting ready to get in a cab

"Jessy!" I yell to get her attention she looks and closes the cab door and walks over

"About time you guys showed up" she says crossing her arms

"Sorry i needed sleep and we had coffee and we needed to talk some things through this morning" i say

"I bet he was thinking of going back on that promise" she says looking at him

"No Jessy it was exactly what i said" i say getting between them

"Why are you defending him after everything hes done to you?" She asks

"Lets go inside and talk" i say

"I agree. I'm willing to do that just like i said i would" says Jake

"Fine" says Jessy

We all walk back into the apartment

"Wow different from what i remember it" says Jake

"Yeah i kept it the same for those 6 months then when i came back from the hospital anything that reminded me of you i got rid and replaced as i had the money" i say

"Yea which with her tips from the bar didn't take her long at all" says Jessy

Me and him sit in the oversized chair and Jessy on the couch

"Look Jessy, i know i messed up when i just up and left Krista but there were people after me. The same people that burned my moms house to the ground. I had to run and cut off all contact with her and everyone its the only way i could keep you all safe, specially Krista" he says looking at me

"Why didnt you leave a note saying so?" Ask Jessy

"I didnt want her looking into finding them" he says 

"You know i would of Jessy, you know what i was like that night. I turned this place upset down looking for a clue" i say

"That you did this place looked like we were ransacked" she says then she looks at Jake "how do I know your not gonna just leave again in 6 months or a year or whenever?"

"I dealt with my past. Im not wanted by the FBI anymore. Ive been waiting for the right time to come back into Krista's life for 2 months and last night in the club when i saw her and that dude i just couldn't wait. It was the first time i had seen her since that day i left expect for a picture i kept hidden and i couldn't let a guy like that think he stood a chance" he says

'Look Jessy i know you think i dont have room to talk because Jake is my brother but we all knew his past and we all saw how he was before he left and i can still tell he's in love with her" says Hannah

"I'm with hannah on this Jessy. You can tell he still just wants to keep her safe even last night he punched that dude cause he wouldn't listen to her" says Cloe

"I think Dan needs to be in on this" says Jessy as she grabs her phone

"Jessy no….. ill talk to Dan. Cause i know if you call him and tell him Jake is back hes gonna be in his car on his way out here to hurt Jake" i say

"Your right i would be" says Dan walking out of the bedroom 

I jump up "seriously you called him?" I say standing between him and Jake

"Yeah last night when you disappeared" says Jessy

"I just came in this morning" says Dan standing right in front of me and Jake stands up behind me and grabs me to move me

"Jake dont" i say turning my head towards him

'Krista me and him need to talk" says Jake

"You can with me between you guys" i say

"Krista move this is something that needs done" says Dan and he clenches his knuckles

'Dan please im begging you" i say with tears foaming "please let's all just talk"

" no" Dan says

I grab jakes hand and walks to my room putting me between Jake and Dan

"Krista don't do this dont protect the guy that is the reason you almost died" says Dan

"I forgave him can't you all just accept that and that even though everything I still love him" i say as i start crying 

Jake turns me around facing him " what did you just say?"

"I still love you" i say as i lean into him crying 

He wraps his arms around me. "All I want to do is protect her. That's all i ever wanted to do"

"You don't understand what we went through when she went through that breakdown. I tried looking for you myself cause i wanted hurt you for hurting her" says Dan "shit still want to hurt you"

"I get that Dan i do but believe me when i tell you i drank myself through it as well. You guys have no idea how bad i wanted to just say screw it all and come running back to her but i knew id put her in danger and i couldn't do that" say jake as i just hold him tight. Jake picks me up and carries me back to the chair as he sits down with me in his lap

"Dan and Jessy look at how he's just trying to protect her and make her stop crying now. Do you really think he wanted to hurt her like that?" Says Cloe

Dan looks at us "no but i don't trust him"

I look at Dan "i'm not asking you to trust him. Im asking you guys to trust me that im doing what's right for me"

"You know we trust you" says Jessy

"Then let me trust him. He doesnt have to move back in with us but i need him back in my life" i say

Jessy crosses her arms "fine but i swear to God jake you hurt her again and you will regret it"

I look at Dan "dan i need you to trust me"

"I trust you but I'm the same as Jessy"

"I can't promise if things dont work out but i promise as long as things are working i won't do that again" says Jake

Everyone walks away expect Dan

I stand up "can i leave you two alone?" I ask

"I'll come with you" says Jake as he stands up and takes my hand

"Im going to shower and change" i say

"Ill stay in the room" he says

I look at Dan "you stay out" i say

"Fine" dan say

Jake and i go into my room "Damn you really even changed everything in here too" jake says

"This was the first room. I got out and came home and started taking things out and ordering things. All the memories in here when you left drove insane. Until everything was out i slept in Jessy bed" i say going into my closet and grabbing jean shorts and a cropped shirt i turn and see him staring at me. "What?"

"You just memorize me and i missed you this last year and a half" he says walking up to me and pulling me close. He leans in and kisses me.

As he does Jessy walks in "krista theres something i need to say" she says then sees us breaking the kiss "really? Were already going back to this?" 

"What Jessy?" I say looking at her

"That dude last night came up to me after you guys left and told me if he sees you again no guy is gonna stop him from taking you home" she says

I roll my eyes as Jake says "yeah until i punch him in that face of his"

"Jake!?" I say

Jessy laughs "i knew he was gonna say that"  as she turns and walks away

"What he tries anything thats what is gonna happen" he says 

I walk away and jump in the shower this time unlike last time i lock the door so Jake can't come in.

I come out of the bathroom after getting showered and dressed and see jake looking through a box i had under my bed of pictures of him and I together and stuff he gave me. 

He sees me "i didn't expect you to keep theses all"

"Its the only things i couldn't…. You have no idea how many times i tried. Even Jessy offered and i just couldn't" i say sitting next to him.

He pulls out the very first picture we took together. "Man this was so weird showing my face to a camera after so many years of hiding" he says

"I know it took so long to get you to agree and to get that smirk from you" i say and i reach in and pull out a little jewelry bag. "I put that promise ring in here. I couldn't wear it but couldn't get rid of it" i say as i pull it out

Jakes grab it from me "i remember that night like it was yesterday" he says

Jessy opens the door "i remember it too. You guys came home and she was so happy she couldn't contain herself. I swear the whole floor heard her" she says leaning against the door

I grab it back from jake and put it back in the bag and i see a photo he pulled out. "This night" i say grabbing the photo from him "it was just you and me. Jessy had gone back to duskwood for the weekend and it was the only night we both had off together. I came home from work dead exhausted and you had ordered Chinese take out and ran a bubble bath for me and we stayed up all night watching movie. And we took this photo hyped up on sugar" i say laughing

"I remember that fight the night before" says Jake "you were so mad cause we were suppose to have a date night and i got call into work and you had gotten all dressed up and i had to call and cancel everything. That night i was trying to make it up. It might not have been a fancy night out on town but we were together and smiling and laughing so i accepted the defeat of hurting you the night before"

"It might not have been the same but it was just us alone which after everything was much needed" i say

"Theres one photo not in there that i couldn't let you toss" says Jessy pulling it out of her pocket and hands it to Jake

"Its just me at my desk" he says

I look at it "we had a fight that night but i couldn't sleep so i was sitting in bed and i looked up and i just had to snap this of you in your element" i say looking at it

"I remember that fight it was your guys first one.  Jake got so mad cause we had a girls night and you came home drunk and there was no money missing and i slipped and told him guys kept buying you drinks all night" says Jessy

"Yeah that night i thought i was out of my league with you" jake says

I look at him "even through everything you knew about me? At that point of our relationship?" I say

Dan pops behind Jessy "i always said you were out of his league but you always faught it and said it was the other way around"

I look away and i feel Jake reach for me and i move and go out on the balcony.

"Guys just stay please i think me and her need to talk just us" he says getting out and following me. He sees me sitting in an egg chair, "you still have that?" He says closing the door

"I couldn't get rid of this" i say as i pick my feet into it leaving the foot rest in front of me open as i look away from him

Jake sits down on it "hey, whats going on?" He says grabbing my hand

"The memories, the fights, the inputs from Jessy and Dan just reminded me how imperfect we were together. Those things were things this last year i forgot and makes me wonder if we can make this work" i say as i feel his hands against my skin

"Believe me i hadn't forgotten those moments but you know what i also didn't forget?" He says

"Whats that?" I say looking at him

"One that look…. The look of pure love when we would fight and i would catch you looking at me. How deep i fell for you without ever touching you, how no matter how stubborn you can be, you're selfless and caring,drop dead gorgeous, and funny . How i never thought i would give a promise ring to anyone and within 2 months of having in you in my arms I knew I never wanted to lose you. How even that night i left i found myself at a jewelry store looking at engagement rings"

"What?" I say leaning towards him

"Yeah that night after i drove away i pulled into a jewelry store and stared at an engagement ring in the window i wanted to buy you"

A tear falls down my eye "after you left i looked at a store and there was one i wanted so bad for you to buy and come walking through that door and getting on a knee. I had actually saved up money and was going to go buy it and put it on a chain for if i ever saw you again to give you and when i went it was gone. The guy said some man came in and bought it and it was a one of a kind ring." I say

Jake reaches into his coat pocket on the inside "i was told that when i bought this one" he says showing it to me

I fall into tears "that's the one" i say

"Then lets update that promise ring in that box with something thats us. Once in a lifetime kind of love" jake says as he gets on a knee. "Krista i promise you one day i will move this ring to your left hand and make you my wife until then i promise you i will protect you and love you through all the good, bad, and ugly" 

Jessy swings open the door "no your not allowed to propose to her"

"I accept those promises Jake" i say as i kiss him and he slides it on my right hand

"I wasn't proposing to her, Jessy." He says as he breaks the kiss

My heart sinks realizing how much they dont trust him "jessy go please i know you want to protect me but i need you to trust me with him"

"I trust you but not him" she says

"Jake ill be back" and i bring jessy and dan back into the living room.  We sit down

"No im not trusting him…. I didnt trust him in Duskwood and he proved i cant trust him when he left you like that" says Dan

"I asked you guys to trust me when it comes to him and you said you do but obviously that isnt the case" i say crossing my arms as cloe and Hannah walks in from the kitchen

"Whats happening now?" Asks Hannah "i thought we dealt with this" 

"I thought so too but they cant let Jake and I be alone to work through this ourselves" i say

" cause he's your blind spot" says Jessy as i see Jake walk out of my bedroom

"You don't think i don't know that Jessy? I wanted to deify him when it came to Hannah and Richy in those mines. I wanted to go in there instead of him! If i had the FBI wouldn't have shown up and i would of been in there when richy set the fire. I wouldn't have made it out. We wouldn't be where we are right now if i had done that" i say getting up and going into the kitchen

Jake follows me and comes up behind me and pulls me in as im standing at the sink and i start crying

"Guys you have to trust her cause she's right. If jake hadn't talked her out of going we would of have lost her and Richy that night." Says cloe

"And i would of never got to know my brother and Phil would of never got out of prison Jessy" says Hannah

"You two weren't here that night" says Jessy

"No but we were here when she told us the truth why they had to pump her stomach like they did and she made us promise never to tell you" says cloe

I hear them and run out there and pull my shirt up. "I bought drugs that night Jessy on top of that alcohol in my stomach there was drugs. Thats why i flatlined the combination of the two because i thought Jake was dead as well and i couldn't image living without him" i say in tears.

Jake pulls me into him and Dan realizes whats going on and walks up to me and Jake

"Jake i need to say something to her" he says

"You can say it like this" says Jake

I look towards Dan and he can see my eyes

"I didn't know you did that. I didnt know about the drugs. Im sorry you thought that you couldn't talk to me boo about how hard it was. Thinking you thought i wouldn't have dropped everything that night and speed out here to help you"

Jessy walks to her room and slams the door. I walk away from everyone and knock on her door "Jessy can i come in"

"Only you" she says

Jake is right behind me "please stay. Shes my best friend and i hid that for a year from her" he kisses my forehead and i open the door and close it behind me locking it so noone can come in

"Im sorry i hid that for an entire year from you" i say

"Why did you tell hannah and cloe but not me?" She says

"I needed them to get the package for the hospital when i came into my sense and if i told you. Everything of Jakes that was left you would of tossed before i had a chance to do it" i say sitting next to her

"What was it?" She asks

"Oxy" i say with my head down

She hugs me "im not gonna lie i knew you were hiding something but i thought you were still looking for Jake not that"

"It was only the once i did it. Waking up in the hospital with the tubes and the wires scared me so bad" i sa try crying

"Coming home to you barely breathing scared me so bad i never want to see that again. Which is why i don't want Jake back in your life" she says

"Remember us looking at the engagement ring and i wished over and over again i had got it?" I say

"How can i forget we tried finding others like it with no luck" she says. I show her the new ring "that's the ring!" She says

"That night he left he saw it and ended up being the guy that bought it" i say

She gets up and goes out there and hugs Jake for the first time since he came back "without even asking her best friend you knew what she wanted in a ring" she says

"Jessy i love her. I never want to hurt her. Last night when i felt that scar and she told me everything my heart broken because i realized at that point i hurt her and hadn't protected her like i had always promised her i would do" he says "one day i will ask you in advance if i can marry her but right now i just want to keep her safe. Even if now its just douchebags in this city"

I come walking up to them and wrap my arm around him "and im okay with that cause that means no bad guys" i say looking up at him

"Fine you can keep him again" she says

"I was planning even if you didn't approve" i say with a laugh

"But i have to go i have one of my hacker buddies in town and he's been getting into who knows what kind of trouble" says Jake

"Is that the one that was there this morning when i woke up?" I ask

"Yeah, want to officially meet him?" He asks handing me the helmet again

I look at the rest of the group "go ahead ive been bothering you since you chased him out of the club last night" says Jessy

"I think you mean ran out of the club to him" i say with a laugh

"She really did" says Jake as he hands me the helmet again 

"One condition you get me a better helmet" i say grabbing it

"Deal i want to protect you" he says as he kisses me. I grab my purse and we head outside.

 Jake makes a call as I see the guy from last night he comes up to me and he grabs my arm "your coming with me" he says

I swing at him and one of his friends grab my other arm i yell Jake

He turns around and swings at the guys friend who drops to the ground letting me go but the guy doesnt " dude didnt you learn your lesson last night? She's mine" asks Jake

"Nope there isn't a ring on that hand so shes fair game" he says

I put all my weight into my butt making me fall backwards and Dan comes outside and sees whats happening and grabs me as jake grabs the guy buy the shirt and swings at him and throws him "touch her again and it will be the last thing you wish you did" he says as he turns and sees me in Dans arms. He comes up to us "thanks Dan" he says

" i knew you needed to do that but wanted to get her away" he says as police come up and the guy points at Jake and I.

The police walk up "what happened miss?" They ask

"He grabbed me when i went to swing at him his friend grabbed my other hand. I called for my boyfriend and he did hit them to protect me" i say

He looks at Jake "is this true?"

"Yes officer" jake say 

"Thats what the witness who called said they are trying to say you got up on them and he swung at them"

"Wow yeah not what happened" i say showing the police my arms where they both grabbed me

"Thank you" he says going and arresting them

I lean into Jake "you called me your boyfriend" he says with  smile

"You claimed me as yours when protecting me. You didn't last night" i say

"Cause last night i didnt know if you wanted me to" he says

"I followed you out of a club" i say looking up at him

He kisses me "lets go we can do this forever" he says putting his helmet on.

I watch him get on the bike and bite my lips and put my helmet on and get on wrapping my arms around him. Before he starts up the bike "Jake?" I say

"Yeah" he say squeezing my thigh

"I love you" 

"I love you too" he says as he starts and takes back off to his apartment 

We walk up to it and his friend is at the door. "Krista, this is Dallas"

"Nice to officially met you Krista. Sorry i ran out this morning Jake wasn't sure i guess what gonna happen" he says

"Whats your hacker name?" I ask

"Im the one who told you the lie about Jake and another girl. He asked me to and to track your location last night so he could do something to get you back" he says

"Jesus thanks man rough day" says Jake

"Oh so your the one that all that time i was looking for him would make it seem like he was gone?" I say

"Ugh….." he says

"Dude be honest with her i swear its best…. I trained her" says Jake

"You didnt train her to hide her location very good" he says

"I purposely left it open so Jake could always find me" i say looking at Jake

He pulls me into his apartment and theres a girl in there. "What the hell? How did you get in?" He asks and she shows a key

"Did you forget you gave me this?" She says as she walks closer to him and tries to kiss Jake

I walk up and swing at her "he's mine drop the key and back off" i say

She ducks "who's this crazy bitch?"

"Exactly as she said… shes mine" says Jake

"What about that one night?" She asks

"It was one night i told you my heart belonged to someone i was drunk and lonely" jake says

I look at him "you slept with her?" I raise my voice

"Yes he did and it was amazing" she says

I bolt past jake and Dallas and run down the stairs and outside.

"Dallas deal with her please? I can't lose Krista" says Jake running after me

Im right outside the apartment building and im just looking both ways as i grab my phone. Jake grabs my arm "krista please don't go"

"You slept with someone when i was breaking down missing you. Thinking you were dead and she has a key to your apartment" i say pulling away and going to call Jessy

"Please Krista" he says grabbing my phone and hanging up on Jessy. "It was once she stole my key and made a copy i didn't know she did"

I start walking away and Dallas is walking her out and says "leave him alone he doesn't care about you" he says getting her a cab

Jake grabs my right hand pulling me into him and he sees the tears in the street lights "its always been you Krista" he says touching the ring 

"Then prove it right here. Prove it to me right now its always gonna be me" i say giving him the ring and my phone as it dials Jessy on speaker

"Krista what's wrong?" She asks

"Jessy can i marry Krista?" Says Jake 

"No its too soon" she hangs up

"I can't without her blessing" he says

I walk away and Dallas stops me "don't walk away from him because of her. Shes crazy as one of his buddies i promise you this ive never seen him like this with anyone else like he is with you. Any other girl he would of dealt with crazy before chasing the other girl"

"Your the one that stopped me from finding him and now you don't want me to walk away?"

"Krista turn around please" says Jake. I turn around and he's on his knee for the second time today. "I can't promise you easy, i can't promise it will always be worth it, but I'll always love you. Krista, will you marry me one day?" He asks grabbing my left hand

"But  Jessy told you no" i say

"I don't care i cant lose you again" he says as he slides the ring on and its a perfect fit as he stands up i kiss him and he pulls me close

"You really don't want me to walk away huh?" I say

"Now you can't," he says as he picks me up.

I hear Dallas behind us " are we gonna get food?"

"Chinese?" I say with a laugh. All of a sudden i see Jessy calling my phone that Jake still has "i should answer that" i grab the phone and its video "hey Jessy"

"I swear to God he better not have asked you" she says

Jake gets into the camera "sorry but i can't lose her again" he says grabbing my left head

"Jake!" She yells

"Jessy we will talk later were in the street were heading for Chinese" i say

"No im coming to his apartment now so you guys better wait everyone else went back to Duskwood" she says and hangs up the phone

"Sorry guys, looks like we're waiting" i say as i head back inside.

Once inside Jakes apartment i look around and  I notice a picture on the wall that is of him and I. I walk up to it and run my fingers on it. Jake walks up behind me "that has always been my favorite picture of us" he says

"Mine too…. You took it off the wall that night and i knew you left not because you wanted to but had too" i say

"Is that why you looked so long?" He says

"Yeah exactly why because i knew you wouldn't take that picture unless you planned on coming back into my life. We were having our first official date when we moved out here just you and me. You got a reservation at this super fancy restaurant and got me that dress. We stood in front of a mirror and i snapped that picture while you were memorized by me"

"I still am memorized by you Krista"

There's a knock on the door and Dallas opens it " ugh guys there is a pissed redhead here" he says and she pushes past him

"I told you it was too soon when you called asking"

"Jessy i told him to do it if he has the balls" i say getting between then

"Why?" She asks.I told her all that just happened with the other girl. She pushes me out of the way "while she was breaking down thinking you were gone, you slept with another girl!?" She says getting ready to swing

"Jessy, please listen to me!" I yell

"Krista no….. were not doing this again like at our apartment its either me or him and if you pick him i'm going back to Duskwood" she say.

"Jessy please don't make me choose" i say as i fall on the floor against the wall with tears in my eyes. Jake tries to come to me and Jessy stops him

"No she needs to pick between you and me right now" she says

I get up and walk out of the apartment building again and start walking away

"Jessy you can afford to lose her. I cant!" Says Jake as he runs out after me im a block away already and he runs towards me once hes up to me he gets in front of me and he sees the tears run down my face "i won't make you choose i just can't lose you" he says holding me close

I hear Jessy running up "i guess you made your choice" she says

" Jessy no your my best friend…. Jake is my soulmate no matter which i pick i lose a piece of my heart"

"Well i did in the mine" says Jessy

"You still have me. Don't let this happen" i say facing her

"Then tell him no make it a promise ring" she says

"Its a promise to one day marry me no matter which hand its on" i say to her

"Well he just came back" she says

"Did Dan not tell you what happened outside of our apartment.. if i let Jake walk away he wont be able did to protect me if that guy comes back" i say

"Wait he already tried?" She says

"Yes! Jake punched him and his friend to get me safe and Dan pulled me away as soon as he could" i say

"This is true Jessy. All i ever want to do is keep her safe. Yes i moved the ring to her left hand but we're not gonna rush the wedding planning but i have to keep her safe." Says Jake wrapping his arms around me

I walk up to Jessy "please trust me. If he hurts me like that again you can do whatever you want to him" i say

"Im holding you too that" she says hugging me.

I hug her back "do you understand what I'm trying to say?" I say as Dallas finally catches up to us

"No but even in 24 hours i see a different glow around you and i can't stop that" she says

"Then join us for Chinese and we will talk about it" i say 

"Yes we need food" says Dallas

"Fine" she says i walk back to Jake and he holds my hand. We get to the place which isn't far a walk and they sit us down.

We all place our orders and i look at Jessy across the table

"Hey its okay. He's a free man. No more hiding or having to run to protect me" i say grabbing my best friends hand.

"I just don't see how after what happened how you can forgive him so easy" she says

"Remembed how after the mine you said you would do anything to have richy back even after everything?" I say

"Yeah that was the first night you came to duskwood" she says

"You would of forgiven him for everything he did to you, hannah, all of us just to have him back. Am i right?"

She sighs and looks out the window "yeah"

"Then how is me forgiving Jake any different? He left to protect me from the FBI so we didnt get caught in the cross fire" i say

"I get it he's better then richy" she says standing up

I stand up with her "no I'm not saying that. Im saying if you were in my position with richy you would of done the same things. The steps would of been exactly same. You would be standing in front of your best friend explaining the same thing" i say

She looks at me and then looks at Jake as him and dallas or talking computers "you really love him huh?" She says looking back at me

"Yes. Ive never loved someone like this. I really thought he was gone for good until the club" i say as i sit back down and lean against him. He squeezes my thigh

"Please sit down Jessy. I know things wont be how they were right away but having both of you in my life in this city is what i need. You saw me this last year. You saw the drinking i did and tearing my heart up everytime i would hear his name." I say

"You should of seen her in the chats" says Dallas

I kick him under the table and give him a stare down "you were still in those chats this last year?" Says Jessy

"Yeah trying to find anything out about Jake. Dallas here was the only one feeding me information per Jake so i knew he was at least alive and not captured"

She sits down as the food comes out "you never told me that." She says grabbing some of my orange chicken so i grab some of her food.

"Well yeah i didn't know what i was gonna get so i didn't want to worry you" i say taking my bite "okay maybe i should of gotten yours" i say with a laugh 

"Haha but not im not a fan of yours." She says

We all just start conversational with each other sharing our food and having a fun time. I get up to use the restroom and as i come back i see them all getting along and it brings a smile to my face. Jake looks for me and see me standing there watching and when i sit back down he kisses me as he pulls me close

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