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paynomind-iamnotreal · 16 days

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You are not a real person.

You wear a face that is not your own. You were designed to die.

You wear a face that gets you recognized around the grounds of a school you are not enrolled at (you aren't enrolled at any school.) You live in the same house as the person you were supposed to be. She has the right voice, stands the right way, wears her clothes correctly. When you look like her, you feel wrong. You see all the parts of yourself that are wrong, the makeup you wear, your style, your mannerisms. You can only see all the parts of yourself that fall short of her, but, any closer, wouldn't feel like you.

You are at a party. You don't know anyone her besides her friends (they are the only people you have ever known, but they never know what to make of you.) They helped you enroll in your own school, one that won't know you, one that won't know her. The other day you were desperate, uncertain and panicked. You took a pregnancy test and it came back positive. She never had to worry about that. She never has to worry about disappearing. The steps were confusing, you could've done it wrong. There is a rumble in the ground and you all leap to action, you're loading cannons, healing people, sharing the blessing of her deity (you never really bothered to ask her about all that.)

You are needed on the roof. You can feel it. The storm is thick and choking, the spray of clouds forces your eyes partly closed. You take stumbling steps towards her. She is on her knees. You've seen her pray before, but something about this is different. You can't tell if its tears or mist pooling on her face. You can't tell if its the pains of combat or the strain of heartbreak contorting her expression. The prayer itself feels wrong too, less holy and more personal. You follow her gaze.

The words leave your lips before you realize, an automatic reaction to the mammoth mess of wind and cloud and hate: "Blimey." There is a face in the storm. Monumental, twisting, grotesque, but a face nonetheless. You are good at recognizing faces. She looks a bit... No. It is grotesque. Monstrous. The face you see in nightmares. Lightning cracks and whips around you. You feel something deep and heavy click in your chest as lighting cracks inside the storm. It looks exactly like her. It looks exactly like you.

And She is beautiful.

It was awe that clicked in your chest. Fear and hope. Awful and awesome. Sublime. Recognition of a power that is beyond yourself.

You don't know what will happen to you if you survive tonight. You don't know how long you live. You don't know where you go when you die.

But you need to reach Her. You place a hand on her shoulder and take a step towards the roiling clouds, towards It. You can reach her, that is all that is certain.

"I don't know if you heard me,"

The face contorts with rage and fear. It knows not what it is. It is everything that is wrong with Her. It will destroy you, when you return Her. That's O.K.

"But I said—"

You were designed to die.

Lightning envelops you as uncertainty replaces fear. It burns your hands, clasped in prayer, it singes your lips, forming the words of your impromptu, awestruck prayer. It's lightning is not what destroys you though. You feel the prayer work as a peace in all the chaos of your life becomes clear, waves of cool night and weighty cosmic power flow through you, calling you home.

You die a person.

Goodbye K2.

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feelingtheaster99 · 15 days

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Oh my goodness, The Bad Kids trying to keep the party from panicking while also trying to get Jawbone informed was so fucking funny

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angelwiththeblue-box · 15 days

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cant believe i have to go back to college classes and finals after that

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queerpiratebrainrot · 14 days

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I have seen so many posts about Sprak doing meth, when we should in fact be talking about how Sprak has apparently shot his grandmother many times

#why?#how?#WHY?#Sprak you unhinged gremlin #fhjy #fhjy ep 18 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers

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sleepeglitch · 16 days

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Why did Baxter show up? And without Sandra Lynn?

#what was that about #it was mentioned once and then never again #fhjy spoilers #fhjy ep 18 #sandra lynn faeth #baxter #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #d20 fantasy high #d20 fhjy #fhjy

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dimension20-brainrot · 16 days

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I love this starstruck ass episode

#fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fhjy ep 18

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verosvault · 16 days

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A bit of a shorter episode!!! 👀👀👀

Can't wait though but also SO SCARED!!!

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#dimension 20 #dimension20 #blog #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #Rock the Boat #Fantasy High Rock the Boat #Fantasy High Junior Year Episode 18 #fhjy ep 18

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the-butler-did-it · 15 days

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Cassandra's pronouns changed from she/they to she/her this episode, I can't imagine it doesn't mean anything. Maybe there's a chance of freeing her from whatever limbo she's trapped?

#fhjy spoilers #fhjy ep 18 #spoiler warning #spoilers #dimension 20 spoilers #I don't know if it's supposed to mean she's closer to being herself again #not at all saying going by mixed pronouns means you don't know yourself #maybe she knows how firmly Kristen believes and how much she's done

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dimension-20-every-introduction · 2 days

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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 20

#dimension 20 #dimension 20 spoilers #d20 introductions #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #d20 fhjy #WOW dang. what a season #i'm glad the episode didn't end on like. as bleak of a note as it could have for the ratgrinders #being literal teens that were taken advantage of by adults that groomed them and all #was honestly REALLY obsessed by the implications of like how kipperlily's shatterstar was willing and the rest of her friends' weren't.#like there are so many fucking ways that could be interpreted #was she the last to go? was she the first? did she KNOW? was she complicit in it? did she do it by her own hand? what HAPPENED there?#i'm so obsessed. like holy fuck #also this is something vague i was hoping for but like- in the combat when ally said they wanted to go for oisin after he died at first #i was thinking of something like. that they might revive the ratgrinders whose shatter stars already left to have them rejoin the fight #on THEIR side for the purposes of saving the others? but that didn't happen and went on otherwise #i can't. fucking believe. that we got fucking blimey'd AGAIN. fucking insane #and now K2 canonically exists in the real world #fig has an army of inevitable automatons hunting her. fabian has a literal unborn nemesis. adaine has a wizard mom to kill.#senior year problems..... honestly i feel like the high level play this season was really fun to watch #and i think i'd really enjoy seeing a senior year too #what a season. i was IMMENSELY enjoying it for the majority of it that like Starkly dropped around eps 18 and 19 that left a bad taste #but i don't know. i feel like the finale managed to salvage some of that good that i'd really enjoyed over the course of the season #what a ride though‚ I did enjoy it a lot #see y'all next season!!

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needlebeetles · 6 days

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I feel like the big rat grinder split has been determined mostly by those who were engaging with the rat grinders as a metaphor for the evils of xp leveling vs those who were engaging with them as independent characters

#Bugposts #I’m not too invested in any of them narratively #but the latest episode felt like punching down just due to the energy of ep 18 even though gorgug went down and #Oisin set his draconic ancestors and a corrupted Cassandra on the entire school after throwing Fabian’s house into the sky #Was hoping for a better narrative tie in to the combat but oh well #fhjy #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers

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redmaple-goblin · 16 days

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i think i need a good lie down after that ep folks

#fhjy #d20 fhjy #dimension 20 fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #kristen applebees #ep 18 fhjy

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feelingtheaster99 · 14 days

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"I have to GO" Yeah, Kristen, get your ass outta there; I understand the importance of getting Gorgug within the Circle of Power, but you cannot survive out there, gurl

#WHEN YOU HAVE A FOUR DEX YOU CANNOT SURVIVE DRAGON BLASTS #it's wild that she was up there for like two rounds #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #fantasy high spoilers #fhjy #fhjy spo #fhjy ep 18 #rock the boat #rock the boat spoilers #live reaction #kristen applebees #ally beardsley #zac oyama #gorgug thistlespring

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cloudmancy · 15 days

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I have no desire to get you in trouble but I would be curious to hear your thoughts on the new episode and the preview because I also have.. thoughts and I'm interested in what other people clocked as not great or kinda.. idk. other people's concerns, because I have had a lot of them and I never see people really talk about those things

they're doing a new format this season where they film a bunch of rp episodes in a row then take a break when there's a battle so the crew can get the battleset ready, so I understand the dissonance. but the tone of this episode from the tone of last episode was SO jarring. I was ready to chew drywall at the end of episode 17 but we head into the episode 18 fight and at the end all I can say is... damn! that sure is a battle that happened. the entire fight felt really low-stakes even though objectively a few of the bad kids were in mortal danger, but the mood at the table was so relaxed and chill and there was almost no roleplay at all... which drove me so crazy

>no rp except for fun silly party stuff (no callbacks to the adaine elven oracle in a storm thing? after all the fun setup last time??)

>fought 8 different antagonists and none of them said a word

>nobody questioned why or what oisin's grandma or all those dragon were doing there they just started taking them out one by one like raid battles in world of warcraft

>cassandra/nightmare king showed up only to not make any impact or get a single word in

>dos2 lady vengeance fight did the floating boat/ballistas/dragon fight better SMH

and then after all of that we're headed straight into ANOTHER battle episode judging by the preview... and it's against the rat grinders and porter/jace! let me out I want PLOT & DIALOGUE fhjy cannot end like this (5 hours straight of battle where they just kill everyone that moves). there's 2 eps left so I really hope they do the last ep as a 4 hour long roleplay only epilogue episode because as we've all seen ending campaigns on a battle leads to frankly really rushed character and world decisions. it's ultra disappointing too because I loved this entire season so much so far. the setup and buildup and plot points and mystery of fhjy is the best they've ever done it in dimension 20 period

ep 18 fhjy battle was a letdown to me... not giving the party an rp episode after 3 hours of loredump + going straight into a final battle without being able to interact with the world after gaining info is bad. they should've had a chance to process everything they learned about house sunstone, porter's plan, the rat grinders being used as ascension fodder, whatever the whole deal behind ambrosia and lucy frostkettle and why they needed a helios cleric in buddy IN ROLEPLAY. I don't want all this stuff explained to me after the battle by brennan or in some throwaway lines in the adventuring party - I want the bad kids to talk to people! I want them to investigate! I want fig to pull some BS with porter knowing the full extent of all his plans. it really sucks for us as an audience too to be hit with all this lore and get approximately 0 time for it to sink into the implications of how the worldbuilding was shaped by it or realizations of "ohhh that's why that happened at the beginning of the season" before we go straight into killing everyone.

with the way this is going I don't have any confidence they're gonna be able to actually empathize at all with the rat grinders too before they start lopping heads off because in battle episodes everyone kind of just. becomes numbers and an objective to take out except for pet favourite npcs of the cast. and they've mostly been interacting with the rat grinders as nuisances all season 😭 I'm PRAYING to be proven wrong and the last 2 episodes of this are fantastic but it's not looking good folks

#asks #anon #fhjy spoilers

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faerie-petals · 16 days

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FHJY ep. 18

✨✨FHJY spoilers ✨✨

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We simply must discuss the insanity that was that d100 roll because idk who saw that coming but I did not predict that

SO

Ally Beardsley's ultimate d100 roll for divine intervention that was said to break Brennan ended up being BRITISH KRISTEN NOT KNOWING (DOUBTING) IF SHE TOOK A PREGNANCY TEST RIGHT AND POSSIBLY BEING PREGNANT and in her ultimate moment saying BLIMEY

and then Cassandra pukes lighting, swallows them up, and returns them to Elmville

There has never been a more quintessentially Ally moment

The despair in Brennans eyes as they roll a 1 and then the utter defeat when they roll a 12....oh is so good

And then we get Zac Oyamas DMing debut (my fave moment) followed by Brennan having to nerf all that shit and deciding that all simulacrum simply pee pregnant and K2 was never pregnant

All summed up by the regret as Ally realises they super needed another healer in the final fight and trying to go back and erase it all

i love it

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larrydaleydaily · 16 days

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D20 FHJY EP 18 SPOILERS RRAAAAHAHHHHHHHH

i know SO MUCH happened in this episode (i got a NOSEbleed from the last fifteen minutes) but please take twenty seconds to rewatch this clip of brennan being as much of a Gorgug girlie as we all are and how fucking READY he was to help

#YOU HAVE GREAT WEAPON FIGHTING SO YOU REROLL ONES AND TWOOOOS #brennan 🤝 zac #dimension 20 #fhjy #brennan lee mulligan #d20 fhjy #gorgug thistlespring #gorgug my beloved

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trash-soup · 15 days

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D20 FHJY spoilers for EP 18 below the cut

I fucking KNEW the thing that would almost make BLeeM quit would be a British Kristen thing, I called that shit as soon as K2 appeared! I can't believe the absolute entity of chaos that Beardsley is, I love them so much for it.

Goodnight K2, my sweet British (not really) Hetero Queen. Gone but never forgotten, you'll live on in our hearts.

Blimey 😭💕

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #british kristen #kristen applebees #k2 #bleem #brennan lee mulligan #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 fantasy high

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