#dont worry its nothing bad

[dazais-crab-addiction]

Tonight I learned that my 20 yr old partner has never played chess and doesn't know how to play chess. This is mind boggling to me. They claim its not weird for people to not know anything about chess so I. I need to see. Please.

Okay so, I made a mistake in not elaborating the meaning of the options. You do not have to be good or know what you are doing in the slightest to pick that you have played before. The middle three options are for your understanding of the game having never played it at all. The reason there's a percentage on the last option is because my partner made a tumblr so they could pick it because they think they are hilarious.

#crab says words #chess #tumblr polls #i learned how to play in elementary school and so did all my siblings #i use to play chess with random people constantly in highschool #im really bad at chess but its still fun to play ya know #i just am so shocked they literally knew nothing other than “the horses can move in an L shape” #i taught them how to play and made then play with me so dont worry i fixed the situation 😌 #pls reblog this 🥺 #i take it back!! my notifications will never recover!!! pls stop reblogging this!!!!!!

[bigfatbreak]

From the amount of blood Mari is losing via her nosebleeds, I’m surprised she isn’t anemic.

its mostly just exhaustion and magical pressure building up inside her body, probably nothing to worry about

#yeah its probably fine. dont worry #nothing bad ever happens to a caterpillar inside a chrysalis #replies

[yumeyleo]

how i feel after being in the dni’s of one of my mutuals

#yumey dreams up words #its nothing bad dont worry

[stuffedsand]

for the violence ask game: 8 common fandom opinion everyone is wrong about. for milgram. i know exactly what you're going to say i just want to see you go off again

Hiii bestie. You do know what I'm about to talk about. Yippee

Disclaimer that this whole essay is like. For fun and how I say things is ramped up to be funny. I don't mind if you disagree w me cuz like that's the nature of things! We disagree but we can get along.

Anyways short answer for people who don't wanna see the essay: organ harvesting theory. This is about shidou.

Idk how prevalent it is rn since not many people even talk about shidou but it was prevalent enough in June when I got into milgram that I believed it for a bit anyways the rest in under the cut cuz I'm insane sorrg

SO the main reason I think the theory is WRONG (hyperbole‼️) is because I just think it's unrealistic. Man works in a hospital in Japan. How would he pull it off. Scuff an operation bad enough to cause braindeath/death and I'm p sure they suspend your medical licence, if he participated in an organ harvesting operation pre-family-accident his case would then be black and white cuz he was doing it in complete sound mind with no regard for human life. Also it wouldn't justify the extreme reaction he's had to realizing, specifically, "what I've been robbing people of" (t1 voice trailer), and he wouldn't have as heavy a focus on the relatives' feelings and reactions. At least story writing wise it'd make less sense since it doesn't allude to anything if that's the end goal? Imo at least. Idk maybe this is because I really like tragedies in media. Also because it'd be a really disproportionately severe crime compared to every other direct murderer???? Like. We have strangled someone, stabbed someone, bludgeoning, bludgeoning, kicked someone to death. Organ harvesting looks cartoony in this context. It's also not a very prevelant issue in Japan iirc.

Also to prove my point further. If we use this theories the murders would be

Strangling, abortion??????, cyber bullying, stabbing, organ harvesting, toxic r/s, telling the truth (lmao), bludgeoning, bludgeoning, bludgeoning (minus weapon). Organ harvesting is goofy cuz it seems so.... Extreme,,,,,,,

ALSSOOOOO funny point. If he's not directly involved in his murder (as in, unintentional and indirect) that makes 5 direct and 5 indirect. Silly.

Also also his murder seems somewhat tied to how he feels about his job itself ("I wanted to contribute to society (about his career choice)/I had thought my work was a contribution to society", use of past tense) and to me it reads like hes disillusioned w his job esp since his reason for getting a highly sought after, high paying and high social ranking job is "I wanted to contribute to society". Doctors with that empathy can be affected by the death around them more severely and I think that's a fun topic to look at

I count this under "common fandom opinion" cuz it was common enough around June (whenyours truesly got into milgram) that I believed it. I mean I introduced shidou to my friend (hello clown) as "maybe Dr malpractice. Organ harvesting dude" and said friend (hello again clown) is also the one who's heard me bash the organ harvesting theory like 6 times at least now so. Yippee.

Take none of this seriously I just got off a plane and am so very eepy. If you like the organ harvesting theory good for you!!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥 you do you bestie !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I literally do not think less of anyone who believes that theory I just personally dont lmao

#sand speaks #hiiiii bestie my silly mutual. youve heard this rant before now for it poorly formatted in text #i mean its better formatted than when i actually talk abt it cuz if i wrote it the way i originally did the points would not be organised #like at all. itd be so bad #anyways all of this is lighthearted i dont think less of anyone with different opinions i just. dont believe the theory at all #i like the tragedy thag comes woth it technhcally not being his fault but also kinda being his fault. #like maybe he had really bad manners towards relatives. or horribls bedside manner (youre in my way just die already“ like ok mr kirisaki. #dont say that to a comatose patient my dude. but yeah it can be argued that morally hed be in the wdong #or if he persuaded relatives to dknate patients organs. which is rude and also malpractice (coercion and taking advantage of ppl in vulnerab #and with his themes of lying (covers) i fhink it could wither be lying to relatives of patients OR. him seeing hsi work and the promise of #saving people from illness or death as a lie and a hoax becasye so many people died anyways despite those promises #anhwyas im insane about this man. characters with extreme worldviews entirely of their own making my beloved #like nothing told him to believe this. he just does and thats whats interesting to me #anywasy suuper sorry about the big essay and the many tags. i love this fandom #i have so much to say but so little phone battery. and mental battery its Zzzzzzzzz time #tell me if abything in here sounds mean or anything btw im too used to being mean as a jokiing thing so im worried ill offend someone

[bunnihearted]

🏥🦷

#damn my teeth on my left side reallyyyyy fkn hurt #last night it started hurting so bad i couldnt fall asleep #i took some regular over the counter pain pills nd they brought down the pain a bit #so it at least didnt hurt as bad as it did first #but now after sleeping a few hours it still hurts :// #idk what to do... bc i've googled but it is like impossible for me to know what this is. could be anything rlly #nd w physical health stuff im not as terrified bc i can just go to the ER. when i was there it only cost $15 lol #but dental care is so fkn expensive i dont even have that in my account #anyway. i could get an 'urgent appointment' which i get financial aid for... probably. thats the thing. it's not 100% certain #idk what i should do bc like i could wait it out nd see if it'll pass nd then wait on my appt the 6th may #or maybe i should call my dentists nd ask them what they think nd if they can give me an urgent appt.. #i hate calling tho. i know that sounds ridiculous esp when im dealing w pain but my avpd makes it so so hard for me. i'd almost rather not #if i was smart nd normal thats what i would do. just call them nd see what they decide for me. maybe i'll wait nd see nd call tmrw.... #nd idk abt the pain. like it rlly hurts but it isnt extreme i think.. but when i press one tooth it hurts a lot nd makes me worried it's #dying 💀 nd like u can actually die from teeth pain nd complications... nd infections nd stuff. it's scary af 😭 #idk if my tooth is dying nd i need to contact a dentist rn or if its smth that can wait for a bit #i mean if i had a job nd a salary i'd book an appt for tmrw nd get it checked but i have to discuss w myself bc i cant afford lol #ugh this is the reason im terrified of dental problems. the pain is awful nd theres nothing u can do if you're poor #my head keeps spinning idk what i should do abt this 😭 i csnt make up my mind. just want it to go away on its own but i know it wont #nd it hurts so that i can barely sleep or eat or concentrate. so i rlly dont know..... #oh if only things were easy

[ival-eon]

not even your eyes could see this coming ?

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #fanart #gojo satoru #satoru #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen spoilers #manga #anime #yeah i caught up #..... #im still processing bc i read like 200 chapters in 2 days #but #i have some thoughts #if u r spoiled by this !!!! im sorry idk #dont worry nothing bad happens at all 😬 #my art #demidraws #yes i know its anime fanart but im obsessed rn

[yooniesim]

Not the antiblack, transphobic troll blog doing a classic dirty delete... Can't delete dumbassery love, that stays on the internet forever 😂

Dumbass already forgot the teen life stage exists, misgendered me in a random post showing both they ass cheeks, doubled down about it with a classic "he/she/it whatever they are", made fun of a black person's black sim's lips being "too big" while randomly hyping up a black sim made by a white simmer, posted 90% black sims making fun of their features while reblogging posts w/black celebrities like ice cube and Rihanna (probably the only black ppl they know) to add to their lil act, said "i don't only make fun of blacks" and blocked when confronted about it (soooo obvious), which was all pretty boring and expected and not worth acknowledging... but then they deleted all of that cos the big bad honest troll blog got no spine! which has me fucking rolling HELP 🤣

How ya gonna act like the voice of the ppl and delete all your bad takes? Didja get too many mean asks about them, baby boy? 🥺 can't stand by all ur meaningless dick swinging? feeling insecure about having no comeback skills on top of that? 🥺 every time someone bucks up at you you do a delete and stop acknowledging them and its so damn funny for someone pretending to be so hard and real. I mean I knew you were gonna mention me once you saw I said you have no skills, I was waiting to see what you'd come up with, but I didn't expect it to be this weak... imagine being a troll and taking obvious bait 🤭 just to confirm u got no talent. soooo sorry 😂

So much for "honesty" 😢

#ceci speaks #nonsims #text #delete later #not some of yall rallying around an obvious bigot pretending to be black #just say u want an excuse to talk about ppl sims instead of making it a civil rights issue #id respect u more if u did #but got theres nothing worse than a weak troll that got no skills #still aint gonna mention ur name bc i know its driving u wild not to get the free advertisement #you might as well stop deleting cos screenshots are forever sweetheart #sorry to address a troll yall but all this deleting is tickling me so bad #'it feels so good to be honest!!! im having a blast!!! really!! im so cool someone believe me!!!' #*deletes everything they say the minute they get backlash* #😂😂😂 #these 20 year old minors aint never gonna learn the game #if ya get mentioned dw that lil bitch babie will delete it within 24 hrs #before mommy checks they internet history #🤣🤣🤣 #i know i preach about not feeding trolls but yall got NOTHING to worry about with this one #im sorry love but some ppl got it and some dont... and u dont

[gunstellations]

unreachable

#kaeluc #my art #suddenly thinking about younger kaeluc.. #growing up but theyre in an adults world #two peas in a pod but the distance is noticable all the more when theyre growing older #expectations and responsibility #vs feelings of being an outsider who doesnt deserve any of this #what they have created for themselves #each thinking is slipping away and theres nothing they can do #add a budding romance to it and youve got angst for days #also maybe kind of an au thing here bc im sure crepus would make sure it wouldnt get too bad for kaeya ok #but i just like to think he could be a bit of a wrangly little sad boy with too much love to give #dont worry give it a couple of years theyll have figured it out and be besties again before the inevitable happens :') #you can read this as ragbros too without the romance its up to your own intepretation tbh #i love the idea of that as well im all about exploring every possible dynamic of their sad little found family

[sualne]

Just saw your head bonk comic so are you better????? You went to a doc right??

my forehead is fine 👍 ive seen a doctor who actually listen (incredible shit) and im going to have to do another test (😔) and MRIs (😱) cause doc want to see if smth is pressing on my optic nerve (🫣)

#i just wokeup snd its fibeam. huh i did split open my forehead like three other tikes after thst #sound dramatic. VERY tiny scratches. Teeny tiny. all healed. #will keep updated if we find smth. if not then silence till we do idk. #it was epic tho. seeing a doctor who looked at my results and immediatly said ‘hm. thats not normal.’ and went on to order some tests!! #thats so different from ‘heh. doesnt even look That bad. dont worry about its nothing at all’ after going back and forth for half a year #unfortunately it cost money. sort of reumboursed ish but might make commish again if i need it #for a while i was starting to think ‘hey. maybe nothing is jappenîg and im exagerating. but doc went ‘thats not normal’ and im like oh #there IS smth happening agter all. this isnt like. me making it up. doc immediatly caugh on my right beong shit. yeayy #shouldng maybe andwer ask ag five am

[frecklystars]

i know nobody is online rn to read this but ;-; i gotta get it off my chest i love ken so much he means everything to me he's making me so happy and i've needed him so so so bad. he's brought me comfort when my ptsd has been so fucking unbearable and every time i'm having a crying fit over losing my tf f/os or every time i'm having a flashback i ALWAYS immediately IMMEDIATELY think about him rushing to my side, holding me and saying "hey hey it's okay, i'm here, i'm right here" and it's such a relief because i haven't been able to genuinely wholeheartedly believe any character would be willing to do that for me the entire time i've been struggling this year.

i've never gone so long without comfort from f/os, much less being triggered by the ones who used to comfort me the most. so to have barbie and ken right now is like the biggest wave of relief every single day when i wake up and the hyperfixation is still there. sometimes i will literally close my eyes and sigh in relief when i hear a song and my first thought is sebastian or ken or six or... whomever. i love being in love again. i NEED this. i love waking up and my first thought isn't my trauma most of the time now, it's ken. or it's six. or it's barbie. or it's harley. or it's officer k. or it's... yeah you get it. i needed these characters so fucking badly. every time i see a gifset and get excited over it, i feel a rush of gratitude bc self shipping has always been the glue holding me together. it doesn't feel as intense or strong as the SB musical or TF used to make me feel but i am not picky. not at all. i will take anything and i'm praying this lasts for at LEAST another few weeks please

i may not be at a sense of peace right now and i dont know when i ever will be, it could be years, but im so. so. so. so so so thankful to have these characters right now when i've needed someone so badly for so long. i hope ken knows how much i love him ;-; i hope barbie knows how much she has helped me, has saved me from one of my major triggers and has helped me to love and feel safe around the color pink again. i wish they could see me when i'm not so broken but i'm glad they're here even when i'm at my worst, i'm glad they still love me even when they deserve to see me in a much better light

#it feels so fucking terrible not celebrating my bday with my starlight. i used to buy myself cakes and put his figurine next to them #i mean i still have... a little bit over one week... i cant... let it pass by without him being involved somehow #so i might make a quick vent doodle and queue it for the actual day of my bday #i refuse to not draw myself with him at least once for my special day #its not like we 'broke up' or anything but fuck it feels so bad #he's a literal fucking ptsd trigger. how fucking insane is that #im still in shock. im still in shock over what happened to me like i cant fucking believe it #wearing his necklace makes me cry so i just leave it on my dresser #that shouldnt be normal!!!! #but im hoping that shipping with barbie/ken is going to help me feel like i can reclaim control over my ships #bc my abuser made me feel like... i had no control over my TF ships whatsoever for a solid year #so now that i'm finally free of that toxicity i'm still shakily trying to learn how to ship again #i'll have moments where i'll worry ken will try to hurt me on purpose bc im so used to my abuser telling me how abusive any f/o would be #but then i tell myself 'hey what the fuck. this is MY story. NOBODY would abuse me i dont care WHO they are' #but it's so hard to unlearn several months of abuse 😔 #and even harder to look at a character who i invested so much time and energy and money into #my voice clips. my cameos. all of my steve blum autographs. my art for steve. all of it feels sad and numbing #not just stsc but everyone in any TF universe feels like... a threat and i get panic attacks when i see very specific characters sometimes #its awful. it hurts so bad. i love ken so much. but nothing compares to what i had with my TF comfort characters #but it's okay bc... ken is holding my hand and he might not understand ptsd at all but he can still squeeze me tight #and six HAS c-ptsd he GETS it. and he's there to hold me when my nightmares make me fall apart. he's my rock #vent #ptsd #sorry it's 5am i had a bad nightmare and now i refuse to sleep again #i fucking hate ptsd i fucking hate living like this i rly wish i knew how to cure myself #im exercising im eating and drinking often im sleeping as much as i can #theres only so much i can do #when does it get better?? when the fuck does it get better? im serious. not rhetorical. when does this finally heal #i dont even know if im healing or if im just distracted... but fuck ill take anything

[casdeans-pie]

I respectfully decline the canon that the handprint disappeared from Dean's shoulder and instead offer a counter idea:

The handprint stays and now Dean has a mood ring permanently scarred onto his shoulder

Hear me out

Weird angel handprint scar that glows when he's happy

And glows brighter the happier he gets

It's mostly hidden under Dean's clothes, but sometimes there's a faint glow leaking out above his shirt when they've had a particularly successful hunt. Or when he's driving on the open road with good music blasting. Or when he's having his first sip of strong morning coffee.

and there's not enough layers in his whole wardrobe that can hide the way his shoulder lights up whenever Cas is in the room

#destiel #deancas #destiel headcanon #dean winchester #castiel #spn #deans just like 'what? the glowing? yeah its kinda weird but it probably means nothing' #but hes talking to cas and his shoulder is lit up like a Christmas tree #meanwhile Cas is worried he did something wrong and permanent and feels bad #and these two idiots dont figure it out #until they finally kiss one day and the handprint glows so strongly it could light a whole room #the only way to stop it from being so distracting is for Cas to fit his hand perfectly over the top #to dim it down #supernatural #castiel's handprint

[quenthel]

Btw I have been very depressed ever since we moved back to the point most ppl I talked to asked me if I'm okay and it rarely happens lol... Like I must look n sound passively miserable lol

#quenthel special #also i have like 0 energy to do anything... #i literally did nothing w my uni related problems either im just stallimg.... #like ppl rarely ask of im ok bc i can hide my bad moods well irl bc its a whole thing #like yes i feel bad no you cant help yes it will pass its not okay but its fine dont worry yadda yadda

[natjennie]

let's play a game called do I have a valid reason to dislike this woman in entertainment or is it the internalized misogyny.

#i feel guilty every time i dont like a woman on youtube or something #and in reality i know it doesnt matter like im not espousing sexist beliefs #my personal dislike of this woman means nothing in the grand scheme of things and its unhelpful to be worried that it does #but like. sometimes i just think a woman is annoying and then im like #well shit actually you're a bad person for thinking that don't be sexist #i need to let myself be a little bit of a hater

[newkiqx]

#We put them in a big cage this week so they have some turf to disagree over and stuff to do #It was pretty exciting at first as they immediately started working on a pecking order #But nothing too bad #Its getting friendlier by the day and they sleep in a big pile even after chasing eachother the whole day #They're bonding fast and honestly its the best i could have hoped for #Yay #My mice #Mice #Mine #Dont worry I'll give them more bedding once they like eachother enough i just want to keep track of them now #Peace and love on planet earth

[bitchapalooza]

The only reason Larry doesnt quit his job(s) to find another one with a more fair, better leadership and less demanding hours is because Larry does not like change. Any unforeseen change to his day sends him into panic mode. He was not expecting This. Now what is he supposed to do? How does he handle This? He was prepared for That, he's always been prepared for That, That happens every single day! He gets jittering and cant stop wringing his hands or tapping his foot/leg. He forgets how to function, too. It feels like things are moving faster than he can process. Its only when This is explained to him in detail and said why the schedule was changed when he calms down and slowly gets into the groove of things. He feels much more at home when he can finally return to That.

#haha yeah this is self projection babe dont worry about it ;) #nothing against geeta i like her even tho shes useless in the story tbh djsbsj #but yeah shes kind of a bad boss #shed be better off separating champion stuff from chairwoman stuff then probably #shed be able to be an effient and better boss #its too much for her go handle a whole school the league which is basically the government and the gym leaders too #pokemon #pokemon headcanons #pokemon scarvi #gym leader larry #elite four larry

[sameteeth]

[guy who is trying to seek medical help]: this isnt bothering anyone right? i can do this, i can get screened for things. i am a normal adult. its normal to want your body to not feel like this all the time. right?

#hhhhhhhh i feel bad bc like. its fine ! im probably fine and its nothing but like. what if Its Not. and the out of pocket for the test i #want isnt bad. and i can do that. and if i do have what i think then i need medical care. but if i dont that just means its something else #which isnt like. life threatening. and i dont have like a Doctor rn so i have to figure this out myself which is fine. im an adult this #is normal and i can deal with this! its totally ok and i have it well in hand. and if the results come back negative then we will know whic #is good bc then we can know its not That and we can focus on Other things and not worry. #sigh. i will reach out to loved ones for reassurance. #canis speaks